I was told by a doctor about my ocd when I was about the same age, and it’s really hard and kids at school would always say they had it and never actually acted how real ocd was and that made me upset because I know a lot about it after going to therapy for awhile. Anyways hope your doing better now ❤
There's so many types of ocd, my dad has one where he is triggered by threatening weather and skin conditions. Anytime he hears something about them he can't stop thinking about it. It almost tore his marriage apart, and it was really scary for us. Luckily he found therapy and is doing way better. I hope therapy has helped you and that your doing well now! I'm no expert on this stuff but I did get a taste of it from listening to my dad.
It is very frustrating when people say they have OCD and they really don’t. My dad, brother, and I all had OCD but we had different versions. I always had to use my right hand and foot, also when I would tap my foot I had to make it even with me left. My father had to count when he was stepping on concrete and always had to avoid the cracks/lines with his left leg and step with his right. My brother had to wash his hands so often or brush his teeth for like three time in one hour because he would always cringe and feel like something bad would happen if he didn’t. Also he would check the door locks very often etc. there are so many forms to OCD
Oh my goodness. I literally almost started crying when I herd this, I have had this problem now for atleast 2 years and I've never told anyone about it.i always thought I was the only who had this. I alway have to even things out between my hands. For and example if a now tuch something with my right hand then I have to do the same with my left hand or else I get really anxious. And it has to fell the same. Thank you for sharing this. ❤😢😢😢😢
I always used to associate things with the colors red and blue and since my favorite color was red at the time, my right side was red, and my left side was blue, red side gets more priority, and blue side gets less. I made up a strange point system and I always tried to even them out, and now when I do something it’s in a patter such as 5 of this, 3 of that, 3 of this, and 5 of that. Now it always has to be even for me.
“Even things out” OMG SO RELATABLE (I genuinely think I have ocd; I was getting treated for misophonia and the lady said she thinks I might have it. I knew it)
I didn’t get diagnosed with OCD until a few months ago. I’m 22. I wish it would have been caught earlier because going through this your whole life and not knowing why is horrible.
My OCD was worse back in middle to high school, this may sound so weird but I would have to count the numbers I could trust like 2,3,7,8 & repeated over & over again sometimes. & What I hated the most that was part of my OCD, is that I have to do of what it wants me to do. Like if I grabbed the condition, things will get better. But if I grabbed the shampoo then not. It's so stupid, like I have no choice but to obey 😩 right now it's 50% less, which I'm getting better than before.
I SO AGREE! IT’S LIKE, “If you eat the jolly rancher, the world will end” LIKE NO- Only GOD knows when the world will end so that’s not true. I’ll heal from my possible OCD soon. (I’m not diagnosed yet) GOD bless you ! I hope things will get better!
@@Dewdr-ps thx, I'm actually doing much better since June 5th, But I still do it by accident which I tell myself to "stop" or "not true" & then move on normally. I'm still getting help tho, Hope things get better for you too :-)
This is so ratable I’m so happy you made this so I don’t feel like I’m the only one doing this, I’ve had mine In almost 1 or 2 years now but I haven’t told anyone and I’m not diagnosed with it I just feel exactly this way..and it got a little worse
I didn't realise that I had OCD until I was on holiday this year and I have recently started using my left hand only as I'm left-handed. I'm using my right as much as I can but I have to do everything left.
I have ocd, and people most would actually not guess it because my room was allways messy and my hand writing was horrible but the reason why my room always is messy is because I have thought about for example if I’m not trow all of my clothes out of my closet will my cat die, this is a part of ocd but also forced thoughts and it’s really annoying and I just hate ocd it’s the worst thing ever😭😭😭
Even as an adult now, I'll go through bouts of this feeling. I predominantly use my right hand too, it just "feels right", but I'll remember sometimes that my left hand does in fact exist and doesn't get as much attention. Usually this happens when I feel a bad texture or when putting socks on my feet. It's.. odd... because you cant ignore it until you forget about it, but the more it bugs you the less you can, so most times you are stuck this way for the entire day.
✨I had ocd my whole life whenever someone moved something to a new place I would complain and put it back but if it’s like house parts or whatever i complain for about 3 days about it then I’ll try to get along with the thing ✨
I have ocd and what happens with me is that i needed to do every thing with my right and left hand and it started to mess with my life if i steped on the grass with my right foot i had to step on the grass with my left foot and i had to count how many times i blinked or steped if i got bumped on the right side of my body i had to get bumed on the left side of my body so it sucks every thing has to be even or my body hurts and no OCD is not when you need to keep everything clean its when you have to keep track of everything i have two friends and OCD makes everthing hard so thanks for reading my text have a good day and happy holiday if thats the time your reading this by.
BROOI WHERE HAVE THIS CHANNEL BEEN??? I WATCHED YA'LL BACK IN 5TH GRADE N LOST U GUYS TILL JUST NOW (Im now in 12th grade). Thank u for being one of my fav channels from my childhood
It is a struggle. One time when I was Younger I had to go to school and I had to get and eat my toast but I couldn’t just yet I had to wait a bit then it would be perfect to go. But my mom got mad so I had to go but it upset me so much and it didn’t feel right at all and she kept asking me “no no no! Why do you need to wait?” “What the waiting for?” And like “you don’t need to wait to eat food” but it really upset me and I just cried and tried telling her hoping she would understand somehow but she didn’t so I didn’t say anything.
If you know about mental health please tell me whats happening to me becuse i dont know. theres no trauma,no preassure,a little bit of loud classroom but theres nothing ”wrong” with my life,i have parents with steady economy my dad plays a lot of instuments and encourages me to as well. but i have a constant fear that if im nit really pretty or smart i will be boring so i study and exercise doing listening to subliminals,tying up my feet and hands,doing stuff like that so i can be original,be interesting,be better…. my biggest fear is that one day… one day i would fail,be a failure. Everyone hates me(i always feel like people hate me and see me as a burden bjt i need to divide the stuff into sections) so i end up doing nothing to not fail,becuse if i dont do anything i cant fail… right? about the imaginary that people hate me,ive always been quiet unlike other kids becuse i thought if i asked for something i would be a brat and so i kept quiet a lot of the time making sure i wasnt viewed as a brat,or anything like that. then i discovered i could make it obviously fake so i brcame a weird kid,eating grass paper and doing weird poses just to get a personality.now im stuck in my class in a role i hate and cant get out…
Hi, I’m not a mental health professional, but I have OCD and have been to several therapists, so maybe I can help! It seems like you just have a fear of failure. You may have a little bit of perfectionism or social anxiety, but it doesn’t really sound like you have social anxiety. It’s normal for you to feel judged, but it doesn’t dismiss the problem. I would talk to your parents or a friend about how you feel. You may be able to find a therapist or someone who can help. If your school has a counselor, that’s a great idea too. As for trying to change your classroom role, I’ve also been in a similar situation. I’ve done some stupid things and it sucks. Here’s my advice: slowly work your way back. If you can, answer more questions in class (if you know the answer), speak up a little bit more, and maybe talk to people. Change your personality. Forget about the past. What could you possibly lose? I used to be a really weird kid, and I don’t think I’ll ever really forget about it, but eventually, I just stopped and started focusing on other aspects of myself. I’ve always had a friend group who supported me, but I built a better impression on others who I sat by. After awhile, you can change. You got this! ❤ Don’t give up! If you’re interested, prayer can also help! You can ask God for help, He loves you! And if not, then just try my other advice! You can do this 😊
@@Chocolate_Bunny758 Good for you! :) Can I vent rq? Im moving like ten hours away…right as I’m finally fitting in again and my life is back to normal 😭 Skskskksks
I do too. After I touch a doorknob with my right hand I have to touch the doorknob MULTIPLE TIMES with my left hand. It gets annoying sometimes. All the times I mean
i am right handed. a couple months ago, i started having thoughts in my head that are like “turn on the light with your right hand or you’ll fail the next math test” i’ll do that so i think i don’t fail my math test, but then another thought comes up that’s like “now, turn the light back off with your right hand, and then turn it back on with your left hand so you don’t leave it out.” this would go on over and over again with my thoughts switching sides all the time saying “do this, or something bad happens.” i wish it would stop because it takes forever to do my homework for school now. my handwriting has to be perfect. when i erase things i have to try to do it with my left hand to even things out. sometimes my mind tells me to do my whole homework with my left hand and another assignment with my right to even things out again. i don’t know how to stop this, but i wish it would just stop. i’m pretty sure i have OCD but i’m too scared to tell my mom.
OMG FR! Sometimes i’m walking and then my right leg feels like it has more steps or whatever than the left one. So then i have to even them both out and shake the left one or walk more with the left one to get them more even but it always seems like one has more and ITS SOSOOOOOSSOSOSO ANNYONGGG
I realised I had ocd after I started pushing buttons and fixing the same thing over and over again. No matter how many times I've been told to not flicker lights, I couldn't. I would also over think everything thinking something bad would happen.
I'm diagnosed with ADHD, and have been dealing with OCD symptoms for 2 years now. I relate to this so much, in a way I never really have. I'm gifted, meaning I'm younger than I appear online, and people always told me "Yeah, I have ADHD," casually, like it didn't matter. I like that mindset, but they were lying. I thought "oh it's fine they have mental disorders I can't say that," because gifted people often have mental disorders such as ADHD. I know I'm not normal, even setting aside my talent and mental disorders. I have short term memory loss. Honestly I just vented here, and this felt so freeing, in a place I could vent without my parents seeing.
when i was younger (i have ocd now) i used to tap on stuff repeatedly and i would do the same thing everytime: thumb, index finger, middle finger, ring finger, pinky, and then repeat but opposite order with my other hand. if i only did one hand the other would be left out, but if i skipped a finger then it would be left out and it had to be even.
I’m not sure if I have OCD or not, but I can explain somethings I do that I find strange. I can’t have things be symmetrical, like if I’m designing something, using animal crossing as an example since it happens 24/7. I can’t have 2 trees lined up within a few blocks or I feel uncomfortable. I can’t have 2 plates on the same side of the table. I have this ring that has a Moon and a star on it, I have to have the moon facing the left side or it makes me uncomfortable still I fix it. If I have a seat in class and for some reason it changes without me knowing I will be uncomfortable until I go back to my seat. I have to test a lot of things out to tell if I’ll be uncomfortable with it Edit: adding on since I realized when I’m eating. I have to have the perfect food to drink ratio. I don’t want to be left with extra drink after I finish my food but I don’t want to be left without a drink while I’m eating. So the entire time I eat I stress if I’m going to have enough drink to last me the whole time
my biggest struggle with my OCD is that everything i do, i have to do equally with both my feet/ hands or else it literally, physically hurts and i'm getting so freaking tired of it but i can't help it.
Every time I work out my OCD shows the most and if I don’t do it right or do something right it feels incomplete or needed to do again until it feels right 😅
In third grade it affected me the worst, I used to have to spell out every individual letter of a word in my head before I was allowed to actually think it. I also had to make this noise every like 10 seconds or I thought my throat would close up. Its gotten better, but now I cant use my fingers for too long or they’ll just start to feel really uncomfortable. I’ll just be in class and if i’ve been writing for too long I have to stop holding my pencil, or if im using a chromebook I have to use fingers I haven’t used in a while to type, like my pinkies. My fingers don’t hurt, but its just this uncomfortable feeling that starts when I think about it. It sucks, but its gotten a lot better.
I get it, I told my best friend my birthday and she said"oh, it's and odd number" this was the first time I realized it and I cried a little, but she laughed at me.
I have been searching for more than a month now and I could not find anyone that has the same tipe of ocd than I have (Everything I do must be equal) I am so glad to see I am not the only one ❤(I don't know what to do tho)
I have a compulsive disorder on the OCD spectrum and let me tell you, I did not know my weird obsession using right and left evenly was something to look into, ever since I was little I would ask for a kiss on the other cheek if my mom ever kissed one, she knows I have this weird equal obsession and makes sure to do this every time, but now all these symptoms are coming together and it's like. Woah... It was always there...
I'm scared I might have both autism(like my automatic toilet fear yes I'm at least 13+) and OCD as I show LOTS of signs for both (Ik not everyone with autism is the same but like it could be some other sensory disorder or something) but OCD I even have to make sure I use both hands, legs, etc equally so they take turns. When I eat I take 2 bites on the right side then 2 on the left then two in the middle. Then I do the things like "touch the wall or your mom dies" a lot. My Uncle with diagnosed OCD I do almost all his OCD tendencies. I'm trying to get my mom/mum to notice anyone got ideas?
@@lizzie2157 No she said I don't think you have it (so yes I tried telling her) Guess I didn't specify lol Edit: Tried again she said "You're just being dramatic" and my Dad isn't here so I can't ask him
Ocd is so misunderstood. People always see it as the perfectionist disorder or a fancy word for neat freak but thats not it at all. Its an obsession that become compulsive. I turn and the light except it didnt feel right so i do it again but i have to do it 3 times. I dont want to do it again but something bad could happen of i dont. And it repeats itself
Exactly. I always would walk down the stairs with one leg and then another stair case with the other leg but I never felt even. My brain would tell me to do things but after it was done it would tell me to do it with my other leg/hand/side
OCD is sad, when I was in middle school I was a artist and I'd draw smiley faces a lot and when a eye is a little bigger I wanna rip my hair off, idk why 😭
I started when I wanted to play roblox, like I always did (at around like 6-7, or 8) and I kept wanting to touch the corner of this table (the computer was in the table) with my right index finger, and that’s pretty much how it started. :)
i don't think thats ocd... i also wanted to do it when i was young and my mother was like "oh helllllll nah! we must get ya a doctor!" and i never got my "ocd worthy" card.
this was me except i hated my left hand. i felt like my right hand was superior and only did stuff i disliked with my left hand because it deserved it.
I got OCD and examples of I chew with my left jaw I do it with my right do it with my right some more and then chew with my left jaw and when I see something out of place I have an urge to stick it in place and when I chew I have to first use my first front teeth for it to be equal it's like if I don't do it it will make it sad or something so yeah it's pretty hard but my OCD is like a 6/10
I have OCD and ADHD when I was first told about it after having it for a couple of years I didn't really notice much I thought it was just small and didn't affect me much but then with my ADHD I seen a lot of things that I do or stuff it's just kind of weird But I never knew much about OCD I never really wanted to look it up since I wasn't really interested I want to see how people reacted with it and what effects them
My parents dosent even know about ocd. I think I have ocd. Our bathroom toilet paper HAS to be in a specific position. Whenever my parents used the bathroom. Dosent matter of its day time or middle of the night, I get up and use the bathroom JUST TO FIX IT! My bed sheets has to be in strait with no folds. If someone ruins it, I get pissed. And also some things around the house has to be in a certain position or I get pissed.
I used only my right hand to until I only started using my left and now I have to use both my hands are picking up something etc, and if If I walk on tiles I’m would have to match the way I. Was waking with the tiles
I don't have ocd but I can relate to this sooo heavily. I felt bad for not using my left hand, and had to walk an even amount of steps with each, brush my hair evenly, and everything. writing wasn't a thing tho, it just wasn't happening.
@@Mr.potato_the_first lol, I honestly don't know if I do have it, although im currently focusing on getting screen for ASD, bit no I am in no way diagnosed with ocd, and I'm unsure if I have it
@@lilithursin4844 Lol, well, you may want to ask whoever is screening you for ASD about OCD as well, because, based on what was said, it sounds like you may at least have OCD tendencies. Hope you get it figured out ❤️
My ocd was losing my intelligence, germs germophobia. And fear of something I dont know to explain. But now I am ok i dont have that sever ocd like I used to have but I still have germophobia
Omg I think I have ocd because I always have to make sure everything even or I would feel very unpleasant or uncomfortable and I always think someone is in my mind ether if it was the person right next to me or some one I know miles away and I feel like I’ll get in trouble if I’m thinking bad this started around kindergarten and I also told my self that someone would die if I did this or that I would also feel like something really bad would happen to them which I would feel so gilty if I didn’t do it and feel bad I’m in fourth grade right now and I’m just now learning this is a thing so I’m really happy that I’m not the only one going though this
Try having ADHD. I struggled in school because I would fold my tests or draw in the corner all the time. I lost a lot of stuff because I wasn’t supposed to touch them but I did, broke them, and got in trouble. Things like this have made my life feel terrible.
I struggle with that for example when i move or kick my right leg i have to do the exact same thing with my left when i tàp something i have to do it again if i don’t spit on my shirt my home with explode if i don’t tap on the wall four times a family member dies if i scratch my arm i have to scratch the other
I’ve always had the symmetry ocd where like I felt like if I touched a crack with one foot I would have to touch another crack with my other foot or if I am watching a video I have to skip using 60 second intervals so 60 120 180 240. Or if I touched something with my hand on accident that I should touch it again with my other hand.
They go into detail describing how intricately they weirdly favored one of the sides of their body and then claimed it all only started AFTER that? Like I think there were signs, hun.
Guys, i need your opinion in this before i tell my parents.. I am 13 and i feel like, whatever i do is getting weird wondering if i have ocd.. i didnt knew such thing existed before i came up to some videos.. I thought, its just me and never thought it could be a mental illness. So, i always feel like for example, i am hoping out for washroom, i unlocked the door and went, when im done, i am out of the washroom, i lock it but its like when i lock it my mind says "You didnt heard the locking sound from your left ear properly, do it or else you will stay awake all night" or like "one of your eyes heard it more loudly so lock it again and make the locking sound from each eye equal" Like that, Or when, im going i didnt locked some place door, my mind is like "lock it or else you wont be able to leave this place" Or like "lock it from your right hand too or else" Like that.. I get so confused, i always overthink that, "i might get sick eating this, what if its expired, i might get cancer, i might get this that and all" And sometimes i am like, wash your hands before eating or your getting sick, now its fine to wash hands but it should be accurate like if i wash my hand, i cant touch anything else like remote for switching on my tv i just have to eat or touch it from the hand im not eating my food with.. And if i accidentally touch it, i need to wash it again.. Guys, im so confused about this, please help me!! Is it OCD?
I have the same simptoms i always try to make things even going up stairs i always try to have my right foot and left foot walk the same amount of stairs and when im walking too.Should i be concerend?
When I was around 7 years old I told everyone I met on the streets that I loved Satan because I felt bad for him since no one likes him. No one I know is religious or anything so I don’t know where this came from lol
I don't have a proper diagnosis but I do have the exact symptoms and I have been feeling like I should tell someone but I'm afraid they won't believe me.. I am extremely stressed and anxious... Shoul$ I tell someone?
Idk if this is OCD But a while ago i started associating lower noises with my right and higher with my left So when music plays i would tap with my right foot for a lower beat and my left for a higher one
Well OCD is obsessive compulsion disorder, so if it’s something you feel you have to do otherwise it feels wrong or like something bad will happen, then it might be a sign or symptom of OCD
@@11ConstantlyConfused11 You would need to talk to a doctor about it to see about getting a diagnosis. Though I would recommend reading up on ocd so that you can learn more about it’s symptoms and see if any more apply to you. For example, a common symptom is regulated overthinking. (I have both adhd and ocd, and dear god is it a nightmare to deal with both at once.)
Idk if this is OCD or just me but if I’m walking by something and my right hand touches it, my left hand also has to touch it. I have to use my left and right and left thumb Interchangeability when scrolling on yt or tt.
its definitely a sign of compulsiveness people get diagnosed with. you should get it diagnosed by a doctor to make sure it is real ocd and find treatments for it. dont miss out on the great feeling of having self control!
I was told by a doctor about my ocd when I was about the same age, and it’s really hard and kids at school would always say they had it and never actually acted how real ocd was and that made me upset because I know a lot about it after going to therapy for awhile. Anyways hope your doing better now ❤
There's so many types of ocd, my dad has one where he is triggered by threatening weather and skin conditions. Anytime he hears something about them he can't stop thinking about it. It almost tore his marriage apart, and it was really scary for us. Luckily he found therapy and is doing way better. I hope therapy has helped you and that your doing well now! I'm no expert on this stuff but I did get a taste of it from listening to my dad.
@@Catiecat._. yeah. I have one about clothing and hair. The only way I can stop it is if I go completely naked or completely shave off my hair.
It is very frustrating when people say they have OCD and they really don’t. My dad, brother, and I all had OCD but we had different versions. I always had to use my right hand and foot, also when I would tap my foot I had to make it even with me left. My father had to count when he was stepping on concrete and always had to avoid the cracks/lines with his left leg and step with his right. My brother had to wash his hands so often or brush his teeth for like three time in one hour because he would always cringe and feel like something bad would happen if he didn’t. Also he would check the door locks very often etc. there are so many forms to OCD
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I hate when people are misusing OCD stuff!!
Oh my goodness. I literally almost started crying when I herd this, I have had this problem now for atleast 2 years and I've never told anyone about it.i always thought I was the only who had this. I alway have to even things out between my hands. For and example if a now tuch something with my right hand then I have to do the same with my left hand or else I get really anxious. And it has to fell the same. Thank you for sharing this. ❤😢😢😢😢
I always used to associate things with the colors red and blue and since my favorite color was red at the time, my right side was red, and my left side was blue, red side gets more priority, and blue side gets less. I made up a strange point system and I always tried to even them out, and now when I do something it’s in a patter such as 5 of this, 3 of that, 3 of this, and 5 of that. Now it always has to be even for me.
that can b ocd. trying to make everything symmetrical
“Even things out” OMG SO RELATABLE (I genuinely think I have ocd; I was getting treated for misophonia and the lady said she thinks I might have it. I knew it)
Girl OCD is such a bitch but it ain't nothin' compared to us!!!!😭😭💝💖
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I have ocd what if I develop drug addiction even though I have never consumed or seen it in real life
I didn’t get diagnosed with OCD until a few months ago. I’m 22. I wish it would have been caught earlier because going through this your whole life and not knowing why is horrible.
i am 20, so alone, and i just want to cry, i just want it to stop, its terrifying
My OCD was worse back in middle to high school, this may sound so weird but I would have to count the numbers I could trust like 2,3,7,8 & repeated over & over again sometimes. & What I hated the most that was part of my OCD, is that I have to do of what it wants me to do. Like if I grabbed the condition, things will get better. But if I grabbed the shampoo then not. It's so stupid, like I have no choice but to obey 😩 right now it's 50% less, which I'm getting better than before.
I SO AGREE! IT’S LIKE, “If you eat the jolly rancher, the world will end” LIKE NO- Only GOD knows when the world will end so that’s not true. I’ll heal from my possible OCD soon. (I’m not diagnosed yet) GOD bless you ! I hope things will get better!
@@Dewdr-ps thx, I'm actually doing much better since June 5th, But I still do it by accident which I tell myself to "stop" or "not true" & then move on normally. I'm still getting help tho, Hope things get better for you too :-)
This is so ratable I’m so happy you made this so I don’t feel like I’m the only one doing this, I’ve had mine In almost 1 or 2 years now but I haven’t told anyone and I’m not diagnosed with it I just feel exactly this way..and it got a little worse
I didn't realise that I had OCD until I was on holiday this year and I have recently started using my left hand only as I'm left-handed. I'm using my right as much as I can but I have to do everything left.
I remember watching this when it 1st came out.
now I wonder why my mom hasn‘t taken me to the doctor yet
I have ocd, and people most would actually not guess it because my room was allways messy and my hand writing was horrible but the reason why my room always is messy is because I have thought about for example if I’m not trow all of my clothes out of my closet will my cat die, this is a part of ocd but also forced thoughts and it’s really annoying and I just hate ocd it’s the worst thing ever😭😭😭
I absolutely Love your stories because they are based on true events by Real people Keep up the good work.
When I read the title I remembered that time when Nico Avocado said"I hAvE oCd."
And the guy ,said "You mean obcd."
LMAO
Even as an adult now, I'll go through bouts of this feeling. I predominantly use my right hand too, it just "feels right", but I'll remember sometimes that my left hand does in fact exist and doesn't get as much attention. Usually this happens when I feel a bad texture or when putting socks on my feet. It's.. odd... because you cant ignore it until you forget about it, but the more it bugs you the less you can, so most times you are stuck this way for the entire day.
No cuz every time I do your touch something with one hand, I gotta do it to the other
Does anybody ever start chewing on their left side because they feel like they are leaving the left side out so you try to make it even?
✨I had ocd my whole life whenever someone moved something to a new place I would complain and put it back but if it’s like house parts or whatever i complain for about 3 days about it then I’ll try to get along with the thing ✨
I have ocd and what happens with me is that i needed to do every thing with my right and left hand and it started to mess with my life if i steped on the grass with my right foot i had to step on the grass with my left foot and i had to count how many times i blinked or steped if i got bumped on the right side of my body i had to get bumed on the left side of my body so it sucks every thing has to be even or my body hurts and no OCD is not when you need to keep everything clean its when you have to keep track of everything i have two friends and OCD makes everthing hard so thanks for reading my text have a good day and happy holiday if thats the time your reading this by.
BROOI WHERE HAVE THIS CHANNEL BEEN??? I WATCHED YA'LL BACK IN 5TH GRADE N LOST U GUYS TILL JUST NOW (Im now in 12th grade). Thank u for being one of my fav channels from my childhood
what are you talking about, they have still been uploading videos
@@GaryCandyPrince yea i know, they just somehow dissapeared from my tl (i guess YT's algorithm is to blame tho)
It is a struggle. One time when I was Younger I had to go to school and I had to get and eat my toast but I couldn’t just yet I had to wait a bit then it would be perfect to go. But my mom got mad so I had to go but it upset me so much and it didn’t feel right at all and she kept asking me “no no no! Why do you need to wait?” “What the waiting for?” And like “you don’t need to wait to eat food” but it really upset me and I just cried and tried telling her hoping she would understand somehow but she didn’t so I didn’t say anything.
If you know about mental health please tell me whats happening to me becuse i dont know.
theres no trauma,no preassure,a little bit of loud classroom but theres nothing ”wrong” with my life,i have parents with steady economy my dad plays a lot of instuments and encourages me to as well.
but i have a constant fear that if im nit really pretty or smart i will be boring so i study and exercise doing listening to subliminals,tying up my feet and hands,doing stuff like that so i can be original,be interesting,be better….
my biggest fear is that one day… one day i would fail,be a failure. Everyone hates me(i always feel like people hate me and see me as a burden bjt i need to divide the stuff into sections) so i end up doing nothing to not fail,becuse if i dont do anything i cant fail… right?
about the imaginary that people hate me,ive always been quiet unlike other kids becuse i thought if i asked for something i would be a brat and so i kept quiet a lot of the time making sure i wasnt viewed as a brat,or anything like that. then i discovered i could make it obviously fake so i brcame a weird kid,eating grass paper and doing weird poses just to get a personality.now im stuck in my class in a role i hate and cant get out…
Hi, I’m not a mental health professional, but I have OCD and have been to several therapists, so maybe I can help! It seems like you just have a fear of failure. You may have a little bit of perfectionism or social anxiety, but it doesn’t really sound like you have social anxiety. It’s normal for you to feel judged, but it doesn’t dismiss the problem. I would talk to your parents or a friend about how you feel. You may be able to find a therapist or someone who can help. If your school has a counselor, that’s a great idea too. As for trying to change your classroom role, I’ve also been in a similar situation. I’ve done some stupid things and it sucks. Here’s my advice: slowly work your way back. If you can, answer more questions in class (if you know the answer), speak up a little bit more, and maybe talk to people. Change your personality. Forget about the past. What could you possibly lose? I used to be a really weird kid, and I don’t think I’ll ever really forget about it, but eventually, I just stopped and started focusing on other aspects of myself. I’ve always had a friend group who supported me, but I built a better impression on others who I sat by. After awhile, you can change. You got this! ❤ Don’t give up! If you’re interested, prayer can also help! You can ask God for help, He loves you! And if not, then just try my other advice! You can do this 😊
@@Mr.potato_the_first actually, didnt write this but Im switching schools! I'm pretty happy about it and basically trying to glow up in the summer
@@Chocolate_Bunny758 Good for you! :) Can I vent rq? Im moving like ten hours away…right as I’m finally fitting in again and my life is back to normal 😭 Skskskksks
@@Chocolate_Bunny758 This summer is like my last one here ahhhhh
I do too. After I touch a doorknob with my right hand I have to touch the doorknob MULTIPLE TIMES with my left hand. It gets annoying sometimes. All the times I mean
SAME WITH THE FEELING OF LEAVING THINGS OUT AND HAVING TO EVEN THEM OUT
Such a misunderstood condition, this needs more representation.
~Tucker
i am right handed. a couple months ago, i started having thoughts in my head that are like “turn on the light with your right hand or you’ll fail the next math test” i’ll do that so i think i don’t fail my math test, but then another thought comes up that’s like “now, turn the light back off with your right hand, and then turn it back on with your left hand so you don’t leave it out.” this would go on over and over again with my thoughts switching sides all the time saying “do this, or something bad happens.” i wish it would stop because it takes forever to do my homework for school now. my handwriting has to be perfect. when i erase things i have to try to do it with my left hand to even things out. sometimes my mind tells me to do my whole homework with my left hand and another assignment with my right to even things out again. i don’t know how to stop this, but i wish it would just stop.
i’m pretty sure i have OCD but i’m too scared to tell my mom.
Ocd sucks... i hate having ocd :(
OMG FR! Sometimes i’m walking and then my right leg feels like it has more steps or whatever than the left one. So then i have to even them both out and shake the left one or walk more with the left one to get them more even but it always seems like one has more and ITS SOSOOOOOSSOSOSO ANNYONGGG
My whole family has severe OCD and it passed down to me, it’s so annoying everything I do has to be equal
I realised I had ocd after I started pushing buttons and fixing the same thing over and over again. No matter how many times I've been told to not flicker lights, I couldn't. I would also over think everything thinking something bad would happen.
I'm diagnosed with ADHD, and have been dealing with OCD symptoms for 2 years now. I relate to this so much, in a way I never really have. I'm gifted, meaning I'm younger than I appear online, and people always told me "Yeah, I have ADHD," casually, like it didn't matter. I like that mindset, but they were lying. I thought "oh it's fine they have mental disorders I can't say that," because gifted people often have mental disorders such as ADHD. I know I'm not normal, even setting aside my talent and mental disorders. I have short term memory loss. Honestly I just vented here, and this felt so freeing, in a place I could vent without my parents seeing.
when i was younger (i have ocd now) i used to tap on stuff repeatedly and i would do the same thing everytime: thumb, index finger, middle finger, ring finger, pinky, and then repeat but opposite order with my other hand. if i only did one hand the other would be left out, but if i skipped a finger then it would be left out and it had to be even.
I’m not sure if I have OCD or not, but I can explain somethings I do that I find strange. I can’t have things be symmetrical, like if I’m designing something, using animal crossing as an example since it happens 24/7. I can’t have 2 trees lined up within a few blocks or I feel uncomfortable. I can’t have 2 plates on the same side of the table. I have this ring that has a Moon and a star on it, I have to have the moon facing the left side or it makes me uncomfortable still I fix it. If I have a seat in class and for some reason it changes without me knowing I will be uncomfortable until I go back to my seat. I have to test a lot of things out to tell if I’ll be uncomfortable with it
Edit: adding on since I realized when I’m eating. I have to have the perfect food to drink ratio. I don’t want to be left with extra drink after I finish my food but I don’t want to be left without a drink while I’m eating. So the entire time I eat I stress if I’m going to have enough drink to last me the whole time
I do this, and I have ACTUAL OCD
My OCD started about ~3 yrs ago when I was 9, and I am still struggling
my biggest struggle with my OCD is that everything i do, i have to do equally with both my feet/ hands or else it literally, physically hurts and i'm getting so freaking tired of it but i can't help it.
Every time I work out my OCD
shows the most and if I don’t do it right or do something right it feels incomplete or needed to do again until it feels right 😅
In third grade it affected me the worst, I used to have to spell out every individual letter of a word in my head before I was allowed to actually think it. I also had to make this noise every like 10 seconds or I thought my throat would close up. Its gotten better, but now I cant use my fingers for too long or they’ll just start to feel really uncomfortable. I’ll just be in class and if i’ve been writing for too long I have to stop holding my pencil, or if im using a chromebook I have to use fingers I haven’t used in a while to type, like my pinkies. My fingers don’t hurt, but its just this uncomfortable feeling that starts when I think about it. It sucks, but its gotten a lot better.
I also had ocd when I was around 6 or 8 but I still kinda struggle with it and I get you ❤
I hate that sidewalks have squares, i feel like a HAVE to step each foot in one square every time, and shift my feet if a square isn’t equal enough.
this video was what made me realize I had ocd. Years later I was diagnosed today
I’m happy you got a proper diagnosis! ❤ You got this friend :)
@@Mr.potato_the_first :)
I get it, I told my best friend my birthday and she said"oh, it's and odd number" this was the first time I realized it and I cried a little, but she laughed at me.
finally something relatable to me 🥹
I have been searching for more than a month now and I could not find anyone that has the same tipe of ocd than I have (Everything I do must be equal) I am so glad to see I am not the only one ❤(I don't know what to do tho)
i think that’d be symmetry ocd
Cos ppl are tired of these shorts and old stories🤦🏻♀️ storybooth should try and make new ones🥺
I have a compulsive disorder on the OCD spectrum and let me tell you, I did not know my weird obsession using right and left evenly was something to look into, ever since I was little I would ask for a kiss on the other cheek if my mom ever kissed one, she knows I have this weird equal obsession and makes sure to do this every time, but now all these symptoms are coming together and it's like. Woah... It was always there...
I'm scared I might have both autism(like my automatic toilet fear yes I'm at least 13+) and OCD as I show LOTS of signs for both (Ik not everyone with autism is the same but like it could be some other sensory disorder or something) but OCD I even have to make sure I use both hands, legs, etc equally so they take turns. When I eat I take 2 bites on the right side then 2 on the left then two in the middle. Then I do the things like "touch the wall or your mom dies" a lot. My Uncle with diagnosed OCD I do almost all his OCD tendencies. I'm trying to get my mom/mum to notice anyone got ideas?
You’re trying to get her to notice? 💀 just tell her
@@lizzie2157 No she said I don't think you have it (so yes I tried telling her)
Guess I didn't specify lol
Edit: Tried again she said "You're just being dramatic" and my Dad isn't here so I can't ask him
Me just realizing I have ocd
OHHHH SO SOME PEPOLE ALSO DO WHAT I DO!!!????
It isn't that bad tho
Ocd is so misunderstood. People always see it as the perfectionist disorder or a fancy word for neat freak but thats not it at all. Its an obsession that become compulsive. I turn and the light except it didnt feel right so i do it again but i have to do it 3 times. I dont want to do it again but something bad could happen of i dont. And it repeats itself
Exactly. I always would walk down the stairs with one leg and then another stair case with the other leg but I never felt even. My brain would tell me to do things but after it was done it would tell me to do it with my other leg/hand/side
OCD is sad, when I was in middle school I was a artist and I'd draw smiley faces a lot and when a eye is a little bigger I wanna rip my hair off, idk why 😭
Im autistic and i’ve always had these tendencies too. Now i have what she’s describing, everything has to be even. It’s infuriating!!
that’s how i ammm i have to use my right and left side equally. especially when i eat.
I started when I wanted to play roblox, like I always did (at around like 6-7, or 8) and I kept wanting to touch the corner of this table (the computer was in the table) with my right index finger, and that’s pretty much how it started. :)
i don't think thats ocd... i also wanted to do it when i was young and my mother was like "oh helllllll nah! we must get ya a doctor!" and i never got my "ocd worthy" card.
this was me except i hated my left hand. i felt like my right hand was superior and only did stuff i disliked with my left hand because it deserved it.
EXACTLY I FEEL UR PAIN BRUH
Whenever I use my right/left hand more then I use the other to make it fair or my brain makes me think something bad will happen
I got OCD and examples of I chew with my left jaw I do it with my right do it with my right some more and then chew with my left jaw and when I see something out of place I have an urge to stick it in place and when I chew I have to first use my first front teeth for it to be equal it's like if I don't do it it will make it sad or something so yeah it's pretty hard but my OCD is like a 6/10
Me: oh my god I feel so sorry for her since she has to go through OCD!
Also me: Wait.. I have OCD too- 😭
I have OCD and ADHD when I was first told about it after having it for a couple of years I didn't really notice much I thought it was just small and didn't affect me much but then with my ADHD I seen a lot of things that I do or stuff it's just kind of weird
But I never knew much about OCD I never really wanted to look it up since I wasn't really interested I want to see how people reacted with it and what effects them
Im literally like that but with my stuff animals so I might inform my doctor 😢
I kinda think I have OCD now bc this fr happens to me with chewing, plushies etc
I feel like objects have feelings and I’m leaving them out
My parents dosent even know about ocd. I think I have ocd. Our bathroom toilet paper HAS to be in a specific position. Whenever my parents used the bathroom. Dosent matter of its day time or middle of the night, I get up and use the bathroom JUST TO FIX IT! My bed sheets has to be in strait with no folds. If someone ruins it, I get pissed. And also some things around the house has to be in a certain position or I get pissed.
I used only my right hand to until I only started using my left and now I have to use both my hands are picking up something etc, and if If I walk on tiles I’m would have to match the way I. Was waking with the tiles
I don't have ocd but I can relate to this sooo heavily. I felt bad for not using my left hand, and had to walk an even amount of steps with each, brush my hair evenly, and everything. writing wasn't a thing tho, it just wasn't happening.
When you say you don’t have OCD…do you mean you’re not diagnosed?
@@Mr.potato_the_first lol, I honestly don't know if I do have it, although im currently focusing on getting screen for ASD, bit no I am in no way diagnosed with ocd, and I'm unsure if I have it
@@lilithursin4844 Lol, well, you may want to ask whoever is screening you for ASD about OCD as well, because, based on what was said, it sounds like you may at least have OCD tendencies. Hope you get it figured out ❤️
@@Mr.potato_the_first perhaps I will, thanks for the feedback :)
My ocd was losing my intelligence, germs germophobia. And fear of something I dont know to explain. But now I am ok i dont have that sever ocd like I used to have but I still have germophobia
I also always used my left hand and left leg , then I started using them both to even it outm
I got the same thing at that age but now I have grown out of it
Me: why am I only chewing on my right side, I need to chew on both sides to make it fair
Im basically the same just with my left hand for every thing
That was exactly my problem
Omg I think I have ocd because I always have to make sure everything even or I would feel very unpleasant or uncomfortable and I always think someone is in my mind ether if it was the person right next to me or some one I know miles away and I feel like I’ll get in trouble if I’m thinking bad this started around kindergarten and I also told my self that someone would die if I did this or that I would also feel like something really bad would happen to them which I would feel so gilty if I didn’t do it and feel bad I’m in fourth grade right now and I’m just now learning this is a thing so I’m really happy that I’m not the only one going though this
Omg I literally try to use my left hand the same amount that I've used my right hand
me who’s right handed and is holding my phone with a left hand : 👁️👄👁️
Try having ADHD. I struggled in school because I would fold my tests or draw in the corner all the time. I lost a lot of stuff because I wasn’t supposed to touch them but I did, broke them, and got in trouble. Things like this have made my life feel terrible.
...it's not a competition...
I have both ADHD and OCD....it's not a competition...I've broken things and hurt myself because of my OCD compulsions...
Ya’ll I know it’s not a competition, I just explained how having ADHD is..
I struggle with that for example when i move or kick my right leg i have to do the exact same thing with my left when i tàp something i have to do it again if i don’t spit on my shirt my home with explode if i don’t tap on the wall four times a family member dies if i scratch my arm i have to scratch the other
I’ve had the same experience ever since i was 9 aswel
My OCD is like I have to tap my pen an even amont of times or step on that bit of concrete 2 times or even touch *something* or you will die.
Yo everyone always questions why I type with one damn hand 😢
Girl… I have emotions for random objects, like if I have one of my squishmallows and I drop the other one I feel bad for it and I’m just like ???
I’ve always had the symmetry ocd where like I felt like if I touched a crack with one foot I would have to touch another crack with my other foot or if I am watching a video I have to skip using 60 second intervals so 60 120 180 240. Or if I touched something with my hand on accident that I should touch it again with my other hand.
Constantly having to colour match clothes.
Changing clothes frequently.
We use right hand because it's really hard to use the right hand
If that’s what OCD is like I have it 😓
They go into detail describing how intricately they weirdly favored one of the sides of their body and then claimed it all only started AFTER that? Like I think there were signs, hun.
This is what happens to me.. now I'm confused
omg I didn’t knew it was a sign and i do it alllllllllll literally all the time
I have and i no the stress of this 😅😅 well I think i have it bc this happens
Guys, i need your opinion in this before i tell my parents..
I am 13 and i feel like, whatever i do is getting weird wondering if i have ocd..
i didnt knew such thing existed before i came up to some videos..
I thought, its just me and never thought it could be a mental illness.
So, i always feel like for example, i am hoping out for washroom, i unlocked the door and went, when im done, i am out of the washroom, i lock it but its like when i lock it my mind says "You didnt heard the locking sound from your left ear properly, do it or else you will stay awake all night" or like "one of your eyes heard it more loudly so lock it again and make the locking sound from each eye equal"
Like that,
Or when, im going i didnt locked some place door, my mind is like "lock it or else you wont be able to leave this place"
Or like "lock it from your right hand too or else"
Like that..
I get so confused, i always overthink that, "i might get sick eating this, what if its expired, i might get cancer, i might get this that and all"
And sometimes i am like, wash your hands before eating or your getting sick, now its fine to wash hands but it should be accurate like if i wash my hand, i cant touch anything else like remote for switching on my tv i just have to eat or touch it from the hand im not eating my food with..
And if i accidentally touch it, i need to wash it again..
Guys, im so confused about this, please help me!! Is it OCD?
Hi there! Thanks for sharing this. Don't be afraid to tell your parents. It's a great instinct to open up to them about what you are feeling!
@@Storybooth So, there is a chance of having ocd?
I have ocd, it’s not as bad as this but I do have it
I feel bad if I don’t chew on both sides of my mouth
I have the same simptoms i always try to make things even going up stairs i always try to have my right foot and left foot walk the same amount of stairs and when im walking too.Should i be concerend?
When I was around 7 years old I told everyone I met on the streets that I loved Satan because I felt bad for him since no one likes him. No one I know is religious or anything so I don’t know where this came from lol
I don't have a proper diagnosis but I do have the exact symptoms and I have been feeling like I should tell someone but I'm afraid they won't believe me.. I am extremely stressed and anxious... Shoul$ I tell someone?
Idk if this is OCD
But a while ago i started associating lower noises with my right and higher with my left
So when music plays i would tap with my right foot for a lower beat and my left for a higher one
Well OCD is obsessive compulsion disorder, so if it’s something you feel you have to do otherwise it feels wrong or like something bad will happen, then it might be a sign or symptom of OCD
@@pastelnut027 is there a way you can like get tested for ocd?
@@11ConstantlyConfused11 You would need to talk to a doctor about it to see about getting a diagnosis. Though I would recommend reading up on ocd so that you can learn more about it’s symptoms and see if any more apply to you.
For example, a common symptom is regulated overthinking.
(I have both adhd and ocd, and dear god is it a nightmare to deal with both at once.)
I had ocd when I was 5
Idk if this is OCD or just me but if I’m walking by something and my right hand touches it, my left hand also has to touch it. I have to use my left and right and left thumb Interchangeability when scrolling on yt or tt.
its definitely a sign of compulsiveness people get diagnosed with. you should get it diagnosed by a doctor to make sure it is real ocd and find treatments for it. dont miss out on the great feeling of having self control!
I just realized I have ocd probably 😭
What is ocd? I might have it since u feel so weird when i do something with one side of my body too much and i feel i want to -even- it out
I have OCD and it's soooooooo annoying
i have ocd and it sucks