My parents drove me and my friend over an hour to a sketchy art gallery room on a school night so we could see teen suicide with our $10 tickets. We are 15 and everyone there had at least 10 years on us. Still one of the best nights ever
To anybody crushed that this was the final "teen suicide" album, the band actually got back together under the name American Pleasure Club and recently released a brand new album. Dope.
Even though I'm not a fan of teen suicide's music anymore, this album was one of the few friends I had during an extremely lonely, deathly cold February. Mom was visiting my dying grandmother, dad was on a business trip, I was staying with my other grandma, who was also close to dying and who I also had to take care of. Her house was on the edge of my huge city, so I played this album on my 1.5 hr long commute to my Highschool, where I played it there, too, because I had no friends. The loneliest and saddest month I've ever experienced. But it taught me a lot, and I've learned a lot from it, subconscious knowledge about emotional self-sustainability. So yeah, bittersweet memories from this album. If you've read my blogpost about this album, you're awesome, btw.
my favorite memory about this album was when I showed it to my girl friend late at night and I got to see her slowly falling asleep. beautiful music, beautiful girl what more could I ask for?
I skated through an empty underground tunnel listening to this high on MDMA. It's sad but I think thats the only time i've ever been content with life.
cold worm I think it was the song at 17:11 I was listening to. and I can't sadly. I get mad anxiety and if I take anything like MDMA I'm a mess for weeks.
2 years ago i was drinking myself to death to this album. I was 18, didn't know who the fuck i was, deeply depressed from a life of disappointment. I don't drink a lot anymore, just had my first beer in 3 months, but this album still puts me back in that same spot where i'm drowning in my own insecurity. I've been off the anti depressants for a while, but I can feel it's time to go back. Some of us just are born with bad lives and bad genetics I guess. I appear as I am in perfect control to most people. Oh and this album had 50k views probably less.
This is the polar opposite to Ducktails. While Ducktails is summery, chill and overall cheerfully chill, this is melancholic and feels like a run down shack on the coast of California which has a old spring mattress and a refrigerator full of cheap beer and smells of stale cigarettes and weed. Its a pretty great album by the way.
Sort of talking to myself here but here's what I think about this album So, obviously, as depicted in the beginning, a 'lonely boy goes to a rave', his friends are all somewhere else and he's on his own. He meets a couple new people in 'benzo', and after he's made plans 'to take some drugs to make new friends' he chats to them about how miserable he is, we can assume they feel bad for him, or think he's cool or whatever and give him some drugs, I think it's heroin. This takes us into 'haunt me x3', my first TS track and, what I realised after falling in love with them and delving into their discography, not a normal track of there's, focusing more on synthesisers and using lo-fi to make it more dream pop than their usual, more brittle tracks. The song is the lonely boys first trip and he falls in love with drugs, feeling euphoric and altering his life, talking about how 'I won't leave my bed'. 'everything is going to hell' is sort of a flash forward, he's addicted and he now has 'no use for friends, only connections', not sure if this line is referring to connections as in drug dealers, whatever though, he's even more miserable than before and only asks for people to give him what he wants a leave him alone. Again, another flash forward into 'falling in love' where it appears our lonely boy is having a bad trip and is feeling bad about a girl - his current girlfriend, just a girl he met, I don't know - and he again goes back to the comfort of his bed, which somehow has become a sort of common theme of the album, and he wants to die but he claims it's not his time to die, as he could have died multiple times after druggily leaving his car and getting to bed. 'salvia plath' is another trip song, where he appears to be romanticising a girls self hatred, it's half a love song and half a glimpse into how worthless both his and his life have become as he seems serious where if he can't make this girl happy they'll slit their wrists together and die watching Guy Fieri, obviously it's just one big spoken word passage so the actual context is lost but it's fair to assume this is the girl he'll 'never talk to again' from 'doing all the things I used to do with people part 2', my personal favourite track, it's sort of the last words of lonely boy as even the title depicts the fact that he now has no one and nothing left to live for, he gives up, he separates himself from his entire existence, he refuses to ever be nice again and just dies, likely of an OD, I think this is evident from the fuzz that completely engulfs the listeners till it gets earphone splittingly loud and scratchy, as all of lonely boys life beings to draw to a close as his substance abuse just kills him. I know it's a cop out but I really do feel that lonely boy dies at the end and that the last track is unrelated to the concept. Also, the cover art pretty clearly shows the bed and decrepit room of lonely boy, his only source of comfort and home, despite its horrific condition, showing again how bad his life is. Soz I just love this album and please discuss if you think I'm wrong or if there's something you feel I missed but I am convinced this is a cautionary tale about drug abuse/depression.
0:00 lonely boy goes to a rave 2:01 benzo 4:39 we found two dead swans and filled their bodies with flowers 6:59 haunt me (x3) 9:45 everything is going to hell 12:29 falling in love 15:23 salvia plath 17:10 doing all the things i used to do with people, part 2 20:08 we found two dead swans and filled their bodies with flowers (acoustic)
0:00 Lonely Boy Goes To A Rave 2:01 Benzo 4:39 We Found Two Dead Swans And Filled Their Bodies With Flowers 6:59: Haunt Me X3 9:45 Everything Goes To Hell 12:29 Falling In Love 15:24 Savlia Plath 17:11 Doing All The Thing I Used To Do With People Part 2 20:12 We Found Two Dead Swans And Filled Their Bodies With Flowers (Acoustic)
Anyone else reflecting on their early teens? If yes, I guess we can agree on one thing: nobody really told you they're proud of you when you to feel loved and important. You felt hopeless, in dead-end. And you made it till today. Back then it indeed seemed forever and now we barely remember that life period, perhaps because of trauma. And maybe you are mad at yourself right now, that back then you did not do anything with your life, because of things you (did or didn't) say or do, because you made some people feel bad... but you know what? It's not relevant now and even if you got in deep shit you regret it made you the way you are now. Think about those things you wished to have in past... you got them. You achieved it. You graduated, you cut out toxic people, you bought things you wanted for a long time, you got out of selfharm,... Be the one to tell yourself: I am proud of you. You are doing great.
This is all very true, thank you for this. Your comment made me cry a bit but in a good way, I am really proud of myself and the things I managed to achieve.
so glad i caught their bandcamp when they had all their stuff for free! the whole album is gr8 of course but wow "haunt me (x3)" is one infectious lil tune
when i was 18-19 i used to wake up at 4 pm lay all day in bed all day imagining a different world and playing this on loop then go out drinking or smoking with my friends late at night and come back and and loop while hurting my self till like 10 am im really glad im not that person anymore and it makes this very difficult too listen too but im so glad it got me through that time this album made me feel seen it made me feel like even tho im this loser i can do amazing things i can create art that can make someone feel not alone
i totally thought this album would be vaporwave or lofi hip hop so when the music started playing, I was a bit shocked but now Im pleasantly surprised & I want to smoke weed and party & vibe to this album with the people I care about the most
Everything about this album just makes me die. The shift of the energy as it progresses. Makes me want to sit on my roof at 3 a.m. and play an old banged up acoustic guitar
When I was in freshman/sophomore year of university, I had nobody I could really open up to talk to about my mental health struggles. I didn’t like college and struggled with homesickness and OCD. I would blast this album through my headphones to and from class. I felt heard. When I put this album on now having graduated UNI in 2020, I feel a heavy nostalgic feeling. I want to shake 19 year old me and tell her to take care of myself first. You can’t stress about what parents think, friends think, you sit with your own internal dialogue at the end of the day. Would love to hear this live one day. You really can get through the tough times with music by your side. ❤️
Agree, hope you're doing better and remember that patience is key, talking to someone can really help but not everyone has that person, sometimes talking to yourself helps in the end of the day its all about you, you're in this world called earth and you can do or be whatever you want, just got to focus on that one thing.
benzo, and savlia path especially, remind of the time i was at the bleachers afterschool, a cloudy day, and just thinking about everything. then i remember my boyfriend sitting next to me and comforting me as i cried and just being there made everything so much better.
VaVaValiant yeah I don't really get why they put down their own music so much, it's really beautiful and a lot of people think it is so why try to make it off as a big joke
this album is amazing, it's so raw and sincere... the lyrics are pure heart and soul. the sound of their last album has nothing to do with this, i was simply disappointed but i still listened to the whole hour of album.
It sounds a little melancholy, sure, but being melancholy or a little blue isn't a bad thing by any means. It's kind of an oxymoron, but being a little blue (not maximum, suicide-eminent blue) makes me happy. Being sad is healthy. Or rather it's healthy to be sad sometimes. Embracing that idea really helped me grow as a person. Listening to this album can easily put a smile on my face.
living in a small town, sam ray's projects just did my teenage years. it's funny how there's a teen suicide song for each happy and sad moment of my life.
I'm glad the fanfic I was reading mentioned this band. I got curious and looked it up, so glad I did, this it like the best thing I've heard in a while
RUclips must think I'm really depressed to recommend something like this too me. I mean their not wrong but damn is it that obvious lmao. Good album though
better help is recommended for me all the time. I actually clicked on it and they denied me saying smth like im too depressed and they don't want to take responsibility because i had too many problems? is it really that bad???
Listing to this since I was like 14,now being 22 I wish I didn’t take things for granted,I’m glad my old self died and I could reflect,listing to this now,it doesn’t sting anymore (:
this feels like a movie about two teens who run away to the west coast to "discover themselves". in the beginning they think they're in love and they're never gonna change. by the end of the album, the girl goes back to her home town because she realises they're so different. the boy's left to rot away on cigs and bad weed.
Also, they started another project, called Julia Brown. They haven't released anything yet but if you want to keep up with them, I suggest to like them on Facebook.
i listened to this after buying my first fifty bag of weed 7 years ago in my parents garage. the lights were blue and they let me move my bedroom down there. i felt strongly about some shit. i was angsty. it was a good life.
I’m listening through this album for the first time right now. Idk the name of the song, but in one of them, he says it’s 4:37 AM. I checked the time, and it was 4:36 AM.
listened to this in my late 20's and thought to myself '' yeah that shit slaps. teenage me would rip his underpants to this album'' and then I looked at how old this album is. We definitely never grow up after 18 years old..
i just turned 17 and schools about to start again only thing is i got kicked out for missing so much school because i’m really anxious around people and it was too much for me i’ve been staying in my room all alone for about 3 years now and i feel so lonely and bitter about everything. i’ve been struggling with an eating disorder and other mental health problems for a while now and i don’t have anybody to talk to it about because i’m not close with family and literally don’t have any friends. i’ve been to the mental hospital twice this year and met great people there but they relationships like always never last. im getting really sick of living this way and im thinking of ending it all. i’ve tried to a couple of times but was unfortunately not successful like always i hate letting everyone down all the time i want to enjoy myself again. fuck this comment idek why i bothered writing it everyone has their own problems and that’s just the way things go sorry for wasting your time with this. wish you all the best
So I just listen to this it's been a complete year and its weird but bitter sweet how these songs took me back to so many vivid memories just like I was there and thinking how my life has changed so much since then but that's why I love this.
Hey it’s me it’s been three years I’m musically is tiktok now and every song ever is posted there so that’s how I made my way back here. I wonder if I’ll ever come back here. Also you got hot and that’s been an adjustment you bleached your hair and then let it grow out all last year oh btw you survived a pandemic 😷 yes world wide sickness it’s not over yet but it’s getting there. You had your first boyfriend he was a horrible pick plz next time just go for josh 😂 and most of all you started highschool but you don’t drive yet I’m sorry I also got anxiety now but, things haven’t all been good your aunt passed away and it was a lol rocky but everything turned out all right. Oh I have to say you have picked up so many hobbies embroidery during hockey rollerskating photography. I hate to say it but you have become everything you once hated from alternative everything from inside out to just a free being you went through a phase you tried fiting in when you moved states but here you are about to be a senior. You have had multiple clothing brands and jewelry brands you tried cosmotology you have a pet fish he’s so cool I love you little me I hope you grow and don’t stop for anything 😊
Hi again 8 months later A lot has happened we’re about to graduate in about 2 months we got our drivers licenses still no car almost got a boyfriend his name is starts with an N and rymes with fate I don’t know if I told you but we do have a job and now mom works there with us. I hope you rember but you and that guy went to feed ducks very sweet. If you don’t talk to him by the next time you come back you should text him back right now. Plz plz plz I know you have his number I’m sure he would like to hear back from you. Also we went to the mall to day with Eros he was cool he would be a good prom date if N dosent work out even though he’s never seen beattle juice. I will say even though it’s the last day of my last spring break the beginning was depressing I couldn’t decide if N did not like me or was in intrested so I spent the first 3 days of spring break in a sad coma I’m better now but math with him tomorrow will be rough. I miss when the time when I had first time I had heard this I really miss the antique mall in Georgia I wish I would have bought that glass apple and those kizz action Figuers I wish I could walk those weird green carpeted floors again. Life just has torn me up over the last couple of years more than I wanted to ellaberate in the last message but my anxiety eats me up everyday and the only enjoyment I get after a long day is crawling in bed in the kitchen black room depression has swallowed me whole and I hope next time we talk it will be better :) p.s we don’t have to wear masks anymore and I got vaccinated finally -marlee 2022 March 27 Sunday
I'm trying so God damn hard, I know I'm young, I know I won't have it down at 20-25, I've come so far, from a meth addict, homelessness, loneliness, and overall degeneracy. I'm tired of seeing my friends die, tired of relating to them. I no longer do drugs, I only drink. I just can't feel okay anymore, I don't think I deserve it, but I know I'm doing better. Sometimes it's hard to visualize my progress
I am here for you, I am struggling with a self harm addiction since i was 9 years old and i have been crying for 5 hours straight. i cant afford food. i cant afford fucking paper towels or anything. i have an apartment (im a teen, with my parents) i dont know what im doing. im also disabled and have an eating disorder, a horrible memory and probably other things wrong with me. we're all just survivin eh? not really living. i was homeless too, right after my birthday 2022, we had to pack our shit and leave because my dad hasnt had a job for 5 years. i realized tonight that i dont even really.. love anyone. i resent both my parents. im homeschooled. i lost all my friends when we moved and i dont have a phone. i dont want to be sad, but i cant see myself being happy either. i hope we will get through this together, and I hope in these 2 months you are still here. i may not know you, but i hope you you see this message, and find more people to be there for you.
@@starrycat127 thank you, Im still lugging along, but knowing that someone, somewhere is feeling something similar, makes it all feel a little less lonely. Life's definitely tough, and will get tougher, humans are meant to struggle, but with time and adversity, we will become stronger and more compassionate. once we become gentler with ourselves, everything else seems to get easier, but we're just getting better. I don't know if any of this helps but it does get better and when it does you won't even notice it, but one day you'll look back and be proud to have been battered and bruised, but not broken, at least not completely, you will no longer linger on how you fell, but rejoice in how you decided to stand back up. Thank you for being kind to a stranger, and stay strong, you got this even if you don't see it yet
@@kennylowe7775 thank you as well, the emotions we feel can be confusing.. sometimes, we want to be alone.. but we dont want to be lonely. I hope that time will fix this, for both of us, and we can live on to better lives. I hope you and I and everyone elses problems here can be resolved or even just made a little less bad, you stay strong as well, I may not know you but if you ever need to talk.. even in this comment section, im here. and maybe, in the future, we'll both have better lives
@@starrycat127 thanks I appreciate the conversation, I think we got it, but I am also here too. Maybe the fact we don't know each other makes it easier to discuss this stuff.
Ngl I remember being here in 2013 before the RUclips/Google merge on my old account, and this had about 60K views. I miss when this music was just a secret
if you don't have faith in you to solve the problems have faith in your future self to solve them and work towards that step by step. Choose Life. Always take the next step and slowly you will start walking and slowly before you know it you are your future self the current you trusted. 🌻
NoiseKidd Eh I don't think the lofi Wavves stuff was gimmicky. His first two albums were recorded with a laptop's built in external mic. They were gonna be lofi anyway, so why not just roll with that.
Caleb Lewis I remember being told that now that you mention it, Wavves is still definitely an alright thing but Teen Suicide definitely seems more "unique" than Wavves does (for lack of a better word)
first track (lonely boy) is the sonic expression of all things 'shred'. whether killing runs at a skate park, ripping waves at the beach, or masterfully constructing sandwiches; I say "shred on!"
My parents drove me and my friend over an hour to a sketchy art gallery room on a school night so we could see teen suicide with our $10 tickets. We are 15 and everyone there had at least 10 years on us. Still one of the best nights ever
That sounds like a cool adventure
Izzy DiPietro was it the mammal gallery??
william seymour-jones super sketch yo... super sketch.....
It was philmoca gallery :)
Wtf sketchy af
I love listening to music that sounds like it was recorded in a basement. I just love that static-y feel.
Lo-fi is the best
+Dan Stottler If you haven't already, check out Teen Suicides side project, and album called Starry Cat. It's magical.
+Dan Stottler try the mountain goats lo-fi, theres this otherworldly whirring noise. its amazing
+parkwaydrive77 the grind of the rx-ft500 is truly something to behold
Yes
To anybody crushed that this was the final "teen suicide" album, the band actually got back together under the name American Pleasure Club and recently released a brand new album. Dope.
thank
Pin this comment to the top please.
also check out starry cat and ricky eat acid
they’re releasing another album soon, talked to sam; also, julia brown :)
they released the honeypot album a bit ago! amazing album :))
I love how when I type in teen suicide a box comes up saying "need help?" with the Samaritans phone number
lolno why yes, yes I do
i thought i was the only one
Well guys that is obViOusLY not because of the band but because of the "suicide" in the band's name
fucking spot on
@@meiko4732 no shit
This comment section is just one big teen angst
***** well memed
Well what would you expect on an album like this? xD
the title nigga
such words never detailed any size less than
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this smells like crippling depression. i like it.
hey thats pretty cool
What does crippling depression smell like to you??
+Madeline Marshall like the essences of this songs
when somebody says crippling depression I can't stop thinking in Idubbz
AHUAJHILukrwdhlwkfe SAME
Who ever thought a band called teen suicide could make me feel such hope.
Even though I'm not a fan of teen suicide's music anymore, this album was one of the few friends I had during an extremely lonely, deathly cold February. Mom was visiting my dying grandmother, dad was on a business trip, I was staying with my other grandma, who was also close to dying and who I also had to take care of. Her house was on the edge of my huge city, so I played this album on my 1.5 hr long commute to my Highschool, where I played it there, too, because I had no friends. The loneliest and saddest month I've ever experienced. But it taught me a lot, and I've learned a lot from it, subconscious knowledge about emotional self-sustainability. So yeah, bittersweet memories from this album.
If you've read my blogpost about this album, you're awesome, btw.
take care of yourself we loveu
my favorite memory about this album was when I showed it to my girl friend late at night and I got to see her slowly falling asleep. beautiful music, beautiful girl what more could I ask for?
that is so cute omg goals tho
goals goalssss
+honeypaught joke's on you, I'm already fuckin dead inside :)
lucky
u and me both
I'm feelin it now Mr Krabs
It feels melancholic.
God damn right
HAH
Naz this is not funny
Arch-mi-boy, I guess this is it sponge-mi-boy.
Goodbye.
and make me proud.
Damn. I'm 25 now and I still feel this album.
When will I grow up?
^i worry about this too much
:(
strongly relate
literally same
Lifeispain so I guess never
I skated through an empty underground tunnel listening to this high on MDMA. It's sad but I think thats the only time i've ever been content with life.
Kunsel It brought a smile to your face, do it again.
cold worm I think it was the song at 17:11 I was listening to. and I can't sadly. I get mad anxiety and if I take anything like MDMA I'm a mess for weeks.
cold worm True that. I have valium for the comedown so I should be good haha. Do you skate?
cold worm haha your funny man. Bam used to push mongo and look where he's at. Well he's basically a fat alcoholic version of his dad but it's all good
Kunsel Haha yes dude
this album smells like cigarettes
I weirdly agree
+ChuckleNuts versace & cigarettes
+ChuckleNuts Really? that's awesome!
Perfume, Cigarettes, and burnt Candy*
teen suicide always smelled more like hella dank nug to me
2 years ago i was drinking myself to death to this album. I was 18, didn't know who the fuck i was, deeply depressed from a life of disappointment. I don't drink a lot anymore, just had my first beer in 3 months, but this album still puts me back in that same spot where i'm drowning in my own insecurity. I've been off the anti depressants for a while, but I can feel it's time to go back. Some of us just are born with bad lives and bad genetics I guess. I appear as I am in perfect control to most people. Oh and this album had 50k views probably less.
hope u alright mate
Nobody knows who they are at 18
read The Bible ! it really helps me when Im in dark places ! trust in Jesus Christ !
@@Ryan-gf6eo Not for everyone, but I appreciate the good intentions behind this
I know this was 3 years ago but I'm really hoping it's got better for you
this makes me feel completely empty. That's why I like it
makes me feel empty, but in a pleasant, round way, not the normal barren wasteland way
This is the polar opposite to Ducktails. While Ducktails is summery, chill and overall cheerfully chill, this is melancholic and feels like a run down shack on the coast of California which has a old spring mattress and a refrigerator full of cheap beer and smells of stale cigarettes and weed. Its a pretty great album by the way.
Aliens
Best Description 2016. Shine on.
No guys, dont let him fool you into thinking they have an album called "Ducktails", he is obviously referencing the Ducktails.
I was talking about the band, I was just doing a comparison between this album and another album by Ducktails.
obviously!
Sort of talking to myself here but here's what I think about this album
So, obviously, as depicted in the beginning, a 'lonely boy goes to a rave', his friends are all somewhere else and he's on his own.
He meets a couple new people in 'benzo', and after he's made plans 'to take some drugs to make new friends' he chats to them about how miserable he is, we can assume they feel bad for him, or think he's cool or whatever and give him some drugs, I think it's heroin.
This takes us into 'haunt me x3', my first TS track and, what I realised after falling in love with them and delving into their discography, not a normal track of there's, focusing more on synthesisers and using lo-fi to make it more dream pop than their usual, more brittle tracks. The song is the lonely boys first trip and he falls in love with drugs, feeling euphoric and altering his life, talking about how 'I won't leave my bed'.
'everything is going to hell' is sort of a flash forward, he's addicted and he now has 'no use for friends, only connections', not sure if this line is referring to connections as in drug dealers, whatever though, he's even more miserable than before and only asks for people to give him what he wants a leave him alone.
Again, another flash forward into 'falling in love' where it appears our lonely boy is having a bad trip and is feeling bad about a girl - his current girlfriend, just a girl he met, I don't know - and he again goes back to the comfort of his bed, which somehow has become a sort of common theme of the album, and he wants to die but he claims it's not his time to die, as he could have died multiple times after druggily leaving his car and getting to bed.
'salvia plath' is another trip song, where he appears to be romanticising a girls self hatred, it's half a love song and half a glimpse into how worthless both his and his life have become as he seems serious where if he can't make this girl happy they'll slit their wrists together and die watching Guy Fieri, obviously it's just one big spoken word passage so the actual context is lost but it's fair to assume this is the girl he'll 'never talk to again' from
'doing all the things I used to do with people part 2', my personal favourite track, it's sort of the last words of lonely boy as even the title depicts the fact that he now has no one and nothing left to live for, he gives up, he separates himself from his entire existence, he refuses to ever be nice again and just dies, likely of an OD, I think this is evident from the fuzz that completely engulfs the listeners till it gets earphone splittingly loud and scratchy, as all of lonely boys life beings to draw to a close as his substance abuse just kills him.
I know it's a cop out but I really do feel that lonely boy dies at the end and that the last track is unrelated to the concept.
Also, the cover art pretty clearly shows the bed and decrepit room of lonely boy, his only source of comfort and home, despite its horrific condition, showing again how bad his life is.
Soz I just love this album and please discuss if you think I'm wrong or if there's something you feel I missed but I am convinced this is a cautionary tale about drug abuse/depression.
*his and her
+SomeBF >He meets a couple new people in 'benzo'
WTF is that? you do know that a benzo is an anti-anxiety medication lol
+SomeBF i really like this
+Darren Kristianson they mean the story behind the song benzo is him meeting a few people.
Didnt read lmao
0:00 lonely boy goes to a rave 2:01 benzo 4:39 we found two dead swans and filled their bodies with flowers 6:59 haunt me (x3) 9:45 everything is going to hell 12:29 falling in love 15:23 salvia plath 17:10 doing all the things i used to do with people, part 2 20:08 we found two dead swans and filled their bodies with flowers (acoustic)
god bless you,
0:00 Lonely Boy Goes To A Rave
2:01 Benzo
4:39 We Found Two Dead Swans And Filled Their Bodies With Flowers
6:59: Haunt Me X3
9:45 Everything Goes To Hell
12:29 Falling In Love
15:24 Savlia Plath
17:11 Doing All The Thing I Used To Do With People Part 2
20:12 We Found Two Dead Swans And Filled Their Bodies With Flowers (Acoustic)
Tanks
No problem bro
figured it'd be usefull
This should be top comment
Your profile picture is amazing!
Kaylee the Killjoy th-thanks
I'm worried that i'm going through my emo phase again help
this isnt really scene kid music this is more cigarettes and a e s t h e t i c tumblr music
Finlay McCarthy pretty much
or youre just depressed
dutchbagel Possibly, but I'd rather not talk about that. Lol.
dutchbagel ha, split bagged bread
Anyone else reflecting on their early teens? If yes, I guess we can agree on one thing: nobody really told you they're proud of you when you to feel loved and important. You felt hopeless, in dead-end. And you made it till today. Back then it indeed seemed forever and now we barely remember that life period, perhaps because of trauma. And maybe you are mad at yourself right now, that back then you did not do anything with your life, because of things you (did or didn't) say or do, because you made some people feel bad... but you know what? It's not relevant now and even if you got in deep shit you regret it made you the way you are now. Think about those things you wished to have in past... you got them. You achieved it. You graduated, you cut out toxic people, you bought things you wanted for a long time, you got out of selfharm,... Be the one to tell yourself: I am proud of you. You are doing great.
thanks for the reminder, I needed this
This is all very true, thank you for this. Your comment made me cry a bit but in a good way, I am really proud of myself and the things I managed to achieve.
Thank you
this music is so beautiful. makes me feel empty inside.
why do I feel the exact same?
glad someone feels the same :)
same I've literally been laying in my bed doing nothing and listening to this album over and over again
+Oona Anniina same..
Venex everything makes me feel empty inside
listening to this while high is magical
yeh mdma was good with this
Same
3nvyTheMisfits Can you just listen to good music without bringing your shitty drugs into the mix lmao ...
Cant you comment without having to bring up the fact that we enjoy taking drugs and listening to music
Daxteralex nah drugs are fun
so glad i caught their bandcamp when they had all their stuff for free! the whole album is gr8 of course but wow "haunt me (x3)" is one infectious lil tune
we need to preserve this comment section for future generations
Next gen, coming right behind you :)
when i was 18-19 i used to wake up at 4 pm lay all day in bed all day imagining a different world and playing this on loop then go out drinking or smoking with my friends late at night and come back and and loop while hurting my self till like 10 am im really glad im not that person anymore and it makes this very difficult too listen too but im so glad it got me through that time this album made me feel seen it made me feel like even tho im this loser i can do amazing things i can create art that can make someone feel not alone
"They are called teen suicide, therefore I must love this band they understand me"
ME AS FUCK
+Caleb doesn't sleep Me as fuck? What do you mean? Do you mean "I can relate to the comment above"?
Yes, me as fuck means that Caleb heavily relates to the above comment
+/ Cayluhb soul eater !!! 💖
Wow u like two of my favorite things
American pleasure club now
i totally thought this album would be vaporwave or lofi hip hop so when the music started playing, I was a bit shocked but now Im pleasantly surprised & I want to smoke weed and party & vibe to this album with the people I care about the most
nice man i found this album smoking and partying and vibing with people i love and care about the most
One of the best albums i've ever listened to. Fuckin' love Teen Suicide.
phrasing.
Lel yeah- phrasing
Baked Bean Phrasing
Fuckin'n love teen Suicide will not work in any other comment section
The potato of darkness Yeah, I think you're right lmao.
Everything about this album just makes me die. The shift of the energy as it progresses. Makes me want to sit on my roof at 3 a.m. and play an old banged up acoustic guitar
this guy
clicked on this by accident and not regretting it whatsoever.
Why did that comment piss me off, it's just such a dumb thing to say
Dustin Allen Who said it was going to piss off anyone? ._.
+Dustin Allen how do you walk outside if you can't handle someone being stoked online LOL nerd
Cunts
he's complimenting the band chill for fuck's sake
this has been and will forever be my comfort album, thank you
hell yeah pre-highschool songs for late night surfing through the internet and cold weather walks
I feel like a really angsty teen while listening to this, and I am a really angsty teen.
When I was in freshman/sophomore year of university, I had nobody I could really open up to talk to about my mental health struggles. I didn’t like college and struggled with homesickness and OCD. I would blast this album through my headphones to and from class. I felt heard. When I put this album on now having graduated UNI in 2020, I feel a heavy nostalgic feeling. I want to shake 19 year old me and tell her to take care of myself first. You can’t stress about what parents think, friends think, you sit with your own internal dialogue at the end of the day. Would love to hear this live one day. You really can get through the tough times with music by your side. ❤️
Agree, hope you're doing better and remember that patience is key, talking to someone can really help but not everyone has that person, sometimes talking to yourself helps in the end of the day its all about you, you're in this world called earth and you can do or be whatever you want, just got to focus on that one thing.
@@rato.cigano thank you!!! Very nice response. Music does bring people together. I appreciate the positive vibes.
When did i become a sad meme
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I'm feeling like such shit & this is a great album to chill to.
god bless christian novelli for liking this !!!!! ur the best and raddest and I fricking love this album
very old
benzo, and savlia path especially, remind of the time i was at the bleachers afterschool, a cloudy day, and just thinking about everything. then i remember my boyfriend sitting next to me and comforting me as i cried and just being there made everything so much better.
**plath whoops
It's so crazy how intense emotions are at that age. Ya know dealing wit shit for the first time not knowing how to take things in
Anybody else super fucking happy they're making music again?
+Drewpsufan 2 I'm fucking stoked man.
+Drewpsufan 2 where can I find it ?
SO HESH Runforcovers channel has their new album songs. Also its on spotify.
ah cool thanks
I will die to this album.
Do it you pretentious turd
Jeez you guys are jerks.
did you?
did you?
are u okay
I like this, alot more than I thought I would.
yes
happy 2018 wankers
holy shit hahaha
omg u did it this year haha
YES!
muh heart
this flopped and i cant find the 2016 one
Just saw an interview with the band and they seem really nice and down to earth... Great band!!
Post da link to the interview!
Murakami R please post link
+Murakami R they are actually kind of pretentious cunts.
good music tho
VaVaValiant yeah I don't really get why they put down their own music so much, it's really beautiful and a lot of people think it is so why try to make it off as a big joke
+Murakami R its an attempt at modesty
I'd listen to this daily back two years ago when I was more depressed than ever... Here I am again
back when i was in middle school i would cry myself to sleep almost every night to this album .. good times .. still one of my favorites :)
whenever i search for this album on youtube i get the suicide prevention hotline number given to me... nice
22 minutes ? Felt like 10 minutes. Whenever my time comes, please play this at my funeral.
this makes me happy
what compelled you to reply to a 3 year old comment, like actually lmao
it used to make me happy when i was happy
Hello !
fuck u must be old old now
how does it make you feel now
''pretty sure this is the last we'll be hearing of teen suicide'' they just released an album it's nice (:
this album is amazing, it's so raw and sincere... the lyrics are pure heart and soul. the sound of their last album has nothing to do with this, i was simply disappointed but i still listened to the whole hour of album.
their music makes me feel at home and i have no idea why
Are you in your house rn? If so, maybe you feel at home, bc you are in your home.
This band makes me want to take drugs and go see them live
It sounds a little melancholy, sure, but being melancholy or a little blue isn't a bad thing by any means. It's kind of an oxymoron, but being a little blue (not maximum, suicide-eminent blue) makes me happy. Being sad is healthy. Or rather it's healthy to be sad sometimes. Embracing that idea really helped me grow as a person. Listening to this album can easily put a smile on my face.
Who knew 5 years later your comment would've helped a random person look at sadness differently
living in a small town, sam ray's projects just did my teenage years. it's funny how there's a teen suicide song for each happy and sad moment of my life.
I'm glad the fanfic I was reading mentioned this band. I got curious and looked it up, so glad I did, this it like the best thing I've heard in a while
what the fanfic??
Killing my demons with this amazing album
Lorena, ima killing your demons with my acarajé.
Shad Kuro Neko auhAUHEAUHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEHHUAEUHAEUHAUEUHEAUHEAUHEUAUHEHAUUHEAUHHUEAUH
Lorena Pimenta huw br br heu
Im not happy and im not sad
im numb
Nonexistanthuman I think I'm dumb
Nonexistanthuman morisseyyyy
Someone finally got it
Nonexistanthuman I’m just up or down and always very bad
RUclips must think I'm really depressed to recommend something like this too me. I mean their not wrong but damn is it that obvious lmao. Good album though
hah. Same sentiment.
facebook wont stop advertising therapists to me, im pretty used to this now
better help is recommended for me all the time. I actually clicked on it and they denied me saying smth like im too depressed and they don't want to take responsibility because i had too many problems? is it really that bad???
Anthony Grosso honestly same like youtube knows me better than my therapist
Sickgang4L
Listing to this since I was like 14,now being 22 I wish I didn’t take things for granted,I’m glad my old self died and I could reflect,listing to this now,it doesn’t sting anymore (:
:) dude I'm the same age!!! Hope all things serve you well in this life!
Clicked on this video 2 years ago, really fucking glad I did.
this feels like a movie about two teens who run away to the west coast to "discover themselves".
in the beginning they think they're in love and they're never gonna change.
by the end of the album, the girl goes back to her home town because she realises they're so different.
the boy's left to rot away on cigs and bad weed.
6 years later and this album still helps me feel okay
This band keeps getting better through every song. Damn. It's just so, great.
14 years old and I found this , perfect timing.
the same age i found this lol, im 16, not that long ago but i get you
I'm glad I didn't waste myself right off the bat and actually listened to this. Bad advice guys!!
i have lost count of how many times i have played this album
Also, they started another project, called Julia Brown. They haven't released anything yet but if you want to keep up with them, I suggest to like them on Facebook.
i listened to this after buying my first fifty bag of weed 7 years ago in my parents garage. the lights were blue and they let me move my bedroom down there. i felt strongly about some shit. i was angsty. it was a good life.
this album runs a grunge aesthetic blog on tumblr
Haunt me 3x will always have a special place in my heart
Never expected such calming tunes from a band called Teenage Suicide. Love it.
Still come back to this every now and then
i cant understand a word but it's cool
this band is cool.
ive been listening to this album since 2012, it's therapy.
I’m listening through this album for the first time right now. Idk the name of the song, but in one of them, he says it’s 4:37 AM. I checked the time, and it was 4:36 AM.
thats actually crazy
I think it's the first song where he says that
@@rato.cigano Just checked. It’s the fourth one, “Everything Goes to Hell” (9:45)
Wow
listened to this in my late 20's and thought to myself '' yeah that shit slaps. teenage me would rip his underpants to this album'' and then I looked at how old this album is. We definitely never grow up after 18 years old..
i just turned 17 and schools about to start again only thing is i got kicked out for missing so much school because i’m really anxious around people and it was too much for me i’ve been staying in my room all alone for about 3 years now and i feel so lonely and bitter about everything. i’ve been struggling with an eating disorder and other mental health problems for a while now and i don’t have anybody to talk to it about because i’m not close with family and literally don’t have any friends. i’ve been to the mental hospital twice this year and met great people there but they relationships like always never last. im getting really sick of living this way and im thinking of ending it all. i’ve tried to a couple of times but was unfortunately not successful like always i hate letting everyone down all the time i want to enjoy myself again. fuck this comment idek why i bothered writing it everyone has their own problems and that’s just the way things go sorry for wasting your time with this. wish you all the best
Discovered this when I was 15, now I'm 22. Still in my top 10 albums/ep of all time
School sucks. Why? Oh, why is there work? How? I don't get it. mm- Look at me. Look at my face. Does it look like I care about school? Noo.
teeth
ethan condo
im glad some of x's fans listen to the same trash i listen to
yeah i looked up the teeth sample and found out they're actually decent
sadwicca I found them from him
So I just listen to this it's been a complete year and its weird but bitter sweet how these songs took me back to so many vivid memories just like I was there and thinking how my life has changed so much since then but that's why I love this.
Hey it’s me it’s been three years I’m musically is tiktok now and every song ever is posted there so that’s how I made my way back here. I wonder if I’ll ever come back here. Also you got hot and that’s been an adjustment you bleached your hair and then let it grow out all last year oh btw you survived a pandemic 😷 yes world wide sickness it’s not over yet but it’s getting there. You had your first boyfriend he was a horrible pick plz next time just go for josh 😂 and most of all you started highschool but you don’t drive yet I’m sorry I also got anxiety now but, things haven’t all been good your aunt passed away and it was a lol rocky but everything turned out all right. Oh I have to say you have picked up so many hobbies embroidery during hockey rollerskating photography. I hate to say it but you have become everything you once hated from alternative everything from inside out to just a free being you went through a phase you tried fiting in when you moved states but here you are about to be a senior. You have had multiple clothing brands and jewelry brands you tried cosmotology you have a pet fish he’s so cool I love you little me I hope you grow and don’t stop for anything 😊
Hi again 8 months later A lot has happened we’re about to graduate in about 2 months we got our drivers licenses still no car almost got a boyfriend his name is starts with an N and rymes with fate I don’t know if I told you but we do have a job and now mom works there with us. I hope you rember but you and that guy went to feed ducks very sweet. If you don’t talk to him by the next time you come back you should text him back right now. Plz plz plz I know you have his number I’m sure he would like to hear back from you. Also we went to the mall to day with Eros he was cool he would be a good prom date if N dosent work out even though he’s never seen beattle juice. I will say even though it’s the last day of my last spring break the beginning was depressing I couldn’t decide if N did not like me or was in intrested so I spent the first 3 days of spring break in a sad coma I’m better now but math with him tomorrow will be rough. I miss when the time when I had first time I had heard this I really miss the antique mall in Georgia I wish I would have bought that glass apple and those kizz action Figuers I wish I could walk those weird green carpeted floors again. Life just has torn me up over the last couple of years more than I wanted to ellaberate in the last message but my anxiety eats me up everyday and the only enjoyment I get after a long day is crawling in bed in the kitchen black room depression has swallowed me whole and I hope next time we talk it will be better :) p.s we don’t have to wear masks anymore and I got vaccinated finally -marlee 2022 March 27 Sunday
Still March 27 but our fish turned 3 years old and side note josh got a girlfriend before you could confess I’m sorry I didn’t know either
it's cool to be sad until life gives you real tragedy. stay thankful
i´m not cool and don't want surprises, don't want to live neither but dying would be disastrous. shit on god
I wonder what tragedies you consider yourself to have been through.
Just saw teen suicide about 2 weeks ago and they were just as great now as they were back in the day!! Can’t get enough of
I'm trying so God damn hard, I know I'm young, I know I won't have it down at 20-25, I've come so far, from a meth addict, homelessness, loneliness, and overall degeneracy. I'm tired of seeing my friends die, tired of relating to them. I no longer do drugs, I only drink. I just can't feel okay anymore, I don't think I deserve it, but I know I'm doing better.
Sometimes it's hard to visualize my progress
Надеюсь всё наладится, удачи!
I am here for you, I am struggling with a self harm addiction since i was 9 years old and i have been crying for 5 hours straight. i cant afford food. i cant afford fucking paper towels or anything. i have an apartment (im a teen, with my parents) i dont know what im doing. im also disabled and have an eating disorder, a horrible memory and probably other things wrong with me. we're all just survivin eh? not really living.
i was homeless too, right after my birthday 2022, we had to pack our shit and leave because my dad hasnt had a job for 5 years. i realized tonight that i dont even really.. love anyone. i resent both my parents. im homeschooled. i lost all my friends when we moved and i dont have a phone.
i dont want to be sad, but i cant see myself being happy either.
i hope we will get through this together, and I hope in these 2 months you are still here. i may not know you, but i hope you you see this message, and find more people to be there for you.
@@starrycat127 thank you, Im still lugging along, but knowing that someone, somewhere is feeling something similar, makes it all feel a little less lonely. Life's definitely tough, and will get tougher, humans are meant to struggle, but with time and adversity, we will become stronger and more compassionate. once we become gentler with ourselves, everything else seems to get easier, but we're just getting better. I don't know if any of this helps but it does get better and when it does you won't even notice it, but one day you'll look back and be proud to have been battered and bruised, but not broken, at least not completely, you will no longer linger on how you fell, but rejoice in how you decided to stand back up. Thank you for being kind to a stranger, and stay strong, you got this even if you don't see it yet
@@kennylowe7775 thank you as well, the emotions we feel can be confusing.. sometimes, we want to be alone.. but we dont want to be lonely. I hope that time will fix this, for both of us, and we can live on to better lives. I hope you and I and everyone elses problems here can be resolved or even just made a little less bad,
you stay strong as well, I may not know you but if you ever need to talk.. even in this comment section, im here. and maybe, in the future, we'll both have better lives
@@starrycat127 thanks I appreciate the conversation, I think we got it, but I am also here too. Maybe the fact we don't know each other makes it easier to discuss this stuff.
This album brings back wonderful memories. I listened to it the entire time I was traveling in Croatia.
idk why you guys say this makes you feel sad, it makes me happy! :)
Super excited to see them in concert with Alex G in February
Ngl I remember being here in 2013 before the RUclips/Google merge on my old account, and this had about 60K views. I miss when this music was just a secret
@kermacide I think he means when they changed the algorithm
I wonder how popular they got
back to this album, every day im closer to the irresistable solution to all problems!
hey random dude, pls stay safe take care of yourself, time heals
if you don't have faith in you to solve the problems have faith in your future self to solve them and work towards that step by step.
Choose Life. Always take the next step and slowly you will start walking and slowly before you know it you are your future self the current you trusted.
🌻
This album holds so close to my heart no one would understand
i understand
been listening since elementary - graduated this year
while i don't know what you've been through or where you've come from, i understand
i found this before i found wavves, as weird as that is
definitely a step above Wavves, the lofi-ness compliments Teen Suicide without it being gimmicky
NoiseKidd Eh I don't think the lofi Wavves stuff was gimmicky. His first two albums were recorded with a laptop's built in external mic. They were gonna be lofi anyway, so why not just roll with that.
Caleb Lewis that's gimmicky... using electronic devices to create lo-fi sound is gimmicky.
Joseph Gautier Not like the dude had anything else
Caleb Lewis I remember being told that now that you mention it, Wavves is still definitely an alright thing but Teen Suicide definitely seems more "unique" than Wavves does (for lack of a better word)
Ironically I'm listening to this while I do my homework
This band really set the tone for me fall/winter 2015 post JJCC graduation.
Man I love coming back to this album, reminds me of my freshman year back in high school
haven't listened to this in months and I'm reliving the novelty of listening to this for the first time.
"Doing All The Things I Used To Do With People Part 2" makes me feel.
happy 2017 bitches
rarefiction 👍
rarefiction thanks
rarefiction if you don't do this again in 2 months I'm gonna kill myself
2018 is coming
Im expecting your 2018 comment you better not disappoint me
first track (lonely boy) is the sonic expression of all things 'shred'.
whether killing runs at a skate park, ripping waves at the beach, or masterfully constructing sandwiches; I say "shred on!"
this sounds the way newspaper looks....
demonic-bunny-66 6 That's Nostalgia
yes
how high
@@AdamThompson11274 222999
Love being sad
Who the fuck loves being sad? You shit, I'm fucking crazy and I sure as hell don't find any joy in it.
sometimes being sad or feeling numb has a slight satisfying feel to it
'sad' is always negative. melancholy is so nice though.
sad's pretty nice after months and months of absolutely nothing
Well if you love being sad, it makes you happy. So in the end you're just happy.
I want to have friends that listen to this kind of music that I listen too.
Show your friends :^)
Orange Annihilator no friends :-(
fuck
Whats up now?
You breathing?