The weight of a selfless giver. 😌 truly reminds me of my hollow ego I used to hold. Lived a lie thinking I'd never break as long I kept doing what felt right, but just felt empty inside. I held alot of compassion and got dragged down into a scense of hollow empathy. Drowned by what was unfulfilled and a purpose I was blind to. I respect you for who you are. I'm changing myself more and more. And can say I'm golden at this point. I'd love to share and understand your thoughts and how you wish to live. Slow and steady all in divine timing o7
Ohhhh interesting, I have never listened to any of their songs, maybe I'll go check em out and try to get some inspirations XD I'm currently having writer's block and focusing on learning to recreate the beats.
May this song remind you that your acts of selflessness shouldn't come at the cost of your own health and.... well-being, remember that selflessness doesn't mean self-neglect. Take care of the you. Thank you.
This song reflects me too perfectly. I grew up in a childhood where I lost the person who raised me at 10 then my mother came into my life and it was hell...I grew a mask and became cold and solemn but when I fell in love or cared deeply for a person I'd take on all the burdens convincing myself my life was meaningless that If I could help everyone else I wouldn't care what happened to me. Only a year ago did meeting my girlfriend did she do something unexpected. I was selflessly helping others keeping up my serene mask and one day she told me "you can help people but I don't like you hiding your emotions around me. I don't think less of you so why do you not tell me" she told me how long she knew I was hiding my feelings and selflessly sacrificing my financial and mental stability for others to the point that after she told me she hugged me and told me it was fine that she'd never think less of me. Never have I cried so hard in years since that day I felt I lost everything.
You know… I wonder why do these songs you make always seem to make me think of the past and present. Either way, when I was younger, my family had plenty of issues, let’s just say not very good and quite bad for my mental state. Eventually, I ended up just putting in a mask of hyperactive and cheerfulness and stuff; and I tried to help others when needed, trying to be helpful, though not much at the time. But eventually it just turned to second nature, in the past few years I’ve always been trying to be that pillar of support to help those classmates and friends I have. I keep up the mask just as second nature, and one day I thought back in it, and was worried. I didn’t know if even half the emotions I thought I felt were real, maybe it was just faked? It was made worse by the fact that I often faked emotions quite well during presentations so it wouldn’t be too far of a stretch. My life just seems like I lie to myself too often, I know for any issue I come across I usually just try to cast it to the side and ignore it. Sorry for the rant, but yeah, this sing just makes me think
No no, please don't apologize. You know, after reading your comment, I can feel with you, we always try to help others, why do we do that? Idk too, maybe it was just an excuse to neglect our own emotions and try to cover it up by convincing ourselves that we are happy by always helping others, by seeing them smile... either way, deep down, we are still longing for that feeling of someday when it will be our turn. Here's what I can say, and forgive me if this sounds unaccounted for. You being helpful, selfless, and all, you're strong, you probably haven't realized it, but, that made you the person you are right now, the person who can take on life's challenges, yeah, it still hurts deep down, but you're doing better than before, keep it up because this world, in reality, we will never run out of challenges. This is actually one of the beauties of being anonymous on the internet, you can voice out anything, your emotions, your thoughts. By just voicing them out, you can feel somewhat relieved.
@@LunastE Ya know, I gotta agree with the part about being able to say anything in the internet, even sensitive things on the internet. I know it’s one of my strengths, I just hope I can handle a balance between everything
this is so coooll!!! I really love how real the lyrics are, that so many people pretend to be strong just to support others and leave their own well-being behind, and how really lots of lives in this world are built of lies made to protect ourselves or others… this song is really meaningful, thanks!! ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
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FEELS!!! SO MANY FEELS!!!!
this is fire
The weight of a selfless giver. 😌 truly reminds me of my hollow ego I used to hold. Lived a lie thinking I'd never break as long I kept doing what felt right, but just felt empty inside. I held alot of compassion and got dragged down into a scense of hollow empathy. Drowned by what was unfulfilled and a purpose I was blind to. I respect you for who you are. I'm changing myself more and more. And can say I'm golden at this point. I'd love to share and understand your thoughts and how you wish to live. Slow and steady all in divine timing o7
I love how this sounds, and the lyrics are amazing! Looking forward to your next work
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This channel is now my go to on the yt recommended every time
@@mystlcgreatness xD thank you as always 🤍
Uuuuh. A new one to obsess over. Thanks!
@@helenetrstrup4817 thank you too for dropping by again! 🤍
Ah! I remember now why i liked your lyrics a lot. They are similar to Rwby songs. They have a grace of poetry in their songs as i keep listening xD
Ohhhh interesting, I have never listened to any of their songs, maybe I'll go check em out and try to get some inspirations XD I'm currently having writer's block and focusing on learning to recreate the beats.
May this song remind you that your acts of selflessness shouldn't come at the cost of your own health and.... well-being, remember that selflessness doesn't mean self-neglect. Take care of the you.
Thank you.
This song reflects me too perfectly. I grew up in a childhood where I lost the person who raised me at 10 then my mother came into my life and it was hell...I grew a mask and became cold and solemn but when I fell in love or cared deeply for a person I'd take on all the burdens convincing myself my life was meaningless that If I could help everyone else I wouldn't care what happened to me. Only a year ago did meeting my girlfriend did she do something unexpected. I was selflessly helping others keeping up my serene mask and one day she told me "you can help people but I don't like you hiding your emotions around me. I don't think less of you so why do you not tell me" she told me how long she knew I was hiding my feelings and selflessly sacrificing my financial and mental stability for others to the point that after she told me she hugged me and told me it was fine that she'd never think less of me. Never have I cried so hard in years since that day I felt I lost everything.
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You know… I wonder why do these songs you make always seem to make me think of the past and present. Either way, when I was younger, my family had plenty of issues, let’s just say not very good and quite bad for my mental state. Eventually, I ended up just putting in a mask of hyperactive and cheerfulness and stuff; and I tried to help others when needed, trying to be helpful, though not much at the time. But eventually it just turned to second nature, in the past few years I’ve always been trying to be that pillar of support to help those classmates and friends I have. I keep up the mask just as second nature, and one day I thought back in it, and was worried. I didn’t know if even half the emotions I thought I felt were real, maybe it was just faked? It was made worse by the fact that I often faked emotions quite well during presentations so it wouldn’t be too far of a stretch. My life just seems like I lie to myself too often, I know for any issue I come across I usually just try to cast it to the side and ignore it. Sorry for the rant, but yeah, this sing just makes me think
No no, please don't apologize. You know, after reading your comment, I can feel with you, we always try to help others, why do we do that? Idk too, maybe it was just an excuse to neglect our own emotions and try to cover it up by convincing ourselves that we are happy by always helping others, by seeing them smile... either way, deep down, we are still longing for that feeling of someday when it will be our turn.
Here's what I can say, and forgive me if this sounds unaccounted for. You being helpful, selfless, and all, you're strong, you probably haven't realized it, but, that made you the person you are right now, the person who can take on life's challenges, yeah, it still hurts deep down, but you're doing better than before, keep it up because this world, in reality, we will never run out of challenges.
This is actually one of the beauties of being anonymous on the internet, you can voice out anything, your emotions, your thoughts. By just voicing them out, you can feel somewhat relieved.
@@LunastE Ya know, I gotta agree with the part about being able to say anything in the internet, even sensitive things on the internet. I know it’s one of my strengths, I just hope I can handle a balance between everything
this is so coooll!!! I really love how real the lyrics are, that so many people pretend to be strong just to support others and leave their own well-being behind, and how really lots of lives in this world are built of lies made to protect ourselves or others… this song is really meaningful, thanks!! ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶