The Downfall of My Existence-Steve

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  • Опубликовано: 4 ноя 2024

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  • @arseniac.7491
    @arseniac.7491 4 года назад +2227

    “I always felt like I had plenty of time, plenty of time” “and that time went by so fast”
    I felt that

    • @catebartley9865
      @catebartley9865 4 года назад +14

      Omfg me too. Im 40 as well...

    • @softshoedancer
      @softshoedancer 4 года назад +21

      I decided in my 30's that if I didn't get clean and was still using in my 40's thats will be a done deal. I'd be using the rest of my life. So yes, I feel his pain that it is getting too late, but it cant have come as a surprise to him as the years ticked by, and at some point you have to decide to take responsibility. Or not.

    • @bileigh8675
      @bileigh8675 4 года назад +7

      Have always felt this way too.

    • @koffinkat666
      @koffinkat666 4 года назад +12

      Have you ever heard the song "Yesterday when I was young" ? Makes you feel deep feelings
      ruclips.net/video/NEY4LxORCeo/видео.html

    • @thomaspettet7749
      @thomaspettet7749 4 года назад +6

      Arrsenia Co that line got me in the heart big time. I think that all the time

  • @itzyzaza1806
    @itzyzaza1806 4 года назад +1114

    Even drugs can’t contain this man’s eloquence. I see an intelligent man who is struggling to come out of a crack addicted shell. Brother, come out. I send you love💕 and 🌅light.

    • @YeahClips
      @YeahClips 4 года назад +5

      ❤️🙏🏾

    • @knybrd6056
      @knybrd6056 4 года назад +9

      He acted like he was on meth, not crack.

    • @Tazmanian_Ninja
      @Tazmanian_Ninja 4 года назад +2

      @@knybrd6056 How do they behave differently? Just curious.

    • @wugirl55
      @wugirl55 4 года назад +2

      I thought crack too.... I’m pretty sure it’s crack but correct me if he discusses what drugs he is using...... what an intelligent man.

    • @wugirl55
      @wugirl55 4 года назад +2

      Ok he said crack......

  • @Mr718kidd
    @Mr718kidd 4 года назад +671

    If this guy can get his act together he will make it. Clearly intelligent and well spoken. Felt like I just watched a performance on stage.

    • @nikkireacts2180
      @nikkireacts2180 4 года назад +5

      Exactly

    • @joannasherman3651
      @joannasherman3651 4 года назад +19

      I never watch these long videos all the way through but this guy is so engaging, I couldn’t stop watching. He’s so self aware and able to reflect. This guy can do anything great! He just needs some help but man is he special. He deserves everything good. I hope you get the help you need because you are worth it. 💛✌🏼

    • @ХөӨрХөНАаЛз
      @ХөӨрХөНАаЛз 4 года назад +1

      It's his life story man we all gotta take sth from this man

    • @d.l831
      @d.l831 4 года назад

      I would love for this man to be my life coach, cause wtf😂

    • @Deenique16
      @Deenique16 4 года назад

      Make it how?

  • @Lizziestewart-j1i
    @Lizziestewart-j1i 4 года назад +604

    Hey Mark, I liked it how you just allowed Steve to express himself without being questioned. Best interview by far.

    • @patriciathompson4028
      @patriciathompson4028 4 года назад +22

      He is amazing this right here everyone whose battling addiction or on their way to becoming a Steve, they need to hear this he’s a poet of this hard life

    • @CappyxPeace11
      @CappyxPeace11 4 года назад +4

      Agreed

    • @melodymadry4707
      @melodymadry4707 4 года назад +9

      Oh! I feel so sad for Steve. I pray for him. He needs JESUS CHRIST the great physician. He is so filled with regrets. I wish I could just see him go to THE LORD and be healed, mind, and body.

    • @KaktusLady
      @KaktusLady 3 года назад +8

      I love how Mark is about the ppl.. not all for himself trying to get rich off of ppl lives...

    • @meghanmarshall6687
      @meghanmarshall6687 3 года назад +2

      i agree

  • @nicolekeane4895
    @nicolekeane4895 4 года назад +205

    Your the first person on underbelly, thats honest to himself, and taking accountability for his choices.. Listen to his wise words. Hope you get on top of the drugs. Bless Steve

  • @rejubi-minkaokose6836
    @rejubi-minkaokose6836 4 года назад +680

    "I'm very smart; I'm book- smart, but i don't have it on paper though. I can type 80 words per minute, but you would never know by looking at me". Everything he says is teachable. This man is a poster child for how many things can go wrong because of 1 choice. Anyone could be him. Many of these interviews need to be shown to high school students for educational purposes- at least we can stop 1 or 2 from tumbling down a path of self- destruction. Experience is the best teacher, but some things are better left learnt from someone else's experience.
    This interview is a brilliant one.

    • @keileefant7534
      @keileefant7534 4 года назад +8

      IT'S NeVer too late Steve! PRAYING FOR YOU!

    • @grosebud4554
      @grosebud4554 4 года назад +7

      100% these need to be viewed.. even 2 a week and then a discussion on it. Now that schools are from home it’s time for parents to introduce these.

    • @janashockley8263
      @janashockley8263 4 года назад +4

      Rejubi-Minka Okose exactly! High Schools could benefit so immensely from these interviews, & theses students ( especially)

    • @fpv_austronaut
      @fpv_austronaut 4 года назад +1

      @Log Splitta it´s not one decidion. He makes the same decidion every day. He´s too lazy or to scared to change his life to a "better" way. But who is the judge to say which life is better or worse? It´s Steve's life, he decides, his joice, his joy, his suffer.

    • @976luck
      @976luck 4 года назад +4

      God bless this man

  • @berniceself3506
    @berniceself3506 4 года назад +990

    he would make a good audio book reader. nice voice. i felt this.

  • @applesandpears
    @applesandpears 4 года назад +1405

    close your eyes and he doesn’t even sound that high. he’s incredibly articulate and clear in his communication, considering.

    • @raphaeldububuchim6983
      @raphaeldububuchim6983 4 года назад +36

      Yeah... I also get the impression he has a creative bent

    • @girlsrock112ify
      @girlsrock112ify 4 года назад +37

      I was painting while listening to this, decided to watch the video & had no idea he was high!

    • @essencejohnsonfamily2435
      @essencejohnsonfamily2435 4 года назад +21

      I agree he’s very articulate

    • @Deenique16
      @Deenique16 4 года назад +16

      Almost everyone this guy films is high or drinking or something something

    • @Kerrviii
      @Kerrviii 4 года назад +3

      Apples .Pears VERY

  • @jessicacorrea2304
    @jessicacorrea2304 4 года назад +228

    “My stress level is so high because I know what I’ve lost”...damn, I feel you

  • @lowkeyIbes
    @lowkeyIbes 4 года назад +161

    Interviewer aint say a word, cuz was just spilling his heart out.

    • @robertgr1
      @robertgr1 3 года назад

      And also, because he wouldn’t have gotten a word in edgewise

    • @argos37
      @argos37 3 года назад +9

      Exactly. When they are speaking out loud their soul, we have to listen. That can be the right moment to rescue their existence.

  • @amandatyras7324
    @amandatyras7324 4 года назад +339

    He is by far one of my favorites. First, his voice is like music and he is very well spoken. But more importantly- his personal responsibility is deep in check. His ability to own every mistake is a rarity, and they way he acknowledges emotions and the psychology behind everything he's gone through shows that drugs have not taken his mind or his heart completely. I hope there's a happy, or at least a peaceful, ending for his story. Sending all good vibes & good juju for Steve!

  • @saramuharremi5187
    @saramuharremi5187 4 года назад +450

    Im amazed how self aware and intelligent this man is. He seem like such a sweet soul, I really hope he gets better.

    • @junegrace508
      @junegrace508 4 года назад +1

      Why surprised??

    • @jenniferjackson5382
      @jenniferjackson5382 4 года назад +1

      Yes he is 😊

    • @KeyKeyJournals
      @KeyKeyJournals 4 года назад +5

      June Grace because he’s been on crack a long time. He still seems mentally stable and drugs damage the brain.

    • @lalibug8055
      @lalibug8055 4 года назад +2

      @@junegrace508 why defensive

  • @kermann-bv8um
    @kermann-bv8um 4 года назад +270

    He is totally aware of his shortcomings and is honest about his weakness you can see he was very intelligent just went the wrong direction.

    • @joecheif3080
      @joecheif3080 4 года назад +8

      @bmcgmusic he wouldve been a good father and productive member of society you ignorant muppet this is not jokes

  • @monax9243
    @monax9243 4 года назад +275

    He is in a war, a war against himself. Even if he never wins against his addiction, the honesty and vulnerability of his story will inspire others to win. I hope he gets to hear the stories of those this interview will help to rescue.

    • @rooster555555
      @rooster555555 4 года назад

      The demons in him.

    • @CSIPiper
      @CSIPiper 3 года назад +3

      Aren’t we all in a war against ourselves? 💕

    • @leadgindairy3709
      @leadgindairy3709 3 года назад +1

      Bradley Nowell-Sublime. "One day I'm gonna lose the war." And sadly he was right

    • @CSIPiper
      @CSIPiper 3 года назад

      @@leadgindairy3709 he passed away? Was there a video talking about it? I missed it if there was

    • @lisadixon6617
      @lisadixon6617 3 года назад +2

      Hard to believe his heart is still so full after all the years of being on the street.

  • @lisaleftwich6525
    @lisaleftwich6525 4 года назад +98

    Anyone that listens to him talk can apply something's he says to their life, I am 51 don't have a record, don't do drugs. I have watched this video a few times and Everytime I have found something that is helpful for me. I send prayers for him and thank him for sharing his story.

  • @brandybooth6938
    @brandybooth6938 4 года назад +186

    I’m telling you; when he said “ thought there was plenty of time; time went by so fast “ .... my heart ached. I felt it so deep. 💙

  • @immabigkidnow1
    @immabigkidnow1 4 года назад +786

    Notice how he didn’t have to ask him any questions at all.

    • @babakazi808
      @babakazi808 4 года назад +88

      That makes this the best one yet honestly. Nothing to say, just listen

    • @maliyamalual6546
      @maliyamalual6546 4 года назад +90

      A lot of these people just want somebody to hear them out.. to listen! 😔

    • @d.l831
      @d.l831 4 года назад +11

      First time I’ve seen this. I could have missed a video, but not that I could remember

    • @154angel154
      @154angel154 4 года назад +3

      YUP!!!

    • @teresataylor2301
      @teresataylor2301 4 года назад +13

      He's been wanting to Purge all that crazy shit

  • @shannonflowers8887
    @shannonflowers8887 4 года назад +171

    There is something special about this guy. He is an old soul. I hope he gets some help and finally finds peace.

  • @erikadavis4696
    @erikadavis4696 4 года назад +324

    Drugs have taken over his body, but not his mind and spirit. The fact that he is totally cognizant speaks volumes. Keep pressing forward, my dear, beautiful brother. The ancestors and angels, the Divine Creator is with you. All you have to do is ask them to help you find your way out of your despair. You will be healed and you will be fine. Sending you lots of love and strength and light to you, brother. God loves you and so do I 🕉❤

    • @andreavittoria4709
      @andreavittoria4709 3 года назад +5

      I totally agree. You could not have said this more beautifully ❤️❤️ his soul is so beautiful and he has such an open mind. My brother passed from addiction to Heroin. He was such an open minded human. There's such a stigma behind addiction that so many don't understand. I hope this wonderful man finds his peace and his way out. He's so strong minded, so I really believe he will.

    • @andreavittoria4709
      @andreavittoria4709 3 года назад +6

      I find that so many people who struggle with addiction are the most wonderful people with the largest hearts and open minds

    • @erikadavis4696
      @erikadavis4696 3 года назад +3

      @@andreavittoria4709 Condolences to you about your brother. A person's situation or demise doesn't define who they truly are. 🕉💖

    • @gmj2658
      @gmj2658 3 года назад +1

      Amen!❤️

    • @esfitnesspro2455
      @esfitnesspro2455 3 года назад +3

      Tf are you talking about? Dudes mind isn't "cognizant" one bit

  • @rikkisolovely6263
    @rikkisolovely6263 4 года назад +280

    I can’t believe this one didn’t get a million views. “Anybody can make a change. If you can walk, talk, still breathing... But you gotta want it.” I’m claiming a BREAKTHROUGH for you and your daughter. You’re going to change some lives. Your truth is going to heal some people. You’re going to bless someone. We SEE you. You’re coming out. Claiming it for you & touching and agreeing with all others who believe. You’re an amazing human being with so many gifts. Peace & blessings my brother.

    • @nashvillejaguars229
      @nashvillejaguars229 4 года назад +4

      Amen..❤️🙏🏾

    • @liquidgold8113
      @liquidgold8113 3 года назад

      Rikki Danielle it's the title is why it doesn't have more views, it doesn't sound interesting I almost didn't click on it but glad I did

    • @gmj2658
      @gmj2658 3 года назад +4

      In Jesus name Amen!❤️

    • @kweju3
      @kweju3 2 года назад

      Amen!!!

  • @rilles2099
    @rilles2099 4 года назад +1471

    Crack hasn’t takin his beautiful mind yet. If clean, he could preach to kids about the dangers and addicts trying to clean up. Gather the strength to get out of it Steve.

    • @j.c.6417
      @j.c.6417 4 года назад +11

      You're right

    • @simplyme9016
      @simplyme9016 4 года назад +6

      Yes!!!

    • @nikkireacts2180
      @nikkireacts2180 4 года назад +7

      Most definitely

    • @danawilliams2450
      @danawilliams2450 4 года назад +38

      I believe that one day soon he will get clean and sober and his Testimony will be out of this world. I will continue to keep him in my Prayers, I have been clean and sober for 26 years and i know God is watching over his son Steve.

    • @j.c.6417
      @j.c.6417 4 года назад +11

      @@danawilliams2450 Amen and I will continue to pray God keeps a shield around you and that you stay clean for 26+26+26 more years

  • @agapegr
    @agapegr 4 года назад +600

    İf I was granted one wish..my wish would be for all these ppl to be saved. All drug users from all around the world. To be healed. To be made new.

    • @David-eu1ms
      @David-eu1ms 4 года назад +13

      People have been using plants to change their consciousness since the beginning of time, we tend to blame the substance rather than the circumstances.

    • @agapegr
      @agapegr 4 года назад +21

      @@David-eu1ms I'm not blaming the substance or the circumstances. I just wish for them all to be healed. To be made new.

    • @David-eu1ms
      @David-eu1ms 4 года назад +10

      @@agapegr I wish the same thing.

    • @qwaynehenry
      @qwaynehenry 4 года назад +9

      @greekgirl: Don't worry. It shall occur; for, "Thy wiill be done". Jesus is coming.

    • @ericaroy7893
      @ericaroy7893 4 года назад +2

      Amen I agree

  • @puhjonasngam4597
    @puhjonasngam4597 4 года назад +333

    I cried a lot but I've learnt a little more after crying. These interviews are very powerful. God help us all especially those out there on the streets.

    • @socorrolopez3767
      @socorrolopez3767 4 года назад +5

      Watching these interviews has helped me understand my brothers addiction, especially this video.

    • @sabrinaatianna7436
      @sabrinaatianna7436 4 года назад +6

      I cried too.
      Life is such a rollercoaster.
      When your mind won't stop running.

    • @shantricdlowman8326
      @shantricdlowman8326 3 года назад +1

      Very powered and eye opening

    • @redbeardthepig6550
      @redbeardthepig6550 3 года назад

      Amen

    • @AmberSumerall
      @AmberSumerall 3 года назад +1

      I cried. I don’t even care bro. I haven’t even been through any of this, but I’m a humble kind person and I feel very bad for ppl like this. I try to help ppl as much as I can.

  • @Jackjohnjay
    @Jackjohnjay 4 года назад +59

    I can’t believe he’s only 40. He coulda been 63. He’s still young enough to create a new life!

  • @sashaswtheart79
    @sashaswtheart79 4 года назад +113

    I've met so many intelligent addicts like this man. I am always left wondering what they could have been if mental illness or drugs hadn't had affected their lives. It just breaks my heart.

    • @ryankorban6549
      @ryankorban6549 3 года назад

      That's really true everyone has a path
      But very well said and a good question

    • @CSIPiper
      @CSIPiper 3 года назад +11

      Intelligence is interesting. Too much creates racing thoughts and constant internal conflict. Many turn to drugs to turn down the internal volume to a bearable level.

    • @andreavittoria4709
      @andreavittoria4709 3 года назад +4

      I agree. My brother was a heroin addict. He sadly passed almost 3 months ago now. He owned his own fitness company, he loved children so much, he wanted to be a father so bad.. he put everyone first before himself. He was in so much pain mentally. I wish his past didn't hurt him.. he used to get rid of the pain. It breaks me how these amazing, open minded individuals struggle so much..

    • @CSIPiper
      @CSIPiper 3 года назад +2

      @@andreavittoria4709 I'm sorry for your loss. I lost my father to heroin when I was 3 years old, however, he is still alive, but lost. It's only a matter of time for him. God Bless you and your family and Prayers for your brother in Heaven.

    • @brandonjoseph1489
      @brandonjoseph1489 3 года назад +2

      The majority of addicts are very intelligent. More so than your average human. It’s because they are sad and lost. Usually these type of ppl have high iqs and think outside the box.

  • @stevohmelike
    @stevohmelike 4 года назад +509

    “I was that person that would always say yes”,
    “I don’t like saying no”
    “I gave them my laughs or whatever they asked for”
    His friendliness got him deeper into the Hell he was in.
    That right there has echoed in my head for hours now...

    • @aarrontidwell6307
      @aarrontidwell6307 4 года назад +18

      I too have battled being a Yes Man

    • @cellardoor9882
      @cellardoor9882 4 года назад +11

      Reminds of me too.
      It actually boils down to fear of death subconsciously.
      All the bullshit stories we say to ourselves man....

    • @martingarricks6209
      @martingarricks6209 4 года назад +3

      Cellar Door that’s a way better of way of saying it instead of saying a fear of pain

    • @towhommuchisgiven
      @towhommuchisgiven 4 года назад +3

      Man of Wisdom...Lord God deliver him!

    • @itoboreonobevune4299
      @itoboreonobevune4299 4 года назад +14

      One thing I have learnt in my 39 year existence on this earth and still counting is never be a good person but be a better person

  • @looperc358
    @looperc358 4 года назад +203

    This absolutely broke my heart. My best friend is living under the 110 freeway, homeless and on drugs, mentally ill. I saw her for the first time in 6 years, a few months ago. It totally traumatized me and not to mention I am so scared for her well being and so confused on what, where, when and why. When I watch this man speak he brought an articulate voice with reasons. My mind has just struggled so hard with her decent into drugs and homelessness. He made my heart and head understand why she's still there and refuses any help. Steve here reminded me that she cannot be written off and neither can he. There's hope for her. I take great solace in his explanation of his circumstance. Its helping me love my best friend more and inspired me to NOT GIVE UP. Hardest thing I've ever had to understand in my life-- this gave me so much hope for her. J.W. will get off the streets and off drugs. L.C., your best friend in the whole world loves you and hasn't written you off. Ever. It hurts so bad, but I know you are still in there.

    • @gwennk4962
      @gwennk4962 4 года назад +8

      He beats himself up so much.😞
      "These drugs change your life forever". He's right. My best friend killed herself with booze and drugs by 40 years of age. It was the hardest thing to see that. Even after the Drs got her vital organs working again after they shut down, her kidneys didn't. ....she wasnt even eligible for the transplant list so they sent her home with some kind of implant to hook up to her dialysis machine. She died within two weeks. So hard not to be able to help your friend, I know. Sending you hugs from one friend who knows your pain.👋

    • @LoveLife-ou5xh
      @LoveLife-ou5xh 4 года назад +7

      All you can do for your friend is pray for your friend🙏 you can talk to her telling her she needs to get off the street but it's not going to work till she get tired just keep her in your prayers

    • @Andrea_Green
      @Andrea_Green 4 года назад +5

      i’m sorry your friend is in trouble and she’s fortunate to have someone like you who cares about her welfare most ppl only care about themself i pray for her safety and hope she’s able to get her life together i know it’s hard

  • @jhgreen14
    @jhgreen14 4 года назад +243

    "It should just be called sense as it is not very common". Preach Bro.

  • @knybrd6056
    @knybrd6056 4 года назад +219

    This guy is so WOKE ! He is not naive at all. My heart goes out to him. He is REAL !

    • @bluegreen5425
      @bluegreen5425 4 года назад +1

      Yep!!The drugs are just in control!

    • @Kyle.Flanagan
      @Kyle.Flanagan 4 года назад

      !

    • @MerkleAkrunphleuphle
      @MerkleAkrunphleuphle 3 года назад +4

      full of wisdom, fuck the woke joke

    • @gelonmyshit9803
      @gelonmyshit9803 2 года назад

      Awake would be the term - WOKE has been bastardized into frothy mouthed screaming latte soy boys and Fem girls over anything that triggers their overly softened emotional state of delusion

  • @BecomingDrea
    @BecomingDrea 4 года назад +76

    We’re rooting for you Steve! Break the cycle.

  • @jennyB07
    @jennyB07 4 года назад +269

    This man has an incredibly beautiful voice

    • @enuphsayd9746
      @enuphsayd9746 4 года назад +12

      The way he flows his body while talking is poetic

    • @jasonkaramo5937
      @jasonkaramo5937 4 года назад +6

      His "soul" is incredibly sensitive and in tune with life's currents

    • @shrach8
      @shrach8 4 года назад +1

      Jason Karamo the soul is always sensitive... it’s his mind that he has managed to make sensitive enough to be good

    • @brunettezprettyr4296
      @brunettezprettyr4296 4 года назад +1

      @@enuphsayd9746 omg

    • @lindawilliams306
      @lindawilliams306 4 года назад +1

      Yes yes indeed he does a beautiful voice

  • @stroNg2thaBoNe2thaMax
    @stroNg2thaBoNe2thaMax 4 года назад +527

    This man is probably one of the few on this platform that I've taken a liking to if anyone. Why? Because he's not making any excuses. He is just sharing the results of his decisions or the positions that these decisions have placed him in. He's not asking for pity, he's fully aware of how his choices have impacted him and he seems so genuine. I'm really rooting for you man, it's NEVER too late, no matter how old you are, as long as you're breathing you still have a chance.

    • @chrisoconnor3119
      @chrisoconnor3119 4 года назад +5

      I am not trying to stir everyone up I just think people should be accountable for their actions. Drugs or not the time comes to grow past that..

    • @chrisoconnor3119
      @chrisoconnor3119 4 года назад +8

      This man knows right from wrong and seems like he is anout to change for the good. Imagine how powerful HIS message would be if he rised above that and SHINED properly with all his power? This guy would bring alot of people in his world light so bright.
      He is a powerful spirit and it is a shame to not inspire him to be his potential.
      I hope he doesn't waste any more time and life.

    • @NothingLeftToDoButWin
      @NothingLeftToDoButWin 4 года назад +3

      Compass Amour he’s very intelligent

    • @wesleyAlan9179
      @wesleyAlan9179 4 года назад

      @@chrisoconnor3119,absolutely man!

    • @wesleyAlan9179
      @wesleyAlan9179 4 года назад

      @@NothingLeftToDoButWin yep

  • @bebetwin3
    @bebetwin3 4 года назад +124

    This video belongs in a museum, it’s the best one yet.

    • @canza4663
      @canza4663 4 года назад +4

      Yes indeed!!! Powerful

    • @rebeccascott8404
      @rebeccascott8404 3 года назад +3

      I agree. Best interview yet. Steven you are a beautiful man with so much to offer to others. So sincere, so humble, so kind. More than anything I hope you find peace and comfort. Thank you Mark , the best video yet. Steve has so much to give just by sharing his story.

  • @jenniferdeleon9497
    @jenniferdeleon9497 3 года назад +62

    Mark, please try to find this man for an update!! He is such a beautiful person. He seemed to have really gone downhill from the last video to this one, and that breaks my heart. Please try to find him again! I would love to know he’s doing okay!

    • @donnykaye2428
      @donnykaye2428 Год назад +3

      I saw him in dtla 4 days ago.. chillin same ol.. I've known him for years.

    • @KayCee01
      @KayCee01 Год назад +1

      I pray so hard for him to come out of this addiction for the sake of my nephews (his son’s)

  • @aleonard339
    @aleonard339 3 года назад +76

    Steve really missed his calling... he was definitely meant to be an artist, poet, or an actor. I was truly captivated by his story. He talks as if it’s too late to change and be that father and grandfather.... I hope soon he realizes that he still has time... to turn his life around.

    • @MerkleAkrunphleuphle
      @MerkleAkrunphleuphle 3 года назад +7

      He knows he has the time I think, just not the ability to change in such a way. Hope he moves past that feeling to change. No better high then doing better to change.

    • @lamadesurvivor5216
      @lamadesurvivor5216 2 года назад

      He probably went to LA to be an actor. If he wasn’t born there

  • @j.c.6417
    @j.c.6417 4 года назад +419

    No matter what anyone thinks, I believe in this guy. He will soon be free of his demons

    • @blackclouds909
      @blackclouds909 4 года назад +4

      I agree.

    • @ebonyejohnson
      @ebonyejohnson 4 года назад +30

      I agree with you in Jesus name he will be free🙏🏽

    • @j.c.6417
      @j.c.6417 4 года назад +10

      @@ebonyejohnson Amen

    • @susanmadison6466
      @susanmadison6466 4 года назад +6

      I hope so.

    • @chancygrant
      @chancygrant 4 года назад +14

      No matter how far down the addiction takes a person, there is the possibility of a chance to turn it all around. It takes willingness, knowledge and sometimes divine intervention..sometimes it takes several tries or years. The end result can be quite beautiful when the evil life is shed and step into the light of forgiveness, love and happiness. 💖

  • @JG-lb6ld
    @JG-lb6ld 4 года назад +82

    His honesty and humility are really admirable. He has so many qualities that others should/could admire.

  • @JG-mt3rp
    @JG-mt3rp 4 года назад +187

    I love his use of language. "Her heart pumps oil" is such a great way to describe a bad person

    • @FaithandNova
      @FaithandNova 4 года назад +6

      I usually say the person has a black heart and no blood flows through it

    • @jonesjones6108
      @jonesjones6108 4 года назад

      🥃💯

  • @deniseeames6052
    @deniseeames6052 3 года назад +45

    Can we get an update on this one please? He seems so close to being saved; I'm just praying it's not too late.

  • @snoopy7982
    @snoopy7982 4 года назад +44

    Personally I think this is the best interview. We can tell he is smart and definitely articulate. Whereever you are mister, we are rooting for u

  • @piesese5470
    @piesese5470 4 года назад +194

    This guy could write a book about he’s life and be wealthy, he got such a smart mind.

    • @FaithandNova
      @FaithandNova 4 года назад +3

      @The Gods Never Left story can be told 1,000 but when it's told by someone who leaves an imprint in the minds of others you know he's special. Steve is special, he just doesn't realize it

    • @OneandOnly99
      @OneandOnly99 4 года назад

      @The Gods Never Left have someone interview you.. let's see if you do as good.

    • @OneandOnly99
      @OneandOnly99 4 года назад +1

      @The Gods Never Left You're a different kind of special
      .. Special ed .

  • @patriciasterling8149
    @patriciasterling8149 4 года назад +552

    the drugs almost got him but he’s not lost yet

    • @chrisoconnor3119
      @chrisoconnor3119 4 года назад +2

      What? So...he's good. Hes got this.
      Dude has been gone for a long time, probably not to return

    • @TheSweetMartinez
      @TheSweetMartinez 4 года назад +18

      Hope he's not lost.....for good. The so called "sober" people can't actually SEE. This being can see.

    • @honeybuzzard2843
      @honeybuzzard2843 4 года назад +9

      THERE'S A LOT LEFT
      He's so much

    • @honeybuzzard2843
      @honeybuzzard2843 4 года назад +11

      @@chrisoconnor3119
      Never underestimate the Underdog Baby.
      Never

    • @kati1017
      @kati1017 4 года назад +8

      God bless and help him!

  • @stevietstevens9384
    @stevietstevens9384 4 года назад +128

    This man's soul is so beautiful. What intelligent man - God be with you, Steve. It's never too late.

    • @Mistwalker67
      @Mistwalker67 4 года назад +1

      Yes he has a certain beauty in I'm and an old soul.

    • @lindawilliams306
      @lindawilliams306 4 года назад

      In the name of our heavenly father and Savior Jesus Christ may they wrap their arms around him and cast the demons out of him peace be with him

  • @ariesrgr8303
    @ariesrgr8303 4 года назад +62

    I don’t even have the words to express how profound this interview was for me and so many others. I hope and pray that his will to get better and his increasing feeling of becoming tired (mentally, emotionally and physically) of the lifestyle push him to walk away from the streets and addiction and get help. You can hear the guilt he is struggling with and the inability to not forgive himself for his choices in life. Guilt in itself is a heavy and toxic burden to carry and paves the way towards so many addictions that help you bury those feelings. So many of us have traumatic childhoods, teen years and lives in general. It’s so eye opening to see how fragile life is and how anyone of us could be in his situation or any of these courageous souls who sit down in this chair and tell us their story. I pray for him and I feel in my spirit that he is going to turn this around. It’s never too late and God has never left this man. He’s here for a purpose as we all are.

  • @alphamale3110
    @alphamale3110 4 года назад +26

    In my 40 plus years on this earth I've never seen a interview more compelling and transparent. May you find rest& comfort in CHRIST.

  • @ned.uh1
    @ned.uh1 4 года назад +65

    Please check up on this man. He is just so beautiful, I just can’t explain it.

  • @gee9351
    @gee9351 4 года назад +338

    So sad seeing him high, its almost scary how he moves his body on drugs.

    • @HandbagDiva
      @HandbagDiva 4 года назад +26

      G Perry if you knew what was in meth you’d wonder how anybody can use that shit

    • @johannarollery9694
      @johannarollery9694 4 года назад +24

      The way he keeps moving is freaking me out. I don't mean that in a disrespectful way, it's just crazy the way drugs can make you move around like that. Pray and hope he one day can get off the streets and live the life that we as humans "should" be living, surrounded by love family and friends

    • @aja1108
      @aja1108 4 года назад +20

      He should start dancing as a healing mode. His body is fit a fluid like a dancer. He's special.

    • @radiantrenee406
      @radiantrenee406 4 года назад +5

      Its fallen angels using his light

    • @Twofacedrezy
      @Twofacedrezy 4 года назад +23

      Hes probably not necessarily high, but he has a base amount of amphetamines in his system if hes an addict. He'll have teeth grinding, jaw locked, and restlessness symptoms almost all the time. Just a side effect of using that much

  • @teejay8105
    @teejay8105 4 года назад +100

    I am a therapist and it’s always sad to see addiction. 😔 But this man is why I stay in my depressing field! I have learned to not take their life home with me, but he gives me hope! What made me happy is when he said, I’m starting to get tired”, that right there can mean he will soon be on the road to recovery. When a person gets sick and tired of being sick and tired, they then can invite change in their lives.

    • @georgehenry76
      @georgehenry76 2 года назад +3

      I’ve made that change. I was a neglected, homeless teenager. I went to jail 4 times before I was 18 and one 3 year stretch in maximum security as an adult.
      I made even worse decisions after, right up to my 30’s..
      I am 46 now. I had a 10 year opiate addiction from 2008 -19, that I picked up following a back surgery. I get emotional watching these subjects struggle and speak so eloquently. I can relate to so much of what they have. The best thing that ever happened to me was my daughter being born in 2014. Although her mother abandoned us, I have raised her myself, from 5 months old.
      Sometimes people just need an outlet or someone to support them and listen. It goes a long way towards building up self esteem.
      I’m not sure what type of therapist you are, but I’m sure you’re doing a great job. Keep it up. Help everyone you can.

    • @rggm-bl1xl
      @rggm-bl1xl 2 года назад +1

      @@georgehenry76 congratulations on making the change you needed in your life. Hope all is well!

    • @georgehenry76
      @georgehenry76 2 года назад +1

      @@rggm-bl1xl thank you. I’ve never been happier or healthier.

  • @KayLayLay758
    @KayLayLay758 4 года назад +35

    He is so wise!! The drugs have taken his body but he's still got a beautiful mind.

  • @briesthoughts2261
    @briesthoughts2261 4 года назад +45

    He is talking a lot of sense if you read between the lines. He seems like a sensitive soul. I hope he gets clean and healthy and help for his depression. 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

  • @Kesto44
    @Kesto44 4 года назад +296

    There is an angel in this gnarled, battered Man. Take him to rehab.

    • @knybrd6056
      @knybrd6056 4 года назад +9

      Rehab would not work for him. He is so in tune and independent, he cannot be programmed. He is actually above what programming rehab would offer.

    • @KaiArr
      @KaiArr 4 года назад +4

      @@knybrd6056 And how do you know for certain?

    • @2006sirignano
      @2006sirignano 4 года назад +4

      I wish i had the money to help him.He's so intelligent.It breaks my heart..

    • @blondre
      @blondre 4 года назад

      Well spoken, brother

    • @marilyn3605
      @marilyn3605 4 года назад +1

      I hope God has a special place in heaven for all these abused,mentality Ill souls,🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

  • @LadyDayK87
    @LadyDayK87 4 года назад +70

    This is so heartbreaking because all I see is a human in pain and full of regret.

  • @SinisterCity
    @SinisterCity 4 года назад +144

    It just seemed like my dude just needed someone to listen.
    Not just someone to talk to.

    • @themadstamper8761
      @themadstamper8761 4 года назад

      But he said that both his parents were/are solid.

    • @_ben.
      @_ben. 3 года назад +1

      @@themadstamper8761 17:20

    • @tree7249
      @tree7249 3 года назад

      You can spend decades talking or listening to a crack head or drug head. They have a lot to say but it changes nothing.

    • @thundergun933
      @thundergun933 3 года назад

      That rehab and some calf raises.

    • @moongoddess8568
      @moongoddess8568 3 года назад +1

      I’m listening. We’re listening. Speak your wisdom.

  • @theprimalwisdom4929
    @theprimalwisdom4929 4 года назад +51

    "The hood became her family. Because I was never there." Mind blown. Heart broken. Fellas, take this message to heart. Take care of your little girls man. Stay home and father your sons.

  • @tammyhoward2811
    @tammyhoward2811 4 года назад +36

    This man is extremely articulated! He is way above many people in his thought process.

  • @lizb1880
    @lizb1880 4 года назад +201

    He could have done so much more with his life. He comes across as a pretty intelligent, articulate man. I hope he finds the strength to pull through this phase in his life.

    • @lizb1880
      @lizb1880 4 года назад +14

      @@Bigwillyphilly yes, he's still a relatively young man. He could live for another 45 years. There's still hope.

    • @hanamarcetic5923
      @hanamarcetic5923 4 года назад +12

      It's really disturbing and devastating. He is so aware and so rational, it's really inexplicable to me that this is the reality we live in.

    • @Sharon-sw7mr
      @Sharon-sw7mr 4 года назад +4

      @@Bigwillyphilly 40 is not old.

    • @wesleyAlan9179
      @wesleyAlan9179 4 года назад +2

      @@Sharon-sw7mr I'm 39, and I feel old as f* lol!

    • @jasonkaramo5937
      @jasonkaramo5937 4 года назад +3

      @@hanamarcetic5923 This is part of his torture his mind is so "active" and "aware" and "developed" yet his "will" and "ego" are extremely underdeveloped...I suspect he started drugs quiet his " riotous" thinking but obviously that still hasn't worked.

  • @apg3756
    @apg3756 4 года назад +120

    Wow his voice is so deep.... Its actually magnetic.

    • @LaLaG__001
      @LaLaG__001 4 года назад

      Yesssss u commented the same thing!

    • @tarondachase3494
      @tarondachase3494 4 года назад +1

      Something about him that caught my attention I'm praying for you just remember we all can be our worst enemy

    • @neyssajump5524
      @neyssajump5524 4 года назад

      He could so have a channel for ASMR!!

  • @Mina_Loyal
    @Mina_Loyal 4 года назад +46

    The end made me cry. Steve you are very intelligent. Screw education on paper. You seem brighter than some of the doctors I've worked for. I hope you get clean and heal whatever part of you that cling to drugs. Not for anyone but do it for yourself. You have to love you. Peace and blessings King.

  • @writersmuseable
    @writersmuseable 4 года назад +27

    I just want to drive to downtown LA, find Steve and hug him. My heart breaks for you man.

  • @ettawright2869
    @ettawright2869 4 года назад +30

    I felt this whole interview! My dad has been an addict all my life but no matter what I will never give up on him!!! I don’t condone or enable his actions but he will always be my Daddy and I’ll always be his baby girl. When he said, “The only accomplishment I have is my beautiful children” 😢 Sir, you are wrong. Acknowledging that you could’ve made better choices is an accomplishment. Some people will die never admitting that they were the creator of their own problems. Hearing his story has made me want to hear my dad’s and I now feel that it is my duty to ask him and listen. God Bless you!

    • @Jnjzmama1
      @Jnjzmama1 3 года назад

      I feel your pain! We never give up! We always have hope! Im 50 my mom is 73 and still using! I pray everyday! I still help her without enabling! But its heart wrenching!

  • @hiddenapprentice3751
    @hiddenapprentice3751 4 года назад +60

    “Downfall of my existence” sounds like a good book title. And this man is the author. Somebody please help him make it.

  • @gilvettab222
    @gilvettab222 4 года назад +114

    This was difficult to watch. However, every word out his mouth was truth!!!

  • @lanasmith6050
    @lanasmith6050 4 года назад +102

    This was beautiful and sad. Prayers to him and his children!

    • @simonelavia2034
      @simonelavia2034 4 года назад

      In the Mighty name of Jesus I declare and decree that this generational curse will be broken from Steve and children and his generations to come

  • @Iam_makebalynn
    @Iam_makebalynn 4 года назад +38

    This was probably one of the saddest videos I’ve seen in a while. May God restore this man and break the chains of drugs. The devil saw his potential and a door was opened that he can’t seem to walk out.
    His communication and authenticity will save many.
    God have mercy on your children. 🙏🏽😭

  • @merkadioe9806
    @merkadioe9806 4 года назад +87

    I watched this 4 times, & everytime I learn something new. On my 5th, as I am typing this 🙏🏽

    • @deeharris5592
      @deeharris5592 4 года назад +4

      Damn bruh you got that much free time? Lol Must be nice fr

    • @merkadioe9806
      @merkadioe9806 4 года назад +12

      @@deeharris5592 🤣🤣 its COVID season baby! Wtf else is there to do...

    • @deeharris5592
      @deeharris5592 4 года назад +1

      @@merkadioe9806 haha Okay fair point, but if you TRULY want a magical and mindblowing way to kill some time, invest in VR. Trust me like no one you've ever trusted or known in ya life when I tell you this. Esp if you have PS4, get a PSVR. Best money you'll ever spend. Hours go by like literal minutes. Even actor Kevin James knows about this considering he's done two RUclips skits on it. Go for it my dude. Hitman 3 is also coming to it.

  • @susanmadison6466
    @susanmadison6466 4 года назад +143

    The woman he is talking about sounds like a person who gets off on abusing someone who is weak. I hate people who mistreat the vulnerable.

    • @donaldacevedo7574
      @donaldacevedo7574 4 года назад +2

      I believe " she" is the drugs.

    • @Lena.Jones13
      @Lena.Jones13 4 года назад

      @@donaldacevedo7574 hmmmm.... I need to go back and listen again...
      I used to refer to shit I did as my 'reliable best friend'...

    • @donaldacevedo7574
      @donaldacevedo7574 4 года назад

      @@Lena.Jones13 I listened to Steve again, at one point my interpretation sounds valid, then again it doesn't. Thanks for the consideration.

    • @Lena.Jones13
      @Lena.Jones13 4 года назад

      @@donaldacevedo7574 it was def a reasonable interpretation...

    • @dorothydanridge
      @dorothydanridge 4 года назад +1

      He should have privately kicked her ass.

  • @ninobk196
    @ninobk196 4 года назад +52

    This guy should do voice overs. He is so smart and self aware. I can't even begin to imagine the impact he could have as a clean and sober person. Probably one of my favorites. He's straight up, honest and direct. Doesn't make excuses. I wonder when he will just get tired of it all. His guilt and shame really keeps him from moving forward, and try to change his life. Guilt and shame are paralyzing even to a sober person. It steels your potential.

    • @rooster555555
      @rooster555555 4 года назад

      @@brianeldredge1501 it is God that will make you a new person

  • @orangesweetness
    @orangesweetness 4 года назад +17

    This is the first video I've seen on this channel
    This was very powerful and touching. Steve is very articulate and honest with himself. He's been through so much trauma, sadness and the struggle of addiction. Steve, in the event that you see this, I just wanted to thank you for doing this interview and being so vulnerable, open and honest. I hope you get sober and have the life you dream about! It's never too late. You still have time to make yourself and your family proud!

  • @edenarlene3897
    @edenarlene3897 4 года назад +22

    I found this man to be a captivating storyteller of his experiences. It made me uneasy, concerned, sad, yet still hopeful because I truly believe beyond the drugs brilliance lives within him. I pray better for him. I could not stop watching.

  • @VeganZombie0x
    @VeganZombie0x 4 года назад +66

    This was worth every minute. I wish the best for Steve. He’s so intelligent and has so much potential

  • @deand4246
    @deand4246 4 года назад +309

    The majority of these people need a hug and someone to listen to them...in addition to other life sustaining things.

    • @univuniveral9713
      @univuniveral9713 4 года назад

      Unfortunately, noone ever listens to anyone. If you tell them your story, they transform the story and understand it in their own way.

    • @AmazingAmazing12345
      @AmazingAmazing12345 4 года назад

      Why stop there,why don't you lnvite them to your home as well,

    • @bkl8804
      @bkl8804 4 года назад

      And do you think this channel does that for them? Do you think this channel empowers them or exploits them?

    • @univuniveral9713
      @univuniveral9713 4 года назад

      the last thing I need is a hug from a random gender. I prefer hugs from young females

    • @flowerpower1577
      @flowerpower1577 4 года назад +1

      Well said

  • @aindreahughes3771
    @aindreahughes3771 4 года назад +162

    This was so sad, worse than his first interview. I really hope we don’t see a decline in him like we have some others that have been interviewed multiple times. I could really see him being a youth mentor or just a mentor in general to others who has had struggles such as himself. He is really well spoken and has a calm voice.

    • @wayneious
      @wayneious 4 года назад +5

      There are massive demons in his life that more then likely he'll never best. It is really too bad because he is very articulate and there is a underlying intelligence of an old soul but he is fighting something that will always consume him.

    • @fredthompson4568
      @fredthompson4568 4 года назад +3

      To many people have become UNGRATEFUL & DISRESPECTFUL. Even when you treat them fairly. Society is circleing the drain.

    • @skatefopper69
      @skatefopper69 4 года назад +7

      @@wayneious Why so quick to doom a man you know so little about?

    • @univuniveral9713
      @univuniveral9713 4 года назад +6

      He is in perpetual hell. Everything he does is with emotion. All his gestures.

    • @wayneious
      @wayneious 4 года назад +2

      @@skatefopper69 I've known many-a-man like him, I've live my whole live in Long Beach and worked up in Los Angeles for the better part of 20 years. Skid row and the various districts around there for me and many I know is old news. I've volunteered down there many times over the years...now and again one might get up and out but all and all...It's going to take many people to help him but mainly, he himself and right now, that man is fractured and falling apart faster then life itself.

  • @cpftank09
    @cpftank09 3 года назад +18

    Honestly, Steve could be one hell of a motivational speaker. Certainly a person I could listen to all day. Calming, revealing and truthful voice that has tones of emotion and meaning. Really puts life into perspective.

  • @annabellademourapeirezes6493
    @annabellademourapeirezes6493 4 года назад +18

    This has to be one of thee best Soft underbelly videos to date. Steve is an incredibly intelligent human being, i was just hypnotised by his voice and his raw honesty. He displays such emotional, spiritual intelligence as a being that everyday people lack. I wanted to cry listening to his life story, but i couldn't as i was still and strangely peaceful just listening to his voice and poise. I sincerely hope he gets clean. Steve you are an amazing being and as you said. Everything happens for a reason. Stay blessed Steve.🙂

  • @lenalove2327
    @lenalove2327 4 года назад +53

    This man just voiced out how every drug addict feels and what every drug addict understands and what thoughts goes through every drug addicts head every single day!! And as he’s trying to explain the drugs are so powerful that knowing all of this and feeling the pain, he can not overpower them!!!!

  • @Lovelyy_Brandi
    @Lovelyy_Brandi 4 года назад +95

    Wow! When he said “I AM MY WORST ENEMY! That’s so sad brought a tear to my eye 😔

    • @rezen1983
      @rezen1983 4 года назад +6

      Is a shame how much I can relate with that

    • @minervaminavera2347
      @minervaminavera2347 4 года назад +1

      Same

    • @lisa916panther5
      @lisa916panther5 4 года назад +3

      We are all our worst enemy

    • @GodBlezzAmerica
      @GodBlezzAmerica 4 года назад +1

      When I look at my finances I think I am my own problem & solution

    • @ericaroy7893
      @ericaroy7893 4 года назад +2

      At least he knows it..... that's room for change

  • @trisha2320
    @trisha2320 4 года назад +47

    These are people who are so well spoken. My heart hurts for them.😭😭Lord show us the way to help each other🙏🏽🙏

  • @nowasiwassaying...1699
    @nowasiwassaying...1699 3 года назад +27

    This is like slam poetry. His voice is so beautiful.

  • @Franaflyby
    @Franaflyby 4 года назад +43

    My heart weeps for this guy. Life can be so cruel to some I have a young son who's on meth ( 28 now) and all I can do is pray for him to get set free and clean.
    I hate what drugs and meth have done to this country and the lives of so many families.
    Meth will steal your soul then follow you to the grave.

    • @christiancooper5685
      @christiancooper5685 4 года назад +2

      Trust me I understand completely. My brother is on meth I know the struggle and the pain you feel

    • @janicejacome
      @janicejacome 3 года назад

      I understand your pain. Nothing hurts so...

    • @noonetoyouthatis
      @noonetoyouthatis 3 года назад

      💗😢

  • @leciawade9167
    @leciawade9167 4 года назад +144

    Being tired of doing the same thing was the first sign for me that I could do something different. Being out there is extremely hard it's a job in itself I pray that you find the strength to get clean and stay clean. But we all know it takes more than willpower it takes a higher power and changing your surroundings and lifestyle. I pray that you begin to live the life that you were supposed to. You can do this one step at a time !!!!!😊 I will continue to pray for you

  • @savoyzak
    @savoyzak 4 года назад +30

    Despite his addiction and hardships in life this man has such a beautiful mind and spirit, so much depth and self awareness. I pray he finds his way out of this self imposed jail of guilt & addiction he’s trapped in. His interviews just crush my heart.

  • @TiboTash
    @TiboTash 4 года назад +272

    He expresses himself in a way you'd think its art

    • @NATASHA-hr2gj
      @NATASHA-hr2gj 4 года назад +5

      Yesss... yesss .....yesss💪🏿🤗

    • @RandomPlayer717
      @RandomPlayer717 4 года назад +13

      You can express yourself artfully too , you just need a little crack

    • @tuddyjohnson488
      @tuddyjohnson488 4 года назад +3

      Lol..YES like he's in theater..😁

    • @AmazingTylerReed
      @AmazingTylerReed 4 года назад +5

      and that art is called drugs ladies and gents lmfao

    • @thefinalgrind
      @thefinalgrind 3 года назад +3

      That's called uppers. Which I guess is an artwork of themselves when they hit that peak

  • @kevin8462
    @kevin8462 4 года назад +37

    Can someone take this man on a road trip!? He needs it!

  • @ItsMissChas5
    @ItsMissChas5 3 года назад +21

    He's been needing to say these things for a long time.... I hope he feels free now.

  • @diona7905
    @diona7905 4 года назад +109

    Steve has to find away to forgive himself. Or else he will be trapped in that hell hole forever.

    • @robinw2613
      @robinw2613 4 года назад +8

      That’s what struck me too. I hope he can forgive himself for his failings and move on. He still seems very intelligent and well spoken.

    • @KeyLoLoKye
      @KeyLoLoKye 4 года назад +6

      Yes! He is stuck in the past. I know it is much easier said than done, but he needs to focus on the present so he can move into his future. As long as you’re above ground, you have a chance and you have time! I pray he finds healing and gets out of Downtown.

    • @kr1221E
      @kr1221E 4 года назад

      Self forgiveness and use of his intelligence will save him from drugs.

    • @littleone3007
      @littleone3007 4 года назад

      Yes

  • @colleenhughes1841
    @colleenhughes1841 4 года назад +93

    poor soul, so articulate, wishing he could end the drugs and be who he needs to be...xx

  • @bendrake3761
    @bendrake3761 4 года назад +32

    These interviews are so powerful. I never know what to comment so I don’t. Thanks for giving these stories light. I feel like having an understanding of people’s experiences is massively important.

  • @cronos1911
    @cronos1911 4 года назад +31

    Considering how he felt about losing his sister, I hope he can kick the habit and be with his dad before it is too late... This video deserves more views.

  • @skycuocolo4346
    @skycuocolo4346 3 года назад +17

    Such a sense of self awareness. He owns every part of what lead him here. That is hard to do. I wish all the best for this man. So authentic. I hope he can let go of the regrets he can’t take back and just make choices that will better his life. ♥️

  • @sionhardy3960
    @sionhardy3960 4 года назад +273

    He seems like an empath. It's hard to be one.

    • @hokulaninalani6975
      @hokulaninalani6975 4 года назад +21

      Yup sis . Balance yourself spend a lot of time in nature or water

    • @mariebernier3076
      @mariebernier3076 4 года назад +7

      Or better yet water and nature like a little kayak or sitting in the water where the waves (or just a bath with natural salt soak) just graze your knees and hips. The water is our origin, our mother. I just unhook from being a human and let the waves reclaim me and reenergize, soothe.

    • @tundrawomansays5067
      @tundrawomansays5067 4 года назад +2

      The self-help industry’s word de jour. sigh. If someone announces they are an “empath” I know damn well only a psychopath would think they could con someone by announcing they have empathy, aka the manifestation of a conscience.

    • @sionhardy3960
      @sionhardy3960 4 года назад +16

      @@tundrawomansays5067 or maybe some people just know how to do research and be self aware.

    • @carmeliascales5237
      @carmeliascales5237 4 года назад +22

      Can't explain to anybody that has never felt how it is to be a empath

  • @SA-ww1sc
    @SA-ww1sc 4 года назад +21

    I actually cried real tears watching this. It really touched my heart, he speaks so beautifully, he is beautiful, I pray he overcomes this and lives the rest of his life with joy and peace.

  • @lovishlandson.u.m8653
    @lovishlandson.u.m8653 4 года назад +25

    These stories just make me realize how fragile life is considering the fact so many people have suffered and it is truly inspiring to hear and watch their stories or their take on their life.

  • @courtneyfitzpatrick5941
    @courtneyfitzpatrick5941 4 года назад +16

    I bypassed every interview. Something about this man caught my eye. I caught a Vibe. I wish him the best, love happiness and peace. There’s time to heal brother.

  • @BrandyBB
    @BrandyBB 4 года назад +19

    PLEASE HELP HIM, PLEASE KEEP HIM NEAR, KEEP US UPDATED ON THIS MAN. GIVE HIM A PHONE SO WE OUT HERE CAN REACH HIM AND BLESS HIM PERSONALLY PLEASE

  • @katb2440
    @katb2440 4 года назад +56

    I think we all empathize with him. And on the flip side ,”I appreciate his lesson”. He could very well be saving many lives just by being an example. I pray he experiences peace in whatever he’s battling with. Damn

    • @cherylfox2149
      @cherylfox2149 4 года назад +3

      Exactly, thats what I was trying to say..but you said it better.

  • @jaimac88
    @jaimac88 4 года назад +166

    He has a TESTAMENT!! I can feel it❤️ Lord I’m praying for his soul.

  • @foreverhoticis
    @foreverhoticis 4 года назад +56

    This was his Man in the Mirror moment....I hope he makes that change....

  • @oscarledesma1640
    @oscarledesma1640 3 года назад +10

    Hopefully an update soon! Mark you are a legend, giving the voiceless a voice, not for us but for there own peace of mind to finally speak on whatever they wish to speak on. Sometimes having someone to listen to is all it takes to give someone a peace of mind

  • @mamorudafirst
    @mamorudafirst 4 года назад +218

    The traits of addict:
    Sensitive
    Intelligent
    Caring
    Kind

    • @honeybee7272
      @honeybee7272 4 года назад +5

      Very true

    • @shaundachambers1483
      @shaundachambers1483 4 года назад +11

      I’m all these things, but I refuse to be a addict. Not knocking the other person, but I stay grounded in Jesus🙏🏿

    • @chanelguerra2734
      @chanelguerra2734 4 года назад +2

      On point

    • @Phaybaby1
      @Phaybaby1 4 года назад +9

      Overly sensitive

    • @mamorudafirst
      @mamorudafirst 4 года назад +4

      @Ms. Bubbles yes. It spells sick.

  • @bkgang8909
    @bkgang8909 4 года назад +27

    This seriously hurts my heart 😔 I could barely get through this video. I pray that God gets him through this, continue to keep your head up sir you got this and you will overcome.