“Honestly. I am tired of wanting to die for so long, I am tired of loving the sound of my heart breaking. I am so sick of how much I enjoy pain, how much it kills me.”
"Suicide Stuck" is pretty much how I've felt for the last few months. I'm not better yet but I've started the journey by seeking help. I wanna see 24, and just a couple weeks ago I surrendered my gun collection to my dad and went to the hospital with my mom to get help. And I'm happy I made the choice as I have more control over my treatment and wasn't forced into inpatient. The hospital gave me a packet that is basically a guide to healing/coping with mental health, and I say cope since all demons can't be killed but can be lived with. For the past 16 years or so I thought this is just me and I should deal with it, but once I hit the darkest thought on repeat it luckily scared me into seeking help. My psych appointment is in a week, it'll be my first time seeing a professional for mental health. And even tho I'm more anxious then ever, which I didn't think was possible, since leaving my house in itself is crippling most days. But it's time to step forward and stop standing still. And I'm hoping anyone who may read this and is going through something similar does the same. It wasn't an easy decision, nor will this journey be. But I'm starting to get a confidence in and of itself that I will get better. Anyways, TRASHGang4Life❤️
Wow, uh sorry man. That sounds like it was really hard to have gone/still going through. I can't re!ate too much other than that this song helps me feel better. Stay safe, you know people care about you.
O foda é que as músicas sempre passam a mesma vibe que o amv, e isso é incrível :) Obrigado por mais um vídeo e continue com o bom trabalho de sempre T R A S H 🛐❤
so glad to see his glow up, know this dude from the beginning he just gets better and better and climbs to the top
Love you tear🖤 appreciate your part in this family endlessly ♾☀️
@@razegod your music is awesome, thank you for making these bangers brother.
even when I’m suicide stuck my trash family keeps me goin 😥🖤 I love you guys so much
“Honestly. I am tired of wanting to die for so long, I am tired of loving the sound of my heart breaking. I am so sick of how much I enjoy pain, how much it kills me.”
"Suicide Stuck" is pretty much how I've felt for the last few months. I'm not better yet but I've started the journey by seeking help. I wanna see 24, and just a couple weeks ago I surrendered my gun collection to my dad and went to the hospital with my mom to get help. And I'm happy I made the choice as I have more control over my treatment and wasn't forced into inpatient. The hospital gave me a packet that is basically a guide to healing/coping with mental health, and I say cope since all demons can't be killed but can be lived with. For the past 16 years or so I thought this is just me and I should deal with it, but once I hit the darkest thought on repeat it luckily scared me into seeking help. My psych appointment is in a week, it'll be my first time seeing a professional for mental health. And even tho I'm more anxious then ever, which I didn't think was possible, since leaving my house in itself is crippling most days. But it's time to step forward and stop standing still. And I'm hoping anyone who may read this and is going through something similar does the same. It wasn't an easy decision, nor will this journey be. But I'm starting to get a confidence in and of itself that I will get better. Anyways, TRASHGang4Life❤️
Endless love my sibling, power to you for pushing through it all, appreciate u sharing 💞 🖤 trash family forever
I should probably do the same, love you homie😘
Wow, uh sorry man. That sounds like it was really hard to have gone/still going through. I can't re!ate too much other than that this song helps me feel better. Stay safe, you know people care about you.
I'm super happy to see that people are acknowledging the Kiznaivers anime. This anime was also a good choice for this song, god bless.
_I never get tired of saying that, RAZEGOD + TRASH = PERFECTION_ 🖤✨
Случайно нажал на уведомления, хотел уходить, но трек классный, автору крепкого здоровья. ты столько потратил ночей и сил, удачи брат!
Поддерживаю ^^
согласен.
Угу
Razegod already an og in this scene 💜
remarkable artist ever
This man RAZEGOD makes my day with his music fr.
Razegod is always the best 🔥🖤
best anime ♡
Both you and RAZEGOD are amazing
must be difficult being the greatest of all time raze!
I love the first part of the beats, theres no song like this
RAZEGOD HAS BEEN ON A STREAK FROM DAY 1
kiznaiver and razegod its just too good
my boy raze do not miss !!
бля razegod самый лучший, захожу на этот канал только ради него
razefam 4ever
🙏
+
я видел много языков, но он выбрал язык фактов
Very relatable
wow what a good animation
razedeus é um deus
brabíssimo!!!
Not over
Kiznaiver is really good and so is the edit. Keep it up!
I disagree, but it's all personal preference
knew it right from the intro the song would be fire!!
Wooow, is one of the firsts AMV´s of Kiznaivers that I seen!! Amazing video!!
Perfect
this is dumbly underrated, you deserve hype
Bro this is insane dope music i ever found
Love your stuff man
Razegod has a gift and he knew how to use it 🥀🖤
Banger
this edit is insane oh my god
I love this Song omg👉👈
RAZEGOD is a legend ✨🔥❤️
When the beat started I knew it was a hit.💯🖤
This beat actually fire🔥
I FELT THIS 💯 ALL OF IT
Do you still alive?
I can't imagine my sad life without razegod's music
O foda é que as músicas sempre passam a mesma vibe que o amv, e isso é incrível :)
Obrigado por mais um vídeo e continue com o bom trabalho de sempre T R A S H 🛐❤
✌️
Man sabe q anime é?
@@RaiEloGameplayx kiznaiver
La era de trash❤️
The thumbnail give me goosbump..
Let’s go he uploaded /::: good video mate /:::
that's perfection 🖤
This is something else…
Ahhh Kiznaiver !!
Oh I love this song already 😍😍😍💜💜 definitely binging this like the rest of the album xD
Razegod é o melhor, tem nem como🔥🖤
This man razegod getting famous.
RAZEGOD breaking 🔥🔥🤯
Thank you, Razegod
I don’t know the way home either 😔🥀❤️🔥
Razegod круто сделал)
Вот буквально пару часов назад досмотрел этот тайтл)
Скажите название Семпай!
@@eufemboy «Связанные»
👉👈❤️
@_o0o00_ согласен,мне очень понравилось))
Favorite ♡♡♡
Muito brabo, sempre acerta na música e no anime😳👍
no hay nada malo pero como que la musica no cuadra con el anime
I can only say on the way to the top, another great video my friend
T R A S H and Another excellent Razegod Song 🖤🖤💯💯🥀🥀
You gonna update your pfp to this?
Such a head banger!!!!!!!!!!!
The best amv’s channel you can ever find on RUclips. Much love ❤️🔥
great amv as always
Do you know what anime this is friend😁
@@hakanushinito2489 I'm sorry, I don't remember...
I think I found it if you wish to know, Kiznaiver
Not have to listen the song to know that I'll add it to all my playlist because it's a masterpiece
Awesomeness
I love this Anime ✨🖤
And this AMV is Amazing!! 🔥✨
What is this anime called?
@@_thunderhead_2199 Kiznaiver
If your watching this vid Just know you’re worth everything bro!
Agreeeeeeddddd and likewise :P
I'm 26 minutes late😢
@@biglikebuu I hope you have a lovely day.........
@@biglikebuu how to make a shit impression in under 10 words
Love you too man
discovering anime and music true AMV is really the best way
Its so sad that the creators of Kiznaiver stopped making episodes :( It is a very well made anime!
Who is vibing here on (suicide) song like me👌👍
This is 2nd kiznaiver amv and both are with razegod songs
C R E A T I V E 🔥🤙
I LOVE THIS SONG!
Razegod is Love ⭕️✝️♾🖤
Duuuude 😍
I fucks wit razegod tuff can't miss in my mind
it's good
This is a work of art ♥️🎧
thats actually good!
good to listen to while reading gantz
🔥🔥🔥
До чего великолепно звучит каждая секунда этого шедевра)
GANG GANG 🖤🖤
gang bang
Yes sir
mi corazón llora
listening to alot of razegod i see...
🖤🖤🖤
🔥
Very good
Amazing ❤️
Damn that's a mood Great song 💯 and the amn is also great. I love kiznaiver. This song hit close to home
cool anime
btw the name is: kiznaiver
🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🛐
🥶🥶🥵🖤
Cheguei 😄 perfection 🖤 Trash gang 🚧
Insane!!!👍👍
Junbinlunga passou aquu
🎵Suicide stuck in my brain🎵
Good
🌌 PERFECTION 🌌
the viscous cycle love this song
Muito bom.
fell in love.
💜💜💜😈😈😈
nice
Razegod é simplesmente absurdo 🖤