Is this what people do when they get sad? Plead with the world for sedation under a thick blinding layer of information? A distraction from the painful aches of living life? Staring for hours as photons in flashing patterns get transmitted from the screen of an electronic device and are transferred in minimal lag pathways to our brains for interpretation and processing? The continuous intravenous drip of the morphine of information we'll forget about 5 seconds after reading because we know that it is unimportant but also keeps us distracted one blurb or soundbyte at a time. One more youtube video or tweet or insta. It's always "one more". Then it's on to the next "one more". And the next. Before you know it, it's already tomorrow and you're tired. The feeds refresh and you do it again. Keep looking at it until your window to the world shrinks to the size of a computer screen. A black mirror that shows both you and not you. The you that you are and the you that you pretend you are. The Person and the Avatar. Then you'll never be unhappy again. Except that's not true, is it? Distraction is not happiness. I haven't felt it in so long that I forget what it was like but I know it never felt like this. The way I feel now. I don't fear not ever finding it again. I fear that maybe, just maybe... I don't want to. Because finding happiness means feeling again. Slipping out of my coma of white noise and static. Acknowledging the world beyond with all of its painful and disgusting truths. And I do not want that to happen at any cost. Because I'm a coward. But aren't we all?
I feel like i needed to hear that, thank you. I'll never regain all the time I have lost on here, and I'll never be able to make up for all of the opportunities I've missed, all of the things I could have done, and all the better memories i could have made, had I not chipped away at my own time by submerging myself in a world of distraction confined to a computer screen. So thank you, thank you for letting me see things with clarity. For reminding me that in truth, we're all cowards here. All I can hope now is that it still isn't over for me, and that I'm not truly afraid to abandon the more pleasant substitue for reality that i've built for myself, and that I'm not afraid to move on from it, that I'm not afraid to live. Because part of me wants to live, part of me wants to be excited about the future. I really want to feel again. So help me god that one day, things will be as they were once more. That they'll be better. And I hope that it isn't over for you either, and that it isn't over for all of the other people who are out there suffering in silence. We're ought to treat ourselves better, we deserve more than this. We deserve to live.
I am glad you like it! Don't really know what you mean by view chapter. Do you mean timestamps of the songs? If yes then sorry, I don't know it from back then...
Works rather surprisingly well
Is this what people do when they get sad? Plead with the world for sedation under a thick blinding layer of information? A distraction from the painful aches of living life? Staring for hours as photons in flashing patterns get transmitted from the screen of an electronic device and are transferred in minimal lag pathways to our brains for interpretation and processing? The continuous intravenous drip of the morphine of information we'll forget about 5 seconds after reading because we know that it is unimportant but also keeps us distracted one blurb or soundbyte at a time. One more youtube video or tweet or insta. It's always "one more". Then it's on to the next "one more". And the next.
Before you know it, it's already tomorrow and you're tired. The feeds refresh and you do it again. Keep looking at it until your window to the world shrinks to the size of a computer screen. A black mirror that shows both you and not you. The you that you are and the you that you pretend you are. The Person and the Avatar. Then you'll never be unhappy again.
Except that's not true, is it? Distraction is not happiness. I haven't felt it in so long that I forget what it was like but I know it never felt like this. The way I feel now.
I don't fear not ever finding it again. I fear that maybe, just maybe...
I don't want to.
Because finding happiness means feeling again. Slipping out of my coma of white noise and static. Acknowledging the world beyond with all of its painful and disgusting truths.
And I do not want that to happen at any cost. Because I'm a coward.
But aren't we all?
WHERE IS THAT FROM?
@@Amarante7 my brain.
I feel like i needed to hear that, thank you. I'll never regain all the time I have lost on here, and I'll never be able to make up for all of the opportunities I've missed, all of the things I could have done, and all the better memories i could have made, had I not chipped away at my own time by submerging myself in a world of distraction confined to a computer screen.
So thank you, thank you for letting me see things with clarity. For reminding me that in truth, we're all cowards here. All I can hope now is that it still isn't over for me, and that I'm not truly afraid to abandon the more pleasant substitue for reality that i've built for myself, and that I'm not afraid to move on from it, that I'm not afraid to live. Because part of me wants to live, part of me wants to be excited about the future. I really want to feel again.
So help me god that one day, things will be as they were once more. That they'll be better.
And I hope that it isn't over for you either, and that it isn't over for all of the other people who are out there suffering in silence. We're ought to treat ourselves better, we deserve more than this. We deserve to live.
Thank you for putting this together 👍
You're welcome mate! My pleasure
really love this music, thanks ❣️🤖
I am glad you do!
Really nice.
Thanks man! I appreciate it!
Amazing work endless walls!! Can you make a view chapter for this video like in the other mr. robot stretch videos? Thank you
I am glad you like it! Don't really know what you mean by view chapter. Do you mean timestamps of the songs? If yes then sorry, I don't know it from back then...
@@endlesswallsambient Yes timestamps sorry! just to know the song names..
@@45trotta Ok. Like I said I don't have them for this mix unfortunately. But all my newer and future uploads come with timestamps.
Good bye friend.
you have stretch ambient of "Dark"? it's a Netflix Serie
No. I know the tv-show though, it's great! Cannot wait for season 2. I might look into it. Might be a good stretch ;)
I like it but its a bit of a stretch tbh.