Listening to this song nonstop after the roughest break up I’ve ever been through and then coming back a month later gives me the oddest sense of closure
That's good to hear my friend! For me it has been 7 months and this track makes me remember the good times we had together and that makes me feel happy but there is this part of my heart that feels funny because of how things ended even when i'm not thinking about it.
Ay bro, i don't know how you feel rn about it but i hope you're doing good✌A girl i once thought to be the best option i would ever have broke up with me few years ago. I've almost forgotten her by now, even though i used to love her a lot, and when i think of her i feel... nothing. You'll get on with life just as well i believe, regardless of your past with your bf/gf, even if you think negatively rn. Always look forward, don't keep looking back, i used to always look back for a long time and it does not help at all
@@joshuacrooker6489it makes me furious to hear this type of talk. Because I can see so much in what a human can do. But I fall victim to my own self destructive methods. I guarantee I could talk to you and after an hour see what your calling and worth is. But yet I feel the same as you. Perhaps the "calling" is nothing but expectations that are put on you due to your skill set. You are allowed to just live my man, live however the hell you want. I don't know you man but I would shake your hand, give you a hug, and tell you that you're never in this alone.
It's sad not having anyone to talk to, not even on the internet, it's one of the most horrible feelings I've ever experienced. im so fucking lonely why? idk
I was only 7 when my aunt died of cancer. I’m 14 now and my mums fighting stage 3 cancer. As it laughs in my face. Taunting me by the hour Edit: its been a while, i forgot about this comment to be honest but she kicked cancers ass. Things seem to be taking a turn for the better
Cherish the ones you hold dear for as long as you can. The thing about loss and grief is that they are only one half of our experience. Think about the joy the people in your life make you feel, and the impact they have on who you are. Remember that even when people are gone, they are alive through your memories and will always be with you to give you the same happiness as when they were alive. Death isn’t only a sad thing, and by understanding the loss you feel you can overcome it and be whole again.
A girl in my class laughed at me, it was in winter, she had a really red nose, she looked me straight in the eyes, and her smile was the most beautiful thing I've ever seen, she looked like the most happiest and innocent person ever I have tho think everyday about her and this picture in my head
The wonderful thing about life is that you have enough time to meet all kinds of new people. It might be intimidating, but think of how exciting it is to overcome your fear and embrace life and it’s joys
I fell in love with a boy, who lost his childhood love a few years ago. We both confessed… we were really close for some time. But then, he told me that this felt like cheating. He apologized for feeling this way but… how could I blame him? I comforted him as much as I could. But then, he started distancing himself from me, more and more. And… today is the 3rd week of him being gone, I still dont know where he is but I’m still waiting. Even if he doesn’t love me back, I only want him to be okay, with or without me. I hope you’re still alive.
I don't listen to this because I'm depressed or anything. It's just so nostalgic to me i can't comprehend it. I feel so much joy that i could live these times i did, but at the same time i know they won't come back.
Fortune favors the bold but death claims the reckless, remember that for when things seem difficult to continue fighting, pushing, and loving your way through life for when you lose focus you grow careless and eventually grow numb and that's when you become reckless and death will take you into the void.
this song in the start especially reminds me of an end like and end of a series an end of a movie end of a friendship end of everything its like reminds me of 'its all gone"
You’re alive! How incredible is it that you get to see things and understand them? The next time you’re feeling down, I find that the best therapy is a walk underneath some trees. Just be. You don’t have to do anything, because it’s okay to simply live and feel. None of us are meant to putter along without a break. Take the time you need, let your troubles heal friend
@@hyrumgreen2003 It will... It won't always get better on its own, but it will get better. After so long of struggling, I got treatment and I feel so much better. I truly believed that it was not possible to get better, but now I understand that it's possible for everyone
I’m sitting here in my bed when I know I should be sleeping, listening to this song. I don’t know why I’m here. I will never find love. I don’t want to die; I just don’t want to live anymore. I miss my life a year ago.
Rise with the morning you call to me My thoughts are crawling you're all I see I wish I could live without you But you're a part of me wherever I go You'll always be next to me Fall into the night as I gaze into you Shine so bright it's all I do I wish I could live without you But you're a part of me wherever I go You'll always be next to me You'll always be next to me You'll always be next to me You'll always be next to me You'll always be next to me
After everything I've been through, after suffering and feeling better just to repeat the cycle again, I feel like everything and everyday is the same. You cry, you feel different, but it's good The days start feeling like dreams-- and then it goes to shit. All for what? Because someone decided to leave? No, I've decided to resort back to this form of loneliness because it feels normal, and with it comes now. Pain; It's not like I want to die, it's just that it's a good option at this point.
I'm sure we have vastly different experiences, but here goes... I used to feel awful a lot too. I used to think that life was meaningless, and that I was better off dead because I was suffering. That went on for many many years. Now, after seeking therapy and pharmacological treatments, I realize that it DOES get better. I still have times where I get sad, but it NEVER gets bad like it used to be. I finally am okay :) I say this because I now realize that it's possible for everyone to achieve this- I am not unique in this regard. YOU can get treatment too. It might suck at first, you might get put on the wrong stuff, you might have hardships and feel like giving up... but over time of working on it, you'll come to the same place that I have: peace
Hope you’re feeling better man, I just hope you don’t give up because there’s more yet to experience and learn. Hope also you seek help from loved ones and other people
@@benjaminpinney8509read a Brave New World by Aldous Huxley. He talks deeply about this. If you need to be drugged "not therapy" to feel normal, then you're living it wrong. Yes we can have imbalances, but the soul is never wrong.
The song for me is that personally I’m not a perfect human being I make stupid choices and I hurt the people around me this song represents my present screwups and my past ones losing friends closest to me losing everything entirely I feel nothing at this stage of my life all the bridges I burned so this song represents everything wrong with me.
Man i miss watching anime i love for the first time, Like Berserk 97, Hajime no Ippo, Cowboy Bebop, Evangelion and some more. They don’t have the same Magic anymore.
+* Is making me fall sleep after I have my dream about my childhood Memory I never forgot my old days this best place of memory if you on bed put it on headphones or AirPods just sleep thinking about your childhood of your memory is making you relax but is making you sad your thinking about your Gf/Bf broke up is sad. *+
Real,how real listening to this at 1 am having school and crying every night from depression not only from your past,but from fake friends,relationships,family driving u past your limits next thing you know your going to school tomorrow thinking about why u never choose the path that would’ve been better for you,why you were never perfect,why everyone else had a the life u wanted.,why am I the odd one out why can’t I be happy what the fucks wrong with me man why am I such a depressed fuck with no reason to go on going off abour my trauma in random comments because no one else gets me it fucking hurts man and I’m sorry mom for not being able to be more nice with you and I’m sorry.
Be a man. Grow up. Everyone’s odd, but if odd means you’re different, then be odd, work towards better, leave your old self, stop porn, procrastination, junk food, work towards a life of purpose, try to please God, to please that one. I’m odd, I’m hated, but when I found my purpose, I felt like a one man army no one can laugh at. Im the oddest one here. Trust, but I found this oddly behavior my special super power. I believe in you. Be a man and stop crying.
It’s almost 1 for me as I write this to you. and I have school tomorrow, yay.. I completely understand how you feel you feel as though your getting suffocated from all sides, drowning under the immense waves of what we call life life is hard It will beat you to your knees and it will leave you there permanently but only if you let it. It also doesn’t make things better to know that the people that often hurt and fail us the most are those who you think wouldn’t do anything to hurt you those who you call, friends or family. and then you got all this going on Meanwhile the final blow you gotta go to school tomorrow yep that sucks. The more the meditate on your past the more your past will come to haunt you. can you change the past by constantly contemplating your past decisions? No the only reason you should be thinking about your past mistakes is to learn from them and grow as a person. one thing I realized is that people’s lives from a outside perspective might seem better off then you, but some of those people are just as broken as you They’ve just learnt how to hide it not one human being has ever been perfect you don’t need to be perfect to be human Every single human is imperfect regardless if they’re better off then you so don’t feel shame in not having it all together heck I don’t even have it all together
me and my bf broke up 5 days ago cause of family issues and not looking to be in a relationship. Yesterday I thought was going to be a really great day. It was worse. I kept on crying more and more and saw the playlist he made for me was changed (it still had my name but it was just sad). I'm not mad at him cause he broke up with me cause of his issues it's just kinda natural to be sad over a breakup. I know it's just highschool but it hurts a lot. He was the reason why I went to this one annual town thing after 7 years of not going, I actually hung out with him. He made me get out of my shell and motivated me to be a better person. He was my first kiss. He was everything I wanted for a boyfriend and he didn't want to break up with me but he had to because he thinks it was needed. He said he still wanted to be friends, and I still want to be friends too. (it was a 7 month relationship btw) Earlier in the middle of the night, I could barely sleep. I didn't get sleep until 5 AM. I was crying and watching youtube videos to get my mind off it. It helped though. I was crying so hard and everything kept on coming down more. My friends told me things would get better and they keep on checking up on me to see if I'm doing okay. It just hurts man.
@@lmao7562 heyy!! thank you so much for responding, I really appreciate it :) I've been doing a lot better and yeah, I know it's just highschool. I think I mentioned he still wanted to be friends and we've been doing good so far (we're getting our space of course).
you sound like such a good person. dw bro, its been 6 months and i hope its all gotten better. make sure to lift ur head cus yo crown is aboutta fall 👑
@@shiestyymoh hi so a lot of stuff happened actually haha, so we tried getting back together but it just didn't work because he wanted me to 'wait' until he was ready. So i wasted a month of waiting but it's okaybecause i learned from it. Now im friends with my current crush and i think he likes me back :))
You are not your flaws, even if they are a part of who you are in this part of your life. The first step in change and improvement is total self acceptance. Know what you are, know what you can become. You have a power that no other animal on earth has, the ability to overcome your impulses. I know you have the strength to be better.
im just holding on to whatever's left of my old self. the one that didn't care too much about grades or other stuff. i know that someday. i'll let go and im sort of scared of what happens then. i don't know im just tired. but i don't want to fall asleep now. not now. im supposed to act like an adult at this point in life but i don't know why i still act like a kid. i don't know why i make funny noises and talk to myself. i don't know why i loose attention so fast i don't know why i don't care when my teacher tells me about my failing grades i don't know why i daydream most of the time i don't know why. i just don't know but why am i scared of loosing all of this? (im sure its some phase maybe edge idk) (maybe its cringe. i'll certainly think so in a few years) (there isn't much need to worry anyway. im just a stranger at his low much like the rest of you)
This is the second best song ever, aside from Resonance. This specific version, not the original. The lyrics are universal which are few precious things in music and its the best doomer song in all of its glory and it gives the best version of cure that doomer songs give.
En realidad no tuve una ruptura amorosa lo que paso fue que en el 2020 tenía al mejor amigo del mundo y una gran amiga, tenía confianza, empezé hablar con viejos amigos y tenía una gran relación con mi familia y en especial con mi hermano jugábamos juntos era increíble y más por la pandemia ya que pasábamos más tiempo con el y con mis amigos y familia. Pero la felicidad no dura para siempre al final mis amigos me dejaron de lado perdí ami mejor amigo mi hermano empezó a salir y pasar más tiempo con sus amigos y mi familia, cada uno andaba en lo suyo, todos habían vuelto a su vida social pero yo... yo no. No fui la mejor persona del mundo, pero nadie acudió a buscarme a nadie le importaba y mi mejor amigo me despreciaba quede en una profunda soledad a mi familia no les quería preocupar y fingía qué todo estaba bien, haci estuve hasta el 2022 volví a ver a mi antigua amiga (no interactue durante 2 años con ella) y volví a ser su amigo le conté todo lo que me pasó le dije como me sentía me recomendó qué adopte un gatito para no sentirte tan solo y lo hice y durante ese año no me sentía tan solo porque la tenía ella y mi gato me hacia compañía cuando estaba solo en casa(casi siempre). fuimos grandes amigos y nos hicimos algunas promesas como de ir un día de paseo a otra ciudad y hacer una capsula del tiempo en noche Buena. haciamos llamadas y todo era increíble hasta que un día, después de darle un regalo por su cumpleaños, era cortate y fría ya no era la misma y luego me dijo que le incomodaba y que no me quería cerca de ella y todas las promesas nunca se cumplieron quisé enmendar las cosas pero, Aveces insistir es molestar. Me resigne. En el regalo había una carta en donde decía que no quería perdarla, no otra vez,pero lastimosamente la perdí otra vez.... Otra vez estaba solo sin amigos ni familia ni mi hermano pase la navidad acompañado de mi gatito y año nuevo también (era mi única compañía) hasta que un día le deje salir afuera y volvió un poco mal creí que solo tenia hambre o sueño pero luego se puso peor al día siguiente estaba muy mal no podía ni caminar lo llevé al veterinario y no pudo hacer mucho dijo que era un problema cerebral por un gran golpe, le puso una vacuna para calmarlo pero vi que solo se ponía peor y que sufría no podía hacer nada y todo era mi culpa al final para que no sufra más me tuve que despedir de el, sin lágrimas ya que mi familia también estaba triste por el gato yo fingía ser fuerte y que no me afectaba tanto, apenas salieron de casa para enterrarlo no me pude contener y rompí en llanto como si parte de mi hubiera muerto junto con el había perdido mi unica compañía en este mundo. ahora estoy solo, extraño ami gato amis amigos, a mi hermano, a mi mejor amigo y a mi amiga, pero lo que más me duele es saber que ninguno de ellos volverá.
Well, that doesn't have to be a bad thing. No one really has a "purpose" except to just be. To exist, live, and see what life has to offer. To see beauty you never thought you would experience
listening to this I relaise I will never be enough, I will always be a dissapointment and a fail to my parents, girls reject me so why do I have to live if I even make my friends in a bad mood...
Hello brother, I know your in dark times, but don’t give up. Disappointments and fails come and go, you don’t have to worry about girls because the right one will come when you’ll never expect it. If your friends get in a bad mood because of your presence then they are not your friends my brother. Even if life may look bad now, it won’t last forever. Don’t live for them, for your friends and parents, live for yourself brother. There’s always more to life but you may never know if you give up too early. I’m not doing great myself either, but i look ahead for the better tomorrow. You’re strong brother, don’t give up now, times will be better. You just need to hold on a bit. I know these are just a words from a stranger, but I hope they were helpful. Stay strong brother 💪.
I moved to a different country to follow my dad for work i get made fun if constantly because of my skin and being a Muslim. Wish incould go back to my home where everyone loved me and i loved everyone honestly cant even smile nowadays
aye bro never ever feel sad for being a muslim bro. or your skin color. Be thankful bro, Alhamduilliah, Allah has chosen you out of so many people to have the honor of being a muslim. Aight bro? we're brothers bro ik how you feel but remember the dunya is nothing compared to the ahira. hope you doin well now my boy
Just take it day by day. It’s okay if you don’t have it figured out. It’s okay if you see them succeeding faster than you. It’s okay that you don’t want to live the life everyone wants you to live. Listen to me, it’s okay…just take it day by day.
Listening to this masterpiece,had made a bigger picture on my mind bout all the mistakes i had done to my stupid life.I never actually understanded what i had done...I hate myself...everyone was calling me unmature...I hope noone become such a cringy asshole like i was in elemantary school and in the start of middle school.
My mom treats me like crap and I can’t do anything but treat her like my mom and I have no one to talk to because I don’t have a dad or any good Freinds that won’t laugh in my face when I actually tell them the truth and I’m starting to feel no need to live
@@_Quien_Es_Ricardo_ No you are wrong, all though it seems like the darkness goes on for ever the light will always come. Nothing lasts forever we say that when a good thing ends yet it stands true for the bad as well. The shit your going through no matter how bad it will eventually end and get better. Trust me my friend.
You won’t heal your pain by making others feel what you feel. Happiness is fickle and repetitive, and it doesn’t stay gone. Take a deep breath and ask yourself what you need to do to be happy again.
Some times I just feel like I wanna end it all because why some times when I talk to my quote on quote friends about my dead grandma my dead dog my dead best friend so yah 😂
It's never been the same since her death. I want to move on as badly as I want to cling to it. Everyday I strive to be unique in character and mannerism to prove to myself that I'm overcoming it. But every night I always regress and hurt myself with dull blades and sharp words over the fact that I need to cling to it. Somedays I want to do nothing but tear my own head off just to prove "Look at me! I'm changing and growing up!" In a pathetic effort to prove to myself that I'm going forward in life. While somedays I will do absolutely nothing except grieve and write out entire daydreams of a life that could have been mine. Where we're still together and everybody is still here and everything is just like how I remember it. For I am the greatest advocate of change while still being it's greatest oppressor in this war of mine.
It's like you feel guilt for leaving such a great person in the past. She needs to be remebered but everytime you do it, it just hurts and doesn1t do anything else. Is it worth it to cry days for just one happy memory? Will i be able to handle the "what would have happened if" thoughts and still move on with life? At this point it might just be better to simply not care about it and do what i want. Life can't take away anything from me anymore. Do what you enjoy and do only that. Enjoy the morning walks to school, enjoy the sunset at fall with all the summer memories burning as the cold winter takes over, enjoy the people around you that might hurt you, deep in their soul they care about every step and move you make to healing. Live life like every day of the year is the last. At the end it's all going to be dark after all, so why not take a moment while we're here
i just got the worst rejection of my life on last october, i really loved a girl with all my hearth, i couldnt stop thinking about her, her smile is still in my mind... but she rejected me and removed me. i really loved her but nothing to do now... im going to see her this summer but i am scared
Don’t be things always have this odd way of working out in life. You may be scared, you may be sad my friend but you will figure it out. I relate too your situation, I’ve been there I wanted to die with out her. I did. Yet now years have gone by and I’ve gotten over her now I’m happy then ive ever been. I hope things go your way but just know tithe bad feeling never last for ever.
Some people just can’t see the person behind the face. It may not be her, but there is someone out there waiting to meet you, to talk to you about the things you both love, to stay up late watching movies with, to laugh at each others jokes. All you have to do is be you. In time, you will find that your other half.
@@johnbartholomew1995 yeah you are true. i stopped being sad and started to improving myself, i get closer to my religion, i try to help people, i am starting to working out. I will be the best for my future partner. and actually feel very good nowadays
There’s always a reason to live, my friend. You just have to look closer. Times are tough but we have to stay strong, because the times won’t last forever. Look to the better tomorrow, my friend. Find the reason to live.
man i feel like im at my lowest point everyday i wake up it just feels the same thing always been a bad day seeing my parents always not talking to each other loving each other always fighting sometimes i felt like i wanted to kill my self bc of these things they do its a bad influence to children my dad is to prideful my mom just want my dad to say sorry one word and yet he cant even say it man like one word to say and yet he cant say sorry yk what i feel if i hurt my mom i see her struggling and yet my dad is being a jerk saying that we live are lives easy but he would never understand my mom sacrifices and also mine i tried my best in school everytime i get good grades they still dont feel happy like they being sarcastic and thats when i knew they were both wrong to like we make mistakes right but for me i gotta say when parents are fighting for me i gotta say its not normal instead it makes the child traumatic and the child itself would pick a side
No person deserves to be miserable. You exist! You are alive! You have the capacity to change and become the best version of yourself. It seems backwards, but I guarantee it works to reach outside of yourself and see the good you can do. Find friends in your community, organize a service project. You can never feel lighter and healthier than by making someone’s life better.
Everyone in the comments: i dont want to live, i want to kms Me: thanks bro, i will use this as a chill music and when im tired 😊. Edit: never worry about the bad things and focus in happiness and good things, god bless you.
Eu não estou conseguindo aguentar mais escola é uma merda não por causas da matérias e por causas das pessoas e antes que pense que sou antisocial eu não sou mais a cada dia que passa eu ficando cada vez mais sozinho
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Listening to this song nonstop after the roughest break up I’ve ever been through and then coming back a month later gives me the oddest sense of closure
be strong man
That's good to hear my friend! For me it has been 7 months and this track makes me remember the good times we had together and that makes me feel happy but there is this part of my heart that feels funny because of how things ended even when i'm not thinking about it.
Ay bro, i don't know how you feel rn about it but i hope you're doing good✌A girl i once thought to be the best option i would ever have broke up with me few years ago. I've almost forgotten her by now, even though i used to love her a lot, and when i think of her i feel... nothing. You'll get on with life just as well i believe, regardless of your past with your bf/gf, even if you think negatively rn. Always look forward, don't keep looking back, i used to always look back for a long time and it does not help at all
Two years for me man. Might as well play this shit at my funeral. No end in sight
@@joshuacrooker6489it makes me furious to hear this type of talk. Because I can see so much in what a human can do. But I fall victim to my own self destructive methods. I guarantee I could talk to you and after an hour see what your calling and worth is. But yet I feel the same as you. Perhaps the "calling" is nothing but expectations that are put on you due to your skill set. You are allowed to just live my man, live however the hell you want. I don't know you man but I would shake your hand, give you a hug, and tell you that you're never in this alone.
This song gives a vibe like you remember those memories yk that will never happen again..
i fell same with 2018...
make it happen then
@@silangpengyou But it’s not going to be the same anymore...
I like the way how everyone understands each other here with no words needed
Real.
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This song hits different late at night :(
Looks like we all the same lost men
im in class right now and this song makes me chill:)
Its okay to mess up, its okay to be embarrased, its okay to feel sad, its okay to feel ashamed. Your not wrong of everything.
It's not okay to stay sad,something there is waiting you for rises and shine
@@CenCenChuqsstrue, sorry for not responding
@@Jovian2011 month bro 😂 but it's alright
@@CenCenChuqss it's okay to stay sad. It's only a way of lying to yourself to try and mask it by saying you're not
It's sad not having anyone to talk to, not even on the internet, it's one of the most horrible feelings I've ever experienced. im so fucking lonely why? idk
Fell sorry for u.I hope u find someone important in ur life someday
Feel you bro.
Wats lead u to feel like this my bro search up what Jesus said about loneliness that could help honestly I know it’s cliche but trust me😊
Better to be alone, grinding. Than to be around people who dont respect you and are only friends with the drug you take. Weed, Video games, whatever.
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I was only 7 when my aunt died of cancer. I’m 14 now and my mums fighting stage 3 cancer. As it laughs in my face. Taunting me by the hour
Edit: its been a while, i forgot about this comment to be honest but she kicked cancers ass. Things seem to be taking a turn for the better
sorry to hear that got a family who always argue got a dad who treats me like shit music is the only way to keep me going
So sorry to hear that brother. Try to make the best of the life you have. It would be more valuable to you than most others. Cherish it
Cherish the ones you hold dear for as long as you can. The thing about loss and grief is that they are only one half of our experience. Think about the joy the people in your life make you feel, and the impact they have on who you are. Remember that even when people are gone, they are alive through your memories and will always be with you to give you the same happiness as when they were alive. Death isn’t only a sad thing, and by understanding the loss you feel you can overcome it and be whole again.
Holy shit bro, hope your mom is alright. If you need someone to talk i got you.
So happy for you
A girl in my class laughed at me, it was in winter, she had a really red nose, she looked me straight in the eyes, and her smile was the most beautiful thing I've ever seen, she looked like the most happiest and innocent person ever I have tho think everyday about her and this picture in my head
Talk to her! You might not get another chance man
@@atze8542 i mean man thats a only one time change
@@atze8542 bruva you waited too long
The wonderful thing about life is that you have enough time to meet all kinds of new people. It might be intimidating, but think of how exciting it is to overcome your fear and embrace life and it’s joys
This song suppose to make u think about the past not a crush lol ..
I fell in love with a boy, who lost his childhood love a few years ago.
We both confessed… we were really close for some time. But then, he told me that this felt like cheating. He apologized for feeling this way but… how could I blame him? I comforted him as much as I could. But then, he started distancing himself from me, more and more. And… today is the 3rd week of him being gone, I still dont know where he is but I’m still waiting. Even if he doesn’t love me back, I only want him to be okay, with or without me. I hope you’re still alive.
I don't listen to this because I'm depressed or anything. It's just so nostalgic to me i can't comprehend it. I feel so much joy that i could live these times i did, but at the same time i know they won't come back.
Fortune favors the bold but death claims the reckless, remember that for when things seem difficult to continue fighting, pushing, and loving your way through life for when you lose focus you grow careless and eventually grow numb and that's when you become reckless and death will take you into the void.
this song in the start especially reminds me of an end like and end of a series an end of a movie end of a friendship end of everything its like reminds me of 'its all gone"
Yup..
I don't want to live, I don't want to die.
So keep going till the end
You’re alive! How incredible is it that you get to see things and understand them? The next time you’re feeling down, I find that the best therapy is a walk underneath some trees. Just be. You don’t have to do anything, because it’s okay to simply live and feel. None of us are meant to putter along without a break. Take the time you need, let your troubles heal friend
I don't want to die because I hope one day it will get better
@@hyrumgreen2003 It will... It won't always get better on its own, but it will get better. After so long of struggling, I got treatment and I feel so much better. I truly believed that it was not possible to get better, but now I understand that it's possible for everyone
I don't want exist
I’m sitting here in my bed when I know I should be sleeping, listening to this song. I don’t know why I’m here. I will never find love. I don’t want to die; I just don’t want to live anymore. I miss my life a year ago.
talking to a girl rn, our feelings are mutual and im still scared. i don't want to have that feeling again.
Rise with the morning you call to me
My thoughts are crawling you're all I see
I wish I could live without you
But you're a part of me wherever I go
You'll always be next to me
Fall into the night as I gaze into you
Shine so bright it's all I do
I wish I could live without you
But you're a part of me wherever I go
You'll always be next to me
You'll always be next to me
You'll always be next to me
You'll always be next to me
You'll always be next to me
I don't like growing up...
I'm sorry mom
real.
Realmente im sorry...
God bless you 🙏🏻
Why is everyone so sad with this song? I just imagine laying on a roof and calmly looking at the stars, thining about life
I dunno, why are you so [insert something something something] with this song?
After everything I've been through, after suffering and feeling better just to repeat the cycle again, I feel like everything and everyday is the same.
You cry, you feel different, but it's good
The days start feeling like dreams-- and then it goes to shit. All for what? Because someone decided to leave? No, I've decided to resort back to this form of loneliness because it feels normal, and with it comes now. Pain; It's not like I want to die, it's just that it's a good option at this point.
I'm sure we have vastly different experiences, but here goes... I used to feel awful a lot too. I used to think that life was meaningless, and that I was better off dead because I was suffering. That went on for many many years. Now, after seeking therapy and pharmacological treatments, I realize that it DOES get better. I still have times where I get sad, but it NEVER gets bad like it used to be. I finally am okay :) I say this because I now realize that it's possible for everyone to achieve this- I am not unique in this regard. YOU can get treatment too. It might suck at first, you might get put on the wrong stuff, you might have hardships and feel like giving up... but over time of working on it, you'll come to the same place that I have: peace
Hope you’re feeling better man, I just hope you don’t give up because there’s more yet to experience and learn. Hope also you seek help from loved ones and other people
@@benjaminpinney8509read a Brave New World by Aldous Huxley. He talks deeply about this. If you need to be drugged "not therapy" to feel normal, then you're living it wrong. Yes we can have imbalances, but the soul is never wrong.
I listen to this every week, it's been months but this still feeling real. (I don't deserve anything and I'm a burden for everyone in my life)
Why do you think that?
real
cuz that's the truth, I destroy everyone and everything I touch. that's my legacy.@@JesusChristislord372
"Wealth, fame, power. Gold Roger the king of the pirates obtained this and everything else the World had to offer."
The song for me is that personally I’m not a perfect human being I make stupid choices and I hurt the people around me this song represents my present screwups and my past ones losing friends closest to me losing everything entirely I feel nothing at this stage of my life all the bridges I burned so this song represents everything wrong with me.
i hope all u viewers heal from whatever ur going through 👍
Man i miss watching anime i love for the first time, Like Berserk 97, Hajime no Ippo, Cowboy Bebop, Evangelion and some more. They don’t have the same Magic anymore.
Why are we never enough for anyone
I would like the answer too
Enough with finding reasons to be sad. Lighten up guys. Life could be 100x worse but it’s not. So find the strength to cheer up🔥
Just because life could be worse doesn't mean I'm happy with the one I have..
Pov:are you lonely in your house and also in your life why there no one for me?
perfect cafe music for lonely souls
very good song
+* Is making me fall sleep after I have my dream about my childhood Memory I never forgot my old days this best place of memory if you on bed put it on headphones or AirPods just sleep thinking about your childhood of your memory is making you relax but is making you sad your thinking about your Gf/Bf broke up is sad. *+
Real,how real listening to this at 1 am having school and crying every night from depression not only from your past,but from fake friends,relationships,family driving u past your limits next thing you know your going to school tomorrow thinking about why u never choose the path that would’ve been better for you,why you were never perfect,why everyone else had a the life u wanted.,why am I the odd one out why can’t I be happy what the fucks wrong with me man why am I such a depressed fuck with no reason to go on going off abour my trauma in random comments because no one else gets me it fucking hurts man and I’m sorry mom for not being able to be more nice with you and I’m sorry.
You need God friend. The real God, Allah, trust me from experience …
Be a man. Grow up. Everyone’s odd, but if odd means you’re different, then be odd, work towards better, leave your old self, stop porn, procrastination, junk food, work towards a life of purpose, try to please God, to please that one. I’m odd, I’m hated, but when I found my purpose, I felt like a one man army no one can laugh at. Im the oddest one here. Trust, but I found this oddly behavior my special super power. I believe in you. Be a man and stop crying.
It’s almost 1 for me as I write this to you.
and I have school tomorrow, yay..
I completely understand how you feel
you feel as though your getting suffocated from all sides, drowning under the immense waves of what we call life
life is hard
It will beat you to your knees and it will leave you there permanently but only if you let it.
It also doesn’t make things better to know
that the people that often hurt and fail
us the most
are those who you think wouldn’t do anything to hurt you those who you call, friends or family.
and then you got all this going on
Meanwhile the final blow
you gotta go to school tomorrow yep that sucks.
The more the meditate on your past the more your past will come to haunt you.
can you change the past by constantly contemplating your past decisions? No the only reason you should be thinking about your past mistakes is to learn from them and grow as a person.
one thing I realized is that people’s lives from a outside perspective might seem better off then you, but some of those people are just as broken as you
They’ve just learnt how to hide it
not one human being has ever been perfect
you don’t need to be perfect to be human
Every single human is imperfect regardless if they’re better off then you
so don’t feel shame in not having it all together
heck I don’t even have it all together
you feel as though no one hears you no one understands
But that’s far from the truth
Jesus hears you and He sees you
me and my bf broke up 5 days ago cause of family issues and not looking to be in a relationship. Yesterday I thought was going to be a really great day. It was worse. I kept on crying more and more and saw the playlist he made for me was changed (it still had my name but it was just sad). I'm not mad at him cause he broke up with me cause of his issues it's just kinda natural to be sad over a breakup. I know it's just highschool but it hurts a lot. He was the reason why I went to this one annual town thing after 7 years of not going, I actually hung out with him. He made me get out of my shell and motivated me to be a better person. He was my first kiss. He was everything I wanted for a boyfriend and he didn't want to break up with me but he had to because he thinks it was needed. He said he still wanted to be friends, and I still want to be friends too. (it was a 7 month relationship btw)
Earlier in the middle of the night, I could barely sleep. I didn't get sleep until 5 AM. I was crying and watching youtube videos to get my mind off it. It helped though. I was crying so hard and everything kept on coming down more. My friends told me things would get better and they keep on checking up on me to see if I'm doing okay. It just hurts man.
@@lmao7562 heyy!! thank you so much for responding, I really appreciate it :) I've been doing a lot better and yeah, I know it's just highschool. I think I mentioned he still wanted to be friends and we've been doing good so far (we're getting our space of course).
you sound like such a good person. dw bro, its been 6 months and i hope its all gotten better. make sure to lift ur head cus yo crown is aboutta fall 👑
@@shiestyymoh hi so a lot of stuff happened actually haha, so we tried getting back together but it just didn't work because he wanted me to 'wait' until he was ready. So i wasted a month of waiting but it's okaybecause i learned from it. Now im friends with my current crush and i think he likes me back :))
Jesus saved me.
jesus christ love you ✝
Im Daydreaming most days
Today was one of them
HELLO AGAIN
I can't stop beating... No matter how much it try.. My hand has a mind of its own..
@@Greeaf69 I think he is serious and has an addiction
You are not your flaws, even if they are a part of who you are in this part of your life. The first step in change and improvement is total self acceptance. Know what you are, know what you can become. You have a power that no other animal on earth has, the ability to overcome your impulses. I know you have the strength to be better.
Ayo....? 😦
This song doesn't make me sad, it makes me feel like I'm entering my redemption arc, to err is human, I have no enemies and that I will get better.
do not give into nihilism my friends. you are all you have, so you must keep pushing forward. for you.
a part of me... you'll always be next to me
Very good yo
im just holding on to whatever's left of my old self. the one that didn't care too much about grades or other stuff.
i know that someday. i'll let go and im sort of scared of what happens then. i don't know
im just tired. but i don't want to fall asleep now. not now.
im supposed to act like an adult at this point in life but i don't know why i still act like a kid.
i don't know why i make funny noises and talk to myself.
i don't know why i loose attention so fast
i don't know why i don't care when my teacher tells me about my failing grades
i don't know why i daydream most of the time
i don't know why. i just don't know
but why am i scared of loosing all of this?
(im sure its some phase maybe edge idk)
(maybe its cringe. i'll certainly think so in a few years)
(there isn't much need to worry anyway. im just a stranger at his low much like the rest of you)
Because accepting change is difficult due to us fearing the lose of our former identity
Its not cringe. It never was.
I hope you are doing ok in life, because I certainly am not. I hope others have a life better than me.
This is the second best song ever, aside from Resonance. This specific version, not the original.
The lyrics are universal which are few precious things in music and its the best doomer song in all of its glory and it gives the best version of cure that doomer songs give.
En realidad no tuve una ruptura amorosa lo que paso fue que en el 2020 tenía al mejor amigo del mundo y una gran amiga, tenía confianza, empezé hablar con viejos amigos y tenía una gran relación con mi familia y en especial con mi hermano jugábamos juntos era increíble y más por la pandemia ya que pasábamos más tiempo con el y con mis amigos y familia. Pero la felicidad no dura para siempre al final mis amigos me dejaron de lado perdí ami mejor amigo mi hermano empezó a salir y pasar más tiempo con sus amigos y mi familia, cada uno andaba en lo suyo, todos habían vuelto a su vida social pero yo... yo no. No fui la mejor persona del mundo, pero nadie acudió a buscarme a nadie le importaba y mi mejor amigo me despreciaba quede en una profunda soledad a mi familia no les quería preocupar y fingía qué todo estaba bien, haci estuve hasta el 2022 volví a ver a mi antigua amiga (no interactue durante 2 años con ella) y volví a ser su amigo le conté todo lo que me pasó le dije como me sentía me recomendó qué adopte un gatito para no sentirte tan solo y lo hice y durante ese año no me sentía tan solo porque la tenía ella y mi gato me hacia compañía cuando estaba solo en casa(casi siempre). fuimos grandes amigos y nos hicimos algunas promesas como de ir un día de paseo a otra ciudad y hacer una capsula del tiempo en noche Buena. haciamos llamadas y todo era increíble hasta que un día, después de darle un regalo por su cumpleaños, era cortate y fría ya no era la misma y luego me dijo que le incomodaba y que no me quería cerca de ella y todas las promesas nunca se cumplieron quisé enmendar las cosas pero, Aveces insistir es molestar. Me resigne. En el regalo había una carta en donde decía que no quería perdarla, no otra vez,pero lastimosamente la perdí otra vez.... Otra vez estaba solo sin amigos ni familia ni mi hermano pase la navidad acompañado de mi gatito y año nuevo también (era mi única compañía) hasta que un día le deje salir afuera y volvió un poco mal creí que solo tenia hambre o sueño pero luego se puso peor al día siguiente estaba muy mal no podía ni caminar lo llevé al veterinario y no pudo hacer mucho dijo que era un problema cerebral por un gran golpe, le puso una vacuna para calmarlo pero vi que solo se ponía peor y que sufría no podía hacer nada y todo era mi culpa al final para que no sufra más me tuve que despedir de el, sin lágrimas ya que mi familia también estaba triste por el gato yo fingía ser fuerte y que no me afectaba tanto, apenas salieron de casa para enterrarlo no me pude contener y rompí en llanto como si parte de mi hubiera muerto junto con el había perdido mi unica compañía en este mundo. ahora estoy solo, extraño ami gato amis amigos, a mi hermano, a mi mejor amigo y a mi amiga, pero lo que más me duele es saber que ninguno de ellos volverá.
We are always with you. I hope you will find happiness in your life
I miss the good old days when I was younger now nothing is fun or meaningful feel like I let my mom down
idek why i’m still alive i have no purpose
Keep pushing brother
keep grindng
You’ll find one
Well, that doesn't have to be a bad thing. No one really has a "purpose" except to just be. To exist, live, and see what life has to offer. To see beauty you never thought you would experience
Everyone has a purpose you just haven't found yours yet
listening to this I relaise I will never be enough, I will always be a dissapointment and a fail to my parents, girls reject me so why do I have to live if I even make my friends in a bad mood...
Hello brother, I know your in dark times, but don’t give up. Disappointments and fails come and go, you don’t have to worry about girls because the right one will come when you’ll never expect it. If your friends get in a bad mood because of your presence then they are not your friends my brother. Even if life may look bad now, it won’t last forever. Don’t live for them, for your friends and parents, live for yourself brother. There’s always more to life but you may never know if you give up too early. I’m not doing great myself either, but i look ahead for the better tomorrow. You’re strong brother, don’t give up now, times will be better. You just need to hold on a bit. I know these are just a words from a stranger, but I hope they were helpful.
Stay strong brother 💪.
@@David-xk2ti you too brother. You too
I moved to a different country to follow my dad for work i get made fun if constantly because of my skin and being a Muslim. Wish incould go back to my home where everyone loved me and i loved everyone honestly cant even smile nowadays
aye bro never ever feel sad for being a muslim bro. or your skin color. Be thankful bro, Alhamduilliah, Allah has chosen you out of so many people to have the honor of being a muslim. Aight bro? we're brothers bro ik how you feel but remember the dunya is nothing compared to the ahira. hope you doin well now my boy
Thanks sur.
Here I go again..
Just take it day by day. It’s okay if you don’t have it figured out. It’s okay if you see them succeeding faster than you. It’s okay that you don’t want to live the life everyone wants you to live. Listen to me, it’s okay…just take it day by day.
Listening to this masterpiece,had made a bigger picture on my mind bout all the mistakes i had done to my stupid life.I never actually understanded what i had done...I hate myself...everyone was calling me unmature...I hope noone become such a cringy asshole like i was in elemantary school and in the start of middle school.
My mom treats me like crap and I can’t do anything but treat her like my mom and I have no one to talk to because I don’t have a dad or any good Freinds that won’t laugh in my face when I actually tell them the truth and I’m starting to feel no need to live
hey I’m here if you need to talk, man. I get this kinda stuff. Hope you’re ok
I am going to murder this world little by little for having taken from me what i loved the most.
My happiness
We grow from pain my friend. Things always get better. Never forget.
@@Just1Nobody. I will never bro
@@_Quien_Es_Ricardo_ No you are wrong, all though it seems like the darkness goes on for ever the light will always come. Nothing lasts forever we say that when a good thing ends yet it stands true for the bad as well. The shit your going through no matter how bad it will eventually end and get better. Trust me my friend.
@@Just1Nobody. No
You won’t heal your pain by making others feel what you feel. Happiness is fickle and repetitive, and it doesn’t stay gone. Take a deep breath and ask yourself what you need to do to be happy again.
Nice bro
Some times I just feel like I wanna end it all because why some times when I talk to my quote on quote friends about my dead grandma my dead dog my dead best friend so yah 😂
Sometimes you'll never know the true value of a moment until it becomes a memory.
bro that house looks like the same street as i am..
No necesito mucho , solo a unos padres q me amén y se sientan orgullosos......o tal vez yo soy el problema 😿😿
It's never been the same since her death. I want to move on as badly as I want to cling to it. Everyday I strive to be unique in character and mannerism to prove to myself that I'm overcoming it. But every night I always regress and hurt myself with dull blades and sharp words over the fact that I need to cling to it. Somedays I want to do nothing but tear my own head off just to prove "Look at me! I'm changing and growing up!" In a pathetic effort to prove to myself that I'm going forward in life. While somedays I will do absolutely nothing except grieve and write out entire daydreams of a life that could have been mine. Where we're still together and everybody is still here and everything is just like how I remember it. For I am the greatest advocate of change while still being it's greatest oppressor in this war of mine.
It's like you feel guilt for leaving such a great person in the past. She needs to be remebered but everytime you do it, it just hurts and doesn1t do anything else. Is it worth it to cry days for just one happy memory? Will i be able to handle the "what would have happened if" thoughts and still move on with life? At this point it might just be better to simply not care about it and do what i want. Life can't take away anything from me anymore. Do what you enjoy and do only that. Enjoy the morning walks to school, enjoy the sunset at fall with all the summer memories burning as the cold winter takes over, enjoy the people around you that might hurt you, deep in their soul they care about every step and move you make to healing. Live life like every day of the year is the last. At the end it's all going to be dark after all, so why not take a moment while we're here
I miss myself
Ira a salir esto alguna vez ? 😪
i just got the worst rejection of my life on last october, i really loved a girl with all my hearth, i couldnt stop thinking about her, her smile is still in my mind... but she rejected me and removed me. i really loved her but nothing to do now... im going to see her this summer but i am scared
Don’t be things always have this odd way of working out in life. You may be scared, you may be sad my friend but you will figure it out. I relate too your situation, I’ve been there I wanted to die with out her. I did. Yet now years have gone by and I’ve gotten over her now I’m happy then ive ever been. I hope things go your way but just know tithe bad feeling never last for ever.
Some people just can’t see the person behind the face. It may not be her, but there is someone out there waiting to meet you, to talk to you about the things you both love, to stay up late watching movies with, to laugh at each others jokes. All you have to do is be you. In time, you will find that your other half.
@@johnbartholomew1995 yeah you are true. i stopped being sad and started to improving myself, i get closer to my religion, i try to help people, i am starting to working out. I will be the best for my future partner. and actually feel very good nowadays
Did I stopped liking him because I'm depressed or was I needy and never loved him in the first place...?
o que os "casais" fazem na vdd é só suprimir uma felicidade momentânea, mas não são duradouros(preciso de ajuda).
I really dont have a reason to stay alive
There’s always a reason to live, my friend. You just have to look closer. Times are tough but we have to stay strong, because the times won’t last forever. Look to the better tomorrow, my friend. Find the reason to live.
I feel like no one really likes me, and I shouldn't either.
I don’t know you but you seem like a chill guy
This makes me wonder if anybody will care if died
Nobody will
man i feel like im at my lowest point everyday i wake up it just feels the same thing always been a bad day seeing my parents always not talking to each other loving each other always fighting sometimes i felt like i wanted to kill my self bc of these things they do its a bad influence to children my dad is to prideful my mom just want my dad to say sorry one word and yet he cant even say it man like one word to say and yet he cant say sorry yk what i feel if i hurt my mom i see her struggling and yet my dad is being a jerk saying that we live are lives easy but he would never understand my mom sacrifices and also mine i tried my best in school everytime i get good grades they still dont feel happy like they being sarcastic and thats when i knew they were both wrong to like we make mistakes right but for me i gotta say when parents are fighting for me i gotta say its not normal instead it makes the child traumatic and the child itself would pick a side
take care man, someday it would change trust me
This song makes me want to receive the kisses and love I deserve.
u dont deserve em mate
You don't, homie, just live, youre life
i dont know what you've been through but i think everybody deserves some love and affection
yeah, one time i almost did it, those songs really, cease the feeling
today was my birthday and only 5 people said happy birthday when I have 138 friends
happy late birthday, my friend
real.
I want to destroy myself until I no longer exist.
That’s all I deserve…
I’m just tired…
Stay awake. Don’t fall. Just keep on it will get better. Nothing ever lasts forever and that includes the darkness. Don’t give up.
No person deserves to be miserable. You exist! You are alive! You have the capacity to change and become the best version of yourself. It seems backwards, but I guarantee it works to reach outside of yourself and see the good you can do. Find friends in your community, organize a service project. You can never feel lighter and healthier than by making someone’s life better.
Everyone in the comments: i dont want to live, i want to kms
Me: thanks bro, i will use this as a chill music and when im tired 😊.
Edit: never worry about the bad things and focus in happiness and good things, god bless you.
I don’t really matter to anyone.
Real
real
I’m Tired.
Can we collaborate with you?
I*
Ok
@@7nkn9wncan you slow Zizzy Poppin - Motel 6? 💜🔥🔥💨🚀💫🌟
I just want to die with everyone else i love so no one i love cries
This also reminds me of Pearl from Steve universe
My boyfriend left me. It's over bros.
It’s not over yet keep pushing it I believe in you
😮💨💔
Eu não estou conseguindo aguentar mais escola é uma merda não por causas da matérias e por causas das pessoas e antes que pense que sou antisocial eu não sou mais a cada dia que passa eu ficando cada vez mais sozinho
"Death is never an apology"
The fuck is autoplay tryna do bruh. Give me depression or something?
Day 6200 alone I think
🫀i love them
🧠take every pill in your house
Konnten meine Eltern nicht einfach verhüten
I hate myself fr
Same
How many hours for it too change when the only things that comes back is disappoint and failure 🥲
real