Ended a 3 month LDR relationship back in March 5 just this 2026 . Her reasoning was pretty understandable, we both knew we couldn't financially keep a LDR for long especially being as young as we are. (15 me, 14 her). We had no trouble communicating in English as I was already experienced. It was just too hard to maintain such a relationship, no physical contact etc. especially for teenagers like us. I feel relieved and somewhat sad as well despite me already thinking of our kid's names. This sounds silly I know, being this young and already looking forward to naming our kids together. I was very ambitious. I even stopped an unhealthy habit those 3 months simply because I had someone to talk to. To love. Never even glanced at other girls again despite 10th grade being filled with baddies everywhere (bare minimum I guess). Just when I finally thought I found someone right for me. An obstacle of distance was put in our path. We both realized if we couldn't keep that same spark until we could move out or travel internationally on our own, us dating was pointless and kind of just a waste of time. I also didn't like the way I was holding her back on finding personal love. I felt like I was starving her of romantic physical touch. Hence I felt relieved when she finally said something.
When she finally broke the news, all I could do at the moment was agree with her, all I could type were very short sentences with no depth, just me agreeing with her decision and fully supporting her. I couldn't tell her all of this at the moment as I was at a loss for words. I fear I made her thought she didn't matter to me because I didn't resist or go against her decision. She is important to me. She really is, if she wasnt, I wouldn't have loved her enough to let her go that easily. Sorry Mya, I couldn't tell you all of this on the spot. I was planning on replying something similar but by the time I finished, it had already been an hour. It doesn't matter if you see this or not Mya, just know that I'm praying you find a partner that is able to give you the attention I physically couldn't.
Aw...i'm so sorry....But it's alright , i'm sure your friend was the happiest in those 9years..They're in a peaceful place rn and they'll forever grateful for the time they had with you. It's alright dear 💚
What I've written about him in the span of 5 months (More in replies)(It's in order) I love him so much, he has no idea how much I could possibly love him. He has shown me I can be loved even when I didn’t love myself. He showed up when I was at my lowest, I stopped eating, I didn’t get much sleep, I relapsed, I cried all night. No one knew exactly what I was going through and they won't bc I’m not telling anyone, but he, he made it better. I still don’t eat, sure, but I love him so much. He makes me feel like I’m a human, like I deserve kindness, like I deserve love. I don’t like myself in the slightest but he makes me want to love myself. I wish I could see myself how he sees me, I would be the happiest person ever if I could. I would stop cutting, I would stop crying. Now I mainly cry bc of the compliments he gives me. I've never been this loved, my life has never been this happy. And I know nothing lasts forever but I want us to last forever. I would throw everything away if he left me and I just, I love him more than anything in this I always want to be his, I want him to be mine. I can’t believe he likes me out of everyone. He’s just so perfect and I never wanna mess this up bc I love him so much. The day he leaves me is the day I leave the world bc I can’t live without him. I hope he doesn’t leave or become distant, I hope he never gets too busy for me, I’ll give him as much attention and affection as I can. I just can’t imagine life without him and ik I sound dramatic but I just can’t. He gets me, he understands, he cares. If I screw this up i’m gonna be so mad at myself. I don’t want to hurt him and I hope I don’t ever hurt him. Only a jerk could mess someone up like him bc he’s the nicest person I have ever met and the most sincere. I can tell how much he cares by how much he texts me and talks to me. How he gives me his attention, how he looks at me, how he treats me. You would think it’s just common human decency to treat someone so great but it’s not. I’m just so grateful I have him, like what would I do if he didn’t love me? Where would I be if I never got with him? His smile makes me feel giddy and warm. His eyes, I could stare into them forever and ever. He looks at me like he cares for me, like he loves me, like i’m the only girl he loves like this. I don't get how he could settle for someone like me, I mean ik i’m not the best looking or the sweetest person but he is. His hair, the way he speaks, his personality, his style, his interests. I just can’t believe I am one of those interests. I don’t understand how he could love me this much, he knows nothing about my past, about how I used to be and it’s better that he doesn’t bc I was a bad person. No matter how much I wanted to say i’m not, I was. I’ve changed, yeah, but he likes me for who I am. Ik I’ve repeated myself so many times in this but he is so perfect I swear. His music taste, how sweet he is, how much he shows his love, his smell,like everything about him is perfect in my eyes. The way he compliments me makes me feel special, the way he calls me names makes me feel like I am loved. The way his eyes soften when he looks at me and how he smiles when he looks at me. The way he gets red when we hold eye contact, I just love him so much I can’t explain it. He’s just so adorable too, with his glasses and his smile and his eyes and his personality. How can someone be this perfect, like SO perfect. I don’t deserve someone as amazing as him, I just can’t understand how he can love someone like me. And I’m not trying to be an attention seeker or anything but I genuinely think I am a terrible person so I cover it up with confidence and nervousness. I don’t want to be judged, I feel like he judges me. I just don’t get how he loves me, no one else could love me. He hasn’t seen me break down or anything and I hope he never does bc I’m afraid he would leave me if I showed any type of weakness. I don’t want to be too much for him or overwhelm him with my sh and bpd. Sure I should be able to be myself but what if I just ruin it if I'm too clingy or too sad? I just want to be with him forever. I make ever excuse to talk to him, I just want him to know how much he is loved. It made me sad to think that his exes before were just terrible to him and never gave him any genuine compliments, he deserves compliments with how amazing he is. Like what if I creep him out too much? And what if my jealousy is too much? What if my parents ruin it? I just want us to work out. I’m just too used to feeling alone and I’m scared if I get too used to this that It will go away again. He stares at me with so much love in his eyes, is this what actual love feels like? He’s so sweet and like perfect and like fck I want to be his forever. We were in class and I messed with his hair a bit, it’s so soft and like oh my lord. I just want to take care of him and hold him and cuddle him. The way he mouths the words ‘I love you’ to me makes me want to love him even more. I love him so much that no one will ever be able to know. Like what has he done to me? He took my hand today and I felt my face get warm and I got so nervous that I started giggling and then he started giggling at me like I feel like we’ll last. He gave me his cologne as well and like it smells SO good I swear. And then like Sage told me he looks at me like he loves me so much I can’t even begin to explain how much I care about him and how badly I want to kiss him. I kissed his hand and he started blushing so hard and trying to play it cool but I could tell that he was flustered and it was so cute I swear it was. I just can’t show how much I love him in actions or words not even the words are enough. He’s helped my mental health so much that I actually love myself. And don’t even get me started on the paragraphs he sends me, they are so adorable and cute and like I swear they kill me every time. When he tells me he loves me, when he explains why he loves me, when he looks at me with those eyes and that adoration, it just KILLS me. I love him so much he can’t and won’t ever understand the capacity of love I hold for him. I can’t believe he chose me to date out of everyone else in this school, all the pretty girls he could have gotten with. I just feel like this is too good to be true, but i’m so glad it is true. I’m so glad he actually loves me, he hugs me, he touches my hands. HE makes me feel alive. I felt so drained and dead before and it’s like he made me feel like I’m actually real. I have so many trust issues and when he tells me he loves me, I always doubt it a little less each time. He’s so perfect in my eyes, he has flaws and I love that. I haven’t seen any of his flaws yet but I love everyone for who they are and how they act. I just can’t imagine such an amazing guy like him liking and let alone loving someone like me. He loves me and that genuinely makes me so happy. I seriously can’t stop smiling when he sends me a text, looks at me, talks to me or even mentions me. I just love him so much more than he can ever imagine. He is so amazing and I’m not exaggerating when I say he is the sweetest guy on this planet or in this universe. He is my whole world and I trust him with everything that I can right now at least. I’m so bad at trusting people, especially in relationships but I just already knew we were made for each other. Like when he calls me pretty I literally die, he is so sweet I could never ask for anything more or anything less. To think this is what I’m supposed to receive in a relationship is a crazy thing for me to understand.
I love him more than anyone could ever comprehend, he’s the light in my life, the thing that keeps me going, the thing that helps me sleep at night. I genuinely can’t imagine how bad my life would’ve been or if I would still be here. I can’t function without him in my life and I don’t know if I ever will be able to if he leaves me or if something happens. I love how he makes my heart race, how he talks to me, how he makes me think of myself. He genuinely makes me feel good about who I am and how I look. He’s so perfect and amazing I swear, I could never ask for anyone better or anyone else at all. I love him so much that no words could ever describe it. I genuinely can't feel this way for anyone or anything else. He is just so perfect for me and I know I keep saying this but I mean it. He makes me the happiest person ever. He’s just so sweet and the height difference kills me. I just can’t believe that I could even get someone like him. He puts so much effort in and I just can’t get over how amazing he is. His voice is so great and like his personality and how he speaks to me. He just treats me so well. I love him and I won’t ever stop bc even if I tried, it would never work. I just hope we last forever, I can’t imagine what I would do without him in my life, I cherish every moment I have with him and I would if he left. I don’t want him to leave, I know nothing can last forever that happiness isn’t guaranteed but I just can’t help but want it to. I feel like myself for once, I gained my spark back. I haven’t cried since me and him have gotten together, I haven’t had any urges to harm myself. Life has been amazing, ever since he walked into my life, ever since he started to talk to me, ever since I met him, ever since I felt his love. He has been te only one to love me this much, the only one to show this much care. His eyes, they are just so perfect and soft and ugh, I just can’t describe how much I love him without repeating myself or finding myself at a lack of words. My vocabulary just isn’t good enough to say how much I care about him, how much I love him, how badly I want him to stay forever, I’ll stay forever even if we have issues. I just can’t imagine any issues we could possibly have bc he is perfect and he could never do anything wrong. I just love how perfectly his fingers intertwine with mine, how his lips fit so perfectly with mine, how our eyes meet. I’m just so obsessed with him, so obsessed. I want him so bad right now, I need his hugs, his cuddles, his hand, his kisses. I miss him so much I can hardly bare it. I hate not having more classes together, at least that leaves time for him to not get bored of me or bothered. I’m scared he might leave me at some point because if we spend too much time together he could get tired of me. People relatively get tired of me fast, i’m not interesting. I just hope he can love me like this forever. I promise any of his problems I can take care of, if he just stays. Nothing can last forever, he won’t stay forever. I’m usually just here for people until they get better and leave me. That’s how it works, I’ve always been the test-run before the actual thing. I usually help people figure out what love is and what it looks like or what happiness is and then they decide they deserve better and leave. I don’t want him to leave me, I don’t want to be left anymore. I want someone to stay with me, someone to just love me forever and ever. I hope Asher is the one to do that, I hope he stays with me, I need him to stay. I love him so much that i’m afraid of what I would do if he left me on my own. I’m scared of what I would do or what would happen if he just decided to leave me. What lesson would that teach me? I’m tired of learning lessons in the form of relationships. I just have the gut feeling that he will leave and I know that feeling is always true, it never fails to be true. He’s gonna get bored or he’s gonna lose feelings. What if he just dated me because he wanted a girlfriend? What if he’s just leading me on? What if I can’t be loved? Am I that hard to love? I just, if he left I would never get over it. I keep preparing myself for the worst, like it will help me any if the worst happens. I wouldn’t and can’t ever find anyone better than him, I’ll never hurt him or do anything to cause any harm. I don’t wanna cause harm to him, I hope my bpd doesn’t scare him off, that my breakdowns don’t make him hate me, that my attitude won’t freak him out. I don’t take help when I need it, I don’t listen well, I don’t look the best, I’’m not the smartest, I don’t have good motivation, I’m not as good as others. Anyone could find better than me, so why me? Why would he choose someone like me? I don’t deserve someone as amazing as him. The way he treats me is so much better than I deserve. He doesn’t yell at me, make me send him pictures, force me to do things, lie to me, hide anything, make me cry in a bad way, ignore me, blame everything on me. He treats me so amazingly, like I’ve never been talked to so amazingly. He compliments me on everything, not just on my body or just my face. He doesn’t try to make me uncomfy, threaten me, or make me feel like nothing. I really don’t deserve him, I’m not a good person and I know I'm not. He tells me i’m so amazing, that I’m perfect. I just don’t see it. He makes me feel like I’m some amazing godly person. He says my past doesn’t matter, he never asks me about my past. If I ever told him I feel like he would hate me and he has every right to in my own opinion. I just can’t describe how amazing he is without losing my words or getting flustered or stuttering. He’s genuinely the best person and guy I have ever met in my entire life. I just can’t believe that me and him are actually dating. He could have anyone he wanted and he still picked me out of everyone. I don’t understand why and I never will understand. I just love him so much that I can’t fathom how I would react if I lost him. In my relationships before all they did was take what I give them and never returned even half of the feelings and words and actions I have done. It’s been 2 almost two months and I am still obsessed with him, maybe even more than when it first started out. He is so absolutely amazing, I don’t understand how everyone else left him, he’s the best thing to ever happen to this world. I’m surprised he even likes me, with how amazing he is. He is so understanding and caring that it makes me want to cry bc what do you mean that you’re not gonna yell at me? That you won’t break pinky promises? That you want to call? That you miss me? That you actually love me? That you want me? I’m not used to all of this affection and attention. I don’t want to get too attached to the feeling though because I'm afraid in some way he will leave. IIf I lose him, I lose myself. I hate that I get so attached to people but it happens especially if they are as amazing as him. He makes me so happy and I want to feel that way all the time, I want to be energetic and loved and everything. He just means so much to me, I can’t imagine what I could do without him here. I want to love him forever and ever, to be with him until the world ends. He is the only person that cares about me, the only one who loves me. I can’t screw this one up and I hope I won’t, but I know that my self sabotage will ruin it. I just want to be with him, he means the entire world and more to me, I can’t live without him at this point. I hate that I get this obsession because no matter how many times I learn that I can’t trust love, I always end up giving in and it ends up hurting me again. I have fallen for him so hard, I don’t think I could fall out of love with him. It’s like he’s air, I need him in my life and I will do whatever to get him to stay, no matter what. I love him so much, I just don’t know how to explain how he makes me feel, I’m at a loss for words. He makes me feel so loved, I just don’t know how to regulate my emotions. Every time I relapse all I do is think about how that would make him feel and in that moment all I want to do is feel something. I love him so much, I just hope we last.
The second he leaves me, I’m nothing. And I don’t want that to pressure him or force him to be with me. I know I’m a terrible person and I’m asking for too much but I want him to stay. I want someone to rely on and depend on because I have no one else. I can’t make friends, I don’t have them. The only friends I have, talk to me because they are bored or have noone to talk to and that kind of hurts. He makes me feel like I’m noticed and seen without seeking that attention. He actually makes me feel so amazing, he IS so amazing. I actually love him so much and I have no idea how I would get along without him. I feel like I’m special, like I’m a person. I feel so warm and amazing around him or even thinking of him. I just never want to see him hurt, I will do everything in me to make sure I never hurt him and he stays stable. And even when he’s unstable idc what I have to do to make it better, I will make him feel better. I just wish he would come to me with all of his issues and like that's asking a lot but I want to help him. And ik that makes me a hypocrite bc I don’t go to him with my issues but I really wish he would. I just want to make communication between us easier so I don’t mess anything up. I never want to mess up the relationship with him because he is the only thing I have right now. I don’t want to bother him with my issues either because he's already dealing with a ton and I’m not adding onto that. I just want to feel his warmth, I want his hugs, his hand, his kisses. I want to last forever no matter what, he’s the only person I will ever yearn for or want like this. I’m just getting so tired and idk what I’m gonna do. School is tiring me out so bad but when I’m with him it’s like all my issues just go away and it feels so nice. He makes me feel so safe, I love when he’s around me. He makes me so comfortable, especially his clothes. I feel like I have him with me all the time when I wear his stuff and his smell just makes me feel so nice. I love everything about him whether he likes himself or not. I don’t want to seem too annoying or clingy though. Like he makes me so energetic and clingy and I don’t want him to leave me for it. I don’t want to act like I did with the others because they left me. I don’t want him to leave me. I just want to be with him forever because he is something I never want to lose. I’ve never received this much love and patience and I can’t believe that I am with someone as amazing as him. I see his face everyday and gosh he’s just so pretty. I couldn’t find even a flower or sunset prettier than him and his eyes. The way his hair falls and the way his glasses make his eyes a bit bigger is ADORABLE.Everything about him just fascinates me so much, I want to know EVERYTHING about him and I don’t know if that is weird or not. Everything about him is just so amazing and I want to talk to him about everything he is interested in. Every time he texts me my face literally lights up with excitement, because I love receiving even a letter from him. I’m just so star struck by him and the idea of him wanting to be with me. He could have chosen anyone else, but he chose me. I find it so astonishing that he sees me for who I am and not what I look like. His voice is so majestic as well, I just feel so overjoyed when I hear it and so relaxed. He is just so perfect and amazing and gosh I love everything about him. His touch is so comforting and warm and everything I could ever want. I don’t know what he sees in me, but I’m glad he sees it. I just wish we could have more classes together, that would be so amazing. I can’t stand being away from him for this long, it kills me. I just hope we get married, because he is just so amazing like he is genuinely perfect. I love how smart he is and how understanding and mature he is. He tries to genuinely understand me and make sense of issues before he acts on them. I just can’t explain how much I love him and how much he means to me. My love for him is on a whole different level. The care he shows makes me melt and his smile brings me to my knees. The love I hold can’t be defined or measured or expected or limited, it just grows more and more everyday. The harder I try to reason and hold back the more I give in and love him. I don’t want to overwhelm him with all of my love but I can’t help but show all of it. I want to give him everything he deserves and more. Despite me being broke and not being too talented or creative, I just want to give him the life he’s always dreamed of even if it is impossible. I wnat to shelter him from every bad thing in this world and protect him form harm. He just means so much to me and even if I’m repeating myself, I mean all of this. He is genuinely so sweet and I can’t wait to marry him and grow together. A relationship that is worth staying in is one that is worth growing for.
I let her go I let our memories go i tried my best to trust her but its just not that easy it's not the same I tried my best but ended up giving her an unsure hope I hurted her for doing that that's why I choose to let her go and let her meet someone even it's hurts cause I know she deserves better than me but somehow I know myself no will love her like I do
Had a crush on this girl since last year finally got her attention earlier this year things didn't work out and till this day I still have a crush on her but I don't think she does even though we still talk, and she still likes my stories on IG but I'm scared to text her again sigh...
I made a lot of mistakes for her in the past 5 years. And we know that we are still loving each other. I'm not cheating on her btw . But please be. Come back to me let's me finish my promise. I Love you so much Sethnisa 💔💔
We just broke up. The first and last person I loved dearly, talked our future with, the only one I gave 100% into.
This song is crushing me to pieces
You find love again for now just focus on bettering yourself , spend time with friends and see family you haven’t seen in a while ❤
Trust in The Good. Love will find you. ❤
@only_sorell9762❤
Same boo
same. 5 years💔💔.
I love how everyone is hurting together… hope yall will be okay. ❤
Ended a 3 month LDR relationship back in March 5 just this 2026 . Her reasoning was pretty understandable, we both knew we couldn't financially keep a LDR for long especially being as young as we are. (15 me, 14 her). We had no trouble communicating in English as I was already experienced. It was just too hard to maintain such a relationship, no physical contact etc. especially for teenagers like us.
I feel relieved and somewhat sad as well despite me already thinking of our kid's names. This sounds silly I know, being this young and already looking forward to naming our kids together. I was very ambitious. I even stopped an unhealthy habit those 3 months simply because I had someone to talk to. To love. Never even glanced at other girls again despite 10th grade being filled with baddies everywhere (bare minimum I guess).
Just when I finally thought I found someone right for me. An obstacle of distance was put in our path. We both realized if we couldn't keep that same spark until we could move out or travel internationally on our own, us dating was pointless and kind of just a waste of time. I also didn't like the way I was holding her back on finding personal love. I felt like I was starving her of romantic physical touch.
Hence I felt relieved when she finally said something.
When she finally broke the news, all I could do at the moment was agree with her, all I could type were very short sentences with no depth, just me agreeing with her decision and fully supporting her. I couldn't tell her all of this at the moment as I was at a loss for words. I fear I made her thought she didn't matter to me because I didn't resist or go against her decision. She is important to me. She really is, if she wasnt, I wouldn't have loved her enough to let her go that easily.
Sorry Mya, I couldn't tell you all of this on the spot. I was planning on replying something similar but by the time I finished, it had already been an hour.
It doesn't matter if you see this or not Mya, just know that I'm praying you find a partner that is able to give you the attention I physically couldn't.
@JulzDakojust know that youre a strong and mature man for your age , respect 👊
😕
God knowssss🥺
Amen
Yessw AMENN
Here I am thinking if we could still get along like yesterday.
Maybe we'll get married one day.
But who knows?❤
Yesterday was feeling so good until my mom pulled me out of school early and I had to put down my dog of 9 years, I’m heart broken
Aw...i'm so sorry....But it's alright , i'm sure your friend was the happiest in those 9years..They're in a peaceful place rn and they'll forever grateful for the time they had with you. It's alright dear 💚
Maybe we will forget eachother.
But who knows? 🫠
Yesterday was feeling so good,now its gone...😢
This song is killing me,it's so good but hurt me sooooooo bad
{{{ bro hug}}}
What I've written about him in the span of 5 months (More in replies)(It's in order)
I love him so much, he has no idea how much I could possibly love him. He has shown me I can be loved even when I didn’t love myself. He showed up when I was at my lowest, I stopped eating, I didn’t get much sleep, I relapsed, I cried all night. No one knew exactly what I was going through and they won't bc I’m not telling anyone, but he, he made it better. I still don’t eat, sure, but I love him so much. He makes me feel like I’m a human, like I deserve kindness, like I deserve love. I don’t like myself in the slightest but he makes me want to love myself. I wish I could see myself how he sees me, I would be the happiest person ever if I could. I would stop cutting, I would stop crying. Now I mainly cry bc of the compliments he gives me. I've never been this loved, my life has never been this happy. And I know nothing lasts forever but I want us to last forever. I would throw everything away if he left me and I just, I love him more than anything in this I always want to be his, I want him to be mine. I can’t believe he likes me out of everyone. He’s just so perfect and I never wanna mess this up bc I love him so much. The day he leaves me is the day I leave the world bc I can’t live without him. I hope he doesn’t leave or become distant, I hope he never gets too busy for me, I’ll give him as much attention and affection as I can. I just can’t imagine life without him and ik I sound dramatic but I just can’t. He gets me, he understands, he cares. If I screw this up i’m gonna be so mad at myself. I don’t want to hurt him and I hope I don’t ever hurt him. Only a jerk could mess someone up like him bc he’s the nicest person I have ever met and the most sincere. I can tell how much he cares by how much he texts me and talks to me. How he gives me his attention, how he looks at me, how he treats me. You would think it’s just common human decency to treat someone so great but it’s not. I’m just so grateful I have him, like what would I do if he didn’t love me? Where would I be if I never got with him? His smile makes me feel giddy and warm. His eyes, I could stare into them forever and ever. He looks at me like he cares for me, like he loves me, like i’m the only girl he loves like this. I don't get how he could settle for someone like me, I mean ik i’m not the best looking or the sweetest person but he is. His hair, the way he speaks, his personality, his style, his interests. I just can’t believe I am one of those interests. I don’t understand how he could love me this much, he knows nothing about my past, about how I used to be and it’s better that he doesn’t bc I was a bad person. No matter how much I wanted to say i’m not, I was. I’ve changed, yeah, but he likes me for who I am. Ik I’ve repeated myself so many times in this but he is so perfect I swear. His music taste, how sweet he is, how much he shows his love, his smell,like everything about him is perfect in my eyes. The way he compliments me makes me feel special, the way he calls me names makes me feel like I am loved. The way his eyes soften when he looks at me and how he smiles when he looks at me. The way he gets red when we hold eye contact, I just love him so much I can’t explain it. He’s just so adorable too, with his glasses and his smile and his eyes and his personality. How can someone be this perfect, like SO perfect. I don’t deserve someone as amazing as him, I just can’t understand how he can love someone like me. And I’m not trying to be an attention seeker or anything but I genuinely think I am a terrible person so I cover it up with confidence and nervousness. I don’t want to be judged, I feel like he judges me. I just don’t get how he loves me, no one else could love me. He hasn’t seen me break down or anything and I hope he never does bc I’m afraid he would leave me if I showed any type of weakness. I don’t want to be too much for him or overwhelm him with my sh and bpd. Sure I should be able to be myself but what if I just ruin it if I'm too clingy or too sad? I just want to be with him forever. I make ever excuse to talk to him, I just want him to know how much he is loved. It made me sad to think that his exes before were just terrible to him and never gave him any genuine compliments, he deserves compliments with how amazing he is. Like what if I creep him out too much? And what if my jealousy is too much? What if my parents ruin it? I just want us to work out. I’m just too used to feeling alone and I’m scared if I get too used to this that It will go away again.
He stares at me with so much love in his eyes, is this what actual love feels like? He’s so sweet and like perfect and like fck I want to be his forever. We were in class and I messed with his hair a bit, it’s so soft and like oh my lord. I just want to take care of him and hold him and cuddle him. The way he mouths the words ‘I love you’ to me makes me want to love him even more. I love him so much that no one will ever be able to know. Like what has he done to me? He took my hand today and I felt my face get warm and I got so nervous that I started giggling and then he started giggling at me like I feel like we’ll last. He gave me his cologne as well and like it smells SO good I swear. And then like Sage told me he looks at me like he loves me so much I can’t even begin to explain how much I care about him and how badly I want to kiss him. I kissed his hand and he started blushing so hard and trying to play it cool but I could tell that he was flustered and it was so cute I swear it was. I just can’t show how much I love him in actions or words not even the words are enough. He’s helped my mental health so much that I actually love myself. And don’t even get me started on the paragraphs he sends me, they are so adorable and cute and like I swear they kill me every time.
When he tells me he loves me, when he explains why he loves me, when he looks at me with those eyes and that adoration, it just KILLS me. I love him so much he can’t and won’t ever understand the capacity of love I hold for him. I can’t believe he chose me to date out of everyone else in this school, all the pretty girls he could have gotten with. I just feel like this is too good to be true, but i’m so glad it is true. I’m so glad he actually loves me, he hugs me, he touches my hands. HE makes me feel alive. I felt so drained and dead before and it’s like he made me feel like I’m actually real. I have so many trust issues and when he tells me he loves me, I always doubt it a little less each time. He’s so perfect in my eyes, he has flaws and I love that. I haven’t seen any of his flaws yet but I love everyone for who they are and how they act. I just can’t imagine such an amazing guy like him liking and let alone loving someone like me. He loves me and that genuinely makes me so happy. I seriously can’t stop smiling when he sends me a text, looks at me, talks to me or even mentions me. I just love him so much more than he can ever imagine. He is so amazing and I’m not exaggerating when I say he is the sweetest guy on this planet or in this universe. He is my whole world and I trust him with everything that I can right now at least. I’m so bad at trusting people, especially in relationships but I just already knew we were made for each other. Like when he calls me pretty I literally die, he is so sweet I could never ask for anything more or anything less. To think this is what I’m supposed to receive in a relationship is a crazy thing for me to understand.
I love him more than anyone could ever comprehend, he’s the light in my life, the thing that keeps me going, the thing that helps me sleep at night. I genuinely can’t imagine how bad my life would’ve been or if I would still be here. I can’t function without him in my life and I don’t know if I ever will be able to if he leaves me or if something happens. I love how he makes my heart race, how he talks to me, how he makes me think of myself. He genuinely makes me feel good about who I am and how I look. He’s so perfect and amazing I swear, I could never ask for anyone better or anyone else at all. I love him so much that no words could ever describe it. I genuinely can't feel this way for anyone or anything else. He is just so perfect for me and I know I keep saying this but I mean it. He makes me the happiest person ever. He’s just so sweet and the height difference kills me. I just can’t believe that I could even get someone like him. He puts so much effort in and I just can’t get over how amazing he is. His voice is so great and like his personality and how he speaks to me. He just treats me so well. I love him and I won’t ever stop bc even if I tried, it would never work. I just hope we last forever, I can’t imagine what I would do without him in my life, I cherish every moment I have with him and I would if he left. I don’t want him to leave, I know nothing can last forever that happiness isn’t guaranteed but I just can’t help but want it to. I feel like myself for once, I gained my spark back. I haven’t cried since me and him have gotten together, I haven’t had any urges to harm myself. Life has been amazing, ever since he walked into my life, ever since he started to talk to me, ever since I met him, ever since I felt his love. He has been te only one to love me this much, the only one to show this much care. His eyes, they are just so perfect and soft and ugh, I just can’t describe how much I love him without repeating myself or finding myself at a lack of words. My vocabulary just isn’t good enough to say how much I care about him, how much I love him, how badly I want him to stay forever, I’ll stay forever even if we have issues. I just can’t imagine any issues we could possibly have bc he is perfect and he could never do anything wrong. I just love how perfectly his fingers intertwine with mine, how his lips fit so perfectly with mine, how our eyes meet. I’m just so obsessed with him, so obsessed. I want him so bad right now, I need his hugs, his cuddles, his hand, his kisses. I miss him so much I can hardly bare it. I hate not having more classes together, at least that leaves time for him to not get bored of me or bothered. I’m scared he might leave me at some point because if we spend too much time together he could get tired of me. People relatively get tired of me fast, i’m not interesting. I just hope he can love me like this forever. I promise any of his problems I can take care of, if he just stays. Nothing can last forever, he won’t stay forever. I’m usually just here for people until they get better and leave me. That’s how it works, I’ve always been the test-run before the actual thing. I usually help people figure out what love is and what it looks like or what happiness is and then they decide they deserve better and leave. I don’t want him to leave me, I don’t want to be left anymore. I want someone to stay with me, someone to just love me forever and ever. I hope Asher is the one to do that, I hope he stays with me, I need him to stay. I love him so much that i’m afraid of what I would do if he left me on my own. I’m scared of what I would do or what would happen if he just decided to leave me. What lesson would that teach me? I’m tired of learning lessons in the form of relationships. I just have the gut feeling that he will leave and I know that feeling is always true, it never fails to be true. He’s gonna get bored or he’s gonna lose feelings. What if he just dated me because he wanted a girlfriend? What if he’s just leading me on? What if I can’t be loved? Am I that hard to love? I just, if he left I would never get over it. I keep preparing myself for the worst, like it will help me any if the worst happens. I wouldn’t and can’t ever find anyone better than him, I’ll never hurt him or do anything to cause any harm. I don’t wanna cause harm to him, I hope my bpd doesn’t scare him off, that my breakdowns don’t make him hate me, that my attitude won’t freak him out. I don’t take help when I need it, I don’t listen well, I don’t look the best, I’’m not the smartest, I don’t have good motivation, I’m not as good as others. Anyone could find better than me, so why me? Why would he choose someone like me? I don’t deserve someone as amazing as him. The way he treats me is so much better than I deserve. He doesn’t yell at me, make me send him pictures, force me to do things, lie to me, hide anything, make me cry in a bad way, ignore me, blame everything on me. He treats me so amazingly, like I’ve never been talked to so amazingly. He compliments me on everything, not just on my body or just my face. He doesn’t try to make me uncomfy, threaten me, or make me feel like nothing. I really don’t deserve him, I’m not a good person and I know I'm not. He tells me i’m so amazing, that I’m perfect. I just don’t see it. He makes me feel like I’m some amazing godly person. He says my past doesn’t matter, he never asks me about my past. If I ever told him I feel like he would hate me and he has every right to in my own opinion. I just can’t describe how amazing he is without losing my words or getting flustered or stuttering. He’s genuinely the best person and guy I have ever met in my entire life. I just can’t believe that me and him are actually dating. He could have anyone he wanted and he still picked me out of everyone. I don’t understand why and I never will understand. I just love him so much that I can’t fathom how I would react if I lost him. In my relationships before all they did was take what I give them and never returned even half of the feelings and words and actions I have done. It’s been 2 almost two months and I am still obsessed with him, maybe even more than when it first started out. He is so absolutely amazing, I don’t understand how everyone else left him, he’s the best thing to ever happen to this world. I’m surprised he even likes me, with how amazing he is. He is so understanding and caring that it makes me want to cry bc what do you mean that you’re not gonna yell at me? That you won’t break pinky promises? That you want to call? That you miss me? That you actually love me? That you want me? I’m not used to all of this affection and attention. I don’t want to get too attached to the feeling though because I'm afraid in some way he will leave. IIf I lose him, I lose myself. I hate that I get so attached to people but it happens especially if they are as amazing as him. He makes me so happy and I want to feel that way all the time, I want to be energetic and loved and everything. He just means so much to me, I can’t imagine what I could do without him here. I want to love him forever and ever, to be with him until the world ends. He is the only person that cares about me, the only one who loves me. I can’t screw this one up and I hope I won’t, but I know that my self sabotage will ruin it. I just want to be with him, he means the entire world and more to me, I can’t live without him at this point. I hate that I get this obsession because no matter how many times I learn that I can’t trust love, I always end up giving in and it ends up hurting me again. I have fallen for him so hard, I don’t think I could fall out of love with him. It’s like he’s air, I need him in my life and I will do whatever to get him to stay, no matter what. I love him so much, I just don’t know how to explain how he makes me feel, I’m at a loss for words. He makes me feel so loved, I just don’t know how to regulate my emotions. Every time I relapse all I do is think about how that would make him feel and in that moment all I want to do is feel something. I love him so much, I just hope we last.
The second he leaves me, I’m nothing. And I don’t want that to pressure him or force him to be with me. I know I’m a terrible person and I’m asking for too much but I want him to stay. I want someone to rely on and depend on because I have no one else. I can’t make friends, I don’t have them. The only friends I have, talk to me because they are bored or have noone to talk to and that kind of hurts. He makes me feel like I’m noticed and seen without seeking that attention. He actually makes me feel so amazing, he IS so amazing. I actually love him so much and I have no idea how I would get along without him. I feel like I’m special, like I’m a person. I feel so warm and amazing around him or even thinking of him. I just never want to see him hurt, I will do everything in me to make sure I never hurt him and he stays stable. And even when he’s unstable idc what I have to do to make it better, I will make him feel better. I just wish he would come to me with all of his issues and like that's asking a lot but I want to help him. And ik that makes me a hypocrite bc I don’t go to him with my issues but I really wish he would. I just want to make communication between us easier so I don’t mess anything up. I never want to mess up the relationship with him because he is the only thing I have right now. I don’t want to bother him with my issues either because he's already dealing with a ton and I’m not adding onto that. I just want to feel his warmth, I want his hugs, his hand, his kisses. I want to last forever no matter what, he’s the only person I will ever yearn for or want like this. I’m just getting so tired and idk what I’m gonna do. School is tiring me out so bad but when I’m with him it’s like all my issues just go away and it feels so nice. He makes me feel so safe, I love when he’s around me. He makes me so comfortable, especially his clothes. I feel like I have him with me all the time when I wear his stuff and his smell just makes me feel so nice. I love everything about him whether he likes himself or not. I don’t want to seem too annoying or clingy though. Like he makes me so energetic and clingy and I don’t want him to leave me for it. I don’t want to act like I did with the others because they left me. I don’t want him to leave me. I just want to be with him forever because he is something I never want to lose. I’ve never received this much love and patience and I can’t believe that I am with someone as amazing as him. I see his face everyday and gosh he’s just so pretty. I couldn’t find even a flower or sunset prettier than him and his eyes. The way his hair falls and the way his glasses make his eyes a bit bigger is ADORABLE.Everything about him just fascinates me so much, I want to know EVERYTHING about him and I don’t know if that is weird or not. Everything about him is just so amazing and I want to talk to him about everything he is interested in. Every time he texts me my face literally lights up with excitement, because I love receiving even a letter from him. I’m just so star struck by him and the idea of him wanting to be with me. He could have chosen anyone else, but he chose me. I find it so astonishing that he sees me for who I am and not what I look like. His voice is so majestic as well, I just feel so overjoyed when I hear it and so relaxed. He is just so perfect and amazing and gosh I love everything about him. His touch is so comforting and warm and everything I could ever want. I don’t know what he sees in me, but I’m glad he sees it. I just wish we could have more classes together, that would be so amazing. I can’t stand being away from him for this long, it kills me. I just hope we get married, because he is just so amazing like he is genuinely perfect. I love how smart he is and how understanding and mature he is. He tries to genuinely understand me and make sense of issues before he acts on them. I just can’t explain how much I love him and how much he means to me. My love for him is on a whole different level. The care he shows makes me melt and his smile brings me to my knees. The love I hold can’t be defined or measured or expected or limited, it just grows more and more everyday. The harder I try to reason and hold back the more I give in and love him. I don’t want to overwhelm him with all of my love but I can’t help but show all of it. I want to give him everything he deserves and more. Despite me being broke and not being too talented or creative, I just want to give him the life he’s always dreamed of even if it is impossible. I wnat to shelter him from every bad thing in this world and protect him form harm. He just means so much to me and even if I’m repeating myself, I mean all of this. He is genuinely so sweet and I can’t wait to marry him and grow together. A relationship that is worth staying in is one that is worth growing for.
I miss him so much
Yesterday was feeling good and now I’m felling apart as my heart is broken into peices
f*ck it, this song literally kills me from my 5 years in a relationship and live in for 2 years I really miss her :(
I let her go I let our memories go i tried my best to trust her but its just not that easy it's not the same I tried my best but ended up giving her an unsure hope I hurted her for doing that that's why I choose to let her go and let her meet someone even it's hurts cause I know she deserves better than me but somehow I know myself no will love her like I do
A soulmate wants to meet🙏
maybe we will forget eachother but who knows
It's 2026 April 8th and I'm still listening to this song
This feels like it's crushing me
Yesterday was feeling so good now it's gone ...
Had a crush on this girl since last year finally got her attention earlier this year things didn't work out and till this day I still have a crush on her but I don't think she does even though we still talk, and she still likes my stories on IG but I'm scared to text her again sigh...
so intimate.
Makes me thinks of him..... i like this song mmy heart crushing into pieces.
she was the only one i will love that hard but who knows
2:21
Married one day is the worst part of the song if you have taste
i" love him always
Reminds me of the guy I'm not sure I'll be with till the end. But who knows?
Bro frr
I love him so much but he doesn’t love me 😩🥺😤
maybe will get married one day,but who knows?🥹
My favorite song❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
only if we just communicated.
Some relationships are meant to end and to teach, it’s inevitable.
I made a lot of mistakes for her in the past 5 years. And we know that we are still loving each other. I'm not cheating on her btw . But please be. Come back to me let's me finish my promise. I Love you so much Sethnisa 💔💔
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3:12
3:19
my girlfriend said this song reminds her of me ?? should i be concerned
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Larp larp sahur
Who know my feeling right now 😅
me baby
Maybe I will marry N~ stay tune guys
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sino andito kasi nirepost ni Rave sa tiktok acct nya? hahaha.
She left
I miss my ex..
life is indeed unfair.
Best birthday gift ever shan :>
Wallahua'lam
Wallahu al’am
Hey I’m Muslim, what did u mean here?
I know Allahu A’lam means god knows right ?
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Who knows I married with D?
3:26 maybe I married one day
but who knows?
his cheating 😅😅
Hm😊
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T🙃
Favorite Yan ng crush ko Taga naga Pano koman siya makikita ma kikita kolang siya pag may laban 😭😭😭😭😭
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Who knows i married someday with L?😢
"Maybe we get married one day,*BUT WHO KNOWS*"
"Think *I'II Love You* Always"
"Yeah,girl,you,and I'd like that".
I don't like this song, also the voice, it's not good
Don't listen then.