Damn, I avoid ALL those sad ones. I'm legit allergic to sad/tragic endings. Makes me itch. I'm okay with reading plenty of screwed up stuff, but if it ends with death or separation or anything that makes cry Traumatized Fangirl Tears™, that's a hard pass. As long as it works out in the end, though (and everyone lives... or everyone goes to the afterlife together), I can read it.
Also, fic rec (if you're okay with some canon-typical gore and trauma): definitely read "No Water Is Enough" by Boomchick. Hua Cheng has his loyalty, love, and devotion magically redirected to Jun Wu (plus Jun Wu has HC's ashes), and Xie Lian has to figure out how to save Hua Cheng before HC basically goes crazy (or before Jun Wu "disposes" of him). It doesn't get explicit (sorry smut fans!) but it is so so SO well written. For real, sometimes I forget it isn't canon. I love it so much.
I can read a whump fic and ones tackling dark subjects only if it ends with issues resolved and a happy ending. I've even read a few where one of the main couple decides its healthier in the end not to get back together and concentrate one themselves with it open that sometime in the future they might try again
Hi! Thank you so much for taking our quiz! I'm glad you enjoyed it :) Also I totally didn't make some of those questions with wangxian in mind- (bichen)
7:45 This is actually a plot in a BL series called "Triage"! you should watch it! it's about a guy who is a doctor and have to save the other main character! but every single time the boy dies and the doctor's day starts over! he always blames himself that he can't save him and YES he has feeling for him and it is hard for him to watch him die every time!
I greatly enjoyed this(I too lazy to write more becasuse I had a long day) Also I decided to do this and i'm not ashamed and will share that my score was a solid 42 (I'm concerned but not surprised) I hope anyone who's reading this has a wonderful day(or night) =>
I got a score of 22 although im tempted to take it again. Ive read so many different things at least once but thta doesnt mean i necessarily enjoyed it or actively seek it out. Ill probs be more reasonable if i take it again with that thought
so....I got 13😅 but tbh a lot a lot of the topics are like within mostly svsss and all of mxtx🤣 some are just ones I've accidently read or traumatized me and some were phases of mood loll and some I didn't understand🤔
I relate to the “I am fine with deep heart wrenching angst as long as there is a good ending” part, *too much.* 7:34 Kictor just write a whole fanfic in a second- OMG! AHHH ITS SO GOOD!
I just took the test and got 110. The follow up analysis was also pretty spot on when it comes to certain AUs. I don't think I could deal with aus that break up a perfect pairing, but who knows
I got 64. "there's something a little bit off about you. It was the A/B/O wasn't it." I died. I literally picked everything with angst. I have a love/hate relationship with it. Absolutely hate how it tears my heart out but I have become addicted and can't live without my angst fill.
I don’t really read a lot of fanfics so I need recommendations for everything HuaLian. Plus additionally for fics with Xie Lian as a top + a different character 👀
7:34 - 8:26 THIS. I got chills from that story ;xx it would be heartbreaking to read and we would still do it. ...Something is wrong with us haha, but * who cares *
I'm more the kind of person who writes fanfic type things (can't get over the world/characters or dislike having to wait or the ending) and i have to say my tastes change drastically depending on the source material and my emotional state on writing/reading. For instance, i don't think i could make an a/b/o that isn't a whole new world and character set, but i do write a/b/o because it facinates me (how would the world be both historically and modern, what would politics and social norms be like, how do the characters break from the mold they were born into). I remember following the nth time i'd read the last herald mage series i just sat down and wrote fics for it. Some were bittersweet, a character seeing their dead lover in their dreams to help them grieve and move on. Some were taking a single paragraph aside and turning it into 17 pages of slow burn character growth and romance. Some were just insert character into the world and they happened to live at the same time as the main characters and interact with them, but it was a new story just borrowing the world and characters. Regarding the toxic dependency, i've only written it twice and both times were when i was dealing with something. One of them i wrote out painstakingly and then burned it because it made me uncomfortable. The other was just a relationship not meant to be that both characters fumbled through and broke off when they realized they were hurting each other (ie, A started making the decisions for B because B was relying on them for another thing). I started with a fanfic idea and the characters grew way out of my control (my mother always said i talked about my stories as if i had 0 control over what they did or how they reacted) and their relationship naturally devolved because of a power imbalance coupled with bad communication skills. I haven't written anything more for it after i quit my job that was the source of many of my woes
I adore sad fics with happy endings, but I can’t leave it sad. You can give me a million word fic of angst and suffering as long as I know that things will be okay in the end. Give me all the trauma, healing, and growth. Give me the broken characters learning to stand again. Give me understanding love, found families, and eventual happiness for those who thought they would always be isolated and alone. I want to cry, but I want it to make my heart feel lighter at the end.
I got 14... I can't defend myself anymore 😭😭 I think mainly bcs most of the ships I like (intensely like) are fanon or ended tragically so... Yep 🧍🏻♀️
I have also read some messed up jun wu and xie lian fics but the main couple is always hualian in them so everything gets forgotten like jun wu's past Also i don't just read mxtx things but my score with everything i read is a 26 which makes sense
I don't know. But is 40 a bad score? Why did I get that? And all through the quiz, I found myself clicking almost all the boxes, like I never knew I needed them?! What the duck is happening?
0:47 ooohh which one? I’ve read several, iirc including two different ch190-aftermath ones, as well as a (relatively) less f*cked-up one where XL is kidnapped and tied to a hospital bed or smth? Also was it Jun Wu or Bai Wuxiang?
I have to use like 3x more filters than usual when searching beefleaf if I don’t want to end up dramatically sad with my soul destroyed. It’s rough man.
I've got 85 though it's kinda weird cause I like unresolved angst and sad endings. I guess I'm a psychopath Though I don't like a/b/o and toward the end of the list I didn't understand what they mean, like wtf is "Oh oh"
I did it and I got 99 so uhh yea I do prefer when the top is caring and not like just “I’m only still with you because of your body” and the sad ones are the ones I just skip past
The thing is that i never read any mxtx fanfic i guess I'll try if someone recommend me a few good ones that does not envolve mafia au, morden story and overy smut thing lol 🗿
1:33 terminal illness: i’ve read one (TGCF), it was… Let’s just say that that fic messed with my head more than most dead doves. I… regret my life decisions ☠️ 1:50 Have you read a Beefleaf angst-fic titled “Ashes and Bones”? It was an entry in an eight-part writing prompt series that iirc began with a sex pollen Xianle trio smut (Land of the Tender) and ended with a Hong-er thirsting-for-dianxia solo session. Iirc it also contained one of the two post-190 dead doves I’ve read, Im not sure tho. Anyway, don’t want you to miss a nice lil Beefleaf angst-with-sad-ending!😋 8:36 oof, you might not be too into the sex scenes in 2ha, then. (I’m sure you’ve been adequately warned tho.) 9:02 but what about lwj?😉 0:47 JunLian is one of my favorite dark-ships 🖤 9:32 Nooooooo you’re so evillllllllllll…… I shall never know whether or not Kictor likes double… (id join if i could😢) I literally got the exact same score as u tho, except I checked less angst and more of the dirtier/f*cked-up stuff🙃We may be depraved but ‘least we’re all in it together!
i think my score was a 27,the same as coly if im not wrong but thats because i saw some that i read 100%,if i find it but i dont explicitly go looking for it like i love reading it but only if it ever comes up
Happy Valentines day! Tell me your score below... Link to the quiz: hakuhakuwu.github.io/How-Messed-Up-is-Your-Fanfiction-Taste/fanfictiontest.html
Score:31
Heh it’s… worrying.. my score…. I started reading fanfic in august….
Your Score: 12 😅😅
…my score was 67 💀💀
It was 34 or 35
22
"Virgin in theory, whore in practices"
😀
“Mafia au?”
“Yes! Give Xie Lian a gun!” 😂😂😂
"Xie Lian with a gvn"
Instead of "One Flower, One Sword" it would be "One Flower, One Gvn"
I took this test I learned some things I don't think I'll ever be the same
Same here.... But it was still a new experience
Damn, I avoid ALL those sad ones. I'm legit allergic to sad/tragic endings. Makes me itch. I'm okay with reading plenty of screwed up stuff, but if it ends with death or separation or anything that makes cry Traumatized Fangirl Tears™, that's a hard pass. As long as it works out in the end, though (and everyone lives... or everyone goes to the afterlife together), I can read it.
Also, fic rec (if you're okay with some canon-typical gore and trauma): definitely read "No Water Is Enough" by Boomchick. Hua Cheng has his loyalty, love, and devotion magically redirected to Jun Wu (plus Jun Wu has HC's ashes), and Xie Lian has to figure out how to save Hua Cheng before HC basically goes crazy (or before Jun Wu "disposes" of him).
It doesn't get explicit (sorry smut fans!) but it is so so SO well written. For real, sometimes I forget it isn't canon. I love it so much.
After reading one fic where the love interest dies I am never reading another sad fic again 😭
I can read a whump fic and ones tackling dark subjects only if it ends with issues resolved and a happy ending. I've even read a few where one of the main couple decides its healthier in the end not to get back together and concentrate one themselves with it open that sometime in the future they might try again
The "amnesia" one isn't really fanfic though because in the Extras, there is a scene where Xie Lian forgets his memories.
*super sad depressing tag*
Me: absolutely not
Kictor: ✅😌
AAHAHAHAHA
"They don't get a chance to confess before they d1e"
That would make me cry
*wangxian*
@@justabooberv4298 at least Wei got brought back to life in another body so that’s good
Yes, amnesia fics! My favorite are "hua cheng reverts back to wuming" ones because wuming needs some soft love from dianxia!
Hi! Thank you so much for taking our quiz! I'm glad you enjoyed it :)
Also I totally didn't make some of those questions with wangxian in mind- (bichen)
I took the quiz based on HuaLian fan fiction I read and got a 59.
It said: "It was the A/B/O wasn't it?" And yeah... yeah it was...
I got 72 points 😂😂
i got 90 is that bad please tell me thats not bad
nvm thats good and safe and innocent but i lied so uhh does reading a 356,000k word smutfic of straight up bdsm omegaverse shit count as bad?
I didn't do it based on a specific fanfic, just as a whole in all the different fandoms that I have read fanfiction for... My Score was....... 10 🤣😅
I avoid the sad ones and go directly to the spicy and romantic ones. I got 58 score and "something little bit off with me"😂
7:45 This is actually a plot in a BL series called "Triage"! you should watch it! it's about a guy who is a doctor and have to save the other main character! but every single time the boy dies and the doctor's day starts over! he always blames himself that he can't save him and YES he has feeling for him and it is hard for him to watch him die every time!
I greatly enjoyed this(I too lazy to write more becasuse I had a long day)
Also I decided to do this and i'm not ashamed and will share that my score was a solid 42 (I'm concerned but not surprised)
I hope anyone who's reading this has a wonderful day(or night) =>
I got a 26, I read mostly LiuShen, so the sad parts were really easy to check
I feel your pain
I visit that LiuShen Wrecking Ball Animation biweekly
@@kerrychristensen7204 absolutely same here, it's like my version of a morning coffee
i really wanna read fanfics but i'm to scared to fall down the rabbit hole....
also started reading that fanfic kictor tagged........
Holy-
I was going through vampirefaun's works because they sounded familiar and realized I've read half of them
Also I got 53
Ended up with a 5, I blame Original Luo Binghe x Shen Yuan fics, those can...get a bit dark very easily :>
7:26 woah 👀
I got a score of 22 although im tempted to take it again. Ive read so many different things at least once but thta doesnt mean i necessarily enjoyed it or actively seek it out. Ill probs be more reasonable if i take it again with that thought
I got a 2, both when I did it for MXTX and just all fanfics... I blame Shen Jiu/Original Shen Qingqiu, there are dark tags in ALL of his fics.
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Yess this is my experience exactly
Does a lower score mean it’s more messes up or does it mean you’re less messed up? Because I got a 72..
I think my love for angst fanfics and stories just reflects my unhinged self, but we all love a good cry right 😅
so....I got 13😅 but tbh a lot a lot of the topics are like within mostly svsss and all of mxtx🤣 some are just ones I've accidently read or traumatized me and some were phases of mood loll and some I didn't understand🤔
AHAHAH i feel you
I love that I would've answered the same question different ways until I heard Ks explanation on why, because of such different reading experiences
I relate to the “I am fine with deep heart wrenching angst as long as there is a good ending” part, *too much.*
7:34 Kictor just write a whole fanfic in a second- OMG! AHHH ITS SO GOOD!
I just took the test and got 110. The follow up analysis was also pretty spot on when it comes to certain AUs. I don't think I could deal with aus that break up a perfect pairing, but who knows
Excited to watch! Tysm for the new video ❤
I got 64. "there's something a little bit off about you. It was the A/B/O wasn't it." I died. I literally picked everything with angst. I have a love/hate relationship with it. Absolutely hate how it tears my heart out but I have become addicted and can't live without my angst fill.
I don’t really read a lot of fanfics so I need recommendations for everything HuaLian.
Plus additionally for fics with Xie Lian as a top + a different character 👀
I just took the test and I got a 45 😭😭😭 anyways I really like the explanations you gave for the options you chose here 👍🏼
Me taking this test and realizing how much I love angst-
My score was 44
I mostly read fengqing fics so i think i should be concerned about the amount of smut ones i marked
high five
Vampirefaun! 😂 Their Guoshi fic is one the all-time best.
7:34 - 8:26 THIS. I got chills from that story ;xx it would be heartbreaking to read and we would still do it.
...Something is wrong with us haha, but * who cares *
I'm more the kind of person who writes fanfic type things (can't get over the world/characters or dislike having to wait or the ending) and i have to say my tastes change drastically depending on the source material and my emotional state on writing/reading. For instance, i don't think i could make an a/b/o that isn't a whole new world and character set, but i do write a/b/o because it facinates me (how would the world be both historically and modern, what would politics and social norms be like, how do the characters break from the mold they were born into).
I remember following the nth time i'd read the last herald mage series i just sat down and wrote fics for it. Some were bittersweet, a character seeing their dead lover in their dreams to help them grieve and move on. Some were taking a single paragraph aside and turning it into 17 pages of slow burn character growth and romance. Some were just insert character into the world and they happened to live at the same time as the main characters and interact with them, but it was a new story just borrowing the world and characters.
Regarding the toxic dependency, i've only written it twice and both times were when i was dealing with something. One of them i wrote out painstakingly and then burned it because it made me uncomfortable. The other was just a relationship not meant to be that both characters fumbled through and broke off when they realized they were hurting each other (ie, A started making the decisions for B because B was relying on them for another thing). I started with a fanfic idea and the characters grew way out of my control (my mother always said i talked about my stories as if i had 0 control over what they did or how they reacted) and their relationship naturally devolved because of a power imbalance coupled with bad communication skills. I haven't written anything more for it after i quit my job that was the source of many of my woes
7:56 reminds me of a "Beryl and Sapphire" episode
That wangxian time travel fic sound interesting. Those are golden.
Love the XiYao in this video
I adore sad fics with happy endings, but I can’t leave it sad. You can give me a million word fic of angst and suffering as long as I know that things will be okay in the end.
Give me all the trauma, healing, and growth. Give me the broken characters learning to stand again. Give me understanding love, found families, and eventual happiness for those who thought they would always be isolated and alone.
I want to cry, but I want it to make my heart feel lighter at the end.
6:44 nO do not give Xie Lian a gun 😂😭
I got 14... I can't defend myself anymore 😭😭 I think mainly bcs most of the ships I like (intensely like) are fanon or ended tragically so... Yep 🧍🏻♀️
0:46 the fact that i think i know exactly which jun wu xie lian fic you mentioned is... idk if thats embarassing for me or not.
I got 16💀... that says a lot about me LoL
I like to traumatize myself with readings Hahaha :)))
All I know is that my score shows how fucked up I really am :>
BTW luv ur vids kictor! :D
I'm one of ur newest fans-
2:00
I shuddered when she said Xie Lian and Jun Wu
Welp, I scored a 71. I'm going to hide in shame now.
8:23 this is literally that one hanahaki soukoku fic😂
7:32 if a wangxian fanfic like this exist PLEASE i NEED top read it
kictorrrrrr new heaven afficial’s blessing chap is out!!!
My score was 123. Apparently I am very pure when it comes to fanfics. 🤷♀️ Tbf I love basic vanilla fluff stuff.
0:16 is that stitch wearing the shirt!!!!!
I have also read some messed up jun wu and xie lian fics but the main couple is always hualian in them so everything gets forgotten like jun wu's past
Also i don't just read mxtx things but my score with everything i read is a 26 which makes sense
Took it and got a 43...can someone tell me if that's good or bad🤔
I got 8 💀"God is watching you" I know if not then I don't think I'm going to heaven
Omggg firsttt it's sooo amazing
Not the memory loss tag the bane to my existence
When I was taking this test my mouse just go "click, click, click, click, click, click, pause......, click, click." I learned a lot about myself
Kictor Kictor Kictor, based on your responses I feel like Meatbun's BAB would be a good read for you, just saying ;)
When is the new tgcf chapter coming?
Haha
I don't know.
But is 40 a bad score?
Why did I get that?
And all through the quiz, I found myself clicking almost all the boxes, like I never knew I needed them?!
What the duck is happening?
Can someone tell me where to read the Mafia AU at? I have been searching and I couldn't find it
All of them is a yes to me, you could say im insane
Doas anyone know how to find the fic mentiond at 3:02? I can't find it.
0:47 ooohh which one? I’ve read several, iirc including two different ch190-aftermath ones, as well as a (relatively) less f*cked-up one where XL is kidnapped and tied to a hospital bed or smth? Also was it Jun Wu or Bai Wuxiang?
13 first time doing it without reading the description, 4 after reading the description
I have to use like 3x more filters than usual when searching beefleaf if I don’t want to end up dramatically sad with my soul destroyed. It’s rough man.
I got an 86 "You've seen your fair share, but probably didn't try to explore that much. You probably just stick to bdsm at most." Lol
I've got 85 though it's kinda weird cause I like unresolved angst and sad endings.
I guess I'm a psychopath
Though I don't like a/b/o and toward the end of the list I didn't understand what they mean, like wtf is "Oh oh"
I did it and I got 99 so uhh yea I do prefer when the top is caring and not like just “I’m only still with you because of your body” and the sad ones are the ones I just skip past
In the new tgcf chapter everyone was simping for Hua cheng but I was crying for beefleaf
The thing is that i never read any mxtx fanfic i guess I'll try if someone recommend me a few good ones that does not envolve mafia au, morden story and overy smut thing lol 🗿
where do y’all read the fan fictions?
I got a 44... Lol. Dark themes are ✨✨✨
Whats the name of the fic on 3:02
Number 31 would break me
1:33 terminal illness: i’ve read one (TGCF), it was… Let’s just say that that fic messed with my head more than most dead doves. I… regret my life decisions ☠️
1:50 Have you read a Beefleaf angst-fic titled “Ashes and Bones”? It was an entry in an eight-part writing prompt series that iirc began with a sex pollen Xianle trio smut (Land of the Tender) and ended with a Hong-er thirsting-for-dianxia solo session. Iirc it also contained one of the two post-190 dead doves I’ve read, Im not sure tho. Anyway, don’t want you to miss a nice lil Beefleaf angst-with-sad-ending!😋
8:36 oof, you might not be too into the sex scenes in 2ha, then. (I’m sure you’ve been adequately warned tho.)
9:02 but what about lwj?😉
0:47 JunLian is one of my favorite dark-ships 🖤
9:32 Nooooooo you’re so evillllllllllll…… I shall never know whether or not Kictor likes double… (id join if i could😢)
I literally got the exact same score as u tho, except I checked less angst and more of the dirtier/f*cked-up stuff🙃We may be depraved but ‘least we’re all in it together!
i got 7 for my general fanfic reading
i'm the queen of reading angst fics to the point where one of my friends is like: im not reading it if you suggested it...
I would never want to read Jun Wu/Xie Lian fanfic because Jun Wu is too toxic LOL
11 reminds me more of Wei Wuxian and Lan Zhan
Whats the name of the fanfic at 3:04?
I got an 85 😭😭 I chose a lot A LOT if angst abd some other things..
Edge of tomorrow for the #39
I got an 8 and it said "God is watching you" 😭😭😭
"like Xie Lian is with Jun Wu or somthing" I know this is just an idea but WHY THAT OML LMAO
i think my score was a 27,the same as coly if im not wrong but thats because i saw some that i read 100%,if i find it but i dont explicitly go looking for it
like i love reading it but only if it ever comes up
I got V in theory H in practice
I have a score of 59... I've seen most of the tags I read and clicked on in Scum Villain fics lol
I do not regret it.
As a FengQing and LiuShen enjoyer, I'm uhh,, sad yeehaw 🤠✌🏼
I also got 37, I honestly thought I would get a lower number
I GOT A 25 😭😭😭
Edit: I read Deers fic and holy shit 😂
The reaction to terminal illness though...
I know it's not MXTX, but uh, Faraway Wanderers/Word of Honor, anyone?
I got a 62 is it bad?
Got a 55.. funniest part is i never read A/B/O..
i just happen to love crying waterfalls and read spicy papapa with a straight face in public.
I got 35 scores so not to bad
Me with two fic’s under my belt 🧍♂️
@7:25
Is this a thing? PLEASE TELL ME ITS A THING?! Links? Anyone? TT^TT
Got a 25..😃
NOO MY SCORE WAS 46
WHAT PHAHAHA
...20.
Listen. I've been reading fanfic since the days of webrings and the citrus scale. I've Seen Some Things. Nothing phases me at this point.