My pain I cant even tell you how sad, disappointed and furious I am sometimes with God, with people and especially with myself. There have been so many days of bodily, and mental pains, abuse from people and I am still called to show some love, even when I am battered and bruised by people. There are days when of course I worship God and I am joyously singing and dancing and reading the word and experiencing Gods presence. But its these days when I see people having people and I have absolutely no one, no one and I have laid down my life to show love and I have not lived. I am brilliant, extraordinarily kind, and creative yet I have done nothing with my life because I have held another up in love. God is within me, I should be doing more, I filled with life. I am looking for the God of the bible and His resurrection power to show up and doing exceedingly..
I am really, really losing my faith in church. No one is talking about real demonic spirits anymore. There is a such thing demonic spirit dwelling in your home. Not in you. Not demon of depression or anything in that nature. A real demonic spirit in your home. Or is that too deep and scary for the church . With this experience going on I realize how washed down the church is.
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So grateful 🙏 that I was given the opportunity to be apart of this sacrifice.
My pain
I cant even tell you how sad, disappointed and furious I am sometimes with God, with people and especially with myself. There have been so many days of bodily, and mental pains, abuse from people and I am still called to show some love, even when I am battered and bruised by people. There are days when of course I worship God and I am joyously singing and dancing and reading the word and experiencing Gods presence. But its these days when I see people having people and I have absolutely no one, no one and I have laid down my life to show love and I have not lived. I am brilliant, extraordinarily kind, and creative yet I have done nothing with my life because I have held another up in love. God is within me, I should be doing more, I filled with life. I am looking for the God of the bible and His resurrection power to show up and doing exceedingly..
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I am really, really losing my faith in church. No one is talking about real demonic spirits anymore. There is a such thing demonic spirit dwelling in your home. Not in you. Not demon of depression or anything in that nature. A real demonic spirit in your home. Or is that too deep and scary for the church . With this experience going on I realize how washed down the church is.