never actually knew if the cdq of this song would ever get dropped and thinking about how i almost died twice this week including the literal day before it drops i GUESS makes me lowkey grateful that I was able to stick around for it
@@Magplar you just fuck around and find out 🤷🏽 that’s all it takes, and unfortunately now I know how effortless and painless it can be to just straight up croak if your not proceeding with any care for yourself. i’ve been on suboxone since december and it took literally 1 single grain of fentanyl to stop my heart both times. I was stupid and genuinely thought all the suboxone in my system would be enough alone to prevent the fent from actually absorbing into my system, hoping it would all just result in a waste of time, all -purely- because i wanted to feel something go up my nose again, just because. the medical lead on my second visit was absolutely livid with me as soon as he read my chart seeing i was just in another clinic the night of the 19th from my first over dose of the week and now i’m back again for the same exact thing on the 21st or 22nd. i’m no activist and i’ve clearly been stuck at home and in my head since then - but for what it’s worth to anyone out there, NARCAN IS NOT GOING TO SAVE EVERYBODY, and to anyone who is completely naive to there own health like i was, your night is NOT at all over once you’ve been narcaned and you are likely going to die if you are completely alone, you HAVE to go to the emergency room no matter what because the narcan is going to WEAR OFF IN MINUTES, it doesn’t matter how lucid and alert you may think you are, and depending on how much you OD’d, 3 doses of narcan was only enough to get me by until the ambulance had reached me with more resources and that’s usually the most i see people have on deck in total.
never actually knew if the cdq of this song would ever get dropped and thinking about how i almost died twice this week including the literal day before it drops i GUESS makes me lowkey grateful that I was able to stick around for it
how you almost dying two times in a single week.. stay safe bro bro
Stay safe bro fr reach out there are people that care if you need to talk
@@Magplar you just fuck around and find out 🤷🏽 that’s all it takes, and unfortunately now I know how effortless and painless it can be to just straight up croak if your not proceeding with any care for yourself. i’ve been on suboxone since december and it took literally 1 single grain of fentanyl to stop my heart both times. I was stupid and genuinely thought all the suboxone in my system would be enough alone to prevent the fent from actually absorbing into my system, hoping it would all just result in a waste of time, all -purely- because i wanted to feel something go up my nose again, just because.
the medical lead on my second visit was absolutely livid with me as soon as he read my chart seeing i was just in another clinic the night of the 19th from my first over dose of the week and now i’m back again for the same exact thing on the 21st or 22nd.
i’m no activist and i’ve clearly been stuck at home and in my head since then - but for what it’s worth to anyone out there, NARCAN IS NOT GOING TO SAVE EVERYBODY, and to anyone who is completely naive to there own health like i was, your night is NOT at all over once you’ve been narcaned and you are likely going to die if you are completely alone, you HAVE to go to the emergency room no matter what because the narcan is going to WEAR OFF IN MINUTES, it doesn’t matter how lucid and alert you may think you are, and depending on how much you OD’d, 3 doses of narcan was only enough to get me by until the ambulance had reached me with more resources and that’s usually the most i see people have on deck in total.
life is good, everything is a phase, everything ends well
Sounds so good
I fw this song so bad
🖤
limosa nostra
Insane
Got me wondering if theres demos for lie (sdi22) and toys
lie has a demo similar to my remake
official one is just better tbh
sim