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- ♫Orla Gartland - Why Am I Like This
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(Lyrics):
Last night I smoked a cigarette,
My dad would have been so upset,
Then we got tattoos by the coast,
And I just stood there like a ghost.
Maybe I'm an old soul trapped in a young body,
Maybe you don't really want me there at your birthday party,
I'll be there in the corner thinking right over,
Every single word of the conversation we just had.
So, why am I like this
Why am I like this
Why am I like this
Why am I
Why am I like this
Why am I like this
Why am I like this
Why am I
Why am I like this
Why am I like this
Why am I like this
Why am I
Why am I like this
I saw a girl crying on the train,
Gin and tonic from a can to ease the pain,
And I never asked if she was okay,
She just got up and walked away.
Oh, it's like I'm looking down from the ceiling above,
Never in the moment, never giving enough,
Let's go out and shout the words we never said,
I've got my mistakes on loop inside my head, inside my head
So, why am I like this
Why am I like this
Why am I like this
Why am I
Why am I like this
Why am I like this
Why am I like this
Why am I
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Oh maybe I'm an old soul trapped in a young body,
Maybe you don't really want me there,
I'll be there in the corner thinking right over,
Every single word of the conversation we just had.
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Have you watched the series on netflix?
HeartStopper? yes omg its so good, i binged watch it in one night
I’ve watched it more than 10 times
ofccccv
YES
yes, its amazing i watched it in 1 day
This series has made me realise I should be myself and not what people want me to be. The story is just amazing and makes my heart feel warm and I did cry twice during the series.
Yes, be true to yourself luv. You will be okay! Spread your wings and fly!
only twice, lucky u :)!
I am happy that today someone finds comfort and warm in a series like this. It's exactly what I was thinking about while I watching the show "who knows if anyone can identify with this guys and find some peace", if it had existed when I was going to school (a long time ago sob), it would have been for me.
❤️❤️❤️
I cried like 4 times
This series is sooooo good!! You should definitely be yourself! No one else can do it! ✨
This song hits hard especially when your in still in the closet from ur parents, they’re expecting u to start getting crushes on boys and dating and all of ur friends are boy crazy and you aren’t into guys . It’s the most isolating , lonely and painful thing ever even though some of my friends like girls too . But I wouldn’t change it for the world either. This show was probably the most comforting show I’ve ever watched
Same, except that I'm aroace
If you ever come out to your parents and/or family in general and if they don’t except you, there are people who except you for you. It’s not bad to not want a male’s attention so don’t force yourself to. Be you and don’t let anyone change you. ❤️
Im bisexual and i think I've always known deep down and idk how to tell my parents cuz idk how they'll react 😬
@Iehevdvdjdksbsv thank u sm , same to u !
@@samarareeve2836 yeah , only come out if you think they will support you !
Im BI. After watching Heartstopper i am now confident of showing my true self to everyone, especially my fam. Heartstopper thought me to be my self and shouldn't be afraid of what people might say. Idk but still can't get over with the series i keep on watching it all over again.. IT HEALS MY SOUL
I’m so proud of you. From one Bi person to another. I’m in the same boat. I didn’t know I needed this show but now it lives in my heart forever.
same T-T
Im also bisexual but idk how to tell my mum and dad
@@samarareeve2836 same like Ik their gonna support me but it’s so hard to build up the confidence to they’ll them
@@samarareeve2836 hi mum and dad. I'm a bisexual. Just want you to know.
It's that simple xo
This will always be my theme song for Heart Stopper...
Oml this is in heartstopper I’m obsessed
This song hits deep.
I'm here because i look Heartstopper et I love this song !!!
Yeah me too
Moi aussi clairement, waw
@@anna_2483 On est d'accord !!
The battle cry of every teen in human history..
Why am I like this...
This show made me express myself in many different ways
this song makes me want to live.
you deserve to be here
❤️
This show made me come out to some of my family members like my parents and my grandma, all of them supported me.😊
I’m so proud of you ❤️❤️
Big Hugs
Well done! I understand coming out is a very hard thing to do.
🎉❤
Never has a series, soap, drama or film resonated my life and represented me in such a way. I fell in love with a young man when I was in year 9 at school but he was supposedly straight and then went on to have a girlfriend. He is one of the kindest sweetest and most amazing boys I have ever met and for the last 8 years (I'm 23 now) I have never stopped being in love with him and for a long period of time we didn't speak because I used to get really heartbroken and depressed when I seen him with his girlfriend and the 'green eyed monster which doth mock the hand it feeds upon' (I was jealous bitch) then this year I finally got speaking to him again and just got back on to friendship terms. And one night a few short months ago he came out as gay to me and my heart sank. He finally had accepted his sexuality and told me he has been embracing his sexuality for the last 2 years. I never got to tell him how much I loved him and a part of me thinks I will be in love with him forever. It's too late now as I have let myself go and don't feel attractive anymore and I fear he will tell me he's not interested or that I'm not his type or he's going out with somebody else. So unfortunately not all stories have a happy ending like Nick and Charlie. When watching the final scenes in the series, I tried to imagine what it must be like to have someone tell you they are proud to be your boyfriend and tell you they want people to know your in love with eachother. 💔💔
Dude you should totally tell him, tell him for the sake of telling him if not for you. You could say you used to have a crush on him to avoid a weird situation if he doesn't like you back. If he does like you you can say you still like him
@@rainatmidnight Thanks for the advice. It's a little more complicated than that but I'm working on myself and keeping in regular contact with eachother and see eachother when we can. Neither of us are seeing anyone atm and when I feel confident and if I'm ready I might just tell him. Who knows by season 2 of Hearstoppers I might have had a heartstopper moment myself. 🤞🤞
@@kurtnicholson6151 good luck ♡
Oh my god. Im heartbroken right now. Good luck and I really wish u happy ending. Hope so 🙌🏻❤️
I had a similar ending to a love story between a friend and I in High School. Unlike Charlie, I was too afraid to admit it was him when he asked me who I liked(even when he knew too) because I was afraid he would say it would change our friendship and I didn’t want to lose him as a friend. We had so many moments and opportunities but neither of us were out. When I did come out months later, he had a girlfriend and it tore me up inside. So then I had a boyfriend and he was torn up inside showing jealousy. It’s like the timing was never right. We missed our opportunity and to this day after watching Nick and Charlie, I wonder if maybe…. just maybe. He never came out if he was gay/bi. Like Charlie, he didn’t understand why he felt the way he did towards me when up until then, no other guy made him feel the way I did. He was the only guy I dreamt of for years to the point I thought I was obsessed. I’m happy for him and his wife and daughter now. I currently have two sons of my own too. I will never forget how I felt and this song along with the show Heartstopper brought that sensation back. Hopefully you build the courage to speak with him when you’re ready. (:
Found it from Heartstopper & as a gay male I love it so much & I relate so hard and the show is already a good emotional cope for me because me and my boyfriend are in a long distance relationship with him in South Carolina and me in Indiana it's hard. But the song itself takes me back to my struggle for my sexuality in 8th grade and didn't finally find it out until end of my Junior Year in HS. This song does so much for me because I have depression & anxiety and on top of me being gay in a semi/moderately homophobic world I've asked myself that same question over and over. I cannot tell you the amount of times I did and almost lead to my death. If I weren't for these songs, shows, my family, friends or my boyfriend I would be dead instead of living with the good and the bad.
I know exactly how you feel, I barely realized I was gay this year during my junior year and me and my boyfriend are also in a distance relationship while not long distance it is rare we see each other in person, but I completely understand the struggle of finding your sexuality as it was a very new and recent experience, but these outlets like the show really are amazing to be out in the open
As a “mature” 30 year old. It does really get better as they say. I understand that feeling of internally struggling. Hang in there and find the joy in every day. You’re beautiful the way you are. 😊
Aw i found it through heart stopper too🌸♥️
@@sajalverma8557 Kit & Joe are amazziiiiinnnnnngggggggggg. Me & my bf are planning to act out some things in the show once we finally get to be in person
@@Hex_Glitches the only difference in me and you.... U got a boyfrnd..... 😩
New fav song because of heartstopper
This song hits different after heartstopper.
Listening to this while going through some dumb Ass social anxiety😍💪
Me to 😭
Same 💪
samee :'D
Ayyyyyy
💗
I listen to this song like 5 times a day at this point 😭😭
same
Only five? Rookie numbers 😔 jk bestie ly 😘
This song has been stuck in my head for 3 days now and honestly I’m not complaining, best ear worm ever
This song hits me a lot. Not from my own inner conflict over my sexuality but also of my own mental health issues.
Being Autistic, I've always been different to other people. So sometimes I don't get why have it so difficult when I'm just trying to live my life.
I ask myself "Why am I like this?" 😢
Oh man I know how you feel, I have ADD and being neurodivergent can be so isolating. Plus life in general can just be so hard. Just know that although it may not feel like it, you aren’t alone and you aren’t so different after all
@@jessbeee4773 Agreed. It's horrible being like this sometimes. Because it's like no one understands you.
I'm happy to know that I'm not alone though. Thank you, Jess. :D xx
Yeah bro I got ADHD and OCPD and my mom is always yelling at me to just leave things alone and stay still and be normal so i get it.
@@emmawatson9261 I feel for you xx
same i resonate with this song because of that
1:36 my favorite part of the song
LITERALY SAME
mine 2 it hits so close to home
LITERALLY SO GOOD
I wanna thank Heartstopper for getting this song stuck in my head so bad that I had to search it up.
Never heard it until I watched the show.. Now I'm *OBSESSED* with this song!! 🥰
R u still obsessed with it
@@haha-vj4ek Yes!! It's in all of my playlists and it is one of the songs I use to help me fall asleep at night!! :)
The series helped my freind come out to her mum, she used the nick nelson scene and it made me smile x
I loved this story to an embarrassing level. I have never seen
a movie or show, (and I am a huge~! Book, Theater, TV and
Movie fan, I believe that the thing that separates humans from
animals is our story telling), where every single actor, every
single scene and every single cinema graphic was freakin
PERFECT. This offering was cathartic for me. I have been out
for 44 years, but this fulfilled something in me that has been
missing all along. I have seen several other gay love stories,
but this is the most innocent, sweet and wholesome love
story I have ever seen. When I say that I loved it to an
embarrassing level, (Dear God~!) I mean, I binge watched it 8 times
in a week and a half. (and I have only ever binge watched
one other show, ever, and that was only once through.)
What sets this master piece aside from all other gay stories is both
that it is one of the first none tragic love stories and it has
not one single seen for the prurient of heart.
Just awesome...
Many tears of joy...
Also the main character falls for a nice, good looking, sweet, gentle, articulated, non toxic boy for a change 🥰
@@anibalopina I was with you until you went all """"WOKE""""" with your bullshit toxic~!
Only psychopaths think that masculinity is toxic~!
It's May 2022 🎊🎊 let's see how many legend and fans are still listening to this masterpiece...❤️💖💕
Love heartstopper its just so emotional and perfect it shows that everyone is diffrent in there own way and its perfectly fine! Dont let people get u down for what u do or who u are!
Literally cry every time because I know I'm not gonna get as much support that the characters in the show have, specifically from family :,)
Same 🥺 ı cry every night
yeah same. my parents r super homophobic and we're very angry when I came out.
@@the0_250 ❤️ I’m proud of you for coming out. Just ignore them. Love who you love
@@Lemon-gh9sj thank you, you have no idea how much I needed that 💗
@@the0_250 of course 💗 I’m so proud of you
Heartstopper has made me realise that I need to be myself
This song hits different after heartstopper xx
I love this song so much, I highly relate to it with being weird and also not being a perfect person and questioning yourself 24/7, but I also relate with the Heartstopper version/point of view of this song with questioning your sexuality and asking yourself questions about what do I like and why? The scene that this song was in broke my heart, yet also warmed it from its relatability at the same time. This song and the scene it is in both make me super emotional and happy. I also loved that there is starting to be more representation in shows and stuff. And I know there are plenty of shows with LGBTQ+ members, but now we're starting to see more trans and bi, and hopefully other sexualities and gender identities in the future.
Overall, everything about this song and what it is associated with makes me super happy and proud. And I 110% recommend watching or/and reading Heartstopper.
❤😊
Am I the only one not here from heart stopper? 😂
Yes❤❤❤
Best series ever!!
from Love, Simon to Love, Victor and now Heartstopper These shows and Movie have given many artists a good boost in their careers. And given them good attention. Some very catchy songs and ones with perfect fitting lyrics for the scenes in all three mentions.
i love heart stopper it's such a good show and i am in love with the show on Netflix i cant what for more season i cant what love Nike and charlie so much and Tara and Darcy but all boozes for Ben and harry
this song>>>>>>>>>>
Not me pausing Heartstopper to find this.
You're not alone!!! ❤❤
OMG SAMEE
Me 2! This song sync the scene perfectly💓😆
Sameee!
My heart is breaking reading all these comments. I can’t believe there’s still so many unsupportive family members in this day and age. Watching the show made me still have some hope in love 💞
I can’t believe it! I’ve been looking for this song forever, i first heard it while watching the show HeartStopper. Which I recommend to watch.
i’ve been listening to Orla since 2018 and im so happy she’s starting to get the recognition she deserves 💕
I feel so down right now. This song is really something I was needed but didn't know till now)))
I’m so obsessed with this song, I just love the vibe and feel of it 🤧✨✨
This song really relates to me, especially right now. I am a non binary person and I am questioning my sexuality. I am being drawn to being lesbian, but I don't know yet. This is something that you can say if anyone asks what your sexuality is: "I'm questioning, and I don't really want to be asked right now." Just a tip. Anyway, have a great day beautiful people.🏳🌈
I’m non binary and I’m questioning my sexuality too, we got this, remember to never be ashamed
@@katie_ig3969 thx :)
I’ve been questioning my sexuality since my freshman year of high school and to this day, i’m still wondering what i am. you should never be ashamed to wonder or be yourself. be proud of who you are :)
@@estevangarcia1089 thank you too :D
I want to remix this so damn bad but it's already perfect..
Thank you Heartstopper, I now have a great song that I can listen to.
this song hits different after heartstopper.
heartstopper is just..awesome
Dont Lie Guys, Heartstopper Brings Us Here 💕🙌🏼
This song makes me cry everytime....
im inlove with the song huhuh
Even tho i'm straight still love the show and the song
HEY everyone on this video go listen to the original artists video, it's the same quality and same length, GO GIVE HER LOVE AND SUPPORT HER SONG 💕💕💕
Once i was also confused to my sexuality and
After watching this series i visit on the quiz site " am i gay? " and here i am found as a bisexual 🥰
I already know that i am just different from other boys of my class . And i generally attracted to both male and female and now i love to be a bisexual 🥀😇 .
That's nice! I'm pansexual and asexual :D I'm trans but I'm sticking to people saying I'm non-binary
@@ilysfool315 I'm also pansexual. I don't mean this to sound rude or offensive anything, but how are you pansexual and asexual? Are you on the asexual spectrum? Or are you panromantic? Again, not asking to invalidate you, just curious and kind of confused.
@@reagandark353 I am attracted to all genders and not sexually attracted to them
@@ilysfool315 I wouldn't 100% trust me on this, maybe look into it but I think that's panromantic asexual
I did pretty much the exact same scene way before I found out about the series
HEARTSTOPPER
God I relate to Nick for so many reasons... And this song hits me hard. Im a kind people pleaser to a point where I often won't voice my true needs or opinions if I'm scared someone will get hurt or won't understand.... And diluting yourself like that leads to feeling like your observing your life from the backseat and it's hard.
i really like her. i made letters and even planned on giving her genshin welkin despite being broke. i've liked her ever since the last 3 years and nothing has changed ever since, and i don't think it'll change. i love the way she's so nice and sweet, love the way she's so beautiful, she gives me warmth and comfort. but she's straight, and her mom does not like me. it's sad really, but all i'm able to do is to admire her from afar. if it means making her comfortable and safe, I'll just continue to watch and support her at a distance.
I love this song cause of heartstopper
this series made me realize a lot i didn't know...
This is so good, and I love the series😆🥰💚💚i love your songggg..
Heartstopper, book or show, is like a warm bowl of comforting soup for our hearts :))
Nick nelson's personality is such me, I'm so confused about my sexuality :((
I was a total Nick for the majority of this year but I’ve recently come to terms with my sexuality, and in the words of Charlie “You don’t need to figure it out right now” so just be patient and you’ll figure it out
You will figure it out soon it doesn't have a deadline you just take your time😊
Dont let people to shame you, erase you, or make you think you have to choose. "There is no choice, its a combination of both, and that is ok."
it's okay take your time ! I took 3 years to realize who I was , those things take time but I believe you'll find out who you are
Things will fall into place. Don't pressure yourself or others for that. Everything will be in due time. Hugs from here 🤗
That so amazing omg
Am I crying now with this song
Listening to this makes me wanna watch Heartstopper for 5 hours straight
This song and show are my one of my comfort songs/shows
This song is about Heartstopper and there is so Cute❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️👨🏼🎓👨🏼🎓
SO WHY AM I LIKE THIS WHY AM I LIKE THIS WHY AM I LIKE THIS WHY AM I-
This series made it easier to tell my boyfriend I’m bi
Same
"so, why am i like this why am i like this why am i?"
I love this song, the show comforts me, this is the best queer tv show I've watched, and judging by the the comments, I'm not the only one who rewatches it. I'm in love with the cast and the show
i’ve already rewatched the season over 12 times! it never gets old 😭
@@eluhv i thought i was the only one
“I got my mistakes on loop inside my head” describes every single interaction of mine on a daily basis at this point 😑
This is so perfect. I will forever cherish this song and Heartstopper 🍃🍁🍂
I love this song so bad 😭🌞
And because this song is so good
I love this movie it make me happy
watching the series 3rd time now, and having read the books while having zero friends and no boyfriend just makes me realize how much I'm missing out on life. Hope one day I will have a heartstoping Nick myself
Here because my wife was watching heart stopper. To me this song is about bieng an over thinker...which i am. And also just about b3ing human on this crazy planet
I just listened to this whole song today and it hit me that way as well. I wish I could express my feelings and hold conversations with new people and not overthink so bad.
Who’s excited for the next series 💜💜
I need the books 😭
Charlie & Nick 🥰🥰🥰🥰
I needed to hear this.
I have a better understanding of what young ppl can go through. There was so many different situations, depression, eating disorder, A Sexual . Wow . The cutest coming out. I also liked it this actors are realy that young . Not just acting. I feel some of there reactions were real bc of age.
this song just makes me feel alive .^.
I cry every time and it make me think about my life💗💗
Same here 😢
Overthinking every social situation or environment I enter, social anxiety actually truly sucks and isn’t fun why am I like this?
This song is the theme song to my life.
this song makes me so happy idky but this song makes me feel really happy vibes :))
HEARTSTOPPER is a gift from GOD.Groundbreaking. Life changing.... PURE JOY.
god who? the long hair homophobia?😂 heartstopper is a gift from Alice Osman n if u r calling her god then yes you're right🎉
My new theme song 😊
Im 12 and bi and this show has helped me so mutch with accepting who i am.
I found this song in Heartstopper and I ABSOLUTELY Love it
Not not rrly sure if am gay or bi. Life is just so difficult for me especially as a young 13 year old
I just wanna show my true self but am scared I’ll get judged by ppl💔
This song!! Thank you! I can't stop listening to it . I feel really heard.
I relate so much to Nick Nelson... IDK the last time I felt so connected to a character
Sometimes others really make us feel horrible.. even if you try to be yourself, others are just coe into your life and make you feel useless.. It hurts..
Nick questioning himself really resonated with me. I think it was one of the many times I saw myself in a character.
This song makes me feel so many things that it makes me want to cry por Dios me encantaaaaaaaa❤❤❤
As soon as I hear the first accords of this song, I feel so good, I feel peacful and the lyrics starts, and I just want to sing along and replay it💜
Why am I like this?
I found this song on a gifted kid burnout playlist. And tbh ive never felt more seen
Though the gay vibes 🏳️🌈 are so there which I love for us, this song I can really relate also in being autistic. Overthinking everything, wondering if you’ve unknowingly offended or completely oblivious to something everyone else is in on, sitting at the site not knowing how to join in or simply chat to a friend’s friend, wondering why I’m broken, why am I like this. Even unintentionally, it’s things like this that help me be happily open with who I am despite the stereotypical prejudice and judgement I’ve faced for years ❤
The gin tonic part got me I can relate to it so much 🥲
just realised im aroace my hearts feels like its breaking
"It's like I'm looking down from the ceiling above,
never in the moment, never giving enough"
This line hits harder when you suffer due to chronic depersonalization and derealization disoder
Watching HEARTSTOPPER as an ally is such an eye-opening experience. It’s very cute but very real and I do think it helps me have more empathy for the queer community and my friends. They’re just people, just kids like me trying to live their lives. I think we forget that sometimes.