Sometimes we set too high of standards for ourselves, and when we don’t acquire them, it can feel demoralising. Please remember that everyone has their own timeline, trust me this is coming from a person in her late 20s, trying to hustle, and I know how it can feel when you feel others are leaving you behind in the dust. You are worth it, remember that, and you’ll achieve everything you have set your mind to ❤
I don't think so.......the most demoralizing thing is that you know you can achieve it and has potential. But you can't because of scrolling phone or overthinking about it. You know everything but still couldn't achieve it😓.
Hats off to this guy to openly share his thoughts. In this fake world of social media where people just show their best lives and set a fake standard for their audience, I'm glad you showed this side of yours. I can only relate to each and every word that you spoke. Right from the short video apps, which just gives me mental stress; to the relationship point. I'm not sure what has happened to this generation but is hard to trust someone. (After getting cheated wherein i always stood as his ladder but as soon as he climbed up high, he dumped me at my worst when i had a severe medical condition). I'm just trying my best for my career, but many times end up comparing myself with others and feeling negative and start hating each and everything of myself. I can't express in words how comforting your video was like it's okay to have such feelings and other people have it too. Its a phase and it shall pass by. YOU'RE THE INFLUENCER WE NEED ❤️❤️❤️ Lot's of love.
Deadass cried while watching this dude. It was like I'm listening to my brother while he's just talking bout his life and stuff. Sabke life mein problem chalta hai we just need to learn how to deal w it. ❤️
this hits home. im in the same exact place as u rn and im just 17 everything feels overwhelming socha tha boards ke baad rest lungi but fir entrances aagye itni anxiety hoti hai subha uthke sochke ki or ek day waste krdungi abh, its like im stuck in a loop, i too hate my body a lil too much knowing this i dont know why im not actively taking effort to improve myself. it feels like ive given up on life nothing feels exciting AND SAME even i got off instagram cus its too much to bear i rlly dont wanna se the perfect life of people. im glad u have u voice and audience to talk it out i dont even have anything of myself that i can boast about feels shitty to be in this position i hope i get over whatever this phase is its getting rlly unbearable lol
Same yrr Meri to Puri life destroy type lagti h COVID ke kaaran chemistry and maths thodi walekum ho gayi thode persentage Kam Bane our phir college main maths se bio stream ho gayi our Hindi se English medium ho gya sab itna tuff ho gya kuchh samjh nahi aa raha aage kya honga bas barabadi Nazar aa rahi h
@@niharikaneha1414 ya mine is also same during covid im in 11 I take commerce,uske baad gharwalo ne zabardasti science diladi bolke commerce me koi future nhi hai.uske baad maien science padhi kuch smaj nhi aya or mein fail hogya or dubara kr rha hu boards same disappointment ke sath.mera bhi pura balance bigad gya yrr or anxiety dispersion ke symptoms aa gy.
idk how to explain this but this is EXACTLY my situation ...i literally thought ki boards honge and mai turant entrance ka preparation chalu krr dungi but i wasted 1 month and abhi do hafte baad exams hai
I'm going through the same exact thing!!! The entrance preparation is making me go insane fr! And I've already wasted my 11th std and im currently wasting my 12th rn. I feel so bad about about not being productive but also can't really do anything about it. I have zero motivation left and feel like an absolute piece of sh1t! I'm also carrying a lot of pressure due to the money my parents have invested on my coaching classes. I'm trying my best but the feeling of doing absolutely nothing productive is eating me up internally!!
He is such a pure human being nothing for the fame just pouring his heart out and i hope you'll get out of this zone and see yourself from our eyes you are just perfect and doing so much better in life ❤
Shrinkhal, you are so honest with your feelings. I used to feel “youtubers earn so much money they have such good life they don’t have problems like we do” but in reality others (most of them) only show the one side of their life but you literally showcased your feels in front of your subscribers. Hats off to you man!
Honestly i don't really like long videos but idk why i just kept watching this one ...no pause no breaks just me lying on bed earplugs on listening to him till 46 mins 37 seconds lol. Me being a normal teenager could relate to him a lot idk why like i know he's older than me and has lot more experiences but still i felt him .
You look so rough, I feel bad but its alright cause I understand what you're going through. As someone who is also in their 20s, its hard not to compare yourself to others who are achieving so much but everyone has their own pace and time. You're already doing so well, you'll do even better in the future. Just stay focused, and healthy, everything you wish for will come your way.
I am not even in my 20s then also I feel like shit about myself , I am not like this but when I look at others I feel dumb and embarrassed about myself
I seriously didn't had time to watch the whole video but made it till the end by 2x speed and I think, the thing that he explained about the 'modern love' is so true. This is what I actually wanted someone to explain me. Unintentionally, he made me realise that I ain't into 'HIM' but I'm into 'HIS' (as in his looks, attraction and what not). Thank you Shrinkhal ❤️
@Itz_NEHA🤍 shorts and reels maybe because they are proven to decrease our attention span or maybe games that we usually play when we get bore for even 5 mins
I totally understand the career pressure that comes with this age ..i m 22 now... my graduation is about to end...i am doing a few tuitions and earning little...but the pressure is huge....don't be discouraged....we are with you💕💕
@@anikets4699 very kind of you to say that😂my relatives think i m old enough to leave studies and strt doing a full time job 🥲but i wanna continue studying...my parents are supportive though
I’m 30 and still feel I’ve achieved nothing. It sucks but we get wiser with age. Few people get early success in life and for few, things take time. They have other struggles lined up along with career. So you’ll get there soon. And you’ll do great!
The way I immediately clicked on the video right after seeing the title 🥺 I still didn't watch the video fully but hope you are doing well Shrinkhal. Please know that you are really beautiful and your videos bring smiles on many people out there. I can understand how hard it is to love yourself but trust me it is worth it 💜💜 Gotta say that your voice is so good! 😭💜
Bhai literally u saved my whole future ,at this point of life i was feeling lonely ,lost and i can't do anything, being attracted by someone, and i was just wasting my time wasn't understanding the value of my life ahead Am a girl with very low self confidence ,don't like myself and all just rubbish can't get it that what am i doing with my life ,preparing for JEE currently in class 12th ,but listening to made me felt like yeah i was in the wrong direction, Thank-you so much bhai🙃🙏
Hey Shrinkhal, aur whatever else your name is. I just had tears half the way, and trust me, its not the pity or anything, it was the relatability. It was accepting the fact that you are so strong to show your vulnerable side out here, so loud and clear. Hating is a huge thing, like you mentioned " ki itni nafrat hai hi nahi mujhme", apply it on yourself first. You are extremely talented, and i have been binging on a lot of roasters lately, and trust me, you have been the most sensible amongst them, along with one i guess, Azooz. You know that the content these days is more of cloud chase, its like, do something stupid, so that you get noticed, and then there is a video made on you. The creater gets the clout, a win, because thats what he wanted. The roaster gets collaboration , or views, a win again. And the audience gets giggles, and then they move on to the other stupid search. Thats how it works no? Telling ki Riyaz is my bachpan ka dost and all, is so damn creative! You know you do the similar thing but in a different manner, thats what creativity is! And brace yourself for that. Also, just a suggestion, talk to the people who are close, or take a therapy, or maybe give yourself some time to heal. Life in 20s is all about the way and the side you want to witness for yourself, you see the bad, it legit becomes worst and hurts you, and eats you up, and you see the merry, the next moment its merrier. And life is really long, beyond 20s, 21 me ghar, 25 me shaadi, koi thumb rule nhi hai, sab krte hai doesnt mean you should do it too! Dont. Give yourself time, and you will be fine. Accept and love yourself, because at the end of the day, yahi soul, yahi body, ke saath rehna hai, and samay spend krna hai. Your mind and body have been there with you, in every damn phase, dont you think they deserve all the love? Anyways, not just saying, but truly sending you besttttt wishes and tightttt warm hugssss! This shall pass through
I get this negative feelings about myself, its getting deep, i think i can feel you, the feeling of not being enough, the feeling of being fragile its taking over me, im losing my sht 😭 i fear people, they disappear after making you feel good, they just disappear 😭🕊️
I just feel like you listing out what you wanna change or hate about yourself is the first step towards self-improvementman(and the funny yet scary thing about self-improvement is that you never get enough of it sometimes but you'll get to the point where you start loving yourself and be proud of how far you've come from your older self).I love how you really know to point out what you dislike about yourself.I watched the entire video and i could relate to parts of it.More strength to you young man!
I'm so glad that I came across SR PAY when I was at my peak true crime addiction. I used to watch so many female truecrime youtubers from other countries but now yours is my favorite truecrime channel. Main reason being the way you deliver the story and second your personality. Keep up the good work man! Don't self-doubt and tatakae!
*Sounds so much like me 2-3 years ago! I turned to God after that! Started praying to Narayan! Started reading scriptures with devotion n I started seeing life differently! I look at it as if it is a game now! Turn to God! Everything will get easy!*
bruhhh, being very honest, I always used to wonder, how can somebody on earth be so perfect. Like your face, your hair, your body, voice, your personality, everything seems to be so perfect. You are one of the most beautiful people on internet, whom I am connected to right now. Yeah, we experience some phases in life in which we start self doubting, and start comparing ourselves to others. Sometimes, we just expect a lot for our life, that sometimes our expectations become unreal too. You are working so hard and being determined, soon you will get all what you want. Also, we should stop overthinking a lot about life, it only keeps us wondering about people that we actually cannot figure out. Whenever I am at my lowest, I just start watching your videos. You don't even know, what place you hold in this world for us. hope you read this, so that you get to know how in depth, we are connected to you. Lots of love❤
Tum jo bhe banao ge uspe tumare mummy papa ko bhot proud feel hoga as elder child aur middle class family se hoti huye i can totally understand tumare dimag mai kya chal raha tha💛
I don't have enough friends but today while watching this video I felt like I met a lost friend and I'm talking my heart out.. this was pure❤❤... no matter what's going on in life just remember that we as a family are with you always... sometimes it's good to pour your heart out like this... there are ups and downs amd you should think about it... but just remember that you and your brother make me smile everyday ... you make my day.... God bless you❤
It’s totally okay to feel that way or to hate ourselves I hate myself everyday every hour every minute every second I’m nothing,but u should look at urself ur everything a person could ever be…. I love you and your personality,ur content,ur good behaviour,ur humour,ur hair and everything to the moon and back💟🫂💜
you should do more of these videos, it's kind of therapeutic to me. As a person who loves to talk to themselves, it was comforting to see that I'm not the only one who does this. Thanks really❤
I just wanna give this guy a big hug everyone of us feels worthless at some point of life but I think you should consider therapy at some point it helps so much🥰😊
I thought you posted a late April fools. But it's visible that you're in pain. But all i need to say is that you don't need to compare yourself. You are amazing we aren't lying and we all are here for you. When ever i felt burnt out your vids always made me happy but i never thought anything could make you feel bad. You were there for us and we got to be with you
I won't say much because your concerns and reasonings are understandable, but I'll say one thing, that is - you bring smiles and happiness to THOUSANDS of people :) Hoping you'll feel better eventually ❤️
I also feel this way all the time . And this feeling just eats me up inside. Hating my whole damn existence has always been there with me since I was a lil kid but I was hopeful at that time that I will change and become perfect but now that I've grown up I realised that how much can I really change about myself ? And its a sick feeling very sick. I wish I could juts accept myself but that's impossible. I am not capable of that and does that mean that I'll live an unhappy life or will just end my life someday because this pain is unbearable.
I know you're going through it but as an outsider i see so much growth even though this is my first video I'm watching of yours. Thank you for being this vulnerable in front of the world, it takes a lot of courage and you're full of it. Hope you get your "imagination vala ghar" and peace super soon.
I have thyroid with short height and due to the pressure of school and board exams I can't do exercise and my weight is increasing daily and my mother and aunt always scold me about it. It just makes me feel like useless even with all the study I can't keep up with my class, can't have time to focus on my hobbies. But I want to thank you Shrinkhal for making me feel good, even it is for small time.
He needs a true close person with whom he can open up totally be mentally naked which is really important for any person. May he finds peace, contentment, love in life.
It's okay to feel like that sometimes. Eventually you get through it. Because at the end of the day we are all humans and we all have flaws. And it's completely fine. You are doing well. Hwaiting!!!!💌
The fact i was just thinking that how my focus is getting short with each passing day and it's definitely because of bite sized content we are consuming, it's literally impacting my studies, I can't focus anymore. Thank you so much for reminding that i need to detoxify myself from this. I hope you accept yourself just the way you are there's nothing wrong in hating yourself. And your voice I can't stress enough how i got goosebumps after hearing your voice. And one last thing if u put ur mind to it it's already yours.
Same 🙃🙃 i believe one day soon I'll be gone I'm just tired muje nhi acha lagta roz roz subah uthke phirse wahi self hatred wale thoughts ana mere pass toh koi hai bhi nhi khud ka aur na hi muje share karna ata hai meri padhai bhi kharab ho rahi hai and I'm not even beautiful kuch nhi hai mere pass I'm nothing
If I’m being honest, after reading the title of this video I was really concerned about what it could be about but after watching the whole thing I think maybe you needed to do this. It’s literally brave enough of you to open up your heart and be vulnerable on internet. I won’t say any sweet words like I actually planned because honestly you don’t need any of those. It may cheer you up for a while but that’s that. I just want to appreciate your guts. You know your every word touched my soul because it wasn’t pity or anything. I guess it was relatability that made me realise that I ain’t strong enough as you to open up my heart to anyone. You know it’s overwhelming seeing everyone around me like the people I know some younger to me and some my age and some even elder are literally settled in their life, happy and having a family. And me here in my late twenties not even having a permanent job and not even close to being settled and be happy. You seem so much in pain and maybe this is why I could feel you and understand where you’re coming from. I totally understand when you talked about that short video app and it’s craze in people these days. I mean that app is making us feel more worse than we already do but who are we to complain when we actually hate ourselves for everything from what we look like to what we do. But you know I still keep hoping and holding on even when I feel like I don’t have anything to hold onto. Maybe there will be a future for us. Just sending you lots of love and hope so you can hold on along with me
Spending too much on social media will result this dude..... We all go through this.. Even I hate myself... I don't like why I exist in this life... We compare with others and feel insecure...... Shrinkhal u are not the only one who go through this... Every damn time i hate to see my face... Cause I feel too ugly.... So o listen music.. It's feels good... Spend some time on yourself... Spend less time in social media dude... It's fine don't worry we love u.. I'm not saying because I feel bad.. It's cause it's not good yk... You'll be fine don't think too much like me everything will be fine 🙂
I also blame social media but not wholly. I deleted everything but i still hate myself way too much. Too the point that maybe i harm myself. 🕴🏽 So idk maybe i need help
@@samity7849 nahh bro you're good don't think that.. Everyone goes through that... Life really sucks.. But are u really giving up this easily... Fight hit gym love yourself... Good day with come for sure..let's fight together dude 🗿
Dude, I don't know why but I think 2023 is taking a toll on every goddamn person. I hate my life these days too. I want to do so many things, but there's never the fvcking time or energy to pursue anything. My friends are all so stuck up as reality and life is hitting us harder and harder. Everyone's got a plan and I'm clueless. The biggest failures (in my eyes) are coming up with these audacious questions about my future and I HATE it!
Ohh god i was litrelly you months ago ...... then i started reading books , like novels and i started cycling. I cycle for hours now and read books all the time and that helped me to talk my brain off of instagram and whatsapp i proudly say now that i have uninstalled instagram and whatsapp months ago and i more so happy.... like i am the happiest righ now. ❤
It’s totally normal to feel this way at some stage in life.. we all have had such phases honestly! You are doing so much good with your life , so talented , independent have a loving family.. count your blessings always .. ❤ and about your insecurities that’s again perfectly normal too.. but you are genuinely really attractive, charming and have a pleasing personality, soothing voice of course .. lastly I love your name “Shrinkhal”
I can totally feel you..from last 4 month i isolate myself, i stay in different state for studies and few month ago i had done my master's after that all my friends go back to there home place but I decide to stay alone and do something different make my parents proud but I can't do anything and feel so depressed, don't feel to do anything 😓 i randomly call anyone so that I get out of these anxiety but I can't it's go through out it.. I feel so dull..
I'm feeling the same rn 😭 I'm not gonna say everything will be fine cause even idk if it's true I just feel sad but its kinda comforting seeing others also feel the same and I'm not alone so I'm just gonna tell you you're not alone bro together in this shithole plus even i chuckle whenever something uncomfortable happens lol
Btw thanks for sharing your memories ❤❤❤❤❤ we love and support you ❤❤❤lol samurai Jack was one of my fav cartoons when u were talking about it brings back a lot of memories 😂
Dude shrinkhal you're such a brave person.... I don't know why but i got tears in my eyes even though it's only been 11:27 & i just stopped your video & writing this comment...you're really brave...some of us really needed this kinda video....
I have an advantage because I am a good listener 😌 So basically you are grateful for what you have gained but also upset about you under achievements. I also understand your view on love and how it has changed currently. But as you said, “I hate myself and don't like my body because of the content I consume” , this is the same case with love. Reading novels or watching movies is ultimately making us link romance with fantasy. I just want to say that this video was relatable to some extent. A late night thought which connected to future aspirations, childhood memories and self reflection. Btw, whoever made it this far doesn't need 'subway surfer'😂.
You are soo beautiful and smart with your cool and deep voice u give such a king vibes.. don't ever hate yourself again u r perfect and best the way u r.. Love you alot
Listen, what you're going through is somewhat relatable ( im not saying i know exactly what youre going through but yeah i can relate upto a certain point) I'd say just take a break from the internet and spend some time with your loved ones, your parents and bhai, go refresh those childhood memories, cherish those moments, hopefully that'd help. And no matter how long you take a break for you should know we will always be there for you, its cliche but it do be the truth lil bro. Feel better
you have such a beautiful voice shrinkhal.. such beautiful soul... i know times are hard.. but things will get better.. i hope you find strength and courage to love yourself and accept yourself.. i might fail to feel what you are going through as it is unimaginable to us.. only you can feel it and understand yourself best.. try to be gentle with yourself.. you dont only have to look at every BIG achievement tell yourself that you did okay.. i hope you get kinder towards yourself.. it is obvious to feel and compare yourself with others.. but we have different life goals different paths and it is not a race... every flower blooms when it is its time.. just be patient keep trying.. keep yourself loved and surrounded by the people who love you and support you.. try being gentler to yourself... look how happy you make us.. our day gets brighter when your video pops up in notifications.. you bring us so joy.. sometimes somethings like happiness and satisfaction means a lot more than the physical things... but i also understand that it is very humane to go through this thing.. i hope you find peace and happiness.. good luck.. we love you..
Shrinkhal, you're my bestest friend on the internet. I feel a comfort like Home watching your videos. Keep on sharing whatever you feel,only if you're comfortable ofc but we're always here to listen,please know that. Everything is alright. you're alright ❤
I hadn't taken bath from 2 days in this summer [ I don't have ac in my room ]...not because I am lazy.from last 1 years I am fighting in side my head it is increasing day by day ..this phase make me felt like I want new life or I don't want to continue this life.I am comparing my self to every single animal and making my self feel like the only shit in this world . I hate my self at extreme that you can't imagine.everyone is doing good in their life left behind me ... I am reason of unhappiness of my family and fail to make them proud of me ...
I was waiting for you from a long time...When I saw your video, I was superb happy, but then read the title I was jungshooked... Look, you are the best person I have seen who enterains us in every situations...I LOVE U SO MUCH JUST BE YOURSELF AND BE HAPPY💖
I watched the whole video and i love you sm for this video you made people realise nothing is perfect nobody is perfect all people have negative thoughts nobody has it easy everyone has a hard life in thier own way you're absolutely amazing and your takes on love was the most accurate representation of love in our generation hats off to you for putting this video and showing that nobody has a perfect life everyone have thier bad days and thier good days. And i am not pitying you or anything but just that this video shows sm reliability and Relatability it's not easy posting something like like this thank you so much and i hope you start feeling yourself again and you have one of the best personalities out there even if we don't k now much about you but as far as I have seen you until now you're amazing. Nobody will put up such a successful channel just because they feel that thier videos are hate videos and it just shows how great of a person you are i admire you.
Haha, i also want to share a depressing story, when I also hated myself. I, am currently 17 years old and when I was 15 I was DEPRESSED. I was 60KGS in March 2019 gained to 75 in august 21 my board exams came and I just giving a shit, I used to binge eat kfc, McDonald’s and I remember i was VERY cautious of what I used to ate. But. NowI was like “dekha jayega” but that was the biggest mistake of my life (so far at that point,). I quickly gained a lot of weight, I think I put on 5-6 KGS every month and just procrastinating. But then one day I looked at myself. I was 112KGS. it was July 22 and I just.. lost it. I thought to go out exercising again, I was morbidally obese, yet.. I couldn’t even run. I remember when I was 75 KGS I could run like a cheetah, but now, I couldn’t do anything. I used to lay on the bed, binging movies, my grades fell like crazy, life sucked, almost sucided. But then, one day it hit me. I got up, stopped eating junk, ate once a day for the next 8 months. Exercised 2 times a day for 2 hours, and now I’m 71KGS. (Sep 23) Life has ups and downs, but only DISIPLINE can shape it. If your reading this thanks for reading this, no one can stop you.
I have been struggling the same thing for my entire life....I'm only 19 years old always has this thing like I'm not just good in any way I'm full of faults.. I ain't supposed to be here like wtf mi doing here ? . . Then I came to a conclusion.. *U r not what u should be* that's the time when u find that u hate urself.. I couldn't overcome this but will try my best....be strong bro
Arianaaaa you got this!! You're one of the best RUclipsrs and I really hope that you start feeling better because you DESERVE not to feel like this. Purple you Shrinkhal, I believe in you💜
@@abdurrahmanabid9231 I assume you're new here..so first of all welcome! So sometime back he asked his subscribers to comment "Ariana what are you doing here?" Whenever they see his comment on any Instagram post, referring to that famous cardi b meme from her live when she sees that Ariana's watching it. So whenever we mention him, we use Ariana to refer him.. It's like a fun thing we got made up
Maine pura dekhna and I found myself agreeing as if we were talking face to face- Hatred and constant doubts towards yourself is normal, bhai! Maine toh abhi just 10th ki boards exams di and I'm so stressed..dimaag me pessimistic thoughts aati rehti hai, same as you I too feel that I'm still not giving my all, beech beech me ruk jaate hai hum and it's like a reality hit that you're never enough! But broo, aren't we constantly evolving day by day? This too is an experience and take it as one- It's good to see that you still have your composure after all this stuff and as modiji says "achche din aayenge"
Ok but I do hope ki you come to terms with it in a way that I doesn't feel like you've just wasted shit ton of efforts over nothing- Itne saare log tumko pasand karte hai bhai, (encouragement dena with "
@@Unknownempathetic what stream do you wanna take? First decide on this and then work hard- If you're from cbse, stick to ncert for theories and stuff and practice different types of questions And see, society has a rule, "If your job does not pay well, then you've just wasted your time over nothing" But we'll, consider your comfort and convenience, well paying job is just a plus point
Just here to tell you i watched the whole video and i just seemed so invested in everything that you said cause maybe I'm also in the same head space as you at the moment.Just wanna say you're very brave and time heals everything so stay strong
Us moment bro, dude i clicked on this vdo right away after reading the title.. yk what? We all have flaws.. there can be mistakes that we make sometimes.. I'm also going through a really hard time rn.. i hope you'll be fine, seek help if needed there's no shame in that.. rn my only motivation is my mum, i hope u have one too.. We all hv ur back, brother.. ur not alone in this Hwaiting!✊🏻
i'm 19 screwed just like everyone else, but these thoughts of yours bhai, the you way you narrated them brings comfort. idk? maybe i'll listen to this again and again like podcast.
We love ur everything Ur face ur hands ur body ur muscles ur mind ur hairs ur lips ur nose ur eyes♥️♥️♥️♥️ur head ur jawline .... we re literally obsessed...♥️♥️♥️
I believe ur an old school lover May good soon find someone who truly deserve you from aal what she has Literally feeling really very sad after sseing u like this The pain in ur eyes Stay Strong 💟
i know 7 months baad comment kar rahi hu but this this video speaks to me more than you said. i thought i was the only one jiske dimag me ye sab chalta hai. i thought main hi hu jo har chiz ko itna over analyse karti hu and end up hating myself. shrinkhal its so brave of you to actually upload this video and still not deleting it after this long. pls never delete this. iloveyou
Though I'm not in my 20s still now but still being relatable and I felt really helpless because I always try to help ppl when they are stressed out. It's actually fine, you are working acc to you, you're living for yourself and you are not made to compare yourself with others.. just wanted to say this even though you know this but yeah... Will genuinely support you 💜
I can feel you shrinkhal. Even I am going from the same phase I don't know why u have everything but still I'm not happy with myself. It's the worst phase.
I honestly don't know what to say, But listening to you was comforting in a way because someone out there has all these things on their mind like i Myself do. Thankyou.
This line "I HATE MYSELF IDK WHY "defines 70% of my thoughts ☁️☁️😑
the feminine urge to say "i can fix him"
@@nightapplepoisonapple7149 not always. everyone deserves a helping hand.
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I really want to hug him rn
But can't u know
@@studytime_11_12
Same to you
Aayein
Bruhhh!! U girls ! Pfft--
The fact that he hesitated to speak any word about his feelings really hurts.
Yrrr ye bande ke awaz itni soothing q h 😅✨
Yes ❤
Sometimes we set too high of standards for ourselves, and when we don’t acquire them, it can feel demoralising. Please remember that everyone has their own timeline, trust me this is coming from a person in her late 20s, trying to hustle, and I know how it can feel when you feel others are leaving you behind in the dust. You are worth it, remember that, and you’ll achieve everything you have set your mind to ❤
this comment is sooooo relatable to me....thank you for support...🫂
Thanks I needed this😭
Everyone has their own timeline....why not parents and others understand this
@@niharikaneha1414 try to tell them or just let it go
I don't think so.......the most demoralizing thing is that you know you can achieve it and has potential. But you can't because of scrolling phone or overthinking about it. You know everything but still couldn't achieve it😓.
I’m never gonna be this brave to put my heart out there and be so vulnerable, salute man.
Hats off to this guy to openly share his thoughts. In this fake world of social media where people just show their best lives and set a fake standard for their audience, I'm glad you showed this side of yours. I can only relate to each and every word that you spoke. Right from the short video apps, which just gives me mental stress; to the relationship point. I'm not sure what has happened to this generation but is hard to trust someone. (After getting cheated wherein i always stood as his ladder but as soon as he climbed up high, he dumped me at my worst when i had a severe medical condition). I'm just trying my best for my career, but many times end up comparing myself with others and feeling negative and start hating each and everything of myself. I can't express in words how comforting your video was like it's okay to have such feelings and other people have it too. Its a phase and it shall pass by. YOU'RE THE INFLUENCER WE NEED ❤️❤️❤️ Lot's of love.
Deadass cried while watching this dude. It was like I'm listening to my brother while he's just talking bout his life and stuff. Sabke life mein problem chalta hai we just need to learn how to deal w it. ❤️
girl how are you calling him brother i have a girlfriend and i find him more hot than her😭😭😭
@@donCr-mt2fy xD
@@donCr-mt2fy apni girlfriend ka number dena jara usko iss comment ka screenshot bhejungi
this hits home. im in the same exact place as u rn and im just 17 everything feels overwhelming socha tha boards ke baad rest lungi but fir entrances aagye itni anxiety hoti hai subha uthke sochke ki or ek day waste krdungi abh, its like im stuck in a loop, i too hate my body a lil too much knowing this i dont know why im not actively taking effort to improve myself. it feels like ive given up on life nothing feels exciting AND SAME even i got off instagram cus its too much to bear i rlly dont wanna se the perfect life of people. im glad u have u voice and audience to talk it out i dont even have anything of myself that i can boast about feels shitty to be in this position i hope i get over whatever this phase is its getting rlly unbearable lol
Hey I'm also in exact same situation .yeh boards khatam hote hi itna stress hogya na itna to boards mein bhi nhi tha.
Same yrr
Meri to Puri life destroy type lagti h COVID ke kaaran chemistry and maths thodi walekum ho gayi thode persentage Kam Bane our phir college main maths se bio stream ho gayi our Hindi se English medium ho gya sab itna tuff ho gya kuchh samjh nahi aa raha aage kya honga bas barabadi Nazar aa rahi h
@@niharikaneha1414 ya mine is also same during covid im in 11 I take commerce,uske baad gharwalo ne zabardasti science diladi bolke commerce me koi future nhi hai.uske baad maien science padhi kuch smaj nhi aya or mein fail hogya or dubara kr rha hu boards same disappointment ke sath.mera bhi pura balance bigad gya yrr or anxiety dispersion ke symptoms aa gy.
idk how to explain this but this is EXACTLY my situation ...i literally thought ki boards honge and mai turant entrance ka preparation chalu krr dungi but i wasted 1 month and abhi do hafte baad exams hai
I'm going through the same exact thing!!! The entrance preparation is making me go insane fr! And I've already wasted my 11th std and im currently wasting my 12th rn. I feel so bad about about not being productive but also can't really do anything about it. I have zero motivation left and feel like an absolute piece of sh1t! I'm also carrying a lot of pressure due to the money my parents have invested on my coaching classes. I'm trying my best but the feeling of doing absolutely nothing productive is eating me up internally!!
He is such a pure human being nothing for the fame just pouring his heart out and i hope you'll get out of this zone and see yourself from our eyes you are just perfect and doing so much better in life ❤
Such a good understanding 🖤
common kpop fanboy stuffs✨
Shrinkhal, you are so honest with your feelings. I used to feel “youtubers earn so much money they have such good life they don’t have problems like we do” but in reality others (most of them) only show the one side of their life but you literally showcased your feels in front of your subscribers. Hats off to you man!
Honestly i don't really like long videos but idk why i just kept watching this one ...no pause no breaks just me lying on bed earplugs on listening to him till 46 mins 37 seconds lol. Me being a normal teenager could relate to him a lot idk why like i know he's older than me and has lot more experiences but still i felt him .
You look so rough, I feel bad but its alright cause I understand what you're going through. As someone who is also in their 20s, its hard not to compare yourself to others who are achieving so much but everyone has their own pace and time. You're already doing so well, you'll do even better in the future. Just stay focused, and healthy, everything you wish for will come your way.
I am not even in my 20s then also I feel like shit about myself , I am not like this but when I look at others I feel dumb and embarrassed about myself
@@laljibhaivania6633I don't get it why people's are not happy with themselves..it is a very short life why waste it worrying.
I seriously didn't had time to watch the whole video but made it till the end by 2x speed and I think, the thing that he explained about the 'modern love' is so true. This is what I actually wanted someone to explain me. Unintentionally, he made me realise that I ain't into 'HIM' but I'm into 'HIS' (as in his looks, attraction and what not).
Thank you Shrinkhal ❤️
Can u please tell me what was that like consuming short format content like what was that which site
@Itz_NEHA🤍 shorts and reels maybe because they are proven to decrease our attention span or maybe games that we usually play when we get bore for even 5 mins
@@Jazmine.x ohk thanks 😊
Even the people we consider strong are going through hard time. 😢
His childhood memories like my childhood..such a coincidence 😅
I thought I'm the only one 😅happy after listening his thoughts.
I totally understand the career pressure that comes with this age ..i m 22 now... my graduation is about to end...i am doing a few tuitions and earning little...but the pressure is huge....don't be discouraged....we are with you💕💕
you are just '22' its not that old... relax bawa!!!
@@anikets4699 very kind of you to say that😂my relatives think i m old enough to leave studies and strt doing a full time job 🥲but i wanna continue studying...my parents are supportive though
I’m 30 and still feel I’ve achieved nothing. It sucks but we get wiser with age. Few people get early success in life and for few, things take time. They have other struggles lined up along with career. So you’ll get there soon. And you’ll do great!
I am 23 almost with no income generated 😢ulta insta hack hogaya can u feel me ?
@Boni Roychowdhury..we are on the same boat buddy
The way I immediately clicked on the video right after seeing the title 🥺
I still didn't watch the video fully but hope you are doing well Shrinkhal. Please know that you are really beautiful and your videos bring smiles on many people out there.
I can understand how hard it is to love yourself but trust me it is worth it 💜💜
Gotta say that your voice is so good! 😭💜
Beautiful?!? He’s a boy 😂.
@@Zaynab1212 boys can be beautiful too 🤦
😅
@@Zaynab1212 so??
@@samikchasubba8219 not really accommodating to British and American grammar it’s better to call boys HANDSOME instead of beautiful.
Bhai literally u saved my whole future ,at this point of life i was feeling lonely ,lost and i can't do anything, being attracted by someone, and i was just wasting my time wasn't understanding the value of my life ahead
Am a girl with very low self confidence ,don't like myself and all just rubbish can't get it that what am i doing with my life ,preparing for JEE currently in class 12th ,but listening to made me felt like yeah i was in the wrong direction, Thank-you so much bhai🙃🙏
dude, i love you. thanks for talking and sharing the most vulnerable side.
Hey Shrinkhal, aur whatever else your name is.
I just had tears half the way, and trust me, its not the pity or anything, it was the relatability.
It was accepting the fact that you are so strong to show your vulnerable side out here, so loud and clear.
Hating is a huge thing, like you mentioned " ki itni nafrat hai hi nahi mujhme", apply it on yourself first. You are extremely talented, and i have been binging on a lot of roasters lately, and trust me, you have been the most sensible amongst them, along with one i guess, Azooz.
You know that the content these days is more of cloud chase, its like, do something stupid, so that you get noticed, and then there is a video made on you. The creater gets the clout, a win, because thats what he wanted. The roaster gets collaboration , or views, a win again. And the audience gets giggles, and then they move on to the other stupid search. Thats how it works no?
Telling ki Riyaz is my bachpan ka dost and all, is so damn creative! You know you do the similar thing but in a different manner, thats what creativity is! And brace yourself for that.
Also, just a suggestion, talk to the people who are close, or take a therapy, or maybe give yourself some time to heal.
Life in 20s is all about the way and the side you want to witness for yourself, you see the bad, it legit becomes worst and hurts you, and eats you up, and you see the merry, the next moment its merrier.
And life is really long, beyond 20s, 21 me ghar, 25 me shaadi, koi thumb rule nhi hai, sab krte hai doesnt mean you should do it too! Dont.
Give yourself time, and you will be fine. Accept and love yourself, because at the end of the day, yahi soul, yahi body, ke saath rehna hai, and samay spend krna hai. Your mind and body have been there with you, in every damn phase, dont you think they deserve all the love?
Anyways, not just saying, but truly sending you besttttt wishes and tightttt warm hugssss! This shall pass through
I really want Shrinkhal to read this.
@@Shehristrokes samee❤❤
I hope he'll read this...
No one gonna read that
Simp
I get this negative feelings about myself, its getting deep, i think i can feel you, the feeling of not being enough, the feeling of being fragile its taking over me, im losing my sht 😭 i fear people, they disappear after making you feel good, they just disappear 😭🕊️
So do i girl, it's gonna be alright
I think/feel it's jst a phase of life
@@neon2623 thank you so much! 😓
I just feel like you listing out what you wanna change or hate about yourself is the first step towards self-improvementman(and the funny yet scary thing about self-improvement is that you never get enough of it sometimes but you'll get to the point where you start loving yourself and be proud of how far you've come from your older self).I love how you really know to point out what you dislike about yourself.I watched the entire video and i could relate to parts of it.More strength to you young man!
I'm so glad that I came across SR PAY when I was at my peak true crime addiction. I used to watch so many female truecrime youtubers from other countries but now yours is my favorite truecrime channel. Main reason being the way you deliver the story and second your personality. Keep up the good work man! Don't self-doubt and tatakae!
*Sounds so much like me 2-3 years ago! I turned to God after that! Started praying to Narayan! Started reading scriptures with devotion n I started seeing life differently! I look at it as if it is a game now! Turn to God! Everything will get easy!*
Make more videos like this we love listening to you .. probably can't help but the more you express your feelings the better you feel afterwards :)
you could literally see his hands shaking.. we love you arianaaa !! dont force yourself too much . stay strong
Boy be fightin inner demons 😵 :p
Stay strong and true like this, it’ll all fall into place in time.
You just earned a subscriber
He is just crazy fucking relatable 😅😂😭
bruhhh, being very honest, I always used to wonder, how can somebody on earth be so perfect. Like your face, your hair, your body, voice, your personality, everything seems to be so perfect. You are one of the most beautiful people on internet, whom I am connected to right now. Yeah, we experience some phases in life in which we start self doubting, and start comparing ourselves to others. Sometimes, we just expect a lot for our life, that sometimes our expectations become unreal too. You are working so hard and being determined, soon you will get all what you want. Also, we should stop overthinking a lot about life, it only keeps us wondering about people that we actually cannot figure out.
Whenever I am at my lowest, I just start watching your videos. You don't even know, what place you hold in this world for us.
hope you read this, so that you get to know how in depth, we are connected to you. Lots of love❤
Tum jo bhe banao ge uspe tumare mummy papa ko bhot proud feel hoga as elder child aur middle class family se hoti huye i can totally understand tumare dimag mai kya chal raha tha💛
watched entire video at 12 am right now and felt there's so much to be proud of and so much to be taken care of so just take care of yourself.❤
I don't have enough friends but today while watching this video I felt like I met a lost friend and I'm talking my heart out.. this was pure❤❤... no matter what's going on in life just remember that we as a family are with you always... sometimes it's good to pour your heart out like this... there are ups and downs amd you should think about it... but just remember that you and your brother make me smile everyday ... you make my day.... God bless you❤
It’s totally okay to feel that way or to hate ourselves I hate myself everyday every hour every minute every second I’m nothing,but u should look at urself ur everything a person could ever be….
I love you and your personality,ur content,ur good behaviour,ur humour,ur hair and everything to the moon and back💟🫂💜
you should do more of these videos, it's kind of therapeutic to me. As a person who loves to talk to themselves, it was comforting to see that I'm not the only one who does this. Thanks really❤
I just wanna give this guy a big hug everyone of us feels worthless at some point of life but I think you should consider therapy at some point it helps so much🥰😊
I thought you posted a late April fools. But it's visible that you're in pain. But all i need to say is that you don't need to compare yourself. You are amazing we aren't lying and we all are here for you.
When ever i felt burnt out your vids always made me happy but i never thought anything could make you feel bad. You were there for us and we got to be with you
I won't say much because your concerns and reasonings are understandable, but I'll say one thing, that is - you bring smiles and happiness to THOUSANDS of people :) Hoping you'll feel better eventually ❤️
I also feel this way all the time . And this feeling just eats me up inside. Hating my whole damn existence has always been there with me since I was a lil kid but I was hopeful at that time that I will change and become perfect but now that I've grown up I realised that how much can I really change about myself ? And its a sick feeling very sick. I wish I could juts accept myself but that's impossible. I am not capable of that and does that mean that I'll live an unhappy life or will just end my life someday because this pain is unbearable.
I know you're going through it but as an outsider i see so much growth even though this is my first video I'm watching of yours. Thank you for being this vulnerable in front of the world, it takes a lot of courage and you're full of it. Hope you get your "imagination vala ghar" and peace super soon.
please some one tell me name of his second channel
@@praveensingh3515sr pay
@@praveensingh3515 SR pay is his second channel started like 2yrs back ....
love how real and raw this vid is honestly, refreshing to see
U don't know your strength yet !
Keep going man don't lose hope , one day you will thank your self for not giving up! Stay blessed
Idk why I felt so better and connected with my own self lol after watching this 💀♥️ thanks for posting this mannn
His laugh is too precious.
We all agree that Shrinkhal works hard for us! Thanks, we love you. ❤️
I have thyroid with short height and due to the pressure of school and board exams I can't do exercise and my weight is increasing daily and my mother and aunt always scold me about it. It just makes me feel like useless even with all the study I can't keep up with my class, can't have time to focus on my hobbies. But I want to thank you Shrinkhal for making me feel good, even it is for small time.
Looking at how anxious you are
I just feel like giving you a warm hug✅️
He needs a true close person with whom he can open up totally be mentally naked which is really important for any person. May he finds peace, contentment, love in life.
It's okay to feel like that sometimes. Eventually you get through it. Because at the end of the day we are all humans and we all have flaws. And it's completely fine. You are doing well. Hwaiting!!!!💌
The fact i was just thinking that how my focus is getting short with each passing day and it's definitely because of bite sized content we are consuming, it's literally impacting my studies, I can't focus anymore. Thank you so much for reminding that i need to detoxify myself from this. I hope you accept yourself just the way you are there's nothing wrong in hating yourself. And your voice I can't stress enough how i got goosebumps after hearing your voice. And one last thing if u put ur mind to it it's already yours.
True no lie at all
Same 🙃🙃 i believe one day soon I'll be gone I'm just tired muje nhi acha lagta roz roz subah uthke phirse wahi self hatred wale thoughts ana mere pass toh koi hai bhi nhi khud ka aur na hi muje share karna ata hai meri padhai bhi kharab ho rahi hai and I'm not even beautiful kuch nhi hai mere pass I'm nothing
If I’m being honest, after reading the title of this video I was really concerned about what it could be about but after watching the whole thing I think maybe you needed to do this. It’s literally brave enough of you to open up your heart and be vulnerable on internet. I won’t say any sweet words like I actually planned because honestly you don’t need any of those. It may cheer you up for a while but that’s that. I just want to appreciate your guts. You know your every word touched my soul because it wasn’t pity or anything. I guess it was relatability that made me realise that I ain’t strong enough as you to open up my heart to anyone. You know it’s overwhelming seeing everyone around me like the people I know some younger to me and some my age and some even elder are literally settled in their life, happy and having a family. And me here in my late twenties not even having a permanent job and not even close to being settled and be happy. You seem so much in pain and maybe this is why I could feel you and understand where you’re coming from. I totally understand when you talked about that short video app and it’s craze in people these days. I mean that app is making us feel more worse than we already do but who are we to complain when we actually hate ourselves for everything from what we look like to what we do. But you know I still keep hoping and holding on even when I feel like I don’t have anything to hold onto. Maybe there will be a future for us. Just sending you lots of love and hope so you can hold on along with me
Spending too much on social media will result this dude..... We all go through this.. Even I hate myself... I don't like why I exist in this life... We compare with others and feel insecure...... Shrinkhal u are not the only one who go through this... Every damn time i hate to see my face... Cause I feel too ugly.... So o listen music.. It's feels good... Spend some time on yourself... Spend less time in social media dude... It's fine don't worry we love u.. I'm not saying because I feel bad.. It's cause it's not good yk... You'll be fine don't think too much like me everything will be fine 🙂
I also blame social media but not wholly. I deleted everything but i still hate myself way too much. Too the point that maybe i harm myself. 🕴🏽 So idk maybe i need help
@@samity7849 nahh bro you're good don't think that.. Everyone goes through that... Life really sucks.. But are u really giving up this easily... Fight hit gym love yourself... Good day with come for sure..let's fight together dude 🗿
I really thought it’s Ryan at first by looking at username and profile pic 😭 and was like how the hell he understood hindi?
@@ytuser920 lol sorry.... I love Ryan from nsb :) .. That's why
@@azngami_213 same he is my nsb bias hehe :)))
Dudee he is such a kind hearted man!! 💗
Such a great person he is✨
Dude, I don't know why but I think 2023 is taking a toll on every goddamn person. I hate my life these days too. I want to do so many things, but there's never the fvcking time or energy to pursue anything. My friends are all so stuck up as reality and life is hitting us harder and harder. Everyone's got a plan and I'm clueless. The biggest failures (in my eyes) are coming up with these audacious questions about my future and I HATE it!
He is my comfort person. He will be cherished forever in my heart, he deserves whatever he dreams💓
It's okay to feel it sometimes, in facts it's like a phase to think it so. You'll overcome it don't worry. ❤
Didn't even skip a second of this precious video 🤧
You are just feeling what most of the people in their 20's feel like , for real i relate to you because I've been there done that ❤
Ohh god i was litrelly you months ago ...... then i started reading books , like novels and i started cycling. I cycle for hours now and read books all the time and that helped me to talk my brain off of instagram and whatsapp i proudly say now that i have uninstalled instagram and whatsapp months ago and i more so happy.... like i am the happiest righ now. ❤
it's good that you share your feelings with us and seriously it's okk to feel like this
It’s totally normal to feel this way at some stage in life.. we all have had such phases honestly! You are doing so much good with your life , so talented , independent have a loving family.. count your blessings always .. ❤ and about your insecurities that’s again perfectly normal too.. but you are genuinely really attractive, charming and have a pleasing personality, soothing voice of course .. lastly I love your name “Shrinkhal”
I can totally feel you..from last 4 month i isolate myself, i stay in different state for studies and few month ago i had done my master's after that all my friends go back to there home place but I decide to stay alone and do something different make my parents proud but I can't do anything and feel so depressed, don't feel to do anything 😓 i randomly call anyone so that I get out of these anxiety but I can't it's go through out it.. I feel so dull..
Dude is it only me who think that this guy kinda give srk vibe *chef kiss*🗿🗿🍷
😂Bhyi i am literally that much obsessed with u ki mai aapki sari old vdos dubara dekha krta hu just cuz they r so funnnnnnnnn❤ Dont be so dishearted
I'm feeling the same rn 😭 I'm not gonna say everything will be fine cause even idk if it's true I just feel sad but its kinda comforting seeing others also feel the same and I'm not alone so I'm just gonna tell you you're not alone bro together in this shithole plus even i chuckle whenever something uncomfortable happens lol
Btw thanks for sharing your memories ❤❤❤❤❤ we love and support you ❤❤❤lol samurai Jack was one of my fav cartoons when u were talking about it brings back a lot of memories 😂
Dude shrinkhal you're such a brave person....
I don't know why but i got tears in my eyes even though it's only been 11:27 & i just stopped your video & writing this comment...you're really brave...some of us really needed this kinda video....
I have an advantage because I am a good listener 😌 So basically you are grateful for what you have gained but also upset about you under achievements. I also understand your view on love and how it has changed currently. But as you said, “I hate myself and don't like my body because of the content I consume” , this is the same case with love. Reading novels or watching movies is ultimately making us link romance with fantasy. I just want to say that this video was relatable to some extent. A late night thought which connected to future aspirations, childhood memories and self reflection. Btw, whoever made it this far doesn't need 'subway surfer'😂.
Finally shrinkhal sharing about his life. 😭
You are soo beautiful and smart with your cool and deep voice u give such a king vibes.. don't ever hate yourself again u r perfect and best the way u r..
Love you alot
People: watching video
Me : I hear the sound of rain
😂😂
This video felt so comforting that I'm not the only one who's thinking this. Thank you for this video 😊 I'm glad you talked about this💜
Listen, what you're going through is somewhat relatable ( im not saying i know exactly what youre going through but yeah i can relate upto a certain point) I'd say just take a break from the internet and spend some time with your loved ones, your parents and bhai, go refresh those childhood memories, cherish those moments, hopefully that'd help. And no matter how long you take a break for you should know we will always be there for you, its cliche but it do be the truth lil bro. Feel better
finally some real advice I scrolled through comments and most of the people are just saying "its ok". You gave some real advice Big W brother
I just want to say, I AM SO PROUD OF YOU!!❤️
Sending you warm hugs!! We are with youuu!!🌻🫶
Mental health is really something....
you have such a beautiful voice shrinkhal.. such beautiful soul... i know times are hard.. but things will get better.. i hope you find strength and courage to love yourself and accept yourself.. i might fail to feel what you are going through as it is unimaginable to us.. only you can feel it and understand yourself best.. try to be gentle with yourself.. you dont only have to look at every BIG achievement tell yourself that you did okay.. i hope you get kinder towards yourself.. it is obvious to feel and compare yourself with others.. but we have different life goals different paths and it is not a race... every flower blooms when it is its time.. just be patient keep trying.. keep yourself loved and surrounded by the people who love you and support you.. try being gentler to yourself... look how happy you make us.. our day gets brighter when your video pops up in notifications.. you bring us so joy.. sometimes somethings like happiness and satisfaction means a lot more than the physical things... but i also understand that it is very humane to go through this thing.. i hope you find peace and happiness.. good luck.. we love you..
Shrinkhal, you're my bestest friend on the internet. I feel a comfort like Home watching your videos. Keep on sharing whatever you feel,only if you're comfortable ofc but we're always here to listen,please know that. Everything is alright. you're alright ❤
I hadn't taken bath from 2 days in this summer [ I don't have ac in my room ]...not because I am lazy.from last 1 years I am fighting in side my head it is increasing day by day ..this phase make me felt like I want new life or I don't want to continue this life.I am comparing my self to every single animal and making my self feel like the only shit in this world .
I hate my self at extreme that you can't imagine.everyone is doing good in their life left behind me ... I am reason of unhappiness of my family and fail to make them proud of me ...
I want to give him a hug😢❤
I was waiting for you from a long time...When I saw your video, I was superb happy, but then read the title I was jungshooked... Look, you are the best person I have seen who enterains us in every situations...I LOVE U SO MUCH JUST BE YOURSELF AND BE HAPPY💖
I watched the whole video and i love you sm for this video you made people realise nothing is perfect nobody is perfect all people have negative thoughts nobody has it easy everyone has a hard life in thier own way you're absolutely amazing and your takes on love was the most accurate representation of love in our generation hats off to you for putting this video and showing that nobody has a perfect life everyone have thier bad days and thier good days. And i am not pitying you or anything but just that this video shows sm reliability and Relatability it's not easy posting something like like this thank you so much and i hope you start feeling yourself again and you have one of the best personalities out there even if we don't k now much about you but as far as I have seen you until now you're amazing. Nobody will put up such a successful channel just because they feel that thier videos are hate videos and it just shows how great of a person you are i admire you.
Haha, i also want to share a depressing story, when I also hated myself. I, am currently 17 years old and when I was 15 I was DEPRESSED. I was 60KGS in March 2019 gained to 75 in august 21 my board exams came and I just giving a shit, I used to binge eat kfc, McDonald’s and I remember i was VERY cautious of what I used to ate. But. NowI was like “dekha jayega” but that was the biggest mistake of my life (so far at that point,). I quickly gained a lot of weight, I think I put on 5-6 KGS every month and just procrastinating. But then one day I looked at myself. I was 112KGS. it was July 22 and I just.. lost it. I thought to go out exercising again, I was morbidally obese, yet.. I couldn’t even run. I remember when I was 75 KGS I could run like a cheetah, but now, I couldn’t do anything. I used to lay on the bed, binging movies, my grades fell like crazy, life sucked, almost sucided. But then, one day it hit me. I got up, stopped eating junk, ate once a day for the next 8 months. Exercised 2 times a day for 2 hours, and now I’m 71KGS. (Sep 23)
Life has ups and downs, but only DISIPLINE can shape it.
If your reading this thanks for reading this, no one can stop you.
Just so proud of you,;) ❤️
I have been struggling the same thing for my entire life....I'm only 19 years old always has this thing like I'm not just good in any way I'm full of faults.. I ain't supposed to be here like wtf mi doing here ?
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Then I came to a conclusion..
*U r not what u should be* that's the time when u find that u hate urself.. I couldn't overcome this but will try my best....be strong bro
Arianaaaa you got this!! You're one of the best RUclipsrs and I really hope that you start feeling better because you DESERVE not to feel like this. Purple you Shrinkhal, I believe in you💜
Why everyone is saying Ariana? I'm so confused
@@abdurrahmanabid9231 I assume you're new here..so first of all welcome!
So sometime back he asked his subscribers to comment "Ariana what are you doing here?" Whenever they see his comment on any Instagram post, referring to that famous cardi b meme from her live when she sees that Ariana's watching it. So whenever we mention him, we use Ariana to refer him.. It's like a fun thing we got made up
@@bhumika1876 oh thank you thank you for explaining and welcoming me🥺❤️
Maine pura dekhna and I found myself agreeing as if we were talking face to face-
Hatred and constant doubts towards yourself is normal, bhai!
Maine toh abhi just 10th ki boards exams di and I'm so stressed..dimaag me pessimistic thoughts aati rehti hai, same as you I too feel that I'm still not giving my all, beech beech me ruk jaate hai hum and it's like a reality hit that you're never enough!
But broo, aren't we constantly evolving day by day? This too is an experience and take it as one-
It's good to see that you still have your composure after all this stuff and as modiji says "achche din aayenge"
Kya cringe stuff likha hai maine bhai oof
Dude it's not cringe don't worry mera bhi same condition hai
Ok but I do hope ki you come to terms with it in a way that I doesn't feel like you've just wasted shit ton of efforts over nothing-
Itne saare log tumko pasand karte hai bhai, (encouragement dena with "
@@soullessyeoja *hugs* dw we'll get over this someday
"This constant hatred"
@@Unknownempathetic what stream do you wanna take? First decide on this and then work hard-
If you're from cbse, stick to ncert for theories and stuff and practice different types of questions
And see, society has a rule,
"If your job does not pay well, then you've just wasted your time over nothing"
But we'll, consider your comfort and convenience, well paying job is just a plus point
Just here to tell you i watched the whole video and i just seemed so invested in everything that you said cause maybe I'm also in the same head space as you at the moment.Just wanna say you're very brave and time heals everything so stay strong
His smile is toooo hard to handle...ufff!!!!! We all r with u.. LOVE YOU SHRINKHAL 💗💖
Us moment bro, dude i clicked on this vdo right away after reading the title.. yk what? We all have flaws.. there can be mistakes that we make sometimes.. I'm also going through a really hard time rn.. i hope you'll be fine, seek help if needed there's no shame in that.. rn my only motivation is my mum, i hope u have one too..
We all hv ur back, brother.. ur not alone in this
Hwaiting!✊🏻
Bro this video gives me vibes of my friend calling me and ranting about his life and I like it 😭👍🏻
All i wanted to do through this entire vid was to give you a big hug. Its okay we are with you❤
i'm 19 screwed just like everyone else, but these thoughts of yours bhai, the you way you narrated them brings comfort. idk? maybe i'll listen to this again and again like podcast.
We love ur everything
Ur face ur hands ur body ur muscles ur mind ur hairs ur lips ur nose ur eyes♥️♥️♥️♥️ur head ur jawline .... we re literally obsessed...♥️♥️♥️
I believe ur an old school lover
May good soon find someone who truly deserve you from aal what she has
Literally feeling really very sad after sseing u like this
The pain in ur eyes
Stay Strong 💟
What helps me is its okay to dislike myself but i try to love myself regardless. Treat yourself like you would a friend
i know 7 months baad comment kar rahi hu but this this video speaks to me more than you said. i thought i was the only one jiske dimag me ye sab chalta hai. i thought main hi hu jo har chiz ko itna over analyse karti hu and end up hating myself. shrinkhal its so brave of you to actually upload this video and still not deleting it after this long. pls never delete this. iloveyou
Though I'm not in my 20s still now but still being relatable and I felt really helpless because I always try to help ppl when they are stressed out. It's actually fine, you are working acc to you, you're living for yourself and you are not made to compare yourself with others.. just wanted to say this even though you know this but yeah... Will genuinely support you 💜
I can feel you shrinkhal. Even I am going from the same phase I don't know why u have everything but still I'm not happy with myself. It's the worst phase.
It's ok everyone has this lonely and sad phase on their life 😔 you will recover soon ❤😢
I honestly don't know what to say,
But listening to you was comforting in a way because someone out there has all these things on their mind like i Myself do. Thankyou.