Milk, KYE | SPIR୭LD୭LL [UTAU Original]

...and so Mike ran away like the selfish bastard he is, leaving Angel to die alone in this miserable place. Not once did he ever care for Angel's well being.
...At least...that's what everyone tells Angel. Who is he to question them, right...?
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This was a pain in the ass to mix. Golden Eyes flopped, so I'm hoping this one doesn't...I might just lose it BWAHA
Anyways, does it count as a pride month special if it's Michael and Angel? Michael who had to flee for his own safety, and Angel who was made to believe otherwise. It's hard to understand that when they've fried your brain well beyond being able to hold a coherent thought!
Angel wasn't always like this. Acting out is what landed him in this headspace. You start to understand why Michael fled, or why people like Atlas play along like idle puppets.
Voicebanks Used:
Milk | Xepheris | xepheris.wixsi...
KYE | WinterdrivE | winterdrive.wi...
Instrumental: drive.google.c...
USTx: drive.google.c...
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Studio Erocide: sites.google.c...
My Bandcamp: frutigerangel....
LYRICS
[ANGEL/MILK]
Vacant eyes, listless and murky, no destination
for its gaze; of which holds no hint of recognition
Like a doll, painted perfectly, fragile porcelain
Smooth the cracks over, sitting pretty on the shelf, it stays
Perfect, in place
[MIKE/KYE]
(From you, the light is drained
Obedience they praise
Your head stuffed with cotton
Memories you’ve forgotten)
USELESS SPIR୭LD୭LL
[ANGEL/MILK]
Speak to me like an animal or a dullard child
Reframing rampant thoughts of the past running wild
Tell me all that I need to know of your great escape
Enigmatic as you are, leaving behind what we’ve made
Away you fade
[MIKE/KYE]
(Abandoned you, my friend
Dynamic’s bitter end
I’ll run off selfishly
And leave you there to bleed)
USELESS SPIR୭LD୭LL
[ANGEL/MILK]
Besotted by a thought
Allured by what I’ve forgot
They’ll tell me what to think
Push aside ideas of “we”
There they go- my hands, again
they’re reaching out for what I can’t grasp
I try to find what I miss
my palms cut deep by the broken glass
Captivating imagery
a projection within my mind’s eye
They warn me not to speculate
so I suppose it’s pointless to try
[MIKE/KYE]
(From you, the light is drained
Obedience they praise
Your head stuffed with cotton
Memories you’ve forgotten
Abandoned you, my friend
Dynamic’s bitter end
I’ll run off selfishly
And leave you there to bleed)
USELESS SPIR୭LD୭LL
USELESS SPIR୭LD୭LL
[ANGEL/MILK]
Ambivalent I remain
To the things they claim
From their path I stray
Again I deviate
[MIKE/KYE]
(Please hear my cries
They fill your head with lies
Reach for your hand
Until my bitter end)
[ANGEL/MILK]
USELESS SPIR୭LD୭LL
Questions go unanswered once again, left in the dark
The masks that don their faces starting to break apart
Framing you as the bad guy, as though you hated me
Too brainwashed to see puppeteers tugged your strings till you’d bleed
Oh, how you’d scream
[MIKE/KYE]
(Though I had run away
It was not out of hate
From me, the light was drained
Left wilting in that place)
YOU’RE NOT JUST THEIR DOLL
[ANGEL/MILK]
Spirals inside my eyes
By untruths I’m hypnotized
Static rings in my brain
Distort memories of you again
I vaguely see your face
Skinny and underweight frame
You’d have died if you’d stayed
Afterthought of you, they taint
[MIKE/KYE]
(Please hear my cries
They fill your head with lies
Reach for your hand
Until my bitter-)
[ANGEL/MILK]
There they go- my hands, again
they’re reaching out for what I can’t grasp
I try to find what I miss
my palms cut deep by the broken glass
Captivating imagery
a projection within my mind’s eye
They warn me not to speculate
but something’s nagging at me to try
[MIKE/KYE]
(Though I had run away
It was not out of hate
From me, the light was drained
Left wilting in that place
Spirals inside your eyes
By untruths, hypnotized
Static rings in your brain
Forget me once again)
[ANGEL/MILK]
USELESS SPIR୭LD୭LL
[MIKE/KYE]
YOU’RE NOT JUST THEIR DOLL

[@arcticcircle9178]

Thank goodness, I didn't think I'd be able to find this song again! Good work by the way!

[@kharmacal]

dragging my feet on vocaloid stuff (audhd) but this feels like a song id wanna cover

[@frutigerangel]

OUU!! Let me know if you ever do!!!

[@frutygello]

OMG ITS MICHAEL AND ANGEL *EXPLODES*

[@frutigerangel]

IVE BEEN THINKING AB THEM FOR A HOT MINUTE !!

[@frutygello]

ahh also who are the others at 1:45 ? One is Atlas and presumably Tim but who’re the other two :o

[@Bootleg_Miku]

The one on the right looks like it might be Kate the Chaser, and I think the left one belongs to their oc Rave? It looks similar to Rave’s mask in the scapegoat mv, I might be wrong tho

[@frutigerangel]

Close!! The “kate” mask belongs to an oc of mine named Thomas who I have not touched in years 😭 I don’t rly pay much attention to Kate as a character so I didn’t realize their masks were similar so I should mayb revamp him…the other mask is rave though :3

[@Bootleg_Miku]

@@frutigerangelI legit forgot Thomas existed lol

[@frutigerangel]

@@Bootleg_Miku dont worry i did too LMAO

[@frutygello]

@@Bootleg_Miku omg raveee totally forgot about them 😭