My mother use to worry a lot about how she was going to afford Xmas. I even saw her crying about it a few times. She didn't want me to know why she was crying but I figured it out, I saw the Xmas list and her making her budget as tears ran down her face. She would always find a way to get us the top 3 things we wanted, even if she had to sacrifice.
Yes she did struggle but while she's not happily married she doesnt want me to be happily married..nade me look bad in front of my partner. Met his family and him behing my back
I didn’t grow up with my mother, she left me alone in hospital after four days birth. She try to kill me inside her womb at her six months pregnancy by taken pills on her own . l born fews weeks later was injured and prematurely. How can l understand this kind of love? I carry and grow up with shame, blame , physical abuse by what she had done to family. But l had forgiven her before she pass away. I understand it’s All because my father left her during pregnancy time.
This is true about my mother, although she displayed some narcistic tendencies, she did a lot of good things. She was a good person who was wounded
I love and miss you momma girl💙❤️😘😇💫✨⭐️🌙☀️Thank you for your service to my Soul ❤️❤️❤️
The truth about my mother
I never knew my mother. I have always loved her.....RIP Mama. I always wondered if she ever actually loved me ❤.
I can't move forward
I don't mind carry this burden.
My mother use to worry a lot about how she was going to afford Xmas. I even saw her crying about it a few times. She didn't want me to know why she was crying but I figured it out, I saw the Xmas list and her making her budget as tears ran down her face. She would always find a way to get us the top 3 things we wanted, even if she had to sacrifice.
Yes she did struggle but while she's not happily married she doesnt want me to be happily married..nade me look bad in front of my partner. Met his family and him behing my back
At the age of 50 she doesnt want me to be happily married
I didn’t grow up with my mother, she left me alone in hospital after four days birth. She try to kill me inside her womb at her six months pregnancy by taken pills on her own . l born fews weeks later was injured and prematurely. How can l understand this kind of love? I carry and grow up with shame, blame , physical abuse by what she had done to family. But l had forgiven her before she pass away. I understand it’s All because my father left her during pregnancy time.