Trying so hard to get out of this mess I’m sick of the feeling The feeling of being depressed I just wanna live my life to the best Step right outside and puff out my chest But it’s hard when there’s a hole in it Nothing is there Not a soul in it She ripped out my heart Now she’s holding it Tossed it on floor And it’s molding itself to the concrete Walking all over me now I’m weak She played my heart like a game Now I’m finna go geeked Met with the devil he told me to take a seat Told me these lies that would make a tough guy weak Degrading everything about myself way down to the meat My flesh don’t test Sent me to hell and I sat there taking the heat And vomiting everything that I had to eat From the disgusting air that fucking reeked Now I can’t speak Now I can’t speak Late night screaming into my pillow Ripped out my vocals I can’t even say hello I miss when I used to be mellow Now I’m melodramatic I’m scared I’ll become another Addict Or I’ll disappear from the face of the earth That’s when and if I think I’ve had it Stuck in this life tryna find my worth I’m hurt I’ve had it I’m hurt I’ve had it
Trying so hard to get out of this mess
I’m sick of the feeling
The feeling of being depressed
I just wanna live my life to the best
Step right outside and puff out my chest
But it’s hard when there’s a hole in it
Nothing is there
Not a soul in it
She ripped out my heart
Now she’s holding it
Tossed it on floor
And it’s molding itself to the concrete
Walking all over me now I’m weak
She played my heart like a game
Now I’m finna go geeked
Met with the devil he told me to take a seat
Told me these lies that would make a tough guy weak
Degrading everything about myself way down to the meat
My flesh don’t test
Sent me to hell and I sat there taking the heat
And vomiting everything that I had to eat
From the disgusting air that fucking reeked
Now I can’t speak
Now I can’t speak
Late night screaming into my pillow
Ripped out my vocals
I can’t even say hello
I miss when I used to be mellow
Now I’m melodramatic
I’m scared I’ll become another Addict
Or I’ll disappear from the face of the earth
That’s when and if I think I’ve had it
Stuck in this life tryna find my worth
I’m hurt
I’ve had it
I’m hurt
I’ve had it