Daddy? Huh? Foods’ here Kept buyin’ and see who gets it Come eat Alaina, I’m so tired Just come eat Alaina, I’ll be there in a minute, I promise Stop But wake up Shut the door Somebody save me Me from myself I’ve spent so long livin’ in hell Another pill as I start to spiral Message to my daughters I don’t even deserve the father title Hailie, I’m so sorry I know I wasn’t there for your first guitar recital Didn’t walk you down the aisle Missed the birth of your first child Your first podcast, lookin’ down, sweetie I’m so proud of how you turned out Sorry that I chose drugs and put ‘em above you Sorry that I didn’t love you enough to Give ‘em up, how the fuck do I not love you more than a pill? Lookin’ up to the ceilin’ from this floor wonder will Somebody save me Me from myself I’ve spent so long livin’ in hell They say my lifestyle is bad for my health It’s the only thing that seems to help Alaina, sorry that you had to hear me fall in the bathroom Sorry that I missed your gradu-, wait, Nate, I should just congratulate you On bein’ a dad to Carter and Liam, look at you Little bro, sorry I left you Sorry that I’ll never get to Hold or hug my little nephews Stevie, I’m sorry, I missed you Grow up and I didn’t get to Be the dad I wanted to be to you Things I wanted to see you do This is my song from me to you Sorry I gave up, but I’m just so defeated God, what the fuck do you want me to do? Somebody save me Me from myself I’ve spent so long livin’ in hell They say my lifestyle is bad for my health It’s the only thing that seems to help [Verse 3: Eminem] I’ve been starin’ at that video of Hailie Almost daily of her playin’ a guitar In hopes maybe that’ll give me the power to fight But the addict in me’s a coward, he told me that I can’t do it Had a second chance, blew it It’s like I’m stuck inside an alternate reality, but I know (What?) I’ll turn it around and be able to Walk her and Lainie one day To the altar as proud as can be Right now, I’m just weak As I fall further down in this deep hole And farther in the ground that I sink As they lower me in my coffin, I feel the tears all fallin’ down on my cheek I’m a lost cause Baby, don’t waste your time on me I’m so damaged beyond repair Life has shattered my hopes and my dreams I’m a lost cause Baby, don’t waste your time on me I’m so damaged beyond repair Life has shattered my hopes and my dreams
It feels like I'm waiting For someone to save me But nobody's coming I know that it's just me Gotta do it myself Wish it could be someone else How could it be someone else They got to save themselves Habits, bad habits So stuck in these habits This pool of pollution What am I doing Gotta get up, get going Get moving, get proving Yea, my world is crumbling I'm looking to numb it CHORUS Wasted too many nights wasted Won't be the last of it's kind Or the last of my life Or the one to go right I claim I'm done But I run run run Right back to arms Of the same things it's dumb Nothing there the next day Just beer cans & ash trays Burned down to passed out Can't be what's life's about In this cycle of doing What I just keep doing Yea my life's in ruins I'm doing the same things CHORUS Fell hard off the wagon And boy I'm really dragging Wake up, open my eyes Thank god I'm still alive I get another try Gonna try till I die Inspiration a hard horse to ride No lie Imma keep going even when I fall on my face So much stronger than this I will prove it one day Don't want to be faded Don't want to be jaded Yea it's time to change it So I can no longer say that … OUTRO
I was so In denial Of all the times I should of made you smile Daddy’s mind was to gone I was Going crazy I was Going wild Even ended up With flat line vitals Didn’t want to die But somehow I was suicidal I don’t know how When all I see is you When my eyes close Dream a dream that ain’t so picture perfect Popping perks on purpose Waiting for my lies to surface Despise in your eyes I’m feeling so worthless That was the worst shit Trying my best to reverse it These demons don’t rest I swear they keep lurking Take my last breath As they close the curtain Chorus… Jagger I’m sorry your mom was stabbed to death I know your still to young to grasp it yet But I feel the pain for you No matter what I think of saying to you It will never change the truth Pop a perk as my face changes blue Blame it on the pain Look at what this pain made me do Just wish I could be stronger and change for you Guess I could just blame the truth I mean every word that I say in this booth I’m a lost cause But I’m praying for you “If I die here just know I wrote beautiful music “
In my car and I feel like I got to cry been struggling with faith in god not gonna lie I feel like can’t even take there own advice I been trying to live right but I don’t know god give me a sign I feel overwhelmed and I feel like I need to sit still 😢😢😢😢😢I just want to cry behind my humour and pain even though you gave me free will But I gotta let go and surrender to what’s out of my control I been overwhelmed and I feel a huge heavy burden in my soul Because I be living in this world that is so cold This is coming straight from the heart and fuck what you think I need to take a break from life should I get a drink 🥃 I’m a lost cause and I’m journaling these lyrics ina text I can’t be living in survival mode or worry about the future or what’s next Worrying is a sin and I been reckless It’s funny how we give Advice but when we give it’s hecticness 😢 I feel like I’m crying as writing this I don’t want to be fighting this 😢 I have a bad habit of going to my bad habits like rewinding a song Or rewinding just leave the damn song on …it doesn’t matter who’s right or wrong Maybe I’m just using gif and faith to cope Well it’s better than trying to die or go crazy or hang myself with a rope I guess the enemy in my mind wants me to give up and kill myself I can’t beat myself up with all this emotional and mental pain I felt Fuck what everybody thinks what makes happy 😊 Well it’s better that being fake ok social media knowing my life’s crappy I go back to my old ways when there’s cold days Like the winter when it’s coming 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢up no I don’t want no feelings sorry for myself Fuck Sandy Angie Charlie Steph oh everyone take time off friend Mom and dad 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢fuck them all I need to heal
Hola, se que pasamos malos ratos Tal vez ya no quieras que sea tu amigo Tal vez la vida nos puso en otros caminos Pero lo cierto es que siempre te extraño Extraño sentarme a tu lado en la universidad Extraño verte sonreír cuando boludeabamos Extraño tus abrazos que me elevaban Extraño cada una de nuestros momentos Ro fue lindo volverte a ver lo necesitaba Cuando te distraías te miraba y por dentro me quebraba Los meses pasan y en algún momento te pensaba Tu presencia en mi vida fue lo que necesitaba En vos supe comprender mucho Que no se necesita todo para pasarla lindo Que solo basta con una buena persona a tu lado Que todo se podía calmar solo con un abrazo Se que te falle y me quema por dentro Pelearme con vos en mi vida fue el peor error Por más que me vaya bien no estoy contento Se que me maneje mal y quiero decirte que lo siento No se si lo llegaras a leer en algún momento Solo quiero decirte que gracias y perdón Gracias por iluminar mi vida cuando yo caía en un vacio Perdón por haber sido un mal amigo
Such a beautiful song.
No fuckin way someone's got this already, it's so incredibly produced
It's with help of ai. Don't get hyped
Daddy?
Huh?
Foods’ here
Kept buyin’ and see who gets it
Come eat
Alaina, I’m so tired
Just come eat
Alaina, I’ll be there in a minute, I promise
Stop
But wake up
Shut the door
Somebody save me
Me from myself
I’ve spent so long livin’ in hell
Another pill as I start to spiral
Message to my daughters
I don’t even deserve the father title
Hailie, I’m so sorry
I know I wasn’t there for your first guitar recital
Didn’t walk you down the aisle
Missed the birth of your first child
Your first podcast, lookin’ down, sweetie
I’m so proud of how you turned out
Sorry that I chose drugs and put ‘em above you
Sorry that I didn’t love you enough to
Give ‘em up, how the fuck do
I not love you more than a pill?
Lookin’ up to the ceilin’ from this floor wonder will
Somebody save me
Me from myself
I’ve spent so long livin’ in hell
They say my lifestyle is bad for my health
It’s the only thing that seems to help
Alaina, sorry that you had to hear me fall in the bathroom
Sorry that I missed your gradu-, wait, Nate, I should just congratulate you
On bein’ a dad to Carter and Liam, look at you
Little bro, sorry I left you
Sorry that I’ll never get to
Hold or hug my little nephews
Stevie, I’m sorry, I missed you
Grow up and I didn’t get to
Be the dad I wanted to be to you
Things I wanted to see you do
This is my song from me to you
Sorry I gave up, but I’m just so defeated
God, what the fuck do you want me to do?
Somebody save me
Me from myself
I’ve spent so long livin’ in hell
They say my lifestyle is bad for my health
It’s the only thing that seems to help
[Verse 3: Eminem]
I’ve been starin’ at that video of Hailie
Almost daily of her playin’ a guitar
In hopes maybe that’ll give me the power to fight
But the addict in me’s a coward, he told me that I can’t do it
Had a second chance, blew it
It’s like I’m stuck inside an alternate reality, but I know (What?)
I’ll turn it around and be able to
Walk her and Lainie one day
To the altar as proud as can be
Right now, I’m just weak
As I fall further down in this deep hole
And farther in the ground that I sink
As they lower me in my coffin, I feel the tears all fallin’ down on my cheek
I’m a lost cause
Baby, don’t waste your time on me
I’m so damaged beyond repair
Life has shattered my hopes and my dreams
I’m a lost cause
Baby, don’t waste your time on me
I’m so damaged beyond repair
Life has shattered my hopes and my dreams
Awesome!!!
It feels like I'm waiting
For someone to save me
But nobody's coming
I know that it's just me
Gotta do it myself
Wish it could be someone else
How could it be someone else
They got to save themselves
Habits, bad habits
So stuck in these habits
This pool of pollution
What am I doing
Gotta get up, get going
Get moving, get proving
Yea, my world is crumbling
I'm looking to numb it
CHORUS
Wasted too many nights wasted
Won't be the last of it's kind
Or the last of my life
Or the one to go right
I claim I'm done
But I run run run
Right back to arms
Of the same things it's dumb
Nothing there the next day
Just beer cans & ash trays
Burned down to passed out
Can't be what's life's about
In this cycle of doing
What I just keep doing
Yea my life's in ruins
I'm doing the same things
CHORUS
Fell hard off the wagon
And boy I'm really dragging
Wake up, open my eyes
Thank god I'm still alive
I get another try
Gonna try till I die
Inspiration a hard horse to ride
No lie
Imma keep going even when
I fall on my face
So much stronger than this
I will prove it one day
Don't want to be faded
Don't want to be jaded
Yea it's time to change it
So I can no longer say that …
OUTRO
I was so
In denial
Of all the times
I should of made you smile
Daddy’s mind was to gone
I was Going crazy
I was Going wild
Even ended up
With flat line vitals
Didn’t want to die
But somehow
I was suicidal
I don’t know how
When all I see is you
When my eyes close
Dream a dream
that ain’t so picture perfect
Popping perks on purpose
Waiting for my lies to surface
Despise in your eyes
I’m feeling so worthless
That was the worst shit
Trying my best to reverse it
These demons don’t rest
I swear they keep lurking
Take my last breath
As they close the curtain
Chorus…
Jagger I’m sorry your mom was stabbed to death
I know your still to young to grasp it yet
But I feel the pain for you
No matter what I think of saying to you
It will never change the truth
Pop a perk as my face changes blue
Blame it on the pain
Look at what this pain made me do
Just wish I could be stronger and change for you
Guess I could just blame the truth
I mean every word that I say in this booth
I’m a lost cause
But I’m praying for you
“If I die here just know I wrote beautiful music “
In my car and I feel like I got to cry been struggling with faith in god not gonna lie
I feel like can’t even take there own advice
I been trying to live right but I don’t know god give me a sign
I feel overwhelmed and I feel like I need to sit still
😢😢😢😢😢I just want to cry behind my humour and pain even though you gave me free will
But I gotta let go and surrender to what’s out of my control
I been overwhelmed and I feel a huge heavy burden in my soul
Because I be living in this world that is so cold
This is coming straight from the heart and fuck what you think
I need to take a break from life should I get a drink 🥃
I’m a lost cause and I’m journaling these lyrics ina text
I can’t be living in survival mode or worry about the future or what’s next
Worrying is a sin and I been reckless
It’s funny how we give Advice but when we give it’s hecticness 😢
I feel like I’m crying as writing this
I don’t want to be fighting this 😢
I have a bad habit of going to my bad habits like rewinding a song
Or rewinding just leave the damn song on …it doesn’t matter who’s right or wrong
Maybe I’m just using gif and faith to cope
Well it’s better than trying to die or go crazy or hang myself with a rope
I guess the enemy in my mind wants me to give up and kill myself
I can’t beat myself up with all this emotional and mental pain I felt
Fuck what everybody thinks what makes happy 😊
Well it’s better that being fake ok social media knowing my life’s crappy
I go back to my old ways when there’s cold days
Like the winter when it’s coming 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢up no I don’t want no feelings sorry for myself
Fuck Sandy Angie Charlie Steph oh everyone take time off friend
Mom and dad 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢fuck them all I need to heal
Hola, se que pasamos malos ratos
Tal vez ya no quieras que sea tu amigo
Tal vez la vida nos puso en otros caminos
Pero lo cierto es que siempre te extraño
Extraño sentarme a tu lado en la universidad
Extraño verte sonreír cuando boludeabamos
Extraño tus abrazos que me elevaban
Extraño cada una de nuestros momentos
Ro fue lindo volverte a ver lo necesitaba
Cuando te distraías te miraba y por dentro me quebraba
Los meses pasan y en algún momento te pensaba
Tu presencia en mi vida fue lo que necesitaba
En vos supe comprender mucho
Que no se necesita todo para pasarla lindo
Que solo basta con una buena persona a tu lado
Que todo se podía calmar solo con un abrazo
Se que te falle y me quema por dentro
Pelearme con vos en mi vida fue el peor error
Por más que me vaya bien no estoy contento
Se que me maneje mal y quiero decirte que lo siento
No se si lo llegaras a leer en algún momento
Solo quiero decirte que gracias y perdón
Gracias por iluminar mi vida cuando yo caía en un vacio
Perdón por haber sido un mal amigo