It is good to see you again and know you are okay. Talk about anything you want when you are up to it. We subscribe to your channel because we like you, that isn't going to change. If you want to do something uplifting show us your beautiful city. Have you thought about getting a kitten? They are so entertaining and they would give you someone to love. Several times over my life I saved an abandoned cat, but it turned out they saved me.
My heart aches for you. Such a sweet young woman, you will prevail, and life will be good once more. We, and I mean most decent people in the world, are all suffering depression as we know all of our Politicians have created all of this strife! Sending prayers for your visas to be quickly resolved.......in your favor!
Please take care. Also please keep posting, but only if you feel up to it, the type of content is secondary. We just want to keep seeing you, dear Ksenia. Stay strong. No storm lasts forever.
Ksenia, I've never met you and most likely never will. But every time something goes crazy in your corner of the world, I think of you. Look at your subscribers, we all love you and we are from damn near everywhere. Just keep us updated when you can. I wish you peace!
Depression will take all your energy away from you. It is essential for your own well-being to take the best care of yourself; that will help you get through difficult times. I pray your relatives stay safe and you can get what you want. Please do not lose hope. 🙏❤
Ksenia, it is understandable that you are feeling down, so sorry... I hope you can fight your way back up from your low place soon. Please know that people enjoy your videos, whatever the subject, because people enjoy watching smart, resourceful and pleasant people. Please take care of yourself XO
Hi Ksenia, nice to see you back on youtube. I'm so sorry that all things are getting you down. It is understandable and there are many others of us feeling the same way. Many years ago I had a very severe breakdown and when I was well enough I joined a yoga class. The teacher of this class was a former psychologist who became a swami and I learned so much from her and these things helped me to recover and become more resilient when faced with life's ups and downs. One of the things that helped me was to learn that the thoughts and judgements about situations determine how we feel. It can be hard to stop judging things as good and bad as we are taught to do this, but it helps to sit with your breath in the present moment and to realise that you are ok. Negative thoughts arise when we start worrying about the past or the future, but if we can stay in the present moment and be mindful and grateful, we are just fine. I am not trying to diminish what you are going through, in fact I admire you enormously, I am only hoping I can share something that may help you through these times. Take care and don't be too hard on yourself.
I am very interested in anything and everything you have to say! We are subscribed to you because we like you and enjoy learning about you and your life. I'm sorry things are so awful for you. These are such terrible times for so many people. Whenever you feel you are able to come back to your channel we will be here. In the meantime please take care of yourself 💛
Take care of yourself first ! You are most important for sure ! I am 76 yrs old, live in Alabama USA and I get depressed listening to our leadership problems and our financial problems . It's like they are doing it on purpose . I believe at my age I have seen the best of the USA and wish my Grandson the best.
It is always good to hear from you! Depression will take away a lot of your energy. Hopefully, through your meditation, you will learn how to relax. I have always found your meal preparations interesting. You are not alone, the way the entire world is today is upsetting most people. Hope to see you soon! ❤
Ksenia, we will always be here for you. Right now you must do what is good for Ksenia ONLY. Try not to worry about things you cannot effect like world events... it is a waste of time because they always get resolved eventually. Bright lights can help with SADS (Seasonal Affective Disorders... dreary weather, short days, etc.). For what it is worth: I never wanted a pet but was convinced by a therapist to get one. It was the best medicine I ever received.
Don't feel pressured to post, Ksenia. Your friends understand :) Focus on your little sanctuary, peace and serenity at home. This is what you have power and ability to do.
HI from Chicago USA ❤️ I followed you because of where you live and my interest in your city. We have a saying here.. KISS keep it simple silly. Just vlog when you shop or eat out or a tourist spot ... Maybe some history of your city. I'm proud of my city ! ( Chicago) I bet if you go back your highest views are on these things ❤❤
I am so glad you were able to make this video. I have been wondering if you are doing okay. Glad to know that you still have a job, not everyone does. It is your priority to keep a roof over your head and food on the table. Since the work is taxing, you should not over load yourself with extra video creation and editing in your time off. We care and hope you can come back to creating when you have time and energy. Everyone has struggles, sometimes it does feel better to share them and get support and understanding. Sometimes it is better to just get thru things without talking about it. Do what helps you most. Sending you good wishes, and hope that better times are ahead for us all, it's crazy all around the world.
I enjoy all your videos. I think it actually helps those of us who are a world away understand better that the Russian people are just like us. The world is a scary place right now. Unfortunately you are a lot closer to these conflicts than most of us. Don't give up hope there's lots of people around the world hoping with you. I know depression is a huge thing to work through. I'm sure we all appreciate any content. I would love to see more of your holiday traditions or any update you can get out. Take care of yourself. Stay safe sending you prayers, love and hope
You could talk to us about anything. It's so interesting to hear firsthand anything about life in Russia from a normal everyday person. I'm from Canada, so I love to hear about everyday life in St. Petersburg. Show us your, your stores you like to shop at for clothes or shoes! Give us a tour of your clothes, show us your shoe store, your breakfast, your plans for apartment decor, any crafts you do, your favorite restaurant etc.. If you're sad make a video about that. Seriously anything. You are a delight to listen to. I know you meditate, but as a Christian, I pray, so if I may, I will pray for your downheartedness. ❤
Do not be depressed Ksenia! You are a very pretty and intelligent girl. You have a wonderful family who loves you, a job and your life can only bring you positive things. Your mood is always so cheerful, you mustn't be sad!! Certainly this is a terrible moment for everyone, this conflicts are the cause of this sadness which pervades the whole world. We hope for the best! Looking forward to seeing some new videos of yours. Take care. Greetings from Italy
I appreciate your honesty. Many people are afraid to admit they have depression and are in need of rest. Here in the the US we have a term for how you are feeling. We call it "burnned out" You've been let down with your Bulgaria plans, and even though you have a smile on your face in the video you are disappointed which is normal. I admire your honesty, and if anything it has given me more respect for you. Many enplorees now days here in the USA are getting "laid off" work. (It is a nice way of saying you are fired because they can't afford to pay you anymorre. But what happens is that the employer still expects the workers that are still there on the job, to not only do their job, but also everyones else's who doesn't work there anymore. It is incredibly unfair, and extremely exhausting to the employees that still work there. It completely deflates their moral. You are burned out! That sounds like what is happening to you at your work. I personally think you are doing the most healthy thing by backing off the videos and taking good care of yourself. I hope you are getting plenty of rest, and that you have some time to be outside walking everyday. You are still young, keep taking good care of yourself, and you will be happier as you age. Besides, RUclips income is not as steady as your job income. Don't worry, I won't unsubscribe, I enjoy you to much, and I will wait for when you feel up to making another video. I have liked all of your videos, so don't doubt or worry about what you will make them about. Just be yourself, that's who I enjoy and like. Sending you hugs to help you feel better and encouraged.❤❤❤😘👍🏼
Ksenia, I am a loyal subscriber and I know many of us watch your channel because you are such an interesting, informative, and intelligent person. One of the greatest strengths of the Russian people throughout history is their ability to "endure the unendurable" and preservere in the most difficult of situations. Yes, you have and to continue to have many challenges in your life but your strong character and your tenacity to face whatever life throws at you and adjust to the situation in a positive way is something that you can be proud of always. Keep fighting the good fight and I am confident that you will achieve your goals and dreams. Take care and remember that you have many friends worldwide that are sending you positive thoughts and prayers. 🫂❤️🙏🕊
I’ve been depressed for many years. I manage most of the time to just keep my head above water but my creative desires don’t exist like they did years ago. I can’t offer any help but I want you to know that I hear you. And I wish you a speedy trip through shitsville. 😔💐💃
I believe that Georgia offers one year visas to Russian residents. But you have a job and you are not in danger so it’s best to stay at your own home. As far as your mental health, meditation will help but have you tried yoga or Pilates? I think that would boost your energy. As far as your video content, I think that your viewers just expect some form of communication, like you did today, just to say how things are there, what sort of information you are getting, how the people around you are thinking or getting along, just life in general. Stay well.
Its good to see you Ksenia. I understand your depression. So sad about Bulgaria although i dont understand what happened. Ill need to see your video again. Although im fro the US i try to follow and empathize and understand peoples lives everywhere. I dont want to make comments to be a problem. But i think you and i have similar thoughts on many issues. I also feel the stress of the problems of the world. In the US we have our own depressing issues, frustrating. Like the world has gone crazy. But you do very well, working, studying and meditation to feel the best you can and be the best you can. Please make videos whether you think we are interested or not i understand you are tired and stressed. Hugs Ksenia! But we love you and want to see and hear you if only for a few minutes. Paka for now and spasibo for all you share with us. 😘
So happy to hear from you We are all feeling the weight of this time. Just pop in when you can so we know you are OK. Hopefully all the new work at work came with a raise in pay. So sorry to hear that your visa application has stalled but hopefully will be approved. Has employment in Russia changed and have interest rates and rubal affected people and business in general ? Please take care of your self and let us know if we can help in any way.
Today I came home from many people telling me I must place my mother in a home for the demented. It has been tiring. The past 4 1/2 years being her only support person constantly is also making me tired. I had downloaded your video with no understanding why or that I had really done it. I began watching , listening. Very interested to hear these things you say. Both of us must remain positive. There is always hope. More importantly there is always peace in our hearts and time to consider what we must do. Not just what power people tell us to do. It is better to have no energy for today than to face tomorrow full of energy to face bad decision. Actions must be who we really are. So I thank you for your talk. You have helped me to find some common sense for my personal needs. I think you will emerge well again if your community can be patient and kind. I pray that it's likewise! Very interesting talk.
As someone who suffers from anxiety and depression and has a tiny RUclips channel, I hope that maybe I might be able to share something with you. Sometimes, being a creator on RUclips isn’t about your viewers but you. By putting your energy into the creative process, it takes your mind off of the negatives in your life. Resting and mediation is nice but it really doesn’t help. The problems just keep eating at your mind. I hope that you make those videos about the silly, small things in your life. Who cares about whether everyone likes them? Be yourself - you are good at it! Film about your breakfast! When the world comes crushing down on us, it’s those little things that matter to us all far more than politics and the big, nasty problems in the world that none of us can change. Perhaps by focusing down to those little things in your life and re-entering the creative process, it will distract you from those crushing problems that you truly can’t do anything about. Stop hoping for change from without and focus on the little things around you that you actually do have control over. You can’t change COVID, cancer, Ukraine or Israel. Obsessing over it is a waste of energy. Meditation and rest are only temporary distractions, bandaids, and they aren’t enough. You CAN change your breakfast, though, and focus on creating content about it. The creative process refocuses your mind better than rest or meditation ever will. Taking control of even a tiny portion of your life, like you RUclips channel, can be far more empowering than anything else you could imagine. I would love to see you over breakfast sometime! Lots of love no matter what!
Hi Ksenia, your video today is something that is interesting to many of us. You simply told us what is happening in and around your life. To those of us not in Russia it gives us a glimpse to what we never see or hear. Meditation - I have practiced various forms of meditation for 50 years (yes, I'm that old). The basics for me come down to breath, quieting the mind (watching the breath helps this), and then listening. Listening to the Inner Self (or whatever you want to call it). I think it is quite beneficial to you to recognize teaching/ passing-along/ presenting meditation to others will enhance your own understanding and practice. All the best. And....keep posting.
I liked your outdoor videos around St. Petersburg the best. Anytime you find yourself traveling is an advantage for video making. Even if it’s local for you. We in distant lands appreciate your viewpoint!
Sorry to hear about your depression. It's understandable. Any topic you pick to film is fine with me. I like you, as you're very interesting. Will pray for your continued recovery. 🙏
Hi from Canada We here are dealing with a terrible government. It is hard everywhere right now. Governments are so corrupt and causing so many problems for us all. Wish I could give you a big hug and say everything will be fine. The world is in a spiritual war. It is a bad time to move with so much uncertainty everywhere. Best to keep your body and mind strong and prepare for whatever is put on us. I don’t think there is any safe country anymore. God is good and prayer is powerful. People do not want to be divided and take sides. They want to live in peace and love their brothers and sisters. You are a beautiful soul and strong. You are NOT alone. We stand with you.
Oh I feel so bad. I cannot imagine how u feel 😢 I do miss u and look forward to seeing your videos I would watch anything u post honestly. Ice been following you for like 2 years. Would doing a live be better because then you wouldn't have edit anything? Take care of yourself! ❤
You are not alone with your feelings about all the horrible events happening in our world. know that you are loved and are a wonderful , kind , and fun person that I’m sure people want to be around! Hang in there and pray for peace ! 🙏🏻☮️💖🙋🏻♀️
It's so good to see another video from you, Ksenia. Please continue to prioritize yourself. We all enjoy your content so much, but we understand that you must take care of yourself first. [Honestly, I think anyone in the world who is not currently going through extreme anxiety and stress is just not paying attention.... (and very clueless and/or extremely fortunate)]. I'm also sorry that your immigration to Bulgaria seems to not be working out. It is all so stressful. Please take good care. We will be missing you but here whenever you come back. Even just small vlogs about your day, if you feel inclined to make them, I'm sure we would watch.
I get it! I don’t want to bring you down over all I’ve been going through. I am wondering something. This might sounds trivial, but here it goes anyway. I live in the USA and there is a trend to find river rocks on riverbanks(they are smoother than others) and paint them scenes of all sorts and positive words. There are many ideas on line. Then spray with a spray that locks in the paint and helps them not look bad quickly. Then hide them(in plain site) for strangers to find. I found a rock like I’m describing at one of the very worst times of my life 6 years ago and it turned my whole day around, so I took up the hobby and have been enjoying it ever since. I find the paints and spray at craft stores, but of course they can be bought on line too. You could hide them and give ideas where they can be found, and film for us if you wish. I would love that. Sending a giant virtual hug your way!
Nice to see you, I hope all will go better. You know, you could do something simple too when you have time, no need to pull anything super great, or long Just take care yourself 🌹🤗
Darling we/ i love you very much indeed. Wait until Springtime..and we will both feel boosted and Happy Ksenia don't give up, love you deeply darling xxx
Hey zenia. Thanks for sharing this. It's always nice to see your videos. We're living in dark times at the moment. And typically a News junkie and even I have to force myself to turn off the news. I can also relate to what you say about the seasons changing and the daylight getting shorter. I live in the u.s. in Minnesota where, despite the nice fall that we're having, fall for us as a reminder of the cold dark winter that's coming. I know for me when it gets dark around 5 p.m. my body starts to think that it's 8 p.m. or 9 p.m. which makes it difficult to do anything in the evenings. I hope that you take care of yourself in these difficult times and that your relatives in Israel stay safe. ❤
What do you like to eat! What is the favorite pet and most unusual pet St. Pertersberg people have? How do Russian have fun in winter? What is Christmas like in Russia? What do you study in Russia, what are your big take aways? Where should the world Travel to see in St. Petersburg? How do Russians keep warm in Winter? Where do Russians go to church? Do Russians make snow men in winter? Where do you ski, ice skate, sled in Russia? Hovercrafts are famous in Russia - How are they used in Russian on the frozen rivers? Do you use LED grow lights during the winter months to help your mind offset the lack of light during winter like people living in Alaska? Do you visit the opera house? Do you do ice fishing? or take Ice Bath? Any hot springs? What sports are Russians really into? What do Russian Grandma's do with their free time? Where do Russians shop? What card games, or board games do Russians love to play? Is there a hockey team in St. Petersburg? Is there an Old Town/Christmas Market? Any good gifts to buy? Must see Food to Eat? What are really cool local businesses you can tour in St. Petersburg? What things do Russians love to eat from other countries? So many questions that we need your help with. Thanks for being Incredible, love your show!
Thank you for sharing. I subscribe because you share everyday (to you) experiences living in Russia, and your calming voice. One of my favorite videos from you was the one where you bought a bunch of newspapers and went through them, giving us your interpretation of the articles. Heck I'd watch a weekly version of that. Take care of yourself. When you come back I'll be here to watch! Cheers from Texas.
I don't think I've commented before. Thank you for sharing your updates, and I hope you have restful holidays. I echo what you say about meditation. I am so glad that you have found something that provides some relief. Thinking of you and wishing you the best this winter.
This was a good video - good to see you...! There are many depressing things happening for so many people everywhere. Your anxiety and 'depression' is to be expected in these circumstances. Having been in your shoes... may I suggest that you live 'mindfully' (in the moment). Just be grateful for the shelter you have... for your 'busy' job and for any comfort that the moment provides. Small acts of grace and gratitude can help chip away at a 'big block' of depression; that activity helped me overcome a deep depression. If there was one act of kindness I could do, like simply feeding birds or giving up my seat in a bus... I could feel 'some value' in my existence, and acknowledge that in that moment I was 'lucky' to be strong and physically healthy enough. It was a lot like putting one foot in front of the other for a long journey - I just believed that the journey would come to an end one way or other - the only thing I could do was to keep moving. You are in my thoughts and prayers. This video has been very reassuring. Thank you for posting!! Stay strong and safe.
Ksenia, you are a window into a part of the world about which so many of us are ignorant. Your day to day life is interesting. So just be you. We know so little and is so curated by RUclips, Google, FaceBook, that we don't know what to think. When your state fails you, you have to make your own decisions. If your meditation course is causing anxiety, you are maybe doing the wrong meditation course. I don't mean that the meditation is wrong. If I can help, by talking to you, please message me. I am a dharma student. Thank you so much for this video and being so kind as to explain what is happening to you. I haven't unsubscribed and won't.
Hi Keshia, thank you for sharing your life with us ( good and bad news) . Do no let work pressure you too much. You can only do what you can do. Enjoy your free time and we will be here whenever you choose to post. I have a normal non interesting life so learning about other peoples life is of interest to me. We are all doing our best . Be happy . Yvonne , Ireland 🇮🇪☘️🇮🇪
Good to see you again! Wish you all the best! Since you are having a hard time, we will all be interested in hearing from you. It's more meaningfull than hearing only "sunshine stories"
It is good to hear you again my dear. I think that most of us want to know primarily how you are getting along and what is your "state of mind." Are you in a good place or a bad place 'mentally,' these are the things we wish to know. I think, just by listening to this one, you're mostly not in a good place right now...in your head. I hope some things start going your way soon, so that can improve. Please say only what you feel like, we're just glad to see you again. Much love from Florida.
It's ok I'm proud of you .Your honestly is refreshing. This will work out .God doesn't make mistakes . Yes be a teacher. We love your videos . Tethered is a reason your still there relax on you weekends ...I find painting with water colors. Helpful Daisys in the summer.🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻
Thanks Ksenia. Sorry you're having such a hard time. I loved the way you snapped your fingers to change the scene, like magic. I wonder if you will do some guided meditations on RUclips, you have a very calming voice.
Thanks for your update. So sorry that your plans have not been completed as quickly as you had hoped for. I look forward to your next video whenever you are able to post.
Good to see you back....always love your videos .......everyone is feeling unsettled with everything that is going on in the world and at our back-door.....if we all keep talking and look out for each other we will all together get through this just like many generations have before us....
What you make videos about depends I think on whether you want/need to grow your channel significantly. If you focus on personal or travel matters, you will keep those of us who have been with you for a while, but you may well turn off those looking for youtubers in your country who do focus on certain "events". This later group is much larger. I dont really know you, but from what I've seen in previous videos I think it would upset you too much to focus on "events" anyway.
Dearest Ksenia (if by some chance you see this) you, your life to some extent reflects many of ours! The difference is that you take the trouble to be transparent AND share you journey. ❤ The narrative is natural i.e you can't post videos right now, but essentially you do when you can and you do it well! For me I have no intrisive interest in your daily life, yet it has been fun when you 'cook' etc. I simply enjoy your company, finding your curious nature comfortable and as other followers realise, you have intelligent and keen eye for detail and are humorous; a critical observer of what's going on! Really sorry about Bulgaria situation. I'd say visit when and if you can, put the aims aside temporarily, but don't neglect what you can do, in follow-up etc. 💚💙❤️ Great to see you, hope you family at home and abroad get through it all!
I am so sorry that you are feeling sad by all the events from the past 3-4 years. I do understand. I hope you will be with your family this holiday season and that will be a start to a good New Year. I will look forward when you are able to video again. All the best to you!
I am glad you posted this video. I am sorry you have depression and anxiety. It is important to take care of yourself. Your supporters will wait for videos while you get better. On the topic of videos, i would watch a video of you reading the instructions to assemble furniture, especially if you are smiling. Please be safe, and try to remember you are human, you are important, and many people like you just the way you are. 🙂
Thanks, I needed the update. I look forward to the brighter days. Every day life is more interesting than politics. I have learned from you that Russia is just as normal as life in EU, apartment, supermarked, jobs, transport and so on. No worries after winter comes spring. Make sure not to burn out. See you.
Thanks for the update. My internal clock caused me to wonder about you just last evening . You have drawn us in to your life over the last several years. I know I am appreciative of whatever you choose to share. Peace and love to you and yours.
Thank you for providing the update!! You are so awesome and don’t you forget it! Many of us don’t agree with these politics and we are protesting for peace from our end. Please stay strong! You are very valuable and I love your content! Signed, just a girl from NYC. 🤗☮️
You’ve been thru a lot. Why not take a little break and come back refreshed. You need to take care of you! I will miss you but I’d rather you give yourself some much needed care. Hang in there! I’m not going anywhere! ❤😊👍
I wish you good health and happiness from the USA. Thanks for explaining what is going on. I know lots of people are worried about the "political situation" all over the world. I truly believe all citizens of the various countries could get along without all of the political leaders! We work hard and expend lots of energy doing our best and someone else takes a large share and leaves us with very little. Winter is looming and the dark, cold, and snow are just a few weeks away. Try hard to not get 'cabin fever' and a special project or video might take your mind off the current issues. We all wish you a very good end of the year and happiness. Keep smiling and do not give up! Blessings to you and your family.
greetings from israel! i love your channel and your videos, this is the first youtube video i seen for a lot of time as i watch mainly news these days..
Hi Ksenia! It's really nice to hear from you again. I'm always interested in what you have to say, I like how you are down to earth and honest! I hope things start going good for you and that you start feeling better soon my friend! You take care of yourself and get the much deserved rest that you need!
Ksenia, please take care of yourself, we all understand. I think most of us are feeling the same regardless of the country we are in. Much love and I will remember you in my prayers, that’s a promise! Talk about whatever you feel like that won’t get you into trouble :-). Love to your sweet mother 😘
I love your every day topics. Just to see normal life in Russia and your life. Shopping, cooking, walking vlogs in parks. I liked your old Russia and museum videos too. I'm one of your oldest fans and subscribers.❤hugs to you as always from Kansas USA🙏🌈💋
It is good to see you again and know you are okay. Talk about anything you want when you are up to it. We subscribe to your channel because we like you, that isn't going to change. If you want to do something uplifting show us your beautiful city. Have you thought about getting a kitten? They are so entertaining and they would give you someone to love. Several times over my life I saved an abandoned cat, but it turned out they saved me.
If she has so much work and is under so much pressure, a kitten she does not need!
@@nickvasilakis If you are a person who loves animals it is exactly what is needed, but it is her decision to make.
Very well said. Good advice about the kitty!!❤
My heart aches for you. Such a sweet young woman, you will prevail, and life will be good once more. We, and I mean most decent people in the world, are all suffering depression as we know all of our Politicians have created all of this strife! Sending prayers for your visas to be quickly resolved.......in your favor!
Please take care. Also please keep posting, but only if you feel up to it, the type of content is secondary. We just want to keep seeing you, dear Ksenia. Stay strong. No storm lasts forever.
Ksenia, I've never met you and most likely never will. But every time something goes crazy in your corner of the world, I think of you. Look at your subscribers, we all love you and we are from damn near everywhere. Just keep us updated when you can. I wish you peace!
Depression will take all your energy away from you. It is essential for your own well-being to take the best care of yourself; that will help you get through difficult times. I pray your relatives stay safe and you can get what you want. Please do not lose hope. 🙏❤
Ksenia, it is understandable that you are feeling down, so sorry... I hope you can fight your way back up from your low place soon. Please know that people enjoy your videos, whatever the subject, because people enjoy watching smart, resourceful and pleasant people. Please take care of yourself XO
Hi Ksenia, nice to see you back on youtube. I'm so sorry that all things are getting you down. It is understandable and there are many others of us feeling the same way. Many years ago I had a very severe breakdown and when I was well enough I joined a yoga class. The teacher of this class was a former psychologist who became a swami and I learned so much from her and these things helped me to recover and become more resilient when faced with life's ups and downs. One of the things that helped me was to learn that the thoughts and judgements about situations determine how we feel. It can be hard to stop judging things as good and bad as we are taught to do this, but it helps to sit with your breath in the present moment and to realise that you are ok. Negative thoughts arise when we start worrying about the past or the future, but if we can stay in the present moment and be mindful and grateful, we are just fine. I am not trying to diminish what you are going through, in fact I admire you enormously, I am only hoping I can share something that may help you through these times. Take care and don't be too hard on yourself.
I am very interested in anything and everything you have to say! We are subscribed to you because we like you and enjoy learning about you and your life. I'm sorry things are so awful for you. These are such terrible times for so many people. Whenever you feel you are able to come back to your channel we will be here. In the meantime please take care of yourself 💛
well said 💖
Please don't feel pressured to provide us with entertainment. We're pleased that you are doing well and are healthy. Thank you.
Take care of yourself first ! You are most important for sure ! I am 76 yrs old, live in Alabama USA and I get depressed listening to our leadership problems and our financial problems . It's like they are doing it on purpose . I believe at my age I have seen the best of the USA and wish my Grandson the best.
It is always good to hear from you! Depression will take away a lot of your energy. Hopefully, through your meditation, you will learn how to relax. I have always found your meal preparations interesting. You are not alone, the way the entire world is today is upsetting most people. Hope to see you soon! ❤
Ksenia, we will always be here for you. Right now you must do what is good for Ksenia ONLY. Try not to worry about things you cannot effect like world events... it is a waste of time because they always get resolved eventually. Bright lights can help with SADS (Seasonal Affective Disorders... dreary weather, short days, etc.). For what it is worth: I never wanted a pet but was convinced by a therapist to get one. It was the best medicine I ever received.
Don't feel pressured to post, Ksenia. Your friends understand :) Focus on your little sanctuary, peace and serenity at home. This is what you have power and ability to do.
So good to see you again. Take care of yourself! Just post videos when you can, dont put anymore pressure on yourself!
HI from Chicago USA ❤️
I followed you because of where you live and my interest in your city.
We have a saying here.. KISS keep it simple silly.
Just vlog when you shop or eat out or a tourist spot ... Maybe some history of your city. I'm proud of my city ! ( Chicago)
I bet if you go back your highest views are on these things ❤❤
I am so glad you were able to make this video. I have been wondering if you are doing okay. Glad to know that you still have a job, not everyone does. It is your priority to keep a roof over your head and food on the table. Since the work is taxing, you should not over load yourself with extra video creation and editing in your time off. We care and hope you can come back to creating when you have time and energy. Everyone has struggles, sometimes it does feel better to share them and get support and understanding. Sometimes it is better to just get thru things without talking about it. Do what helps you most. Sending you good wishes, and hope that better times are ahead for us all, it's crazy all around the world.
I enjoy all your videos. I think it actually helps those of us who are a world away understand better that the Russian people are just like us. The world is a scary place right now. Unfortunately you are a lot closer to these conflicts than most of us. Don't give up hope there's lots of people around the world hoping with you. I know depression is a huge thing to work through. I'm sure we all appreciate any content. I would love to see more of your holiday traditions or any update you can get out. Take care of yourself. Stay safe sending you prayers, love and hope
You could talk to us about anything. It's so interesting to hear firsthand anything about life in Russia from a normal everyday person. I'm from Canada, so I love to hear about everyday life in St. Petersburg. Show us your, your stores you like to shop at for clothes or shoes! Give us a tour of your clothes, show us your shoe store, your breakfast, your plans for apartment decor, any crafts you do, your favorite restaurant etc.. If you're sad make a video about that. Seriously anything. You are a delight to listen to.
I know you meditate, but as a Christian, I pray, so if I may, I will pray for your downheartedness. ❤
The last three years have been rough for all of us. We have all kind of issues in the US.. We have to have faith and move on. Take care of yourself.
Sorry but there is rough and then there is rough.
You americans are a little dramatic
There is rough and then there is rough
I think the quality of life in America is bad, but just like in Russia, I think it's our own fault, even if the circumstances are different.
@@Korpen_1979 A lot probably depends on where you live. In Leningrad or Moscow, it's easier than, for example. somewhere in a third-class city.
Stay strong things will get better 💪💪🙏🙏❤
Do not be depressed Ksenia! You are a very pretty and intelligent girl. You have a wonderful family who loves you, a job and your life can only bring you positive things. Your mood is always so cheerful, you mustn't be sad!! Certainly this is a terrible moment for everyone, this conflicts are the cause of this sadness which pervades the whole world. We hope for the best! Looking forward to seeing some new videos of yours. Take care. Greetings from Italy
I appreciate your honesty. Many people are afraid to admit they have depression and are in need of rest. Here in the the US we have a term for how you are feeling. We call it "burnned out" You've been let down with your Bulgaria plans, and even though you have a smile on your face in the video you are disappointed which is normal. I admire your honesty, and if anything it has given me more respect for you. Many enplorees now days here in the USA are getting "laid off" work. (It is a nice way of saying you are fired because they can't afford to pay you anymorre. But what happens is that the employer still expects the workers that are still there on the job, to not only do their job, but also everyones else's who doesn't work there anymore. It is incredibly unfair, and extremely exhausting to the employees that still work there. It completely deflates their moral. You are burned out! That sounds like what is happening to you at your work. I personally think you are doing the most healthy thing by backing off the videos and taking good care of yourself. I hope you are getting plenty of rest, and that you have some time to be outside walking everyday. You are still young, keep taking good care of yourself, and you will be happier as you age. Besides, RUclips income is not as steady as your job income. Don't worry, I won't unsubscribe, I enjoy you to much, and I will wait for when you feel up to making another video. I have liked all of your videos, so don't doubt or worry about what you will make them about. Just be yourself, that's who I enjoy and like. Sending you hugs to help you feel better and encouraged.❤❤❤😘👍🏼
❤love you , you just do what you need to...we will wait for you...
Thank you...👍😎
Ksenia, I am a loyal subscriber and I know many of us watch your channel because you are such an interesting, informative, and intelligent person. One of the greatest strengths of the Russian people throughout history is their ability to "endure the unendurable" and preservere in the most difficult of situations. Yes, you have and to continue to have many challenges in your life but your strong character and your tenacity to face whatever life throws at you and adjust to the situation in a positive way is something that you can be proud of always. Keep fighting the good fight and I am confident that you will achieve your goals and dreams. Take care and remember that you have many friends worldwide that are sending you positive thoughts and prayers. 🫂❤️🙏🕊
I’ve been depressed for many years. I manage most of the time to just keep my head above water but my creative desires don’t exist like they did years ago. I can’t offer any help but I want you to know that I hear you. And I wish you a speedy trip through shitsville. 😔💐💃
I believe that Georgia offers one year visas to Russian residents. But you have a job and you are not in danger so it’s best to stay at your own home. As far as your mental health, meditation will help but have you tried yoga or Pilates? I think that would boost your energy. As far as your video content, I think that your viewers just expect some form of communication, like you did today, just to say how things are there, what sort of information you are getting, how the people around you are thinking or getting along, just life in general. Stay well.
Yes, even a short video is good.
Bless you Ksenia. You are a wonderful person. Hope you feel better soon. Keep strong. ❤
Its good to see you Ksenia. I understand your depression. So sad about Bulgaria although i dont understand what happened. Ill need to see your video again. Although im fro the US i try to follow and empathize and understand peoples lives everywhere. I dont want to make comments to be a problem. But i think you and i have similar thoughts on many issues. I also feel the stress of the problems of the world. In the US we have our own depressing issues, frustrating. Like the world has gone crazy. But you do very well, working, studying and meditation to feel the best you can and be the best you can. Please make videos whether you think we are interested or not i understand you are tired and stressed. Hugs Ksenia! But we love you and want to see and hear you if only for a few minutes. Paka for now and spasibo for all you share with us. 😘
So happy to hear from you We are all feeling the weight of this time. Just pop in when you can so we know you are OK. Hopefully all the new work at work came with a raise in pay. So sorry to hear that your visa application has stalled but hopefully will be approved. Has employment in Russia changed and have interest rates and rubal affected people and business in general ? Please take care of your self and let us know if we can help in any way.
Good to see you in a video again. I enjoy all of your videos-even making breakfast.😊
Sending much love & peace from NY.
Today I came home from many people telling me I must place my mother in a home for the demented. It has been tiring. The past 4 1/2 years being her only support person constantly is also making me tired. I had downloaded your video with no understanding why or that I had really done it. I began watching , listening. Very interested to hear these things you say. Both of us must remain positive. There is always hope. More importantly there is always peace in our hearts and time to consider what we must do. Not just what power people tell us to do. It is better to have no energy for today than to face tomorrow full of energy to face bad decision. Actions must be who we really are. So I thank you for your talk. You have helped me to find some common sense for my personal needs. I think you will emerge well again if your community can be patient and kind. I pray that it's likewise! Very interesting talk.
THANKS FOR UPDATE
Good to see you again. Hope your plans work out and the situation changes for the better. Good luck and take care.
As someone who suffers from anxiety and depression and has a tiny RUclips channel, I hope that maybe I might be able to share something with you.
Sometimes, being a creator on RUclips isn’t about your viewers but you. By putting your energy into the creative process, it takes your mind off of the negatives in your life. Resting and mediation is nice but it really doesn’t help. The problems just keep eating at your mind.
I hope that you make those videos about the silly, small things in your life. Who cares about whether everyone likes them? Be yourself - you are good at it! Film about your breakfast! When the world comes crushing down on us, it’s those little things that matter to us all far more than politics and the big, nasty problems in the world that none of us can change.
Perhaps by focusing down to those little things in your life and re-entering the creative process, it will distract you from those crushing problems that you truly can’t do anything about. Stop hoping for change from without and focus on the little things around you that you actually do have control over.
You can’t change COVID, cancer, Ukraine or Israel. Obsessing over it is a waste of energy. Meditation and rest are only temporary distractions, bandaids, and they aren’t enough. You CAN change your breakfast, though, and focus on creating content about it. The creative process refocuses your mind better than rest or meditation ever will.
Taking control of even a tiny portion of your life, like you RUclips channel, can be far more empowering than anything else you could imagine.
I would love to see you over breakfast sometime! Lots of love no matter what!
Hi Ksenia, your video today is something that is interesting to many of us. You simply told us what is happening in and around your life. To those of us not in Russia it gives us a glimpse to what we never see or hear.
Meditation - I have practiced various forms of meditation for 50 years (yes, I'm that old). The basics for me come down to breath, quieting the mind (watching the breath helps this), and then listening. Listening to the Inner Self (or whatever you want to call it). I think it is quite beneficial to you to recognize teaching/ passing-along/ presenting meditation to others will enhance your own understanding and practice. All the best. And....keep posting.
I liked your outdoor videos around St. Petersburg the best. Anytime you find yourself traveling is an advantage for video making. Even if it’s local for you. We in distant lands appreciate your viewpoint!
Big hugs ! Everything will be ok.
Sorry to hear about your depression. It's understandable. Any topic you pick to film is fine with me. I like you, as you're very interesting. Will pray for your continued recovery. 🙏
Hi from Canada
We here are dealing with a terrible government. It is hard everywhere right now. Governments are so corrupt and causing so many problems for us all. Wish I could give you a big hug and say everything will be fine. The world is in a spiritual war. It is a bad time to move with so much uncertainty everywhere. Best to keep your body and mind strong and prepare for whatever is put on us. I don’t think there is any safe country anymore. God is good and prayer is powerful.
People do not want to be divided and take sides. They want to live in peace and love their brothers and sisters. You are a beautiful soul and strong. You are NOT alone. We stand with you.
Ive been following channel for the last year or so. You do such a great job. Keep it coming.
Thank you so much!
Oh I feel so bad. I cannot imagine how u feel 😢 I do miss u and look forward to seeing your videos I would watch anything u post honestly. Ice been following you for like 2 years. Would doing a live be better because then you wouldn't have edit anything?
Take care of yourself! ❤
You are not alone with your feelings about all the horrible events happening in our world. know that you are loved and are a wonderful , kind , and fun person that I’m sure people want to be around! Hang in there and pray for peace ! 🙏🏻☮️💖🙋🏻♀️
It's so good to see another video from you, Ksenia. Please continue to prioritize yourself. We all enjoy your content so much, but we understand that you must take care of yourself first. [Honestly, I think anyone in the world who is not currently going through extreme anxiety and stress is just not paying attention.... (and very clueless and/or extremely fortunate)]. I'm also sorry that your immigration to Bulgaria seems to not be working out. It is all so stressful. Please take good care. We will be missing you but here whenever you come back. Even just small vlogs about your day, if you feel inclined to make them, I'm sure we would watch.
Was wondering where you were. I missed you. Great to see you again..and hopefully your back on track...
You take care of you. So sorry you are going through such a rough time. I too deal with depression and anxiety. I understand how you feel.
Good to see you. I empathise with how you feel. Have faith, all will be well. My prayers are with you.
Nick
Hi, thank you for sharing your videos. I hope things get easier and that your mother stays healthy. I also hope that someday you can get to Bulgaria.
I get it! I don’t want to bring you down over all I’ve been going through. I am wondering something. This might sounds trivial, but here it goes anyway. I live in the USA and there is a trend to find river rocks on riverbanks(they are smoother than others) and paint them scenes of all sorts and positive words. There are many ideas on line. Then spray with a spray that locks in the paint and helps them not look bad quickly. Then hide them(in plain site) for strangers to find. I found a rock like I’m describing at one of the very worst times of my life 6 years ago and it turned my whole day around, so I took up the hobby and have been enjoying it ever since. I find the paints and spray at craft stores, but of course they can be bought on line too. You could hide them and give ideas where they can be found, and film for us if you wish. I would love that. Sending a giant virtual hug your way!
God bless you Xsenia, God bless us every one.
Thanks!
Thank you so much!
Thank you for the update. Take Care I and many of your fans will wait for you as long as it takes. Your wellbeing is very important.
Nice to see you, I hope all will go better. You know, you could do something simple too when you have time, no need to pull anything super great, or long Just take care yourself 🌹🤗
Please, take care of yourself and do what is best for you😊
Good to see you Ksenia, things will improve in time.
Wishing you recovery, please don't worry any more.
Love to you, thankyou for this update x
Darling we/ i love you very much indeed.
Wait until Springtime..and we will both feel boosted and Happy
Ksenia don't give up, love you deeply darling xxx
Hey zenia. Thanks for sharing this. It's always nice to see your videos. We're living in dark times at the moment. And typically a News junkie and even I have to force myself to turn off the news. I can also relate to what you say about the seasons changing and the daylight getting shorter. I live in the u.s. in Minnesota where, despite the nice fall that we're having, fall for us as a reminder of the cold dark winter that's coming. I know for me when it gets dark around 5 p.m. my body starts to think that it's 8 p.m. or 9 p.m. which makes it difficult to do anything in the evenings. I hope that you take care of yourself in these difficult times and that your relatives in Israel stay safe. ❤
What do you like to eat! What is the favorite pet and most unusual pet St. Pertersberg people have? How do Russian have fun in winter? What is Christmas like in Russia? What do you study in Russia, what are your big take aways? Where should the world Travel to see in St. Petersburg? How do Russians keep warm in Winter? Where do Russians go to church? Do Russians make snow men in winter? Where do you ski, ice skate, sled in Russia? Hovercrafts are famous in Russia - How are they used in Russian on the frozen rivers? Do you use LED grow lights during the winter months to help your mind offset the lack of light during winter like people living in Alaska? Do you visit the opera house? Do you do ice fishing? or take Ice Bath? Any hot springs? What sports are Russians really into? What do Russian Grandma's do with their free time? Where do Russians shop? What card games, or board games do Russians love to play? Is there a hockey team in St. Petersburg? Is there an Old Town/Christmas Market? Any good gifts to buy? Must see Food to Eat? What are really cool local businesses you can tour in St. Petersburg? What things do Russians love to eat from other countries? So many questions that we need your help with. Thanks for being Incredible, love your show!
Awesome ideas❤
Great Ideas
Teach us, your viewers, meditation.
We can all meditate on world peace...
Great suggestions!
Yes, perfect
Thank you for sharing. I subscribe because you share everyday (to you) experiences living in Russia, and your calming voice. One of my favorite videos from you was the one where you bought a bunch of newspapers and went through them, giving us your interpretation of the articles. Heck I'd watch a weekly version of that.
Take care of yourself. When you come back I'll be here to watch! Cheers from Texas.
Do some crafts like crochet or watercolor! To take your mind to a relaxing state each evening! We understand!
I'm from India, just wanted to say take care of yourself. 🇮🇳🙏
It is so good to see you back. To see you’re ok. I was getting worried
I don't think I've commented before. Thank you for sharing your updates, and I hope you have restful holidays. I echo what you say about meditation. I am so glad that you have found something that provides some relief. Thinking of you and wishing you the best this winter.
I have been thinking about you and checking to see if there was a video ... welcome back ‼️ (from UK)
St. Petersburg cooking channel. Teach us how to make Russian common foods.
If cooking yourself is too much for your current schdule, perhaps showing local food places that have dishes you like.
She cooks in some of her older videos.
This was a good video - good to see you...! There are many depressing things happening for so many people everywhere. Your anxiety and 'depression' is to be expected in these circumstances. Having been in your shoes... may I suggest that you live 'mindfully' (in the moment). Just be grateful for the shelter you have... for your 'busy' job and for any comfort that the moment provides. Small acts of grace and gratitude can help chip away at a 'big block' of depression; that activity helped me overcome a deep depression. If there was one act of kindness I could do, like simply feeding birds or giving up my seat in a bus... I could feel 'some value' in my existence, and acknowledge that in that moment I was 'lucky' to be strong and physically healthy enough. It was a lot like putting one foot in front of the other for a long journey - I just believed that the journey would come to an end one way or other - the only thing I could do was to keep moving. You are in my thoughts and prayers. This video has been very reassuring. Thank you for posting!! Stay strong and safe.
Ksenia, you are a window into a part of the world about which so many of us are ignorant. Your day to day life is interesting. So just be you. We know so little and is so curated by RUclips, Google, FaceBook, that we don't know what to think. When your state fails you, you have to make your own decisions.
If your meditation course is causing anxiety, you are maybe doing the wrong meditation course. I don't mean that the meditation is wrong.
If I can help, by talking to you, please message me. I am a dharma student.
Thank you so much for this video and being so kind as to explain what is happening to you. I haven't unsubscribed and won't.
Hi Keshia, thank you for sharing your life with us ( good and bad news) . Do no let work pressure you too much. You can only do what you can do. Enjoy your free time and we will be here whenever you choose to post. I have a normal non interesting life so learning about other peoples life is of interest to me. We are all doing our best . Be happy . Yvonne , Ireland 🇮🇪☘️🇮🇪
Good to see you again! Wish you all the best! Since you are having a hard time, we will all be interested in hearing from you. It's more meaningfull than hearing only "sunshine stories"
It is good to hear you again my dear. I think that most of us want to know primarily how you are getting along and what is your "state of mind." Are you in a good place or a bad place 'mentally,' these are the things we wish to know. I think, just by listening to this one, you're mostly not in a good place right now...in your head. I hope some things start going your way soon, so that can improve. Please say only what you feel like, we're just glad to see you again. Much love from Florida.
Sending you a big hug. ❤ We will be here waiting for you!
It's ok I'm proud of you .Your honestly is refreshing. This will work out .God doesn't make mistakes .
Yes be a teacher. We love your videos .
Tethered is a reason your still there relax on you weekends ...I find painting with water colors. Helpful Daisys in the summer.🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻
Thanks Ksenia. Sorry you're having such a hard time. I loved the way you snapped your fingers to change the scene, like magic. I wonder if you will do some guided meditations on RUclips, you have a very calming voice.
Thank you for your donation! Yes, I think I will do online meditations as soon as I finish the course.
Thanks for your update. So sorry that your plans have not been completed as quickly as you had hoped for. I look forward to your next video whenever you are able to post.
Take care from Alberta Canada.
Good to see you back....always love your videos .......everyone is feeling unsettled with everything that is going on in the world and at our back-door.....if we all keep talking and look out for each other we will all together get through this just like many generations have before us....
What you make videos about depends I think on whether you want/need to grow your channel significantly. If you focus on personal or travel matters, you will keep those of us who have been with you for a while, but you may well turn off those looking for youtubers in your country who do focus on certain "events". This later group is much larger. I dont really know you, but from what I've seen in previous videos I think it would upset you too much to focus on "events" anyway.
Thank you for the video amiga ... I love your "A day in the life" subjects ... stay strong !!! .. Javier from Houston, Texas
thanks for sharing. I would watch a video of you making breakfast a Russian breakfast, lunch or dinner.
Dearest Ksenia (if by some chance you see this) you, your life to some extent reflects many of ours! The difference is that you take the trouble to be transparent AND share you journey. ❤
The narrative is natural i.e you can't post videos right now, but essentially you do when you can and you do it well!
For me I have no intrisive interest in your daily life, yet it has been fun when you 'cook' etc. I simply enjoy your company, finding your curious nature comfortable and as other followers realise, you have intelligent and keen eye for detail and are humorous; a critical observer of what's going on!
Really sorry about Bulgaria situation. I'd say visit when and if you can, put the aims aside temporarily, but don't neglect what you can do, in follow-up etc. 💚💙❤️
Great to see you, hope you family at home and abroad get through it all!
I am so sorry that you are feeling sad by all the events from the past 3-4 years. I do understand. I hope you will be with your family this holiday season and that will be a start to a good New Year. I will look forward when you are able to video again. All the best to you!
Courage, i fully understand you. I would be your friend if we were in the same city 😔
Just stay well! We will still be here! Don't give up on relocating - it could still happen!
I am glad you posted this video. I am sorry you have depression and anxiety. It is important to take care of yourself. Your supporters will wait for videos while you get better. On the topic of videos, i would watch a video of you reading the instructions to assemble furniture, especially if you are smiling. Please be safe, and try to remember you are human, you are important, and many people like you just the way you are. 🙂
Thanks for the update, Ksenia. Take care of yourself !
Thanks, I needed the update. I look forward to the brighter days. Every day life is more interesting than politics. I have learned from you that Russia is just as normal as life in EU, apartment, supermarked, jobs, transport and so on. No worries after winter comes spring. Make sure not to burn out. See you.
Thanks for the update. Take care. 💕 from Canada 🇨🇦
Sending you positive energy. Wishing peace and harmony in this world. ☮️
Thanks for the update. My internal clock caused me to wonder about you just last evening . You have drawn us in to your life over the last several years. I know I am appreciative of whatever you choose to share. Peace and love to you and yours.
Thank you for providing the update!! You are so awesome and don’t you forget it! Many of us don’t agree with these politics and we are protesting for peace from our end. Please stay strong! You are very valuable and I love your content! Signed, just a girl from NYC. 🤗☮️
You’ve been thru a lot. Why not take a little break and come back refreshed. You need to take care of you! I will miss you but I’d rather you give yourself some much needed care. Hang in there! I’m not going anywhere! ❤😊👍
I wish you good health and happiness from the USA. Thanks for explaining what is going on. I know lots of people are worried about the "political situation" all over the world. I truly believe all citizens of the various countries could get along without all of the political leaders! We work hard and expend lots of energy doing our best and someone else takes a large share and leaves us with very little. Winter is looming and the dark, cold, and snow are just a few weeks away. Try hard to not get 'cabin fever' and a special project or video might take your mind off the current issues. We all wish you a very good end of the year and happiness. Keep smiling and do not give up! Blessings to you and your family.
Hello Dear Ksenia, warm greetings from Australia. Thank you for your content. May God bless you and keep you well 😊
I wish you and your family health and good luck, for the changes that will come! if you feel it, make some lives
Hang in there Ksenia, sending positive thoughts and prayers your way
greetings from israel! i love your channel and your videos, this is the first youtube video i seen for a lot of time as i watch mainly news these days..
I hope you are doing good! Be safe!
Hi Ksenia! It's really nice to hear from you again. I'm always interested in what you have to say, I like how you are down to earth and honest!
I hope things start going good for you and that you start feeling better soon my friend!
You take care of yourself and get the much deserved rest that you need!
Kseniia.... I enjoy your blogs and I am looking forward to the day when you start vlogging again ! Love from Australia !🦘🇦🇺🌹
My thoughts and prayers for things to improve for you and your life.
Ksenia, please take care of yourself, we all understand. I think most of us are feeling the same regardless of the country we are in. Much love and I will remember you in my prayers, that’s a promise! Talk about whatever you feel like that won’t get you into trouble :-). Love to your sweet mother 😘
I love your every day topics. Just to see normal life in Russia and your life. Shopping, cooking, walking vlogs in parks. I liked your old Russia and museum videos too. I'm one of your oldest fans and subscribers.❤hugs to you as always from Kansas USA🙏🌈💋
Sorry you are having a hard time, praying for you. All of your videos are interesting. I will keep watching.