Free Download: / her Support the artist: / elhaemusic / 141255112586155 / elhae If you wish to complain about copyright infringement, please message me.
It hurts me even more, because theres no anger. He genuinely loves her and doesnt want her to be scared, he wishes her well. Beautiful but also heart wrenching
LYRICS [Intro] Alice: I don't love you anymore Dan: Since when? Alice: Now, just now I don't wanna lie and can't tell the truth so its over Dan: It doesn't matter, I love you, none of it matters Alice: I don't love you anymore [Verse 1: Elhae] 4 AM in the morning, contemplating on life Maybe falling back from recording Took me almost a week to even think about writing Forcing myself to eat, sometimes I think about dying Maybe the worst thing I had ever felt Every tear on my momma's shoulder was a cry for help And you wasn't there How you think I was supposed to feel? I never thought you'd make me feel the way you made me feel Let's keep it real, my stomach in knots, depression creeping Middle finger to this lesson my life is trying to teach me Remember when you looked me in my face and said "Don't leave me." I kept my promise, now I'm left with nothing but these reasons To hate you, I hate you, that's what I want to tell her Just let me say it, I say it to feel a little better How could you do this? Huh? Claiming people change? Firing shots at my heart with some lethal range It's not fair, I gave you the world and then some more Now every night I ask myself what I'm in it for What am I meant for? What was she even sent for? Every single call on my phone I just hit ignore Feeling like I'm 'bout to implode, that wouldn't seem so bad I hate to be that nigga where everything seem so sad I know it could be worse, this is my life You were my everything, you were supposed to be my wife But forget it I'm blowing this tree into the sky Every minute 'bout to cry and you know the reason why You the one that's on my mind, it sucks I don't want you here Because you made it clear Yeah, you made it clear Sipping liquor with my niggas, getting twisted out my mind Sleeping every hour of the day, I never know the time Blowing smoke up in the car just to get away from life Reading scriptures on my phone, getting close to Jesus Christ This ain't how I'm supposed to feel, I ain't never signed for this God, I'm such a nice guy, you know I was blind to this You couldn't warn me? Let me know she wouldn't love me back Before I gave her everything and walked into this heart attack Like I don't understand, people tell me this is your plan Why couldn't she be in it? I feel like she made me a better man Someone I was proud to look back at in the mirror Now I don't even know that person, I can't even hear 'em Its just hard, I ain't trying to sound like I can't live without her But I just can't stand thinking 'bout her Every single hour Every single minute Every single second of the day I just wanna go to sleep and when i sleep, I see her face And I wake up in the same spot she used to sleep in A nightmare would probably be a better place to be at I'm just so sick, I've never been the suicidal type But god help me as I lay my head on this pillow tonight I need help, maybe time, maybe prayer Whatever it is, I need it cause this burdens hard to bare And if you ever listen to this baby, don't be scared It's just life, something that you'll probably never be prepared for Don't cry, cause I know how you are I wish you well, I just wish you wasn't so far As usual, I end up with the loss Hear a knock on the door, make it quick, cut me off [Outro x2: Elhae] And I've been here before, I've been here before And I made it out, I made it out, yeah
I still remember my first girlfriend... my first love. She broke up with me because we were immature, we were young, but i still think about her, even knowing we were 2 teens, i just felt that she was the one for me, the only girl i have ever loved in my life. 6 years gone by and i still think about her. I still remember when she used to tell me that i was everything for her and i used to tell her that she was the women of my life and that i wanted to have a kid with her when we grew up... that we would have a family and that i would give her everything to make her smile. Little did i know that i would be stuck here in this life without her. After that, i cant fall in love, i had other girlfriends after this one and i ended up breaking up with them because i cant feel what i used to feel before. Love they say... Love kills i say
I got same prob with my first love, she dropped me after 3 years..yea were just 2 teens but we use to talk a lot about our future together and I guess she got bored of me. All those "Together Forever" we're all lies, I felt it coming too because she wouldn't say OUR kids anymore she would say something like "oh I want MY kids to be like that" and shit hit me when she dropped me.
+Daniel Ribeiro Man I hope you get past it, or you find her again. Some people go through their whole lives going through the same monotonous trend without settling down. I don't hope that for anybody; Good luck man, I hope you find what you're looking for.
This is what music is, a story within a song. Something we can relate with, that hits deeper than the party life. I am so glad I found him. love his music :D
damn this song..touched me....cause i know what it feels like to pump all your time, heart and energy into the one person you love and feel none in return
She came into your life for a reason and even though the pain cuts deep, it was to teach you something. All relationships are a learning process. They teach you what to do and what NOT to do, what you will allow and what you will NOT in your next relationship. You learn from it. It molds you into a stronger person. Even though it hurts.... That doesn't mean you give up on love. You NEVER let a person change who you are.....
This song really brings me to tears... I'm going through something similar. I feel like I'm breaking inside literally. This is my first heartbreak and it hurts so bad. I just want the best for this person and they keep hurting themselves and I can't be the one to help them... It hurts so bad that we can't be together. I pray for them every night in hopes God let us be together but I know we can't. It just takes time literally.
if you want a different result, then do something different next time. insanity is doing the same old thing every time and expecting a different result.
This song nearly makes me cry every single time. I loved her so much that I tortured my heart for years after she dropped me. I couldn’t speak without tears welling up in my eyes. I didn’t eat for weeks, I had no appetite for anything. I lost the one thing I wanted to give everything in this world to and more. She made me prideful to work as much as I did. If I ever had so much as a light tiring day at work, I come home and see her beautiful eyes and be filled with energy to take on the world plus some. Here I am listening to this song again and she is the only one I see when I close my eyes. It’s been nearly three years since and I still can’t let go of the fact that I love her more than I have ever loved anyone. I hate my tears when they are about her because they burn so much.
The whole escape is when you're mad, sad, depressed, angry, sick, tired, and weary... Put this on and let the vibe and sound take your thoughts and imaginations away
This song hits. My first true love.. was one of the hardest decisions I've ever had to make was to leave her. It tore me apart, I think about this women every single day. It scares me.. to think I may never fall in love again. It's almost been 2 years and I am taking time to heal, because in reality I am not completely over it. But it had to be done
Love is the only thing in this world that doesn't hurt. Being depressed and dissappointed as well some other things hurt, but love is sacrifice and the most beautiful thing in this world we have other than time and life itself.
a girl like this is the reason why most guys are rocks and lock their feelings away for the women after a female like her.... maybe for the rest of his life
Mental health is my passion. This justifies that feeling suicidal is totally normal sometimes. The key is, it should be temporary.....but being in love can drive you to this for sure. Especially when your dreams with another don't fall thru......
i’m so disappointed in myself bc i just think love is useless and only brings problems, and yet i’ve fallen once again for a person that doesn’t see me
the mother of my greatest creation.. she ran off with another guy ... took my daughter with her. became a weeknd dad... sometimes my little girl barely recognizes me , I can't stand thinking about her .. I can feel myself losing a grip on my life. . I wanted so bad to be her only man in her life..i love and miss my seed so much
It hurts me even more, because theres no anger. He genuinely loves her and doesnt want her to be scared, he wishes her well. Beautiful but also heart wrenching
Fucking ay I so relate
The lyrics of this song speak volumes!!
DAMN ... Mad Love for Elhae
song brought legit tears to my eyes, so much depth, so much emotion...the reality, wow.
LYRICS
[Intro]
Alice: I don't love you anymore
Dan: Since when?
Alice: Now, just now
I don't wanna lie and can't tell the truth so its over
Dan: It doesn't matter, I love you, none of it matters
Alice: I don't love you anymore
[Verse 1: Elhae]
4 AM in the morning, contemplating on life
Maybe falling back from recording
Took me almost a week to even think about writing
Forcing myself to eat, sometimes I think about dying
Maybe the worst thing I had ever felt
Every tear on my momma's shoulder was a cry for help
And you wasn't there
How you think I was supposed to feel?
I never thought you'd make me feel the way you made me feel
Let's keep it real, my stomach in knots, depression creeping
Middle finger to this lesson my life is trying to teach me Remember when you looked me in my face and said
"Don't leave me."
I kept my promise, now I'm left with nothing but these reasons
To hate you, I hate you, that's what I want to tell her
Just let me say it, I say it to feel a little better
How could you do this? Huh? Claiming people change?
Firing shots at my heart with some lethal range
It's not fair, I gave you the world and then some more
Now every night I ask myself what I'm in it for
What am I meant for? What was she even sent for?
Every single call on my phone I just hit ignore
Feeling like I'm 'bout to implode, that wouldn't seem so bad
I hate to be that nigga where everything seem so sad
I know it could be worse, this is my life
You were my everything, you were supposed to be my wife
But forget it I'm blowing this tree into the sky
Every minute 'bout to cry and you know the reason why
You the one that's on my mind, it sucks I don't want you here
Because you made it clear
Yeah, you made it clear
Sipping liquor with my niggas, getting twisted out my mind
Sleeping every hour of the day, I never know the time
Blowing smoke up in the car just to get away from life
Reading scriptures on my phone, getting close to Jesus Christ
This ain't how I'm supposed to feel, I ain't never signed for this
God, I'm such a nice guy, you know I was blind to this
You couldn't warn me? Let me know she wouldn't love me back
Before I gave her everything and walked into this heart attack
Like I don't understand, people tell me this is your plan
Why couldn't she be in it? I feel like she made me a better man
Someone I was proud to look back at in the mirror
Now I don't even know that person, I can't even hear 'em
Its just hard, I ain't trying to sound like I can't live without her
But I just can't stand thinking 'bout her
Every single hour
Every single minute
Every single second of the day
I just wanna go to sleep and when i sleep, I see her face
And I wake up in the same spot she used to sleep in
A nightmare would probably be a better place to be at
I'm just so sick, I've never been the suicidal type
But god help me as I lay my head on this pillow tonight
I need help, maybe time, maybe prayer
Whatever it is, I need it cause this burdens hard to bare
And if you ever listen to this baby, don't be scared
It's just life, something that you'll probably never be prepared for
Don't cry, cause I know how you are
I wish you well, I just wish you wasn't so far
As usual, I end up with the loss
Hear a knock on the door, make it quick, cut me off
[Outro x2: Elhae]
And I've been here before, I've been here before
And I made it out, I made it out, yeah
thank youu 😄
thanks
Dandyu Since 2007
Dandyu Since 2007 g
Dandyu Since 2007 this lyric is so relatable :(
underrated artist right here , this is top of the charts quality talent. This song was amazing and i simply loved it .
I still remember my first girlfriend... my first love. She broke up with me because we were immature, we were young, but i still think about her, even knowing we were 2 teens, i just felt that she was the one for me, the only girl i have ever loved in my life. 6 years gone by and i still think about her. I still remember when she used to tell me that i was everything for her and i used to tell her that she was the women of my life and that i wanted to have a kid with her when we grew up... that we would have a family and that i would give her everything to make her smile. Little did i know that i would be stuck here in this life without her. After that, i cant fall in love, i had other girlfriends after this one and i ended up breaking up with them because i cant feel what i used to feel before.
Love they say...
Love kills i say
I got same prob with my first love, she dropped me after 3 years..yea were just 2 teens but we use to talk a lot about our future together and I guess she got bored of me. All those "Together Forever" we're all lies, I felt it coming too because she wouldn't say OUR kids anymore she would say something like "oh I want MY kids to be like that" and shit hit me when she dropped me.
+Daniel Ribeiro Man I hope you get past it, or you find her again. Some people go through their whole lives going through the same monotonous trend without settling down. I don't hope that for anybody; Good luck man, I hope you find what you're looking for.
+Daniel Ribeiro same!
+Daniel Ribeiro damn
+Daniel Ribeiro If you really love her. Try to FIND HER !!! ! :)
This is what music is, a story within a song. Something we can relate with, that hits deeper than the party life. I am so glad I found him. love his music :D
this is everything i feel in one song.
what a perfect picture this song painted about that one tough break-up..
How I wish I could go back in time.. Classic!
Shots fired at my heart with some lethal range
damn this song..touched me....cause i know what it feels like to pump all your time, heart and energy into the one person you love and feel none in return
Got that Old Drake vibe.. I'm so glad I found this
She came into your life for a reason and even though the pain cuts deep, it was to teach you something. All relationships are a learning process. They teach you what to do and what NOT to do, what you will allow and what you will NOT in your next relationship. You learn from it. It molds you into a stronger person. Even though it hurts.... That doesn't mean you give up on love. You NEVER let a person change who you are.....
When you can listen to this song and overcome everything in it and smile now
Kyra Turner yesss
👌🏽👌🏽👌🏽
This comment 👌🏽
❤️
Yes !!!! 🙌🏽
Danm so much emotion! You can feel the pain through those lyrics... so real.
I heard this on sound cloud this morning. Its been awake since she's been gone...God was speaking to me when I heard this
I can't help but listen to this song everyday, it's just.... An unexplainable feeling 😌😭😆😔💕
This speaks to me in soo many ways
from the part where he talks about reading scriptures down i swear thats 90% my life. this is about to be on my bump of the week list.
People like this girl are why love is scary.
Mlledeja rawrr And guys like her
She's lovable indeed.
Lol I meant guys who have that trait: heart breakers.
Ohhhhh hahaha but both statements are true. These kinds of guys and girls most times people go for. I know I've gone for plenty of guys like that.
exactly
This song really brings me to tears... I'm going through something similar. I feel like I'm breaking inside literally. This is my first heartbreak and it hurts so bad. I just want the best for this person and they keep hurting themselves and I can't be the one to help them... It hurts so bad that we can't be together. I pray for them every night in hopes God let us be together but I know we can't. It just takes time literally.
oh my..same here.ill never trust anyone again
She was sent to you so you can make this song
This was deep
Overcast Radio. Good stuff
head banger for the soul if you felt it
i love how elhae explains so perfect what being heart broken and holding on to hurt feels like because i defiantly felt it .
Super underrated
can't believe this is sitting on only 240k views
his music is fire....also 11:11, dvsn and SAFE
Jadell's Makeup Blackbear too
We are in the same universe.
Give aftertheparty and iamnobodi a chance too...
Roxie Ramos don't forget H.I.M.
This song hit you to the core#Broken down# Broken out# I can smile 😃 and say I'm still here🎶🎧✌
Sound-cloud songs be so good , you can just look at the backround and you already know lol
Truuuue
LOL so true
He is sooo dope man. I love him
Why are the artists that speak about the real deep raw stuff underrated? I mean this ain't even my situation but damn even I'm feeling done dirty
I never been the suicidal type,
But god help me as i lay my head on this pillow tonight ~
Jesus man...
no sex... it makes the breakup go very smooth. no comparison, no regrets, and no thoughts of another person getting it in with your ex.
if you want a different result, then do something different next time. insanity is doing the same old thing every time and expecting a different result.
Amen
This song nearly makes me cry every single time. I loved her so much that I tortured my heart for years after she dropped me. I couldn’t speak without tears welling up in my eyes. I didn’t eat for weeks, I had no appetite for anything. I lost the one thing I wanted to give everything in this world to and more. She made me prideful to work as much as I did. If I ever had so much as a light tiring day at work, I come home and see her beautiful eyes and be filled with energy to take on the world plus some. Here I am listening to this song again and she is the only one I see when I close my eyes. It’s been nearly three years since and I still can’t let go of the fact that I love her more than I have ever loved anyone. I hate my tears when they are about her because they burn so much.
The whole escape is when you're mad, sad, depressed, angry, sick, tired, and weary... Put this on and let the vibe and sound take your thoughts and imaginations away
Candii Reed #ForAFact
Tru
man i cant stop listening to this and situations
I always come back to this,, found this around 6 yrs ago.
Feels man. Feels.
Probably much more of a feeling to those who feel how he felt/ went thru what he did.
Song got me thinking about a crush I had in 2nd grade😞🔫😂
DANNNNNNGGGGGG THIS TRACK IS REAL *Snaps Fingers*
these lyrics..
2022, this song still hits the soul
this shit hit me deep like fuck
Lucas Washington as a fellow Washington i couldnt agree more
Lucas Washington as a fellow Washington i couldnt agree more
Same
Wow!!! 1.6 mil!!! 2023 still coming back to this song…❤
did a random click and glad I found this..awesome tune... hits home!
this is a nice song
You know a person touched your soul if you only want blessings for them. Amazing song!!!
This is truly beautiful.
this is amazing I don't have words to describe how this song makes me feel
marvins room aint got shit on this
PREACH, man!
+Ketra Combs straight up i forgot about this song cause i forgot to like it thank you so much fam for responding
+sir erik blowtrees 😹😹 Wow! I can not believe you right now, but you're welcome, though.
HONESTLY
This song speaks volume! I can relate to this song!
I haven’t stopped listening to this song cause this MF song hit still
Wow you can really feel the hurt in the lyrics. Whoever this girl was should see what she's done to him
This song hits. My first true love.. was one of the hardest decisions I've ever had to make was to leave her. It tore me apart, I think about this women every single day. It scares me.. to think I may never fall in love again. It's almost been 2 years and I am taking time to heal, because in reality I am not completely over it. But it had to be done
To my soon to be ex wife you did me so wrong... this song did make me cry
Love is the only thing in this world that doesn't hurt. Being depressed and dissappointed as well some other things hurt, but love is sacrifice and the most beautiful thing in this world we have other than time and life itself.
Man.....when elhae said "let's keep it real", he really did.....
This songs honestly explains in every single detail what i had to go through with my ex and i still feel the same way.. :(
I wasn't really listening to the playlist, and then this girl says 'I don't love you anymore' and my heart dropped. So deep..
The Words Are Strong 🤔
The Voice🌹 The Music Of The Song Hits Harder 🎵🎶🎵🤫
This song got me in my feelings. Like, oml. Fr touches my soul
second song that put me on the verge of tears man. He's great
what was the first one
I never thought a song could describe how I felt a few months ago
Man my life story...this was deep
This should def go on Spotify man..
found this song on accident but its absolutely amazing
Nvr thought yuh made me feel the way yuh made me feel
😪 this hits home every time I hear it
Im in this so deep, everything you described be express about me, head to the ground glued to my feet.
Thank you.
this beautiful song needs recognition
exactly how i feel right now this hits home hard
why is this song so true to me? hit me to my deepest deeps
Man I can relate to EVERY word in this song. Keep bringing the heat foo 💯
The feels on this song.
a girl like this is the reason why most guys are rocks and lock their feelings away for the women after a female like her.... maybe for the rest of his life
Mental health is my passion. This justifies that feeling suicidal is totally normal sometimes. The key is, it should be temporary.....but being in love can drive you to this for sure. Especially when your dreams with another don't fall thru......
Deepest shit I'd heard!
Nostalgic too!
This sums up everything I'm feeling 😫
Still listening in *2020* 🙏🏽🌹
dude, this is deep!
I definitely can relate the end of my marriage I've for sure been here before.
Man you really hear his heart pour out in his lyrics
Damn..... This is too real fam... too real
I LOVE this song
This is a hit 💯💯
Love... the journey....n then some!!!
Such powerfull lyrics...
This is truly art.
i’m so disappointed in myself bc i just think love is useless and only brings problems, and yet i’ve fallen once again for a person that doesn’t see me
this song hit me 💔
I love this song
Good music
I can relate so much to this with my last relationship
The beginning got me
the mother of my greatest creation.. she ran off with another guy ... took my daughter with her. became a weeknd dad... sometimes my little girl barely recognizes me , I can't stand thinking about her .. I can feel myself losing a grip on my life. . I wanted so bad to be her only man in her life..i love and miss my seed so much
my best friend is havin an affair with my man,i dont even know anymore
painful and beautiful
Reminds me of HIM.
Soo raw and real...wow
YOOOO HE SPEAKING STRAIGHT FACTS #STORYOFMYLIFE #myfirstlove #myheartbreaker
when you're going through this and still ain't over the girl 😩😩 somebody help me