What you eat really does impact how you feel. When I'm on my regimen (eating right and going to the gym), I notice an immediate change in my overall well being. I feel happier and more energized.
Jaclyn, I don’t think you know how much of an impact you’ve had on your followers in the best way. Thank you for validating for how others feel, the struggle, everything. This vlog style of your journey is just amazing and I started cooking at home for the first time in my life instead of choosing fast food. Started drinking smoothies, which is so out of character for me and I’m trying to work harder on my mental health and you give me so much motivation to keep going every single day. Seriously, Jaclyn. I’m thankful for you and your videos. I’ve been watching you since your first video and have watched you grow over so many years. You are stunning, amazing, genuine, I just look up to you in so many ways. You are amazing. Thank you, Jaclyn. 🖤
yes girly, you gotta take care of yourself first and foremost. you can't pour from an empty cup! you've gotta make sure you're good first before you worry about helping everyone else. it's not selfish. we need to take care of ourselves. that is something i really had to work on as well. and it is life changing! ❤️
I have learned and trained myself to work out in the morning before I do anything. It has helped me so much to stay into a routine. It also helps my mental health and feel so much better about myself afterwards. Routing for you girl!
Me too!!! I really never thought I’d be someone that gets energy after working out but I am!!!! I’ve been riding an exercise bike for the 2nd week now and I love it.
Yes this! Plus when you schedule to workout at 5/6/7am , you wake up and it gives you a less time to contemplate whereas when you you say you will at 7pm you have all day to talk yourself out of it!
I have missed you! For a few years I kinda felt like our connection wasn’t there but I never unfollowed and watched random videos and then the last year I’m all in! Your being your authentic self and I’m here for it!
Jaclyn thank you honestly for being so incredibly vulnerable and sharing your emotions, bit never forget you’re on the right path and that true strength comes through tough times! please be proud of yourself, because we all definitely are ❤️
Burnout is so real. During those times, I have found being selective about who and what you say “yes” to is crucial. Maybe you could schedule a “me” day once a month so you can really decompress 💕 Although you may get haters, think about all the other people you are helping and inspiring with your content. I have been a longtime fan, and it’s really nice to be with you on this journey and to see you in such a loving relationship. ♥️
The way that Jaclyn loves has always inspired me. That’s one of her many incredible qualities that just shines through. The care and attention she puts into her family and friends is so genuine and beautiful.
Yesssssss about “feeling your anxiety”. I’m a therapist (and have severe anxiety) and always recommend this for clients. But it’s a hard concept to grasp. I’ve been a follower for a long time and I’ve very much appreciated watching your journey with mental health.
This is something I have really learned to do in the past year and it has been life changing! It’s so damn uncomfortable to let yourself feel your anxiety, but so worth it and I always feel better when I let myself rant, cry, whatever!
Loving that your being very raw & real with the viewers Jaclyn, your honestly means more than anything. It helps other women going through the same. I just had my baby a week & half ago & I too struggle with anxiety & now it’s very spiked. Through God we are more than the panics & chaos in our minds. I love that I can go back to your videos & feel the tribe of women unite under the same feelings. We all have our days & the days your videos are up is a spark to us viewers at home! God bless ya Jaclyn , praying for your launch & a clear mind & heart🌿
Oh man my baby turns one this week. I remember the early weeks and months were so hard. You’re exhausted and your body doesn’t feel like you anymore. You have a baby that you’re supposed to know to to help, but sometimes you can’t fix it or make the crying stop. Maternity leave is so so hard. I’m a surgeon and it was mentally harder for me to stay at home than it was to go to work. Hang in there, take care of yourself and ask for help if you need it!
I love this series so much for so many reasons. One is that I’m on my own health journey after being pregnant 4 times and having 3 babies and in 3.5 years. Another reason is that I’ve followed you for sooo long. Like years and years. And this is the most connected I’ve ever felt to you. You’re so authentic and it’s so refreshing to see. I’m so excited for you and happy that you’re taking care of yourself and seeing the changes you want to see! Keep it up babay!! You’ve got this!!
Honestly, I appreciate this Jaclyn more. It shows you’re real and perfectly imperfect like the rest of us. Mental health takes priority over everything. Thank you for sharing your vulnerable side. God speed.
Organizing has helped me tremendously with my anxiety and depression. It’s the one thing that my mind can focus on and not be in a million different places. ❤️
You got me crying Jac.. when you said this isn't happy weight this was the worst time in my life.. a constant reminder.. I didn't know that you felt like that💕 we love you Jac, thank you for talking about mental health and im proud of you for leaving and taking the time for yourself... your learning on listening to your body and that's a beautiful thing.
“This weight is from the darkest time in my life” Ugh I felt that! Trying to ditch almost 50lbs from my darkest period and it’s the shittiest reminder of what you went through 💔
Girl yes same!! Trying to shed this 60lbs from the darkest time of my life too. Down 22, cant wait to get rid of the rest. Such a bad reminder every time I look in the mirror
Never watched or followed during the beauty guru days, but have been watching since you've started this journey. Everyone's journey is different and I salute you for being so real and raw with us. You should be proud of yourself. 😊
Girl take a breather, life in general is stressful no matter who or what you do. Don't be so hard on yourself your doing great just remember you took the first step to making yourself healthy and that is what counts. Hang in there
True true. Need to be kind with yourself and choose to move forward always. Take 10 mins to worry and vent then fix your shit. Life is too good to be wasted by complaining too much
Thank you for being open with depression and anxiety on this episode. As someone who struggles with severe depression and issues with my weight and poor health choices, I found this to be comforting to see. I’m sorry you struggle, but I’m glad I’m not alone ❤️
Jaclyn I’ve been loving this part of you so much! There are two things I’m getting from this series: 1. A lot of inspiration from a very successful and down to earth person so reminds me why I shouldn’t give up. 2. Struggle is part of life and it’s okay. Even if you are a successful person when it comes to business or any other area you are always going to be evolving... that’s why we are here in the first place. It is okay to feel overwhelmed and frustrated. Sometimes when we see very successful people online it’s extremely difficult to relate to them because of what they show or how they are seen... so THANK YOU for keeping it real. Good bless you! You were meant to big things, never forget that! ❤️❤️❤️
literally woke up this morning and balled my eyes out I was feeling so anxious and scared. Watching this makes me feel so much better because it reminds me that even if you cry you can still be strong and get through it. Thank you for sharing 💗💗💗 ily
Best advice I’ve ever gotten was “ feel the emotion in its entirety, embrace it, let it in, understand why, and then let it go’”. I’m still trying to practice this because I’m definitely a person that bottles everything down deep and then I just lose it. Since I’ve been embracing the emotions I actually feel better and I’m no longer scared to say I’m not okay, also knowing that this too shall pass.
I've been numbing my emotions with drugs my whole life. I'm finally feeling everything after I signed myself into the methadone clinic. How can you let your emotions go if you don't know how? I've been in therapy for ten yrs too. Nothing ever helped. Emotions are no fun. It's weird seeing celebrities have these days. I would love to have these days pop up every so often like she delt with in this video then maybe I would have accomplished something in life instead of having poor mental health EVERY day
This series deserves an award!!! This series has so many complexities and themes, and shows so many different sides of what everyone goes through but nobody talks about, all while keeping the underlying tone of bettering yourself. I love this
Oh I couldn’t have related more to this one. All the feelings (anxiety, depression, overwhelmed) are all normal and relatable no matter your economic status. I’m loving your vlogs. Your niece nailed that makeup look. Sweet girl.
Wow, this was really inspiring. I recently removed myself from a 10 year mental and sometimes physically abusive relationship. I have had weeks where I feel how you feel , I’m finally crawling out of the hole I allowed myself to sit in. When I left him he smashed every single palate I own. Including OG morphe Jaclyn and new Jaclyn cosmetic blush palletes cannot wait to support you again. Thank you for being so inspiring
crying really does help, tears actually contain cortisol which is the stress hormone ❤️ you got this, hope you continue on this amazing journey and take it one step at a time 😁
If nobody has told you today, you’re amazing. Also, I completely understand anxiety and needing your hands to be busy. If there is ever a chance you would want to learn how to knit or crochet in order to keep your hands busy and productive…I’m here :) I would make time to teach you personally. Just let me know :) Big fan and rooting for you!
This series has been so so helpful in my ED recovery. It’s showing me that eating food IS okay and having those fear foods IS okay! We love you Jaclyn. Thank you so much for sharing this journey with us❤️
Hang in there! I had an ED from 11-17 and even after gaining the weight back at 17 it was a slow process of getting better every year until i was probably 29. At 35, I love who I am but it took so long. You deserve freedom and happiness.
I appreciate this video so much. Everyone talks about wanting to take the stigma away from mental health conditions, but are quick to assume you are just complaining when you are talking about depression, anxiety, etc. It’s nice to hear that you have the same inner monologue as me and affirm how okay it is to take time for yourself so you don’t completely empty your serotonin tank.
Iv been watching your journey all night, it’s 7:09AM haven’t slept, I’m so loving these vlogs and I can relate to you so much with the anxiety and depression! ❤️❤️❤️
Loved todays episode! The little chat about how the weight gained was from a terrible time in your life and you resent it really REALLY resonated with me. I'm so happy I'm not the only person that feel like that. I'm so so proud of you Jaclyn, keep it up!♥♥
This is THE video for me. If I could save it a 100000x I would! I struggle with anxiety so bad. I love watching your videos as an escape. I have been watching for 8ish years now. I was 15/16 when I stumbled across you and you have been my favorite ever since! You being vulnerable is helping me so much to realize I’m not alone in this isolating condition. Love you Jaclyn! 💕
Jaclyn I highly recommend partnering or hiring a nutritionist! It has been a complete game changer in my health and weight loss journey. That way you can learn how to fuel your body and have someone to support and help create a clear path for your journey ❤️ You got this!!
Your reason for your weight gain and it being a constant reminder of the trauma of your past is so relatable! Your health journey is an inspiration. Thank you for sharing with us!
I love how you’re showing that you’re a real person that isn’t perfect. I literally love this series so much because it makes me feel like what I feel is normal and okay. Thank you for showing the truth always❤️
God I have NEVER felt so connected to a video so much in my entire life. You talking about focusing on your own mental health hit home. I felt like this video came out today to touch my heart. Love you Jaclyn ♥️♥️
Making me cry in this one! I also struggle with anxiety so actually hearing someone else talk about it makes me feel les… crazy I guess would be the word. Years of therapy and I still struggle. I love this version of Jaclyn best of any I’ve seen over the years and years of watching and being a subscriber. Thank you for being so open and allowing others to see this side of you and your life!
A part of my anxiety is being vulnerable in front of other people, so I like to be by myself too when I am going through a rough patch so I don’t sweep my feelings under the rug to put on a front for other people. It makes so much sense
I’m glad I’m not the only one who has crazy insecure thoughts about my boyfriend not loving me! Thank god I can express those feelings to him without judgement. I seriously love this series.
@@justineplemons7585 I feel that it helps so much to just tell on myself about my insecure thoughts. When I hear it out loud I realize how crazy I sound. The good thing is that security is within us, we won't find it in someone else. Easier said.
OMG girl I look up to YOU SOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!! UR an inspiration to us ALL struggling with mental health issues and all that!!!! U are a beautiful person INSIDE AND OUT!!!!!! I LOVE how open and honest u are about mental health and being depressed. KEEPM UP THE GOOD work girl!!!! WE ARE ALL ROOTING for u!!!!! DONT EVER let the HATERS bring u down!!!!! UR a force to be reckoned wit!!!!!
I can’t explain to you how much this video resinates with me. I literally suffer from anxiety and panic attacks, no matter how good my life is going. I wish I could hug you and let you know you’re not alone and to reassure you; you’re allowed to express your emotions however that may be! Continue to be YOU♥️.
I love this series so much! Feel like I get your vibe so much more now and it’s bad ass you’re talking about anxiety and mental health so much with this. You’ll help so many young girls! You got this, giiiirl and you know it! ❤️
I’ve never watched Jaclyn, makeups never been my thing, but I’m addicted to these videos!! I hope she continues documenting her journey for a very long time.
The scripture “be still and know that I am God” is so powerful because sometimes “being still” is the hardest thing to do! This video reminds me of that verse
Girl.. I felt every bit of that! It’s okay to take care of yourself and take time for that. You should !!! You work hard. You show the things people do but others never see. Mad respect
this has helped me so much, seeing how your emotions go up & down and how you deal with anxiety, is helping me feel like someone else feels what I feel!! being a new entrepreneur, my emotions have been insane & trying to be a good partner has been so difficult! thank you for your inspiration!
I am on a health journey of my own and I was compelled to leave a comment after you spoke about how you view your weight as a negative due to it coming from a very dark time in your life and I relate to that so much. It’s not a superficial thing, it’s about those memories and every day you look at yourself you see a representation of that time in your life and that’s so hard. That just spoke to me. Thank you for being vulnerable 🤍
So proud of how far you’ve come! Thank you for inspiring in so many different ways these last few years… I really do see you as a sister and a friend💓 Sending you tons of love Jaclyn xxx
Loved this episode! It felt so close to home when you talked about mental health and the hardships with letting go emotionally. Almost 2 years ago I had a mental breakdown and I still recovering from that. It’s learning how to do basic things all over again, and letting go of the feelings and memories from back then is something that I struggle with on a daily basis. Your video made me feel that I’m not alone❤️🙏🏻
(Just 3 min in, here) You have no idea how much I needed this, & so many others do also! I personally have not a single person to say these words on these exact same days you're showing here. Two older sisters, a mother, aunt & therapist still have no words to relate to the 2 days a year they witness me fall apart & it HURTS. Things are great but scary af at the same time because we're out here working & risking- I just needed this so much, especially today. Thank you for being so courageous & undeniably yourself- it's invaluable!
I've been struggling on a similar journey with you and I can literally FEEL every emotion throughout this series. If it helps at all, just know that these videos have been helping me TREMENDOUSLY mentally throughout it ❤
I so feel you on the needing to be alone and recharge or your anxiety just peaks and grows. This is the downside to being a cancer and I'm the exact same way. I never realized it until you said it, my weight/body came from my darkest point of my life. I need to get rid of it so it's all behind me. Picking myself is not my norm, but definitely learning this as I go.
This series is amazing, it’s pushed me to make healthier choices and helped me not be so hard on myself as well. You’re doing great and I’m so glad to start seeing you find yourself again ❤️
Having one of those days myself today! Been struggling a lot with it too, not sleeping, not working out, gaining weight,forgetting to have me time and struggling with anesthesia school, it’s a lot and you’re doing great! It’s great to see that even celebrities have days like this and you can do this!
You’re allowed to cry and feel every emotion you felt at that moment. People need to remember you’re still human♥️ never apologize for protecting your mental health♥️
Congrats on 171!!! That's awesome! I was 195 at my highest, and it was a time in my life where I hated my job, the people around me were not good for me, and my dog was dying. After months of crying every morning because of how I looked and felt, I started implementing changes to my diet and the weight started coming off. I'm so much happier now that I've continued those habits, and I don't feel bad when I have cheat days. I've been at 130 for months now, and I'm so happy. Nobody else can make you lose weight, it's all up to you! You got this girl!
Omg yes!!! To the anxiety talk! Great advice, that’s exactly what helped me through it and still does! Don’t run from it, accept it and know it will pass and your okay ! 🥰 makes me feel better knowing I’m not the only one !
I love this new series! I love seeing your progress! I genuinely look forward to it every week! I also appreciate how you’re taking it slow. You have good days and cheat days and your workout is just a treadmill. It’s realistic and makes me feel like I can do it too 🤍🤍
This reassures me that I'm not ever alone. My mental health has made me seek treatment at this very second. I'm learning how to love myself and over come what's happening in my life right now. Thanks for this share. Love ya 💞
I appreciate your openness so much. I am a very open person and currently am experiencing almost exactly what you are going through. I just lost my dad and my life was going so well then all at once completely flipped on me. I started going down the same self destructive path but am doing everything I can to not stay in the dark places too long 💓 so thank you thank you thank you for being OPEN!!!
I really appreciate the honesty and vulnerability here. Especially with the emotional eating/drinking. It’s comforting to me to realize that I’m not the only one. Covid really caused me to start drinking/eating even worse than I was before and I’ve gotten back on track and fallen off so many times I’ve almost given up. Thanks for being real and showing that this bs is life and normal and I just gotta keep getting back up and keep trying again. ❤️
Jaclyn you are amazing!!!! i’ve been watching you for years and i can honestly say i’ve never seen you grow so much and be so happy than you have in the last 2 years!! you’re legit living your best life and i’m so proud of how far you’ve come after everything!!! in the words of RuPaul - if the haters ain’t paying your bills, then pay them no mind!!!!🥺❤️❤️
Good job Jaclyn, so true, we need to take care of ourselves first! Have been struggling with that lately, so it’s good to hear that others are too. Thank you
i can relate to this soo much. always having a drink just to calm down the anxiety and then feeling guilty about it 😩 proud of u for choosing u and that’s the best feeling
This video resonated with me so much. I love how open you are about everything. Sometimes it’s just nice to know you aren’t alone, and it’s okay to feel how you feel and cry it out if you need to. ❤️
Jaclyn, seeing you be honest and vulnerable is so helpful for me. I feel this way all of the time, but because people don't typically see others be honest like this, it's easy to feel like you are all alone in feeling like that. THANK YOU for sharing your journey and showing people feeling the same things you are feeling, like me, that it's totally normal. I needed that reminder today and I GENUINELY appreciate it. Please keep up the hard work - you are doing so great!
I swear something was going around last week cause I was having a depression spell that I haven't had in months 😞 but we all have our ways to pull ourselves out of it and what matters is being able to move forward after it ❤
I ADORE YOU SWEETHEART!! You are a strong, beautiful, blessed!! The Lord will get u through this sweetie!!! I hate to see u cry I’m tearing up with u!!!
Yes I also learned that crying helps. sometimes you just got to let it out. As I learn to love & take care of myself, I hope you keep this path for yourself going too. It’s a painfully beautiful journey ❤️❤️
You got this Jaclyn! Working through your emotions and feeling them is not easy, if you try to figure out your emotions they will stay in your head, but if you feel your emotions you’re able to let go and move forward. I’ve learned this too….I also appreciate that you say, “I didn’t make the time” instead of saying “I didn’t have time.” This is so important and your accountability to yourself is great! I’m proud of you beautiful! Keep pushing on! ♥️🙏🏽💪🏽
Today I was having one of those days. I'm crying right now, because you give me the strength to get out of bed and do sth for myself: I ate sth and now I'm going to the gym ONLY to gain some endorphins with my group of friends that always make me feel better. Thank you for this
you are seriously showing SO much growth, and also sharing such relatable topics for your audience/fans. we hear you. I am actively going through the same rollercoaster of choosing myself over choosing other things that are just there to waste time/feel good temporarily. You are working on long-term happiness/ permanent mindset changes which is so compendable, and you're also motivating me and the rest of your viewers. I am so excited to get my hands on your jewelry even though I really probably won't be able to afford much of it:( but i support you and thank you for this series! I always look forward to it.
Thank you for making such a honest and vulnerable video. As someone who struggles with anxiety I understand how you feel. I appreciate you giving us advice and opening up about your struggles 💖🙌🏻✨
Thank you for speaking to this. I have had debilitating anxiety and panic disorder for two years now and it is awful. Thank you for sharing and being vulnerable.
Take care of yourself guys!❤️
Proud of you girl.
You too doll 💕
So proud of you Jaclyn, LOVE YOU!!! You’re doing great and inspiring us all!
We love you 😘
Turn off the camera and take vacation. Your sanity will return
What you eat really does impact how you feel. When I'm on my regimen (eating right and going to the gym), I notice an immediate change in my overall well being. I feel happier and more energized.
Its so true. Its just a matter of GETTING myself in the good routine. Those first few days..
Same! It even helps how my body feels. I can be sore but my joints barely pop like they usually do
100% agree
Yess! Ive noticed i will start to get depressed when i eat fastfood !
*TRUTH* Listen To Your Body!!!!!!
You got this baby!!!!
a loving & supportive boyfriend for her , love that ❤️
When’s the wedding 👀
Hope you see my comment! But I'll say it again. We need that fish recipe at 11:40 is in the video
You’re so great with her!!! We love youuuuuuu, thank you for everything you do for Jacz 🙏
You are human and have a right to feel overwhelmed. It’s ok to cry. Fuck what any one negative has to say.
I felt that. “This weight is from the darkest point in my life” I’ve never thought of it that way. Thank you for sharing❤️
“I get anxiety about having anxiety” I can so relate to that. Then you start feeling even worse and go down a never ending negative rabbit whole.
Agree 😌 Same here!
YES. It’s horrible 😫
Same! it’s the most horrible!!!
Jaclyn, I don’t think you know how much of an impact you’ve had on your followers in the best way. Thank you for validating for how others feel, the struggle, everything. This vlog style of your journey is just amazing and I started cooking at home for the first time in my life instead of choosing fast food. Started drinking smoothies, which is so out of character for me and I’m trying to work harder on my mental health and you give me so much motivation to keep going every single day. Seriously, Jaclyn. I’m thankful for you and your videos. I’ve been watching you since your first video and have watched you grow over so many years. You are stunning, amazing, genuine, I just look up to you in so many ways. You are amazing. Thank you, Jaclyn. 🖤
yes girly, you gotta take care of yourself first and foremost. you can't pour from an empty cup! you've gotta make sure you're good first before you worry about helping everyone else. it's not selfish. we need to take care of ourselves. that is something i really had to work on as well. and it is life changing! ❤️
i’m going through a break up and your comment really opened up my eyes. thank you for this.
I have learned and trained myself to work out in the morning before I do anything. It has helped me so much to stay into a routine. It also helps my mental health and feel so much better about myself afterwards. Routing for you girl!
It really does help!
I couldn’t agree more . I make my morning coffee and go straight to it . It sets the whole day for a good day .
Yes, same!
Me too!!! I really never thought I’d be someone that gets energy after working out but I am!!!! I’ve been riding an exercise bike for the 2nd week now and I love it.
Yes this! Plus when you schedule to workout at 5/6/7am , you wake up and it gives you a less time to contemplate whereas when you you say you will at 7pm you have all day to talk yourself out of it!
I have missed you! For a few years I kinda felt like our connection wasn’t there but I never unfollowed and watched random videos and then the last year I’m all in! Your being your authentic self and I’m here for it!
I feel the same way! She IS living her best damn life and I’m here for it ❤️
Jaclyn thank you honestly for being so incredibly vulnerable and sharing your emotions, bit never forget you’re on the right path and that true strength comes through tough times!
please be proud of yourself, because we all definitely are ❤️
Well said. I know that was for jaclyn but I needed to hear that as well so thank you
@@tiffanycrawford6532 this is literally for EVERYONE! because we are all in this together!
Burnout is so real. During those times, I have found being selective about who and what you say “yes” to is crucial. Maybe you could schedule a “me” day once a month so you can really decompress 💕 Although you may get haters, think about all the other people you are helping and inspiring with your content. I have been a longtime fan, and it’s really nice to be with you on this journey and to see you in such a loving relationship. ♥️
So well said beautiful!
Excellent advice.
Amen.
I hope Jaclyn reads your comment... So perfectly and beautifully said. You must be a hell of a good friend to have.
Kelly, that’s so kind of you to say 💕 I hope she does read it ♥️
The way that Jaclyn loves has always inspired me. That’s one of her many incredible qualities that just shines through. The care and attention she puts into her family and friends is so genuine and beautiful.
Yesssssss about “feeling your anxiety”. I’m a therapist (and have severe anxiety) and always recommend this for clients. But it’s a hard concept to grasp. I’ve been a follower for a long time and I’ve very much appreciated watching your journey with mental health.
This is something I have really learned to do in the past year and it has been life changing! It’s so damn uncomfortable to let yourself feel your anxiety, but so worth it and I always feel better when I let myself rant, cry, whatever!
Loving that your being very raw & real with the viewers Jaclyn, your honestly means more than anything. It helps other women going through the same. I just had my baby a week & half ago & I too struggle with anxiety & now it’s very spiked. Through God we are more than the panics & chaos in our minds. I love that I can go back to your videos & feel the tribe of women unite under the same feelings. We all have our days & the days your videos are up is a spark to us viewers at home!
God bless ya Jaclyn , praying for your launch & a clear mind & heart🌿
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Congratulations on your baby! PPD (depression in general) and anxiety is very real. Take care of yourself!
Oh man my baby turns one this week. I remember the early weeks and months were so hard. You’re exhausted and your body doesn’t feel like you anymore. You have a baby that you’re supposed to know to to help, but sometimes you can’t fix it or make the crying stop. Maternity leave is so so hard. I’m a surgeon and it was mentally harder for me to stay at home than it was to go to work. Hang in there, take care of yourself and ask for help if you need it!
I love this series so much for so many reasons. One is that I’m on my own health journey after being pregnant 4 times and having 3 babies and in 3.5 years. Another reason is that I’ve followed you for sooo long. Like years and years. And this is the most connected I’ve ever felt to you. You’re so authentic and it’s so refreshing to see. I’m so excited for you and happy that you’re taking care of yourself and seeing the changes you want to see! Keep it up babay!! You’ve got this!!
Brianna you are a warrior! Having babies so close in age is an absolute feat!
@@annaaverkieva4371 Awh thank you so much! So worth it of course!! 🥰🥰
Okay but Jaclyn laying on the island in her kitchen is such a mood 😂😂 I'm so incredibly proud of you. Just keep going girl, you got this 💪🏻
Honestly, I appreciate this Jaclyn more. It shows you’re real and perfectly imperfect like the rest of us. Mental health takes priority over everything. Thank you for sharing your vulnerable side. God speed.
Organizing has helped me tremendously with my anxiety and depression. It’s the one thing that my mind can focus on and not be in a million different places. ❤️
You got me crying Jac.. when you said this isn't happy weight this was the worst time in my life.. a constant reminder.. I didn't know that you felt like that💕 we love you Jac, thank you for talking about mental health and im proud of you for leaving and taking the time for yourself... your learning on listening to your body and that's a beautiful thing.
This made my tear up so much.
this has become my favorite part of Mondays!!! you go girl!!!!
same :)
I have never felt what you said more than I do now “you have to feel the emotions to get through it” so true!! Sending you hugs.
“This weight is from the darkest time in my life” Ugh I felt that! Trying to ditch almost 50lbs from my darkest period and it’s the shittiest reminder of what you went through 💔
We all are! Covid weight is real and such a reminder of such a strange year we all had.
@@Mellovesdeep25 not everyone means covid…
@@Mellovesdeep25 not everyones weight gain is due to covid sis
Girl yes same!! Trying to shed this 60lbs from the darkest time of my life too. Down 22, cant wait to get rid of the rest. Such a bad reminder every time I look in the mirror
@@b_r_a_n umm, I..didn’t say it was sis?
Never watched or followed during the beauty guru days, but have been watching since you've started this journey. Everyone's journey is different and I salute you for being so real and raw with us. You should be proud of yourself. 😊
You look stunning babe ! you’re glowing from the inside out ✨✨✨🧡
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Girl take a breather, life in general is stressful no matter who or what you do. Don't be so hard on yourself your doing great just remember you took the first step to making yourself healthy and that is what counts. Hang in there
True true. Need to be kind with yourself and choose to move forward always. Take 10 mins to worry and vent then fix your shit. Life is too good to be wasted by complaining too much
Thank you for being open with depression and anxiety on this episode. As someone who struggles with severe depression and issues with my weight and poor health choices, I found this to be comforting to see. I’m sorry you struggle, but I’m glad I’m not alone ❤️
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Jaclyn I’ve been loving this part of you so much!
There are two things I’m getting from this series:
1. A lot of inspiration from a very successful and down to earth person so reminds me why I shouldn’t give up.
2. Struggle is part of life and it’s okay. Even if you are a successful person when it comes to business or any other area you are always going to be evolving... that’s why we are here in the first place. It is okay to feel overwhelmed and frustrated.
Sometimes when we see very successful people online it’s extremely difficult to relate to them because of what they show or how they are seen... so THANK YOU for keeping it real.
Good bless you! You were meant to big things, never forget that! ❤️❤️❤️
literally woke up this morning and balled my eyes out I was feeling so anxious and scared. Watching this makes me feel so much better because it reminds me that even if you cry you can still be strong and get through it. Thank you for sharing 💗💗💗 ily
Your nieces reaction… i’m crying. So sweet and precious. My heart is so happy for her! That was beautiful. Definitely following her asap. 💜
Best advice I’ve ever gotten was “ feel the emotion in its entirety, embrace it, let it in, understand why, and then let it go’”. I’m still trying to practice this because I’m definitely a person that bottles everything down deep and then I just lose it. Since I’ve been embracing the emotions I actually feel better and I’m no longer scared to say I’m not okay, also knowing that this too shall pass.
I've been numbing my emotions with drugs my whole life. I'm finally feeling everything after I signed myself into the methadone clinic. How can you let your emotions go if you don't know how? I've been in therapy for ten yrs too. Nothing ever helped. Emotions are no fun. It's weird seeing celebrities have these days. I would love to have these days pop up every so often like she delt with in this video then maybe I would have accomplished something in life instead of having poor mental health EVERY day
This series deserves an award!!! This series has so many complexities and themes, and shows so many different sides of what everyone goes through but nobody talks about, all while keeping the underlying tone of bettering yourself. I love this
I agree! This is better than most streaming shows! Jaclyn should be on Hulu!!
I agree!! I love how it touches upon mental health and physical well-being.
Oh I couldn’t have related more to this one. All the feelings (anxiety, depression, overwhelmed) are all normal and relatable no matter your economic status. I’m loving your vlogs. Your niece nailed that makeup look. Sweet girl.
"I stopped loving myself" we ALLLLL felt that! We love you princess! 💜
Wow, this was really inspiring. I recently removed myself from a 10 year mental and sometimes physically abusive relationship. I have had weeks where I feel how you feel , I’m finally crawling out of the hole I allowed myself to sit in. When I left him he smashed every single palate I own. Including OG morphe Jaclyn and new Jaclyn cosmetic blush palletes cannot wait to support you again. Thank you for being so inspiring
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Hang in there! You are free!
crying really does help, tears actually contain cortisol which is the stress hormone ❤️ you got this, hope you continue on this amazing journey and take it one step at a time 😁
If nobody has told you today, you’re amazing.
Also, I completely understand anxiety and needing your hands to be busy. If there is ever a chance you would want to learn how to knit or crochet in order to keep your hands busy and productive…I’m here :)
I would make time to teach you personally. Just let me know :)
Big fan and rooting for you!
This series has been so so helpful in my ED recovery. It’s showing me that eating food IS okay and having those fear foods IS okay! We love you Jaclyn. Thank you so much for sharing this journey with us❤️
Hang in there! I had an ED from 11-17 and even after gaining the weight back at 17 it was a slow process of getting better every year until i was probably 29. At 35, I love who I am but it took so long. You deserve freedom and happiness.
I appreciate this video so much. Everyone talks about wanting to take the stigma away from mental health conditions, but are quick to assume you are just complaining when you are talking about depression, anxiety, etc. It’s nice to hear that you have the same inner monologue as me and affirm how okay it is to take time for yourself so you don’t completely empty your serotonin tank.
Iv been watching your journey all night, it’s 7:09AM haven’t slept, I’m so loving these vlogs and I can relate to you so much with the anxiety and depression! ❤️❤️❤️
Loved todays episode!
The little chat about how the weight gained was from a terrible time in your life and you resent it really REALLY resonated with me. I'm so happy I'm not the only person that feel like that. I'm so so proud of you Jaclyn, keep it up!♥♥
Me too! I never looked at weight gain that way! Inspiring
I loved how raw and real this is. especially at about 17:30. This series has really made me realize I need to save time and energy for MYSELF!
This is THE video for me. If I could save it a 100000x I would! I struggle with anxiety so bad. I love watching your videos as an escape. I have been watching for 8ish years now. I was 15/16 when I stumbled across you and you have been my favorite ever since! You being vulnerable is helping me so much to realize I’m not alone in this isolating condition. Love you Jaclyn! 💕
I'm such an OG fan, got into makeup because of you. We are all SO PROUD of you. Thank you for being so vulnerable with us. We love you so much Jaclyn
Jaclyn I highly recommend partnering or hiring a nutritionist! It has been a complete game changer in my health and weight loss journey. That way you can learn how to fuel your body and have someone to support and help create a clear path for your journey ❤️ You got this!!
Hi! Did you need to get a referral to do this? I would love to know how you start the process…
Your reason for your weight gain and it being a constant reminder of the trauma of your past is so relatable! Your health journey is an inspiration. Thank you for sharing with us!
I love how you’re showing that you’re a real person that isn’t perfect. I literally love this series so much because it makes me feel like what I feel is normal and okay. Thank you for showing the truth always❤️
God I have NEVER felt so connected to a video so much in my entire life. You talking about focusing on your own mental health hit home. I felt like this video came out today to touch my heart. Love you Jaclyn ♥️♥️
Making me cry in this one! I also struggle with anxiety so actually hearing someone else talk about it makes me feel les… crazy I guess would be the word. Years of therapy and I still struggle. I love this version of Jaclyn best of any I’ve seen over the years and years of watching and being a subscriber. Thank you for being so open and allowing others to see this side of you and your life!
A part of my anxiety is being vulnerable in front of other people, so I like to be by myself too when I am going through a rough patch so I don’t sweep my feelings under the rug to put on a front for other people. It makes so much sense
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Yes. Same here. My misery doesn't like company and I tend to stick to myself especially when I'm going thru things.
I’m glad I’m not the only one who has crazy insecure thoughts about my boyfriend not loving me! Thank god I can express those feelings to him without judgement. I seriously love this series.
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I still feel like this with my husband. It doesn't ever go away until I actually started working on it.
yes It's so cathartic to see someone else, someone as successful as JH, with the same flaws as me.
@@justineplemons7585 I feel that it helps so much to just tell on myself about my insecure thoughts. When I hear it out loud I realize how crazy I sound. The good thing is that security is within us, we won't find it in someone else. Easier said.
Literally had this problem today & almost cried at work lol
OMG girl I look up to YOU SOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!! UR an inspiration to us ALL struggling with mental health issues and all that!!!! U are a beautiful person INSIDE AND OUT!!!!!! I LOVE how open and honest u are about mental health and being depressed. KEEPM UP THE GOOD work girl!!!! WE ARE ALL ROOTING for u!!!!! DONT EVER let the HATERS bring u down!!!!! UR a force to be reckoned wit!!!!!
Laying on the kitchen counter talking about being hormonal and then… “what would you eat right now?!?” 🤣🤣🤣💜💜💜
I can’t explain to you how much this video resinates with me. I literally suffer from anxiety and panic attacks, no matter how good my life is going. I wish I could hug you and let you know you’re not alone and to reassure you; you’re allowed to express your emotions however that may be! Continue to be YOU♥️.
I love this series so much! Feel like I get your vibe so much more now and it’s bad ass you’re talking about anxiety and mental health so much with this. You’ll help so many young girls! You got this, giiiirl and you know it! ❤️
I’ve never watched Jaclyn, makeups never been my thing, but I’m addicted to these videos!! I hope she continues documenting her journey for a very long time.
Same 🙂🙂
The scripture “be still and know that I am God” is so powerful because sometimes “being still” is the hardest thing to do! This video reminds me of that verse
Girl.. I felt every bit of that! It’s okay to take care of yourself and take time for that. You should !!! You work hard. You show the things people do but others never see. Mad respect
Thank you so much for being unapologetic honest ❤️ I struggle with anxiety. Seeing you show and be vulnerable makes it feel less heavy !
this has helped me so much, seeing how your emotions go up & down and how you deal with anxiety, is helping me feel like someone else feels what I feel!! being a new entrepreneur, my emotions have been insane & trying to be a good partner has been so difficult! thank you for your inspiration!
I am on a health journey of my own and I was compelled to leave a comment after you spoke about how you view your weight as a negative due to it coming from a very dark time in your life and I relate to that so much. It’s not a superficial thing, it’s about those memories and every day you look at yourself you see a representation of that time in your life and that’s so hard. That just spoke to me. Thank you for being vulnerable 🤍
So proud of how far you’ve come! Thank you for inspiring in so many different ways these last few years… I really do see you as a sister and a friend💓 Sending you tons of love Jaclyn xxx
Loved this episode! It felt so close to home when you talked about mental health and the hardships with letting go emotionally. Almost 2 years ago I had a mental breakdown and I still recovering from that. It’s learning how to do basic things all over again, and letting go of the feelings and memories from back then is something that I struggle with on a daily basis. Your video made me feel that I’m not alone❤️🙏🏻
(Just 3 min in, here) You have no idea how much I needed this, & so many others do also! I personally have not a single person to say these words on these exact same days you're showing here. Two older sisters, a mother, aunt & therapist still have no words to relate to the 2 days a year they witness me fall apart & it HURTS. Things are great but scary af at the same time because we're out here working & risking- I just needed this so much, especially today. Thank you for being so courageous & undeniably yourself- it's invaluable!
I've been struggling on a similar journey with you and I can literally FEEL every emotion throughout this series. If it helps at all, just know that these videos have been helping me TREMENDOUSLY mentally throughout it ❤
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This was one of my favorite videos you’ve ever posted. So important to talk about mental health. Keep going mama! You’re doing amazing❤️
I so feel you on the needing to be alone and recharge or your anxiety just peaks and grows. This is the downside to being a cancer and I'm the exact same way. I never realized it until you said it, my weight/body came from my darkest point of my life. I need to get rid of it so it's all behind me. Picking myself is not my norm, but definitely learning this as I go.
This series is amazing, it’s pushed me to make healthier choices and helped me not be so hard on myself as well. You’re doing great and I’m so glad to start seeing you find yourself again ❤️
Watching you go through this journey has helped me with mine! Keep killing it
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me too, keep going girls. good vibes to us all.
I love your relationship with your family! Family is the BEST and what gets me through the HARDEST of days. Glad you have this in your life.
Having one of those days myself today! Been struggling a lot with it too, not sleeping, not working out, gaining weight,forgetting to have me time and struggling with anesthesia school, it’s a lot and you’re doing great! It’s great to see that even celebrities have days like this and you can do this!
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You’re allowed to cry and feel every emotion you felt at that moment. People need to remember you’re still human♥️ never apologize for protecting your mental health♥️
Congrats on 171!!! That's awesome! I was 195 at my highest, and it was a time in my life where I hated my job, the people around me were not good for me, and my dog was dying. After months of crying every morning because of how I looked and felt, I started implementing changes to my diet and the weight started coming off. I'm so much happier now that I've continued those habits, and I don't feel bad when I have cheat days. I've been at 130 for months now, and I'm so happy. Nobody else can make you lose weight, it's all up to you! You got this girl!
Thank you for talking about your struggles with anxiety. Ive struggled with anxiety for years. I feel like it's not talked about nearly enough.
Omg yes!!! To the anxiety talk! Great advice, that’s exactly what helped me through it and still does! Don’t run from it, accept it and know it will pass and your okay ! 🥰 makes me feel better knowing I’m not the only one !
I appreciate you being so candid and raw with your viewers! Vulnerability is a strength and it’s wonderful that you have such a strong support system!
I love this new series! I love seeing your progress! I genuinely look forward to it every week! I also appreciate how you’re taking it slow. You have good days and cheat days and your workout is just a treadmill. It’s realistic and makes me feel like I can do it too 🤍🤍
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This reassures me that I'm not ever alone. My mental health has made me seek treatment at this very second. I'm learning how to love myself and over come what's happening in my life right now. Thanks for this share. Love ya 💞
I appreciate your openness so much. I am a very open person and currently am experiencing almost exactly what you are going through. I just lost my dad and my life was going so well then all at once completely flipped on me. I started going down the same self destructive path but am doing everything I can to not stay in the dark places too long 💓 so thank you thank you thank you for being OPEN!!!
I love this whole series! I feel like I’m genuinely with you on this journey! And it inspires me to better my lifestyle! You’ve got this 👌🏻
i love the honesty in these videos, not everyday is perfect not even for influencers, thank you for sharing this luv 🥺💫
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I really appreciate the honesty and vulnerability here. Especially with the emotional eating/drinking. It’s comforting to me to realize that I’m not the only one. Covid really caused me to start drinking/eating even worse than I was before and I’ve gotten back on track and fallen off so many times I’ve almost given up. Thanks for being real and showing that this bs is life and normal and I just gotta keep getting back up and keep trying again. ❤️
Jaclyn you are amazing!!!! i’ve been watching you for years and i can honestly say i’ve never seen you grow so much and be so happy than you have in the last 2 years!! you’re legit living your best life and i’m so proud of how far you’ve come after everything!!!
in the words of RuPaul - if the haters ain’t paying your bills, then pay them no mind!!!!🥺❤️❤️
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Good job Jaclyn, so true, we need to take care of ourselves first! Have been struggling with that lately, so it’s good to hear that others are too. Thank you
i can relate to this soo much. always having a drink just to calm down the anxiety and then feeling guilty about it 😩 proud of u for choosing u and that’s the best feeling
This video resonated with me so much. I love how open you are about everything. Sometimes it’s just nice to know you aren’t alone, and it’s okay to feel how you feel and cry it out if you need to. ❤️
honestly I see a difference in her face. I looks smaller/ less inflamed!!! GO JAC!
Jaclyn, seeing you be honest and vulnerable is so helpful for me. I feel this way all of the time, but because people don't typically see others be honest like this, it's easy to feel like you are all alone in feeling like that. THANK YOU for sharing your journey and showing people feeling the same things you are feeling, like me, that it's totally normal. I needed that reminder today and I GENUINELY appreciate it. Please keep up the hard work - you are doing so great!
I swear something was going around last week cause I was having a depression spell that I haven't had in months 😞 but we all have our ways to pull ourselves out of it and what matters is being able to move forward after it ❤
I ADORE YOU SWEETHEART!! You are a strong, beautiful, blessed!! The Lord will get u through this sweetie!!! I hate to see u cry I’m tearing up with u!!!
Yes I also learned that crying helps. sometimes you just got to let it out. As I learn to love & take care of myself, I hope you keep this path for yourself going too. It’s a painfully beautiful journey ❤️❤️
You got this Jaclyn! Working through your emotions and feeling them is not easy, if you try to figure out your emotions they will stay in your head, but if you feel your emotions you’re able to let go and move forward. I’ve learned this too….I also appreciate that you say, “I didn’t make the time” instead of saying “I didn’t have time.” This is so important and your accountability to yourself is great! I’m proud of you beautiful! Keep pushing on! ♥️🙏🏽💪🏽
Today I was having one of those days. I'm crying right now, because you give me the strength to get out of bed and do sth for myself: I ate sth and now I'm going to the gym ONLY to gain some endorphins with my group of friends that always make me feel better. Thank you for this
I’m obsessed with this series! It’s inspiring me 🥰 love you girl! I’m glad you’re choosing you!
Sending hugs, sometimes anxiety wins and you just gotta take a day to yourself so you can feel better and that’s okay ! Keep taking care of you
Yessss JACCCCC let's get these darker shades together can't wait to try your new stuff!... Yes that wall... UGH you got this!
OMG you are GORGEOUS. I just followed you. ♥️ your makeup is stunning too wow.
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you are seriously showing SO much growth, and also sharing such relatable topics for your audience/fans. we hear you. I am actively going through the same rollercoaster of choosing myself over choosing other things that are just there to waste time/feel good temporarily. You are working on long-term happiness/ permanent mindset changes which is so compendable, and you're also motivating me and the rest of your viewers. I am so excited to get my hands on your jewelry even though I really probably won't be able to afford much of it:( but i support you and thank you for this series! I always look forward to it.
Thank you for making such a honest and vulnerable video. As someone who struggles with anxiety I understand how you feel. I appreciate you giving us advice and opening up about your struggles 💖🙌🏻✨
Thank you for being so candid, Jaclyn! You have inspired me to be healthier mentally and physically. Keep up the good work!
Thank you for speaking to this. I have had debilitating anxiety and panic disorder for two years now and it is awful. Thank you for sharing and being vulnerable.
My absolute favorite Jaclyn content EVER. Loving every minute of this journey!
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