Heaven Someday (Song for Our Baby) - Shelly E. Johnson - Official Music Video

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  • Official Shelly E. Johnson “Heaven Someday” Music Video. In loving memory of our baby who died in my womb on September 9, 2018. Download or Stream this song on your favorite music service: smarturl.it/SEJ...
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    Lyrics:
    I never got to see your face
    Or had a chance to choose your name
    I never got to kiss your cheeks
    Or watch what you’d grow up to be
    I never got to hear your cry
    Or soothe you with a lullaby
    Before I got to say hello
    I had to let you go
    Hallelujah to the One who gives
    Hallelujah to the One who takes away
    Hallelujah, I am sure of this:
    I’ll hold you in Heaven someday
    Oh, what a sweet day that will be
    To meet you on the golden streets
    I’ll run to you with open arms
    And tell you just how loved you are
    Then you can take us by the hand
    And lead us through the Promised Land
    There we’ll bow before the Throne
    And praise the God from whom all blessings flow
    Hallelujah to the One who gives
    Hallelujah to the One who takes away
    Hallelujah, I am sure of this:
    I’ll hold you in Heaven someday
    Blessed be the name of the Lord
    In every season He is good
    Hallelujah to the One who gives
    Hallelujah to the One who takes away
    Hallelujah, I am sure of this:
    I’ll hold you in Heaven someday
    Can’t wait to hold you in Heaven someday
    Words & Music by Shelly E. Johnson
    (c) 2019 Shelly E. Johnson Music, Inc.
    www.shellyejohnson.com
    About Shelly E. Johnson:
    In a world where the modern-day Church is struggling to experience true unity in worship, Shelly E. Johnson is a worship leader & songwriter with a heartfelt combination of musical excellence and spiritual authenticity who is passionate about bringing generations together in worship. Shelly is a worship leader at North Point Community Church, a 36,000 strong, multi-campus church in Metro Atlanta, Georgia.
    Most well-known for writing the powerful worship anthem “Power of the Cross”, which has been recorded by Natalie Grant, Steve Green and is being used in churches worldwide, Shelly has served as worship leader alongside Beth Moore, Tony Nolan, Andy Stanley, and toured North America with renowned Irish Hymn-writers Keith & Kristyn Getty.

Комментарии • 851

  • @sandraroberts4743
    @sandraroberts4743 6 лет назад +329

    After 12 miscarriages I quit counting. I maintained my sanity by keeping busy and spending time with God in prayer, in reading His Word and serving. I refused to allow myself to dwell in the sorrow. I would have dreams of holding my baby in my arms. Waking up, I would wipe away my tears and remind myself God is in control and I must move on. I watched how God would bring people and a lot of children into my life and many other happy experiences resulting in joy and an easing of my pain. After years of struggling, God granted me the privilege of becoming a mother. God used her as part of His loving plan to heal my heart. I’m now 54 and my daughter is 24. Many years have passed since my miscarriages. Yet while I listened to this song, I cried and cried. I remember. The sorrow in my heart that I thought I had successfully removed is still there. I look forward to Heaven and holding them forever in my arms, never to carry the sorrow again. As I am wiping away tears my heart is rejoicing as I think about seeing them and letting them know that their mother loves them.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  6 лет назад +22

      Wow Sandra, I cannot imagine the sorrow you have experienced. Reading your note brought tears to my eyes. I am so, so sorry for all your losses. I am so thrilled God gave you a little girl to enjoy. How sweet it will be to finally meet & hold our babies in Heaven Someday! Thank you for sharing this with me!

    • @keshiamae7896
      @keshiamae7896 6 лет назад +17

      I’ve Had 1 Stillborn And 5 Miscarriages 🙏🏽 God Give Me Strength 🥺

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  6 лет назад +9

      Keshia Mae Wow, no words .... I am so, so sorry you’ve had to walk through that. Much love to you ♥️

    • @utadahikaru4711
      @utadahikaru4711 4 года назад

      Hugs

    • @nicolegalloway634
      @nicolegalloway634 3 года назад +3

      @@keshiamae7896 my baby and her grandfather reunited in heaven in open forever in heaven r.i.p

  • @jesusissonshine
    @jesusissonshine День назад

    My first daughter in heaven. Stillborn at 38 weeks. I know I will be with her again. Jesus heals the pain. Jesus is beautiful 🤍🕊🤍
    🫶🏽💜🙌🏼🙏🏼

  • @chuzzlesthegreat7784
    @chuzzlesthegreat7784 10 месяцев назад +11

    My first pregnancy was a miscarriage. It was a weird feeling finding a song that spoke to what I was feeling. A few years later my sibling welcomed their baby only to say goodbye a few hours later. When I found out the baby wasn't going to make it, the only thing I could do was sing this song to myself alone. My heart goes out to everyone that has ever felt this sorrow and carries it with them every day. My love and prayers are with you.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  10 месяцев назад +1

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry😭🤍

  • @BrennaHerron
    @BrennaHerron 2 месяца назад +7

    I lost my baby last week. I found out I was pregnant at the end of October and by mid-November, I started miscarrying. It’s been so painful, but the words of this song have brought healing to my heart. I know that we don’t know what God’s plan is, but I know that my baby is safe in heaven. I pray I will see my baby again someday.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 месяца назад

      @@BrennaHerron I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. It just makes absolutely no sense at all. And it never will. The only thing that is true is God sees you, He loves you and He is with you.
      We do not grieve without great hope. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever. I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so
      sorry. Thank you for sharing your story with me 🤍💔🙏🏼

  • @mscute5822
    @mscute5822 10 месяцев назад +22

    I lost my baby on march 25,24
    I miss my baby😭😭😭😭

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  10 месяцев назад +3

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry😭🤍

    • @user-ln3bb5ef5j
      @user-ln3bb5ef5j 10 месяцев назад +1

      I lost mine 2 days after your loss.. God is faithful to see us through. Hugs and love to you sister, we are not alone. ❤

    • @Babymo-yf9wu
      @Babymo-yf9wu 10 месяцев назад

      I just lost my son this morning😭😭

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  10 месяцев назад

      @@Babymo-yf9wu I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry😭🤍

  • @Kasper096
    @Kasper096 5 дней назад

    Its 2 am and i think of her pain, how i will nevwr see her face, never hear her voice, i never got to know her but i love her so deeply. I hope she found victory in jesus, i hope her wings are beautiful.

  • @AshlynnBloomfield
    @AshlynnBloomfield Месяц назад +5

    I miscarried my second baby on March 14. 2024 this has been a hard thing for me, bc I’ve always wanted children and my 1st is a miracle in himself. I’m barley through the 1st verse and I’m done in tears

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Месяц назад

      @@AshlynnBloomfield I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. It just makes absolutely no sense at all. And it never will. The only thing that is true is God sees you, He loves you and He is with you.
      We do not grieve without great hope. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever. I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so
      sorry. Thank you for sharing your story with me 🤍💔🙏🏼

  • @margaretlewis7032
    @margaretlewis7032 11 дней назад

    Ohmy, what a blessing! Please don’t hesitate to comfort mothers (and fathers!) who regretfully chose abortion. This divinely- inspired song will help! 🙏🏼✝️☺️

  • @summermcdow1961
    @summermcdow1961 Месяц назад +3

    I just had my first miscarriage (which was also my first pregnancy) this week. This is a song I needed to hear. This song is pure hope and life to me in the midst of the valley of the shadow of death, and I know it’s from the Holy Spirit, our Comforter. Hallelujah

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Месяц назад +1

      @@summermcdow1961 I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. It just makes absolutely no sense at all. And it never will. The only thing that is true is God sees you, He loves you and He is with you.
      We do not grieve without great hope. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever. I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so
      sorry. Thank you for sharing your story with me 🤍💔🙏🏼

  • @victoriaishalfblonde8753
    @victoriaishalfblonde8753 3 года назад +91

    I lost my baby today, I can’t wait to hold him in heaven someday. Thank you.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  3 года назад +7

      I am so sorry.... there are no words for this kind of loss. I believe with all my heart you will get to raise your sweet son in Heaven and enjoy every moment with him 💙🖤 God bless you.

    • @shannongunstone5333
      @shannongunstone5333 3 года назад +4

      I lost my baby 2 weeks ago tomorrow and I’m just broken and I don’t think I’ll ever heal. I can’t keep going on like this

    • @notafeminist7642
      @notafeminist7642 3 года назад +1

      @@shannongunstone5333 we lost our babies close to the same time. I feel so broken, so lost and so sad. Trying so hard to understand God's work in all of this.

    • @shannongunstone5333
      @shannongunstone5333 3 года назад +1

      @@notafeminist7642 I’m sorry for your loss too hun. I try understand but I can’t find a reason. Even medically too as I got the abnormalities test done on bub and everything was fine xx hugs

    • @amymccormack5622
      @amymccormack5622 3 года назад

      Lost my second baby last night in space 7 months 😭😭😭💔💔💔

  • @janequerol2664
    @janequerol2664 10 месяцев назад +1

    I lost my only son last January 16, 2024 to cardiac arrest without warning. He was
    29 year old then but he is still a baby to me. Im still grieving, I missed him so much that made me desperate to see him in heaven.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  10 месяцев назад

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry😭🤍

  • @Essence2785
    @Essence2785 4 года назад +69

    I'm sitting on my bedroom floor, crying, holding my daughter's heart shaped urn. I have her wrapped up in her blankets. Although she was born sleeping, she was still born. She was loved by me, every day of her life. I'll love her every day of my life. I pray I'll see her again in heaven.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  4 года назад +3

      Essence2785 no words to describe your pain ... I am sorry for your loss 💔 The Lord is close to the broken-hearted, He comforts those who trust in Him ♥️

    • @Essence2785
      @Essence2785 4 года назад +1

      @@ShellyEJohnsonMusic Thank you, I'm so sorry for your loss as well. Thank you for sharing your music with us, so personal and heartbreaking. You're helping sooo many people, I thank you for allowing God to use you. Stay blessed 💜💜

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  4 года назад +2

      ♥️♥️♥️

    • @GauriNain
      @GauriNain Год назад +2

      I miss my son n I am waiting to hug some day in heaven 😢

    • @ssshhh5042
      @ssshhh5042 Месяц назад

      I also lost my son, few months ago. Stillborn. I understand you so much, same reaction. It's the deepest pain that can exist.😢😢😢 I don't know how I survived it, and will I...

  • @saracampbell4323
    @saracampbell4323 Год назад +2

    I carried my heartbeatless baby for almost 2 months. No OB in Ohio would see me, they were all too full of patients. I drove to Pittsburgh on Friday night and went into Magee women’s hospital and they were amazing. I had my procedure at 11 last night. I am so glad that it’s over, so beyond thankful and ready to move forward… but I’m realizing that I am also grieving and so is my body. My empty arms can feel the weight of the baby they’re not holding if I don’t keep busy. Driving back home to Ohio tonight to hold my 3 babies and heal with them near me. Rest in peace, you. I hesitated for so long to release you back into Gods arms until you are back in mine, in your mothers. Not even this body could fathom letting you go. You were loved, you were though about, and I doubt very much that a day will go by that you aren’t on my mind.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Год назад

      Oh Sara, I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry.
      Here is a brand new song I just released that I wrote for some dear fiends of mine who lost their 17 month old baby girl in a tragic car accident. I pray this can bring you some comfort 😭🤍
      ruclips.net/video/bR8GO1RhG8Q/видео.html

  • @koreaboojk1009
    @koreaboojk1009 Год назад +11

    thank you for this song. before i came back to Jesus, i was pregnant at 16, i made wrong decions for myself after finding out. i was terrified of telling family and friends, and ended up losing the baby. I am now 21 and am mourning my son Ian Jedidiah Morris every single day, what i would give to change circumstances for myself back then, but praise the Lord, for He is good, and His love endures forver.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Год назад +2

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry.

  • @katherinezimmerman7001
    @katherinezimmerman7001 Год назад +10

    I just buried my baby today. He was 21 weeks. He was loved and wanted ❤️ I lost 3 babies in my first trimester all in 2020. I have one son who is so precious to us. I'm so glad for songs like this that make me cry and love my babies. It's part of the healing process.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Год назад +2

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good, even when our circumstances make us feel otherwise. You will get to not only hold your sweet children in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry😭🤍

    • @YeshuaMessiah777
      @YeshuaMessiah777 Год назад

      ​@@ShellyEJohnsonMusic Blessed be to all, in Revelation 13:1, the beast with 7 heads and 10 horns coming up out of the waters, multi-headed means political, singular is religious (being the anti-christ which is Satan).
      7 dominions throughout the earth, 10 kings/world leaders, the waters are the people expecting to be "raptured" out of here in famous fly away doctrine, for it will be as in the days of Noah that Yeshua mentions in Matthew 24 (with there being many other references throughout the old and new testament concerning the end times, as Daniel is a overlap of Revelation, and Ezekiel speaks more on the end times (starting in chpt. 43), then any other book in the Bible other then that great book Revelation, the unveiling/uncovering as for the entomology of the word itself), those who are taken abide under God's wrath.
      The false/spurious messiah comes 1st in Rev. 12 on this earth for a 5 month period, Satan and the fallen angels will be cast to earth (for the angels are coming back to seduce the daughters of men as they did in Genesis 6), he is the son of perdition (perdition means to be put to death, for he has already been judged).
      The harlot, the woman spoken of is that great city Babylon, babel=confusion (Satan is the author of confusion), God said "to come out of her" in Rev. 18:4 I believe, as well as He did Abraham. It's not until the son of perdition, after the 2nd woe, on the 7th trumpet is when Jesus returns, the Lord's Day (that 1000yr period in 2nd Peter 3:8, the day John was taken to in the spirit, even past where were at now), when Jesus returns the dead will rise in Christ mentioned in 1 Thessalonians 4:16-17 (where most people cling to the Rapture Theory), and we will all (meaning everyone to have ever lived who has went before us and who remain), will be in the spirit.
      Yeshua Messiah will reign here in the new Heaven in the new earth, then at the end of that period Satan will be let loosed a little while because God is fair and everyone will have a chance (not meaning a do what you want now and make up for it then, pertaining to those who have been unable to hear the good news of our Lord and Savior and will be tested by Satan as even Jesus was to set the example on how we combat our enemy today), and they will be tested by him and some will still even then choose to follow/worship Satan, then comes the Great White Throne Judgement prior to the eternity.
      The mark of beast in the forehead are those without the seal of God in their foreheads (your brain, meaning the truth in your mind), the mark on their hands are those doing the work for the beast, not a tattoo of 666 or a computer chip implanted, many will be deceived and have no idea who they're working for or which kingdom they are advancing.
      The 1st beast received a deadly wound on 1 of it's heads, a disagreement or falling out (as we even experience today), via the supernatural entity being Satan when he is cast out of Heaven entirely will come to solve the problem (world peace), no nations to wage war against 1 another we/they will all be as 1, a 1 world rule, under Satan (in the beast system).
      The religious beast who was out of the earth (dust/physically you could say, not flesh for he is a cherubim as serveral are mentioned throughtout scripture), and cast to the earth, the anti-christ isn't a man, it's Satan (looks like a lamb (Jesus), spake like a dragon). He exercises all the powers of the 1st beast (to take advantage, coming to make peace, not war, because it will all come down to his worship, as we worship our almighty Father to whom he originally wanted to be evaluated above YHVH during his overthrow), and when the dragon healed the wound of the 1st beast, and all worshipped it (trampling like cattle, moths to a flame).
      Many churches will become the harlot and whore after her, and oh how so difficult it will be to speak/preach against peace/ the wound was by the sword and it is truth, for they/ the world will hate you/us for standing on God's Word till the end.
      Satan uses men just as God does and counterfeits all God does, some of the churches will do the work for him as they are openingly displaying now the Satanic infestation that is spreading like a contagion of death, they'll think your preaching against Jesus, our Messiah to come, for Babylon today is being revived to its fullest making the way and carving the path in blood for the false to come, so many will be deceived that you personally hold so near and dear to your heart, tell them now and let God's Word flow as you sound the alarm.
      God i pray you open they're eyes, for Yeshua came to save, not to condemn the world and when He comes back, He will will return as our mighty king who the pharisees and scribes originally expected to see. He is our redeemer and this time, He is coming to rule with a rod of iron and wage war on His enemies.
      Where will you be? Where do you stand? Who do you truly serve? It's His long-suffering and unimaginable love for us all that keeps this world together and 1 day His hand will be removed over the face of the earth, throughout the four corners as far as the eye can, time is running out and everyday im reminded as to who it is i need and why I need Jesus the Christ. I know if I can love you and fight for you, then so can God, for He loves so, so much more then you could ever image.
      God bless you and Amen.

    • @jennycarter8982
      @jennycarter8982 Год назад +1

      I lost my baby at 17 weeks a few days ago. It was traumatic in that I had two previous early losses. I had started to believe in the dream of meeting a beautiful baby in July since everything looked so good for so long until it wasn't. Thank you for this beautiful song in this time of pain.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Год назад +1

      @@jennycarter8982 I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry😭🤍

    • @YeshuaMessiah777
      @YeshuaMessiah777 11 месяцев назад

      @@jennycarter8982 Blessed be to all, in Revelation 13:1, the beast with 7 heads and 10 horns coming up out of the waters, multi-headed means political, singular is religious (being the anti-christ which is Satan).
      7 dominions throughout the earth, 10 kings/world leaders, the waters are the people expecting to be raptured out of here in famous fly away doctrine, for it will be as in the days of Noah that Yeshua mentions in Matthew 24 (with there being many other references throughout the old and new testament concerning the end times, as Daniel is a overlap of Revelation, and Ezekiel speaks more on the end times then any other book in the Bible other then that great book Revelation, the unveiling/uncovering as for the entomology of the word itself), those who are taken abide under God's wrath.
      The false/spurious messiah comes 1st in Rev. 12 on this earth for a 5 month period, Satan and the fallen angels will be cast to earth (for the angels are coming back to seduce the daughters of men as they did in Genesis 6), he is the son of perdition (perdition means to be put to death, for he has already been judged).
      The harlot, the woman spoken of is that great city Babylon, babel=confusion (Satan is the author of confusion), God said "to come out of her" in Rev. 18:4 I believe, as well as He did Abraham. It's not until the son of perdition, after the 2nd woe, on the 7th trumpet is when Jesus returns, the Lord's Day (that 1000yr period in 2nd Peter 3:8, the day John was taken to in the spirit, even past where were at now), when Jesus returns the dead will rise in Christ mentioned in 1 Thessalonians 4:16-17 (where most people cling to the Rapture Theory), and we will all (meaning everyone to have ever lived who has went before us and who remain), will be in the spirit.
      Yeshua Messiah will reign here in the new Heaven in the new earth, then at the end of that period Satan will be let loosed a little while because God is fair and everyone will have a chance (not meaning a do what you want now and make up for it then, pertaining to those who have been unable to hear the good news of our Lord and Savior and will be tested by Satan as even Jesus was to set the example on how we combat our enemy today), and they will be tested by him and some will still even then choose to follow/worship Satan, then comes the Great White Throne Judgement prior to the eternity.
      God is that consuming fire, you don't burn and are tortured in Hell forever and ever, your name is blotted out which is the eternal punishment, no longer existing, period, all souls return to whenst they came, for Jesus Himself would say depart from Me i never knew ye.
      The mark of beast in the forehead are those without the seal of God in their foreheads (your brain, meaning the truth in your mind), the mark on their hands are those doing the work for the beast, not a tattoo of 666 or a computer chip implanted, many will be deceived and have no idea who they're working for or which kingdom they are advancing.
      The 1st beast received a deadly wound on 1 of it's heads, a disagreement or falling out (as we even experience today), via the supernatural entity being Satan when he is cast out of Heaven entirely will come to solve the problem (world peace), no nations to wage war against 1 another we/they will all be as 1, a 1 world rule, under Satan (in the beast system).
      The religious beast who was out of the earth (dust/physically you could say, not flesh for he is a cherubim as serveral are mentioned throughtout scripture), and cast to the earth, the anti-christ isn't a man, it's Satan (looks like a lamb (Jesus), spake like a dragon). He exercises all the powers of the 1st beast (to take advantage, coming to make peace, not war, because it will all come down to his worship, as we worship our almighty Father to whom he originally wanted to be evaluated above YHVH during his overthrow), and when the dragon healed the wound of the 1st beast, and all worshipped it (trampling like cattle, moths to a flame).
      Many churches will become the harlot and whore after her, and oh how so difficult it will be to speak/preach against peace/ the wound was by the sword and it is truth, for they/ the world will hate you/us for standing on God's Word till the end.
      Satan uses men just as God does and counterfeits all God does, some of the churches will do the work for him as they are openingly displaying now the Satanic infestation that is spreading like a contagion of death, they'll think your preaching against Jesus, our Messiah to come, for Babylon today is being revived to its fullest making the way and carving the path in blood for the false to come, so many will be deceived that you personally hold so near and dear to your heart, tell them now and let God's Word flow as you sound the alarm.
      God i pray you open they're eyes, for Yeshua came to save, not to condemn the world and when He comes back, He will will return as our mighty king who the pharisees and scribes originally expected to see. He is our redeemer and this time, He is coming to rule with a rod of iron and wage war on His enemies.
      Where will you be? Where do you stand? Who do you truly serve? It's His long-suffering and unimaginable love for us all that keeps this world together and 1 day His hand will be removed over the face of the earth, throughout the four corners as far as the eye can, time is running out and everyday im reminded as to who it is i need and why I need Jesus the Christ. I know if I can love you and fight for you, then so can God, for He loves so, so much more then you could ever image.
      God bless you and Amen.

  • @ramoneadams729
    @ramoneadams729 2 года назад +6

    I am a young mother of twins that is 2 years old... my heart broke when i found out i was pregnant because i knew i couldn't afford to keep it financially and emotionally... my body cant handle it... knowing that there is many people out there but longs for a baby💔💔😭😭 i made a choice that was out of my hands... the lord gave me a baby and i gave it back which is disrespect... i cant stand myself and i hate myself... i know many will judge me but no one could ever jugde me more than i judge myself... the hatered i have myself is unbearable... i just wish i never went for an abortion 💔😭

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 года назад +5

      Oh Ramone, I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. There is nothing like the pain of regret, I totally understand what you are saying. But rest assured that God loves you and He sees your heart, and He never judges a truly remorseful & repentant heart. He knows how sorry and heartbroken you are & He forgives you. Keep trusting God, your Creator. He is faithful and always good. Your sweet baby is waiting to meet you in Heaven. You will get to not only hold your sweet child, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

    • @petiakolibova8282
      @petiakolibova8282 2 года назад +1

      Sending you much love. Choice is made and how you get to believe that the soul of your baby will choose parents who are ready and willing. Hating self won’t change it love.

  • @Yodaddy2222
    @Yodaddy2222 3 года назад +50

    Amazing song. My wife was going to get an abortion today and she told me she was gunna take the pill and i got on my knees weak and begged God to please spare my n my child. To forgive me n my child.. to please give it life. And i couldnt walk was weak. And i get the text. Not going through with it. Never ever have i cried so hard. thank Lord. GOD IS GOOD

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  3 года назад +7

      Wow, children are the most precious gifts from God, so grateful to hear she made the right decision. You will be so blessed by this beautiful gift of life! Thank you for sharing your story with me ♥️

    • @kritigupta001
      @kritigupta001 2 года назад +1

      This is so beautiful

  • @kkemop
    @kkemop 3 года назад +43

    I'm a mama of multiple losses. The pain is with me everyday. Songs like these help me knowing I'm not alone.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  3 года назад +1

      I am so sorry.... there are no words for that kind of loss. I’m so grateful this song could bring you a little comfort ♥️ God bless you and your family.

  • @spacehunter8477
    @spacehunter8477 2 года назад +18

    Just lost my 1 day old son. He was so beautiful and peaceful. Can't wait to meet him again someday and just hug him and kiss him.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 года назад +1

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

  • @altimabriez
    @altimabriez 3 года назад +7

    I lost my daughter 4yrs & 2wks ago. I heard her heart beat & everything saw her tiny hands on a ultrasound in the ER then lost her a week after I heard & saw her. I just came across the song. I can't stop crying now. I wish I could hold her 1 more time. This is my 4th Christmas without her. Everyday I wish I was with her but I know it isn't my time. After I lost her I lost 8 more before they had a chance to show. I feel defeated.... I had giving up... I blamed God.... but after listening to this song & reading other ladies comments has shown me not to give up just yet...

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  3 года назад

      Oh I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet children in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

  • @deilepaita
    @deilepaita 2 года назад +2

    I lost my first born daughter on Sept 30 2022. She was born sleeping on Oct 1st 2022. It is devastating. I feel guilty and want to turn back time to be able to protect her from what caused this. I want to feel her, hold her, look at her eyes and hear her sounds. Instead, I have to settle for holding her photographs. It is not fair and I am angry with God for taking her.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 года назад +1

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet daughter in Heaven, you will get to raise her and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

  • @MooreV14
    @MooreV14 2 года назад +10

    Oh how I needed this. God took my boy to Heaven 18 days before his scheduled induction date. Perfectly healthy, we still don’t know why. All I know is that it was God’s plan. With as hard as that is, I still believe He is good. I believe He has a plan and a purpose much greater than we can imagine…. I know that He has been comforting us in our grief every single day since that horrible day 5 months ago. The anger I had towards God has finally subsided and although I’ll walk this path of grief for the rest of my life, I now feel hope for the future and I am looking forward to reuniting with my boy in Heaven one day. How I pray and hope that I get to raise him…. Thank you for this beautiful song. It’s a reminder that He is good no matter our circumstances.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 года назад +1

      I am so, so sorry. There are just no words.... wow.
      There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

    • @TL-vo8dq
      @TL-vo8dq Год назад

      I feel you 😍God took my baby son too a day before he was born . Everything was normal we never expected a sudden turn. He would have been 13 today 😌

  • @melyr7291
    @melyr7291 4 года назад +59

    Only God can heal the broken heart of a Mamma, I can't wait to hold my six precious babies. I always imagine them running and playing in Heaven; but, even after fifteen years, it still hurts. In my grief I have learned to stand still and let God be God--- No questions, no bitterness, no complaints... just praises to the ONE that made us and sustains us. Praise him for Christians that still serve him in the midst of the life's storms. Thank you for praising the Lord with your voice. May God bless you.

  • @gabriellegarachico1466
    @gabriellegarachico1466 Год назад +2

    I'm 16 years old and I've always wanted a little brother or sister, but I don't have one yet. My mom got diagnosed with diabetes in December 2022, which made things harder for our family. My dad works as a seaman and is away from home for months at a time. We were all excited when we found out in March 2023 that my mom was finally pregnant, but sadly, the baby didn't have a heartbeat after two months and didn't survive. It was really sad for all of us.
    I used to cry a lot and feel upset about not having a sibling, but now my main focus is on supporting my mom. Her health is important, and I want to help her recover from diabetes. Even though I still hope to have a sibling someday, right now, I'm focusing on being there for my mom and helping our family through these challenges. We stick together and support each other, and I believe we can overcome anything that comes our way.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Год назад +1

      Thank you for sharing your story with me. I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry.

  • @joanbrown4576
    @joanbrown4576 Год назад +3

    I lost my son 51 years ago, I was not allowed to hold him or say goodbye 😢or even cry . I know he is with the angles .

    • @dl1747
      @dl1747 7 месяцев назад

      That is so horrible! He is your baby and you should have been given your son to hold and hug and properly say goodbye to. He should have been put in his momma's arms for hugs and kisses before going to Heaven.

  • @richardferguson6665
    @richardferguson6665 Год назад +1

    I first heard this song in February 2023 after we lost our first grandson after only a few hours. He had a heart defect, and even with a viable plan in place for surgery and everything, it wasn't enough. Our grandson succumbed to the heart defect and passed in his daddy's arms while my daughter recovered from her C-section at another hospital. Throughout this year I've listened to this song and many other similar songs, but the lyrics that say "Hallelujah to the one who gives....Hallelujah to the one who takes away" is so powerful. As easy as it could be to be angry with God, we know that there's a reason for this and we may not be able to know why until we meet Jesus in Heaven and ask Him. But we have so much comfort in knowing that our grandson is fully healed and in a new body and we will meet him again in Heaven...someday.......

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Год назад

      Richard,
      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You WILL get to not only hold your sweet grandson in Heaven, you will get to watch him grow up and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry.
      Here is another song I wrote for some dear fiends who lost their 17 month old baby girl in a tragic car accident. I pray this can bring you some comfort 😭🤍
      ruclips.net/video/bR8GO1RhG8Q/видео.html

  • @DaniellaMariLibrando
    @DaniellaMariLibrando Год назад

    i lost my baby last Sunday morning. October 22, 2023. I'm all alone because his father starts to leave me too. i needed to be strong for myself and my baby. watch mommy from above okay? tell Jesus that I am so blessed and lucky because He allowed me to be your mother. If the right time will come, i will ask Him to bring you back to me again. I'll promise that i will protect and love you and give you the world my little one. mommy loves you so much!

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Год назад

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry.

  • @kaileyluttrell5546
    @kaileyluttrell5546 2 года назад +5

    It's my son's third birthday in heaven today. Thank you for writing this. It'll be on repeat all day. It's so easy to hate God for taking away your baby.. I did for a lot longer than I care to admit. But, I know he is taking good care of my baby until I can be with him again. He didn't take him away. He is still with me.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 года назад

      Oh Kailey, I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

  • @renteriafam4440
    @renteriafam4440 2 года назад +1

    I had a miscarriage on Jan 1,2023 at 18 weeks to our babygirl Ariel Sofia, it's been a hard road but this song says alot to keeping faith in knowing that God Is good and I will be able to hold her once again. I don't understand God's plan but I trust in His will not mine. I'm sorry to all the mommas and daddy's that have been through this loss. Hold strong to God our Comfoter

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 года назад

      I am so, so sorry. There are just no words...
      There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

  • @coxrocks25
    @coxrocks25 9 месяцев назад +3

    After 12 years of infertility, we found out my wife was pregnant again on April 15. We were beyond ecstatic. It was a miracle. Ten days later we went in for and ultrasound only to see a big black hole. I don't know how to stop feeling like I'm the subject of a terrible prank. I want to be a dad again more than anything in the world. I'm really struggling to move on...

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  9 месяцев назад +2

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. Our family just walked through a wilderness season where it felt like God was playing some kind of cruel prank on us. It is so hard to trust Him in those moments, when you feel so forgotten and in such a fog. I am so sorry. Your loss is unfathomable.
      All I can say is … despite it all, God loves you, and He is faithful and always good. And He IS writing a story in all this mess that someday will be beautiful and redemptive. I can only say that because our recent experience has proven so and we are amazed now being on the other side of the darkness.
      You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry😭🤍 Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing your story with me.

    • @coxrocks25
      @coxrocks25 9 месяцев назад

      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic thanks. I'm trying to keep up my faith. I know that's the promise that I'll be able to raise him/her, but my heart also aches for my 12 year old daughter. The bonding and experiences she's missing out on by not having siblings to share them with is so hard to watch. Even though it seems like maybe it eases the pain of infertility to have one child already, in some ways, it compounds it. She doesn't know what she's missing, but I do, and it is so hard not to be able to do anything about it.
      There's a saying when you can't see God's hand trust his heart... it's just so hard not to feel resentment when you were granted that hope and then had it shattered right in front of you.
      On a separate note, I'm impressed that even several years later, you're keeping up with all of these comments so much. It shows you truly know what others are going through and want to try to ease their burden. Only someone who has gone through their own corner of hell could stay so dedicated to giving a small dose of encouragement to those passing through a similar corner. Thanks for that. I think it means a lot to each person who has commented.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  9 месяцев назад +1

      @@coxrocks25 that is very kind of you to say. I feel all these comments so deeply. You’re not alone and I empathize with everything you shared. I’m so sorry you’ve had to walk this road. It is so hard and so painful. Grateful God gave us the gift of music to help us process our grief and be comforted by Him in this “meantime” we live in between now and eternity with Him. I long for that day so much. Thank you for sharing your story with me. God bless you.

    • @coxrocks25
      @coxrocks25 9 месяцев назад

      @@ShellyEJohnsonMusic thanks for letting your light shine before men. God bless you as well. Happy sabbath.

  • @DyLan-zm2ud
    @DyLan-zm2ud 4 месяца назад +2

    We lost our baby yesterday, September 16, 2024 (Our baby was 2 months along in her mom's belly). But my brother's wife gave birth to a beautiful girl on the same day. My wife and I are hurt, but we thank God that my brother's wife and their daughter are safe.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  4 месяца назад

      @@DyLan-zm2ud I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. It just makes absolutely no sense at all. And it never will. It's totally understandable to feel all kinds of emotions and have so many unanswerable questions.
      The only thing that is true is God sees you, He loves you and He is with you.
      You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever. I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry 😭🤍

    • @MariaNeufeld-tz2rz
      @MariaNeufeld-tz2rz 4 месяца назад

      We lost our little baby on Sept 25 2024 just 2 days ago our baby was only 3 months in the womb we miss it terribly bad. We feel with you. It was our first pregnancy I just wanted to meet it ❤

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  4 месяца назад

      @@MariaNeufeld-tz2rz Oh, I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. It just makes absolutely no sense at all. And it never will. The only thing that is true is God sees you, He loves you and He is with you.
      You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever. I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry 😭🤍

  • @Muneca_xoxo
    @Muneca_xoxo Месяц назад

    I just went through a miscarriage. I was 14 weeks and 3 days pregnant with my precious baby. On the day before Christmas Eve I found out that my precious baby didn't have a heartbeat. 😭💔 I miscarried him or her on Christmas morning. This was pregnancy number 5 and was supposed to be our tie breaker. I'm thankful for my children being here and being able to hug and love them while my heart tries to heal. I take comfort in knowing I'll hold my baby in heaven on day. I guess heaven needed my precious baby more. I've been praying to God for strength and comfort.❤

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Месяц назад +1

      @@Muneca_xoxo I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. It just makes absolutely no sense at all. And it never will. The only thing that is true is God sees you, He loves you and He is with you.
      We do not grieve without great hope. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever. I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so
      sorry. Thank you for sharing your story with me 🤍💔🙏🏼

  • @Princesspaintings
    @Princesspaintings 2 года назад +28

    We lost our Baby daughter 6 days ago, stillborn 22weeks and 6 days. I miss her everyday and can't wait to see and hug her in Heaven someday. 😭💔

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 года назад +2

      I am so, so sorry.... There are just no words. No words at all. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet daughter in Heaven, you will get to raise her and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

    • @MissDulce77
      @MissDulce77 Год назад +2

      My heart aches alongside yours. I lost my baby girl 4 days ago at 19 weeks 1 day… my heart is so torn and right now I’m having a hard time seeing how to move forward…

  • @ebbflowvideography9585
    @ebbflowvideography9585 6 лет назад +8

    I can’t stop listening to this, it’s the only thing keeping me sane right now. Today at 2 we go to the doctors to confirm what I already know in my heart. This will be our first loss and our hearts are so broken.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  6 лет назад

      Trinity Halsey I am so, so sorry. Praying for you and your family today ♥️

  • @florlynvillagomez6164
    @florlynvillagomez6164 Год назад +1

    I just had my second miscarriage last October 5, 2023. I cannot cry anymore. It seems that my heart has been numbed. The word pain is an understatement of what I am feeling right now! I felt like I still cannot believe that the baby we have been waiting for 13 years was gone again after my first miscarriage last November 2021. I knew God has better plans although I cannot understand why this has happen. I only knew I have to accept and move on because God knows what is best for me even though I am still hurting right now.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Год назад

      Oh, my…. I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. As true as it is to know God is good and faithful and you will get to not only hold your babies in Heaven but raise them and enjoy every moment together…. it still doesn’t ease the pain of these moments in the here and now. It hurts so much and it’s so hard to wait for Heaven. I am so sorry. Thank you for sharing your story with me. I am glad this song could bring a small bit of comfort 🤍

  • @beachlady5284
    @beachlady5284 Год назад +1

    Every time i go to sleep, i wake up thinking im in a dream and still pregnant. I want my baby. Ill never know if it was a boy or girk, never kiss that little face.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Год назад +1

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. And you WILL know one day if it was a son or daughter! You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever!
      I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you 💔🙏🏼

  • @rosepxyang
    @rosepxyang 4 года назад +15

    I just loss my baby last night....thank you for writing a song that gives the glory to God. He is good in every season

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  4 года назад +1

      Oh my.... I am so so sorry 😭 no words. Prayers for you and your family ♥️

  • @TeamLesson
    @TeamLesson 3 месяца назад +1

    I lost my baby last October 28,2024. 36 weeks and 2 days I never had the chance to hear his voice 😔😭💔 Fly high our little angle 🤍🕊️👼

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  3 месяца назад

      @@TeamLesson I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. It just makes absolutely no sense at all. And it never will. The only thing that is true is God sees you, He loves you and He is with you.
      We do not grieve without great hope. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever. I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so
      sorry 🤍💔🙏🏼

  • @JC-bq3vd
    @JC-bq3vd Год назад +1

    Carried on earth born an angel may 9th 2021 i was 15. From rape. God please be with me this week is mothers day and i am struggling so very much with the grief and loss my baby never forget momma loves you. I'm so sorry, i never got to tell you 💔😭

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Год назад +1

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. Here is a brand new song I just released that I wrote for some dear fiends of mine who lost their 17 month old baby girl in a tragic car accident. I pray this can bring you some comfort 😭🤍
      ruclips.net/video/bR8GO1RhG8Q/видео.html

    • @JC-bq3vd
      @JC-bq3vd Год назад +1

      ​@ShellyEJohnsonMusic Thank you so very much for writing this beautiful song. Words can't explain how precious it is to me God bless you and keep you in His arms you are a precious soul in this broken world

  • @Yumii6991
    @Yumii6991 16 дней назад

    My baby should have been born this month, but I'll just hold him/her in heaven someday.🥺🤍

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  16 дней назад +1

      @@Yumii6991 I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. It just makes absolutely no sense at all. And it never will. The only thing that is true is God sees you, He loves you and He is with you.
      We do not grieve without great hope. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever. I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so
      sorry. Thank you for sharing your story with me 🤍💔🙏🏼

    • @Yumii6991
      @Yumii6991 16 дней назад

      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic thank you for your music. It speaks to my heart and gives me comfort.🥺

  • @salanietavasikali5313
    @salanietavasikali5313 2 года назад +3

    I interpret your beautiful song a little different. My husband passed while I was still 7 months pregnant with our first child. I see this song as my son's way of letting his father know that though he left early without meeting him, we look forward to seeing him in heaven someday. Thank you for this beautiful song, it kept me going at the most difficult time of my life xx

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 года назад +1

      Oh my goodness, I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will see him again someday and get to be together forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

    • @salanietavasikali5313
      @salanietavasikali5313 2 года назад

      @@ShellyEJohnsonMusic Thank you so much ❤️

  • @EroyLim
    @EroyLim Год назад +1

    Just found out that my Baby Boy Enver, god rest his soul, will be returned to the lord's Embrace. Me and my fiancé are devastated, knowing that we would never hold his little hand, or be able to raise him up, see him grow up to be a fine young man. Listen to his first cry. Im sorry Enver, mommy and daddy loves you the most, u are our first and favourite child, no matter how many comes after, we love you the most🕊

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Год назад

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet boy in Heaven, you will get to raise him and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. I’m grateful this song can bring you some comfort 😭🤍

  • @angiesawyer173
    @angiesawyer173 2 года назад

    My daughter was so happy to be pregnant. She had difficulties, my sweet granddaughter was born sleeping on 5-29-2022. Sleep in Peace Faith Judith Martinez.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 года назад +1

      Oh Angie... I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you and your daughter. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet grandchild in Heaven, you will get to enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

    • @angiesawyer173
      @angiesawyer173 2 года назад

      @@ShellyEJohnsonMusic thank you so much for replying…I LOVE your music..this song brought a River of tears. All my daughter went thru, she too wonders why give me this precious baby girl only to take her away. God has a reason, and I can’t wait to hold my granddaughter when I go to Heaven. Thank you for this song. ❤️
      God Bless You Shelly 👼👼👼

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 года назад +1

      @@angiesawyer173 😭🙏🏼

    • @angiesawyer173
      @angiesawyer173 2 года назад

      @@ShellyEJohnsonMusic Hi Shelly my Daughter is pregnant with her rainbow baby! We will never forget Baby Faith she made me a Grandma ❤️ Praying my daughter has a healthy pregnancy 🙏🏼🙏🏼❤️

    • @angiesawyer173
      @angiesawyer173 Год назад

      @@ShellyEJohnsonMusicMy daughter had her rainbow baby early 3-24-23 but she was healthy and growing fast! Her name is Luciana Faith ❤I’m blessed to be her Grandmother ❤

  • @cjchep6555
    @cjchep6555 3 года назад +9

    It’s been 40 years since I had 2 miscarriages - I still grieve from time to time. Beautiful song! Looking forward to heaven!!

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  3 года назад +1

      Wow.... I am so sorry you’ve had to experience this pain and this loss. Yes Heaven will be amazing, I am looking forward to it too! God bless you ♥️

  • @elizabethstein5652
    @elizabethstein5652 9 месяцев назад +1

    We had a miscarriage with our first baby. We felt led to name a baby that didn’t grow beyond a microscopic point. We had a small service while burying the remains from my D&C. God’s presence has never been stronger than during that ceremony. There is a gravestone there but since I don’t have access to that private location, I paid to have her name engraved on a granite wall at the Sacramento Memorial Garden for the Unborn.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  9 месяцев назад +1

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry😭🤍

  • @nicolerodriguez7185
    @nicolerodriguez7185 Год назад +1

    I just had my 3rd miscarriage today. This was a surprise baby. We were done. But when I found out the day after Christmas, I was so happy. I started dreaming and planning and picking names. This loss has been very hard. I wanted this baby so much. Thank you for this song. It is just what I needed….

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Год назад +1

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet children in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry
      😭🤍

  • @alyssaponder1680
    @alyssaponder1680 2 года назад +13

    As I’ve just lost my baby yesterday this song puts me and some kind of calming place…

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 года назад

      Oh Alyssa, I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

  • @MargoRichter-s4c
    @MargoRichter-s4c Год назад +1

    The perfect song for going through a miscarriage! I lost my baby about a month and a half ago and I keep coming back to this song.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Год назад

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. I believe you will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! But I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. Glad to hear this song could bring just a little comfort. Thank you for sharing your story with me 🤍

  • @bethanywood143
    @bethanywood143 2 месяца назад

    I lost my baby 10/26/24 at 9 weeks pregnant. I should be in my second trimester this week. Ive been playing this song over and over again for the last 2 days.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 месяца назад

      @@bethanywood143 I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. It just makes absolutely no sense at all. And it never will. The only thing that is true is God sees you, He loves you and He is with you.
      We do not grieve without great hope. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever. I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so
      sorry. Thank you for sharing your story with me 🤍💔🙏🏼

  • @harmonyann4675
    @harmonyann4675 7 дней назад

    This was needed…. God brought this to me when I needed it. 🙏🏽

  • @naaokailey4844
    @naaokailey4844 2 года назад +12

    I miscarried my beautiful twins Jidenna and Jenaiah last October 2022 at 22 weeks a first time mama after 3 years of waiting they left a whole in our hearts because they were loved even before they were given to us by God. Listening to this song brings me to tears and also gives me hope that I will hold them in heaven someday🙏🙏 Sending hugs to my little pumpkins in heaven.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 года назад +1

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet children in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

    • @naaokailey4844
      @naaokailey4844 2 года назад

      Thanks Mama for your kind words. Indeed we will get to raise our rainbow 🌈 babies💞💞

  • @angelacartwright8039
    @angelacartwright8039 Год назад +2

    I lost a baby in December of 2022. She/He would’ve been my second. It’s a bittersweet feeling. My faith has kept me sane. But sometimes it is tough. I absolutely love this song. I couldn’t keep from crying. Thank you for sharing this beautiful piece of music with us all ♥️

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Год назад

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry😭🤍

  • @piuminifernando9246
    @piuminifernando9246 8 месяцев назад +1

    I lost my daughter recently, she was early and a stillborn, I felt her breath slowly goes away on
    My hands.. I still remember i kissed her little lips like it was my first kiss in my whole life. Her tiny little fingers held one of my finger which i still cannot got out of my mind. At that very first day of my pregnancy me and my husband was thrilled and butterflies were in my stomach.. And the very first day of our lost, While i was holding my little baby on my arms Shocked, the only sound i heard was my husband's tears falling and crying. The hospital room was like a black room to me. we visit her grave every chance we get to let our grief goes away., once a week, I hold my daughter's wore clothes during her last time on hospital, listening to this song, hoping her touch my face once.
    Coming breast milk out knowing that there won't be a baby to drink made me a living like hell for a long time. To all the mothers out there, this song is smoothing and Thank you for letting our pain out.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  8 месяцев назад

      Oh my…… I am so, so sorry. Reading your story brings tears to my eyes. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. I am so, so sorry. No words could ever convey the level of pain you feel.
      Keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful. You will get to not only hold your sweet daughter again in Heaven, you will get to raise her and enjoy every moment together... forever. I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry😭🤍

  • @rochelleenciobajande4964
    @rochelleenciobajande4964 2 года назад +5

    Thank you for sharing this song. For glorifying God despite the pain of losing a child. A warm embrace to all the parents who lost their children. We will soon meet and hug our unborn child in Heaven but for now God is there embracing them. Hallelujah to the One who gives. Hallelujah to the One who takes away.

  • @danielleelias685
    @danielleelias685 2 месяца назад

    Wow beautiful song. Sorry for your loss, thank God for the blessed hope that we will see our babies one day.

  • @davysgurl2
    @davysgurl2 2 года назад +4

    Miscarrying my precious baby was the hardest and most isolating experience I have endured. It needs to be talked about more. It shouldn't be taboo to speak about. Songs like this make me realize I'm not alone ❤️

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 года назад

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

    • @petiakolibova8282
      @petiakolibova8282 2 года назад

      Miscarrying right now as I’m typing this. And speaking about this topic openly on my Instagram and podcast because even thought my heart is broken to million pieces we need to talk about it and feel it to heal it. Together 🤍🙏🏻 sending you much love

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 года назад

      @@petiakolibova8282 I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

  • @laurenfletcher2120
    @laurenfletcher2120 3 года назад +9

    “In every season He is good.” Those are the lyrics that are so hard to understand and believe in these circumstances. I had my first miscarriage with my first baby a little over a month ago. I know they are in the most peaceful presence of Jesus. Your song has spoken to me in many ways tonight as I’m grieving. Thank you for allowing God to work through you.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  3 года назад

      Oh Lauren... I am so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Keep trusting God, He is faithful and always good, even when it makes no sense to us at all... You will get to not only see your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together! God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

  • @denaimullet8427
    @denaimullet8427 2 года назад +11

    I’m so sorry for everyone s losses. It’s so hard! First miscarriage in December 2020, second miscarriage in September 2021, December 2021 I found out that I was pregnant again. She was born in August 2022. A little over two months ago. I am so thankful for her.

  • @JessicaMarie9382
    @JessicaMarie9382 4 года назад +6

    3 weeks ago, I learned I was pregnant with my first baby. And 150 minutes later I was told it was an ectopic pregnancy.
    Thank you for this song.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  4 года назад

      I am so sorry.... there are no words 💔

    • @JessicaMarie9382
      @JessicaMarie9382 4 года назад

      Thank you. There really are no words. But your song...it really touched me. It's painful, yet I need it.

  • @rheajanedelrosario1663
    @rheajanedelrosario1663 Год назад +3

    I lost my baby 3weeks ago and still trying to be okay and continue my life even though it's hard because it supposed my first baby. But I know I will meet my Angel Caleb in heaven someday 🥺

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Год назад

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry 😭💔

  • @elleyana8504
    @elleyana8504 3 года назад +1

    My beautiful baby Eliana was born sleeping last Nov. 29, 2021. She was 35 weeks old. I thought she would be our rainbow baby after 3 miscarriages in the past. I can't even describe how painful my husband and I are going through. I thought we did everything we could. I don't know. I have so many questions. I'm trying my best to be strong for my husband and my family but I don't know how long I can do this.
    Thank you for this song, it comforts me and my husband.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  3 года назад +1

      Oh Hilger I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

  • @delrocioenriquez3151
    @delrocioenriquez3151 4 года назад +8

    I been listen this song since I found it. Lost my baby when I was 13 weeks pregnant. I cannot seem to find peace. However, this song reminds me There is a God that heals everything.
    God bless you

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  4 года назад +1

      Wow, there are no words to express the magnitude of your loss. I am so sorry you've had to walk through that. I pray the song can bring some level of peace and help you heal. God is faithful no matter what. God bless you, as well

    • @jamesedwardford589
      @jamesedwardford589 4 года назад +1

      💬💬💬💬💬💬

  • @stevewhewell6190
    @stevewhewell6190 3 года назад +8

    ❤👼Dedicated to my Daughter, Michelle Louise who went to Heaven 45 years ago today. Waiting to see you in Heaven someday. I love you baby. 👼❤

  • @tiffanyms2881
    @tiffanyms2881 3 года назад +1

    Suffered a miscarriage today and I tell you, I have never in my life felt this broken. Ever. I am devastated. I pray with all in me I’ll get the chance to see my baby in Heaven. I don’t understand the why of it and I never will but I pray I somehow muster some courage to press on.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  3 года назад

      Oh Tiffany, I’m so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. But keep trusting God, He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only see your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together! God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

    • @notafeminist7642
      @notafeminist7642 3 года назад

      You put my own pain into your words. Sending love

  • @livelife4599
    @livelife4599 2 года назад +6

    I’m currently miscarrying our precious first baby. Thank you for your vulnerability in this song. It has helped my husband and I. Thank you for praising God through it all and for what we don’t understand. You have articulated all my dreams and hopes for being a mama in this song 💕

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 года назад

      Oh Anna... I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

  • @brandonginther5246
    @brandonginther5246 Год назад +2

    Thank you for this beautiful and heart wrenching song. Its been a few months and the pain is not any easier for my wife and I. Our Shiloh would have been born this month and the emotions nearly take the wind out of me each day so far. Can't wait to meet them face to face.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Год назад

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry.

  • @jarvisx8
    @jarvisx8 Год назад

    My wife and I lost our 2 months old baby boy on 4/17/23. His heart suddenly became weak and stopped beating. We miss him every single day and every single moment. This song that you sing brings us so much hope that one day we will be able to embrace him again in the Kingdom of our Lord. What a wonderful day that will be. I thank our God for giving you the strength to write and sing such a beautiful song that is so full of love. May we all be comforted.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Год назад

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry.
      Here is a brand new song I just released that I wrote for some dear fiends of mine who lost their 17 month old baby girl in a tragic car accident. I pray this can bring you some comfort too 😭🤍
      ruclips.net/video/bR8GO1RhG8Q/видео.html

    • @jarvisx8
      @jarvisx8 Год назад

      Thank you so much.

  • @littletick76
    @littletick76 2 месяца назад

    Nov 24 1995 and April 14, 2009 two of the saddest days of my life. Both my babies are in heaven. I never got to hold you, hear you cry, feel you grow in my stomach, watch you grow up, to hear your sweet voice saying momma I need you. But one day I'll see you again. I love you both more then words can explain. Yes I lost you early in pregnancy but you always be my babies.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 месяца назад

      @@littletick76 I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. It just makes absolutely no sense at all. And it never will. The only thing that is true is God sees you, He loves you and He is with you.
      We do not grieve without great hope. You will get to not only hold your sweet children in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever. I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so
      sorry. Thank you for sharing your story with me 🤍💔🙏🏼

  • @Nic-vo6pq
    @Nic-vo6pq 3 года назад +4

    I was looking for a song to speak to my broken heart 💔....I found it here! "Hallelujah to the One who gives and takes away!" Three times my husband and I have been through this loss..... But, three times God has held our hand through the pain of grief and the joy of healing!

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  3 года назад

      Oh I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet children in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

  • @phiwankosi1327
    @phiwankosi1327 Год назад +1

    I lost my baby 21.10.21, can't get over still. This song gives me so much comfort and hope...

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Год назад

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry.

  • @wrightmoney2054
    @wrightmoney2054 3 года назад +3

    It's been almost a month since my sweet Arabella came silently... We played this at her funeral, and today's the first time I've brought myself to listen to it. It's so beautiful. I miss my daughter.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  3 года назад

      Oh Destiny.... There are no words 💔 My heart breaks and aches with you. I am so, so sorry you have had to walk through this. I am so glad this song could bring even a little comfort, even though I know nothing can ever ease the pain. I pray the God of all comfort brings you peace and healing.... I am so sorry. I do believe with all my heart you will get to raise your sweet Arabella in Heaven someday and enjoy every moment with her ♥️💔🙏🏼

  • @kheshepushohe
    @kheshepushohe 2 месяца назад

    Lost our Twin baby boy on 9 Sept 2024 while still 5 months. Can't comprehend the pain we are going through.... Still misses them 😢😢😢 so much. This song hit me so hard... Can't stop the tears rolling down my cheeks.... But I am sure and happy that I will be able to hold them in heaven someday😢

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 месяца назад +2

      @@kheshepushohe I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Tears have filled my eyes reading your message. It just makes absolutely no sense at all. And it never will. The only thing that is true is God sees you, He loves you and He is with you.
      We do not grieve without great hope. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever. I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so
      sorry. Thank you for sharing your story with me 🤍💔🙏🏼

    • @kheshepushohe
      @kheshepushohe 2 месяца назад

      ​@@ShellyEJohnsonMusicThank you so much for this song. God bless 🙏🙏🙏

  • @kelseystrom7003
    @kelseystrom7003 Год назад +3

    There are no words to describe how transformative this song has been for me this week. My husband and I have lost 3 precious babies in the last year. This song has helped me to refocus my heart. To turn my heartache into praise. To acknowledge the hard and the hurt, but praise Him even still. He is good, no matter what the circumstances may be. We may live in a fallen world where pain, and death, and heartache exist, but our sweet babies are already one step ahead of us living where there is no pain, no death, and no heartaches. Can’t wait to praise my sweet Jesus bedside all of our babies. Thank you Shelly for being so vulnerable to share this song with other hurting mamas 🤍 Sending love from Australia

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Год назад +2

      Amen Kelsey! So beautifully said.
      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But what a sweet hope we have to know we will not only hold our sweet children in Heaven, we will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry.
      Here is a brand new song I just released that I wrote for some dear fiends of mine who lost their 17 month old baby girl in a tragic car accident. I pray this can bring you some comfort as well 😭🤍 God bless you!
      ruclips.net/video/bR8GO1RhG8Q/видео.html

  • @vulpineronin3460
    @vulpineronin3460 2 года назад +1

    Thank you... I only recently found out that my ex-miscarried our child and never told me years ago. One would think you can't miss what you never knew you lost... but you can... so... thank you, for this.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 года назад

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

  • @jessicashae2005
    @jessicashae2005 6 месяцев назад +2

    Currently going through a miscarriage, and the heartbreak and grief is worse than anything I've ever experienced

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  5 месяцев назад +1

      @@jessicashae2005 Oh, I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. It just makes absolutely no sense at all. And it never will. The only thing that is true is God sees you, He loves you and He is with you.
      You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever. I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry 😭🤍

  • @AfamMarineservices
    @AfamMarineservices Год назад +1

    I lost my beloved daughter (first offspring)two years after two weeks of her birth. Hope to see her in heaven ❤

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Год назад

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You WILL get to not only hold your sweet daughter in Heaven, you will get to raise her and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry.
      Here is another song I wrote for some dear fiends who lost their 17 month old baby girl in a tragic car accident. I pray this can bring you some comfort 😭🤍
      ruclips.net/video/bR8GO1RhG8Q/видео.html

  • @MamiAdarna
    @MamiAdarna 2 года назад

    I had the chance to hold, smell and kiss my baby for just 8 hours right after she was born, I cherish those moments with her even for a short time. Stacie I will look forward to see you in heaven my angel.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 года назад

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

  • @tiffanylee9665
    @tiffanylee9665 3 месяца назад

    Lost my baby just over 2 months ago (08/21/24)
    I miss him so much. I was 12 Weeks and i felt his little life growing inside me and i felt it drain when he lost his life. 💔
    Ill see you in heaven some day my angel

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  3 месяца назад

      @@tiffanylee9665 I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. It just makes absolutely no sense at all. And it never will. The only thing that is true is God sees you, He loves you and He is with you.
      You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever. I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry 😭🤍

  • @Indyrm03
    @Indyrm03 2 года назад +5

    I'm so sorry for everyone's losses. I lost all 4 of my children between 6-24weeks of pregnancy. I understand your agony. Thoughts, tears and hugs from Micah's Alison's Heidi's and Noah's Forever Mama!!!!

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 года назад

      Oh Amber, I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet children in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

  • @cutiemegumi
    @cutiemegumi 2 месяца назад

    I lost my baby on July 31,2023. This song gives me so much comfort

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 месяца назад +1

      @@cutiemegumi I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. It just makes absolutely no sense at all. And it never will. The only thing that is true is God sees you, He loves you and He is with you.
      We do not grieve without great hope. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever. I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so
      sorry. Thank you for sharing your story with me 🤍💔🙏🏼

    • @cutiemegumi
      @cutiemegumi 2 месяца назад

      @ thank you 🙏

  • @bernadetteescobal7398
    @bernadetteescobal7398 5 месяцев назад +1

    I lost my baby girl last July 26,2024,she was just 1 week old,the pain is still there missing my baby girl.😭💔

    • @InteriorismoNatural
      @InteriorismoNatural 5 месяцев назад

      @bernadetteescobal7398 my god 😮. My baby boy passed away june 26th 2024, he was 5 days old. Send you love and peace to your heart ❤.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  5 месяцев назад

      @@bernadetteescobal7398 Oh, I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. It just makes absolutely no sense at all. And it never will. The only thing that is true is God sees you, He loves you and He is with you.
      You will get to not only hold your sweet girl in Heaven, you will get to raise her and enjoy every moment together... forever. I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry 😭🤍

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  5 месяцев назад

      @@InteriorismoNatural Oh, I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. It just makes absolutely no sense at all. And it never will. The only thing that is true is God sees you, He loves you and He is with you.
      You will get to not only hold your sweet boy in Heaven, you will get to raise him and enjoy every moment together... forever. I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry 😭🤍

  • @megd.6937
    @megd.6937 3 года назад +7

    Such a beautiful and heartfelt song. I lost my baby at 7 weeks, it’s been a month already but until now I do not know how to compose myself and it hurts so bad that I can’t even sleep at night. I really miss my baby.

    • @aprilumlas2199
      @aprilumlas2199 3 года назад

      Hugs .. i also lost mine at 7 weeks

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  3 года назад

      Oh Meg, I am so sorry you’ve had to walk through this. There are no words for this kind of pain. I believe you will not only get to meet your sweet baby in Heaven but you will get to raise him/her and enjoy every moment with him/her. Keep trusting God, He will never let you down ♥️

  • @FordBroncoGurl
    @FordBroncoGurl Год назад

    23 losses, all after 6 weeks, most after seeing the heartbeat. I have 6 babies Earthside, and I'm forever thankful. But I do wonder what my others would have looked like, or what their laughing would sound like. I just turned 46, and we are still hoping for #7 to come along. Miracles happen, I can always hope.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Год назад

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet children in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry
      😭🤍

  • @6190able
    @6190able 2 года назад +3

    I just had miscarriage 5 days ago. Now I'm still trying to recover my emotions of loss of the baby that had been awaited for so long. Can't wait to hold her in heaven someday.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 года назад

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you... ♥🙏🏼

    • @6190able
      @6190able 2 года назад

      @@ShellyEJohnsonMusic thanks ♥️

  • @sierrasecord548
    @sierrasecord548 8 месяцев назад

    After years of trying to become a mother on May 28th of 2023 I found out I was going to be a mother finally fast forward to October 23 2023 I went into early labour and gave birth to my beautiful baby boy who is now up in heaven with god he tried to fight but didn’t make it I was devastated and still am cause I can not have anymore babies now cause my uterus was dying and had to be removed 😢💔

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  8 месяцев назад

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. I have tears in my eyes reading your message. I am so sorry. Keep trusting God. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good, even though it's hard to see it sometimes. You will get to not only hold your sweet boy in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry😭🤍

  • @ericaapolinar1164
    @ericaapolinar1164 3 года назад

    I’ve been struggling with infertility for more than 9yrs. I did IVF Wednesday & had my only 2 beautiful baby girl & baby boy embryos transferred with hopes of being a mother for the first time. Today Friday July 2nd we went for our blood test to confirm pregnancy. Got my call I will never forget at 1149 to inform me I was negative. My heart & my future has all dropped in a blink of an eye, I feel so incomplete, I feel like a failure in life. All I want is to experience motherhood just once before my time is up. It hurts so much, my sweet babies were only with me for such a short period. My sweet babies, mommy loves you & I know we will meet again one day & be a family, even if it’s not in this lifetime. I will always love & remember you both 😔💔

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  3 года назад

      Oh, Erica.... I am so so sorry. There are no words. No words at all for this kind of loss. My heart aches with you. We will never understand this side of Heaven why God allows the things He allows. But I know with every fiber of my being that He is good and He is our only hope. I believe you will get to hold your sweet babies in Heaven someday and enjoy every moment raising them and watching them grow and being with them forever. I am so sorry you are hurting. May the God of all comfort fill you with His peace. Thank you for writing me 💔🖤

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  3 года назад

      You are NOT a failure. That is a lie from the pit of Hell and don’t believe it for one moment. You are loved, chosen, called, and cherished by Your Heavenly Father. Don’t allow the painful circumstances of this life to ever convince you otherwise. Keep trusting Jesus and don’t ever stop. I have had a ton of let downs in my life and unanswered prayers. I still don’t have answers. But I have never stopped trusting God through it all, and He has been so good ♥️

  • @kyriacarica5862
    @kyriacarica5862 3 года назад +3

    My second angel baby would have been born this month.
    I lost my first on October of 2017.
    With those months coming up, I'm really struggling.
    This song is so perfect right now. Thank you.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  3 года назад

      Oh my goodness, Kyria, I am so sorry. There are no words for this kind of loss and pain. My heart aches with you. I believe you will get to raise your sweet child in Heaven and enjoy every moment together! 💔🙏🏼 God bless you and your family...

  • @nicole.hitze1365
    @nicole.hitze1365 3 года назад +1

    I lost my sweet baby the day before Thanksgiving and the pain is more than I ever thought possible. Prays to any momma that has felt this heart ache

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  3 года назад +1

      Oh Nicole.... I’m so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. But keep trusting God, He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only see your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together! God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

  • @aditi.ot7
    @aditi.ot7 3 года назад +3

    I am a sunshine baby and the only living child of my parents. This song gives me comfort in knowing that I will see my little brothers in heaven one day 💛. Thank you so much for this kind soul. Lots of love and warmth to you and everyone else going through a tough time right now. Praying for healing and sunshine for all of us 💛💛 xo

  • @briannajurumbo4349
    @briannajurumbo4349 6 лет назад +8

    3 babies in heaven. This song hits me hard 😭 such a beautiful song

  • @omg_Im_finally_happy
    @omg_Im_finally_happy 4 года назад +2

    I had a miscarrige almost 2 years ago, I was about 6-8 months. I just recently told my family. Needed to grieve today, and to know I will one day see my baby again gives me peace

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  4 года назад

      Betsymonkey4242 betsy there are no words.... I am so sorry you have had to walk that road. Much love to you and your family ♥️

  • @amyrogers6026
    @amyrogers6026 8 месяцев назад +1

    I just stumbled across this video. The tears I have. I had a miscarriage Nov 2020 at 7 weeks so I didn't know the gender and its been so difficult for me. My baby should've turned 3 years old 2 days ago on May 16th so I really needed this song. I can't wait to hold my baby in Heaven (hopefully soon) someday.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  8 месяцев назад +1

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry😭🤍

  • @estefanycolting2452
    @estefanycolting2452 2 года назад +2

    Its been two weeks since we lost our supposedly first baby and up to now his loss is still a big question for us.
    Thanks to this song, it somehow reminded us that this will never be our last time to see Baby A..Painful as it is yet
    Heaven is waiting for that grand reunion someday..

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 года назад

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you... ♥🙏🏼

  • @jesseway-campbell293
    @jesseway-campbell293 2 года назад

    I have 7 Angels in Heaven, 3 girls and 4 sons. Today is the 7 year anniversary of Clarence's last kick, last heartbeat, tomorrow is his angellversary and May 7th is his birthday. He was born 44 hours after we were told his heart had stopped

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 года назад

      Oh Jesse, I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet children in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

  • @demig9163
    @demig9163 3 года назад +2

    This song is giving me the comfort I need while grieving the loss of my little one in a miscarriage. I trust the Lord will give again. Hallelujah.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  3 года назад +1

      I am so sorry you’ve had to walk through this. There are no words to capture this kind of loss 💔 God is faithful, keep trusting Him, He is always good no matter what happens. May God bless you 🙏🏼

  • @Emma-b3z
    @Emma-b3z Год назад

    I lost 2 before I was 20 , one an ectopic it broke my heart and left me numb and empty that was 21 years ago ,but sadly at the age of 26 I had too have my bladder womb removed 😢, then this year after loosing my colon I was told after 22 years I had endometriosis, I'm reminded that I was worthy or a woman who couldn't carry a child ,yet keeps getting overian cysts after cysts , I don't have support of family and I'm facing my 32nd operation but I'm here breathing, with a gift with animals and being highly spiritual, I was told a few times id lost a little boy really early on , but my ectopic I was around 11 wwwks so too my dear babies one day il get too hold you in my arms , 25th 5 2002 , angel may 😢❤

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  Год назад

      I am so, so sorry. What a journey you’ve had. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet children in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry 🤍

    • @Emma-b3z
      @Emma-b3z Год назад

      ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @shantelrider8109
    @shantelrider8109 10 месяцев назад

    Today April 10th my son would have turned 4 years old. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't miss him but I know that we will be reunited one day in heaven. He is up in Heaven with his 12 year old Cousin. Who was my mom first grandchild my son was her second.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  10 месяцев назад

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry😭🤍

  • @ashl984
    @ashl984 2 года назад +3

    Thank you for this song. It is so beautiful. My comfort is knowing my babies are being held and loved by my grandparents who are in Heaven until I can be there someday myself. Thank you for helping women not feel so alone in this pain while waiting for Heaven. Our hope is in Jesus and the promise of Heaven if we believe.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 года назад +1

      I am so, so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

  • @notafeminist7642
    @notafeminist7642 3 года назад

    Job 5:11 The lowly he sets on high, and those who mourn are lifted to safety.
    I lost my baby a week ago. God is at work in my life. Showing me the way out of this pain and darkness.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  3 года назад

      Oh I’m so sorry. There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. But keep trusting God, He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only see your sweet child in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together! God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼

  • @roryrose82
    @roryrose82 2 года назад

    Two Miscarriages, my son in May 2020, Josiah Ray and my daughter, Xiamara Dawn in October 2022. I got to hold her but not my little bear Josiah and it’s so hard. With the Lord’s help I’m living and continuing on, but it’s still hard not a day goes by I don’t think of my babies.

    • @ShellyEJohnsonMusic
      @ShellyEJohnsonMusic  2 года назад

      I am so, so sorry. There are no words ......
      There is no pain like this pain. My heart aches with you. Trials like this make absolutely no sense at all. But keep trusting God, your Creator. He loves you, and He is faithful and always good. You will get to not only hold your sweet children in Heaven, you will get to raise them and enjoy every moment together... forever! I know that doesn't ease the pain of this moment. I am so sorry. God bless you... ♥️🙏🏼