My heart flooded with happiness when I heard your dad say "love you, love you" at the end of his message, just like how you end your vlogs. It's like he radiates through you in the ways that you spread positivity.
I didn’t cried until your dead said “love you, love you”. Thank you for your positivity and such a kind warm heart. Wish you all the best, and less hardships in your life
Couldn't keep in the tears when I heard the voice messages. When your father siad "love you love you", like you do it (twice). I am very sorry for your loss! It's great seeing that you are doing very ell, you seem like such a good person to be around. You have learned very much. Every expirience, good or bad, is an opportunity to learn and grow, turn it into something good. xo
Losing someone close to you is never easy but it seems even harder when it is a parent. You are so strong and it brings me a lot of peace to watch your videos and to hear what you have to say every week. It has been 5 years since I last saw my dad before he passed and it has been a hard journey but one full of growth. Lots of love ❤️
That was such a beautifully vulnerable thing for you to share those voice messages with the world. I feel like you've just shared a little treasure of your, and I really appreciate it
Thank you for talking quite openly about your dad, I've just lost my grandad so it's weirdly comforting to know I'm not alone as i am finding it very tough xxx
You guys are the best.Thanks for existing. Your father seems so amazing, his voice is so calm. I'm sorry for your loss. I appreciate very much how you encourage people and spread love. We're proud of you, Duan.
Omg the end😭 thank you for sharing this piece of your life with us ! You are a strong and beautiful soul and radiate so much light, your dad and grandma would be so proud of you❣️
i know that nothing amounts to the loss of a parent, but i recently have gone through a related experience. i lost my dog to cancer a few weeks ago and it was probably the hardest loss I've ever had. he was in my life for 10 years and i grew up with him and will miss him every day. so i can relate to this. Duane you have such a beautiful heart and wise soul, thank you for sharing your experiences! sending love
the voicemails... thank you for sharing so much positivity. I deal with a lot of social anxiety and it is getting in the way of my relationships with pretty much everyone, including my grandparents. I am very afraid they might pass away before I'm able to get my shit together. I have spent the whole night going through your videos (I'm from Brazil, so it's actually quite late) and I just wanted to let you know that you are loved and appreciated and the work you've been doing will certainly leave a great positive mark on many people's lives. thank you.
now I understand why you always say ''I love you I love you''. thank you so much for sharing your story and your life with the world and thank you for being the best role model I ever found.
Much much love and support, as much as I can give it to you from the other part of this planet. You're little house is so aesthetically pleasing ahh with all those plants 😂💕
Duan I just started watching your videos. You are so sweet and special! I have struggled with being happy lately. You have inspired me to take control of my life and fight harder for my happiness. Thank you. I bet your Dad would be so proud of you. xoxo
How sweet that you got to share such a strong bond with your father. I know he's looking down on you and constantly thinking how proud he is to have such a ray of sunshine as a daughter
You have the most pure vlogs I have ever seen. You have such a genuine and gentle spirit and I hope your channel continues to grow because you deserve it!
Aww those voicemails are precious I'm crying ahhh so sweet your gma sounded adorable and the love you love you from your dad is incredible so much love you for my dear!!
Thank you for your video. I lost my dad 7 years ago, around thanksgiving. Every year, I seem to miss him more. It's an unfortunate club to be a part of but only someone who's lost a parent can feel the pain of another.
I wasn't expecting to hear the voicemails at all. I know it's so personal to you so thank you for feeling comfortable enough to share it with all of us. You're amazing and thank you for the positive reminder that I can get through what i'm going through right now. Sending you some extra love and happiness 💜
You know, I came to your channel cause of a Cole cameo but as I watch, I realize how much of a cool ass soul you are. I stay for your quirky videos, fun vlogs, and from what it seems (or as much as I can tell through a video) a genuine personality. P.s. those voice mails made me cry.
Yay the special guest is Dayna, it's always fun to watch you guys in your vlogs. I hope Dayna is doing alright, you both look awesome by the way. :) Your apartment might be small but I like it, I think it's cozy. This vlog was one of my favorites, so special and heartwarming to watch, thanks for sharing with us. I really was not prepared to hear those voicemails, a few tears in my eyes for sure. Sending you both lots of love this week.
Listening to the voicemails at the end I must admit I had a little cry. Thankyou for sharing such a precious piece of your life with us and for giving the reminder to live every day with your family ❤️
Oh my gosh Duan that was so moving to hear the voicemails, so close to your heart, from your dad and grandmother. Thank you for sharing them with us all. I hope you are doing ok, be strong. I love you I love you ❤️
I just wanna give you a big hug. And tell you you'll be okay but you already are because you're so strong and positive :) ❤ P.S. I'm also sending love to the sad plant and the dramatic plant .
Hello Duan, your aura and positivity has encouraged me to be more careful with my thoughts and see the good in everyday. I hope I can help share this energy with those around me. Keep it up :)
Its sometimes strange how some dads all sound the same in their voicemail. Like each father holds a special soft place in their heart for us and they're actions reflect it.
i hear you speaking and it is so different then the other videos around youtube. it's just so clear and honest that i could hear you speaking for hours! thanks for sharing with us duan, i'm so thankful of discovering your channel, u are a such a beautiful and inspiring soul! sending lots of love towards you 💛💛💛
So today I came across this video which is quite a coincidence because 3 weeks ago I lost my grandma and today out of all days I was feeling so down. I don't know how to deal with these feelings considering I've never lost someone close to me before. But thank you for giving me a reminder that I will be okay and I will get through it. I appreciated this so much.
Thank you for sharing your thoughts and positivity with us! Watching your videos always feels a bit like coming home :) Anyway your hilarious enthusiasm for your plants makes me admire them dearly:D (you live at a sweet place it really suits you)
This vlog is so important. All the feelings you share with us are so personal and the things you say are so deep and full of love 💖 It's defiantly one of my fav vlogs on your channel now. So lovely😢 xox
I don’t normally comment on videos, but I feel like I need to let you know that this video has made me happier than what I was 11:45 minutes ago. It’s nearly 2am and this vlog has given me some much needed clarity, so I’m hoping I’ll be able to fall asleep now. I’ve subscribed and I look forward to what is to come for you. 💖💖💖
Duan, Sunday was my birthday and I was wishing you uploaded a bonus vlog because I had an awful birthday to the point I cried all day, you seriously make me feel better with your sweet words, I have never regretted finding your videos and make me realize life always has a good side Thank you for being my strength even though we don't know each other, I hope we can meet one day to share all about our experiences and just being with you, thank you once again and ILY❤❤❤
I just started watching your vlogs today and I'm so in love with your vibes and advice. 😩❤ I'm so happy you popped up on my feed. My condolences to you keep doing what your doing.
This is such a coincidence.. I lost my dad and my grandmother (my dad's mom) within a year as well. I feel like I can relate to you on so many levels even though we do not know each other :/ But I always seek to find a person who went through the same because they can actually relate and understand what I feel
Hi Duan, I lost my Dad in 2013 when I was 26. That year was quite extraordinary. My Dad retired that June after 50 years of working and finally able to enjoy himself. Unfortunately on the day of Halloween we found out he had cancer and it was bad. He died 5 weeks later on the 8th of December. As it turned out the cancer had spread to the bones and we had absolutely no idea anything was wrong. I can understand the feelings you feel, the sadness and the unfairness of it. The anger and down right bafflement that it happened the way it did. How it changed the way you see the world and how the loss makes you aware of things that you now will miss out on. It's the odd combination of feeling like it was a lifetime ago with feeling like it just happened. But I'm sure as you know time does make it easier. You know that quote 'Time heals all wounds' I think you can agree that it's not quite true. Time doesn't heal wounds, not really. It does what it's supposed to do, give you the time to get used to the scar where the wound was. Watching this today made me think how incredibly proud your Dad and grandma would be, how despite everything you've been through, you still stand strong on your two feet. I like to think that a part of our loved ones still exist as we have their blood running through our veins. As long as we remember them they can never truly be gone and you sharing your memory of them with the world makes the memory of them even stronger. And who knows, maybe one day we will see them again. xxx
Praying for you!! God can heal you from everything you're going through. I can't imagine the pain you must feel with your dad being gone, but I want you to know that you have a Heavenly Father who loves you. God can help you work through all the grief, pain, heartache, and depression. God says Psalm 46:1-2 says, "God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in times of trouble." You may not be a believer, but I can tell you that you can experience an everlasting joy and peace through trusting Christ. God doesn't take us out of painful situations or memories always, but we can have peace about it. God bless you, and you're in my prayers.
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My heart flooded with happiness when I heard your dad say "love you, love you" at the end of his message, just like how you end your vlogs. It's like he radiates through you in the ways that you spread positivity.
Casey Duddly omg so true 😍😭😭
I didn’t cried until your dead said “love you, love you”. Thank you for your positivity and such a kind warm heart. Wish you all the best, and less hardships in your life
The fact that she ends all her vlogs with "i love u i love u" and that's exactly what her dad said at the end of the voice msg is so precious.
Couldn't keep in the tears when I heard the voice messages. When your father siad "love you love you", like you do it (twice). I am very sorry for your loss! It's great seeing that you are doing very ell, you seem like such a good person to be around. You have learned very much. Every expirience, good or bad, is an opportunity to learn and grow, turn it into something good. xo
Losing someone close to you is never easy but it seems even harder when it is a parent. You are so strong and it brings me a lot of peace to watch your videos and to hear what you have to say every week. It has been 5 years since I last saw my dad before he passed and it has been a hard journey but one full of growth. Lots of love ❤️
Thank you for sharing your life with us. We are truly blessed by the light and positivity you shine into our day 💖
Wow thank you so so much. Love you love you ❤️
That was such a beautifully vulnerable thing for you to share those voice messages with the world. I feel like you've just shared a little treasure of your, and I really appreciate it
why is she so adorable omg she's the sweetest person ever this is why im subscribed xo
Thank you for talking quite openly about your dad, I've just lost my grandad so it's weirdly comforting to know I'm not alone as i am finding it very tough xxx
You guys are the best.Thanks for existing. Your father seems so amazing, his voice is so calm. I'm sorry for your loss. I appreciate very much how you encourage people and spread love. We're proud of you, Duan.
I shouldn't have watched to this during my lunch break, those voicemails definitely made me cry!
Omg the end😭 thank you for sharing this piece of your life with us ! You are a strong and beautiful soul and radiate so much light, your dad and grandma would be so proud of you❣️
duan, you are so genuine and such an inspiration. I love how you talk about personal topics and share even the hard things! you rock
i know that nothing amounts to the loss of a parent, but i recently have gone through a related experience. i lost my dog to cancer a few weeks ago and it was probably the hardest loss I've ever had. he was in my life for 10 years and i grew up with him and will miss him every day. so i can relate to this. Duane you have such a beautiful heart and wise soul, thank you for sharing your experiences! sending love
the voicemails... thank you for sharing so much positivity. I deal with a lot of social anxiety and it is getting in the way of my relationships with pretty much everyone, including my grandparents. I am very afraid they might pass away before I'm able to get my shit together. I have spent the whole night going through your videos (I'm from Brazil, so it's actually quite late) and I just wanted to let you know that you are loved and appreciated and the work you've been doing will certainly leave a great positive mark on many people's lives. thank you.
Wow the ending gave me chills.
I loved this vlog!! It was funny, positive and relatable.
now I understand why you always say ''I love you I love you''. thank you so much for sharing your story and your life with the world and thank you for being the best role model I ever found.
Much much love and support, as much as I can give it to you from the other part of this planet. You're little house is so aesthetically pleasing ahh with all those plants 😂💕
Gorgeous apartment! Such a touching moment at the end listening to your precious recordings! Sending love and happiness to you from Australia xoxo
Duan I just started watching your videos. You are so sweet and special! I have struggled with being happy lately. You have inspired me to take control of my life and fight harder for my happiness. Thank you. I bet your Dad would be so proud of you. xoxo
How sweet that you got to share such a strong bond with your father. I know he's looking down on you and constantly thinking how proud he is to have such a ray of sunshine as a daughter
You have the most pure vlogs I have ever seen. You have such a genuine and gentle spirit and I hope your channel continues to grow because you deserve it!
Aww those voicemails are precious I'm crying ahhh so sweet your gma sounded adorable and the love you love you from your dad is incredible so much love you for my dear!!
Thank you for your video. I lost my dad 7 years ago, around thanksgiving. Every year, I seem to miss him more. It's an unfortunate club to be a part of but only someone who's lost a parent can feel the pain of another.
you're so strong and beautiful. thank you for sharing your positivity and helping all of your viewers with their own mental health journeys
I wasn't expecting to hear the voicemails at all. I know it's so personal to you so thank you for feeling comfortable enough to share it with all of us. You're amazing and thank you for the positive reminder that I can get through what i'm going through right now. Sending you some extra love and happiness 💜
idk y but i feel like that last part almost made me cry :') im so proud of u duan,n im rly glad u can share all ur happy n sad times w us
You know, I came to your channel cause of a Cole cameo but as I watch, I realize how much of a cool ass soul you are. I stay for your quirky videos, fun vlogs, and from what it seems (or as much as I can tell through a video) a genuine personality. P.s. those voice mails made me cry.
Awwwww thank you babe ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Yay the special guest is Dayna, it's always fun to watch you guys in your vlogs. I hope Dayna is doing alright, you both look awesome by the way. :) Your apartment might be small but I like it, I think it's cozy. This vlog was one of my favorites, so special and heartwarming to watch, thanks for sharing with us. I really was not prepared to hear those voicemails, a few tears in my eyes for sure. Sending you both lots of love this week.
Listening to the voicemails at the end I must admit I had a little cry. Thankyou for sharing such a precious piece of your life with us and for giving the reminder to live every day with your family ❤️
You are so lovely, inside and out ❤️
Oh my gosh Duan that was so moving to hear the voicemails, so close to your heart, from your dad and grandmother. Thank you for sharing them with us all. I hope you are doing ok, be strong. I love you I love you ❤️
I lost my dad earlier this year and I very much appreciate this post. ❤️ Sending love.
Your Dad and Gran would be so so proud of you 💖💖
I teared up at your dad's message at the end. :( thanks for sharing :)
I just wanna give you a big hug. And tell you you'll be okay but you already are because you're so strong and positive :) ❤
P.S. I'm also sending love to the sad plant and the dramatic plant .
Duan, you are love and light in this world. Thank you for sharing this incredibly heartfelt story vlog with us, sending much love from michigan
You are incredibly strong and inspirational. I love your positivity and aura, and how you've grown into such a beautiful person
You are definitely not alone
Thank you for sharing your life with us Duan! Those recordings mean as much to us as they do to you ♥️ I wish only the best for you and Dayna
Thank you for sharing the very personal audio at the end. Your my morning coffe ❤
Thanks for all the positivity and blogs Duan ❤️❤️❤️
Hello Duan, your aura and positivity has encouraged me to be more careful with my thoughts and see the good in everyday. I hope I can help share this energy with those around me. Keep it up :)
Sending so much love to you, Duan❤️ You help me aspire to be the best version of myself. Thank you for the reminders of what's truly important.
I'm so sorry for you, stay the strong woman you are ! You are such in inspiration
Its sometimes strange how some dads all sound the same in their voicemail. Like each father holds a special soft place in their heart for us and they're actions reflect it.
You're so inspirational! You should totally write a book!
i hear you speaking and it is so different then the other videos around youtube. it's just so clear and honest that i could hear you speaking for hours! thanks for sharing with us duan, i'm so thankful of discovering your channel, u are a such a beautiful and inspiring soul! sending lots of love towards you 💛💛💛
So today I came across this video which is quite a coincidence because 3 weeks ago I lost my grandma and today out of all days I was feeling so down. I don't know how to deal with these feelings considering I've never lost someone close to me before. But thank you for giving me a reminder that I will be okay and I will get through it. I appreciated this so much.
Thank you for sharing your thoughts and positivity with us! Watching your videos always feels a bit like coming home :)
Anyway your hilarious enthusiasm for your plants makes me admire them dearly:D (you live at a sweet place it really suits you)
This vlog is so important. All the feelings you share with us are so personal and the things you say are so deep and full of love 💖 It's defiantly one of my fav vlogs on your channel now. So lovely😢 xox
You are my inspiration, love u Duan💭💗
I don’t normally comment on videos, but I feel like I need to let you know that this video has made me happier than what I was 11:45 minutes ago.
It’s nearly 2am and this vlog has given me some much needed clarity, so I’m hoping I’ll be able to fall asleep now.
I’ve subscribed and I look forward to what is to come for you.
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i cried in the end.. so sweet..
your apartment is so beautiful
Duan, you're an inspiration to many.
I love you videos Duan. They always put me in such a happy, uplifting mood so thank you!!
Duan, Sunday was my birthday and I was wishing you uploaded a bonus vlog because I had an awful birthday to the point I cried all day, you seriously make me feel better with your sweet words, I have never regretted finding your videos and make me realize life always has a good side
Thank you for being my strength even though we don't know each other, I hope we can meet one day to share all about our experiences and just being with you, thank you once again and ILY❤❤❤
ily duan , God does everything for a reason ❤️
Love you so much Duan ❤️❤️❤️ Thanks for sharing!
This was beautiful, the ending was so lovely 💛
I just started watching your vlogs today and I'm so in love with your vibes and advice. 😩❤ I'm so happy you popped up on my feed. My condolences to you keep doing what your doing.
You have such a beautiful soul, thanks for sharing your story! And your apartment is so cute! xxx
This was such an awesome video Duan. You are such a beautiful person, I really enjoy your channel.
Thank you for sharing this with us, you're so inspirational ♡
This is such a coincidence.. I lost my dad and my grandmother (my dad's mom) within a year as well. I feel like I can relate to you on so many levels even though we do not know each other :/ But I always seek to find a person who went through the same because they can actually relate and understand what I feel
Prayers to your family 💕😊
those are really nice voicemails to have
Thanks for sharing, Duan. You are so loved :)
Oh wow, this was beautiful ❤️
"..and all the stars in the world"
This plant 🌿
You're such an incredible human being love you x
You are so heartwarming ❤
such a beautiful beautiful person. love you and really thankful for these videos
So emotional ❤️
Hi Duan, I lost my Dad in 2013 when I was 26. That year was quite extraordinary. My Dad retired that June after 50 years of working and finally able to enjoy himself. Unfortunately on the day of Halloween we found out he had cancer and it was bad. He died 5 weeks later on the 8th of December. As it turned out the cancer had spread to the bones and we had absolutely no idea anything was wrong. I can understand the feelings you feel, the sadness and the unfairness of it. The anger and down right bafflement that it happened the way it did. How it changed the way you see the world and how the loss makes you aware of things that you now will miss out on. It's the odd combination of feeling like it was a lifetime ago with feeling like it just happened. But I'm sure as you know time does make it easier. You know that quote 'Time heals all wounds' I think you can agree that it's not quite true. Time doesn't heal wounds, not really. It does what it's supposed to do, give you the time to get used to the scar where the wound was. Watching this today made me think how incredibly proud your Dad and grandma would be, how despite everything you've been through, you still stand strong on your two feet. I like to think that a part of our loved ones still exist as we have their blood running through our veins. As long as we remember them they can never truly be gone and you sharing your memory of them with the world makes the memory of them even stronger. And who knows, maybe one day we will see them again. xxx
Good grief that was long. -_-
The ending ❤️😢🙌🏻
you are so lovely! love u and dyana
I love you💛 you are very strong and inspirational 👍
You should get plants for your apartment.
don't make me cry like that...hard listening to this video
Love you, Duan. You're a beautiful soul
Amazing 💖
I love you and admire you so much babe
love this
Praying for you!! God can heal you from everything you're going through. I can't imagine the pain you must feel with your dad being gone, but I want you to know that you have a Heavenly Father who loves you. God can help you work through all the grief, pain, heartache, and depression. God says Psalm 46:1-2 says, "God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in times of trouble." You may not be a believer, but I can tell you that you can experience an everlasting joy and peace through trusting Christ. God doesn't take us out of painful situations or memories always, but we can have peace about it. God bless you, and you're in my prayers.
Duan "Bob Ross" Mackenzie
I luv u and nacho :)
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Am I actually first? I'd like to thank my parents, God, Stephen Hawking, and Kristen Bell. Congratulations on the new subscribers, Duan.
P.S. I only watch you because of the dog videos. Wow that was a weight off my chest
I just got time to finish the video, and wow those voicemails. My eyes are sweating.
Noice
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