Nadia Decotis | I promise

OMG where do I begin?
I CANNOT BELIEVE THEY KILLED HER!! OMG I was, and still am, sooo heartbroken! Nadia was one of my favorite character, she had so much potential I was really enjoying watching her turn her life around and become a police officer. I was sooo excited to see more of her and they didn't even let her read her acceptation letter I WAS SO PISSED. And it's not just the fact that she died but THE WAY she died?? they had her murdered in such an awful horrible way and then had us listening to every detail in the SVU episode I've never felt this sick in my life in front of a tv show. I don't understand the decision to kill her because even though it's "good drama" and it started an amazing storyline for Erin (WHO'S EXCITED FOR SEASON 3?!!) I just feel like they wasted so much potential just like when they killed Shay on Chicago Fire. Why do they have to keep killing my favorites? I'm never getting over these two deaths, they affected me deeply.
This video is 3 months late because I couldn't get over it, over her, and then my computer turned into a bitch. But it's finally here! I HAD to make a tribute to the wonderful character that Nadia was. She was the most innocent of the squad and I really love the relationships she had developed with the unit, especially with Platt and of course Erin. I tried to show all her journey I hope you will like how it turned out. I was sooo emotional while making because UGH THIS SONG??!!! I kept crying my heart out.
I want to dedicate this to Stella Maeve for playing Nadia so well, she did a terrific job and I will miss her beautiful face so much. Thank you for your hard work Stella and thank you for being the sweetest angel on twitter! I can't even count how many times you favorited my tweets or answered me and that meant the world.
info at the end of the video
coloring credits : NicoleProdz
Guys I'm sorry for not posting many videos on here. I would LOVE to make more but I simply don't have the time... School is keeping me very busy and I'm officially starting my last year of school ever next week so there may not be another video for months. Also in January I'm gonna study one semester abroad and I'm not sure I will have my big computer with me so I may not be able to edit at all. So be patient with me and be sure that even if I don't post videos very often I still come on here regularly and watch/comment many videos. So I'm never really gone :) Thank you so much for your kind words and your support.
I love you all so much xoxoxo
Aurore
Quotes on feminism from last weekend at the From Wilmington To Montreal One Tree Hill convention :
"The word feminist means nothing more than believing women deserve equal rights to men" - Bethany Joy Lenz
"Just because we have it better than people in some parts of the world doesn't mean it's good enough" - Sophia Bush

[@mayte106]

This is so beautiful and heartbreaking... I just watched the episode she dies in yesterday and I'm still so sad over it. She was a great character, she deserved better.

[@eternalsky02]

ALL THE TEARS. Thank you for such a heartfelt tribute, I miss her character a lot. #RIPNadia

[@hadleyanderson3168]

I still can't watch any episode with Nadia without crying. Erin was her savior and Nadia was her "Voight" to her "Erin".... They saved each other and both of them knew that.

[@estellev5373]

OMG I JUST WANT MORE VIDEOS FROM YOU BECAUSE MY HEART STOPPED BEATING DURING 4 MINUTES ! It's an amazing tribute for an amazing actress... Okay I cried cause when Sophia is crying I crie ... Thank you for this video
(Estelle_VA)

[@ezaravaltuek7633]

NADIA will always be my favourite character

[@nicolac3269]

I'm a bit late to the chicago tv shows but I miss nadia so much :(((
her and lindsay were my favourite and I agree, there was so much potential for their characters. This is definitely my favourite nadia tribute, it's amazing!

[@newlybrokenroad]

SLEEPING AT LAST?! WHY?! WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME?! I CANNOT BREATHE!!! That birthdays part killed me!! "You are loved more than you know"... I CANNOT FUNCTION ANYMORE! TAKE ME AWAY, PLEASE! This was beautiful, love.

[@shauntless6115]

I Miss Nadia so much!

sleeping at last and a nadia tribute .....WHY! why do you have to be like this!!!!!!

[@XxBarbyChanxX]

beautiful video. I miss her and I wish she hadn't died

[@annyataylor2181]

Don't make me cry bloody hell I loved her

[@Jae-et1rw]

everybody loves nadia .. but whyyyy

[@kimiosman8446]

💙💙💙💗💗

[@arielg7000]

OMG 😍😍🤗😍😍

[@waxsolution632]

Song?

[@nicolac3269]

light by sleeping at last