The most horrific thing for a woman who awaits the birth of her child is to losse said child after birth. One never recovery, time will dull the pain but the memory stays with you for life 😢.
Unfortunately time doesn't heal all wounds, & it doesn't dull the pain in a mothers heart either. If you want to continue living, you have to learn to live with that torment & pain. The 1st few seconds after waking up, you forget that they are no longer here. The minutes that follow after the realization hit you in the deepest parts of your heart, are as painful as when you first lost them. Every morning is torture, because you have to accept that your precious child will never open THEIR sweet curious eyes, ever again. They will never get to see the setting or rising sun, & you will never get to sing them lullabies when it's time to sleep. When you are pregnant & give birth. You learn to function normally, despite the discomforts of pregnancy. You never feel alone, because every tiny kick reminds you that they are there. You endure the overwhelming pain of childbirth, because you KNOW that the reward is getting to hold that little piece of YOU in your arms. But when you loose them, you have to accept that no matter how much pain you endure, & no matter how many tears you cry, your arms will remain empty. You will never feel THEIR warmth again, but you MUST endure. But that's just the beginning Later, when some time has passed, you find that every time you genuinely GENUINELY smile or laugh. The guilt of feeling happiness or joy stops you in your tracks, & then the reminder comes again. Accompanied by physical & emotional pain, & an overwhelming emptiness. Everytime you see another child, the guilt, misplaced resentment, & self disgust takes hold of your body & mind. Because you KNOW it's wrong to think it, but you can't help but question "WHY couldn't MY child survive", "WHY can THEIRS laugh, play, & grow up, BUT MINE CAN'T". Then you hate yourself for thinking it, & pray THAT child remains healthy & safe, till their old age. This is why many mother/fathers loose their minds, numb their mental pain with addictions, or choose to stop living. Those of us that have other kids that rely on us, are able to function only because we know our other children need us.
Wesley is scum. How can a man sleep with someone and still claim (even to her face) that he just sees her as a sister. It's really disgusting. The FL's losses because of that despicable man are so sad. Glad that it looks like the FL is ready to the ever faithful, loving Kieran a chance.
It's hiss fault he know got a wife and not go let her go to the company because she pregnant that not right to say to her he should not got married and have a child if he going to do this he shouldn't been with nobody this will be hiss regret forever and his mother should not have a child like him she lose her son and who she lose her mother that evil woman should never had a child and he and his mother find out the truth that child not his
I gotta say i giggle and chuckle at all the excuses the MLs use to explain having a kid with another woman while being with the FLs. The most disgusting are the ones with their "little sisters." That's gross. Whether thru IVF or the ol' school way, it's cheating. The judges at the divorce court would have loved to have had this case on their docket. They probably would have rolled their eyes, banged their gavels, and seriously scolded the cheating MLs and their mistresses. I'm sorry that the FLs baby was lost. I am glad, though, that she has Dr. Kieran is on her side, and it appears she'll couple up with him sooner and later. No later child will replace the lost one. Any later child can be taught to love their older brother and show filial piety to that lost soul. I so badly wanted the scumbag ex to apologize and explain his dumb excuses of that other child to hus MIL. That would have been a fun time. It is irinic and laughable that Phoebe's kid turned out not to be his. Snort! All that cheating and coddling for nothing. Pfftt! That's true karma.
I can kinda understand, but not agree with her actions. I can understand being in so much of an emotional state that you make a bad decision and regret it
Thank God for Kieran. He has more common sense and is a way better man than Wesley will ever be. If Phoebe's child was an accident why was Wesley, by her side when she gave birth? Why is she posting pictures of them as a family of 3 saying she gave birth to his child? He should have agreed to the divorce. He doesn't care about Thora or her baby. I mean he only cares about Phoebe, so what's the point of Thora staying when all he does is hurt her. Phoebe says her and Wesley's relationship isn't what it seems? Yet she clings to him, plays the victim, and has a baby with him. Nobody is stupid. Just like Thora, we know exactly what's going on. All the harassment. Phoebe got what she wanted. Now leave Thora alone. And Wesley asking for forgiveness? It's too late to regret. It's too late for any reconciliation. Phoebe ruined him and he has no one to blame but himself. He brought all this on himself.
Terrible writing, the pacing is sht the meandering events that happen at random moments without reason the writing that never ties anything together.. the awful characters that can't elicit even a spit of hate or care in the reader, its terrible. Don't write again till you learn the basics
The most horrific thing for a woman who awaits the birth of her child is to losse said child after birth. One never recovery, time will dull the pain but the memory stays with you for life 😢.
Unfortunately time doesn't heal all wounds, & it doesn't dull the pain in a mothers heart either.
If you want to continue living, you have to learn to live with that torment & pain. The 1st few seconds after waking up, you forget that they are no longer here. The minutes that follow after the realization hit you in the deepest parts of your heart, are as painful as when you first lost them. Every morning is torture, because you have to accept that your precious child will never open THEIR sweet curious eyes, ever again. They will never get to see the setting or rising sun, & you will never get to sing them lullabies when it's time to sleep.
When you are pregnant & give birth. You learn to function normally, despite the discomforts of pregnancy. You never feel alone, because every tiny kick reminds you that they are there. You endure the overwhelming pain of childbirth, because you KNOW that the reward is getting to hold that little piece of YOU in your arms.
But when you loose them, you have to accept that no matter how much pain you endure, & no matter how many tears you cry, your arms will remain empty. You will never feel THEIR warmth again, but you MUST endure. But that's just the beginning
Later, when some time has passed, you find that every time you genuinely GENUINELY smile or laugh. The guilt of feeling happiness or joy stops you in your tracks, & then the reminder comes again. Accompanied by physical & emotional pain, & an overwhelming emptiness.
Everytime you see another child, the guilt, misplaced resentment, & self disgust takes hold of your body & mind. Because you KNOW it's wrong to think it, but you can't help but question "WHY couldn't MY child survive", "WHY can THEIRS laugh, play, & grow up, BUT MINE CAN'T". Then you hate yourself for thinking it, & pray THAT child remains healthy & safe, till their old age.
This is why many mother/fathers loose their minds, numb their mental pain with addictions, or choose to stop living. Those of us that have other kids that rely on us, are able to function only because we know our other children need us.
Wesley is scum. How can a man sleep with someone and still claim (even to her face) that he just sees her as a sister. It's really disgusting. The FL's losses because of that despicable man are so sad. Glad that it looks like the FL is ready to the ever faithful, loving Kieran a chance.
It's hiss fault he know got a wife and not go let her go to the company because she pregnant that not right to say to her he should not got married and have a child if he going to do this he shouldn't been with nobody this will be hiss regret forever and his mother should not have a child like him she lose her son and who she lose her mother that evil woman should never had a child and he and his mother find out the truth that child not his
I gotta say i giggle and chuckle at all the excuses the MLs use to explain having a kid with another woman while being with the FLs. The most disgusting are the ones with their "little sisters." That's gross. Whether thru IVF or the ol' school way, it's cheating. The judges at the divorce court would have loved to have had this case on their docket. They probably would have rolled their eyes, banged their gavels, and seriously scolded the cheating MLs and their mistresses. I'm sorry that the FLs baby was lost. I am glad, though, that she has Dr. Kieran is on her side, and it appears she'll couple up with him sooner and later. No later child will replace the lost one. Any later child can be taught to love their older brother and show filial piety to that lost soul. I so badly wanted the scumbag ex to apologize and explain his dumb excuses of that other child to hus MIL. That would have been a fun time. It is irinic and laughable that Phoebe's kid turned out not to be his. Snort! All that cheating and coddling for nothing. Pfftt! That's true karma.
She had all my sympathy until she got drunk in a bar while her baby is dying in the hospital. All for a scumbag guy !!
I can kinda understand, but not agree with her actions. I can understand being in so much of an emotional state that you make a bad decision and regret it
@@rmclearran1 very true 🙂
Thank God for Kieran. He has more common sense and is a way better man than Wesley will ever be. If Phoebe's child was an accident why was Wesley, by her side when she gave birth? Why is she posting pictures of them as a family of 3 saying she gave birth to his child? He should have agreed to the divorce. He doesn't care about Thora or her baby. I mean he only cares about Phoebe, so what's the point of Thora staying when all he does is hurt her. Phoebe says her and Wesley's relationship isn't what it seems? Yet she clings to him, plays the victim, and has a baby with him. Nobody is stupid. Just like Thora, we know exactly what's going on. All the harassment. Phoebe got what she wanted. Now leave Thora alone. And Wesley asking for forgiveness? It's too late to regret. It's too late for any reconciliation. Phoebe ruined him and he has no one to blame but himself. He brought all this on himself.
Terrible writing, the pacing is sht the meandering events that happen at random moments without reason the writing that never ties anything together.. the awful characters that can't elicit even a spit of hate or care in the reader, its terrible. Don't write again till you learn the basics