NPR Tiny Desk Contest 2023 - Andrea Gibson - MAGA HAT IN THE CHEMO ROOM

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  • Опубликовано: 5 окт 2024

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  • @wakingtheworld
    @wakingtheworld Год назад +183

    "I don't wear political attire to chemo because I desperately want this room to be a country where no one looks at me and identifies me as their enemy".... Yet another powerful punch from the heart, Andrea... Bless you ❤

    • @colettecarse7878
      @colettecarse7878 Год назад +4

      I loved this poem. And I also think Andrea did wear political attire. I work with a quirkily conservative group, and although we all avoid political discussions, everyone can tell I'm a progressive. Andrea's proclamation of that domain far out stripes mine. I like fashion. I'm not criticizing. I'm just saying that humans are smart and our dialogues occur in many modes.

    • @starfighter1043
      @starfighter1043 8 месяцев назад +1

      Meanwhile the whole just of her poem was talking about maga hat and how bad she hates them 🤷‍♂️😂 you can't even make this shit up 🤷‍♂️ literally 🤣

    • @fiat2496
      @fiat2496 Месяц назад

      she doens't wear political attire but silently judges and condemns and demonize people that have equally strong but opposing political beliefs. so obnoxious and oblivious

  • @benbarclay5546
    @benbarclay5546 Год назад +88

    I flew across a country to help a friend die of bone cancer over 18 months, and we got quite busy with all the details, and one day he said: "I never knew dying could be so time consuming! I'm going to limit this dying stuff to just 20 minutes out of each hour, and then live the other 40". He's "dead" now, but we planted his ashes under one of his favourite 700 year old grandmother cedar trees, and bits of him have blown off past saucy ravens into the nearby salty ocean, and bits of him are sinking into the soil and being taken up by his distant cousins the fungi and tardigrades to do interesting things with, as part of the soil cycle, the carbon cycle, the life cycle. And now the story cycle.

    • @joanells
      @joanells Год назад +3

      I love the idea of saving 40 minutes an hour to live. Good idea.

    • @benbarclay5546
      @benbarclay5546 Год назад +6

      @@joanells One of the 700,342 great ideas he had in his life. He was my best friend, and we got 55 good years together.

    • @joanells
      @joanells Год назад +2

      @@benbarclay5546 I am sorry for your loss (truly, though that sounds banal) and it sounds like he was a fascinating guy.

    • @benbarclay5546
      @benbarclay5546 Год назад +3

      @@joanells All my kids and nephews and nieces, whenever I see them, bug me for "Bill Pegg Stories". We did a lot of silly things together, but looking back, they all had a deeper meaning.

    • @JF-kv1gm
      @JF-kv1gm Год назад +1

      You were blessed to have a friendship such as this...and it didn't end when he "died". You were connected before and continue to be connected. But, of course you miss him. Sending a virtual hug from Italy.🤗

  • @barbarawalker1318
    @barbarawalker1318 Год назад +101

    Dear Heaven. I do not have any life-threatening illnesses (that I know of, anyway). But I am approaching 78 years old, and
    my friends are slipping away. Some are leaving little by little, some suddenly. This is so perfect. Thank you.

  • @joanells
    @joanells Год назад +132

    I am listening to this as I sit with my husband..he’s in the chemo chair. I f***ing love this poem. And you, for always nailing the hard truths. I’ll carry that vision of queer loving , humor filled, heaven in my mind and heart. ❤️❤️❤️

    • @billjuliejohnson4443
      @billjuliejohnson4443 Год назад +7

      Thinking of you and your family, Joanell. Julie Allyn Johnson

    • @AndreaGibsonPoetry
      @AndreaGibsonPoetry  Год назад +25

      "queer loving, humor filled, heaven" might be my favorite phrase of all time. thank you. Love to both of you!

    • @powertothepatients838
      @powertothepatients838 Год назад +1

      Wishing strength for your husband and peace for you both!

  • @spunky0201
    @spunky0201 Год назад +17

    Jesus Christ, algorithm! Where did this powerful gem come from? I burst into the best kind of tears watching this. The ones that open you up. That make you feel bigger in the sense of better. My word. Thank you, Andrea.

  • @Silvermoonscorpion
    @Silvermoonscorpion Год назад +53

    I've heard you speak of panic attacks while performing in the past. Maybe that's strictly with audience's, I don't know.
    My husband and I have battled cancer. Him once but his is in remission. Me, twice and I'm in limbo. You wouldn't know Id ever had it if you look at me.
    Thank you for all your words. Strength when you're weak. Thank you for your endurance. Determination. I SEE you. I FEEL you.
    Be well. Be cured. Thrive.
    Thank you for every sentence. Every word. Your heart and soul. Please don't stop.
    This was a delicious treat.
    Thank you, hugs. 🕯️

  • @bonesonstones1
    @bonesonstones1 Год назад +60

    This absolutely destroyed me. What a heart-breaking, gut-wrenchig, so deeply beautiful thing you did, Andrea. It took me on a ride I wasn't expecting. I'm sending you all the love I have ❤️‍🩹

    • @DreamChuckie
      @DreamChuckie Год назад +1

      Andrea is an angel 😇 💗

    • @ccrailey9473
      @ccrailey9473 Год назад +3

      …couldn’t have expressed it any better. 🙏🏾

    • @wakingtheworld
      @wakingtheworld Год назад +2

      Andrea nailed it and so did you, Vanessa, with your comment...

    • @AndreaGibsonPoetry
      @AndreaGibsonPoetry  Год назад +9

      the poem took me on a ride as well! Don't think I've ever had so many different emotions writing a piece. thank you!

    • @youricg6480
      @youricg6480 Год назад +1

      I don't doubt it one second@@AndreaGibsonPoetry I've been digging into your work through Spotify and RUclips. I was thinking that as artists, poets, musicians mature, sometimes their work becomes inexplicably so touching. I think maybe it's to do with all the years of looking inside and engaging in the act of creation. Eventually maybe they dig so deep and pull back so many of the onion peels, that when we interact with the person's work, it just comes as this incredibly powerful force the leads us right into our own hearts. That's power.

  • @nancysnyitar3936
    @nancysnyitar3936 Год назад +77

    You are a force to be reckoned with, Andrea. Your courage and honesty inspire and humble me. This is one hell of a magnificent poem. Thank you for sharing it with humanity.

  • @cynhanrahan4012
    @cynhanrahan4012 Год назад +28

    Never thought I'd be cheering along with a poem set in a chemo room, but I was. I am.

  • @sassiejoan
    @sassiejoan Год назад +3

    I have treatment tomorrow. This made me cry for the empty chairs, for the fellow patients that became friends that I won’t see again… 💔

  • @socladriana
    @socladriana Год назад +43

    Thank you Andrea for widening your humanity and letting us witness it through your art. Thank you, thank you, thank you.

  • @camdenadler235
    @camdenadler235 Год назад +46

    Only upon hearing or reading your profound poetry do I realize the inadequacy of my own grasp of language to sufficiently express the depths of emotion. Thank you so much

  • @alexisedmonds1224
    @alexisedmonds1224 Год назад +18

    I'm just so grateful to be alive at the same time as you. Thank you for sharing your perspective with us.

  • @WATCH.ME.DIE.
    @WATCH.ME.DIE. Год назад +139

    A million dictionaries couldn't contain the words that could adequately describe your beauty. I'm talking actual beauty - the kind that pours out of someone - not the Hollywood kind people paint on to themselves. You are such a gift to this world. Thank you.

    • @AndreaGibsonPoetry
      @AndreaGibsonPoetry  Год назад +8

      thank you so much.

    • @andrewm6666
      @andrewm6666 Год назад

      Poetry isn’t a skill.
      When your pipes freeze, your street requires shoveling, your mouth requires feeding and your shit hole requires cleaning, the piano and communist tuque won’t mean anything. Lesbians require men. Men provide shelter and heat so you can film silly videos

    • @Tuuurtle19
      @Tuuurtle19 Год назад +3

      This was so poetic, I actually read it in their voice 💗

    • @catherineromero1862
      @catherineromero1862 Год назад +2

      I concur! ❤

    • @frankiesayspanic
      @frankiesayspanic Год назад +1

      i completely agree with you. i watched this with my partner and after it ended, any words that could have even possibly expressed what it stirred in either of us sat as lumps in our throats, only able to come out in the form of tears. when we finally could attempt to discuss what we’d experienced, neither of us could truly articulate what we were feeling. but we both knew.

  • @brittanyDELL
    @brittanyDELL Год назад +8

    You are so earth shatteringly profound.

  • @BarbaraMackenzie
    @BarbaraMackenzie Год назад +12

    "...live of natural consequences like kindness, like caring..."
    💓 So many gems.

  • @maxrodriguez3632
    @maxrodriguez3632 Год назад +14

    Wasn't anticipating crying this early in the morning. Beautiful

  • @fluffylittlepal
    @fluffylittlepal Год назад +19

    I wasn't ready for this...am always stunned by your ability to see, feel, and articulate the big and little things. But I've been in that room too, and had it buried, deeply, till now♥️😭

  • @mariep1296
    @mariep1296 Год назад +13

    This comes very close to an experience my mom and I had in a chemo room. She the patient, me the one trying to control my angry emotions. This poem changes how I see that experience. Love to you dear one. xo

  • @Dulanec
    @Dulanec Год назад +2

    Thank you for sharing the depth of your soul. I wish my small prayer can lighten your load for an hour and I could give you a big hug.

  • @juleewinterbourne6010
    @juleewinterbourne6010 Год назад +11

    From one eye lash to another, I'm glad to be on the face of humanity with you.
    Tears...literally streaming down my cheeks...your work always inspires and moves me...this piece is fucking brilliant.
    I can't wait to hear you on NPR ❤❤❤

  • @shandisiler3485
    @shandisiler3485 Год назад +11

    This is outstanding. It deserves every accolade.

  • @julier8093
    @julier8093 Год назад +21

    All the feels, always. You are a treasure, Andrea.

  • @xoFrecklesxo
    @xoFrecklesxo Год назад +6

    Magnificent. Tiny Desk would be lucky to have you.

  • @kathyrandallbryant
    @kathyrandallbryant Год назад +3

    Oh Mercy. Thank you for this beautiful, deep, multi-faceted wondering about how we stay and how we leave. phew. I needed my tissues.

  • @janicemason6089
    @janicemason6089 Год назад +2

    I don't have the words to express what your poetry does for me, so I just want to say thank you so very much for your latest beautiful, profound words.....and for the video....I love to see your hint of a wry smile. I watch and listen to it every day and send out loving thoughts and energy to you and everyone you care for ❤Thank you❤

  • @karenholm7897
    @karenholm7897 Год назад +6

    I started listening, smiling in wonder at these amazing words; then unexpectedly broke into forceful tears. "Powerful" is too weak a word to describe this performance.

  • @julietd1187
    @julietd1187 Год назад +1

    You came into my feed for whatever reason, but who cares why. I feel compelled to say (to a total stranger, which I get is odd), that I think I really see you?! And I appreciate you. You move me by your honesty and vulnerability. I can feel your willingness to connect to anyone open to hearing your truth. I have no doubt that your spirit self is and will forever be felt and heard on all planes. I will be keeping my ears open! May you have many days of joy, love and wonder. xo

  • @nataliekeifer417
    @nataliekeifer417 Год назад +4

    My cousin Chrissy died from synovial sarcoma just over one year ago. I became a fan of yours prior to Chrissy getting sick, but over this past year you have truly helped facilitate the grieving process for me in profound ways. Your words have a way of breaking through any pretense I have, and get right to my core; illuminating my authentic Self. You remind me of what I truly believe, and then I feel Chrissy's love again. Thank you.

    • @AndreaGibsonPoetry
      @AndreaGibsonPoetry  Год назад +1

      Wishing you gentleness through this time. Sending so much love your way.

  • @jefferyschic
    @jefferyschic Год назад

    I'm glad you exist beside me on this planet❤

  • @gregorylee07
    @gregorylee07 Год назад +1

    this is the first time since i rang that bell years ago i actually cried thinking about those chairs - but good tears. thank you.

  • @captjames19
    @captjames19 Год назад +4

    (Recovering from openly weeping)…thank you ♥️ your kindness, love, openness, genuineness, your…humanity (still weeping) thank you

  • @maryjorosania-harvie6490
    @maryjorosania-harvie6490 Год назад

    wow. I am floored. Much love and healing to you, Andrea Gibson.

  • @Paulydude1
    @Paulydude1 Год назад +1

    Beautiful. Thank you. My heart broke a little.

  • @KimLemboMusic
    @KimLemboMusic Год назад +8

    A friend forwarded this to me today and I just cannot stop listening to you. Down the rabbit hole of your stunning, other-worldly understanding of love, life, compassion and forgiveness. Wow, Spirit sent this my way and I've sent it out to others. Thank you.

  • @baebealien
    @baebealien Год назад

    "I'll only have tears that I'll struggle, and struggle, and struggle to explain..." ❤

  • @jayball4155
    @jayball4155 Год назад +3

    I go to infusion every other week. This has been my routine, off and on, for two years. (I'm NED long past my initial prognosis.) I have endured many upsetting conversations in adjacent infusion bays. Trump hate speech of one kind or another. I have always said nothing and just kind of prayed for them. Like snap out of it. We are all in this building full of care and kindness. It's a model for how society can be. And yes, thank you, I will take a warm blanket and a can of ginger ale, if you have one. But two weeks ago, the MAGA guy next to me was watching Fox, and the they were going on and on about "the war against masculinity" and wondering how long Adam Schiff had to wait for his first kiss from a woman besides his mother. And I finally snapped and thumbed my Come Help Me button. When I told the nurse why I called, and added, "I don't come here for more rage than I already feel about my cancer," I was whisked away to another chair across the room with the urgency and blur of the final scene of The World According to Garp. From the extra pampering I received, the staff communicated their support, and maybe their approval, too. But I have come to feel uneasy about it. I wish that I had loudly protested that Fox "News" should be banned from the infusion ward. That's the fascist cancer in our body politic. We have got to stop pretending that it deserves the protection of the First Amendment...but no, there's no protesting in an infusion ward. I love this poem, and I hate the hat that inspired it.

  • @JamieAndersonMusic
    @JamieAndersonMusic Год назад +2

    Powerful. Thank you.

  • @cindydixon2285
    @cindydixon2285 Год назад

    Just beautiful. I'm with you, Andrea.

  • @riverlover
    @riverlover Год назад

    Beautiful.....sister sending you love and healing

  • @mistipassarello5350
    @mistipassarello5350 Год назад

    I found you through the "We Can Do Hard Things" podcast. And I am so grateful, so very, very grateful. The first poem I read of yours was "First Love," and after that was "Homesick." Thank you, precious soul.

  • @RunningOnABall
    @RunningOnABall 8 месяцев назад

    Thank you Andrea, much love to you x

  • @Riverockzen
    @Riverockzen Год назад +1

    Thank you for sharing your shining brilliance and velvety shadows.

  • @1983Wells
    @1983Wells Год назад +2

    This is the prayer I've been trying to figure out how to whisper to God. Thank you. Your words are holy, and helpful, and so heart-achingly necessary.

  • @jillhochwald1487
    @jillhochwald1487 24 дня назад

    my darling andrea, how i adore you. i carry you in my heart as you journey forward. i, too, sat in chemotherapy rooms being treated for breast cancer some 18 years ago. expect a miracle dear one. sending LOVE. this piece was absolutely brilliant!

  • @janegross8017
    @janegross8017 11 месяцев назад

    I’m so deeply touched, inspired, and grateful. Wishing that I could connect with you and everyone who appreciates your poetic truth telling. Sending love to all.

  • @annanimity2034
    @annanimity2034 Год назад +1

    Your words will live forever and that is magic. If I could give you a year, if everything and everyone who loves you and will could give you a moment more, I believe we would. I would.

  • @whysguy
    @whysguy Год назад +6

    A beautiful, brave, and kind piece. Best wishes to you...and to the rest of us, who need insights like yours. Thank you and be well.

  • @OUTSPOKENWALLFLOWER4444
    @OUTSPOKENWALLFLOWER4444 Год назад +2

    TY for this. My family doesn't understand.💞

  • @elizabeths502
    @elizabeths502 Год назад +1

    I listen to Andrea so much these days that I've starting having Pavlovian tears of a kind of devastated joy at the sound of her voice. I love her work so much!

  • @nuttyfroot
    @nuttyfroot Год назад +1

    Wow
    Wow
    Wow.... just... Wow.

  • @Theloversconjure
    @Theloversconjure Год назад

    Sending so much love and light to you. ✨💜

  • @ny2phillyholloway592
    @ny2phillyholloway592 Год назад

    Thank you!!

  • @DoctorJoanieTool
    @DoctorJoanieTool Год назад +1

    Amazing. I am rooting for you. 💯 I am rooting for us all.

  • @saspetherick1973
    @saspetherick1973 Год назад +1

    always rooting for you lovely xxx

  • @tinasam1
    @tinasam1 Год назад

    Bless you. ❤❤

  • @jrambeau15
    @jrambeau15 Год назад +1

    Thank you🫶🏻 endless love for you and all your beautiful words

  • @pnf197
    @pnf197 Год назад +1

    Incredible personal testimonial of being at the intersection of disease, identity, gender and politics, all domains coexisting within each of us and when they come into stark conflict, a new poetry evolves. Beautiful and brilliant, I hope this poem is a testimony to having beat the cancer and cancers within.
    Powerful!

  • @jeremyalder
    @jeremyalder Год назад +2

    Damnit, Andrea, you've done it again. Thank you.

  • @lorilevari8861
    @lorilevari8861 Год назад

    Your honest, vulnerable truth is sending healing ripples out into the world. Your words are awakening the depth of love. Your life is making a more profound difference than you can know while you are in a body. I send to you my deepest gratitude. God is working through you 🙏 ❤

  • @maggiecraigie8114
    @maggiecraigie8114 Год назад

    So glad this came to me. Thanks so much, brilliant.

  • @mbasseri
    @mbasseri Год назад +1

    Grateful for your existence

  • @Oakspell
    @Oakspell Год назад +2

    this is everything. thank you

  • @MrSuperProtein
    @MrSuperProtein Год назад +1

    Amazing!! Thank you!

  • @MimiB1974
    @MimiB1974 Год назад

    🙏🏽Amen🙏🏽

  • @lloydthayer9093
    @lloydthayer9093 Год назад

    💜🙏🏼💜 thank you so much …….

  • @ginokleber
    @ginokleber Год назад +4

    absolutely wonderful! my favorite poet 🧡🌟

  • @ikesmom100
    @ikesmom100 Год назад +2

    Wow. I love this so much. Thank you.

  • @sii479
    @sii479 Год назад +3

    Oh your work! It's so unbearably lovely

  • @blakeandthemusic
    @blakeandthemusic Год назад

    Wow! Bravo! Thank you.

  • @odnarlo
    @odnarlo Год назад

    This brought me to tears. You’re phenomenal!!! I felt this very same heartache growing in me young with the seeing of the truth after having some near death experiences and a traumatic home environment that left life being as unpredictable as it life truly is if you think about it.
    I started my novel at the end of last year with the intent of trying to add my name to the list of people who tried to help humanity feel those fundamental human truths, my book to the list of “books that change you”, so that I might have the affect of this poem.
    The something that comes along in your life as perfect storm, that hits you just right with everything it’s got, everything I’ve picked up along my way, along with it, tireless amounts of hours, days, weeks ticking by in dedication to cultivating the perfect middle for all to feel welcomed, come as they are, and rest in truth, love, and peace.

  • @malachi_k0nstant668
    @malachi_k0nstant668 Год назад +2

    Andrea Gibson has made me cry so many times over the last decade, damn it lol. Beautiful. Completely beautiful.

  • @sueityourself6291
    @sueityourself6291 Год назад +1

    ❤ love every word you speak and I miss seeing you perform.

  • @shazbosco
    @shazbosco Год назад

    ❤❤I have only recently discovered you and your profoundly vulnerable, raw, honest, funny, joyful, painful poetry. I have no words. Thank you Thank you Thank you. Deep love to you and your beautiful soul ❤

  • @bobs6503
    @bobs6503 Год назад +1

    Andrea, such a beautiful and loving message! Please hang in there and wishing you love, love and more love!

  • @tedra3m229
    @tedra3m229 Год назад +11

    I too am in the chemo chair. I haven't spotted any MAGA hats, likely they are hidden under hairpieces. Universally speaking, the room's purpose of hope, cures, and successfully beating cancer is the tie that binds us no matter what else we've done, good or bad.
    Your poetry is synchopated sound strong, fierce, and loving.

  • @thomasthebankengine818
    @thomasthebankengine818 Год назад +2

    This moved me. Like. Wow. May God eternally bless you, friend, I’m ROOTING FOR YOU ❤❤❤❤❤

  • @victoriaayoub6628
    @victoriaayoub6628 Год назад +2

    Thank you for the tears 💚

  • @jasonbakermusic
    @jasonbakermusic Год назад

    Love this! Bless you 🤗

  • @susiebhappy33
    @susiebhappy33 Год назад

    Absalutly Beutiful, thank,you from the bottom to the top of my heart❤

  • @debbiemariemusic
    @debbiemariemusic Год назад +2

    You win!!! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @ambersnider1301
    @ambersnider1301 Год назад +1

    God, it’s like you send butterflies to my soul😌. You are my therapy at times. And my soul has a poem collection which you are definitely part of soul sister♥️🪬✨

  • @shannondh83
    @shannondh83 Год назад +1

    Thank you from deep in my heart.

  • @nannabunch
    @nannabunch Год назад +1

    Absolutely incredible! Thank you, thank you, thank you!

  • @mafiurena3965
    @mafiurena3965 Год назад +2

    I love you Andrea, thank you always

  • @oliveorphan6916
    @oliveorphan6916 Год назад

    I’ve been watching you since I came out almost a decade ago, your poetry could really move mountains. Always brings me to tears to this day, truly incredible.
    Thank you for sharing this

  • @ponalokgwakgwaa6348
    @ponalokgwakgwaa6348 Год назад

    Andrea ,what am I without you 😭❣️

  • @nalehale415
    @nalehale415 Год назад +2

    As a supporter of the bad orange man I love how she has nothing but love in her words

  • @chazzde710
    @chazzde710 Год назад

    Wow! Just Wow

  • @undeaniabletruths5551
    @undeaniabletruths5551 Год назад

    Very powerful. May will be 5 years in the chair for me. There are not many places that make you wonder what kind of human you are than the chair.

  • @Athenaforever2308
    @Athenaforever2308 8 месяцев назад

    Your voice is so soothing! Hope you make it through...x

  • @MorKat20
    @MorKat20 Год назад

    Thank you!

  • @TheresaAlberti
    @TheresaAlberti Год назад +1

    Oh, so heart-achingly beautiful!

  • @Ron_DeForest
    @Ron_DeForest Год назад +1

    This is so powerful and beautiful I shared it with the few people I hold in my heart before I finished the video. I can only hope someone with a soul as beautiful as yours will live forever to help change the fabric of our society so that the world you describe can exist one day.
    I know in my soul we’ll live in a world that anyone can feel as they feel, love whom they love, identity as they identify and no one will blink an eye. My only regret, I won’t live long enough to see it. Maybe my next life.

  • @BevMattocks
    @BevMattocks Год назад +1

    I'm British and I only discovered you last night (the anxiety to bliss questions video). I can honestly say you've moved me in a profound way as I work on my own self compassion following mental health struggles. This is the kind of stuff that changes lives and to make a difference to someone else's life in a profound and positive way is one of the primary reasons we are on this earth - now, more important than ever, in a nasty, greedy, power-crazed & corrupt world. You are truly awesome ❤️

  • @SkyIaam
    @SkyIaam Год назад +2

    I’ve loved your poetry since I, at 16, heard your performance of ”I Do”. I can’t honestly fully understand what this poem is conveying, because I’ve never experienced anything close to it, but the way you articulate and speak gets me as close as I can get, I think. Poets like you remind me, time and time again, how profound and powerful language and poetry is, and how deeply connected you can feel to other people. Thank you for bringing us together

  • @appalachiafungorum
    @appalachiafungorum Год назад

    Rooting for you!

  • @All_Will_Be_Well
    @All_Will_Be_Well Год назад +1

    This song made me cry inside out 😢

  • @kahnjr.4432
    @kahnjr.4432 10 месяцев назад

    I found one of your books in my local bookstore and I thought of you and Boulder and all of the things that I love about life and this is beautiful and I'm crying thanks. Always such an inspiration :)

  • @healthyellowfish
    @healthyellowfish Год назад

    You are.. unbefuckinglievable... everytime I come back to your Poetry, you blow me away completly !!! Thank you so much for existing and speaking out of "my" heart...