Day and night was hell. In the day, I had to stop myself from breaking down and I always felt so alone. My parents called me lazy because they didn't know that I was so broken. At night, I was left alone with my horrible thoughts. The only way to fall asleep was to cry myself to sleep, and then I'd only be met with nightmares.
I used to stay awake until the sun rised every summer. It just made me feel something it just looked so beautiful. it made me forget everything for 30 minutes.
I am crying so much, this is so good! 'everyone seems so eager to talk about mental illness and suicide as long as its behind closed doors and hushed voices' 😓😓😓
I listen to this to this everyday, reminding my self it's ok to feel hurt and although i don't suffer with depression and I know what's it like to lose someone to depression because he believed he's life wasn't worth anything , so he tried to take his life again and that time he succeed, and my world shattered when I came home to find out that my brother had died and now it reminds me to be aware of people that may be suffering from it and try and help the best way I can.
honestly , this is so good . i have depression & anxiety . i stay awake EVERY night crying myself to sleep . talking doesn’t help for me surprisingly . i laugh & i smile & tell people that i’m okay . but i’m not . i’m not fine . but i know that getting through it is going to help . and taking my life isn’t the option , but it’s not being a coward either if people take their life . makin people want to end their life is an act of coward ness . PSA : you are loved :)) remember that
It sucks when u tell urself those things n telling urself that u are good enough just to fight those thoughts n tell urself you are good enough n then when the person you love the most tells you you are not good enough it just (sighs) brings back the suicidal thoughts again
Real talk, this is how I used to feel about life. Everyday for a year and a half. One day I decided I wasn't going to let myself go this way anymore. I don't know why it worked, but it did. I am so thankful for this. I wouldn't have seen the birth of my niece, I wouldn't see my bestfriend pass basics and go off to Hawaii, I wouldn't see my dad finally together with someone that loves him. I wouldn't be in college. I would be in the ground, wondering how everyone was, how they are doing. I'm not sure how I dug myself out. I'm just thankful that it happened. For those of you still lost, you'll become found again, you'll smile and really mean it, your spark will reignite into a roaring forest fire. You'll make it through this and be stronger and have more empathy for others. You'll find your favorite book and tear pages to attach to your soul. You'll find a piece of the void where everyone has lights in their eyes, tipsy off of laughter. You'll find it, just don't give in. Your mind telling you you're not going to make it, it's lying to you. It's a pirate ship shooting your hull, waiting for you to sink. You will find yourself again, battered and bruised, missing a limb or two, but you'll build up from the crumbling foundations. You'll build a shelter, a home for your tears to go. You'll feel as if you're stitched together with needle and thread but it will help you to realize you need to fortify your soul and heart from the terrors of the world.
"that is not acceptable" yet we do anyway, because we have to. We have to accept it because it is real life and we find ourselves overwhelmed with how sad it is that I have to accept it. I need to accept it because that is all I can do. I can only hope that one day I will wake up and not feel like a burden. To be accepted by my mom and for her to finally realize how much I do for her. How much I sacrifice for her, my happiness, my hope, my livelihood, all goes to her and I'm only 13, with so many burdens to carry. I just hope that in the end she will realize that I can't do it anymore.
I know this feeling. I am worthless and i am a problem. There is too much pain. I m falling down but there isn't any place to fall. I have a silent scream and i m so tired guys. I am so tired. Everything is black for me. I can't hold on... I m sorry
Suicide is a way out of pain in my opinion I do not see it as a negative or positive thing, In my opinion it is a way out of agony and torture, through my own personal experience I feel suicide is a way that if all else fails I can end the pain of my own life. I feel people should feel relieved for me if i die by suicide, it is not selfish to end your own life, It is selfish for people to try keep me in agony all my life where It does not have a chance of improving.
I'm sorry to hear tht. People can be mean. Sometimes it's better if we learn to not care so much about what they think. I dunno, my advice can be rubbish sometimes. It'll get better tho, it always does
I know what you mean, words hurt and there's nothing we can do about tht but life's too short to hate yourself. I believe u can get through this, things won't stay shitty forever. Have you told anyone about how you feel?
Day and night was hell. In the day, I had to stop myself from breaking down and I always felt so alone. My parents called me lazy because they didn't know that I was so broken. At night, I was left alone with my horrible thoughts. The only way to fall asleep was to cry myself to sleep, and then I'd only be met with nightmares.
The Best Of Everything , honestly same
WHY IS THIS ME
Yeah. Like u re in eternal darkness and emptiness...
I used to stay awake until the sun rised every summer. It just made me feel something it just looked so beautiful. it made me forget everything for 30 minutes.
i don't why but i find that a very beautiful thing to do
Heartless me too
I am crying so much, this is so good! 'everyone seems so eager to talk about mental illness and suicide as long as its behind closed doors and hushed voices' 😓😓😓
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This made me cry because I am going through now.:(:(:(
i feel sorry for you, me too 😥
i feel sorry for you, me too 😥
i feel sorry for you, me too 😥
Both of you be strong 💜
I listen to this to this everyday, reminding my self it's ok to feel hurt and although i don't suffer with depression and I know what's it like to lose someone to depression because he believed he's life wasn't worth anything , so he tried to take his life again and that time he succeed, and my world shattered when I came home to find out that my brother had died and now it reminds me to be aware of people that may be suffering from it and try and help the best way I can.
I'm glad it mentioned First Nations. I'm First Nations and I planned on committing. But this made me just a bit more determined to make it.
i'm so speechless...i really needed this, thank you ❤️
I relate to this more than i should. Sometimes we just don't feel... good enough.
honestly , this is so good . i have depression & anxiety . i stay awake EVERY night crying myself to sleep . talking doesn’t help for me surprisingly . i laugh & i smile & tell people that i’m okay . but i’m not . i’m not fine . but i know that getting through it is going to help . and taking my life isn’t the option , but it’s not being a coward either if people take their life . makin people want to end their life is an act of coward ness . PSA : you are loved :)) remember that
It doesn't matter what u know what u feel just takes over.
What people don't seem to understand
It sucks when u tell urself those things n telling urself that u are good enough just to fight those thoughts n tell urself you are good enough n then when the person you love the most tells you you are not good enough it just (sighs) brings back the suicidal thoughts again
Real talk, this is how I used to feel about life. Everyday for a year and a half. One day I decided I wasn't going to let myself go this way anymore. I don't know why it worked, but it did. I am so thankful for this. I wouldn't have seen the birth of my niece, I wouldn't see my bestfriend pass basics and go off to Hawaii, I wouldn't see my dad finally together with someone that loves him. I wouldn't be in college. I would be in the ground, wondering how everyone was, how they are doing. I'm not sure how I dug myself out. I'm just thankful that it happened.
For those of you still lost, you'll become found again, you'll smile and really mean it, your spark will reignite into a roaring forest fire. You'll make it through this and be stronger and have more empathy for others. You'll find your favorite book and tear pages to attach to your soul. You'll find a piece of the void where everyone has lights in their eyes, tipsy off of laughter. You'll find it, just don't give in. Your mind telling you you're not going to make it, it's lying to you. It's a pirate ship shooting your hull, waiting for you to sink. You will find yourself again, battered and bruised, missing a limb or two, but you'll build up from the crumbling foundations. You'll build a shelter, a home for your tears to go. You'll feel as if you're stitched together with needle and thread but it will help you to realize you need to fortify your soul and heart from the terrors of the world.
Best vídeo of the whole RUclips
*sees Jerome* that actually made me feel better.
"that is not acceptable" yet we do anyway, because we have to. We have to accept it because it is real life and we find ourselves overwhelmed with how sad it is that I have to accept it. I need to accept it because that is all I can do. I can only hope that one day I will wake up and not feel like a burden. To be accepted by my mom and for her to finally realize how much I do for her. How much I sacrifice for her, my happiness, my hope, my livelihood, all goes to her and I'm only 13, with so many burdens to carry. I just hope that in the end she will realize that I can't do it anymore.
This is an amazing video! It is so emotional!!!
Speechless.
Thank you. I needed this
This made me cry so much
Golden Dragon i hope you are doing better now 💜be happy 🍃
I know this feeling. I am worthless and i am a problem. There is too much pain. I m falling down but there isn't any place to fall. I have a silent scream and i m so tired guys. I am so tired. Everything is black for me. I can't hold on... I m sorry
I watched the Ted talk this dialogue came from and I teared up watching it
AMAZING !! I'm speechless :'(
I'm crying
Jackielou vl me too):
Where's the bit being spoken from ??
ruclips.net/video/D1QoyTmeAYw/видео.html
love this...so sad
Relatable asf😔
wow its anazing its beautiful
Sooo good!
I SO love this video it so cool and sweet
Suicide is a way out of pain in my opinion I do not see it as a negative or positive thing, In my opinion it is a way out of agony and torture, through my own personal experience I feel suicide is a way that if all else fails I can end the pain of my own life. I feel people should feel relieved for me if i die by suicide, it is not selfish to end your own life, It is selfish for people to try keep me in agony all my life where It does not have a chance of improving.
what is this from? It's beautiful.
The last 5 years I’ve felt this way. I’m glad I got help, and instead of watching this in despair, I feel strong now. Where is the music from btw?
It’s not weak to speak
that video got me good....
I love your edits so much ❤️❤️❤️but What’s the name of the short film on 1:24?
what is the music?
+Anya Ying Ella Hearing by Sleeping at Last
Is that lily from Hanna Montana in the thumbnail
17 otps and Counting yes
17 otps and Counting yes it is from the movie cyberbully. U should watch it it is very powerful
17 otps and Counting it's off cyberbully the movie but yeah lily
207: what show/movie?
keira Healy its called Skins
whose the speaker
What is that movie from 1.56-2.08?
skins
+Florine Delattre Thx :3
01:23 ? What show?
cyber bully it's a movie btw
I have depression and anxiety and I self harm and I have done it for 2 years and tried to commit suicide 3 times I'm now 13
How are u doing now? I hope it gets better for u
just a teen I'm not doing well because I get judged and have no support and I don't feel ok but I'm glad you care
I'm sorry to hear tht. People can be mean. Sometimes it's better if we learn to not care so much about what they think. I dunno, my advice can be rubbish sometimes. It'll get better tho, it always does
just a teen I feel like I'm stuck I get judged and act like I don't care but deep down it,s killing me and I hate the way I am I hate me in general
I know what you mean, words hurt and there's nothing we can do about tht but life's too short to hate yourself. I believe u can get through this, things won't stay shitty forever. Have you told anyone about how you feel?
What's the clip at 2:07 from?
Reynee Goff skins :)
Song
1:13-1:20 what movie??
Erin Schreifels it's called "shameless" but it's a series
0:59?
Joy Sang thanks :)
One tree hill
What is 0:45?
Jam Jewels The Perks of being a Wallflower
1:18?
were wolf shameless
:56 ?
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