The Hardest Year of My Life (Personal Reflections Mind Map)

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  • Опубликовано: 4 окт 2024

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  • @DrPMDiva1
    @DrPMDiva1 5 месяцев назад +7

    I thank God you shared this. I’m in a transitional season. I’ve been out of work for over a year and just started a new business but have never taken a mental health break since my father and brother died and my heart attack. I’ve been in survival mode. As soon as financially possible I need to travel and get grounded again. Thank you so much for this.

    • @ShengHuang
      @ShengHuang  5 месяцев назад +3

      I’m sorry to hear about your losses. Know that everything changes and is always changing before our eyes. You are so strong to have born such tragedies and dealt with your own health challenges. Please remember to take care of yourself my friend. I hope one day you will be able to take some time away to relax from the rough times. My heart goes out to you. Much love much peace ❤️

    • @boobforthecure
      @boobforthecure 5 месяцев назад

      Wow, as Sheng's wife, it means the world to see him so seen and appreciated by his RUclips family. This comment reflects so much of the REASON he dedicates so much into what he does. Thank you for the love, support, and all your time gifting us your ears and eyes when you watch his work. It is HIS art. I'm so genuinely and deeply grateful this inspires you to find the healing and space you need after experiencing such indescribable and monumental losses. We're cheering you on. For the break, and travel to bring you the grounding and clarity you're looking for. 💕

    • @DrPMDiva1
      @DrPMDiva1 5 месяцев назад +1

      @@boobforthecure Thank you so much! I wish the best for you two as well.

  • @JosephKelly-uj1zo
    @JosephKelly-uj1zo 5 месяцев назад +2

    My brother is bipolar and understand how scary it can be and how lucky you are to have each other.

    • @ShengHuang
      @ShengHuang  5 месяцев назад +1

      Joseph, it means a lot to me for you to understand. Not everyone has direct experience. It is challenging yet I wouldn’t choose any other life to live. I’m so grateful to have Olivia in my life. Thank you for listening to our story 🙏🏼

    • @boobforthecure
      @boobforthecure 5 месяцев назад

      This is such a precious comment. Joseph, thank you for loving and supporting your brother the way you so obviously do. I understand it's not easy, not by a long stretch. But your availability, grace, and presence for him makes ALL the difference. I say that bc I'm in his shoes. & in that, I thank you for being there for him. And from the bottom of my heart appreciate your beautiful comment. 💘 ~Olivia Nicole

  • @julescaplette863
    @julescaplette863 2 месяца назад +1

    Nice to discover you🙏🏽✌🏽

  • @isaacescamilla698
    @isaacescamilla698 Месяц назад

    man this really inspired me . I’m going through a rough time and am taking my time to reflect about certain paths I’ve taken in my life. Journaling has been a great help for me and seeing your attitude really inspires me to attain some of the qualities you display :)

  • @yeshpal1234
    @yeshpal1234 Месяц назад

    Thanks for sharing....you made my day... watching early morning was the best decision I thinkade....time for my reflections

  • @rebelheartavalon
    @rebelheartavalon 4 месяца назад

    Gold shimmers through the leaf canopy of the forest and invites me to dream. In my thoughts, I lie down under a big red beech tree, whose leaves already show the entire colours of autumn. The longing forces me into the ocean of time and drives me into memories. A mirror of colours reflects the beauty of your being and tempts me with wings that lift me into the sky. You are the sun in the middle of my heart, shining nobly and pure. When will I be able to extinguish the fire that was once kindled? I keep dreaming and feel that I am falling from high heights into the depths of infinity. I am glad you are with me because sadness is only the imperfect; forgotten, it slips from my hands. You are part of me, so I can leave on this beautiful day. Do not forget me, even if you are angry and sad. The tears I have already shed are countless and have scarred my soul. Gold shimmers through the leaf canopy of the forest. Golden is the silence. Golden, my eternity.

  • @ldcross2
    @ldcross2 6 дней назад

    Very inspiring. Nice to meet you!

  • @AlenaLight
    @AlenaLight 5 месяцев назад +1

    Happy birthday (; may the new year of your life be kind, surprising, uplifting and soothing!

    • @boobforthecure
      @boobforthecure 5 месяцев назад

      Thank you for such a genuine and precious WISH to Sheng and my year ahead. Bless ~ 💞

    • @ShengHuang
      @ShengHuang  5 месяцев назад

      Alena, thank you 🙏🏼 our year so far has been healing and abundant. We are grateful every day. I hope that yours will also be transitioning from shadows to light. ☀️

  • @bethandbeyond1
    @bethandbeyond1 5 месяцев назад +1

    Sheng, thank you for sharing this journey. After a difficult three months, I find myself in a new life season. Also, as someone who lives with Bipolar Disorder, thank you for loving Olivia through the good and the bad times of this disorder.

    • @ShengHuang
      @ShengHuang  5 месяцев назад +4

      Thank you for understanding and seeing us DotsandBeyond. That means a lot to us. True love is not easy, exact opposite actually as it is about accepting EVERYTHING about the person. Yet it is one of the most meaningful endeavors we can do. The same goes for self love. I wish the both of us the best on this exciting new season of our lives! ❤️🥹🙏🏼

    • @boobforthecure
      @boobforthecure 5 месяцев назад +1

      Thank you for being so beautifully transparent. For sharing your support and where this resonates for you. No matter which 'catalyst' sparks the difficulty - periods of crisis feel terribly long and unending. Infinitely so. For this - I am so grateful to hear your season feels like it's shifting. For that we celebrate. May this be the recovery and healing you need most. I appreciate your precious recognition and appreciation of Sheng's unconditional love & support for me. With my whole heart, ~ Olivia Nicole 💞

  • @balkanyankee3657
    @balkanyankee3657 5 месяцев назад +3

    Thank you for this. I can relate to the changes in your life seasons in more ways than I care to describe. Suffice it to say I've endured an incredible amount of adversity in the recent past and am transitioning into a new more hopeful life season. I especially appreciate the two mindsets you shared (wrote them down). That Rilke quote was choice. Again thanks for sharing. Best of luck in your new life season.

    • @ShengHuang
      @ShengHuang  5 месяцев назад +2

      It means a lot to me to be so seen my friend. We might live different lives and have different experiences, but the pains and triumphs leave similar emotional colors upon our beings. I’m grateful to have the privilege of sharing my story and have you reply in kind. Much love and hope for both of our new seasons ❤️

    • @boobforthecure
      @boobforthecure 5 месяцев назад +1

      I am filled with so much love and appreciation reading your kind words of encouragement! Thank you for sharing your experience and part of your story with us. It's always humbling, beautiful and breathtaking to see other people's lives, experiences and learnings mirrored and reflected in one another. We are happy to hear your life season seems to be shifting/changing - the temperature, I hope, warmer. May this next chapter be the healing, and the space you need. 💖 ~Olivia Nicole

    • @balkanyankee3657
      @balkanyankee3657 5 месяцев назад

      @@ShengHuang Thank you.

    • @balkanyankee3657
      @balkanyankee3657 5 месяцев назад

      @@boobforthecure Thank you. Godspeed.

  • @Francisco_Manos
    @Francisco_Manos 5 месяцев назад +1

    You are an amazing and inspirational human being.
    Thank you for spreading your light.
    Feliz cumpleaños. 🎉

    • @ShengHuang
      @ShengHuang  5 месяцев назад +1

      Thank you Francisco. I hope the light 🔥 may be passed on to others who are facing darkness in their lives. Helping each other through the tough times is how we can all live better together.

    • @boobforthecure
      @boobforthecure 5 месяцев назад +1

      Thank you, friend. For this love, for this support. I've said it before, but as Sheng's wife, and especially after everything we've been through this year - ... Seeing such incredible encouragement here on his channel means THE WORLD to me. To him. I see how self-critical he gets sometimes (too often) and it hurts me to see my love doubt himself so... But I must say it's seeing people, like yourself, so graciously share your experiences and sincere 'thanks' for what he does and how he shares himself (his thoughts, frameworks, process and his inner workings) that give me faith. Faith that he's found 'his tribe' and the 'people' who most appreciate him here through RUclips. This words are so important, for any artist. That feedback loop makes all the difference. Thank you. ~ Olivia Nicole 💞

  • @WordsPictures997
    @WordsPictures997 5 месяцев назад +1

    Sheng, thank you so much for sharing this.
    Thank you for loving Olivia so well. I'm so glad you two found each other.
    Love and healing to you both ❤

    • @ShengHuang
      @ShengHuang  5 месяцев назад +1

      Nothing like having a love lost and then found again. I’m so grateful to have her in my life. It still brings me to tears when I think of those moments. We are both healing and thriving now. Thank you for allowing me to share these lessons 🙏🏼

    • @boobforthecure
      @boobforthecure 5 месяцев назад +1

      Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. These words speak for themselves. ♥ You see the unconditional love and support pours into me and our life together. Thank you for acknowledging it, him, this story - all of it. Be well, friend. ~Olivia Nicole 💞

  • @js8319
    @js8319 5 месяцев назад +1

    Thanks for sharing this to us, Sheng. So sad for what happened to you and Olivia. You guys are so brave. Best wishes for you!

    • @ShengHuang
      @ShengHuang  5 месяцев назад +2

      Thank you for your kind words. We hope that this story can give courage and hope for others who are struggling in their lives. Knowing that is what keeps us going here on RUclips. Thank you for being on this journey with us ❤️🥹🙏🏼

    • @boobforthecure
      @boobforthecure 5 месяцев назад

      Thank you for your support and love. Wow and for the acknowledgment of bravery... Choosing to be resilient in the darkest times is honestly the toughest path. I am so happy to hear our story touched you. Light and Love and Wishes your way too, friend! ~ Olivia Nicole 💕

  • @LMKpoppy79
    @LMKpoppy79 5 месяцев назад +1

    You are such a lovely soul. I really appreciate you taking the time to make such thoughtful and considered content. Thank you for sharing. God bless you x

    • @ShengHuang
      @ShengHuang  5 месяцев назад

      Thank you my friend. May we continue to bring light to darkness, turn pain into beauty and suffering to healing.

    • @boobforthecure
      @boobforthecure 5 месяцев назад

      Thank YOU for so wholly and genuinely receiving it! It is true: time, and attention are the most VALUABLE thing we can gift one another. And you have gifted Sheng this by watching, listening, and encouraging him. Bless. ~ Olivia Nicole 💞

  • @soniaromero6865
    @soniaromero6865 5 месяцев назад +1

    Powerful video. I particularly enjoyed your metaphor about life having seasons, and being willing to "change your clothes" depending on what season you're in. Subbed!

    • @boobforthecure
      @boobforthecure 5 месяцев назад

      I love that this analogy resonated so deeply with you! Thank you for acknowledging the value you got from this video and for choosing to subscribe. Sheng wholeheartedly POURS himself into his work, it's gorgeous to see such amazing human beings encourage him on this path! ~Olivia Nicole 💞

    • @ShengHuang
      @ShengHuang  5 месяцев назад

      Thank you Sonia for accompanying me on this journey. The awareness of change has served me well over the years. At the moment, I’m fully leaning into shorts season ☀️☺️❤️

  • @r.k.knight2164
    @r.k.knight2164 5 месяцев назад +2

    It's so good to hear from you. Thank you for sharing so much of your journey. You're videos are always informative and inspiring. I have a playlist of them that I go through when I'm feeling stuck. My journal is filled with maps and thoughts and ideas. I has helped me through several rough patches. You've made such a difference in my life. Thank you.

    • @ShengHuang
      @ShengHuang  5 месяцев назад +2

      I’m so glad to know that these creations have helped you. We help one another through our shared experiences even if they are not exactly the same. Each of us have our own paths to walk but we are not alone ❤️

    • @boobforthecure
      @boobforthecure 5 месяцев назад

      This is BEAUTIFUL. The highest compliment to Sheng and such a testament to his work. We're so unbelievably blessed and lucky to have supporters like yourself backing him. Sheng puts his heart, blood, sweat, and tears into every SINGLE one of his NEWSLETTERS, VIDEOS, all of it & everything. As his wife, watching him when he fights through and faces his own self-doubt and harsh self-criticism... - when he battles with being the most critical pair of eyes on his videos and writing... I know it's the sincere love and encouragement people like you go so generously and selflessly out of your way to pour into him and what he does on this channel that makes ALL the difference. Thank YOU. From the bottom of my heart - Thank YOU.

  • @jonahmaddox9341
    @jonahmaddox9341 5 месяцев назад +1

    Happy birthday . Thanks for sharing your story with us

    • @ShengHuang
      @ShengHuang  5 месяцев назад

      Thank you 🙏🏼 also for listening to my story my friend

    • @boobforthecure
      @boobforthecure 5 месяцев назад

      Thank you for this sweet LOVE and birthday wishes to SHENG! Thank YOU for hearing us and receiving the story so entirely. ~Olivia Nicole 💕

  • @therealrayster
    @therealrayster 5 месяцев назад +1

    Thanks for sharing your journey Sheng. I believe everyone is undergoing this big shift. I'm also in a transitional period of my life that's why Bali is calling me and I have to go. I thought I have done Vipassana and every technique there is in the last few years -- but man I was wrong. The ego is such a fickle thing. So yeah I have learned not to suppressed my emotions anymore and letting it flow. I am actually thinking to do a big mind mapping thing during long flights, to map my own emotional territory. Cheers.

    • @ShengHuang
      @ShengHuang  5 месяцев назад +1

      My man Rayster you are speaking my language! There are always more inner mountains to climb. Haha every time I think I’ve submitted, I realized there’s just another peak to reach. It keeps life interesting definitely. Not for the faint of heart, but that the path we seekers walk, those who are curious about what lies beyond what is given to us at face value. I’m glad to know I’m not the only one bushwhacking through life bud. Let’s keep going 🙏🏼❤️👊🏼

    • @therealrayster
      @therealrayster 5 месяцев назад

      @@ShengHuang ruclips.net/video/_epOavhNOXk/видео.html

    • @boobforthecure
      @boobforthecure 5 месяцев назад +1

      Rayster!! YOU are always on the saaame wave-length with us! Sheng and I talk about it ALLLL the time: We're really in/a part of something SPECIAL unfolding. I believe a massive shift and almost collective evolution? It's BEAUTIFUL. I think it's all of our individual responsibility to really listen to our hearts, souls, and individual 'callings' is essential! LOVE that Sheng's story reflects and mirrors this transitional period for you. May Bali hold the lessons, answers and space you're looking for. Cheering you on, friend. ~Olivia Nicole 💞

    • @therealrayster
      @therealrayster 5 месяцев назад

      @@boobforthecure Hi Olivia! Yes indeed there's a calling you know. That's why I'm here, I've been called by the Gods! I hope you're feeling fine now. And it just so happened I just arrived now. I resonated with Sheng because I've been to Taiwan as well but I chose the high rail speed to Rainbow Village and Fo Guang Shan. So many quest to finish 🥴🤭🤣

  • @julescaplette863
    @julescaplette863 2 месяца назад

    Thx much for your inspiring message!! Offering the world a gift on YOUR Bday!
    Gracias🫶🏽

  • @jackthe15headedmonster25
    @jackthe15headedmonster25 5 месяцев назад

    Thank You! For sharing your wisdom.

  • @blondscientist
    @blondscientist 5 месяцев назад +1

    This was beautiful to listen. Your voice and your reasoning are so calming to me. Happy birthday!

    • @ShengHuang
      @ShengHuang  5 месяцев назад +2

      Thank you Blondescientist. It’s always so good to hear from you 🥹 you’ve seen the many phases I’ve gone through over the years. Thank you for walking alongside me 🙏🏼

    • @boobforthecure
      @boobforthecure 5 месяцев назад +2

      This is such a wonderful compliment. Sheng really sees his RUclips Channel as a 'Gallary' he's committed to making his videos, his writing, his lessons, & frameworks ART, not just simply: 'Content'. For you to take the time to take the time to comment and recognize the BEAUTY in this piece (our story) is heart-warming. Thank you. ~Olivia Nicole💞

  • @Sandalia98
    @Sandalia98 4 месяца назад

    Sheng this is so beautiful… thanks a lot for opening your heart this way, and sharing your life. What a retrospective! Wishing the best to Olivia 🙏🏻 and sending love to both.

  • @aastha-gautam
    @aastha-gautam 5 месяцев назад

    Sending lots of positivity and healing to you and your wife, Sheng! 🌟 There's always light at the end of the tunnel, and hats off to your courage to share your vulnerabilities with us.
    More power to you. 🏵

  • @excavatingthereno1959
    @excavatingthereno1959 5 месяцев назад +1

    🥰

    • @boobforthecure
      @boobforthecure 5 месяцев назад

      Thank you for listening to our story and sending LOVE! 😍🥰☺~Olivia Nicole Xx