To the dark skinned beauty that said she struggled with weight: Your body is gorgeous. You're a beautiful woman. I just needed to say this because I saw you're stretch marks. I'm sorry if this comes off as rude in any way, but I love them. You are flawless.
No your wrong. They care about you now and when your gone they are heartbroken. Idk your family life but if its bad now when you distance yourself from them you’ll get better if you try.
the fact that they are strong enough and healed enough to talk about this on such a huge public forum is so impressive. i can't begin to imagine the hard, emotional work they've put in to get to this place of self assuredness. so much respect.
In a lot of black homes mental illness/depression is not viewed as a problem it's just a way to get attention. I tried explaining it to my mom that I was depressed and that I was having suicidal thoughts. At the age of 15 I actually tried to kill myself I snuck pills in my pocket and took them at school I started to feel a pain in my chest and I had the worst headache I called my mom to pick me up and take me to the doctor and they asked me have I ever attempted suicide I wanted to answer yes so bad but I was afraid of what my mom would think she told me that if they found out that I was they'd put me in a mental facility and I was afraid of that happening. I'm 16 almost 17 now and I'm doing better I'm really working on myself.
I had an anxiety disorder and I would have thoughts of hurting my family and myself but I didn’t want toBut I felt like I might just snap and actually do it. I didn’t want to tell my mom because I thought you think I’m crazy and send me to a mental house and that it would be like it is in the movies. Finally I told my mom and she took me to the hospital and they took me to St. Joseph’s mental hospital and it was actually not that bad and I had so many friends that knew exactly what I was going through there and I feel so much better when I left
Black Queen My mom is the same way... The difference is that I’m not depressed and haven’t attempted suicide (not even thinking about it), but my mom told me that even if I do that I shouldn’t say anything or they’ll lock me up in a mental facility. I’m not depressed though, and mental illness is my house is usually just mental illness. Nothing happens. I told my mom I had anger issues and she said “Well you know what solves anger issues? A belt.” Sooo
I am a suicide attempt survivor, on multiple occasions. I also still have the thoughts, but this video really helped me get through another few minutes of living. Thank you.
+Becca Astal most suicide attempts fail, I feel under the clock of the internet is the only place we feel secure enough to talk about this subject, but even then there are so many time I cancel a comment thinking, this is just spam, theirs several other people commenting this who cares about me it will just get anointing. all my thankfully failed, but I don't know fore how much longer my luck will hold up.
Writing is my outlet as well. When I'm lost for words, when I can't explain to someone how I feel, when I can't tell them how I feel, I write. There's something so empowering and relaxing about writing. Writing helps me feel whole again.
You can never tell what happens in someones mind from how they appear on the outside. Thats how mental illnesses work. You can walk around with a smile and then get home and cry for hours and no one ever suspects a thingx
It was a big shock to my friends when they found out I had depression because I was always happy always smiling always there to give advice and be there for everyone else but I couldn't be there for myself or give my self advice when I needed it the most it's sad how easy it was for me to hide it to the point where it became a normal thing to me... And it's like that for a lot of people as well
I am a suicide attempt survivor. I was released from the hospital on Friday after 6 months because I was a danger to myself. I’ve jumped out of windows, overdosed, cut over veins, and crashed my car. I’m still not sure I want to live, but I don’t think I’ll be killing myself or attempting to anymore. Edit: I’ve learned that people do love me, and I’m not alone.
Same here but I crashed my car,Almost got run off but on purpose because I was walking and I just felt really depressed and stayed at the middle of the road waiting to die and A car actually almost killed me but I instantly regretted it and ran,I also overdosed.I’m in therapy and I went to an mental health hospital for my anxiety and depression
My sister told me a story of once she stopped her friend from committing suicide. One of her friends ( I won't say his name for safety reasons) as thinking of committing suicide because he was being bullied ( and it was really bad bullying) but my super sister convinced him to not to commit suicide! Now he has loads of amazing friends including my brother and my sister. I return of her actions, he gave my sister a gift and my sister still has it on her windowsill. My sister is a hero!
+Violet Ward Your sister sounds like a great friend to have! I'm glad she was there for the guy. That is a very hard issue to deal with (even for professionals). She totally is a hero! :)
Alison Eusebius It's ok. Things will get better! Sometimes I feel hopeless and think all these suicidal thoughts, but I remember that no matter how bad things are, it will get better
DatKpopGurl I just came back from my country where I spent the last 30 days with my friends and family and where I feel happy and everything, right now I feel so down and alone lol
to all the people in this world that is alive.. Thank You for living Thank You for breathing Thank You for Being Alive To the people that no longer self harm Thank You for not self harming Thank You for stopping Thank You for wanting to live to those who survived suicide You dont know how glad I am that you survived I may not know you.You may not know me but Im glad that You are still alive We are worth a life We are worth living That is why we are still alive The reason that you are still alive is because You deserve to be happy Because you still have much more to do in the future To those who did not survived it does not mean they did not deserve to be happy Its just Heaven needs more angel :^)
I'm kind of depressed I've been thinking of suicide and about If it's better without me in the world but I don't really want to hurt myself. I've never told this to may family neither my friends because I'll feel nervous because I don't want to disappoint anyone or scare them...
If you feel like that, let everyone know. You need support and help so don't ever feel like you'll be regarded as a disappointment if you are depressed. You have friends and family to help you so let them do that for you, ok? I'm sure you're a beautiful person that deserves to live.
I'm also a survivor. I can tell you, it does get better, I promise. If you need someone to ever talk to just email me, drawinartyst@gmail.com I'm always here to listen. Same to anyone else who reads this comment and needs to talk.
I went through 6 suicide attempts but I am still here and obviously that means something. Whoever and wherever you are. You can get through this. I promise.
Juliette Lewis said: "the bravest thing i have ever done was continuing to live when i wanted to die." I think every single person who has suicidal thoughts and might have attempted suicide and is still alive is stronger than she knows. Stay alive everbody
Hi! I'm Alex, and I'm a suicide survivor. Here is what happened: I knew that I had no one at school and nothing at school to do except cry until I know someone might see me, making me stop. I knew at home I had no place to call "home", a place where I'm welcomed. At home, the only thing that welcomed me was people screaming at me, physical abuse, and strongest of all, my fear of the future. One night, I felt like this life wasn't meant for me, because all I got was fear. I grabbed a rope, tied it around my neck, brought the rope near my fan...and thought. Who will miss me if I die? I started crying. My siblings. I knew they loved me, they proved it so many times. I unwrapped the rope around my neck and started sobbing, thinking about how stupid I was and the pain I would've put them through. I cried myself to sleep. The next day, I decided I was going to be the best sister ever, and make my smile the most infectious one in the world, so I could see them smile. I stopped fearing future.
+alexandria davis Never fear the future. Believe me, I fear tons of things sometimes. But whatever goes, goes. You just have to get through it and love every moment of your life.
+alexandria davis What a beautiful story, thanks Alex, now i know im not the one that has nothing to do after school.. though thats not a bigger problem..
Even though I don't know you, I am so proud of you. You are alive for a reason. No matter what you're going through, just remember suffering doesn't last forever. I have so much respect for you realizing that you shouldn't harm yourself. I have no idea what you're going through, but please always remember to think kindly about yourself. If you always think about your flaws/the bad things in life, it's going to affect you in a BAD way. If you focus on the good in life, it will affect you in a GOOD way! Always know that in the long run, that overcoming these kinds of troubles in your life will make you wiser. Even if you're not religious, I still will be praying that you can overcome what ever you may be going through! 💖
Being a fat person makes me want to die. Literally. Sοme people will never understand and will always judge you behind your back. I know it bc i have lived it. (Im sorry if i made any mistakes im greek and im still learning ♥
Im slim and I have a friend who is like you I think she is still beautiful even if she is "unslim" I don't care how she is and I think even if you call yourself "unslim" too I bet your face and personality are beautiful and if people wouldn't I just stop looking at you from the outside they would see that beautiful star shining within you
_.mxxnlight bae._ no never do that your might feel fat and think that but YOU are bueatiful on the outside and the inside do not do that you are worth the world to people and maybe not alot but at least I think you are worth the word do here is some advice never ever kill your self unless you have a reason like your in the hospital and you 103 and you are sick than yes it is time but now when you are going and still have life to spare so take this advice and never let it go°°°...😚😚😚🙄😶
A couple years ago I overdosed on my anti depressants. I immediately told my mom... I dont know why. She took me to the ER and a couple specialists came in to talk to me about what happened. I told them "I wasn't trying to kill myself, I think... But i know if I did then it wouldnt care" Im so glad those pills didnt cause permanent damage because I'm now 17, about to start college to go directly into the field of work I want, I have a job and my family and I are so close. I let all of the negative people and relationships out of my life and honestly everything started to fall into place. Of course I get bad days, days where my depression is overwhelming, but I can overcome it. And i have such an amazing support system to help me through everything I just want everyone to know it gets better.
Today I had a friend tell me they would give me candy if I didn't cut for a week, it's so sweet I've never had a friend like her, most people call me crazy
I wish one of my best friends was a survivor. But she didnt reach out to anyone. I wasn't in the same school last year, so we lost touch. She killed herself 5 days ago, and I have to go to her funeral tomorrow. Its devastated me and all of her friends. I, myself have survived 3 suicide attempt, and now, I dont think there will be a 4th. I see how much it destroys the world around you, whether it be a few people or a whole town. Suicide isn't the answer, and I wish she wouldve seen that. RIP Nayeli, may your spirit be reborn as something as beautiful as you were, or lay to rest in heaven ❤😇
I'm 15 years old. 10 months ago depression chose me. I planned my suicide and wrote my note, stabbed myself with a knife, 2 times. Sometimes, i still want my life to end..No one ever tells you how much it hurts when your body is still fighting after you gave up. 💔
Ste La I understand it's hard, so I want you to know people care. I may not know you but I care for you. You are beautiful and you serve a purpose, maybe it's to shine in others life, or to help others, or just to show love to people who don't show love to you. but God made you for a reason, and no matter what your life is still worth living, you are beautiful, and Jesus loves you. Psalms 34:8 'Trust and see that the lord is good; blessed is the one who takes refuge in him.' Psalms 139:13-14 'For you created my inner most being; you knit me in my mothers womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful I know that full well.' Lamentations 3:22-23 'Because of the lords great love we are not consumed, for his compassions never fail. Great is your faithfulness.' Matthew 17:20 'He replied, "because you have so little faith. Truly I tell you, if you have faith as small as a mustered seed, you can say 'move from here to there,' and it will move. Nothing is impossible for you."' I pray that you may have faith and hope, Godbless
I'm not a suicide attempt survivor, but I am a depression survivor. I've beaten my depression and I hardly get depressed anymore. Although I wish one of my brother's friend (he was like a brother to me) would have let someone in instead of him taking his life on March 18th, 2016. He was an absolute joy to everyone and made everyone smile. My brother got depressed after his friend committed, and I've tried my hardest to help him in anyway I could cause I had went through depression before. I try to make him laugh when he seems down, and I make sure to check up on him anytime I can. I do it with people at my school, too. If I see someone that looks down or depressed, I try to make the smile and laugh, I give them hugs and comfort.
my bestfriend was raped by her dad and she tried to end it but she stoped and shes like my sister and she always been there for me and she tried again I wish I was there to stop her I couldnt I mourned for years I miss her every single day 😔😢😢
I am a suicide attempt survivor. Five years ago my boyfriend of 2 years passed away. I slipped into this deep depression and I didn't think life had any purpose anymore. I tried to overdose three times, I cut veins in my wrists, I tried to hang myself, and I jumped off a cliff into deep water (I can't swim). I felt hopeless. I felt like I didn't have a purpose. I started feeling sick, throwing up. so I went to the doctor and they ran tests. I was pregnant. The only guy I had ever been with was my late boyfriend. I started thinking that I could've hurt the baby, the only thing I had left of the love of my life. I found my purpose in a sweet little boy that was growing inside of me, who despite everything I'd put him through was strong. he was healthy and strong. he made it because I needed him to. he became my reason for living. I'm glad I'm here to watch him grow. to watch him become more like his father every single day. so to Ethan Jones. I love you and thank you for giving me the best gift of all. my sole purpose. Just know that your son knows you would've loved him. you're son knows you even though you never got to meet him. much love from me and Ethan Tyler Jones Jr
I had a bunch of suicide thoughts last may (I don’t anymore) and I kept thinking I can just end it today and it will all be over, but I didn’t because my worst fear is pain and getting hurt (emotionaly and physically) and I kept thinking I’ll just take sleeping pills but we didn’t have any in our house and I didn’t want to ask my mom to buy them. If I had asked her to buy them I wouldn’t be on this earth
The two girls JJ and Char just know that people care about you and it WILL get better I understand those thoughts and talking to an adult or therapist really helps you MATTER!!!
taylor w I really don't think I'm here for a reason. I'm just here. Don't know why. My mother was an abusive prostitute addicted to drugs. I was dragged down flights of stairs and beaten with her fists, my stepdad would duct tape me and my brothers to the wall, I was molested. I am still constantly going thru turmoil that people put me thru on a daily basis and on top of that I'm gonna be homeless in 2 weeks and I have no clue what to do. I suffer from PTSD and depression after what I've gone thru. My cousin committed suicide almost 3 years ago. She was constantly going thru turmoil that people put her thru too. She was the strongest person I knew. I feel like there is no hope for me if she did what she did. I'm just an empty shell. A blob. A worthless blob that absolutely no one cares about. I don't know why I'm here but I'm sure it's not to be constantly abused by people.
leonkennedy1259. I'm so sorry. I would help you out if I could,but I'm only 14 and I don't know you so I can't , but I hope it gets better. I'm so sorry.
I've depression but my family just see me as being selfish so I feel like I can never talk to them, I know this is a weird place to ask but does anyone have ideas on what to do?
+May Morgan Therapist is the best decision, but if you're underage that may be difficult. I am going through the same thing every day and therapy and music help me. Just know that there's people who understand and support you :)
+May Morgan Try to do something creative. Something you love doing and are able to see the outcome of your work. Do it as much as you can. (It didn't really work on me though, because there's nothing creative I do or like doing, much less what I'm good at.) Speaking from my personal experience, I wouldn't rely so much on music. I know many people say that it's the music that gets them through the day but as I stopped listening to music all the time I began to think more positive and after a while got rid of depression entirely. Maybe it's because as a depressed person I found depressing lyrics more relatable and therefore listened to that kind of music much more, which didn't help my mental state at all. Now I love living my life (not bragging), but when I get into a crisis the first thing that comes to my mind is that It would be a shame if I didn't make it till the next episodes of my favourite TV shows(sounds lame, I know). So maybe try to do that also. Good luck!
+May Morgan You know how hard it is for you to try and get your parents to understand depression? they're feeling the exact same stress just trying to understand you if you want a good relationship with them you need to be just as patient with them as they are with you. They don't understand how you feel so remember to communicate as much as you can in as simple terms as you can. Also try using words like " my depression makes me feel i don't want to go on " because it sounds like you're trying to explain the situation rather than " I don't want to go on " which sounds like a defeatist comment that usually irritates them and makes them thing you aren't trying and you just want to give up straight away. Try your best to understand the difference between who you are and what you feel and what the depression makes you feel. Communicate this clearly with them where possible . Really be kind to them as much as you can they're learning too and this is as scary for them as it is for you. They don't understand how you think or how you feel and sometimes the anger is just a first response to that .I'm sure if you follow these things you will eventually get there. I used these tips to have a healthy relationship with my boyfriend. It's taken us two years but I think we're getting there so have faith and be patient nothing good comes over night unless you've got amazon prime
Paula Ayaziová this is a good idea but I have no time with school work and getting motivated to do that is bad. I love drawing but I no longer have time and I don't see any point doing it any more
I told my friend I was gonna kill my self. She just sat there and laughed. I did actually try to. She felt sorry but I don't really talk to her anymore.
Lauren Russi good. Don't talk to her. If she laughed then she's not worth your time. You are worth living and so is she but maybe she thought you were joking and didn't take it seriously.
She laughed maybe because she thought you were joking. Even if you try to attempt you are beautiful,confident,amazing,nice and ect!! If people don't think of you that way there's something wrong with them. Life is here to live. Don't cut. Don't try to do that. Also remember there are a lot of people you can talk to about this your mum,dad,friends and your teachers. If you feel insecure call the suicide hotline. If you are still insecure just try telling someone you love you can even tell a doctor. Life is always worth living.
If this means anything to anyone, I had I dream about my soulmate a few days ago. He held me and told me how he's waited for me for a long time, and hugged me like he'd never let go. I've never felt more loved and more content in my life, yet he wasn't even really there with me. You could say dreams are dreams, but I think some are meant to change you. I've realized that I owe it to whoever that man is to continue living. To meet him and love him, despite my history of child abuse and depression. You, reader, have more than just yourself to live for. You owe it to whoever you're meant to be and to whoever is meant to be with you. Live for them, if not yourself, because there is someone out there who will love you someday.
Whoever is thinking about suicide, myself and many other people just want to let you know that you can make it through this. You ARE loved. Even though it may not seem like anybody cares about you, I guarantee someone thinks of your name at least once a day. You ARE worth it. It may seem like your depression is driving you into a black hole that you can’t escape out of; but it’s possible. Keep pushing until you make it to happiness. You may not be that type of person who likes to show their emotions, but as long as you feel joy, then there’s no problem. K sorry this is long but I just wanted to let y’all know to stay strong and never give up. You are loved by many people. 💜💜💜~~ have a great day:)
Haven’t self harmed in 4 days :) *edit/update: hi oh my god its been 2 years and i just noticed that this comment got so much attention and i just wanna say YOU GUYS ARE AMAZING PEOPLE. thank you guys for all of your support, you're words mean a great deal to me. i seriously did not expect anyone to see this, let alone care. the fact that some of you took the time to tell me you're proud of me and telling me to keep fighting makes me so insanely happy. words can have a big effect on people and im so happy most of you used them for the better. you are all amazing people with a good heart.
People don't seem to understand this but suicide is NOT your fault. I live with chronic depression and i have been suicidal. It completely takes over your brain and you can't think straight. I don't blame anyone with depression that kills themselves because I've been there too. A couple of days ago one of my best friends tried to commit suicide. She slit her wrist. Thankfully she survived but I don't blame her at all. I just hate that I can't help her.
3 years ago I attempted suicide and I'm so happy I survived because life is truly worth it once you find the rainbows in the black and white areas. I still struggle but I'm still here and I have people who support me. I am worth it and if you are struggling, remember that you are worth it too.
i’m a suicide attempt survivor! just two weeks ago i tried to end my life with a bottle of pills and regretted it right away i called my best-friend cause i didn’t wanna die and said i was sorry and i loved her i texted my crush i was sorry and he was sobbing i felt so bad my best friend ended up texting my mom who called me and 911 and i was taken to the hospital... please don’t end your life itll get better, reach out and talk to someone, you’re here for a reason
Dear whoever is reading this, Hi. Let's start off with the basics, you my friend, are alive. And I just hope you know this. That you're not alone, someone is going through the same thing you are somewhere in the world. That you should never feel like you are burdening or annoying someone by telling them how you are feeling, ever. That you are an amazing, beautiful, intelligent, and all around awesome human being that deserves the universe and beyond. The negative things are always gonna be there, you just gotta learn to push it aside and keep moving forward. we are on a rollercoaster called life, and as we all know, roller coasters have ups and downs. So keep your head up darling, and stay strong if not for yourself, then for the ones that would make the world bow down on its knees if it could just to see a smile on your face. Love, Someone that wants to brighten up your day
I dunno what to do this got me in tears . i don't know if you're religious but if you are i hope God richly blesses you, i can tell you are a very amazing person .
When I first saw this video, the day it came out, it saved my life. While watching this back in 2015 I was writing my suicide note. After finishing watching the video, I tore the note to shreds and immediately got help from the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline. Thank you Buzzfeed ❤️ Much love
I was thhinking about killing myself and then I thought " I need to stop" then I went on RUclips and saw this videos and this video may have saved my life
I've survived suicide 6 times. It's just the feeling of being lonely for me. I have dad who can't walk and has a stroke. My mom just doesn't seem to want me. Since my brother has autism I was basically invisible. I'm adopted to, my mom died, and my dad left me. So basically i started with those issues
Trash Cann please don't give up life is beautiful worth living, finish your education get a good job then I promise life will be so beautiful :) please stay happy life is a gift !?
I never knew how depressed I was with my life till I was 13 when I had my first suicide attempt and took 60+ pills, of course I survived, later on I realized I had cut for the first time when I was 7 that's when my pain first mainfesting and I wanted out, I started cutting again after my first suicide attempt and my thighs/arms and my hands are covered in scars, I still struggle with cutting majorly when I'm so upset and just want the voices to stop telling me I'm worthless. I had my 2nd suicide attempt when I was 16, was a 40--50 prescription pills, I had to take charcoal I was lucky they had me take it before I completely lost consciousness, 3rd time I took 30 prescription sleeping pills and I lost consciousness before they got me into the hospital, barely remember the ambulance ride, I'm lucky I survived that one... Each time I remember how upset my parents and sisters were and I felt like I messed up more and more each time, like why can't I get myself to be strong? But I've been strong for 2 straight yrs now and I'm proud of myself for it
I remember one of my internet friends she had a sister that survived a suicide attempt. My friend was getting texts from her sister that were very sad and were saying things like "I will always love you". My friend asked what was going on and she found out her sister had taken an overdose (i don't know what she took to get an overdose). I started crying and I didn't even know my friend's sister. About a day later my friend told me her sister survived. It somehow told me that life is more precious then I thought. It even told my friend to stay determined (yes this was an intentional Undertale reference for we both liked undertale). We learned that suicide isn't the answer and we shouldn't let small things get to us
We seem to think of mental illness as it coming only from an emotional place, and that we need to work on emotions in order to heal. But in fact the the brain is a physical part of the body as the liver, kidneys, heart, etc., and in the same way these organs can get damaged by lack of nutrients/wrong nutrients, toxins, impact injury etc., so can the brain. And recent science also have found a very strong connection between the gut and the brain, where the gut bacteria communicate with the brain constantly, affecting how we think and feel, which makes a strong and healthy micro biome essential for good mental health. And you can only imagine how detrimental antibiotics (prescription and in our food), and the modern diet is to our mental and physical well being. We have to eat vegetable fiber in order to maintain a strong and healthy micro biome and those should be pesticide free, because pesticides are created to kill bacteria.. And that is another big part of the problem and maybe the biggest one, the environmental toxins we are surrounded by. From pesticides like glycophosphate (Round Up) to microplastic/BPA to lead and mercury that is truly neurotoxic and making people very sick. Lead is found in old paint, some dishes/appliances, especially common the ones with red paint, maybe your water, and mercury is found in fish (more in the big ones like tuna, shark), amalgam fillings (if you ever remove them if must be done safely by an IAOMT dentist or you could get severely ill), some vaccines, CFL light bulbs and maybe your water. It is worth checking if you are getting exposed to these metals and removing them. There are a lot of very ill people, both mentally and physically, who have gotten well from getting rid of these toxic metals and then chelating SAFELY. You can read some of the success stories by googling «andy cutler success stories». But I have to emphasize that you have to do this safely, there is a lot of very dangerous «natural detox» protocols out there that have made people very very sick, like taking cilantro or chlorella, you can read some peoples experiences with these by googling «andy cutler what not to do». I can’t stress enough how important it is to do this safely and I would encourage anyone who wants to look into this to read about the Andrew Cutler protocol and understand why it is safe, and join the Andy Cutler Facebook group to to get accurate information, see other peoples experiences and get support. So, what I am saying is that it is a physical aspect to mental illness that involves toxins and lack of/wrong nutrients which causes inflammation in the brain, and it can be reversed. But I’m not saying that talking about problems and working on emotions in a way that works for you isn’t helpful, cause it absolutely can be, but it might not be the root cause.
You are just a liar,i don't believe anybody except my whole family and some of my friends.Stop with those things like "dont do it,we care for you" or "you do matter".You are just demons that look like human.
Uroš Nestorov We’re genuine people who care about the feelings and the lives of others. We’re not alone in this world. I meant what I said 2 years ago, and I still mean it to this day. I love all of you. There are people who don’t think anyone loves them, or cares for them. I wish I knew all of you personally so you could know that you’re loved, even if it’s just one person. I want to be that person to someone who needs it. You’re so very loved, by those around you. There are people who care. I have feelings as well. I wish you wouldn’t be so harsh to assume that people like me are demons. We’re just trying to show the good in this world. Thank you for your time and your words.
I thought the same thing but then I realised that sometimes talking about it is re-living it and it can be really difficult trying to be open to people you don't know without the fear of judgement.
I'm in 7th grade and I hate my life.... nothing works out, my best friend moved away, my bunny died, my grandma has cancer,she survived thankfully, but I still want to die. People tell me pleas don't do this, it's time now. I'm going by pills. Mom and dad, you are amazing, I love you guys so much! I'm sorry, I have been bullied, and I'm sorry for killing myself before my 13th birthday.
Bunnybear904 AJ please don't! Your life is so precious and you matter so much. Please get help. You can talk to me if you want. You have so much life ahead of you. Please stay strong!!
I am in the same boat.....please dont....ik it may seem like the end of the world but it isn't u have sooo much to live for.....please I may never meet u but I know this: u deserve to live.......the world obviously needs u I am sending love Sicerely, a stranger❤❤
there's this guy i like and he understands me. we both depression for the same reason. the only difference is he cuts himself. when i found out, i started checking up on him. he told me it's been a month since he cut himself. i know it's not much but too me it's a lot. i was so happy. i used to have extreme depression and now because of him i don't. i'm one of those people who don't like the idea of talking to someone online to help your depression yet i only talk to him online and it helped me. so now i feel like it helped me because we didn't talk for the purpose of talking away my depression. we talked cause we wanted to. i feel like whenever i talk to people so that they can help my depression, i feel like a burden and a waste of time.
I get cyber bullied and I tried committing suicide so many times and as I'm reading these comments I want to say don't risk your life on people that r jealous of you u should stay STRONG 💪 💙 just know your not alone 💕 ..... I really wish I could say this to myself but I can't ...... 😭
Potterclaw 1998 wow, are u a harry potter fan, that is so cool😎, omg i am a big harry potter fan too, the advice u gave her is very wise, u are a wise and sweet person and i hope u get over ur anxioty, i know getting past an anxioty is very hard, trust me i suffered from severe anxioty too, but if u do not think about it and love urself, i am sure u will overcome it
When I was 14, I wanted to die. I had a cord that I was gonna hang from and everything. I couldn’t find a way to hang it up, so I tried to strangle myself. As a last attempt, I went to my parents. For a while, they didn’t trust me at all, but now I can reflect back and appreciate it. It’s fair that they couldn’t trust me for a while. I’m glad to say I’m still standing.
Reading this made me realizing how simple Suicide can be. I don’t know who you are but I want you to know you are worth everything! I’m praying for you.. ❤️❤️❤️ have a beautiful day!
You are never alone! This is very important for all of us to remember - we are all never alone, we're on this Earth together and we're meant to be here for each other.
My drawing Life I used to run an account on Instagram where I would talk to and listen to thousands of people. When I saw your comment I immediately thought of all those people I spoke to who also felt isolated and alone and I knew I had to say something. I got out of bed, went to my computer to read my emails (I forgot my password) so I could log back into my old RUclips account so I could comment here. I promise that people are here for you and there are loads of people who will listen, including myself and many others. You are such an amazing person and I promise you if you have anything going on in your life, everything gets better. Stay strong x
My friend is suicidal. When we had been good friends for a while she told me that she cut herself on an everyday basis. There were cuts all over her body. Me and a few other friends convinced her to tell her mom. After this she became happier since she had someone to support her that was always there. Recently she made a new group of friends that don't support her in a way that she needs but I know she is happy so I'm going to be the supportive friend that she can come to. If you know someone who is suicidal, be the friend they need.
Last week I tried to k!ll myself thru drinking chlorox. And as I was suffering from difficulty breathing and vomiting, thats when I realize, I really dont want to die. I just want to disappear or might as well my problems would disappear. And that moment, I shout for help,. I was so embarassed to face my parents and other people because I dont think they understand me even after what I did. I was ashamed because it didnt went successful and I was the one who actually asked for help. It will take time for me to heal and get that peace of mind.. and I really hope, I could get that soon.
I never technically tried to kill myself, but for two years, every night before going to bed I hoped I wouldn't wake up.. I had horrible depression, I cut and burned myself every day, I hated myself so much that I began to develop anorexia and in 6 months I put myself in hospital because I was at risk of having a heart attack or actually dying in my sleep, funnily enough. Recovery has been really hard and it's taken ages to decide that I am worthy of actually getting better (I spent a whole year eating a bit but not enough and just maintaining being underweight but not as underweight as my hospital admission) and now I've been a healthy weight for a couple months and near the beginning of my real recovery attempt I became vegan and it has helped me x10000 and now I am actually hopeful for the future, and it sure feels amazing :)
The Lord No, of course when I was very unwell I didn't poop for weeks but when I began recovery I did poo a bit more and now that I'm a healthy weight and a vegan eating lots of fibre I go 1-2 times a day :)
....I just shared it to two of my friends, and it hurts knowing that they have suicidal thoughts, and it breaks me so often. I love them and they have to know that yeah:You are worthy of life
"You are here for you have a purpose. Your purpose is greater than all others. Your purpose will do good not bad. It will help not hurt. It will inspire not drag you down. Life is purpose. Make your purpose meaningful." ~ Skylar Dodson
Looking at the comments makes me somewhat upset. I didn't know the buzzfeed community was so immature and rude. Suicide isn't a joke. These people have overcome so much and for you guys to belittle it isn't right.
+ScrewYouBieber Thank godness we have Brysn here to help those suffering with the wisdom of his years. Forgo any community to speak with others about life stuggles. Stop sharing with eachother. If this thread helps you find that you are not alone, or motivates you to seek additional resources and compassion... think again. Brysn knows better.
I can’t stand reading these positive comments telling me that I’m worth it and that my life matters. It feels like my whole world is crashing before my eyes...
i've tried to kill myself but i'm scared to talk to a therapist or to anyone because i feel like my reasons aren't valid and there's other people with problems so much bigger than mine and i hate myself for thinking that my life is worse than other people's lolol
EVERYONE handles problems, issues, and situations differently. No need to compare yourself and your situations to others. I hope you’re doing better and if not it’s never too late to get help and change things around. 💗
When I woke up after my overdose I was just massively ashamed. I woke up with my dad sitting next to me, so I had to try to explain my thought process to him, when I really wanted to just go back to sleep. Suicide by overdose is just not worth it, the days you spend in hospital afterwards are some of the most awkward experiences you'll have in your life.
I tried taking a bunch of pills to go to rest forever but it didnt work, still not sure if im glad that it didnt happen. Sometimes the world just makes me so depressed so much that i dont even want to try anymore
*_I don’t want to die because that seems painful and difficult, but I want to just magically disappear_*
That's totally how I feel
Same
Same :(
@@depressedcat9785 did you even read my comment?
@@lightahrii9915 did you even read my comment
Depression is when you don't care about anything.
Anxiety is when you care about everything.
Now imagine living with both.
Do you even psychiatry bruh?
+SuperVintageFlowers for me, depression is when no one cares about you.
jortjuuuuuh what'd you even just say?
ninebenik everyone is different i guess
SuperVintageFlowers In other words: that is far from the actual definitions of depression and anxiety
To the dark skinned beauty that said she struggled with weight:
Your body is gorgeous. You're a beautiful woman. I just needed to say this because I saw you're stretch marks. I'm sorry if this comes off as rude in any way, but I love them. You are flawless.
Deysha?
Daysha
I agree
Your*
+SirHowad No. She could have said that but she doesn't need to
They only start to care when you're gone.
Cheese Cakes yep..
No your wrong. They care about you now and when your gone they are heartbroken. Idk your family life but if its bad now when you distance yourself from them you’ll get better if you try.
Corgi Nerd for me it’s when you’re dead
@@anonymous5919 no they don't realise how bad it is
Sooooo true
the fact that they are strong enough and healed enough to talk about this on such a huge public forum is so impressive. i can't begin to imagine the hard, emotional work they've put in to get to this place of self assuredness. so much respect.
The fact they are stupidest enough to even CONSIDER THIS is a... I cant even... Ugh idiots
+Spuffy Gotta hey, you don't know what they went through, and it can be very hard at times for one to be confident about themselves.
Are you kidding?
+Spuffy Gotta not okay
Spuffy Gotta Have some empathy.
when i saw daysha i almost lost it right there
+emma h Same
same hereee
She's amazing, all of these guys are amazing! 🙂
+emma h She is so inspirational and the poems she writes are phenomenal!
As soon as I saw her in the thumbnail, my stomach dropped a bit
i was 12 when i saved my friend from taking her life and i will never ever forget that night.
How did you save her
I'm sorry you both had to go through that, I hope she's okay now.
+Izzy Foster thank you, and yes she's doing fine now.
+cookiedough123 That's Beautiful. You are such a kind soul ♥♥
You are a Hero i know how she felt i had to go trough the same.... But god bless you my child
In a lot of black homes mental illness/depression is not viewed as a problem it's just a way to get attention. I tried explaining it to my mom that I was depressed and that I was having suicidal thoughts. At the age of 15 I actually tried to kill myself I snuck pills in my pocket and took them at school I started to feel a pain in my chest and I had the worst headache I called my mom to pick me up and take me to the doctor and they asked me have I ever attempted suicide I wanted to answer yes so bad but I was afraid of what my mom would think she told me that if they found out that I was they'd put me in a mental facility and I was afraid of that happening. I'm 16 almost 17 now and I'm doing better I'm really working on myself.
Black Queen Hang in there
Lessa M. Joaquim Thanks ❤️
I had an anxiety disorder and I would have thoughts of hurting my family and myself but I didn’t want toBut I felt like I might just snap and actually do it. I didn’t want to tell my mom because I thought you think I’m crazy and send me to a mental house and that it would be like it is in the movies. Finally I told my mom and she took me to the hospital and they took me to St. Joseph’s mental hospital and it was actually not that bad and I had so many friends that knew exactly what I was going through there and I feel so much better when I left
Black Queen My mom is the same way... The difference is that I’m not depressed and haven’t attempted suicide (not even thinking about it), but my mom told me that even if I do that I shouldn’t say anything or they’ll lock me up in a mental facility. I’m not depressed though, and mental illness is my house is usually just mental illness. Nothing happens. I told my mom I had anger issues and she said “Well you know what solves anger issues? A belt.” Sooo
You are beautiful :) keep fighting everything will get better soon :) 💗❤️
I am a suicide attempt survivor, on multiple occasions. I also still have the thoughts, but this video really helped me get through another few minutes of living. Thank you.
+Becca Astal every minute counts
+Becca Astal
most suicide attempts fail, I feel under the clock of the internet is the only place we feel secure enough to talk about this subject, but even then there are so many time I cancel a comment thinking, this is just spam, theirs several other people commenting this who cares about me it will just get anointing.
all my thankfully failed, but I don't know fore how much longer my luck will hold up.
Every second will make you brighter
Glad your alive
Ehts Lizzianne thank you so much
Writing is my outlet as well. When I'm lost for words, when I can't explain to someone how I feel, when I can't tell them how I feel, I write. There's something so empowering and relaxing about writing. Writing helps me feel whole again.
I love this I write as well it really is a great outlet. Other people may think that it's stupid but it truly does help
same. I'm so good with words but can't share them with anyone ...
Do you have a link that would direct to some of your writing?
God same...I love writing...I can never think of what to say then once I get it onto paper I feel a lot better
Hotline bling
You would've never thought that Daysha was a suicidal survivor. She's always upbeat and happy.
Some through anger......
+Maximum Stars accurate they can hide there depression with it too
You can never tell what happens in someones mind from how they appear on the outside. Thats how mental illnesses work. You can walk around with a smile and then get home and cry for hours and no one ever suspects a thingx
the "happiest" people often kill themselves. you are perpetuating the idea that suicidal people look a certain "way" but they don't
It was a big shock to my friends when they found out I had depression because I was always happy always smiling always there to give advice and be there for everyone else but I couldn't be there for myself or give my self advice when I needed it the most it's sad how easy it was for me to hide it to the point where it became a normal thing to me... And it's like that for a lot of people as well
I am a suicide attempt survivor. But I am alot better now
Radically Dark im happy to hear that :)
Radically Dark idgag
Radically Dark Omg I'm so happy!
Radically Dark keep on smiling!
Congrats . Stay strong love ❤️
I'm 3 weeks cut-free.
Congrats babe! Stay strong and keep going. :)
:)
Congrats
yay! so proud of u b
Renee Scott ❤❤
I am a suicide attempt survivor. I survived three times.
That's great! Stay strong! ❤💙💚💚💛💜
That Guy you shouldn't cut at all
+That Guy I'd like to know how many of these kids are just lying for attention. When did mental illness become cool?
+Emma Birn You should work on that anger. It can be very consuming....drive you to do crazy things.
Oriana McPherson lemme guess you got a broken nail before prom so you just said to your mother MOMMY GET THE BELT IM GOING IN DEEP THIS TIME
I am a suicide attempt survivor. I was released from the hospital on Friday after 6 months because I was a danger to myself. I’ve jumped out of windows, overdosed, cut over veins, and crashed my car. I’m still not sure I want to live, but I don’t think I’ll be killing myself or attempting to anymore.
Edit: I’ve learned that people do love me, and I’m not alone.
God bless you💕
Ashley Dawnhurricane you're very strong
I know that and I still want to die
you’re here for a reason
Same here but I crashed my car,Almost got run off but on purpose because I was walking and I just felt really depressed and stayed at the middle of the road waiting to die and A car actually almost killed me but I instantly regretted it and ran,I also overdosed.I’m in therapy and I went to an mental health hospital for my anxiety and depression
My sister told me a story of once she stopped her friend from committing suicide. One of her friends ( I won't say his name for safety reasons) as thinking of committing suicide because he was being bullied ( and it was really bad bullying) but my super sister convinced him to not to commit suicide! Now he has loads of amazing friends including my brother and my sister. I return of her actions, he gave my sister a gift and my sister still has it on her windowsill. My sister is a hero!
+Violet Ward Your sister sounds like a great friend to have! I'm glad she was there for the guy. That is a very hard issue to deal with (even for professionals). She totally is a hero! :)
Static_Echo I am proud of my sister
***** Thanks
+Mother Wolf you are.. I can't explain the disappointment, not even hatred, that i feel for you right now.
Don't worry, i've gotten used to disapointing people :)
Now i understand why daysha her tattoo is "حارب" which means fighting.
Mariou Magdy هل تتكلم العربية؟
Na'm
It actually means "fight" it's a verb not a noun
It means fighter which resembles her battling
It doesn’t mean fighting. It means fighter
I've never tried to "actually" kill myself like, taking pills or hurting myself but I did thought of it many many times, it's horrible and sad 😭
I bruised and cut 7 slits in my hand and my thighs but I did it not 100% hold on.
Alison Eusebius It's ok. Things will get better! Sometimes I feel hopeless and think all these suicidal thoughts, but I remember that no matter how bad things are, it will get better
Alison Eusebius me too
DatKpopGurl I just came back from my country where I spent the last 30 days with my friends and family and where I feel happy and everything, right now I feel so down and alone lol
Alison Eusebius same. I thought about it tbh.
I am a suicide attempt survivor and I'm glad to be alive today.
Why did you not try again?
@@qp1676 🤣
bro that’s not even funny why would you joke about that
Imagine that was ur mum who committed suicide would you still be saying that???
Dang
Omg.... For all suicide attempt survivors
Thank you
You make the world a better place
Your impact on other people is way bigger than you might think!
Adina Milea THANK YOU
Adina Milea
Nice try
Adina Milea thankyou for the positivity.
Adina Milea thank you.
Bruuh Itz Adina
Holy shit....i appreciate Daysha a lot more now
me too :) shes lovely
ikr?? she's always so confident and proud of herself, I was very surprised that someone as beautiful as her would ever have such a low self esteem
same
i love her so so so so much
i have much love for her
that dude looks so cool like nice tats
Who is he?
idk man but he has nice style
That's what I was thinking. When he said he wasn't the coolest I was like "whaaaat no way"
+Meg Alyssa I was like "no way man, you seem chill and I like your tattoos. I'll be your friend"
+Sarah MyChem It's a rock style.
I am one week clean from self harm!
keep going!
The Theatre Geek i’m 10 minutes
Why did you hurt your self?
@Sassy Queen 🤣🤣🤣
Stay strong bb, I’m proud of you 💞🥰
to all the people in this world that is alive..
Thank You for living
Thank You for breathing
Thank You for Being Alive
To the people that no longer self harm
Thank You for not self harming
Thank You for stopping
Thank You for wanting to live
to those who survived suicide
You dont know how glad I am that you survived
I may not know you.You may not know me but Im glad that You are still alive
We are worth a life
We are worth living
That is why we are still alive
The reason that you are still alive is because You deserve to be happy
Because you still have much more to do in the future
To those who did not survived
it does not mean they did not deserve to be happy
Its just Heaven needs more angel :^)
thank you so much for this. I'm going to stop self harming. I'm crying.
Literally crying from this comment thank you sm I'm gonna stop self harming now ❤️
Caroline Watson thank you for stopping :^))) i may not know you but it means a lot to me that you stop :^)
Kerrin Linnett thank you for stopping :^)) the both of you have a bright future ahead of you :^)
😂 that was cute.
very cute.
😁😁😁😁
I'm kind of depressed I've been thinking of suicide and about If it's better without me in the world but I don't really want to hurt myself. I've never told this to may family neither my friends because I'll feel nervous because I don't want to disappoint anyone or scare them...
*my family
If you feel like that, let everyone know. You need support and help so don't ever feel like you'll be regarded as a disappointment if you are depressed. You have friends and family to help you so let them do that for you, ok? I'm sure you're a beautiful person that deserves to live.
I'm also a survivor. I can tell you, it does get better, I promise. If you need someone to ever talk to just email me, drawinartyst@gmail.com I'm always here to listen. Same to anyone else who reads this comment and needs to talk.
U r exactly like me like everything u said described me right now
+AnimeWonderland Tell one of your friends, or go see a therapist. They really can help you, stay strong.
I went through 6 suicide attempts but I am still here and obviously that means something. Whoever and wherever you are. You can get through this. I promise.
Hey Sophie. Six here too. We're stronger than all this. All of us. 💙
Omg ): I’m glad you’re still here, if you need anyone to talk to I’m here. My Snapchat is Luis.htx713
Twitter: HtxLuis713
Instagram: Mm.dakattack4
Aditya Srinivasulu I’m here if you need to talk to someone
Six? Gees that's a lot. I'm curious to know what methods did you try? Just wondering.
Juliette Lewis said: "the bravest thing i have ever done was continuing to live when i wanted to die."
I think every single person who has suicidal thoughts and might have attempted suicide and is still alive is stronger than she knows.
Stay alive everbody
She or he P.S I'm a she
Nøw_that_shøuld_be_ celebrated she/he
ruclips.net/video/-9Qfzvghs30/видео.html
"Everyone is worthy of life."
Donald trump isn't....
That's what I was thinking
What if Donald Trump would read this and commit suicide?
You made my day just a bit better.
.
Hi! I'm Alex, and I'm a suicide survivor. Here is what happened: I knew that I had no one at school and nothing at school to do except cry until I know someone might see me, making me stop. I knew at home I had no place to call "home", a place where I'm welcomed. At home, the only thing that welcomed me was people screaming at me, physical abuse, and strongest of all, my fear of the future. One night, I felt like this life wasn't meant for me, because all I got was fear. I grabbed a rope, tied it around my neck, brought the rope near my fan...and thought. Who will miss me if I die? I started crying. My siblings. I knew they loved me, they proved it so many times. I unwrapped the rope around my neck and started sobbing, thinking about how stupid I was and the pain I would've put them through. I cried myself to sleep. The next day, I decided I was going to be the best sister ever, and make my smile the most infectious one in the world, so I could see them smile. I stopped fearing future.
+alexandria davis Never fear the future. Believe me, I fear tons of things sometimes. But whatever goes, goes. You just have to get through it and love every moment of your life.
+alexandria davis Omg that's so inspiring u don't even know... but that's so touching omg i can't and i hope you never have those thoughts again :)
i started crying i feel so bad for you
Alex. What a nice story. Remember people love you even if they don't show it, sincerely
+alexandria davis What a beautiful story, thanks Alex, now i know im not the one that has nothing to do after school..
though thats not a bigger problem..
I'm 39 days no self harm and I am a suicide attempt survivor
that's great keep up the great work!
+Sarah Yew thank you 💜
Your welcome your beautiful and so sweet don't let anyone tell you otherwise ☺💜
Even though I don't know you, I am so proud of you. You are alive for a reason. No matter what you're going through, just remember suffering doesn't last forever. I have so much respect for you realizing that you shouldn't harm yourself. I have no idea what you're going through, but please always remember to think kindly about yourself. If you always think about your flaws/the bad things in life, it's going to affect you in a BAD way. If you focus on the good in life, it will affect you in a GOOD way! Always know that in the long run, that overcoming these kinds of troubles in your life will make you wiser. Even if you're not religious, I still will be praying that you can overcome what ever you may be going through! 💖
You are so brave and courageous and strong you can do this love
Being a fat person makes me want to die. Literally. Sοme people will never understand and will always judge you behind your back. I know it bc i have lived it.
(Im sorry if i made any mistakes im greek and im still learning ♥
_.mxxnlight bae._ i’m so sorry for u :( i’m here for you
Im slim and I have a friend who is like you I think she is still beautiful even if she is "unslim" I don't care how she is and I think even if you call yourself "unslim" too I bet your face and personality are beautiful and if people wouldn't I just stop looking at you from the outside they would see that beautiful star shining within you
Star Fox im glad to hear that there r still a person like u
_.mxxnlight bae._ I'm extra skinny and got bullied for my size. I'm also super small for my age...
_.mxxnlight bae._ no never do that your might feel fat and think that but YOU are bueatiful on the outside and the inside do not do that you are worth the world to people and maybe not alot but at least I think you are worth the word do here is some advice never ever kill your self unless you have a reason like your in the hospital and you 103 and you are sick than yes it is time but now when you are going and still have life to spare so take this advice and never let it go°°°...😚😚😚🙄😶
I am a suicide attempt survivor
Im so glad you are here❤️
Proud of you
No you're not.
Rulingmoss55 just get off of this RUclips video, you've already left too much hate. You don't know who they are or what they go through so leave.
vada miller You have a point its not like he or she is the only one who is not depressed
A couple years ago I overdosed on my anti depressants. I immediately told my mom... I dont know why. She took me to the ER and a couple specialists came in to talk to me about what happened. I told them "I wasn't trying to kill myself, I think... But i know if I did then it wouldnt care"
Im so glad those pills didnt cause permanent damage because I'm now 17, about to start college to go directly into the field of work I want, I have a job and my family and I are so close. I let all of the negative people and relationships out of my life and honestly everything started to fall into place. Of course I get bad days, days where my depression is overwhelming, but I can overcome it. And i have such an amazing support system to help me through everything
I just want everyone to know it gets better.
+Emily Fischel obviously not, you're still fat
Squidward Testicles is this supposed to be an attempt at trolling or... because it's not working lol
nope Emily Fischel
Static_Echo Thank you!
Please ignore the horrible comments above. You're amazing and I'm glad you're still here:)
Today I had a friend tell me they would give me candy if I didn't cut for a week, it's so sweet I've never had a friend like her, most people call me crazy
Only one friend and close family knows that I am SUICIDAL
Carissa I hope you are okay I know it’s been a year since u wrote this reply back if you can thanks
I wish one of my best friends was a survivor. But she didnt reach out to anyone. I wasn't in the same school last year, so we lost touch. She killed herself 5 days ago, and I have to go to her funeral tomorrow. Its devastated me and all of her friends. I, myself have survived 3 suicide attempt, and now, I dont think there will be a 4th. I see how much it destroys the world around you, whether it be a few people or a whole town. Suicide isn't the answer, and I wish she wouldve seen that. RIP Nayeli, may your spirit be reborn as something as beautiful as you were, or lay to rest in heaven ❤😇
Grace Lynn im so sorry for you i couldn't imagine losing my friend
Grace Lynn RIP❤️🙏
Same my best friend killed herself 6 years ago.
Grace Lynn 😓😢😭
i am sorry for your loss
Daysha...like you never would have thought
wow
I know but it's great that she was able to get through it
Ikr. I saw Daysha and got very worried
I love Daysha I thought she was confident
I know. I never would've thought.
I'm 15 years old. 10 months ago depression chose me. I planned my suicide and wrote my note, stabbed myself with a knife, 2 times. Sometimes, i still want my life to end..No one ever tells you how much it hurts when your body is still fighting after you gave up. 💔
Stay strong❤️
Stay strong❤️
Stay strong❤️
Ste La I understand it's hard, so I want you to know people care. I may not know you but I care for you. You are beautiful and you serve a purpose, maybe it's to shine in others life, or to help others, or just to show love to people who don't show love to you. but God made you for a reason, and no matter what your life is still worth living, you are beautiful, and Jesus loves you. Psalms 34:8 'Trust and see that the lord is good; blessed is the one who takes refuge in him.' Psalms 139:13-14 'For you created my inner most being; you knit me in my mothers womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful I know that full well.' Lamentations 3:22-23 'Because of the lords great love we are not consumed, for his compassions never fail. Great is your faithfulness.' Matthew 17:20 'He replied, "because you have so little faith. Truly I tell you, if you have faith as small as a mustered seed, you can say 'move from here to there,' and it will move. Nothing is impossible for you."' I pray that you may have faith and hope, Godbless
Polina Malinovskaya eat a Big Mac
i am a suicide attempt survivor.not proud of it but i did it and i'm happy i didn't succeed that day....
Same
Same
Donovan Mitchell can u not
I'm not a suicide attempt survivor, but I am a depression survivor. I've beaten my depression and I hardly get depressed anymore. Although I wish one of my brother's friend (he was like a brother to me) would have let someone in instead of him taking his life on March 18th, 2016. He was an absolute joy to everyone and made everyone smile. My brother got depressed after his friend committed, and I've tried my hardest to help him in anyway I could cause I had went through depression before. I try to make him laugh when he seems down, and I make sure to check up on him anytime I can. I do it with people at my school, too. If I see someone that looks down or depressed, I try to make the smile and laugh, I give them hugs and comfort.
Good for you!!
😭
You are such a great person! You went through such a hardship and you still help others!! I respect that so much!
You are a gorgeous person. Thank you for being so.
I'm sorry for the loss of your brother's friend
I havent cut in a week. 💪🏻
well done! wish you nothing but the best! xoxo
keep it upppppp
Blossom Wish whooooo you go! I have massive scars all over my body and people make fun of me. But if you keep going you will become stronger.
Proud of you!
Blossom Wish yeah good job! Stay strong!
my bestfriend was raped by her dad and she tried to end it but she stoped and shes like my sister and she always been there for me and she tried again I wish I was there to stop her I couldnt I mourned for years I miss her every single day 😔😢😢
That's super messed up.
I hope she rests in peace. That's so sad
Umm_itz me your queen *hugs you*
I am a suicide attempt survivor. Five years ago my boyfriend of 2 years passed away. I slipped into this deep depression and I didn't think life had any purpose anymore. I tried to overdose three times, I cut veins in my wrists, I tried to hang myself, and I jumped off a cliff into deep water (I can't swim). I felt hopeless. I felt like I didn't have a purpose. I started feeling sick, throwing up. so I went to the doctor and they ran tests. I was pregnant. The only guy I had ever been with was my late boyfriend. I started thinking that I could've hurt the baby, the only thing I had left of the love of my life. I found my purpose in a sweet little boy that was growing inside of me, who despite everything I'd put him through was strong. he was healthy and strong. he made it because I needed him to. he became my reason for living. I'm glad I'm here to watch him grow. to watch him become more like his father every single day.
so to Ethan Jones. I love you and thank you for giving me the best gift of all. my sole purpose. Just know that your son knows you would've loved him. you're son knows you even though you never got to meet him.
much love from me and Ethan Tyler Jones Jr
Daysha... love you girl..everything you said hit home for me... Stay strong.
she's my favorite :)
Which one is daysha
+Mia Hannah the black girl who struggled for weight
Apeorina ElFresh thx for the info
Mia Hannah np ^^
I had a bunch of suicide thoughts last may (I don’t anymore) and I kept thinking I can just end it today and it will all be over, but I didn’t because my worst fear is pain and getting hurt (emotionaly and physically) and I kept thinking I’ll just take sleeping pills but we didn’t have any in our house and I didn’t want to ask my mom to buy them. If I had asked her to buy them I wouldn’t be on this earth
Vivian Stewart I’m really glad you don’t have the thoughts anymore if you need to talk I’m here
The two girls JJ and Char just know that people care about you and it WILL get better I understand those thoughts and talking to an adult or therapist really helps you MATTER!!!
I’m so proud of you. Stay strong!
The two girls JJ and Char think of the people who love you, who make you happy. Stay strong!
Vivian Stewarty instagram andrewanchan plz contact me i will be available and plz stop these things
"Death is certain, whereas life is full of possibilities." -Tyrion Lannister
As a suicide attempt survivor, I am SO glad you're all still here. I love you all. Those in the video and in the comments, etc etc.
Nice words. ❤️
Dylan Elliott thanks fam u lightened up my day
+SpongeBob SquarePants it's gonna be okey mr, spongey:)
I just fell in love with the man with the tattoos. Anyone know who he is?
LOL
Woah
everybody is here for a reason.
the reason you are alive right now is because you are supposed to be here.
even if you don't feel like it.
*****
you're welcome :)
taylor w that was the most inspiring quote I have ever heard. You have a great mind with lots of positivity
Madness Webshow wow! I've always been so negative, lol. thx.
taylor w I really don't think I'm here for a reason. I'm just here. Don't know why. My mother was an abusive prostitute addicted to drugs. I was dragged down flights of stairs and beaten with her fists, my stepdad would duct tape me and my brothers to the wall, I was molested. I am still constantly going thru turmoil that people put me thru on a daily basis and on top of that I'm gonna be homeless in 2 weeks and I have no clue what to do. I suffer from PTSD and depression after what I've gone thru. My cousin committed suicide almost 3 years ago. She was constantly going thru turmoil that people put her thru too. She was the strongest person I knew. I feel like there is no hope for me if she did what she did. I'm just an empty shell. A blob. A worthless blob that absolutely no one cares about. I don't know why I'm here but I'm sure it's not to be constantly abused by people.
leonkennedy1259. I'm so sorry. I would help you out if I could,but I'm only 14 and I don't know you so I can't , but I hope it gets better. I'm so sorry.
I've depression but my family just see me as being selfish so I feel like I can never talk to them, I know this is a weird place to ask but does anyone have ideas on what to do?
+May Morgan Therapist is the best decision, but if you're underage that may be difficult. I am going through the same thing every day and therapy and music help me. Just know that there's people who understand and support you :)
+May Morgan
Try to do something creative. Something you love doing and are able to see the outcome of your work. Do it as much as you can. (It didn't really work on me though, because there's nothing creative I do or like doing, much less what I'm good at.)
Speaking from my personal experience, I wouldn't rely so much on music. I know many people say that it's the music that gets them through the day but as I stopped listening to music all the time I began to think more positive and after a while got rid of depression entirely. Maybe it's because as a depressed person I found depressing lyrics more relatable and therefore listened to that kind of music much more, which didn't help my mental state at all.
Now I love living my life (not bragging), but when I get into a crisis the first thing that comes to my mind is that It would be a shame if I didn't make it till the next episodes of my favourite TV shows(sounds lame, I know). So maybe try to do that also.
Good luck!
+May Morgan
You know how hard it is for you to try and get your parents to understand depression?
they're feeling the exact same stress just trying to understand you
if you want a good relationship with them you need to be just as patient with them as they are with you. They don't understand how you feel so remember to communicate as much as you can in as simple terms as you can. Also try using words like " my depression makes me feel i don't want to go on " because it sounds like you're trying to explain the situation rather than " I don't want to go on " which sounds like a defeatist comment that usually irritates them and makes them thing you aren't trying and you just want to give up straight away.
Try your best to understand the difference between who you are and what you feel and what the depression makes you feel. Communicate this clearly with them where possible .
Really be kind to them as much as you can they're learning too and this is as scary for them as it is for you. They don't understand how you think or how you feel and sometimes the anger is just a first response to that .I'm sure if you follow these things you will eventually get there. I used these tips to have a healthy relationship with my boyfriend. It's taken us two years but I think we're getting there so have faith and be patient nothing good comes over night unless you've got amazon prime
Paula Ayaziová this is a good idea but I have no time with school work and getting motivated to do that is bad. I love drawing but I no longer have time and I don't see any point doing it any more
+May Morgan I can talk to you if you want
I am a suicide attempt survivor...
Tuesday Dolans stay strong ❤️❤️
Why did you not try again. I got some tips that you wont survive if ya wanna know
@STK MISFlT no u
Donovan Mitchell can u not
q p let me know
I told my friend I was gonna kill my self. She just sat there and laughed. I did actually try to. She felt sorry but I don't really talk to her anymore.
I'm glad you got rid of her babe ❤ you can do it i'm thinking about you ☺
Lauren Russi good. Don't talk to her. If she laughed then she's not worth your time. You are worth living and so is she but maybe she thought you were joking and didn't take it seriously.
+Lauren Russi Well it is kind of funny thinking about someone opening some clorox and just chugging the whole gallon.
gtgtgtgtgt123456789 you disgust me
She laughed maybe because she thought you were joking. Even if you try to attempt you are beautiful,confident,amazing,nice and ect!! If people don't think of you that way there's something wrong with them. Life is here to live. Don't cut. Don't try to do that. Also remember there are a lot of people you can talk to about this your mum,dad,friends and your teachers. If you feel insecure call the suicide hotline. If you are still insecure just try telling someone you love you can even tell a doctor. Life is always worth living.
If this means anything to anyone, I had I dream about my soulmate a few days ago. He held me and told me how he's waited for me for a long time, and hugged me like he'd never let go. I've never felt more loved and more content in my life, yet he wasn't even really there with me. You could say dreams are dreams, but I think some are meant to change you.
I've realized that I owe it to whoever that man is to continue living. To meet him and love him, despite my history of child abuse and depression. You, reader, have more than just yourself to live for. You owe it to whoever you're meant to be and to whoever is meant to be with you. Live for them, if not yourself, because there is someone out there who will love you someday.
Aww my soulmate keeps me living
That's a subconscious message saying that someone will come to you in your future and love you incredibly. Something like that.
Maybe it means you need to open up to people who can be there for you
❤❤❤
im screenshotting this comment
People at my school think cutting is cool. They literally compete on who has the most cuts.
+Jacslife💙 :( That's so sad. Please don't ever do that!!
Jordina Oweis ikr
Pathetic...
That's the same in my old school and they said if you didn't cut then you were lame and will never have friends
Disgusting this is sad
Whoever is thinking about suicide, myself and many other people just want to let you know that you can make it through this. You ARE loved. Even though it may not seem like anybody cares about you, I guarantee someone thinks of your name at least once a day. You ARE worth it. It may seem like your depression is driving you into a black hole that you can’t escape out of; but it’s possible. Keep pushing until you make it to happiness. You may not be that type of person who likes to show their emotions, but as long as you feel joy, then there’s no problem. K sorry this is long but I just wanted to let y’all know to stay strong and never give up. You are loved by many people. 💜💜💜~~ have a great day:)
Don't want people to see me cry/mask on a stick sindrom (is a real thing)
Haven’t self harmed in 4 days :)
*edit/update: hi oh my god its been 2 years and i just noticed that this comment got so much attention and i just wanna say YOU GUYS ARE AMAZING PEOPLE. thank you guys for all of your support, you're words mean a great deal to me. i seriously did not expect anyone to see this, let alone care. the fact that some of you took the time to tell me you're proud of me and telling me to keep fighting makes me so insanely happy. words can have a big effect on people and im so happy most of you used them for the better. you are all amazing people with a good heart.
Cassidy Lavonne I'm proud of you..You DO deserve happiness
u go person!
cassidy assidy you go bud! 😇
Cassidy Trashidy
Cassidy Trashidy im so proud of you
People don't seem to understand this but suicide is NOT your fault. I live with chronic depression and i have been suicidal. It completely takes over your brain and you can't think straight. I don't blame anyone with depression that kills themselves because I've been there too. A couple of days ago one of my best friends tried to commit suicide. She slit her wrist. Thankfully she survived but I don't blame her at all. I just hate that I can't help her.
Buzzfeed always seems to post these videos when I need them the most.
+Grace Chance
💚💕❤️✌🏼️Be good to yourself, you're worth it😘😃😍💜💕💙
Stay strong love 💓
Same here...
Sending some love your way :)
3 years ago I attempted suicide and I'm so happy I survived because life is truly worth it once you find the rainbows in the black and white areas. I still struggle but I'm still here and I have people who support me. I am worth it and if you are struggling, remember that you are worth it too.
im wondering how do u kno if someone is reaching out for help?
Liar
I’m happy you are here
i’m a suicide attempt survivor!
just two weeks ago i tried to end my life with a bottle of pills and regretted it right away i called my best-friend cause i didn’t wanna die and said i was sorry and i loved her
i texted my crush i was sorry and he was sobbing i felt so bad
my best friend ended up texting my mom who called me and 911 and i was taken to the hospital...
please don’t end your life itll get better, reach out and talk to someone, you’re here for a reason
Almost six months clean of cutting. :-) Not much to be proud about, but hey, everyone starts everywhere.
Good Job! Im happy that you stopped!
you go girl. that's amazing and so are you 😘
Great job! Keep it up, you're almost one year clean💕💕😊👍🏻
Good for you I'm only two months but keep going
I'm a week clean, i know it's barely anything but it's a good start
Dear whoever is reading this,
Hi. Let's start off with the basics, you my friend, are alive. And I just hope you know this. That you're not alone, someone is going through the same thing you are somewhere in the world. That you should never feel like you are burdening or annoying someone by telling them how you are feeling, ever. That you are an amazing, beautiful, intelligent, and all around awesome human being that deserves the universe and beyond. The negative things are always gonna be there, you just gotta learn to push it aside and keep moving forward. we are on a rollercoaster called life, and as we all know, roller coasters have ups and downs. So keep your head up darling, and stay strong if not for yourself, then for the ones that would make the world bow down on its knees if it could just to see a smile on your face.
Love,
Someone that wants to brighten up your day
I dunno what to do this got me in tears . i don't know if you're religious but if you are i hope God richly blesses you, i can tell you are a very amazing person .
I dunno what to do thanks,i was needing that
Thank you I really needed to hear that
I dunno what to do thank you. Because of this comment I havent cut in a month.
Im crying after reading this
I liked this video for all the people with these problems, for the people with thoughts, for the people gone and survived.
Everyone has someone who loves them no lie
Sometimes you can't see them, and that's the knife to the stomach
+Natalie Thorpe thank you for hitting the thumbs up button for people like me
When I first saw this video, the day it came out, it saved my life. While watching this back in 2015 I was writing my suicide note. After finishing watching the video, I tore the note to shreds and immediately got help from the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline. Thank you Buzzfeed ❤️ Much love
Made my day. So happy for you❤️
I was thhinking about killing myself and then I thought " I need to stop" then I went on RUclips and saw this videos and this video may have saved my life
+The Divine Zoe That's amazing, this video came at this moment for you. You're worth it. Stay strong
sending love your way! please do not hurt yourself.
I'm praying for you and I think you are incredible
stay strong ❤️😊
I am a suicide attempt survivor!
Squidward Testicles and that comment was necessary because...?
okay...?
+Squidward Testicles gr8 b8 m8 7/7
+Prince Saryna I Dont feel sorry for suicideos because its selfish and its a sin
+Squidward Testicles STOP BEING RUDE
I've survived suicide 6 times. It's just the feeling of being lonely for me. I have dad who can't walk and has a stroke. My mom just doesn't seem to want me. Since my brother has autism I was basically invisible. I'm adopted to, my mom died, and my dad left me. So basically i started with those issues
how do you survive 6 times
Trash Cann please don't give up life is beautiful worth living, finish your education get a good job then I promise life will be so beautiful :) please stay happy life is a gift !?
Evan Matthews either someone saved me , or the plan backfired
Sarah H hey, you're never alone. I don't know you but i'm ready to help...
Sarah H Ive survived 3 times
I never knew how depressed I was with my life till I was 13 when I had my first suicide attempt and took 60+ pills, of course I survived, later on I realized I had cut for the first time when I was 7 that's when my pain first mainfesting and I wanted out, I started cutting again after my first suicide attempt and my thighs/arms and my hands are covered in scars, I still struggle with cutting majorly when I'm so upset and just want the voices to stop telling me I'm worthless. I had my 2nd suicide attempt when I was 16, was a 40--50 prescription pills, I had to take charcoal I was lucky they had me take it before I completely lost consciousness, 3rd time I took 30 prescription sleeping pills and I lost consciousness before they got me into the hospital, barely remember the ambulance ride, I'm lucky I survived that one... Each time I remember how upset my parents and sisters were and I felt like I messed up more and more each time, like why can't I get myself to be strong? But I've been strong for 2 straight yrs now and I'm proud of myself for it
You are so strong for surviving each attempt, and you are so worthy of life
@@Karen-id2ho thank you, I try to be and help others now
Will you cont me plz. My id manpreetchandi1001@gmail.com . Or 9173409-77057 is mobile . Plz cont me.
I remember one of my internet friends she had a sister that survived a suicide attempt. My friend was getting texts from her sister that were very sad and were saying things like "I will always love you". My friend asked what was going on and she found out her sister had taken an overdose (i don't know what she took to get an overdose). I started crying and I didn't even know my friend's sister. About a day later my friend told me her sister survived. It somehow told me that life is more precious then I thought. It even told my friend to stay determined (yes this was an intentional Undertale reference for we both liked undertale). We learned that suicide isn't the answer and we shouldn't let small things get to us
...jeez
+Framed Gaming You shut up
The 44 people who disliked this need to go buy a heart💜
Or you can start respecting opinions
That shits expensive, ill pass
I check its sold out 😕😕
I know, they need to buy a heart and a soul.
I think there on sale at wal-mart
I am a suicide attempt survivor, I tried killing myself 3 times in my life, and I'm so glad I'm still here
that's me, I'm 23, I just have a baby face
Dani Morris Oh, so sorry! My vision is real bad when I don't have my glasses on, anyways, stay positive and healthy!
+Dani Morris I'm so glad you're still here too :)
awesomeBIGguy I know....which isn't really a bad thing
Temenoil no worries, it happens every day hahaha
I love all of you.
We seem to think of mental illness as it coming only from an emotional place, and that we need to work on emotions in order to heal. But in fact the the brain is a physical part of the body as the liver, kidneys, heart, etc., and in the same way these organs can get damaged by lack of nutrients/wrong nutrients, toxins, impact injury etc., so can the brain. And recent science also have found a very strong connection between the gut and the brain, where the gut bacteria communicate with the brain constantly, affecting how we think and feel, which makes a strong and healthy micro biome essential for good mental health. And you can only imagine how detrimental antibiotics (prescription and in our food), and the modern diet is to our mental and physical well being. We have to eat vegetable fiber in order to maintain a strong and healthy micro biome and those should be pesticide free, because pesticides are created to kill bacteria.. And that is another big part of the problem and maybe the biggest one, the environmental toxins we are surrounded by. From pesticides like glycophosphate (Round Up) to microplastic/BPA to lead and mercury that is truly neurotoxic and making people very sick. Lead is found in old paint, some dishes/appliances, especially common the ones with red paint, maybe your water, and mercury is found in fish (more in the big ones like tuna, shark), amalgam fillings (if you ever remove them if must be done safely by an IAOMT dentist or you could get severely ill), some vaccines, CFL light bulbs and maybe your water. It is worth checking if you are getting exposed to these metals and removing them. There are a lot of very ill people, both mentally and physically, who have gotten well from getting rid of these toxic metals and then chelating SAFELY. You can read some of the success stories by googling «andy cutler success stories». But I have to emphasize that you have to do this safely, there is a lot of very dangerous «natural detox» protocols out there that have made people very very sick, like taking cilantro or chlorella, you can read some peoples experiences with these by googling «andy cutler what not to do». I can’t stress enough how important it is to do this safely and I would encourage anyone who wants to look into this to read about the Andrew Cutler protocol and understand why it is safe, and join the Andy Cutler Facebook group to to get accurate information, see other peoples experiences and get support. So, what I am saying is that it is a physical aspect to mental illness that involves toxins and lack of/wrong nutrients which causes inflammation in the brain, and it can be reversed. But I’m not saying that talking about problems and working on emotions in a way that works for you isn’t helpful, cause it absolutely can be, but it might not be the root cause.
No you dont
Your just saying that.....
You are just a liar,i don't believe anybody except my whole family and some of my friends.Stop with those things like "dont do it,we care for you" or "you do matter".You are just demons that look like human.
Uroš Nestorov We’re genuine people who care about the feelings and the lives of others. We’re not alone in this world. I meant what I said 2 years ago, and I still mean it to this day. I love all of you. There are people who don’t think anyone loves them, or cares for them. I wish I knew all of you personally so you could know that you’re loved, even if it’s just one person. I want to be that person to someone who needs it. You’re so very loved, by those around you. There are people who care. I have feelings as well. I wish you wouldn’t be so harsh to assume that people like me are demons. We’re just trying to show the good in this world. Thank you for your time and your words.
I wish they went a liittle deeper into what they experience in that time and how the got out of it; what changes were made.
kawaiisrs07 same. This felt more like a pep talk.
i know i was thinking xxx rated dead bodies
kawaiisrs07 same here!!!
kawaiisrs07 yea but I think they don't because they feel scared and they looking like crying so I supposed they don't to
I thought the same thing but then I realised that sometimes talking about it is re-living it and it can be really difficult trying to be open to people you don't know without the fear of judgement.
I survived seven times... but now life is good. Thank u all for sharing your stories :) made me cry
Ur face is not
srry pls dont kill urself i luv u no homo
Hidden Heaven leave him alone there is no reason to put more hate on him
Captain Teeko try again
I'm in 7th grade and I hate my life.... nothing works out, my best friend moved away, my bunny died, my grandma has cancer,she survived thankfully, but I still want to die. People tell me pleas don't do this, it's time now. I'm going by pills. Mom and dad, you are amazing, I love you guys so much! I'm sorry, I have been bullied, and I'm sorry for killing myself before my 13th birthday.
Bunnybear904 AJ please don't! Your life is so precious and you matter so much. Please get help. You can talk to me if you want. You have so much life ahead of you. Please stay strong!!
Bunnybear904 AJ you matter and u don't know u but I love you who ever you are YOU ARE WORTH IT TALK TO SOMEONE PLEASE
You didn't did you? If you did, i am so sorry and may you RIP 💙
I am in the same boat.....please dont....ik it may seem like the end of the world but it isn't u have sooo much to live for.....please I may never meet u but I know this: u deserve to live.......the world obviously needs u I am sending love
Sicerely, a stranger❤❤
Bunnybear904 AJ i really hope this person didnt do this
there's this guy i like and he understands me. we both depression for the same reason. the only difference is he cuts himself. when i found out, i started checking up on him. he told me it's been a month since he cut himself. i know it's not much but too me it's a lot. i was so happy. i used to have extreme depression and now because of him i don't. i'm one of those people who don't like the idea of talking to someone online to help your depression yet i only talk to him online and it helped me. so now i feel like it helped me because we didn't talk for the purpose of talking away my depression. we talked cause we wanted to. i feel like whenever i talk to people so that they can help my depression, i feel like a burden and a waste of time.
have depression* to*
+Gone__On__ Thursday thank you :)
I get cyber bullied and I tried committing suicide so many times and as I'm reading these comments I want to say don't risk your life on people that r jealous of you u should stay STRONG 💪 💙 just know your not alone 💕 ..... I really wish I could say this to myself but I can't ...... 😭
omg, stay strong girl, you are amazing, ignor the hate
Potterclaw 1998
wow, are u a harry potter fan, that is so cool😎, omg i am a big harry potter fan too, the advice u gave her is very wise, u are a wise and sweet person and i hope u get over ur anxioty, i know getting past an anxioty is very hard, trust me i suffered from severe anxioty too, but if u do not think about it and love urself, i am sure u will overcome it
Thank you so much 😊
We are here for you ❤
If you're being cyber bullied, close the computer.
When I was 14, I wanted to die. I had a cord that I was gonna hang from and everything. I couldn’t find a way to hang it up, so I tried to strangle myself. As a last attempt, I went to my parents. For a while, they didn’t trust me at all, but now I can reflect back and appreciate it. It’s fair that they couldn’t trust me for a while. I’m glad to say I’m still standing.
Reading this made me realizing how simple Suicide can be. I don’t know who you are but I want you to know you are worth everything! I’m praying for you.. ❤️❤️❤️ have a beautiful day!
Someone commits suicide every 40 seconds let's make it. Never? #askforhelp
If someone commits suicide every 40 seconds then how aren’t we all dead?
there are a lot of people in the world. 9 billion chickens are killed each day, but chickens still exist. that is why i am a vegetarian
Help
Hope everyone dies. This world is too evil. . End of world will come soon
Gaming BobcatBrad agreed I lost a good friend classmate bc of suicide and idk why and no one knew why
I am also a suicide survivor and I like to watch this sort of stuff because I like to know I am not alone
You are never alone! This is very important for all of us to remember - we are all never alone, we're on this Earth together and we're meant to be here for each other.
I first got depression in 5th grade, when I noticed I didn't really know what it feels like to be loved. I still have it, years later.
dont worry, suicide does end
I got mine around that time to
I got depression in sixth grade because of the bullying
I'm now 14 and still suffer of anxiety and depression
Same
“You are worth life”
My mind: she’s lying
1 week self harm clean. It’s not gonna last but at least I tried.
I have no one to talk to, that's my problem I need someone who will listen to my cause I feel no-body cares
My drawing Life I used to run an account on Instagram where I would talk to and listen to thousands of people. When I saw your comment I immediately thought of all those people I spoke to who also felt isolated and alone and I knew I had to say something. I got out of bed, went to my computer to read my emails (I forgot my password) so I could log back into my old RUclips account so I could comment here. I promise that people are here for you and there are loads of people who will listen, including myself and many others. You are such an amazing person and I promise you if you have anything going on in your life, everything gets better. Stay strong x
My drawing Life I'll listen to you if you need to talk I would love to talk to you just reply if you want to
My drawing Life if you need sombody to talk to let me know on here
My drawing Life same. I feel like I'm just worthless and I'm not supposed to be here.
Same
My friend is suicidal.
When we had been good friends for a while she told me that she cut herself on an everyday basis. There were cuts all over her body. Me and a few other friends convinced her to tell her mom. After this she became happier since she had someone to support her that was always there. Recently she made a new group of friends that don't support her in a way that she needs but I know she is happy so I'm going to be the supportive friend that she can come to.
If you know someone who is suicidal, be the friend they need.
Same profile pic aye
Clean 11 months now and it will be 1 year September 6th 😊
Creature Claw woah great job!
Creature Claw happy one year! my best wishes go to you.😍
Zach Kettell YESSS GURL
Zach Kettell OMG that's the day my depression started and I was about to commit suicide today
Zach Kettell Yes! I’m so proud of you, Love. Stay strong
Last week I tried to k!ll myself thru drinking chlorox. And as I was suffering from difficulty breathing and vomiting, thats when I realize, I really dont want to die. I just want to disappear or might as well my problems would disappear. And that moment, I shout for help,. I was so embarassed to face my parents and other people because I dont think they understand me even after what I did. I was ashamed because it didnt went successful and I was the one who actually asked for help. It will take time for me to heal and get that peace of mind.. and I really hope, I could get that soon.
I never technically tried to kill myself, but for two years, every night before going to bed I hoped I wouldn't wake up.. I had horrible depression, I cut and burned myself every day, I hated myself so much that I began to develop anorexia and in 6 months I put myself in hospital because I was at risk of having a heart attack or actually dying in my sleep, funnily enough. Recovery has been really hard and it's taken ages to decide that I am worthy of actually getting better (I spent a whole year eating a bit but not enough and just maintaining being underweight but not as underweight as my hospital admission) and now I've been a healthy weight for a couple months and near the beginning of my real recovery attempt I became vegan and it has helped me x10000 and now I am actually hopeful for the future, and it sure feels amazing :)
+Finding Fay
Even though I don't really know you, I'm really glad to hear that :)
I really hope u wake up
Hey Fay, did you experience the long-term side effect of anorexia like having problem with relieving bowel movement? (sorry for my bad English)
The Lord No, of course when I was very unwell I didn't poop for weeks but when I began recovery I did poo a bit more and now that I'm a healthy weight and a vegan eating lots of fibre I go 1-2 times a day :)
Momo Chan cx that's so cute oml thank you
I just noticed that Daysha had "Warrior" in arabic as a tattoo... didnt know that! its great
....I just shared it to two of my friends, and it hurts knowing that they have suicidal thoughts, and it breaks me so often. I love them and they have to know that yeah:You are worthy of life
Tell them that you really care about them before it gets worse. Your either gonna save a life, or let them rot,
I am a mum who lost her youngest son at age 29 to suicide and find this helps me understand. Thank you for posting your feelings here.
"You are here for you have a purpose. Your purpose is greater than all others. Your purpose will do good not bad. It will help not hurt. It will inspire not drag you down. Life is purpose. Make your purpose meaningful."
~ Skylar Dodson
"Everyone is worthy of life. Every single person that is born is worthy of life."
-Daysha
+Deirdre “Deedee” Jones Even Hitler?
I've spent most of my life feeling the same way
I don't want to live but I don't want to die.
The worst is having no one to talk to
Do you need someone to talk to? ☺
yeah..... i survived suicide attempt but know i'am thinking about suicide again....... cause i just don't want to live in pain all my life.....
+Julius Lukoševičius u are on this earth for a reason baby stay here and live on talk to someone
If you need someone to talk to, you have me.
tigerlily thanks
Looking at the comments makes me somewhat upset. I didn't know the buzzfeed community was so immature and rude. Suicide isn't a joke. These people have overcome so much and for you guys to belittle it isn't right.
ScrewYouBieber This is the internet not a therapist
Yeah but the internet isn't really a good place to say all your problems
+ScrewYouBieber Thank godness we have Brysn here to help those suffering with the wisdom of his years. Forgo any community to speak with others about life stuggles. Stop sharing with eachother. If this thread helps you find that you are not alone, or motivates you to seek additional resources and compassion... think again. Brysn knows better.
Welcome to real life. 🖕🏻
You should never look in the comment section for comfort or positivity. These people don't care.
I can’t stand reading these positive comments telling me that I’m worth it and that my life matters. It feels like my whole world is crashing before my eyes...
i've tried to kill myself but i'm scared to talk to a therapist or to anyone because i feel like my reasons aren't valid and there's other people with problems so much bigger than mine and i hate myself for thinking that my life is worse than other people's lolol
EVERYONE handles problems, issues, and situations differently. No need to compare yourself and your situations to others. I hope you’re doing better and if not it’s never too late to get help and change things around. 💗
I've survived suicide before, but I'm not courageous enough to tell anyone face to face...
Me to.
i believe in you.
me too
Same
When I woke up after my overdose I was just massively ashamed. I woke up with my dad sitting next to me, so I had to try to explain my thought process to him, when I really wanted to just go back to sleep. Suicide by overdose is just not worth it, the days you spend in hospital afterwards are some of the most awkward experiences you'll have in your life.
Sorry
I'm a suicide attempt survivor, I'm glad I didn't because I can still see my family
You're worth more than you think 💙
I tried taking a bunch of pills to go to rest forever but it didnt work, still not sure if im glad that it didnt happen. Sometimes the world just makes me so depressed so much that i dont even want to try anymore
Chanel Parker Your life is worth being lived, I’m sure you’ll get through this