Sarah Proctor - Not For Me
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- Опубликовано: 24 авг 2024
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Lyrics
I think back to school
I never knew
I thought friends holding hands
Is what you do
We were young
It was new
Think It meant more to me
Than it did to you
I guess it was all in my head
Until you came right out and said
You’re just not for me
Got different stories
It’s just not me in a white dress
I’m sorry
hope that you’re Alright
kept me up all night
That I’ve put you in a right mess
I’m sorry
But You’re just not for me
I See you with boys
So that’s your type
Couldn’t be further from me
If you tried
And for the first time
My heart it broke
And it hurts even more
When no one knows
I guess it was all In my head
Until you came right out and said
you’re just not for me
Got different stories
It’s just not me in a white dress
I’m sorry
Hope that you’re Alright
kept me up all night
That I’ve, put you in a right mess
I’m sorry
You’re just not for me
You’re just not for me x3
I guess it was all in my head
Until you came right out and said
You’re just not for me
Got different stories
It’s just not me in that white dress
I’m sorry
I hope that you’re Alright
It’s kept me up all night
That I’ve put you in a right mess
I’m sorry
You’re just not for me
Got different stories
It’s just not me in that white dress
I’m sorry
I hope that you’re Alright
It’s kept me up all night
That I’ve put you in a right mess
I’m sorry
#SarahProctor #NotForMe
Music video by Sarah Proctor performing Not For Me. © 2021 Foundation/Geffen Records
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i realize that this kind of storyline is very realistic (compared to other wlw mv storylines) and i am a living proof lol. amazing!
Dito man
Living proof🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
"See you with boys,so thats your type, couldn't be further from me if you tried"there is so much hidden pain in this sentence.Realizing that you ve fallen for a person that will never feel the same way about you not even at a slight chance ,will never reciprocate just cause they re straight and you re gay.Knowing that it will forever be no matter what an unrequited love.
:(
This sentence describes my life almost perfectly. Except my most recent love interest is bisexual and she still rejected me :(
Hectic💕💕and so true
Fr, there is such a pretty girl Ik, but she fell for a boy in like a month.
Ughhhh yeahh thiss suckkss and yesss the worst part of all this is that u cannot do ANYTHING in the world to make the other person feel the same way about u so u just have to move on and find someone who can actually love u the way u love them. And its just so difficult, the process of leaving all those thoughts of you 2 being together, those feelings, those dreams about them even the cute date ideas uve had come up with at some point behind and actually let go, its so painful especially if u have to spend a lot of time with them due to school or work or idkk but yeahh damnn it just sucks
This song just hit my sensitive spot for loneliness.
Falling in love with a straight girl is one of those mistakes that we are all had experienced it.
But you know, it could be worse. When you two get together but after months or even years find out that you weren't meant for each other.
I felt on my own skin how us to like and fall in love with a hetero-confused girl, who let me know she felt the same. After to realize was all a game of minds, a psihologic game...I let all behind and now she regrets
i was "the straight girl" in this story but in reality I was too anxious and confused (and autistic) to read the signs. I came out to myself 14 years later and I feel incredibly sorry for her. I wish I could tell her I am sorry about how I acted ...
she is so underrated. i cant wait till she gets the recognition she deserves
@Nischitahahah wait really? i hvnt caught up in legacies in ages
Such a beautiful and heartbreaking song and story! Really cool to see present day Sarah at the reunion mixed with past Sarah at the prom. Also the real prom pictures!!
"You re just not for me".It doesn't change the fact that you love madly that one specific person it's just a simple realization that hurts like hell.
It's wierd. I have a friend since high school and I didn't fully realize it was this kind of love until listening to this song.
She's still in my life and she's one of my best friends and she's married now. No matter what kind of love it is, I'm glad we're still in eachothers lives. That's enough for me.
I like that the protagonist (Sarah?) is so cool, confident and beautiful at their high school reunion. Not every crush or love is going to be reciprocated or work out but at the end of the day there's more to life and you'll meet other people. Life goes on.
protagonist / singer is a legend. its true that not every crush or love is going to reciprocate your feelings
I've never heard a song before that fully captures all the emotions that come with being in this situation. All the /pain/ and having to accept that nothing will ever happen there. This song both broke me and is the most amazing thing 🥺
Every lesbian got heartbroken as a teenager that’s a fact.
And she still breaks my heart to this day.
True. ❤️😊
You are right 🥲
in my case I was the "straight girl" breaking her heart. I thought. Never have I been so wrong - but it is way too late now
And still as a twentier
Just stumbled across this. Wow
"Nothing is more tragic than loving someone to the depths of your soul and knowing they cannot and will not ever love you back."
I wonder how many people can relate to this, so bittersweet.
Sarah, I am in my 40s and this song brings me to tears yet I play it over and over again.... it's beautifully written.
I’m listening to this song on repeat. The feelings that Ive had buried for this women are very much showing after this song. This is an amazing song.
It's so good that nowadays exists a kind of this music, lyrics. I wish I would have it 25 years ago, would not feel so lonely. Anyway, thanks for your music! I am sure that it helps many people.
amazing. This is what I went through in high school. Thank you for sharing your story , extremely relatable
I'm a dude and I love how unique and real this song is. Great song! Much love.
This song is heartbreaking 😢 I can feel the Sarah’s pain as she is singing this song. It’s so raw and beautiful, and very relatable.
Legacies brought to another beautiful song ill cherish foreva😣😣I love how every time Josie and Flinch have a moment they play Queer artists music 💕💕💕
I heard this song on legacies tonight and I loved it ❤️✨
I did to so I searched it up
Me tooo😋😋😋Queer love the show is showing through all these artist when its Josie and Flinch together💗💕💕
Same here
Where can I download the song from please🥺
I’m watching season 4 right now and I had to pause it and find this song immediately absolutely beautiful. It always seems to happen that way. The person we want wants someone else and the person we don’t want is the one trying to show and prove themselves yet we want that just not with that person if that’s makes any sense. I just know I’ve felt like this and even now close to 40 I still feel it sometimes like someone please pick me this time. Thank you for sharing such a beautiful song and story @sarahprocter
@@doloresbatie83 I feel you. I'm similar age and been thinking this exact thing. One of the reasons this song resonates so much.
The two main leads done terrific acting 💘💘
This is basically the exact things that happened with me and my first girl crush. I finally had the nerve to come out to a girl that was basically wanting me to admit my feelings for her and this is what she said. Thank you for a song that was so close to my heart.
*since Sarah is obsessed with reading our stories in her comments, here goes mine*
I fell for one of my best friends real hard, i don't even know when i started to have feelings for her but as long as i can remember she was the most special person (for like 4-5 years), when ever a guy used to ask me to be his girlfriend, she used to get really possessive and i would reject anyone in a heartbeat too (lmao, she used to be soo mad at this one guy who was really persistent that it was kinda cute). I am not really a person who likes physical touch but we used to always hold my hands (like ALWAYS and im not even kidding) and she used to kiss my cheeks all the time (even infront of the whole damn class full of other teens which made me blush and she just loved that 😐). Even our teacher was like "u guys are a couples" and me who never wanted to be in a relationship ever in my life, felt like "Yup that would be great 😏". She made me promise that im gonna be her boyfriend in our next life when im a boy (which kinda hurt, cause i was like why not now?!). But then she had on and off relationships with 2 guys (none of them serious enough to even kiss) and i used to get a bit jealous and overprotective (ok, maybe a bit too much). I was getting crushed so I tried to ignore my feelings.
Then lockdown crashed and I was like soo sad i couldn't see her and then I came out to all of my friends as queer and everyone was supportive including her. But she said she is straight while having a conversation about sexuality (not like i confessed my feelings openly cause i don't want anything to take away out friendship) . So like any sane person would, I tried moving on until one day I broke down while listening to this song and that was the ultimate closure for me.
So now im just happy that i have the capacity to love a person (just not guys, cause im too gay 🤓)
*ps - she likes to wear caps backwards & she's straight* 💀 (just a joke)
i wrote a bit too much
i sorry😳
second last sentence is beautiful
I have this best friend in seventh grade and I often ask myself back then if it's normal that I get a bit jealous when she's with somebody else. Even if that somebody is also a friend of mine. I thought maybe I'm just being an obsessive friend. I avoided her in ninth grade because I'm super confuse about everything. On tenth grade, I realized I'm not straight. Everything since seventh grade made sense. I want her. I told her about my feelings and she told me she likes me too. We never had a label for whatever we have. Her parents were very strict but whenever she got the chance, we would spend some nights walking together holding hands and eating some food we actually enjoy. I just know that we were happy and what we are never mattered. But one day, she told me "don't talk to me. I like boys. not you." that shit tore me to pieces. It's been 4 years. She's in a relationship with this guy from eight grade and I guess she's happy.
If you ever stumble upon this, please know that I am not mad at you for making me miserable even up til now. I do not regret giving my all to you. You are the most beautiful thing I've ever saw. I saw your different sides and I still love you. I don't know how or when I will get over you but I'm gonna work on it. I'm happy that you're happy. 'Til next time. :))
je ne connaissais pas cette chanteuse et après avoir écouter par hasard une de ses chansons, j'aime sa voix qui s'accorde parfaitement avec les belles mélodies de ces chansons. Je ne parle pas l'anglais mais je suis sure que les textes sont aussi belles , c'est un plaisir de vous écouter et de vous regarder. Bonjour de la France...
Strong And Powerful This song needs to be highlighted every where,,it shares that you and I are like two sides of the river which cannot become one but still i don't know why my heart wants you at last " YOU JUST NOT FOR ME " the deepest pain,love and sorrows
Lots Of Love To You Sarah 💕 😉
Wondering why it took me so long to see/listen to this. So deep, so real, we can all relate to it. Amazing, really.. 🤩
Eu achei incrível o fato de que não ter o final "feliz" não significa que a realidade seja triste. As coisas acontecem, a vida acontece e todos temos nossas próprias histórias
100%, and that is real life, that's what happened. it just wasn't meant to be,
Nossa, tbm amei! Nunca tinha escutado nada dessa cantora mas já coloquei na minha lista aqui do spotify porque amei a música!
Ok not that this has stirred up my unrequited love memories but never mind 😂 beautiful song and beautiful voice 🖤
This song is really hit me 😭 I love the lyrics.
Came here after watching legacies and I thank legacies for that. Beautiful composition, beautiful lyrics and beautifully sung. Lots of love from India 🇮🇳
Eu também vim aqui por conta do Legacies
@@lv4777 Thats great
Me too
I can't download the song from anywhere 🥺
Haunting verses, melodies and sentences that I can’t get out of my head. Reignite previously pushed aside feelings in a serene manner. Thank you
tempted to send this to her. I have been so confused lately.
This was in my recommendations~ this is just wow~ so beautiful! ♡
love this even before legacies.. this song was one of the soundtrack in legacies s4 e8. congrats...
This song is so beautifull!! I love it.! And you have a perfect voice! 💕 So beautifull! kiss from France 🇫🇷
Cette chanson est trop belle! Je l’adore! Et tu as une voix parfaite! 💕 Trop belle! Bisous de France 🇫🇷
listening to this on repeat. the vocals and the lyrics are god tier fr
idk why but this song feels so nostalgic i love it
I had a massive crush on this girl while I was growing up - from elementary school all the way through high school. She had just enough queer vibes for me to allow myself to imagine that she was, in fact, queer, but she never came out. I suppose neither did I, but it's quite obvious based on stereotypes that I'm queer. In all likelihood, she's straight. But I'm in college now and I still wonder about her, and what could've happened if I'd asked her out after we graduated. Perhaps she would've given me an answer like that - "You're just not for me." Maybe then I could've stopped thinking about her. I guess some loves last too long.
are you still in contact with her?
@@td1574 Not really. She pops up on social media every once and a while but that's the only contact we have. I'm glad she's doing well. It's okay - she's just someone I think about sometimes.
I hope you r Doing good n I suggest to get out of Comfort zone! Dare it and ask her for a date. Trust your Instincts bro... The way you Potrayed shows that she too likes u. But also try.. There is nothing loss
Asking for a date dont make u a bad person. Moreover, life is short , so dont miss chances u have. OPPOTUNITIES LIE BEHIND HESITATION .
Even if she says no, make Note that u r destined for a better one.. The one who is better for u 💘
Peace out! Have a good day ✌
U should Express your feelings for her
Man, a world I get to feel at 40. When I was in High school you stayed that azz in the closet.
Such a different time. Nothing on TV, or music was relatable to me or my life as a lesbian.
Us veteran queers are relishing in these amazing beautiful independent gay artists.
Glad we set the stage for you all the have a platform and a voice to start healing so many queer people just thirsty for relatable complex content.
My first str8 girl crush, man she came onto me and we did things and felt things that made the world feel so clear and happy.
Then it came out and she got ahead of the narrative and pinned all my best friends against me by telling everyone I was gay and came out to her in the bathroom at a house party.
She continued to tell people I pushed myself onto her.
Her and I both had boyfriends but they were merely there as our double life shields..
Broke me for a very long time.
I lost her and my friends.
After that day I didn't trust any girl until I was 30.
Damn I don't care what age you are when people fvck with your heart it's the hardest wounds to heal.
Sarah, thank you beautiful for giving so many beautiful humans a reason, a place, a voice, a healing lyric.
So many say you are underrated..I say you are exactly where you need to be.
Fame stifles creativity.. stay independent as long as you can bc once you sell out your fans suffer along with you.
You have enough clout boo, that's all you need.
👑💕👑💕👑💕
the casting was perfect, the younger actresses looked just like mini versions of the older two!! also, lovely song!
Its indeed heartbreaking when hearing this song while you're going through at the same situation 🥺cause "you're not just for me"💔
Such an achingly tender song
This song needs more views it’s sooooo underrated!!
Listing this song i m just speechless ❤️
I think my heart just melted and shocked my entire body my god
*Because of this song, I remember my friend, she confessed about her feelings for me. She admired me since high school and now we're in college. I am not straight, but the thing is - I am in love with 'our' other friend. I felt so sorry for her 'cause I cannot give what she wanted. : (*
This really hit me so much. Last year I realised that I was in love with my best friend of 7 years, and I was so scared. I told her how I felt, and she didn't return my feelings. It was hard for a while and we took a break from seeing each other for a few months. We came back to each other though after a little while and now we're closer for it. It hurt a lot, but I'm glad I told her even if it was unrequited. It was the scariest thing I've ever done but now I can heal and we can be even better friends.
How did you do will that, she's not my best friend but I just can't let go
@@meso1222 Honestly it was really hard, we took some space from each other for a while to heal. Taking the time to just sit with my feelings for a bit and being okay with it made it easier to eventually let go than fighting it. You'll get there in time, just be patient with yourself and give yourself some extra self love
Wow that was brave of you
@@meso1222 thank you, that means a lot to hear
How sweet and sad. I am so glad teens and kids these days can actually see themselves. 🙏❤
This is absolutely beautiful, damn
Well this is moving, roll on revisiting heartbreak on tour - i’ll be there with the free hugs t shirt, needed! Great song again, Sarah, i really hope you’re okay as i’m sure this brings up a few feelings x
This is the only song which made me cry I mean I have had a lot of things which I can relate to but this was the only one which made me sob it's soo pure and beautiful ❤️
I'm in the dark room rn
Its nice to hear a good song
And not the voices in my head
I also helps me forget everyone thats giving me pain and the loneliness I feel 24/7 you making me so much safe when I listen to ur music thx u
Please reach out to someone around you or professionals. Don’t struggle alone xx
@@bobbielea3017 thxs for the advise
How are you?
@@Gifted.LIl.Thang884 feeling lost in life but things are getting better but I dont want to speak to soon bc everytime I it goes good for a sec things go down hill fast
@@little_turtle4774 I understand that feeling, everything duck is in a tow, things seem to be going good, then out of the blue something happens and everything falls apart, yes I understand the feeling, it's ok to feel overwhelmed sometimes, and you get angry and not want to try again, but ita going to be ok.. it's tough but its going to be ok.. let me share a song with you and hope it makes you feel better.. I too feel lost at times, even when things seem to be going ok or should be going ok, well it will get better for you, what do you usually do to feel better.
This made me cry
Girl you just described my life
You sound like an angel.♥️
Been there... whew....memories!!! 😀
What a great song with incredible lyrics and calming music.. Ur music is just healing all the listeners.. Greetings from Sri Lanka!!🇱🇰
This was so beautiful honesty
her voice is so beautiful
My heart breaks a little when I here this song coz I have a habit of falling for someone who will never feel the same ..hurts a little too much
I thank LEGACIES for bringing me to Sarah Proctor and here
This brought such a huge smile to my face. 😁☺️Thank you Sarah just you got yourself a new fan. 🙌
The lyrics are wonderful. The video is also good.
Thank you. I can so relate this. It was painful 'cause she's just not for me
I like the lyrics, the music, the voice, the acting and all the feelings put behind.
I feel everything, just perfect.
Thank's and Bravo
Love the vocal, love the music & lyrics, love the video. Love everything of this song video.
And, Gosh.. you are beautiful 😅
I love your voice and your song 😊❤ always replay it
Falling for your bestfriend is the worst. I had met her last year and i knew i wanted to be her friend cause she seems to be my type, we were both too goofy and was dump around eachother and i had no feelings for her at that time but she made me feel incredibly good for some reason and she very touchy which i was too at beginning i would randomly lay on her during classes and during breaks and she would randomly hold my hands too.. everybody at that time taught were in a relationship or something cause we were so close,even teachers used to come to us and say to move away from eachother cause we were sitting too close ..and she would jokingly say "we are worst than couples in our class" and i would laugh too cause at that time i had no feelings for her and it all started when we got vacation to study for exams and i noticed i could not stop thinking about her like 24hrs i was thinking about her like how we were too close and plans for vacations and during exams instead of focusing on exams i completely started thinking about her I remember messing up one of my exams and still be happy cause i was with her, i started holding hands during bus and holding hands wherever we go and it was just a month . It was our finals and during last day of our exams i wanted tell her how i feel but she was straight and was kinda homophobic she told me she doesn't support lgbtq and i was heartbroken, and that was my last day of school i kissed her in her head and Said goodbye and we never meet again, and she ignored all my text messages which sorta helped me loose feelings faster.
Thanks to her now i know I'm not fully straight. I thought I was straight for a long time and falling for her was a good mistake and love this song.
Being raised in a southern high school in early 2000s when nobody was out as a lesbian.. and knowing you were but hiding it.. and having your high-school best friend confessing she was in love with you when you finally came out in college but you know she wasn't the one for you.. whew this song hits hard 🙌🔥
This song reminds me of my highschool crush.. She was my first love, we kissed, and she said, "I wanna have a boyfriend just like u"
wtf was she on lmao
Wat 😶 ?
@@tonihinh1995 life sucks....😂😂
Omg I just discovered this song and I am OBSESSED!
nunca pensei que me identificaria tanto com essa musica,por incrivel que pareça a mesma coisa aconteceu comigo literalmente
This was very moving and such a pretty song. I wish I'd been just a little younger where instead of lesbians being mocked mercilessly and hating myself for feeling the way I did I had had some support like young people do now. Just 1 supporter even... Just one instead of my identity being a pollock painting. It would have changed a lot for me.
Hi Sarah still love your voice still have nice memories of you singing at my birthday at the stables xx looks like you are doing well and happy Tony x
there are tears in my eyes
Such a beautiful song and story as always... ❤️❤️❤️
This situation is so painful
Yes it is, I think she is for her, it's not that the other girl is afraid.
And so real :)
Just heard this song in a RUclips add. Beautiful song. Pretty voice. Interesting way to hear a new artist
Omgggggg you made a beautiful and I understand the pain of your song!! I felt the same in my past, now as a lesbian grown women I remember what I lived like flash backs, but you made a piece of art, retrating a lot of lesbian woman that felt it too, I love it!! Thank you with all my heart for this song
going to cry because this reminds me of my highschool days
heard this song in Legacies and I love it ❤
Your voice is soulful😇 sarah proctor love from India 🇮🇳
I love her so much
Love this 👌🏻👌🏻
Wow. This is my life
this is so sad but beautiful...
I think back to school, I never knew
I thought friends holding hands is what you do
We were young, it was new
Think it meant more to me than it did to you
[Pre-Chorus]
I guess it was all in my head
Until you came right out and said
[Chorus]
You're just not for me
Got different stories
It's just not me in a white dress, I'm sorry
Hope that you're alright
Kept me up all night
That I've put you in a right mess, I'm sorry
But you're just not for me
You're just not for me
[Verse 2]
I See you with boys, so that's your type
Couldn't be further from me if you tried
And for the first time, my heart, it broke
And it hurts even more when no one knows
[Pre-Chorus]
I guess it was all in my head
Until you came right out and said
[Chorus]
You're just not for me
Got different stories
It's just not me in a white dress, I'm sorry
Hope that you're alright
Kept me up all night
That I've put you in a right mess, I'm sorry
You're just not for me
You're just not for me
You're just not for me
You're just not for me
[Pre-Chorus]
I guess it was all in my head
Until you came right out and said
[Chorus]
You're just not for me
Got different stories
It's just not me in a white dress, I'm sorry
Hope that you're alright
Kept me up all night
That I've put you in a right mess, I'm sorry
You're just not for me
Got different stories
It's just not me in a white dress, I'm sorry
Hope that you're alright
Kept me up all night
That I've put you in a right mess, I'm sorry
You're just not for me
You're just not for me
Your voice, o my god girl, 🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧❤️
That was so good seeing them photos brought some memories back from when we where in school keep up the good work
Once again, you've absolutely smashed it Sarah. Superb! 😊xx
You are amazing songwriter and musician... I am just getting to know you and loved your music so far❤
RUclips sometimes recommends good songs ... .your voice hit on my heart♥️... your another fan from India...
shout out to legacies for letting me know about this relatable song
Here from love island UK. Beautiful song
aí que lindo 🥺❤
so relatable
Wow oh my god 😲 who is this? Why is she singing my life🤣 omg amazing❤ just binge watching some wlw songs&this came up,guess im a new fan now
loved you from the start... you're amazing