Very clear and intelligent as despite all these hard drugs, she is clear as a bell on her story and doesn't miss a beat. Please keep trying to get clean Sammy - there is so much better out there for you if you can do it!!
Yeah i know people with borderline and they have it though man. My own mother left the family when i was 10 so i have some issues now too like i drink too often. It all comes from childhood..
Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.
Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Australia. Really need!
Yes, dr.sporees I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
She seems like she's been abused by everyone who should have took care of and loved her. She needs to love HERSELF enough to get better and live better. Very sad. SAMMY, YOU can live a happy life you do not need toxic people to feel worthy of love. You ARE WORTHY AND YOU DESERVE A GOOD LIFE. BLESSINGS TO YOU FOR HEALING AND PEACE.
Sametimes people like this need a seriouse pastor or priest ,a real man of God to pray on your head,pray for you to guive you deliverance from evil spirits that keep you tormented and in bondage... its spiritual also.
I just want to say - you do a REALLY excellent job with your interview questions and in keeping the interviews moving along. Also in choosing who you interview. I'm wishing Sammy all the best. She's had a very rough life, but still has a kind heart and with the right mentors, could have a bright future. You can do it Sammy!!!
Sweetheart, my heart is actually breaking for you. I'm in the Cleveland area, and I've been through ALL their jail/rehab programs throughout my 20+ yr addiction to hardcore drugs. I'm happy to say on Sept 1st I'll have 10 years clean and sober and I was a VERY hard case and never thought I would ever get it and that I would die an addict and that scared the shyt out of me. I failed again and again, time after time, Court case after court case until i finally couldn't bear living another day in shyt addiction and so I tried one last time before I said if I didn't get it that time, I would off myself and do the world a favor... feeling sorry for myself like an ass. I white knuckled the first 3 yrs with no meds for my mental health , no MAT program, no help, no NOTHING except for the little victory of laying my head on an actual pillow every night, exhausted from having to work at the same place I did when I was 16, making crap wages, walking miles to work if I couldnt afford the bus, with no one who wanted to talk to me or help at all due to my careless and selfish actions in addiction. I had to learn how to accept it ALL if I were going to make it and simultaneously live in so much fear worrying about everything except for the things I needed to worry about because I was so lost and I was full of horrible Trauma from my childhood and the rest of my life that I could not stop hearing my life screaming in my ears day after day after day. It wasn't until I was able to truly accept it and realize that this is what I had to deal with and no matter what I wanted it was not going to manifest ever if I didn't truly put everything into it. I knew if I didn't I would end up back out on the street and I probably would not make it back this time considering how dangerous the city is and what I had to do to keep going from day to day but slowly but surely I became less of a victim and more of a Survivor and I can help people today. Today I own my own business and my own condo and I did it all on my own with no help and it's the way I would have it as I have learned so much about myself and how fearful I was of everything. I'm still learning a lot even 10 years later, but I at least have enough love for myself today to know that I deserve better, and so do you, honey. If you want to reach out to me, please respond to my message, and I will give you a way to get ahold of me. Anything you need to talk about or that you may need, I will help you in any way that I can. You can do this, but you have to really put yourself down to the level that is no longer acceptable to you before you will come back up. We are just stubborn people, and it seems to work out that way for the lot of us. Anyway, sorry for the long-winded response. Your message really touched me, and I wanted to reach out to you. Many prayers 🙏 to you. Remember, you are worth the very best life can offer, and your kids deserve that too! ❤K
I'm so glad you saved yourself. It takes guts, and you have it. Realizing that you're not a victim of your circumstances but a survivor of them is an important step. We are not promised any good days, so every good day that we have is a blessing. May God bless you with more good days than bad.
@Gitn2it tysm. I'm fighting late stage ovarian cancer right now and I can't believe my "shyt luck ". Then I realize nothing happens in God's world by accident and if I have to fight another fight daily just to stay alive (maybe??) then I have to do it regardless of wtf I feel like doing. It's hard sometimes to not understand all the suffering however, I know it has a purpose, as dim as that makķkky sound, I can't do anⁿK yr⁷MN mm hĥĥ 7⁸8888⁸kkkķkkkkkkk
Love when she check if she can cuss. So much trauma amdmyet still respectful. Must be precious to speak her truth with no judgement, no attatchements just speaking what she needs. We never know anothers path and none are beyondnthe value of healing amd wholeness.
It’s a shame. So many of these stories with the common thread of horrible parenting with alcohol and drugs involved at a young age. Then plenty of bad choices that snowball. Unfortunately, the sad truth is the end result is either jail or death.
So far almost everyone I've met struggling with addiction has had some form of childhood trauma. The end result isn't always jail or death. People do recover. The first person I interviewed on my channel is 2 years sober now and if she can do it anyone can do it. There are many success stories out there!
I commend your efforts to get these stories out to so there can be more public awareness. The fact that some of these people can make the difficult changes and commitment to transform their lives is awesome. Unfortunately and sadly, the exception. The tragedy really begins with couples becoming parents who aren’t ready for the responsibility. Ultimately the children end up suffering the consequences and that’s unacceptable. Keep up the excellent work
All I can think of here is this poor woman & the child she didn’t want! I’m a Court Appointed Special Advocate in CA & I see this every day, day by day! So sad & absolutely preventable.
The problem is not drugs, it is caused by a difficult environment. Do you think their parents wanted them to be like them? They probably grew up in a similar way. And when she has children and her daughter or son does an interview, you will say why did they have such parents. It's a cycle, your chances in life are decided at birth.
@@AcidGubba I don’t agree, kids with a good upbringing also start, out of curiosity, with drugs. And when they’re addiction prone they can get in big problems!
Don't compare yourself. Your own life's problems are all you know and the worst thing imaginable. If anything, compare coping skills and things you have done to go down a different path.
Iam from europe, and same, the media don't show these to us...i am aware with internet...media on tv in europe just sometime speak about "opiate crisis" in america just one minute in the news, nothing else every nation have his problems first
Poor young person. Bless her. I can relate to this girl. I can relate to the loss of someone close. God bless you. 27 is still a good place to change your life if you wish. Never give up, girlfriend. As long as there is life, there is always hope. Do not give up, Sammy. I will say a prayer for you tonight. Your little boy is a really good thing in your life. So you aren't alone. You can have a reason in life to keep striving to move ahead. One day at a time. Wish you well, Sammy. Go easy, girl. Take it easy on yourself. You deserve to give yourself another chance in life. Make the most of what your given .Peace. Later.
Waking up knowing your going to be dope sick if you dont have heroin immediately sucks! Been there and its not fun! Best thing i ever did was get clean and take my life back. I would have NEVER guessed she was only 27! Drug addiction is a terrible disease 😢
Raised by addicts, now an addict parent herself. She should have been removed from her parents care to break the cycle. The systems in place to protect vulnerable children failed and look at the result. Not just on her now (and her poor brother) but her innocent child. Prevention is key, people and police need to not turn a blind eye when a child is being hurt or neglected by their parents.
I'm so sorry about your brother, losing your only healthy support is the hardest thing you can go thru in life, especially young. Very interesting how many of us turned to Touchie when it came out 😅 I remember it helped immensely with heroin withdrawals but then learned later it actually causes withdrawal very similar to heroin 🥴 I pray you find peace and sobriety as I did thru the help of this channel and other supports 🙏
You are bright and capable. You don’t have to continue living this way. Your life is YOUR life. I pray you release the horrible things that other sick people did that hurt you. That is their problem not yours to carry around. God bless you with peace and courage. ❤
I’m really sorry about your brother and especially that he didn’t get to read your letter, I’m sure it was beautiful and would have touched his heart. xxx
Samantha, Life is worth fighting for…It gets stormy sometimes, but if you stay the course the Sun always comes out again. Give yourself another chance. You are a Good person inside, you have a lot of Love to give. Take a step in the right direction, then another…Praying for you Sammi…🕊️
What I have seen on this series is that addiction is a trip to hell and the hold on you changes you. You have to crawl yourself out of hell but the leash to your soul is still there. It is a hook in your soul that doesn't let go. I see why the 12 step programs when one is totally committed to it has to be your new life. What a tragedy for all these people. The truth is to never start. It is fight to regain your sanity again....I wish them all courage.
The common factor about most of these homeless addicts are dysfunctional families, families with mental illness and addiction, and abuse. etc. it’s also common to hear about them referring to their parents as their best friend. Parents should be parents and role models, not “best friends”.
A six old year girl who is not brlieved by police,, sorry what??? And than when she is broken they earne by the system...tge same police judges drugcartels... What a industry Feel very sorry who are not safe in these world and not protectedd by teachers parents police pastors doctors... After to late is to late... Like that people are jailed gor That!!! Love for the child in her❤
The devil has come into this world, in the form of a substance, and controlled the hearts, minds and souls of so many. Bless her. May she find her happiness in life, as she deserves.
its not the devil, its the drugs....drugs are a creation of the natural process of evolution in plants, and have being concentrated to have a powerful effect on the human brain... Some others drugs have being created synthetic by chemists, but only by copying the same molecules of drugs in the plants in the nature
The devil are Socialism, progresism, comunism, woke culture, p0rn websites and industry, drug cartel, guns, divorce, destroyed families, and drug dealers. The way out are, sports, arts, education, capitalism, education programs about drugs since early age, and perhaps free drug consuption with massive education, to destroy drug cartels.
Drugs aren’t the devil, the evil is in the people who would have cared and loved that girl. Evil people who maybe even went to church😒if god exists, he’s the devil
I’ve never knew how The Monster was so addictive!! My sister is addicted to Herion.Only time she quit was when she was incarcerated!! My sis looks so much older! My prayers to this young lady.❤️🙏❤️✝️❤️
She made a good point about the NA model - I think what she was trying to say was their cookie cutter philosophy doesn't fit everyone. I feel like people's whose primary addiction is opiates have different issues than those with alcoholism as a primary. Not that one is better or worse than the other, I just think the issues that drive the addiction are different.
She’s very open n honest, articulate. I hope she knows she’s worthy and deserves a better life. 27 is so young. She could be a drug counselor and help so many others. Go see your father n try n get help.
Sammy is a Survivor. So sad that she was abused by the men, I can totally relate. The Love Addiction is strong too. I'm 11 1/2 years sober in AA and the 12 step for Love and Codependency. She has so much strong spirit, I hope she gets sober in AA or NA.
The amount of pain and trauma is un real and so inhumane.. the basis for your childhood matters! The way your brought up MATTERS. we need to.do better so our legacy is better
So sorry. Miss looks my age 63) man,she’s been thru it, I’ve been thru some crap myself too. But nothing like this poor soul. If she truly is bipolar, she needs to first get off illicit drugs. In order to get diagnosed properly. Even if, say it’s in her family,or what she googled” about bipolar”which you never should take your symptoms to Mr Google for a diagnosis of any mental illness. That’s all I say about this I’m backed by my Dr saying these words…..I am in no way judging this woman doing drugs and drink,bc I did formerly too. But I’m sober fr illicit drugs and drink many yrs (15-20 years ) I’m glad you had some freedom . ❤ I hope if you can get sober and then get properly diagnosed with whatever listen I suffered self medicating ….i realized from analysis from therapy ( with my psychiatrist’) but I am 63 yrs old. I got my Bipolar 2 diagnosis not until proper age 40:years. Though I’d been in therapy since age 30 incorrect diagnosis of schizoaffective disorder very close but not there. You are just young ! Whole life ahead of you. Please please listen to me I’ve lived a life too full of demons and traumas But I vowed to stay strong and sober and keep going. But I never actually had kids’ get that? If you cannot afford a therapist after your sober. Do it online My other thoughts on sobriety is one more time LADY YOU MUST DO IT FOR YOURSELF AND ONLY YOURSELF Not for a man Or even another chick. I’m deeply empathetic for your losses Think this maybe part of why you keep slipping … Maybe you never processed the fact your deaths happened in reality bc you entered back Into your drug bubble I’ve been overwhelmed by many losses too. But they are different from yours. Never think sober life will be boring, The only way you will ever get rid of your demons is SOBRIETY Rest I put in your hands ❤ best wishes to you luv.
When bad parents treat the innocent so badly and it leads to not.caring about one's self and ending up on the street only to be surrounded by even more abusers very sad..
What a shame 🥲..so pretty and too young to be homeless out there😳..makes my skin crawl how they survive day to day with terrifying conditions..someone please help her 🤦♀️🙏🏻🙏🏻
Sammy you've been through some hard shit , you can do it again your strong , please try so you can go back home to your son live a good life, you deserve it I'm so sorry you've been through all this , I'm praying for you to hmget out of there and back home with your boy ❤
It is so crazy because I’ve watched so many testimonies of these kind of people finding Jesus and then things turning around but it’s heart breaking that this hasn’t happened to these people yet. PRAY for these ppl that Jesus will give them a testimony!!!!
The problem is not drugs, it is caused by a difficult environment. Do you think their parents wanted them to be like them? They probably grew up in a similar way. And when she has children and her daughter or son does an interview, you will say why did they have such parents. It's a cycle, your chances in life are decided at birth.
Dancing with the devil... Its a choice... I hope this girl decides to make better choices... It's never to late to snap back to reality... Good luck....
My mom didnthe same thing bkicked me out and then call police to arrest me. I stayed with questionable person(friends dads house). She was an alcoholic/drug abuser and mental illness problems like bipolar and depression. I also was given up at 16/17 to my godmother out of state. I ruined that a year after by drinking and what not. I understand everything now but being a kid and being abused really shapes your future. I became addicted to opiates in my 20s but im clean from them now fot 12 years. Its possible to pick yourself up. There is hope Sammy ❤ good luck my dear
Thank you for you share, you will make it. Please sweety. ❤you have so much to offer your son needs you. You need to put all of that behind you. You will make it. One step at the time.
I help and deal with homeless in Aus. I use to feel for them but don’t anymore. The difference between others that grow up in terrible situations is choices they all have choices they choose to get on the drugs, they choose the stupid situations they put themselves in. I have no sympathy thou I still help to a certain point
You can train to be a Certified Peer Recovery Specialist, online and there are lots of need based full scholarships. They even let people do the training when they’re still using, if they can pull it off. You just have to have a year sober, to get a job. I already paid a crazy amount of money to a university, or I would just do that! It’s a paid position. She would be great at that, because of everything she’s been through. That’s horrible that they took her child away, because she asked for help. Do that if someone is an abusive or neglectful parent, and doesn’t accept help. Period. Sammy, check into that training…it’s different from a lot of programs. It’s got a really accepting philosophy. I think you would be excited to be a part of something like that. I would, but I have to finish school. I’m 6.5 years into recovery. You can do it!
Eric, you need to start a non-profit Corp. You can get a grant from counties and states. Then get a house and make it into a homeless shelter. Social Services will pay you weekly to house these women. You have to hire social workers to help get these women services and get them into counseling and detox if needed. You can make a difference and save lives. Even if you only have rooms for 5 people. Those are 5 lives you save till they move on to their own places.
Why don't you do that? I always find it fascinating how people say someone has to help her. As part of society you could do something to help families who are struggling. But I think that doesn't really matter to many people. Or do you see people from the middle class saying that they should be supported more?
She’s most likely lying, or greatly exaggerating about her childhood. If not, she’s just VERY selfish and uncaring to put her child in the same situation.
I don't think she wants her son with her mother. But it is preferable to foster care where she would not be able to check in on him. And it will be easier for her to get custody if/when she gets clean.
I remember like 15 years ago I was in Miami and I went to a night club downtown after I decided to walk back to my room and wound up lost in overtown. I admit I was terrified. I bumped into these 2 beautiful white girls they looked so nieve and I told them they needed to get out of there even tried scaring them saying these people were trying to kill me but they stayed and I ran. I hope they turned out ok
i have feeling that i dont like to listen this story and not able to do anything about it. . dont do interview , just help instead. love hope you can make it.
Sammy, youve strived so hard after many setbacks and that means you can get clean again!! Would be good if you could get in a Christian detox,! Get a faith in Jesus Christ, get clean and back to your kiddo! The life you lead will keep you in a bad place! You have great insight and intelligence, use it to rise up!! You can do it!! 💖💖💖💖💖💖🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
Very clear and intelligent as despite all these hard drugs, she is clear as a bell on her story and doesn't miss a beat. Please keep trying to get clean Sammy - there is so much better out there for you if you can do it!!
I was thinking the same thing
She’s so honest. I really hope she can make it.
27 years old! Good god, that's heartbreaking. Just brutal.
That’s what drugs do to you unfortunately 😢
Yeah i know people with borderline and they have it though man. My own mother left the family when i was 10 so i have some issues now too like i drink too often.
It all comes from childhood..
You can tell that if she quit drugs, got a new pair of teeth, and just turned her life around, she would be a knockout.
Does anyone help her?
that is what I was thinking.... Dear Lord
Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.
Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Australia. Really need!
Yes, dr.sporees I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
Anxiety happens when you think you have to figure out everything all at once.
Breathe. You're strong. You got this Take it day by
day.
Is he on instagram?
Yes he is. dr.sporees
She seems like she's been abused by everyone who should have took care of and loved her. She needs to love HERSELF enough to get better and live better. Very sad. SAMMY, YOU can live a happy life you do not need toxic people to feel worthy of love. You ARE WORTHY AND YOU DESERVE A GOOD LIFE. BLESSINGS TO YOU FOR HEALING AND PEACE.
Sametimes people like this need a seriouse pastor or priest ,a real man of God to pray on your head,pray for you to guive you deliverance from evil spirits that keep you tormented and in bondage... its spiritual also.
@@mariaseidi4023like an exorcism ?
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Yes I pray she puts the drugs down and start living the life she deserves because this isn't it
I just want to say - you do a REALLY excellent job with your interview questions and in keeping the interviews moving along. Also in choosing who you interview. I'm wishing Sammy all the best. She's had a very rough life, but still has a kind heart and with the right mentors, could have a bright future. You can do it Sammy!!!
She is very very articulate and good at telling her story. She’s a good person beyond the drugs.
Sweetheart, my heart is actually breaking for you. I'm in the Cleveland area, and I've been through ALL their jail/rehab programs throughout my 20+ yr addiction to hardcore drugs. I'm happy to say on Sept 1st I'll have 10 years clean and sober and I was a VERY hard case and never thought I would ever get it and that I would die an addict and that scared the shyt out of me. I failed again and again, time after time, Court case after court case until i finally couldn't bear living another day in shyt addiction and so I tried one last time before I said if I didn't get it that time, I would off myself and do the world a favor... feeling sorry for myself like an ass. I white knuckled the first 3 yrs with no meds for my mental health , no MAT program, no help, no NOTHING except for the little victory of laying my head on an actual pillow every night, exhausted from having to work at the same place I did when I was 16, making crap wages, walking miles to work if I couldnt afford the bus, with no one who wanted to talk to me or help at all due to my careless and selfish actions in addiction. I had to learn how to accept it ALL if I were going to make it and simultaneously live in so much fear worrying about everything except for the things I needed to worry about because I was so lost and I was full of horrible Trauma from my childhood and the rest of my life that I could not stop hearing my life screaming in my ears day after day after day. It wasn't until I was able to truly accept it and realize that this is what I had to deal with and no matter what I wanted it was not going to manifest ever if I didn't truly put everything into it. I knew if I didn't I would end up back out on the street and I probably would not make it back this time considering how dangerous the city is and what I had to do to keep going from day to day but slowly but surely I became less of a victim and more of a Survivor and I can help people today. Today I own my own business and my own condo and I did it all on my own with no help and it's the way I would have it as I have learned so much about myself and how fearful I was of everything. I'm still learning a lot even 10 years later, but I at least have enough love for myself today to know that I deserve better, and so do you, honey. If you want to reach out to me, please respond to my message, and I will give you a way to get ahold of me. Anything you need to talk about or that you may need, I will help you in any way that I can. You can do this, but you have to really put yourself down to the level that is no longer acceptable to you before you will come back up. We are just stubborn people, and it seems to work out that way for the lot of us. Anyway, sorry for the long-winded response. Your message really touched me, and I wanted to reach out to you. Many prayers 🙏 to you. Remember, you are worth the very best life can offer, and your kids deserve that too! ❤K
I'm so glad you saved yourself. It takes guts, and you have it. Realizing that you're not a victim of your circumstances but a survivor of them is an important step. We are not promised any good days, so every good day that we have is a blessing. May God bless you with more good days than bad.
Thanks for your kindness to take care her,🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
God bless you 🙏❤️
@Gitn2it tysm. I'm fighting late stage ovarian cancer right now and I can't believe my "shyt luck ". Then I realize nothing happens in God's world by accident and if I have to fight another fight daily just to stay alive (maybe??) then I have to do it regardless of wtf I feel like doing. It's hard sometimes to not understand all the suffering however, I know it has a purpose, as dim as that makķkky sound, I can't do anⁿK yr⁷MN mm hĥĥ 7⁸8888⁸kkkķkkkkkkk
Wow, good on you! You can be SO PROUD of your strength!
Love when she check if she can cuss. So much trauma amdmyet still respectful. Must be precious to speak her truth with no judgement, no attatchements just speaking what she needs. We never know anothers path and none are beyondnthe value of healing amd wholeness.
To hear “at 7 or 8 yrs old, I’d finally had enough….” is so sad! 😮
It’s a shame. So many of these stories with the common thread of horrible parenting with alcohol and drugs involved at a young age. Then plenty of bad choices that snowball. Unfortunately, the sad truth is the end result is either jail or death.
So far almost everyone I've met struggling with addiction has had some form of childhood trauma. The end result isn't always jail or death. People do recover. The first person I interviewed on my channel is 2 years sober now and if she can do it anyone can do it. There are many success stories out there!
I commend your efforts to get these stories out to so there can be more public awareness. The fact that some of these people can make the difficult changes and commitment to transform their lives is awesome. Unfortunately and sadly, the exception. The tragedy really begins with couples becoming parents who aren’t ready for the responsibility. Ultimately the children end up suffering the consequences and that’s unacceptable. Keep up the excellent work
The end result needs to be Jesus
@@otherside305thank you for saying that. People who are lost need to hear that there is hope🙏🏻
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All I can think of here is this poor woman & the child she didn’t want! I’m a Court Appointed Special Advocate in CA & I see this every day, day by day! So sad & absolutely preventable.
Prayers for Sammy🙏💙
Prayers worth shit, either do something about it or STFU!
Dad was an Alcoholic and Mom was Bi-polar.
Man thats a rough start out of the gate.
Sad ❤ for this young lady
The problem is that are such horror drugs these days…..
The problem is not drugs, it is caused by a difficult environment. Do you think their parents wanted them to be like them? They probably grew up in a similar way.
And when she has children and her daughter or son does an interview, you will say why did they have such parents. It's a cycle, your chances in life are decided at birth.
@@AcidGubba I don’t agree, kids with a good upbringing also start, out of curiosity, with drugs. And when they’re addiction prone they can get in big problems!
Time doesn’t always heal. Only unconditional love can make we, the broken, whole again. Time is a given; love - not so much.
I thought that life had been unfair to me until I saw this woman.
Don't compare yourself. Your own life's problems are all you know and the worst thing imaginable. If anything, compare coping skills and things you have done to go down a different path.
@@dannotwalruslarkin9324right? If she’s the bar, I guess we’re all much better off than we thought we were😂
Hi.I write from Colombia. I am very sad for American people homeless.The media do not shows this hard reality.
Is everywhere in the united states.
Iam from europe, and same, the media don't show these to us...i am aware with internet...media on tv in europe just sometime speak about "opiate crisis" in america just one minute in the news, nothing else
every nation have his problems first
The Media only shows lies from governments
This is true America dream
@@ДмГо own nothing be happy....
Poor young person. Bless her. I can relate to this girl. I can relate to the loss of someone close. God bless you. 27 is still a good place to change your life if you wish. Never give up, girlfriend. As long as there is life, there is always hope. Do not give up, Sammy. I will say a prayer for you tonight. Your little boy is a really good thing in your life. So you aren't alone. You can have a reason in life to keep striving to move ahead. One day at a time. Wish you well, Sammy. Go easy, girl. Take it easy on yourself. You deserve to give yourself another chance in life. Make the most of what your given .Peace. Later.
Waking up knowing your going to be dope sick if you dont have heroin immediately sucks! Been there and its not fun! Best thing i ever did was get clean and take my life back. I would have NEVER guessed she was only 27! Drug addiction is a terrible disease 😢
Glad you are clean and have your life back!
@otherside305 thank you! Not going to say it was easy but definitely worth it! Went back to school and I'm not a Nurse💖
It's so good that through here they are given a voice. Addiction is pain. It's sooooo important that she gets to talk. Tell her story.
addiction is simptom of a pain.
Raised by addicts, now an addict parent herself. She should have been removed from her parents care to break the cycle. The systems in place to protect vulnerable children failed and look at the result. Not just on her now (and her poor brother) but her innocent child. Prevention is key, people and police need to not turn a blind eye when a child is being hurt or neglected by their parents.
The system needs a system. Its a joke
Poor Sammy 😢 much love for sharing your story from WPB ❤❤❤
I'm so sorry about your brother, losing your only healthy support is the hardest thing you can go thru in life, especially young. Very interesting how many of us turned to Touchie when it came out 😅 I remember it helped immensely with heroin withdrawals but then learned later it actually causes withdrawal very similar to heroin 🥴 I pray you find peace and sobriety as I did thru the help of this channel and other supports 🙏
Little bit of meth twitch at first, wasn’t sure this one would work out. Sharp girl, tragic tale. Life is war.
Heartbreaking and sad, her mom is a monster! I want to help her, get her out of Miami. How can we help? She doesn’t deserve a hard life.
It would be cool if this channel could set up a go fund me for her, and make sure the funds go to a good rehab, and half way house…
Thanks!
Thank you for the support 🙏🏼
Poor girl! Hope you´ll be good in time. Love from Germany to you
Her honesty is amazing to me 🙏🙏🙏 for Sammy
You are bright and capable. You don’t have to continue living this way. Your life is YOUR life. I pray you release the horrible things that other sick people did that hurt you. That is their problem not yours to carry around. God bless you with peace and courage. ❤
I’m really sorry about your brother and especially that he didn’t get to read your letter, I’m sure it was beautiful and would have touched his heart. xxx
“Am I allowed to cuss?” Wow, I wish I was that polite. These videos are very enlightening. ❤
Samantha, Life is worth fighting for…It gets stormy sometimes, but if you stay the course the Sun always comes out again. Give yourself another chance. You are a Good person inside, you have a lot of Love to give. Take a step in the right direction, then another…Praying for you Sammi…🕊️
What I have seen on this series is that addiction is a trip to hell and the hold on you changes you. You have to crawl yourself out of hell but the leash to your soul is still there. It is a hook in your soul that doesn't let go. I see why the 12 step programs when one is totally committed to it has to be your new life. What a tragedy for all these people. The truth is to never start. It is fight to regain your sanity again....I wish them all courage.
A fight for the soul.
GOD BLESS, THIS POOR WOMEN !! PLEASE, HELP HER/ NOT ONLY VIDEOING HER !!!
The common factor about most of these homeless addicts are dysfunctional families, families with mental illness and addiction, and abuse. etc. it’s also common to hear about them referring to their parents as their best friend. Parents should be parents and role models, not “best friends”.
GOD BLESS YOU SAMMY , PLEASE PULL THROUGH
I don't get this. If her mother was so vile and abused her so badly why has she been allowed to have her child?.
I've worked in healthcare 30 years and drug addicts lie a LOT!
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Wake up not all children get saved.The system is just as sick as these abusive parents!
A six old year girl who is not brlieved by police,, sorry what???
And than when she is broken they earne by the system...tge same police judges drugcartels...
What a industry
Feel very sorry who are not safe in these world and not protectedd by teachers parents police pastors doctors...
After to late is to late...
Like that people are jailed gor That!!!
Love for the child in her❤
The devil has come into this world, in the form of a substance, and controlled the hearts, minds and souls of so many. Bless her. May she find her happiness in life, as she deserves.
its not the devil, its the drugs....drugs are a creation of the natural process of evolution in plants, and have being concentrated to have a powerful effect on the human brain...
Some others drugs have being created synthetic by chemists, but only by copying the same molecules of drugs in the plants in the nature
This is so true, they are possessed by evil spirits through the drugs poor souls.
I used to always say opiates could have been concocted by the devil.
The devil are Socialism, progresism, comunism, woke culture, p0rn websites and industry, drug cartel, guns, divorce, destroyed families, and drug dealers. The way out are, sports, arts, education, capitalism, education programs about drugs since early age, and perhaps free drug consuption with massive education, to destroy drug cartels.
Drugs aren’t the devil, the evil is in the people who would have cared and loved that girl. Evil people who maybe even went to church😒if god exists, he’s the devil
I’ve never knew how The Monster was so addictive!! My sister is addicted to Herion.Only time she quit was when she was incarcerated!! My sis looks so much older! My prayers to this young lady.❤️🙏❤️✝️❤️
She made a good point about the NA model - I think what she was trying to say was their cookie cutter philosophy doesn't fit everyone. I feel like people's whose primary addiction is opiates have different issues than those with alcoholism as a primary. Not that one is better or worse than the other, I just think the issues that drive the addiction are different.
She’s very open n honest, articulate. I hope she knows she’s worthy and deserves a better life. 27 is so young. She could be a drug counselor and help so many others. Go see your father n try n get help.
She would make an excellent social worker i really hope and pray she can get her life together so sorry for all your hurt and pain ❤🙏
Sammy is a Survivor. So sad that she was abused by the men, I can totally relate. The Love Addiction is strong too. I'm 11 1/2 years sober in AA and the 12 step for Love and Codependency. She has so much strong spirit, I hope she gets sober in AA or NA.
I love her,,she deserves so much better
Sounds like she's ready to get sober. Hope you can help her.
I Wish for you All the best Katrina...you deserve good Life now and Forever!With love From Italy...I big hug!
I feel so sad for her. Im crying right now.😢😢 She reminds me of me.
Hope you can get a break and turn your life around sammy.❤
The amount of pain and trauma is un real and so inhumane.. the basis for your childhood matters! The way your brought up MATTERS. we need to.do better so our legacy is better
My heart breaks for her.
It was painful listning To her! I can see How much pain she is in and I really hope she can get help and get off drugs😢
Such a sweet💜. Childhood pain n trauma, addiction generally follows in 1form or nother. Hpe u find peace babe, n healin, 🙏
Sammy loves a lot of things. I just wish she loved herself. ❤
So sorry. Miss looks my age 63) man,she’s been thru it, I’ve been thru some crap myself too. But nothing like this poor soul.
If she truly is bipolar, she needs to first get off illicit drugs. In order to get diagnosed properly. Even if, say it’s in her family,or what she googled” about bipolar”which you never should take your symptoms to Mr Google for a diagnosis of any mental illness.
That’s all I say about this I’m backed by my Dr saying these words…..I am in no way judging this woman doing drugs and drink,bc I did formerly too.
But I’m sober fr illicit drugs and drink many yrs (15-20 years ) I’m glad you had some freedom .
❤ I hope if you can get sober and then get properly diagnosed with whatever listen I suffered self medicating ….i realized from analysis from therapy ( with my psychiatrist’) but I am 63 yrs old. I got my Bipolar 2 diagnosis not until proper age 40:years.
Though I’d been in therapy since age 30 incorrect diagnosis of schizoaffective disorder very close but not there.
You are just young !
Whole life ahead of you.
Please please listen to me I’ve lived a life too full of demons and traumas
But I vowed to stay strong and sober and keep going.
But I never actually had kids’ get that?
If you cannot afford a therapist after your sober.
Do it online
My other thoughts on sobriety is one more time
LADY YOU MUST DO IT FOR
YOURSELF AND ONLY YOURSELF
Not for a man
Or even another chick.
I’m deeply empathetic for your losses
Think this maybe part of why you keep slipping …
Maybe you never processed the fact your deaths happened in reality bc you entered back
Into your drug bubble
I’ve been overwhelmed by many losses too.
But they are different from yours.
Never think sober life will be boring,
The only way you will ever get rid of your demons is SOBRIETY
Rest I put in your hands ❤ best wishes to you luv.
This Girl is intelligent, she has insight!? to her situation.
Awwww I like her. She's a good girl just had it tough ❤
When bad parents treat the innocent so badly and it leads to not.caring about one's self and ending up on the street only to be surrounded by even more abusers very sad..
Just heartbreaking what these drugs do to people.....She is so articulate and could change her life if given a path out, but she is totally stuck
Talking a lot and being articulate are not the same thing😂
God Bless this girl! ❤
The pain is only submerged by drugs, itll stay there till we get clean and process it. Then it lifts, hun. And theres peace. Hope you find recovery.
Please go home, for yourself and son!!!! 🙏🙏 if your mom did abuse you I wonder what she’s doing to your son. What a poor lost girl 😭
How is it possible her son is in her mother's care?!?
What a shame 🥲..so pretty and too young to be homeless out there😳..makes my skin crawl how they survive day to day with terrifying conditions..someone please help her 🤦♀️🙏🏻🙏🏻
I am so sorry , God have mercy ❤
Sammy you've been through some hard shit , you can do it again your strong , please try so you can go back home to your son live a good life, you deserve it I'm so sorry you've been through all this , I'm praying for you to hmget out of there and back home with your boy ❤
It is so crazy because I’ve watched so many testimonies of these kind of people finding Jesus and then things turning around but it’s heart breaking that this hasn’t happened to these people yet. PRAY for these ppl that Jesus will give them a testimony!!!!
She need take care and love,🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
What will be the next step in horror drugs? Every time you think that things cannot go worse, but they are!
The problem is not drugs, it is caused by a difficult environment. Do you think their parents wanted them to be like them? They probably grew up in a similar way.
And when she has children and her daughter or son does an interview, you will say why did they have such parents. It's a cycle, your chances in life are decided at birth.
I’m getting anxiety 😬 listening to this young lady. I just want her to take another hit already. So sad ❤
Dancing with the devil...
Its a choice...
I hope this girl decides to make better choices...
It's never to late to snap back to reality...
Good luck....
Sammy seems very intelligent, I can see her doing very, very well once she stops using completely.
What makes her seem intelligent to you?? I’m not seeing it.
What a shame. Lord, please help her and heal her 🙏🙏❤️❤️
My mother did a lot of these things....also...😔😔😔😢😢
My mom didnthe same thing bkicked me out and then call police to arrest me. I stayed with questionable person(friends dads house). She was an alcoholic/drug abuser and mental illness problems like bipolar and depression. I also was given up at 16/17 to my godmother out of state. I ruined that a year after by drinking and what not. I understand everything now but being a kid and being abused really shapes your future. I became addicted to opiates in my 20s but im clean from them now fot 12 years. Its possible to pick yourself up. There is hope Sammy ❤ good luck my dear
What’s in the bag she used?
Thank you for you share, you will make it. Please sweety. ❤you have so much to offer your son needs you. You need to put all of that behind you. You will make it. One step at the time.
I help and deal with homeless in Aus. I use to feel for them but don’t anymore. The difference between others that grow up in terrible situations is choices they all have choices they choose to get on the drugs, they choose the stupid situations they put themselves in.
I have no sympathy thou I still help to a certain point
Is there a Methadone clinic we can help her get into? It saved my life!
I hope she makes it too. I was wondering, why does she have so many sores on her skin?
You can train to be a Certified Peer Recovery Specialist, online and there are lots of need based full scholarships. They even let people do the training when they’re still using, if they can pull it off. You just have to have a year sober, to get a job. I already paid a crazy amount of money to a university, or I would just do that! It’s a paid position. She would be great at that, because of everything she’s been through. That’s horrible that they took her child away, because she asked for help. Do that if someone is an abusive or neglectful parent, and doesn’t accept help. Period. Sammy, check into that training…it’s different from a lot of programs. It’s got a really accepting philosophy. I think you would be excited to be a part of something like that. I would, but I have to finish school. I’m 6.5 years into recovery. You can do it!
I relate with the police thing. Kicking you out than calling out like you runned away. I know that very well.
Eric, you need to start a non-profit Corp. You can get a grant from counties and states. Then get a house and make it into a homeless shelter. Social Services will pay you weekly to house these women. You have to hire social workers to help get these women services and get them into counseling and detox if needed. You can make a difference and save lives. Even if you only have rooms for 5 people. Those are 5 lives you save till they move on to their own places.
Why don't you do that? I always find it fascinating how people say someone has to help her. As part of society you could do something to help families who are struggling. But I think that doesn't really matter to many people. Or do you see people from the middle class saying that they should be supported more?
Hopefully her mom dont treat her son like she got treated very sad life prayers
She’s most likely lying, or greatly exaggerating about her childhood. If not, she’s just VERY selfish and uncaring to put her child in the same situation.
27 looks like she cld be 40.
Hard life
aww poor girl🥺
Sammy is so sad. I feel awful for her. How can she leave her son with her mother, who abused her so terribly.
I don't think she wants her son with her mother. But it is preferable to foster care where she would not be able to check in on him. And it will be easier for her to get custody if/when she gets clean.
I remember like 15 years ago I was in Miami and I went to a night club downtown after I decided to walk back to my room and wound up lost in overtown. I admit I was terrified. I bumped into these 2 beautiful white girls they looked so nieve and I told them they needed to get out of there even tried scaring them saying these people were trying to kill me but they stayed and I ran. I hope they turned out ok
I would like to help Sammy. She is so pretty and smart. I truly hopes she makes it out of there.
I just prayed for you Sammy. I hope God heals you and gives you a big turn around in your life. Let it be so in Jesus name.
It’s no wonder she turned to drugs to escape her reality
i have feeling that i dont like to listen this story and not able to do anything about it. . dont do interview , just help instead. love hope you can make it.
She has some severe neurological issues. The ways she paws the air with her arms. It is sad to see someone do so much damage to herself.
How does your mom have your son after how she treated you?
With a birthday on 4/20 you should name him Cheech.
Sammy, youve strived so hard after many setbacks and that means you can get clean again!! Would be good if you could get in a Christian detox,! Get a faith in Jesus Christ, get clean and back to your kiddo! The life you lead will keep you in a bad place! You have great insight and intelligence, use it to rise up!! You can do it!! 💖💖💖💖💖💖🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
And you think 🤔 lifes giving you some troubles. Wow
Shame on her parents 😢
Alcoholism, weed, cigarettes addiction thaat kills
Jesus ❤ Sammy
God bless her , I pray that she gets deliveredand God sends his comforter to her in Jesus' name 🙏 amen