Will my passion, my drive, my motivation etc, ever come back? - Spiritual Awakening
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- Опубликовано: 22 авг 2024
- Kundalini Awakening/ Heart Center Awakening - where is my drive and my motivation ??
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omg this is me / im not depressed but just so lazy and chill , not looking forward todo anything
My awakening has happened 8 years ago and ever since I am in this void. My former self disintegrated and all of my former motivations are gone. I waited for whatever may come to me. I started to work with horses because these animals dont make me sick like humans, they are my compagnions in healing myself. Recently I realized that I dont have anything to do for the external world but to go inside and heal my inner world. I quit smoking and drinking and I am no more angry about other people's behavior. I guess as soon as I am pure enough I will know what I have to do for the external world.
Whoever you are internet person thanks for giving me a hint at least as to how long this would go on for if left unchecked. My personal 'event' as an atheist was something that was 1) Not physically possible, not scientifically explainable. I was twice now give access to information about immediate things that were about to happen that allowed me to react. The 'knowledge' was not a squishy 'feeling\knowing' it was an actual voice behind me. that voice told me something that just happened on the other side of the world. It was exact, on time, and no way I can explain it away. I don't expect anyone to take this seriously, but I have no such luxury. The problem for me is that it has deconstructed my whole world view, and philosophy is not exactly helping. So yes, hobbies, habits everything has to be questions and reevaluated if it's 'still important enough' the trouble with that is, 'compared to what?'. So we I at least am sitting around wondering, ok, so this MEANS SOMETHING and almost all my spare time end up diverted to this. Is there something that should come next? Was that a sign or guidepost or am I reading more in to it than I should? If it means something... should I totally change course in life or just pivot a bit?
BUT, if I start looking for hidden meaning in circumstance it looks like the path to madness. Example I was mowing some long grass on the family farm. I started thinking 'snakes' (this is Australia). At that exact moment a wing gust knocked my hat off. So I start wondering... Was THAT a sign. Was my life just saved ... see the madness that come from reading in to things too much.
Another time back when I was about 20 I head a sound in my head that as so loud that it made me jump. Like someone blowing a trumpet behind me. I jumped like a cat and narrowly missed something that hit where I just was. Nobody else heard a thing, I did feel danger coming like that tingly feeling when you know your spine is about to hit something. I've always remembered that moment and tried to find reasons for it to not matter, but now that I have a whole voice that popped up and given me information about a family car accident on the other side of the planet at the exact moment it happened I can no longer hold on to Atheism + Science=everything else doesn't exist. ... and here I go again. Maybe that was the only goal?
I can only imagine what you went through over 8 years, but I'm only beginning at 4 months in. I'm still trying and failing to get back my hobbies and projects.
@@nathanielacton3768 sounds to me like the awakening process. You seem to be in the red pill / blue pill situation. If you go down the rabbit hole you will be seen as mad and crazy by your scientific atheistic ego and you will depart from other people in generall, they wont understand you but you will sympathize with other madmen. Its a hell of a ride, I quit my job, left my wife, lost my friends, killed my ego because I received the interconnecting spirits through making music and realized everything is connected. We are One. Some of us are meant to wake up and others are not. Today I am happy I went down the rabbit hole into madness and do not belong to the army of sleeping sheeps anymore. It's not Madness what you are experiencing, it is Truth, we have been lied all the time. You have to unlearn what you have learned. Hope that helps 😄
I am eternally grateful to be enlightened by your words while stepping into this phase of confusion and nothingness. It frustrates me as I lost the will and motivation to do the things I used to be passionate about. However, I now understand it's caused by the shift in consciousness and is a form of spiritual purification, it absolutely allows me to embrace it blissfully. Your soul and spirit always work out the best for you, it's no coincidence. Thank you truly💜
You're welcome xo
Thank you.
I'm right there. Hard because it takes just a glimpse of the infinite to then keep struggling with the lack of motivation. It feels like a limbo
It seems like you are judging your "lack of motivation". You're asking yourself "Where did it all go? Where is my passion?". This is what is holding you back, you have to fully accept this lack of motivation. Actually, it is natural to have (almost) no motivation, because motivation is actually desire. And why would you desire something if you're completely whole in yourself already? If you've seen that happiness cannot be achieved by worldy things (jobs, money, power etc), of course your desire for those things drops away!
I recommend to also listen to Adyashanti's talks about this (search on youtube for "Adyashanti personal will").
im very grateful that you shared this and that i happened to stumble upon it. i have been so lackadaisical and just going through the motions. things that used to excited me and give me joy just bore me or it seems as if i really have no interest in it any longer. its like i'm ready to level up in life but have no idea right now what i want to do, chase or be motivated about im just going through the motions right now
Glad you stumbled upon it too--- thanks for your comment
Thank you for making this video. Found me at the exact right time. Really needed to hear this tonight. I'm gonna make it through this.😔
Fantastic explanation of this concept thank you so very much
A very meaningful video. It's like ... what am I going to do now? I' not interested in the different religions anymore, or the debates between Dawkins and religionists, etc., it's like I don't need any more information from the outside world ... I don't even know or care anymore why there are so many wars all over the world, or why there are no repercussions or justice for sheer hypocrisy and greed. I keep on praying for "good" in the world, for more depth in my meditations and right now apart from that life seems rather boring! but you've given me some encouraging food for thought. Thank you.
Thank you for this video. I am currently going through a lack of motivation and desire with my career and current lifestyle and had a strong feeling it has something to do with my awakening. So your video gave me great hope that I will overcome this depressed feeling and eventually live the way my soul is intended to live.
sometimes we interpret as depression but it isnt depression as much as it is processing new energies and infusions....
I just watch your Kundalini Awakening 2015 video for first time. Now I'm watching this video. The change in your face, vibration is awesome ....
I'm passing through the struggling and painful stage.
thank you so much you just gave me so much hope.
Youre welcome Daniel!
My friends are not taking my spiritual awakening seriously...they thinks that i am just distancing them....my life is completely changed...i really miss my old self...I use to be very energetic and happy all the time...but now i am at nothingness...
Yup I agree 😢
This incarnation to begin with was tragic, sad. Then awakening we go into healing all that trauma. Slow and void phase.
Bro same
Articulated beautifully. All of my thoughts that I have been having towards this are now clarified. Thank you so much. 💕✨
AWE--- thank you and youre welcome XO
Glad i found this video. That was a great explanation.
Thank you so much for this...I really needed this at this exact moment ❤️
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Love the answer at the end
This was very helpful in examining what"I" truly want. 👌 And acceptance 😳 Thank You 🙏
Much love Brooke ❤️.
I really needed this 🙏🏻🙂
LOVE to you too.
Thanks brooke, for your words
This was so hellpful! Thank you!
Thank you for explaining this.
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hi Brooke, thank you so much for this video, i needed this so much. out of context, but you are so beautiful!!
Thank you so much @lespiration
Thank you. Spark is back.
Very true suddenly I was feeling stuck..low..doubt confuse...
Boredom is the last wall, these walls incase your essence. Meditate on boredom, find your way into it, then through it. This is the last step in full realization, Osho talks about it at length. The next step is a big one, and the last one on this path. It took Buddha 6 years in the forest looking at his belly button to get there, it took Jesus 40 days in the desert, what will it take you?
Thank you for this
Thank you very much
Welcome... xo
Yeah :( my drive is so gone
Hi Brooke! video much appreciated, thank you! Would you please give an insight on lack of emotions? like when excitement or anger no longer play roles in life situations. Although admiring things bring tears out. Feels like having a hollow heart.
or that would be same matters as the passion you have spoken on this video? Thank you.
It can be a common place to come to the point of feeling detached from any or all integration in the emotional body-- one is transitioning from programs of living in a reactive state to a more non reactive state of Being.... it is yes similar to what i described in this video----- the awakening will move you into non attachment ---- which can, yes feel cold and like you have a hollow heart... it is a part of the process--- great question--- thank you. B
ruclips.net/user/edit?o=U&video_id=vpBHlPaM2ZQ&feature=vm&ar=3 . Thanks for your comment ! Xo
So good!!!❤
This is Riselle🌺
Mine never never and its been 9 years since awakening.
Now I have no purpose and just wanna go home more than ever.
One day I will die and I am looking forward to it.
ONE can get "stuck" in the void and be experiencing it in a boring , sort of negative way--- and then the individual can hang out there --- it is very hard to then self motivate in that state--- have you considered getting someone to help you? or at least guide you through:? This could help. sending love. B
@@brookerobertson11 I dont know anyone to help me and I dont want to pay the money. I have a very limited income.
I understand that --- many are in that 'boat'---- maybe ask for guidance or next steps(?) in deep prayer-- ? --- We can often feel in this phase that we have been abandoned-- but that is never true.
@@brookerobertson11 I have been praying for years without any answers. It has led me to believe there is no god. Prayer has never helped me. I can care less if there is a god or guides. I am on my own.
Have u had OBE
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I have been without Motivation, Passion, or Drive for almost 5 years now. So how long should this take?
Did you go through a dark night of the soul?
@@User98681 I have lost the idea who I am. I have never had a sense of spirituality and still don't.
You look soooooo booootiful!❤️
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What if your identity is or was stolen by narcissist during the time of your spiritual awakening. Is there a difference and if there is, how to determine the difference. Whats the difference between soul loss and loss of identity?
If someone can still your identity that was not you.
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It's absolutely possible for someone to steal your souls contract aka identity. It's called soul theft, soul swapping, energy swapping. Look it up
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Blank and empty.
Stuck.
Wow I’ve been searching for this answer all week 🥲 gave myself permission to do nothing all week and now I am stuck here In the happiness of nothing less and no desire, motivation or energy to do anything. The only thing that’s sucking be back is my human survival needs to “have money” to live. I just want to surrender to source and melt in the nothing
Did you meet your twin flame ?
Honestly I’m not sure if I believe in the concept anymore, it’s just new age marketing.
Although yes I did meet someone who literally exploded my kundalini awakening so we had soul bonds here but the TF thing where the f* does it come from. No vedics or Buddhist ever mention this concept. It just literally is a head fuck and stops you living and calling in love the normal way instead of giving so much energy and hope to one person
often a Trauma Bond usually in the Astral ..... Astral Bond -- then identified or conceptualized as a Soul Bond/ Twin Flame etc...