Mendica - About to Explode REMASTERED! (Lyric Video)

I finally managed to give my 2022 song "About to Explode" the facelift it deserves! About to Explode Remastered out now!
Verse 1:
They’re stabbing into me
They’re tearing through me
I am missing
They’re dismissing
You can hear me
You understand me
If only they could
Let me be
They don’t dare say my name
They smother me in shame
Yet they blame me with all their false claims
I want to feel alive
Not let their hatred thrive
But instead they force me to deprive
Pre-Chorus:
Throwing myself at the wall
I cannot take the fall
Was it you after all
Stomping me when I crawl
Chorus:
Ohhh I’m ‘bout to explode
I’m spinning around and I can’t get out
Ohhh I’m ‘bout to explode
The pressure’s building, they’re too convincing
Verse 2:
Oh please now help me out
I’m scattered all about
They have pushed me
And berated me
They won't listen to me
They still say he not she
Won't give me a chance
Silenced my stance
It’s all a farce inside
I don’t feel so inclined
To let them inside my broken mind
They won't let you come near
They’re only causing fear
Shutting out those I hold oh so dear
Pre-Chorus:
Throwing myself at the wall
I cannot take the fall
Was it you after all
Stomping me when I crawl
Chorus 2:
Ohhh I’m ‘bout to explode
I’m spinning around and I can’t get out
Ohhh I’m ‘bout to explode
The pressure’s building and I want to shout
They’re tearing me up inside
I can’t help but cry
Why even try
They’re causing my will to die
Why can’t I spread my wings and fly
Bridge:
Get them out of my sight
They’re only causing fright
They are the cause of plight
Hurting throughout the night
x4
Interlude:
Can you hear me?
Can you save me?
Can you feel me?
Can you save me?
Reach out for me
Can you help me?
You can’t hear me…
Hey I am here
Now I see
What you fear
Come with me
Finally
Take the key
To be free
Final Chorus:
Ohhh I’m ‘bout to explode
I’m spinning around and I can’t get out
Ohhh I’m ‘bout to explode
The pressure’s building and I want to shout
They’re tearing me up inside
I shout to the sky
Please let me die
They just want me to comply
Why can’t I spread my wings and fly
(Why can’t I spread my wings and fly)
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[@Elytrii]

i like this!

[@mendica]

Thanks! Stay tuned for more stuff *very soon...*

[@Lizknot]

Definition of W . A . R style.

[@mendica]

Maybe!

[@marceloherobrine_gameplays1758]

put in spotfi

[@mendica]

Due to me being a minor and other complications, I am currently unable to put my stuff on spotify, bandcamp, & the like. Though I will try to put it on streaming services as soon as possible. I have put download links to most of my songs and albums at the bottom of the descriptions. You can download the songs and use the local files feature on spotify.