I love this song’s instrumental it feels intimate and comforting, bittersweet but mostly sad. I always come back to the song just to listen to the intro.
This song brings me sadness & joy at the same time. It reminds me of my failures in love. How each ex treated me like shit, made me cried for days & abused me. Now i have the most beautiful, sweet loving boyfriend who treats me with so much respect n gives me lots of love. I am forever grateful n blessed to finally be able to feel safe in a man's arms, especially his. ❤
Don't know what I wanted, I have a memory Back at that party, I was all over her We didn't make out or do anything I just remember I was lonely I guess I am always, it's not a problem It's just something, I got used to it Every stranger makes me feel safer And every person seems more beautiful !!!!!
feels like a cold winter morning but its bright and foggy outside you see little snowflakes falling and its almost the last day of school before the christmas holiday
Don't know what I wanted, I have a memory Back at that party, I was all over her We didn't make out or do anything I just remember I was lonely I guess I am always, it's not a problem It's just something, I got used to it Every stranger makes me feel safer And every person seems more beautiful
It reminds me of running at night in my hometown Chennai. The beautiful sea not too far away whose breeze you can feel, some stray dogs that can chase you sometimes, the trees with flowers on the sidewalks, the dark sky of sunset.
when i was 15 i was groomed by a man who was in his 40s. i honestly fell in love with him. when i got older i cut him out of my life n realized how sick he was for everything he did. now, as an adult- i reached back out to him to get closure and he sent me this song. told me his love for me never left. this song makes me feel so - sad.
@@unfortunateloss8164guilt should be the last thing. The key word in abuser is abuse and since you went through that it is going it be a continuing process of healing. It’s normal. Keep going
How old are you now...? I.... i know this such a shame, whatever you say but yeah... im 14, i know what do you feel at that time cause in past august im almost fell in love with my own school teacher.... because i havent felt the role of my father for 8 years, at that time, I saw a glimmer of sincerity in his eyes... he really made me feel comfortable... yes, i know it was wrong, but, somehow that feeling just appeared... im sorry...
This song puts me in my feels. Inspires me to dig deep into my feelings and write about it, to show I’m alive somehow. When in isolation or with a lot of people who aren’t as sensitive or as empathetic as me. This song also reminds me of the emptiness feeling that Sylvia Plath also felt on her rough days where she’d sit and ponder or write whether in her journal or a poem. But, I wish more artists made music like this. Maybe symbolic lyrics or just a nice instrumental. And to whoever comes across this, just know you aren’t alone with your suffering or in your time of trouble. 🖤
صرت احبه يا الله وانا مقهوره مقهوره لاني خذلته و اذيت مشاعره و جرحته بكلامي بالماضي بعد ماهو كان يحبني وانا استهنت بحبه لي و اذيته الحين انا صرت احبه و اتمناه بس يا الله كان عمري ١٤ كنت غبيه و ما اقدر المشاعر فرطت فيه و هو كان الطف و احن و اطيب ولد لو ابي الشمس و القمر حطهم لي بيديني الثنتين بالمقابل جازيته بشي ما يستحقه الحين عمري ١٨ بدخل ١٩ بعد شهرين انا قاعدة احترق من داخلي من القهر و الحيره احس اني صرت عدوه نفسي هل الدنيا قاعده تدور فيني؟ هل هذا عقاب لي؟ انزين يا الله انا تبت و اعتذرت منه و عبرت له عن ندمي و اسفي و تصالحنا لكن ماكان عندي الشجاعة اني اعترف له لاني اذا اعترفت احس اني انانيه و احسه بيفكر اني قاعده استغله متى ما ابي ارجع و متى ما ابي اتركه؟ لا يارب انا بس ماكنت افهم الحب ماكنت افهم المشاعر و اقدرها الان انا وعيت و ذقت مرّ الحب و الفراق لو يرد فيني الزمن بحطه بعيوني الثنتين مثل ما كان حاطني ابيه اكلمه و اقوله انه حتى بعد اللي انا سويته هو كان دائما الاول و الاخير بقلبي ماقدرت احب احد غيره لانه من بعده ماتو كل الذكور بعيني و ما حيا الا هو و ما ادركت هذا الشي الا بعد اربع سنين لما حبيته مره ثانيه عرفت اني طول هالسنين ماكنت قادره احب لاني اصلا كنت احبه هو بس ماكنت ادري اني احبه..يارب سامحني و اغفر لي و احيي حبي في قلبه مثل ما احيت حبه بقلبي بعد كل هالسنين اجمعني معاه دخلني قلبه و روحه و تفكيره احيي مشاعره بمشاعري و نبضات قلبه مع قلبي، ان المستحيل امامك مستطاع.
i usually hate listening to this song because i wish it had more vocal range to it with the words and have been wanting a version without the words lol so thank you
it's my 22nd birthday on a Wednesday. it's rainy and cold and all my friends are busy. my family could for the most part care less about me or this day. I'm so lost in life right now. broke and jobless after trying for so long. nothing is the way it should be and every year gets worse than the last to some extent.
@@4nathem4I’m here for you. I could never understand like you can but I wanna try to. I’m sorry this is happening to u but let your hopes take time. I promise it gets better I was at my lowest for so long but I had to make change. I hope you get back on your feet and I hope you become successful (you will). Please don’t do anything stupid, My uncle killed himself and I was depressed for a straight 5 years because he seemed his happiest and I hope he knew he could talk to someone. But I can be that someone so I’m here for you.
Lyrics cuz why not 😋 Don't know what I wanted, I have a memory Back at that party, I was all over her We didn't make out or do anything I just remember I was lonely I guess I am always, it's not a problem It's just something, I got used to it Every stranger makes me feel safer And every person seems more beautiful
I was actually all over her I don’t know what went wrong why she left me I like I don’t even exist on her ( talking about my ex best friend) it’s been 6 months since I last talked with her and it’s still hunt me I really miss her !!
Finally someone made it
kinda can still hear some vocals
this song invokes such a melancholy in me
omg they said the line wtf???!?!? 😰😰🤭🤭🤭melanchole
literally. it’s like the feeling punches you in the gut or something, it’s indescribable but beautiful
The way music can make someone feel is so beautiful.
Fr
I love this song’s instrumental it feels intimate and comforting, bittersweet but mostly sad. I always come back to the song just to listen to the intro.
I’ve been waiting for a pure instrumental version for yearssss 😭
You could have created it
@@RUclipsuser10873 How
@@RUclipsuser10873 how
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Typical consumer
this is the moment you realize something inside of you is broken, and can never be fixed.
Sometime I wonder what it would be like to just disappear😢I wonder if any one would be bothered, what they would do or think.
wassup guys it's quandale dingle here
it can always be fixed, or healed 🤍
for me it’s the opposite rn i realized that i can finally move on and that life feels colorful again
you stole that from tiktok
I’m all over this instrumental god damnnnnnn
LMAO
this feels like a top of a foggy mountain on a warm summer morning while the sun rises and paints the sky orange
+weed
This song brings me sadness & joy at the same time. It reminds me of my failures in love. How each ex treated me like shit, made me cried for days & abused me. Now i have the most beautiful, sweet loving boyfriend who treats me with so much respect n gives me lots of love. I am forever grateful n blessed to finally be able to feel safe in a man's arms, especially his. ❤
I’ve been listening to this song since midnight it’s currently 2 am and I don’t plan to go to sleep anytime soon I’m also crying my guts out
How accurate this is right now😢😢
Why i can’t sleep because somone won’t get out of my head 😞😞
Real
felt. 😕
i don’t plan to sleep either my guts are getting blown out
Everyday sounds like this
you feel it too.
hope u feeling better pal
@@btsramenhope you feel better:)
Don't know what I wanted, I have a memory
Back at that party, I was all over her
We didn't make out or do anything
I just remember I was lonely
I guess I am always, it's not a problem
It's just something, I got used to it
Every stranger makes me feel safer
And every person seems more beautiful
!!!!!
This song is for those who are in love with people they can never have.
also for those who love each other madly but one of them has to let go
i wasn’t even in love. but i was all over her. i don’t even know what i felt, or what i feel now
0:36 gives me memories of things i don’t want to ever remember😭
The instrumental from this song can be so many different emotions it’s crazy
I can never explain why I can't let him go
This makes me remember the memories that doesn't exist.
i always think of rainy sunday in the south with a church in the background when im listening to this song.
this instrumental reminds me of autumn/ winter and I love it
The peacefulness of this audio…
thank you endlessly for this you don't how much i've been looking for it!!!
me too
feels like a cold winter morning but its bright and foggy outside you see little snowflakes falling and its almost the last day of school before the christmas holiday
best description
This song has a special place in my heart 💕💕
Don't know what I wanted, I have a memory
Back at that party, I was all over her
We didn't make out or do anything
I just remember I was lonely
I guess I am always, it's not a problem
It's just something, I got used to it
Every stranger makes me feel safer
And every person seems more beautiful
It reminds me of running at night in my hometown Chennai. The beautiful sea not too far away whose breeze you can feel, some stray dogs that can chase you sometimes, the trees with flowers on the sidewalks, the dark sky of sunset.
This part of the song is the pure definition of remembering the good memories with someone who has become a stranger to you
This song has such a great peace, some people say they think about sad things, but think about what really makes you happy🙃💓
when i was 15 i was groomed by a man who was in his 40s. i honestly fell in love with him. when i got older i cut him out of my life n realized how sick he was for everything he did. now, as an adult- i reached back out to him to get closure and he sent me this song. told me his love for me never left. this song makes me feel so - sad.
are you okay? :(
@@cinnamongirl999 life goes on- i feel guilty n weird missing my abuser
@@unfortunateloss8164guilt should be the last thing. The key word in abuser is abuse and since you went through that it is going it be a continuing process of healing. It’s normal. Keep going
I hope you’re doing better now 💕
How old are you now...? I.... i know this such a shame, whatever you say but yeah... im 14, i know what do you feel at that time cause in past august im almost fell in love with my own school teacher.... because i havent felt the role of my father for 8 years, at that time, I saw a glimmer of sincerity in his eyes... he really made me feel comfortable... yes, i know it was wrong, but, somehow that feeling just appeared... im sorry...
I need more songs like this instrumental 😪
i religiously listened to this in like 2017 lol
This reminds me of the Robb elementary victims RIP to all of those who had to go through that
my go to rainy day song
feels like music youd listen to after your at peace
This song puts me in my feels. Inspires me to dig deep into my feelings and write about it, to show I’m alive somehow. When in isolation or with a lot of people who aren’t as sensitive or as empathetic as me. This song also reminds me of the emptiness feeling that Sylvia Plath also felt on her rough days where she’d sit and ponder or write whether in her journal or a poem. But, I wish more artists made music like this. Maybe symbolic lyrics or just a nice instrumental. And to whoever comes across this, just know you aren’t alone with your suffering or in your time of trouble. 🖤
I need more music like this😫
Also thanks for uploading the instrumental
absolutely in love w this
on repeat
صرت احبه يا الله وانا مقهوره مقهوره لاني خذلته و اذيت مشاعره و جرحته بكلامي بالماضي بعد ماهو كان يحبني وانا استهنت بحبه لي و اذيته الحين انا صرت احبه و اتمناه بس يا الله كان عمري ١٤ كنت غبيه و ما اقدر المشاعر
فرطت فيه و هو كان الطف و احن و اطيب ولد لو ابي الشمس و القمر حطهم لي بيديني الثنتين بالمقابل جازيته بشي ما يستحقه
الحين عمري ١٨ بدخل ١٩ بعد شهرين انا قاعدة احترق من داخلي من القهر و الحيره احس اني صرت عدوه نفسي هل الدنيا قاعده تدور فيني؟ هل هذا عقاب لي؟ انزين يا الله انا تبت و اعتذرت منه و عبرت له عن ندمي و اسفي و تصالحنا لكن ماكان عندي الشجاعة اني اعترف له لاني اذا اعترفت احس اني انانيه و احسه بيفكر اني قاعده استغله متى ما ابي ارجع و متى ما ابي اتركه؟ لا يارب انا بس ماكنت افهم الحب ماكنت افهم المشاعر و اقدرها الان انا وعيت و ذقت مرّ الحب و الفراق لو يرد فيني الزمن بحطه بعيوني الثنتين مثل ما كان حاطني
ابيه اكلمه و اقوله انه حتى بعد اللي انا سويته هو كان دائما الاول و الاخير بقلبي
ماقدرت احب احد غيره لانه من بعده ماتو كل الذكور بعيني و ما حيا الا هو و ما ادركت هذا الشي الا بعد اربع سنين
لما حبيته مره ثانيه عرفت اني طول هالسنين ماكنت قادره احب لاني اصلا كنت احبه هو بس ماكنت ادري اني احبه..يارب سامحني و اغفر لي و احيي حبي في قلبه مثل ما احيت حبه بقلبي بعد كل هالسنين اجمعني معاه دخلني قلبه و روحه و تفكيره احيي مشاعره بمشاعري و نبضات قلبه مع قلبي، ان المستحيل امامك مستطاع.
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This song brings back painful memories In which I do not even wanna remember 😞
this makes me feel so many things...
I hope anyone who reads this is doing well and happy. 💗 I believe in you, and I know you shall overcome all your challenges. I love you 🫶🏻
i can still hear the words
i miss her so much
i was all over her.
i love this :>
This song feels like a flow of memories in the middle of bleeding out idk how to explain it
this song makes me feel something no other song does..
How can depression make you happy?
Don't know what do i feel, don't know what I want to feel
I'm i the only one who feels happy when i hear this
i usually hate listening to this song because i wish it had more vocal range to it with the words and have been wanting a version without the words lol so thank you
My father and uncle died from a car crash accident and i felt like this song i felt nothing. no feelings.
Guys i was MANIFESTING and my uncle died but my father got injured
@@rosandersonnwtf why would u do that
@@demon2Laplace bc there bad people DUH
This is art
obsessed with this
Fucking love this album
1:51-2:21 is a dream.
OMG THANKY OU SO MUUUCH ❤️❤️❤️❤️
congrats on the 100k
I love this sm
I don't know what to comment but, thank you for this video. 🖤
perfect 😩
i wanna have someone that feels like this music feels
youre amazing! thank you
is it just me or can anyone else still hear the voice in the background because theyre so used to it
I'm all over this
My feelings ⬅️↙️⬆️↖️⬇️↗️↘️➡️
it's my 22nd birthday on a Wednesday. it's rainy and cold and all my friends are busy. my family could for the most part care less about me or this day. I'm so lost in life right now. broke and jobless after trying for so long. nothing is the way it should be and every year gets worse than the last to some extent.
I am 22 it's my birthday and I want to die
@@4nathem4I’m here for you. I could never understand like you can but I wanna try to. I’m sorry this is happening to u but let your hopes take time. I promise it gets better I was at my lowest for so long but I had to make change. I hope you get back on your feet and I hope you become successful (you will). Please don’t do anything stupid, My uncle killed himself and I was depressed for a straight 5 years because he seemed his happiest and I hope he knew he could talk to someone. But I can be that someone so I’m here for you.
Im sad
Am I avoiding the inevitable?
Thank you for doing this!
reminds me of my friend that moved away
Elli Williams ❤
i literally cried listening to this instrumental cause im having a tough time with my mental health lately..
I know how it feels. I promise you, it will get better! Stay strong and be safe!
This gives me vibes to the Desert Storm war aka the Persian Gulf War.
Lyrics cuz why not 😋
Don't know what I wanted, I have a memory
Back at that party, I was all over her
We didn't make out or do anything
I just remember I was lonely
I guess I am always, it's not a problem
It's just something, I got used to it
Every stranger makes me feel safer
And every person seems more beautiful
Why am i crying?...
I sometimes cry to this song 🙂😇
My buddy has the blue cassette for this album. I think only 20 of the blue ones were made. Could be wrong
Favorite song
I remember my friend on Instagram told me about this song
I wish i was a good friend to him
This reminds me of the game “little misfortune” for some reason lol (I love that game so much)
So good 🖤
God. Thanx.
i love it without lyrics ❤
i live in bangaladesh i live in bangladesh
i was all over her
this remjnds me of him
Музика назавжди втраченої любові
This reminds me of Tate Langdon or Effy Stonem tbh .
Jesus if this song isn't the end of me i DON'T know what is.
Life is.. strange.
Happy new year guys 🤍
head shatters i cut myself on the shards until blood drips
never forgot you but forgot ur name
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what does this mean?
"When shawty so beautiful you thought she was an angel"
I was actually all over her I don’t know what went wrong why she left me I like I don’t even exist on her ( talking about my ex best friend) it’s been 6 months since I last talked with her and it’s still hunt me I really miss her !!
I’m so tired that I even became too tired to show any reactions to anything
i only like this
sounds like meepcity
give me a boyfriend who sounds like thi song, PLEASE I'LL SHUT UP.
this is so fall