I lost my first crush three years ago to suicide. We'd been together for five months and this was supposed to be our wedding song, but now, she's gone. Forever. Every single lyric in this song mentioned all my sacrifices for her. Some include: "When life leaves you high and dry, i'll be at your door tonight. If you need help, if you need help." Everytime she needed something or was in pain, i would go to their house always at night to make sure she was okay. The reason why i would always go to their house at midnight is because her anxiety and depression always shows at night. "I'll shut down the city lights, i'll lie, cheat, i'll beg and bribe. To make you well, to make you well." I would basically do everything for her, even risk my life to give her the happiness she needed and to distract her from her conditions. "When enemies are at your door, i'll carry you away from war. If you need help, if you need help." Our enemy is basically her depression and anxiety attacks. Every time it would show up, i carry her away from it. As much as possible, i want her to be happy just for a while without her conditions being able to control her entire body. "Your hope dangling by a string, i'll share in your suffering. To make you well, to make you well." If only sufferings were able to share, i would take the other half of her sufferings so that she wouldn't have to suffer it all. "And i would do it for you, for you. Baby i'm not moving on. I'll love you long after you're gone. For you, for you. You would never sleep alone, i'll love you long after you're gone. And long after you're gone, gone, gone." I would do basically everything for her. If the time comes that she isn't here with me anymore, i will not move on. Cause she's the only girl in my heart. She's the one who i want to marry and grow old together. As much as possible, i want to be always with her so that she doesn't have to sleep alone and know that i'm with her always for the rest of our lives. "When you fall like a statue, i'm gon' be there to catch you. Put you on your feet, you on your feet." If she's slowly giving up, and loses balance, i would be there to catch her and put her on her feet to make sure she continues her journey. "And if your well is empty, not a thing will prevent me. Tell me what you need, what do you need?" If she's feeling empty, or alone, nothing will prevent me. I always tell her what she needs, and i'll give it to her. "I surrender honestly, you've always done the same for me." She told me that lyric because i was there from the beginning up to now. She was so thankful that i didn't give up despite our differences and her condition as well. I told her that as long as i'm here, i'll carry her 'till the end. "You're my backbone, you're my cornerstone, you're my crutch when my legs stop moving. You're my headstart, you're my rugged heart, you're the pulse that i've always needed." Our favorite line from this song. She also told me this because i was the one taking care of her, cooking and bringing her food when she's lonely. Sometimes, i do sleep in her bedroom with her to make sure she's okay. And if she ever needed something, i don't mind. As long she's happy. In other words, i was her everything. I was the one she never wished for but came to her life. And i was happy to be able to make her laugh, and make her feel that she didn't have any problems. Just fun and no regrets in life. "Like a drum baby don't stop beating, like a drum my heart never stops beating for you. And long after you're gone, gone, gone. I'll love you long after you're gone, gone, gone." My heart will never stop beating for you, Erika. My heart always misses you. I miss you badly. I promise, i'll find you in our afterlife okay? We'll get married and God will be the one to do that for us. Please guide me always my baby. I love you so much.
Damn bro. I'm so sorry for this. I just got rejected by my crush today and I thought I was the only one but you're story is truly heart wrenching. I seriously can't imagine the pain you went through. I really really pray to God and hope that you both shall surely meet in afterlife. I'm sure she's seeing you right now from the heavens as you go through your struggles in life. Just don't stop. We all and she too, is with you.
@@anthonydalebarroga Look man, I can't say that I know how it feels, because I don't, but just reading this and seeing how much you cared for her is amazing, and finding out that you are still trying to be your best self and not pushing away people is incredible, Even though I'm still young, I've pushed away a lot of people, then when I did something in my opinion has really impacted my life, I didn't have many people to talk to, seeing myself back then and seeing you now, I feel very ridiculous about myself, Stay strong man❤
@@anthonydalebarroga I've had a moment in my life when I really thought about doing something worse and I can say in those moments the best thing you have is having someone to help you, someone to talk to, ask how you and I can truly say you were a hero to her you are always by her side making her better and puts a smile on her face. Erika may have is no longer between us but love that she had for you will be eternal ❤️
When life leaves you high and dry I'll be at your door tonight If you need help, if you need help I'll shut down the city lights I'll lie, cheat, I'll beg and bribe To make you well, to make you well When enemies are at your door I'll carry you way from war If you need help, if you need help Your hope dangling by a string I'll share in your suffering To make you well, to make you well Give me reasons to believe That you would do the same for me And I would do it for you, for you Baby, I'm not moving on I'll love you long after you're gone For you, for you You will never sleep alone I'll love you long after you're gone And long after you're gone, gone, gone When you fall like a statue I'm gon' be there to catch you Put you on your feet, you on your feet And if your well is empty Not a thing will prevent me Tell me what you need What do you need? I surrender honestly You've always done the same for me So, I would do it for you, for you Baby, I'm not movin' on I'll love you long after you're gone For you, for you You will never sleep alone I'll love you long after you're gone And long after you're gone, gone, gone You're my backbone You're my cornerstone You're my crutch when my legs stop moving You're my headstart You're my rugged heart You're the pulse that I've always needed Like a drum, baby, don't stop beating Like a drum, baby, don't stop beating Like a drum, baby, don't stop beating Like a drum, my heart never stops beating For you, for you Baby, I'm not moving on I'll love you long after you're gone For you, for you You will never sleep alone I'll love you long after you're gone For you, for you Baby, I'm not movin' on I'll love you long after you're gone For you, for you You will never sleep alone I'll love you long, long after you're gone Like a drum, baby, don't stop beating Like a drum, baby, don't stop beating Like a drum, baby, don't stop beating Like a drum, my heart never stops beating for you And long after you're gone, gone, gone I'll love you long after you're gone, gone, gone
For anyone lost in life, I can relate. Everyday I wake up not knowing what I want to do with myself. But there’s one thing im holding onto and it’s that Jesus set me free from my pornography addiction and my food disorder. So please live for God. His words are true and heaven really is real.
I'm so sorry for your loss, I lost my gran when I was around 13. It was an extremely tough time. If there is a song you'd want me to slow for you let me know ❤
Ch1llVib35 could you do an edit song of Justin foley and Jessica Davis never let me go please I love these couple so much and have asked around and no ones doing them means a lot since I used to talk about them to my gran🥺❤️
I've been there, I understand you. I know you'll move on from being obsessed with anime characters. Life's more than just fantasizing a non-existent person. Sorry to ruin your dreams, but we should know our limits and not expect this world to be an animated one.
i want this to be playing in the end credits for secret wars, similar to DP&W end credits but with multiple different behind the scenes of the childhood superhero marvel movies in the 2000’s 2:59
Did you really had to put a spidey pic here? Knowing all too welll what happen to Peter in the movie this song appears, crrueeell. This makes me wanna cry thanks
"ill love u long after youre gone" literally andrew garfield after tasm2 he never got over gwen edit: during these last 6 months i found a girl, she seemed so damn perfect, but ofc no ones erfect. she ended up dumping me tho. i still miss her sometimes, she was there for me all the time and now i feel a lil lost ngl. its been 2 months and i cant move on
the amazing spider-man 2.
Yes
Andrew is my fave spidey by far
Yes 🤣
@@ch1llvib357 👀 same to you bro..hhhh
Peak
I lost my first crush three years ago to suicide. We'd been together for five months and this was supposed to be our wedding song, but now, she's gone. Forever. Every single lyric in this song mentioned all my sacrifices for her. Some include:
"When life leaves you high and dry, i'll be at your door tonight. If you need help, if you need help."
Everytime she needed something or was in pain, i would go to their house always at night to make sure she was okay. The reason why i would always go to their house at midnight is because her anxiety and depression always shows at night.
"I'll shut down the city lights, i'll lie, cheat, i'll beg and bribe. To make you well, to make you well."
I would basically do everything for her, even risk my life to give her the happiness she needed and to distract her from her conditions.
"When enemies are at your door, i'll carry you away from war. If you need help, if you need help."
Our enemy is basically her depression and anxiety attacks. Every time it would show up, i carry her away from it. As much as possible, i want her to be happy just for a while without her conditions being able to control her entire body.
"Your hope dangling by a string, i'll share in your suffering. To make you well, to make you well."
If only sufferings were able to share, i would take the other half of her sufferings so that she wouldn't have to suffer it all.
"And i would do it for you, for you. Baby i'm not moving on. I'll love you long after you're gone. For you, for you. You would never sleep alone, i'll love you long after you're gone. And long after you're gone, gone, gone."
I would do basically everything for her. If the time comes that she isn't here with me anymore, i will not move on. Cause she's the only girl in my heart. She's the one who i want to marry and grow old together. As much as possible, i want to be always with her so that she doesn't have to sleep alone and know that i'm with her always for the rest of our lives.
"When you fall like a statue, i'm gon' be there to catch you. Put you on your feet, you on your feet."
If she's slowly giving up, and loses balance, i would be there to catch her and put her on her feet to make sure she continues her journey.
"And if your well is empty, not a thing will prevent me. Tell me what you need, what do you need?"
If she's feeling empty, or alone, nothing will prevent me. I always tell her what she needs, and i'll give it to her.
"I surrender honestly, you've always done the same for me."
She told me that lyric because i was there from the beginning up to now. She was so thankful that i didn't give up despite our differences and her condition as well. I told her that as long as i'm here, i'll carry her 'till the end.
"You're my backbone, you're my cornerstone, you're my crutch when my legs stop moving. You're my headstart, you're my rugged heart, you're the pulse that i've always needed."
Our favorite line from this song. She also told me this because i was the one taking care of her, cooking and bringing her food when she's lonely. Sometimes, i do sleep in her bedroom with her to make sure she's okay. And if she ever needed something, i don't mind. As long she's happy. In other words, i was her everything. I was the one she never wished for but came to her life. And i was happy to be able to make her laugh, and make her feel that she didn't have any problems. Just fun and no regrets in life.
"Like a drum baby don't stop beating, like a drum my heart never stops beating for you. And long after you're gone, gone, gone. I'll love you long after you're gone, gone, gone."
My heart will never stop beating for you, Erika. My heart always misses you. I miss you badly. I promise, i'll find you in our afterlife okay? We'll get married and God will be the one to do that for us. Please guide me always my baby. I love you so much.
Damn bro. I'm so sorry for this. I just got rejected by my crush today and I thought I was the only one but you're story is truly heart wrenching. I seriously can't imagine the pain you went through. I really really pray to God and hope that you both shall surely meet in afterlife. I'm sure she's seeing you right now from the heavens as you go through your struggles in life. Just don't stop. We all and she too, is with you.
@@leoceanburst3328 Thank you so much bro. It means a lot to me.
@RainCloud I’ll still keep fighting, for us. Thank you so much, it means a lot. ❤️
@@anthonydalebarroga Look man, I can't say that I know how it feels, because I don't, but just reading this and seeing how much you cared for her is amazing, and finding out that you are still trying to be your best self and not pushing away people is incredible, Even though I'm still young, I've pushed away a lot of people, then when I did something in my opinion has really impacted my life, I didn't have many people to talk to, seeing myself back then and seeing you now, I feel very ridiculous about myself, Stay strong man❤
@@anthonydalebarroga I've had a moment in my life when I really thought about doing something worse and I can say in those moments the best thing you have is having someone to help you, someone to talk to, ask how you and I can truly say you were a hero to her you are always by her side making her better and puts a smile on her face. Erika may have is no longer between us but love that she had for you will be eternal ❤️
I feel so nostalgic when I listen to this
When life leaves you high and dry
I'll be at your door tonight
If you need help, if you need help
I'll shut down the city lights
I'll lie, cheat, I'll beg and bribe
To make you well, to make you well
When enemies are at your door
I'll carry you way from war
If you need help, if you need help
Your hope dangling by a string
I'll share in your suffering
To make you well, to make you well
Give me reasons to believe
That you would do the same for me
And I would do it for you, for you
Baby, I'm not moving on
I'll love you long after you're gone
For you, for you
You will never sleep alone
I'll love you long after you're gone
And long after you're gone, gone, gone
When you fall like a statue
I'm gon' be there to catch you
Put you on your feet, you on your feet
And if your well is empty
Not a thing will prevent me
Tell me what you need
What do you need?
I surrender honestly
You've always done the same for me
So, I would do it for you, for you
Baby, I'm not movin' on
I'll love you long after you're gone
For you, for you
You will never sleep alone
I'll love you long after you're gone
And long after you're gone, gone, gone
You're my backbone
You're my cornerstone
You're my crutch when my legs stop moving
You're my headstart
You're my rugged heart
You're the pulse that I've always needed
Like a drum, baby, don't stop beating
Like a drum, baby, don't stop beating
Like a drum, baby, don't stop beating
Like a drum, my heart never stops beating
For you, for you
Baby, I'm not moving on
I'll love you long after you're gone
For you, for you
You will never sleep alone
I'll love you long after you're gone
For you, for you
Baby, I'm not movin' on
I'll love you long after you're gone
For you, for you
You will never sleep alone
I'll love you long, long after you're gone
Like a drum, baby, don't stop beating
Like a drum, baby, don't stop beating
Like a drum, baby, don't stop beating
Like a drum, my heart never stops beating for you
And long after you're gone, gone, gone
I'll love you long after you're gone, gone, gone
That has hit harder than I remembered 0_0
Spidey 🥺
For anyone lost in life, I can relate. Everyday I wake up not knowing what I want to do with myself. But there’s one thing im holding onto and it’s that Jesus set me free from my pornography addiction and my food disorder. So please live for God. His words are true and heaven really is real.
Wow there bud, sorry about that but keep that word to yourself please, not a word people would want to hear.
Keep having faith in god and try to better than you were yesterday. It’s a slow process but that’s better than no progress
✝️
This makes me think of a perfect timeline where Peter 3 actually catches Gwen :(
Totally underrated 🤍🖤
How ironic this song reminds us of Peter Parker & Gwen Stacy and the thumbnail also represents him being sad in the rain 😩💔
Bro this Is perfect
i love this so much this so needed:(❤️ a lost my gran this and this songs helped me thru so much❤️
I'm so sorry for your loss, I lost my gran when I was around 13. It was an extremely tough time. If there is a song you'd want me to slow for you let me know ❤
Ch1llVib35 could you do an edit song of Justin foley and Jessica Davis never let me go please I love these couple so much and have asked around and no ones doing them means a lot since I used to talk about them to my gran🥺❤️
Ch1llVib35 sorry about gran too it’s a really hard time for me❤️🥺
@@marvelfan2829 I will have it done by the end of the day. 💛
@@marvelfan2829 Are you referring to the song by Florence + The Machine?
this was needed :)
Jesus loves y’all repent and turn to him he is the only way to heaven
Amen my friend
Ummm okay?
@@stone1488 just say amen 🙏 why u gotta act so edgy and shit
@@stone1488 just say amen 🙏 why u gotta act so edgy and shit
✝️
cosmonaut variety sent me
Same, I always laugh at that outro, don't know why
@@marcoskrupiczer6595 maybe its the timing. lol i dont unexpect it to go play in the credits 🤣
Same
me too l m ao
@@marcoskrupiczer6595 😂 me 2 bro
imagine
youre falling from building and your favourite anime character falling for you, hugging you and saying „now, we can be together, forever”
Guess it time to cry :D
I’m on the school bus I look out the window and Read ur comment and look over saw naruto when the song said sharing the sufering
weeb
I've been there, I understand you. I know you'll move on from being obsessed with anime characters. Life's more than just fantasizing a non-existent person. Sorry to ruin your dreams, but we should know our limits and not expect this world to be an animated one.
@@j.g7006 lol
Spider man :)
Yes😂
I m from poland few hours ago died someone from my Fav Series and this is best song for Pain
POV:You are andrew garfield/peter-parker listening when gwen died
Normal speed:Romantic Calming Tone
Slowed:Why is this so Sad?
Someone died but who died spider man love he but is dead
i want this to be playing in the end credits for secret wars, similar to DP&W end credits but with multiple different behind the scenes of the childhood superhero marvel movies in the 2000’s 2:59
Did you really had to put a spidey pic here? Knowing all too welll what happen to Peter in the movie this song appears, crrueeell. This makes me wanna cry thanks
My crush doesn't want to talk to me anymore, he talks to Kadafi more often, my friends, and they are dating😄
this song make me sad
Gwen Stacy y Peter Parker •́ ‿ ,•̀💔
This song was in my head when I re-watched the Amazing Spider-Man 2 for a second time. But in this setting just hits different you know
I can’t stop looking the video
takkan pupus lah confirm
Poor Peter 3😢
Truth,cry and lie
#MAKETASM3
This for peter and gwen
it's been 8 years
ameelll jangan ujan ujanan ntar kamu sakiit
amel mana amell 🗿
Spayder 😢
❤
Mt bom
"ill love u long after youre gone" literally andrew garfield after tasm2 he never got over gwen
edit: during these last 6 months i found a girl, she seemed so damn perfect, but ofc no ones erfect. she ended up dumping me tho. i still miss her sometimes, she was there for me all the time and now i feel a lil lost ngl. its been 2 months and i cant move on
Life's real tough... for me, I have had a crush on someone that ended up being a bitch. Overall, I am glad my mental health isn't more destroyed.
How you holding up now man?