Talkshow Boy - I Cut Myself
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- Опубликовано: 31 авг 2014
- I Cut Myself is a song by: Talkshow Boy
from the album: Testosterone!
Release Date:
June 1st, 2006
Label:
Pocketclock
Website:
talkshowboy.bandcamp.com/
Members:
Adrian T
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This song feels like when you've been depressed for so long that you're kinda over it
YES FR
FRRR
Can confirm !
Honestly just a running joke at this point
After I got diagnosed my mental health got a lot better because I felt less like I was going insane because I could find how to stop shit and break relations with bad people and notice signs, so I e kinda just stopped caring but I don’t self care because I’ve been able to recover atleast enough to not get stressed out of my mind
I tried to search up this song then the suicide hotline came up
are you ok?
Me too. Like I'd call! I don't wanna bother them!
@@yeah8295 no.
Bluruni _r2 i'm not either. i understand how you feel. i love you and i'm sorry that your going through this. i'm sorry for everything you've had to walk through. i'm here for you
@@yeah8295 thank you. It means a lot. I understand that healing definitely isn't linear. I'm trying. Who knows how far I'll make it.
Listening to this through broken headphones that only play through one ear and occasionally emit a static noise is honestly an experience
the only correct way to listen to it
the only correct way to listen to it
I think that it may have been the only correct way to listen to it but I'm not sure
the only correct way to listen to it
the only correct way to listen to it
I was anticipating a depressing punk song, but this was a real treat
love your name and pfp
no but same i think this came on in autoplay and i was like "this fucks?" and i look and it's the song ive been actively avoiding bc of its title
I think we all thought this
love this song but do you know any depressing punk songs? sounds like something id be into :]
@@jellyfishyy left on read by negative xp is great
"Ham, ham on the bone, ham in general"
@@keatoncore3321 l m a o
C r e a m
@@djsilly9964 caramel
@@plainoldcereal9409 dr pepper
fucking love ham
I literally REFUSE to believe this was made in 2006
why
@@KelpsWorldthe quality of the song probably
@@Casperhateslife I don't get that there's high quality of so many 2006 songs
@@KelpsWorldit just feels like something more recent. inspired by weird stuff from the 80's but informed by current sensibilities.
this is SO 2006 though
how the fuck can one make a song about them cutting themself shaving transition into how they went to a party, died, read a magazine and then name foods and have it be a fucking banger
Will Wood/Lemon Demon:
@@starz9273will wood and lemon demon mentioned
i NEED testosterone
CRONUS!
bites you
@@M3ATWORM ooo little did you know im into that
@@nugget_the1st erm im an irl of mituna ermmm
@@M3ATWORM whoopsie daisies...!
ME TOO
If someone else mentions Jack Stauber or Lemon Demon i swear I'll eat a damn cockroach
@@shrumureal i really like your insolence Shrumu
@@gaygaygayhomosexualgay did you eat a cockroach
@@gaygaygayhomosexualgay so true
amen to that
Jack Demon
Lemon Stauber
Im pretty sure looking up "I cut myself" puts me on a watchlist, not sure which one though.
that makes two of us
I typed in the title along with Talkshow Boy just so I wouldn’t get linked to a suicide hotline
I tried to look up this song on tiktok and I got a suicide hotline thing and I even tried the artist name 🙄✋
"Recommend local therapist ads" list
@@wendydarling8730 you good, homie?
it's MY mental breakdown. I get to choose the songs.
Nice pfp, are you here from the cronus animatic or the dave animatic
@@limebloodedleviathan the dave animatic lmao
name of my playlist
@@limebloodedleviathanI’m here from the Cronus one
I cried myself to sleep 3 times listening to this
How the fuck-
Vaild
are u ok
Pog
Bump those numbers up-
just a nice reminder that Adrian wants people to take care of themselves and to get help if you're truly feeling depressed
I know this comment is 2 years old BUT nice pfp🫡
parxie
@@americantragedyhu gologthasTerror? you mean caligulasAquarium?
Nice pfp @@americantragedyhu
No, I don't think I will.
added to my “comfort songs that shouldn’t be my comfort songs” playlist
You sound like you have great music taste
Don't use the term "comfort" when referring to songs and streamers like you cant be anymore cringe and soft.
@@tebunky8187 He's just a feminine male....a gay mistake in his own words.
every dave strider kinnie i've met likes or loves this song. are you a dave kinnie?
@@tebunky8187 *edgy and soft
i wish he had a spotify
@@averageclownenthusiast it doesn’t come up
@@averageclownenthusiast i believe it only shows up for you, since actually uploading the content to Spotify would require music licensing. but for others-you can upload music from a file to Spotify to your playlists/library! just know it will only be there on your device
i found it on spotify but its not playable rrrggrgerrgrh
@@tranceclickheart yo!! you can put it on there urself !! thats what i did :] ruclips.net/video/TgCc2K0jBKM/видео.html
@@averageclownenthusiast wait circle cd thing??? dave??????!!!!
tsb is now one of my favourite musicians , and you wanna know how i found his shit ? through the fucking homestuck animatic . and the worst part is i havent even read homestuck
i hate saying this but shoutout to homestuck for existing ig
The Dave Strider one by vomitcore? Bc thats how I found it too lol
i also found this through a homestuck animatic!! i will forever associate it with dave strider
I found it through sallyface cosplays💀✋
Talk show boy has been one of my fav underrated musicians for about a year now, and how did I find him ?? Through a Dave strider homestuck animatic, I can’t listen to his songs without imaging Dave fucking strider rapping them. He’s forever become my Dave strider voice hc
Shoutout to homestuck for changing my music taste for forever
Chaotic Good: Jack Stauber
Chaotic Neutral: Talkshow boy
Chaotic Evil: Lemon Demon
YOU AREN’T WRONG WTF
....too true
TWO TRUCKS, HAVING SEX
bIRRRRDFUCKER
Are we all just ignoring the fact that this sounds almost EXACTLY like mindless self indulgence?
this music genre is now called sparkly hell and you can't tell me otherwise
idk if i agree, but the phrase "sparkly hell" filled me with an immediate, visceral vision of a blood-soaked inferno of misery someone accidentally spilled a metric ton of glitter onto, and now all the glitter's been trampled into the blood and guts by a thousand stampeding feet. So thank you.
@@Mel-jr5cz This is the fucking best description of something I’ve ever read. Thank you.
“My favourite music genre…? Oh um… sparkly hell..”
@@Mel-jr5cz I know Im 6 months late but this sounds like a DHMIS scenario
This song single handle sent me into sensory overload, I have no clue why but it's impressive and concerning
GFYWUSHBGDUJ same i listened to it the first time yesterday and i was stimming sm
it makes my brain go fucking crazy
@@Raaaah__ samd.e
just kinda ~tickles~ the synapses
it makes me so excited same with lemon demon songs vfbhydkfl;
i can tell they had fun writing the lyrics
Fun fact while searching for this song while i was at school I didn't think about what the title was and they called me into the office to ask if i was okay lmao
That sad
darn
same lmao now im in counseling
I'm glad talkshow boy is getting some recognition
theres a discord now
@@wooden_hat Holy shit do you have a link??
@@spoonuwu3195 no but just so you know the new talkshow boy album comes out in two days. December 22nd.
Bro I've had this song and all his music on my MP3 players and phone for insanely long. When did this happen? Did a song trend on TikTok or something?
@VinnytotheK got no idea, I was in the same boat so I was also very confused how his songs blew up suddenly like 2 years ago it seems
You know its bad when you know all the cute foods by memory
STAWP LMAO
homuk
Hosk
Nice pfp lol
@Livehuntersdocumentaries thank you
This is kinda out of topic, but one time my sister came to me and said
" i think i like one of the songs from your favorite bands "
" Who? Talkshow boy? "
" Yeah "
" Which song is it? "
And then she continues to sing The Ocean by lemon demon ... Idk why but that's like the funniest thing that has ever happened to me
Lmao
Instead of continuing to sh, i listen to this and GODDAMN it helps
slay
hell yes ! i hope ur doing better now
real eriidan-sol
why are there two eridans in the comments
I'll do this
idk if anyone else feels this way but this song makes me feel less dysphoric for no reason
For some reason i agree lol
wow i uh same
Wtf same
I Uh... holy shit yeah wow-
me, genderfluid: *five parallel universes ahead of you*
who’s home and why is he stuck
LMFAO 🏃🏽
video game
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
BHEHAHAAK
what is tale and who's under it
This is like if lemon demon and jack stauber had a teenage boy. I love it.
Ngl it feels more like lemon demon and like,,,, ayesha erotica lmao
It’s sad that this song isn’t on spotfiy
@@occasionalfan-content4771 Hey you, I love your pfp so much it's my favorite emoji :)
😼
no
YEAH IT IS
This song pretty much describes what it's like to be a teenager
.FLOW FAN
@@obeliiisk Yup :P
why are you so correct? it's kinda scaring me? help????
Totally feeling that touch myself part
this immediately followed by never meant by american football. that's teenage life
✨Lyrics!!✨
It's like 36 degrees here
Celsius
Don't hate this, until you rate this
Don't knock this until you rock this
(That's right)
Come on Adrien, sing us a song
(Come on Adrien, sing us a song)
I cut myself shaving
It wasn't intentional, yeah
I went to a party
I put a picture of you in my wallet
I wore a suit suit suit
It did not suit my style
I wore my brand new belt
Now I know how Ian Curtis(?) felt
Oh my little pretty one
I touch myself I touch myself
And everywhere I look
I always find myself aside myself
I think I'm all together
But I tear myself apart
Because I cut myself I cut myself I cut myself
I cut myself
Shaving
You fuck yourself way too hard
You wouldn't be cool if it weren't for the lessons that you learned in The Bell Jar
In the white room, you shoot me dead
I'm in the air, the subatomic particles
in my bathroom and in my bed
With Hustler magazine
I read it for the articles
Oh my little pretty one, I touch myself I touch myself
And everywhere I look I always find myself aside myself
I think I'm all together
But I tear myself apart
Because I cut myself I cut myself
I cut myself I cut myself
Oh my little pretty one
I touch myself I touch myself
And everywhere I look I always find myself aside myself
I think I'm all together
I tear myself apart
Here's a list of cute foods
(What?)
Squash
Chicory
Bubble & Squeek
Porkpie
Fairy Bread
Dim sims and potatoes (?????????)
Eggs
Ham
Ham on the bone
Ham in general
Cream
Caramel
Dr. Pepper
Doc (Doc's) Kettle Pops
Gummi Bears
Gingerbread Men
Choppy Chops
Red Rum (?) soufflé
Guacimole
Toffee apple
Hotdog
(??? Unclear)
Sorbet
Eggs Benedict
Gravy
Brain
after apple it's hotdog
god , thanks for the lyrics, but it’s Belgium and not Bell Jar
Animatian Official it's bell jar. it's a reference to a book
i think i know what is after hotdog
i heard something like "abalone, compote (?)" but i'm not 100% sure
think it’s potato cakes
this sounds exactly like when i’m stimming to random music and it just ends and i’m just sitting there sweating afterwards
just did that exact same thing to this, can confirm
I can confirm, I have been doing this for the past few months.
im sorry for pointing this out but the fact you have a tord pfp and the 1st replier to your comment has a dirk pfp really just makes this more memorable to me and just. it's all coming together now cuz i heavily headcanon both dirk and tord to be autistic
same
Me too
This song if lemon demon, will wood, jack stautber and mother mother songs had a baby.
who was the ine that got pretnant 😭
@@cyh..7 me
it literally doesnt sound like any of those artists
@@soggywetcardboardi mean not that much, but i can hear it
@@soggywetcardboardif you told me this was an old lemon demon demo that never got out i might believe you ngl
i remember when i cut myself (shaving) and i had to go to the office and they asked me where i got the scar. I said I cut myself shaving and that it wasn't intentional while laughing nervously. they had to call my parents so that they could confirm. i started crying afterwards 💀
the best part about this was that i was singing sweet home alabama while i foolishly shaved my hand which didn't even have hair
IS THAT JOIN EGBERT
@@cassy380 yes it's zesty john egbert
I wish I could find the instrumentals for talkshoboys songs.
Yes!
He's doing an instrumental cassette release on my label real soon ruclips.net/video/p74mpCaKmWY/видео.html
he has some instrumentals now on his bandcamp page i believe if you go there and check. idk if this song is on it but there's a lot of songs on the collection so maybe.
This is like what needing to pee sounds like
edit: the replies have gone feral
YES, YES IT IS
what
what did rowan say what
yum
id argue but its true
Holy shit this is one of the best, most original songs I've ever heard. How is this not better known?
bet you'd like lemon demon too :o0
(his are comedic tho) but it's the same style
a new talkshow boy album comes out in two days! December 22nd!
@@p0p525 this is not the same style as lemon demon
This is so having a manic episode in the middle of the night.
Got this recommended whilst it was 36°c. This song truly understands the australian experience, thanks king
GOTH GURLS YYYYYEEEEEEEEAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YYYYYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111111111111111111 *urk* ok I'm done
+JayOmegaMaster RRRRRRRRRRRUUU
Let pan know that
Bring it you pansy! I'm going to send you mangled crying back to your mama!
Wildburn GOTH GIRLS FOR L I F E
The greatest song ever to use references to self-harm as a metaphor for masturbation (or possibly vice-versa).
Yeah it's definitely about jerkin' off
this song has fuckin crack in it i stg
Here's a list of cute foods
+The RED Soldier Squash
Mr. Doxxy hickory
Shelby Klapprich bobble and squeek
Pork Pie
GENITAL CREAM
if this ever gets added to spotify im sorry for the person ill become
I'm sure you'll be awesome as always!!
the cute foods section is _SO_ similar both thematically and musically to "toy foods" by lemon demon its so wild if it was unintentional.
well.. this came out in 2006 and toy foods came out in 2009 iirc..
@@ureghk1645 really! I had no clue,
@@jjju3 is tht sarcasm... sry i cant tell to be fair... sorry if it is
@@ureghk1645 no its not sorry. I genuinely didn't know lol /gen
@@jjju3 oh oki ^_^
This radiates manic energy
This song is the Australian Punk vibe
I was thinking that! The guy sounds like he's Australian
@@requiemforpsyche Yeah he's from Melbourne! The place all the coolest punks are (Perth is in second and Brisbane in third)
@@peppermink2200 oh hey i’m from melbourne
well actually i’m from the suburbs but yeah
1 MILLION VIEWS HOW R WE FEELING TALKSHOW BOY NATION 💥💥💥💥‼️‼️‼️⁉️
Yes
i think this song genuinely is the thing that snapped me out of a really bad depressive episode which is really ironic since yknow its THIS song of all things
I came in expecting something depressing, then got a pleasant surprise!
And then a *less* pleasant realization!
what was the less pleasant realisation
LYRICS, BCS I WAS BORED.
It's like 36 degrees here
Celsius
Don't hate this until you rate this
Don't know this until you rock this (That's right)
Come on, Adrien, sing us a song!
Come on, Adrien, sing us a song!
I cut myself, shaving!
It wasn't intentional, yeah
I went to a party
I put a picture of you in my wallet
I wore my suit, suit, suit
It did not suit my style
I wore my brand new belt (Uh-huh)
Now I know how Ian Curtis felt
Oh my little pretty one, I touch myself, I touch myself
And everywhere I look I always find myself beside myself
I think I'm all together, but I tear myself apart because
I cut myself, I cut myself, I cut myself
Shaving!
"You fuck yourself way too hard,"
You wouldn't be cool if it weren't for the lessons that you learnt in the bell jar (Uh, na-na-nah)
In the white room, you shoot me dead
I'm in the air
In subatomic particles
In my bathroom and in my bed
With Hustle magazines
I read it for the articles
Oh my little pretty one, I touch myself, I touch myself
And everywhere I look I always find myself beside myself
I think I'm all together, but I tear myself apart because
I cut myself, I cut myself, I cut myself, I cut myself
Oh my little pretty one, I touch myself, I touch myself
And everywhere I look I always find myself beside myself
I think I'm all together, but I tear myself apart
Here's a list of cute foods!
Squash,
Chicory,
Bubble and squeak,
Pork pie,
Fairy bread,
Dim sims,
and potato cakes, (ham!)
Ham on the bone,
Ham in general,
Creme Caramel,
Dr. Pepper,
(Choc-tops),
Paddle Pops,
Gummi Bears,
Gingerbread men,
Chupa Chups,
Red Rum,
Souffle,
Guacamole,
Toffee Apple,
Hot dog,
Abalone,
Kompot,
Chicken strips,
Sorbet,
Eggs Benedict,
Gravy,
Brain.
SHAVING!
God bless the youtube recommendation gods for recommending me this absolute masterpiece of a song
This song is so catchy, I love it
this is kinda comforting tbh
glad to see this is getting more recognition. last time I was here there only like 6 comments I believe lmao
Ye- Adrian and Talkshow Boy need more love!
Homestuck
a new talkshow boy album comes out tomorrow (December 22nd! )
literally the embodiment of who I am LMFAO 💀
I have a very specific demographic of people I’m going to gatekeep this song from
Who
@@hallhouse9151 it’s a secret
not the lamy pfp
I HATE HOW IM JUST FINDING THIS NOW. THIS SONG IS SO SCRUMPTIOUS
How it feels to be like 1 month clean from SH
pikmin
@@sariirenee4553 pikmin :3
Ayo i just got out of the mental hospital and can no longer relate to this comment lmao
@@loveleedesignsrip
@@loveleedesigns oh! That's good :) I know it's been 2 months but are you still okay? (Hope you are)
I don’t know how i found it but this was my anthem in 7th grade. i was super struggling with cutting at the time and STILL AM but it’s gotten better. but wow everytime i go back to listen to this it gives me a super weird feeling.
Hey you! Yeah u.
U have good music taste (;
i see a fellow homestuck :D
Yep yep (::
Hi Karkat pfp
tth4nks k4rk4tt
thanks, you karkalicious being. :)
I always knew Talkshow Boy was far ahead of his time
We're almost at a million views. The Talkshow Boys and Gameshow Girls grow stronger with every given day.
I can’t believe out of all the songs I have, about relaxation, and living a peaceful life, THIS is my comfort song
this song exists
talkshow boy goes so fucking hard holy shit
Expected this to be a song I can listen to during sh ( I like listening to music while doing it ) and I ended up forgetting to sh and just started jamming to the music lmai
idk why but I hope you're doing alright mate, even though this was 1 month ago I don't expect you to be , so just know even if I'm a random stranger on the Internet I do care. I'm sorry if this was random or if you didn't want comfort ^^
No one can stop you from sh, and I'm sorry you're going through some shit, but try running instead sometime. It hurts and gets your energy out in a way that won't hurt you, and the shift in atmosphere and outdoors can help your mind get somewhere else. Best of luck
Wonderhooyy!!!!!
Everyones talking about comeing from somewhere else but wh i just came from a small animation cry
Camooh?
Yep uwu
camooh!
Special Artist ;)
Camooh
this song gave me a sensory overload and that's amazingly powerful
6 MONTHS WITH THIS SONG.. WOWIE
i utterly adore this song but i also can't get over how much the guy on the album cover looks like my brother-in-law holy shit lmao
I view this song as a kid singing on the street corner singing for his friends
i feel like i could listen to this song for hours and hours
My bf played this song for me recently while we were baking and I took mental note of it bc I liked it and wanted to listen to it later and then I completely forgot about it and now it’s gotten recommended to me, lovely
gamzee
Makara
Vibe
Check
Yes
i asgree but what the fuck does this mean
true!
Most relatable song
It's, like, 36 degrees here
Celsius
Don't hate this until you rate this
(It's hot in the sun, much hotter than it is in the shade)
Don't knock this until you rock this
That's right
Come on Adrian, sing us a song...
(Come on Adrian, sing us a song!)
I cut myself shaving
It wasn't intentional, yeah
I went to a party
I put a picture of you in my wallet
(Disco)
I wore a suit, suit, suit
It did not suit my style
I wore my brand new belt (uh-huh)
And now I know how Ian Curtis felt
Oh my little pretty one, I touch myself, I touch myself
And everywhere I look I always find myself beside myself
I think I'm all together but I tear myself apart because
I cut myself, I cut myself, I cut myself, I cut myself shaving
You fuck yrself way too hard
You wouldn't be cool if it weren't for the
Lessons that you learnt in The Bell Jar (uh-uh, nah nah nah)
In the white room you shoot me dead
I'm in the air in subatomic particles
In my bathroom and in my bed
With Hustler magazine
I read it for the articles
Oh my little pretty one, I touch myself, I touch myself
And everywhere I look I always find myself beside myself
I think I'm all together but I tear myself apart because
I cut myself, I cut myself, I cut myself, I cut myself
Oh my little pretty one, I touch myself, I touch myself
And everywhere I look I (always) find myself beside myself
I think I'm all together but I tear myself apart
Here's a list of cute foods:
(what?!)
Squash
Chicory
Bubble'n'squeak
Pork pie
Fairy bread
Dim sims and potato cakes
Ham on the bone
Ham (in general)
Crème caramel
Dr Pepper
Choc-tops
Paddle Pops
Gummi bears
Gingerbread men
Chupa Chups
Red rum
Soufflé
Guacamole
Toffee apple
Hot dog
Abalone
Compote
Chicken strips
Sorbet
Eggs Benedict
Gravy
Grain
I always thought he was saying “brain” on the last line
@@FishVirus me too it broke my heart when he responded to my email with these lyrics lol
@@wooden_hat he RESPONDED to your email? That’s awesome
@@wooden_hat proof??
This is hard to look up lol
tjis song makes me euphoric and dysphoric at the same time idk
I play in a Brisbane duo called d-Wizz 2.0 and we supported Talkshow Boy for our debut gig in 2005 at the Orient Hotel. He was completely brilliant and off the wall, and I'm so glad to see that he's getting a lot of good recognition now. Bottoms up, Adrian! :-D
I love this man
Man im excited for my life. Ive still got so much i just got out of highschool and been working. Lifes better but i cant wait until its even better.
Gl g
hey man nice few months, life is amazing never stop living it.
good for you dude
good man!
@@cinnamonro3344 also sorry but I have to point out the dave pfp. lovin it.
this song makes me feel silly
Why do I see you everywhere/nm/lh
@@advantgardeboy2007 im omnipresent
silly time
@@unfortunate_bee true and real
i think we should all get to be silly once in a while
Me too bro.
stip i used to be obsessed w this song
the instrumental reminds me a lot of the fun noises that electronic keybords can make, it's a childhood sound for me so the contrast with the lyrics is very interesting. nice song :)
this song sounds like what breakdowns feel like
I have never realted to a song more
the last part reminds me of crazy food by joe hawley
REAAL
As soon as I heard him list food I listened to the full album
I HAVENT LOSTEND TO THIS IN FOREVER
I like how he said "I know how Ian Curtis felt" cuz the cover reminded me of the unknown pleasures cover 😳🥴
his songs deserve to blow up, makes me sad hes so underated
This song is my coping mechanism.
This makes me vibrate at a speed that can shatter glass
hello to the rest of my fellow homestucks coming here to rejoice around our boy dave strider.
mhm bro
This song is so good I love it (i should probably call a helpline but i don't want to waste their time)
NOW I KNOW HOW IAN CURTIS FELT !!!!
it's been 6 years since I last heard this song, and it still hits hard!! >:D
It’s my mental breakdown and I get to choose the music
this song makes me forget about my ongoing week long crisis
that said im going to have music on repeat for the rest of the year goodbye