How the internet saved my life
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- Опубликовано: 27 сен 2024
- Oh my god you have NO IDEA how reliefing it is to FINALLY get this video out
i have been scripting and scrapping the script every day or two now for the past 2 months, and voicing it and talking about something that isn't about skyblock or minecraft or a game, but rather something very personal and emotional to me, was so draining... BUT i'm so glad i finally got done with it.
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I never knew Talking about something this personal and emotional to me, would be this draining and hard to do. I was THIS close to completely scrapping this entire video so many times, but i'm so glad i finally got it out, and now that i did, i feel so damn relieved and happy.
I love every single one of you and thank you for sticking with us, either you started watching us yesterday or since we first started, i love you.
I’m glad your good
Hi hellcastle
im glad
you made it ou
I’m glad you’re good!
Such a moving story, thank you for taking the time to cover it in a video. Everyone on the internet is a real human being with their own story to tell, and hearing about everybody banding together to save your life as well as your entire family (most likely without even realizing their impact) is... I just have no words 🙏
Hello colon
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@@drape5 tf dude theres this story and all this shit and you're like "hello famous person"
Cube games unite to save HellCastle from the evil clutches of the “Necron Boom Slayer”
colon snap back to reality
i love how HellCastle and Tyler talk about something dead serious:
"i broke a mirror lol"
"lmao dont die"
the fact that it sounds like they found humor in it is amazing to me
maybe a coping strategy and I respect it
XDDDDD kinda trought tough even is its a serious problem bruh
I think you mean tylerrrr
thats what true friendship looks like :)
Yea kind of like how he said: I just speed ran the 5 stages of grief and got a leaderboard record
sometimes.. the MC community makes me second-guess my self, but its the moments and times like these where people come together that really makes me love this community! thank you so much for sharing your story and I hope it helps others who are still stuck in that dark tunnel
Try getting a visa to go to Australia, it is very good here (apart from the issue with China)
@@Nagoboy man I'm not being rude but trust me every country has the issue with China no hate to any citizen of China it's just the communist stuff going over there like every war you see in middle east or other regions has a big hand of China involved in it and my life is even worse because Indo-China border is very alarming and violent rn and like in India government isn't disclosing it but there's always a threat of being bombarded as I live a couple of 100 of kms away from border so like yes sir living life on a normal place totally not normal -_- idk why I said this on internet but it just randomly popped up in my mind
@@Nagoboy a visa won't just work he needs to change his nationality again from a turk to aussie and that's take a long time I suppose ?
I 100% agree
I lived in Lebanon as well. I had the exact same story, and I hope for you the best. Fortunately, I am French, so I was able to go to France and search for a house while in a hotel. All of my friends that live in there still are living in complete misery. The last time I’ve ever talked to them was 5 months ago on Skype. Since then, I haven’t gotten any news from them. 5 months ago, they had 2 hours of electricity every day, and they had barely any food to survive. I don’t know what to say but… please if you see this comment donate to any organisation that helps lebanese people. They need help. Now.
For context. Before the crisis, one dollar was equal to 1500 lebanese pounds. Today, it’s more than 30000… Only the people that are paid in dollars can survive, others die in the road. Having a car has become a luxury, and getting fuel for it even more. There is almost no humanitarian aid to Lebanon because everyone is more concerned by Ukraine, and the current problems in Europe and America…
Not from lebanon, but Syria, when the war started for us, it was a horror for me as a 5-6 year old kid, at that age i remember correctly saying to myself “I accepted my live, i think im just going to die here”. Luckily thanks to my dad and mom’s determination and hardwork, we were out of there and now im living in belgium and have a future im working towards, but leaving a war as a kid did put some scars on me, not physically. But mentally and emotionally. May allah forbid anyone who may experience such horrific experiences that people like us have experienced and i hope for all to live in peace
The skyblock community has many problems, but stories like this make me happy to be apart of it :D Wishing you and your family the best ❤
Thats what i was thinking.
well said :D
Couldn’t have said it better
Yea me too❤️
this made me tear up. I'm sorry you had to go through all that you and your family. glad the mc community helped you out and hope everything now is going well! much love bro ❤
Manhal thanks for motivating him...
Manual is number 1
I also teared up at this
@@poast manhal gl on 3k stars
same
I've written this like four times now, but in the end, I'm just really glad you're alright--I read though the tweets and kept up with the situation best as I could. This video made me tear up a solid bit, and thank you for pushing through the stress; I love your content and hope things continue smoothly in Turkey! Really, thank you for all you do
How u donate in comments?
@@pasamnagalaxmi9299 a thanks option near the like button
@@sreleet516 ok ty im gonna donate
@@sreleet516 but i dont have thanks button i think jt isnt avaliable in my country
@@sreleet516 nvm its there ty
7:49 even going through such hard times you still managed to make a joke about it, you deserve the best and I hope things only get better for you
For a lot of people joking about the serious shit going on in life is the only way to communicate it, but Fr tho he deserves the best.
A joke?
@@captainpirate2494 the timestamp is when the joke ends lmao
@@captainpirate2494 7:42 or so i believe
Glad your doing better now buddy ❤️
tysm cookie
The thing that made me tear up the most about this is the fact that it was from skyblock, a place known for wicked toxic people, and yet they worked together to save one of the best youtuber's life. I love you guys and will forever be here
Its is truly amazing, and i hope things wil get better from now on for him
Well said. It just goes to show what we could do if we all banded together. We could leave a lasting impact. I’ll sleep a little better knowing that we at least helped someone.
This situation reminds me of the good old days when the emergency room was in the game and people went around giving nons lapis armor lol
i thought skyblock players are nice arent they???
@@swagubirk uhh, sorry to tell ya this, but not really...
Kind of insane how random block gamers around the world can do something like this! Wish you the best 🙏
I donated, not one regret. Money well spent
@@anim8edpatrtiots803 that is just trueeee
50 UR HERE WOOO also i'm so happy for you hellcastle
Fax
i made a bet with myself that if i cried in this video id donate $2.
Thanks for helping him
My dad once told me that whenever a firefighter (he's a firefighter) gets told "be a man" it means to speak up about your problems, as it's one of the hardest things someone can do, the fact that you spoke up, and got help shows that you are a strong person, wish you the best in these troubling times, and all of us are here for you - blue
Did you put the - blue against bots?
@@voidbite pardon?
@@bluedragon-nv7ux ?
@@bluedragon-nv7ux Its just that most people usually don't sign their comment, so I questioned if it was so that bots don't steal it.
@@voidbite pretty much lol
wow, your story actually moved me to tears. i came from your video announcing you’re doing better now and i hope that’s still the case - no one should have to go through the hardships you have. sending love ❤️
I was once in a place like this and this is incredible to hear. I love hearing recovery stories like these as it reminds me that I’m not the only one who feels like this. Keep doing what your doing cuz ur amazing
Noob
@@horrokrux5911 do you think you are funny child?
@@horrokrux5911 do you think people will laugh at this?
@@horrokrux5911 you are a terrible person, and if your 12... change your personality
@@horrokrux5911 Your such a horrible person..
i actually cried watching this. i pray for you and your entire family to feel well soon ❤️
how would you not cry LOL
also i am at 17:58
@@block_nate nice $51
same
"I don't know what I can do to repay you guys." Just keep doing what you're doing man, we love you ❤
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love seeing a community of a game coming together to help somebody get through some really tough shit
hang in there, love ya ❤️
Oh my god. Like, how do I even talk. I am speechless after hearing about your experience. I would never get past knowing I was the only thing saving my family from poverty. I don't understand how politics works or why it is such a big part of people's life and country. Hellcastle, after hearing that you wanted to hurt yourself, I believe you should not let that get in the way of your life. Even when life or whatever you believe in changes your fate and kicks you down again and again and again, know that at every bad time or situation, there will always be an escape or a way out of it. Through hard times, surround yourself with friends and family, and keep them close. You might be the only thing that stops them from hurting themselves. It is a good thing that you share this story with your viewers. Continue to make great content. I hope your situation is better than the time you talked about in this video. To anyone reading this comment, please understand that you do not have to get out of a hard time through the easy way out (suicide). Just know that there is a group of your friends and family waiting for you. If you believe you have a hard time, and its too much, stay calm, think good thoughts, and know that every day you are living a life where people need you. I hope you guys have a good day and live a long happy life.
Your content isn’t the reason we have donated and helped you. You, as a person, is the reason all of us have come to help you.
yes, yes it is
im so happy that people could actually be this nice :) cause a lot of times creators get harrased and im happy this is not one of these cases honestly just how the community banded up to help is amazing!
I wanted to bring it up when I was in a call with you for the giving nons vip video but I didn't feel like it was the right time, so ill do it now. I've been following your situation since early September and just wanted to say that I'm so glad you and the rest of your family got out and are safe.
dude as soon as I saw Simon from Hypixel donate 3k i felt chills and happiness for you Hellcastle
Actually no way, I remember watching your old growtopia videos as a 12yr old. Much love, so happy for you and also keep the work up. Def going to start watching you again. 💜
So happy that you were able to make it out
I feel so terrible that I somehow didn’t know. I’m so happy your doing better!
same
Same
i was able to donate to this cause :)
hellcastle is just such a good guy and he rly deserved a better life
im so glad he was able to!
Oh my god man I didn't know this happened until now but I am so proud of you for sticking through it and you got amazing people standing with you
W Tylerr
W Thirtyvirus
W Simon
W Father
9:10 i had a few of these conversations, ik how u are feeling, ive got depressions for about 2 years now and sometimes u just wanna end it. There are just moments where the bad thoughts are acutally welcome and u dont even try to resist, its hard to get out of it, but keep going on
Watching from Turkey, hearing these kinds of stories hits different. Happy to hear you made it!
same for me dude, nice thing about Turkey is that It's only nice to the people from outside but very harsh to It's own people. At least It's nice to hear that my country provided a benefit for you and your family. If you have any questions, we would very like to help answer you ❤❤
@@tajdin9278 yea i was gonna mention those but the point isn't the our country
Yes.
Hey Hell, just came to say, you really do deserve everything, you’ve helped so many people with your incredible content which is all helpful, funny, and more. I’m so happy to hear that you got out of that hellhole and I hope you’re enjoying your time in Turkey, you don’t need to repay us (unless it’s more content) you’ve done so much for peoples lives including myself, you’ve brightened many kids and teens lives. You’re an incredible person and we all highly appreciate everything you’ve done and for how much time and work you put into your videos, I wish I would’ve been able to help out but i don’t have go fund me myself where I live. I hope you’re doing great and I hope you keep up the incredible work
I relate to this almost exactly.
Ive lost so many things due to Lebanon but I’m well and healthy.
The light tunnel has not ended.
Gl.
this video honestly made me cry and i dont cry a lot
i nearly cried multiple times, im so glad youre okay
Havent watched you in a while.
Still, you have no idea how happy it makes me to see you and your family save.
This was just wow. Very inspiring, emotional and just so deep. I very often am suicidal but i feel like if i do kms its a betrayal to my family and sign of weakness. I always try my best but you, you are one amazing man and please keep up the work
Keep strong! hope you get better day after day!
I know this probably won't be seen but after your DMs were closed this is the only way I could talk to you.
most of the time when I hear a sad story about an immigrant, I don't really care because nobody really knows them.
But hearing that my favorite skyblock RUclipsr gets the chance at a better life after almost killing themself made me cry.
I know many people cry all the time but this is special, I don't think I've cried at all in the past year.
I broke bones, pulled muscles, tore muscles.
but that wasn't nearly as sad as what you've been through my man.
this also made me appreciate your videos even more.
just the fact that you kept uploading even in your darkest hour is so sick.
I love your video, hope you keep uploading!
you just admitted u wouldnt care if he wasnt as big, his story is about as generic as it gets by arab standards, bro played a woe is me card
@@ziy.z0 would you care if some random kid you didn't know died of cancer? Probably not if we are honest. watching somebody every day and finding out that they were struggling far worse than you ever could you would be sad. This is similar to techno blade but this has a happier ending. the lesson here is to enjoy the privileges we have.
sorry if there was any grammar/spelling mistakes
@@turtletime3334 I am from Algeria, we all have civil war stories from the 90s and corrupt government. Yet I won't come and ask for 50,000, He's not the only one in Lebanon "suffering" if he truly is
Tyler's new name is LIT.
I did not know anything that happened, I'm really sorry. you've did great back there. and I hope everything will be better than the place you've left.
I'm glad you're doing okay now, atleast. keep it up, Castle man.
That was a really emotional story. Thank you so much for sharing it with us. We will stay with your channel forever!
Dude your story is so heartbreaking and I am extremely glad to see that you and your family are doing better. You deserve to be happy with your life and im glad to see that life finally noticed that and gave you the happiness you always needed. I hope you get way better and you slove this situation once and for all.
Such an emotional story, we will always be here for you! Your content is the best! :D
This has restored my faith in humanity.
I legit cried listening to this because i was kinda oblivious to the whole situation and was taking your content for granted. I kinda feel like people don't say how much they appreciate things, so i just wanna say that your content has made me laugh at some of the worst times for me, so thanks alot and keep it up :)
omfg this made me cry, im sorry you had to go through this
This story is amazing, even though I did not know about this until now, thanks for pushing through and allowing us fans to give the support and happiness every human being needs, including you.
I just want to thank you for still being here and sharing your story. You cant imagine how much strength this video gives to others.
I am happy to help you out and always here for you, I know how hard it is, I live in Sudan, We have literally the same things, But we're having the government get melt down by coups.
mental health is a serious issue and I’m glad u got through it. Massive props for getting a better life. You are truly an amazing high quality content creator and a really good content creator. You truly deserve and I’m glad u got a better life
This is the first tale I have heard in months (years if you don’t count poetry) that has moved me to tears. Really hope I don’t have to go through something similar at any point in my life
I really understand you man. It's truly terrible. When I was 12 I had suicidal thoughts, I needed to move schools since nobody would even slightly enjoy being around me, I once pushed somebody down a few stairs out of self defense, the kid had thrown a stick and rock at my head. Of course, I was the one who got in trouble because the teachers didn't believe me. For a 12 year old, this traumatized me, being comically bullied everyday, I refused to go to school around the end of the year, and finally told my parents about what's happening. I do have a better life now, as I'm in a great high school. This story was really touching! I wish all the best for you bro, most people cant even imagine what this is like.
Incredible, being able to pick yourself up after everything that's happened is insanely respectful
I’m really glad u opened up everything u had to go through, and u are lucky to have the greatest friend and good community. Good luck from now on too .
Amazing story. I feel awful that I haven’t found this sooner
I understand everything you said. I’ve also faced the suicidal thoughts and stuff but when I think like that my body just brings different thoughts that are nice and it helped me. I loved how Tyler said those nice things. I hope everything does go better and I’m thankful I’m not the only one who faced depression like this. You helped me out too. And that is to talk to someone about this. Hope all goes well.
One of the most incredible difficult stories to hear, knowing someone had to live threw all of this is just crazy to me. HellCastle thanks for making content and not giving up. You are one incredible person and content creator.
This was incredible to watch and hear, I'm so glad you made it.
I've been watching you since forever and I'm glad you've been doing better ❤️💖
always heard abt "the hellcastle situation" but never knew what it was. good to finally know clearly and that the fund is succeeding
I’m 18 working at a fast food place and this man is around my same age, legit providing for his family, moved his entire family out of their country to a better life and all while dealing with mental health issues that he couldn’t even really get help for. If that’s not inspirational, I don’t know what is. We all love and support you no matter what. Just keep doing what you’re doing and never look back, life throws punches you punch back. Fuck suicide fuck depression and fuck all the other weights you and a lot of us have to deal with on a daily basis. We act like mental health isn’t there because we can’t see it but it’s more there than physical sickness for most of us. Telling you every day that you’re not good enough or telling you that you can’t do something among many other manifestations. All of us need someone to talk to about this shit, and not just someone who will sit there and nod. Someone who will tell you that you HAVE to keep going, someone who will tell you that you matter. I can say for sure that I would either be dead or on the streets somewhere doing drugs/things I shouldn’t be if I didn’t have that person/people in my life. Id say working my ass off 40 hours a week at a place I don’t really like is a lot better than those two options even though my dumbass brain likes to tell me otherwise. Seriously though, if you feel like you’re not good enough, if you feel like you can’t keep going, just reach out to someone who will listen one on one and just tell them what’s going on. Preferably get professional help if that’s available for you, but the former is a really good first step.
You’ve just got to love the internet sometimes, despite what other things it’s capable of.
And to you HellCastle, I wish the best.
Much love from Turkey, I'm so glad my country has been a savior to your problems. Best of luck to your life in the future, keep it up
15:50 I can actually hear u having tears man respect to you for handling the situation so well I hope the other problems get sorted soon
Oh my god I never thought I would get emotional about a Minecraft video. Im so sorry you had to go through all that.
I wish I was there to donate too because it sounded like you needed that, but such terrible living conditions, I'm glad it all turned out fine for you. Remember, there's always a light at the end of the tunnel, no matter if you see it or not.
Thanks!
thank you Rice "dwahwuiadhwaiu dwuhwaiudhwa" Blades 11
@@HellCastleYT iceblades off wish
@@HellCastleYT Rice Blades 12
I took the time to read your dm with Tyler, can we just take a moment to appreciate how much of a genuine good guy Tyler is he kept supporting you and he is the one who suggested the idea that’s made your life better props to him
Saw this on my recommended, will definitely sub and continue watching. Your stories make your community love you more and appreciate the hard work you put in and realize that not everybody in the world is happy and has everything they need.
I used to spend so much time on hypixel skyblock, and I think I found your channel near the beginning when it had 20-30k subs. Your videos were always so useful and entertaining, you guys quickly became my favourite channel and I enjoyed watching you grow. I quit skyblock mid 2021 and I don't use social other social media like twitter, so I was completely unaware of your situation untill now, when I saw your video on my RUclips home page (first time I've seen your name in forever by the way, and it felt nice to read it and remember the fun times I spent watching and learning from your videos). It really sucked that you had to go through all of that, I had no idea it was that bad for you guys, but I'm glad you had the right friends to help you get through it and I'm thankful to all the amazing people in this community who donated to your cause. Best of luck on your future and your videos, I hope everything goes positively for you from now on :)
Side note - Hearing your voice again and seeing hypixel parkour in the background has brought back so many happy memories of when I used to regularly Minecraft, I've got an urge to go back to it now hahah :)
you have helped me trough some tough times so helping you out was nothing more than instinct to me
As a person who moved to turkey, I can help you as much as you want. My dad moved in turkey when I was just 1. Just telling us what do you need is enough. You are loved hellcastle.
I live in the middle east, this is VERY relatable. I'm so sorry you had to live in this hell of a region and I'm so happy you finally escaped! I hope where ever you are now is much better than here!
I watched this entire video and all the way through it it was pretty emotional and heart-lifting, but for some reason, the first thought that went through my god-forsaken head when I finished the video was "SadCastle"
Hellcastle, things happen for a reason, if ur family is having a hard time then one day it'll turn around even though it doesn't feel like It now
Hope so 😭
this made me freaking tear up, i'm so sorry that you had to go through something like this.
glad you are ok!
I hope ppl of my country are being nice and polite to you. Hope everything goes well for you here
i hope too
I was completely shocked when I read the Story of your life when you first posted it on Twitter. I could rely on everything you’ve said there. It completely changed my way of thinking about different things and stuff, and helped myself to grow stronger, as I was recovering from a similar mental state as you were in Back then. And as I saw your gofundme I shared It with everyone I knew so that your life can change to the better. And I’m so happy that so many people had the same or at least similar thoughts about your Situation and donated all that money you’ve received. Hope you can life a way better life in turkey now and I hope that you and you’re family are doing well in the new place and the hopefully much better life!
Just keep up the content you and Tyler make, because it entertains many people. And always make me feel happier when I’ve got something to watch you two made.
(This represents only my own thoughts about your whole story, so pls don’t judge)
I'm glad to hear a positive story. There are so many stories of someone who didn't or even couldn't make it, but you've pushed through and saved basically your whole family. I'm really glad for you man!
I don't know if this is appropriate to put here but imagine all of the people who we're in the same situation and didn't get this chance of "redeem".
Bro. You. You can't believe this. I randomly stumbled upon this video in my recommended and watched it thinking. _Hmm HellCastle isn't that like the guy who trolled with _*_PeterW_*_ in the davinci scam video like 3 years ago?_
Waitttt a moment, then I click on your channel and I scroll down and see GT content, HOLY CRAP MAN I was like poof mind exploded. I'm mind blown right now. Literally mind blown, I am a massive PeterW fan and I can't believe I stumbled across your channel today so randomly and found out you're the guy who pranked with PeterW. Have a wonderful life man!
now i will not lie this made me tear up but you are lucky that your friends are that good, my friends would write paragraphs, on why i should kill myself but i can't come to do it because my parents are so good and they took the best care of me, i know i should find new friends but i cant since im not good at making friends so i'll say this gladly, don't think about doing it
oh what jeez dude, your friends seem rlly toxic, you rlly should find new ones :( you deserve better. Glad ur parents are awesome tho!
holy crap get some new friends my man i beg you
That was honestly very touching and I don’t hope for anything other than fortune for you and your family
Dude, this man has the best community i've ever seen. I seriously wish that more bigger youtubers have communities like this. Glad you're happy!
(i'm 5 months late.)
you cheer everyone up no one thinks you have done anything bad and no one wants you gone
No clue how it ended in my recommeded tab, but im glad it did... Insantly subbed to you and I wish you nothing but just the best in your future life!
Man I’m glad you’re doing better
Bro that gave me the midnight cry hope u keep having a fine time, and life keeps being positive to you. Keep it up buddy
I am very glad you managed to emigrate from Libanon. Well done for staying strong. Your family needed you to stay strong and you managed to do that. I hope you will have a better time in Turkey ❤️
Dude i feel so bad for you, I really hope you're doing better bro, I can say honestly that everybody here loves your videos and We are here for you whenever you need it. Thanks for being such an amazing creator.
This is the third time watching this video. I honestly cant belive that that one video almost 2 years ago introduced me to this channel and at that time, I had no idea how difficult your life situation. I first got a clue when the Beirut explosion happend that your life is difficult, but it never really stuck with me. I sent a dm on discord to give some encouraging words and thats it. Fast foward to the tweet. I decided to read it all. It honestly shocked me that the nice voice I had been listening to for so long had been through so much trouble. Soon after that I heard words about the gofundme. I sadly couldt donate anything because of my strict parents, but I decided to make up for it by sharing it with everyone I know. I knew at that time that the money raised by that gofundme could save your life so watching all of those incredibly generous donations roll in was so heartwarming. I am so happy for you that you managed to escape such a horrible situation. I really hope you and your family is doing much better now!
I remember meeting you online not too long ago. I was stressed about medschool and you made my day and week a lot better. Glad to see you’re doing better, stay strong
I’m glad it all worked out in the end we all wish you luck for the future
As one of the funniest skyblock creators on yt for me and a lot of other people are extremely grateful that your ok, safe and over all in a better situation. Keep it up Man We love u and Tyler❤️
Bro I am in tears and I feel a bit bad because I did not notice what was happening. But i am so happy to see that all that shitty stuff got better. I went through some bad mental health states as well, in the last years so it makes me even more happy to see a friend like Tyler by your side. He is a real MVP! I feel like it’s kinda awkward to talk to you like I know you in person but I just had to tell you how awesome you are! Keep it up and talk about the things that go through your mind, just like Tyler sad: Let the world know your anger. So I hope you know, that we love you and wish you only the best! Stay strong
I relate to this mental health and self harm stuff a lot. I respect you even more after this. One of the most real youtubers. Love you
you are wanted, and will be wanted forever
keep doing what you're doing hellcastle, and I wish the best of luck to you
-duality
This was so amazing, its so great that u were able to push through the depression but I’m sad the techno couldn’t beat cancer. But I see that we supported him the best we can, and that’s what matters
Bro when I saw your channel it was good content and I didn't know you had to suffer through this mess and now I'm so glad I can support you. Keep going, good luck and have fun.
13:04
SIMON YOU ABSOLUTE G.O.A.T.
3000 to just one of the hundreds of hypixel youtubers
I have massive respect for you dude. It's really hard asking for help and hanging on like that. 👍 live your best life
Not me crying while watching this at 3 am. I am so happy you are here now, words from a non on youtube
Not many RUclips videos can make me cry, but this video hits different.