LMAOO broo 💀💀 I used to listen to this song all the time back in 2018-2019 but stopped for a long while and then ended up accidentally refinding it during a mental breakdown
Something I thought of, the line "kiss my tongue, make everything better." Isn't talking about French kissing, it means when you kiss a wound to make it feel better. The things she says are hurtful to her, and she wishes for the person she's singing to to make her feel better.
God i love the old style of this song its just one of those great things. Its almost like every song you make is amazing. P.s. thanks for re enabling the comments so we can all sing your praises
ive always found candle queen to be a big npd song for me lol, so its cool to know its fitting for other PDs too. cluster b solidarity is found in the ghost songs XD
@@undertale-perseverance yeah but "intentions" like. like. i dont really care about "intentions" since most vocaloid songs are up for interpretation. thats how i personally interpret it so thats what it means to me.
I'm talking using a translator! So I'm sure you're using Weird english. please forgive me. I am a Japanese student who loves this song. Contrary to the disturbing and tense lyrics, I fell in love with the joyful melody. I also love fashionable music videos that Japanese Vocaloids don't have.
So I was showering and when around 3:14 rolled around, right at the "happy days will never be granted" part, I got a squirt of conditioner in my eye and I felt so betrayed like seriously EDIT: I realized at that the "oh, it's painful" part that happened a little bit later I was literally screeching whoops
"Song speaking of a jovial span of twenty four hours that isn't actually that cheerful but is referred to as such due to distinct rationale" is my favorite song thanks for asking.
Hi, nice to meet you. I've been a fan of GHOST for a long time, but I've never commented, so I'm going to comment on my favorite song in the comments section. I'm a 12 year old Japanese, so I may be speaking weird English. I have a Japanese friend who likes the song CandleQueen and I was listening to it and I fell in love with CandleQween and got hooked. Eventually I started listening to other GHOST songs and I became more and more addicted to them. Nowadays, it's convenient and there are subtitles. You can also get Japanese translations if you set it up. But I wanted to be able to translate the songs myself without relying on subtitles. I started listening intently in English class and always got a 100 on my tests. When I am able to translate, I would like to try singing GHOST songs. One day I would like to buy a GHOST CD or go to a GHOST concert. I love GHOST songs and I support GHOST. Keep up the good work and I hope this comment reaches GHOST. (Thank you for reading this long statement so far!)
I tend to view it in a different way. Everyone who has liked this comment agrees that they wouldn't want to do it, right? They're disgusted by the very thought of it. No one wants to do it at all. Therefore, no one wants to help dear Maika out and "make everything better". No, they're revolted by it, and by her. So, no one is willing to lend her a helping hand for those reasons. That was me trying to make sense of it, at least. :)
idk if this is a reach or not but the horns being part of a headband lowkey make me think that theyre a representation of her marking herself as a devil or a bad person when shes really not. not pretending but fully believing it to the point she puts those on to remind herself or let others know
Y'know I know at first it seems like someone singing about a romantic relationship gone sour but the more I look at it it starts sounding like someone who: -Has no idea how to properly communicate in friendships -lowkey thinks all their friends hate them -does a lot of creepy things when it comes to their friends but doesn't realize it ("I'll be the sacrifice", "kiss my tongue, make everything better~")
I feel like "I'll be the sacrifice for you" would be coming more from desperation and the "kiss my tongue" thing could be some weird metaphor also along those lines, but also I know next to nothing about lyrical symbolism so uh-
@@applechoco483 I think the kiss my tongue thing is based off of kissing wounds to make them better and it’s a metaphor for how what she’s singing is hurting her and she wants the person she’s singing to to make her feel better.
hey, for anyone who can relate to this song in any way, please get some help. I'm pretty sure GHOST confirmed that this song was about a key symptom of BPD. If anyone needs to vent, reply to this comment. I might not be able to help everyone, so I'm sorry if I reply back late.
Back in my high school days I always felt like this song was so close to home. I got diagnosed with BPD in college and it all clicked in my head at once. After years of extreme outbursts and episodes of willing to do anything for the one I love (who didn’t feel the same about me), threaten suicide, constant needing him with me 24/7 and letting myself be used by him, I finally got better. It just takes time, patience, and someone willing to work with you and your open wounds. It’s seriously the worst but there is hope at the end of the dark tunnel 💗 Just thought I’d share for anyone struggling with BPD
I relate to this song because I feel like all my friends want me dead, and I should leave them, but then I feel selfish. Although I'm not living for them now but I used to. I'm sometimes pushy and I want to be friends with them but I feel like they don't which is why I feel selfish. I feel like I'm lying to myself all the time and I'm alone, I also afraid to show any wrong emotions. I didn't know bpd was a thing till this comment so ty! Edit: I pretty much relate to all the lines not just the ones I mentioned
as someone who related to this song for a long time and lately has been starting to consider that they might have BPD - not only because of abandonment issues, but because of the "changing their view about a person/themselves within seconds" part, *_uh._*
hey ghost i think this song is cursed i was listening to it on tuesday and passed out and ended up in the er and got diagnosed with colitis this song damaged my large intestine
Okay, first I saw a comment about this song summoning cannibal birds, then another about getting hair conditioner in their eye, and NOW here’s someone who happened to be diagnosed with colitis after hearing this song. Goodness gracious, mate.
Lol same i was listening to this suddenly i felt like puking as i type this now now i feel dizzy Edit:full story I was listening to this just lying on my chest then suddenly the final part came up "you hated me from the start" i suddenly got dizzy and i puked alot i even drank water but it made it worse But the song is pretty catchy
I'm never forgetting the time I was in my mom's car while she was in Walgreens and I connected her phone to the Bluetooth speaker just to play this song at the loudest I could I think the woman in the car next to me was scared
I see a pattern. Distortionist: big hair, slightly spoopy eyes. Appetite of a People Pleaser: kinda big hair, same eyes show up at times. In Iolite: kinda big hair, same eyes. This song: big hair, same eyes. Why is this a pattern? Does it mean something? Cuz this song, in iolite, and distortionist use radio/old theater/old cartoon sound filters in them. Appetite of a people pleaser kinda uses these effects. So is it purposeful? And what is the purpose? Obligatory Edit: why do i have more likes on this comment than likes on my videos, this is just me being overanalytic
Oh Jesus Christ this is basically me. My family can tell me for hours that they don't hate me or that I didn't do something wrong, but I just have this anxiety in my gut at all times and their reassurance is kinda like a brief relief from it. I know how tiring this has got to be, *I'm* tired I analyze every lil thing I do and I can never just lay down and breathe. Anyways this song is a mood and bop!
I feel like that the character in this song is the opposite of the distortionist, because they seem like they genuinely think that they’re a bad person, but it sounds like the person they’re talking to either A, doesn’t believe them and think they’re doing it for attention or B, just genuinely doesn’t care about them, maybe C, and someone’s trying to console them before they ‘sacrifice’ themselves?
So kiss my tongue, make everything better Show me you’ll be with me forever Still, our happy days will never be granted ‘Cus even if it’s never said, I know it’s true; You want me dead I’m afraid of flowers wilting away when I don’t get to say goodbye And maybe there’s a chance that I can save them one more time But I’m a liar, lying to me I’m a liar, lying to me Oh, I’m alone I’m afraid of reaping what I sow for showing any sort of fear But if I don’t communicate, I’ll drown myself in tears ‘Cus I’m a liar, lying to me Lying to me Don’tcha wish that things could go exactly how you want it I’d be exactly how you want me Selfishness is a dirty little sinner But, for you, it’s my priority Y’know, things could go exactly how you want it I’d be exactly how you want me Use what’s left of my dirty personality I’m all yours; I’ll do anything So kiss my tongue, make everything better Show me you’ll be with me forever Even if it’s heart-to-heart You hated me from the start Happy days will never be granted Now you know my thoughts have gone rancid Even if it’s never said I know it’s true; You want me dead La-da-ta-da la-da-da-da-da Things could go exactly how you want it {Wo~oah} And I could be exactly how you want me to be {He~ey} But I know I’ll never be the one And when “farewell” is said and done It’s probably best for everyone If I’m never seen again But I know it’s ridiculous You don’t gotta tell me twice I’d rather be safe than sorry And sorry for all I’ve done Don’t you wish that shooting stars could grant all of your wishes You’d leave me sleeping with the fishes Selflessness is a devastating demon But, for you, it’s all I wanna be Y’know, things could go exactly how you want it I’d be exactly how you want me Use what’s left of my soiled personality I’m all yours; I’ll do anything So kiss my tongue, make everything better Show me you’ll be with me forever Even if it’s heart-to-heart You hated me from the start Happy days will never be granted Now you know my thoughts have gone rancid Even if it’s never said I know it’s true; You want me dead Oh, it’s painful My heart is quite a mouthful I’ll tear it out for you I’ll be the sacrifice for you Oh, our happy days La-da-ta-da la-da-da-da-da
I don't understand why people do this?? This happens a lot with videos with lyrics in them. And all the likes? Are you unable to watch the video? What is it?
This song was found by a highschool freshman me following a breakup. During fourth through eighth grade I was bullied, harassed and pretty much verbally abused by my peers and other students for being a sped kid. ADHD, autism you know the stuff. Basically a lot of people made me feel really worthless. And it effected me throughout middle and freshman year of highschool.
By the time the breakup with my (now ex) boyfriend on the day before valentines day happened because one of his friends told him to either break up with me or lose her as a friend, I thought I was too worthless to die. If I offer myself at that point I would just burdon others. I'm okay now though. I'm healing slowly but surely!
@@Rachel-pg3wm hey i hope everything goes well for you!! What they told you are lies, everyone is worthfull and someones worth isnt determined by academic grades, by their diabilities (or lack of diabilities), job or anything. They are worth because they are here.
Mental health issue songs bop. This is a recurring thing. Mental health issues are not cool, but being able to share your experiences in any way is! You are you, and that's what matters!
I know this is four years late but I'm finally going to say something. Christopher Pierre's song clearly shows he's an abuser and that he's manipulating the victim, telling them that they're the bad person and that Pierre is the victim. Though it's clear he's an abuser and that he is coming up with excuses for his actions- this song is the opposite. It seems that she is the victim, being told that she is a liar and a bad person. She constantly tries making things better for him and is obsessed with the man she thought she would make happy. She in on her knees for him and he is telling her that she is terrible, and she takes it in and believes it for him. She's sacrificing herself and giving her his heart in any way she can. He doesn't love her, Chris is an abusive hoe. And she's the real victim. That's all :) I could be way wrong but I'm just letting this out!
So, in conclusion, Chrispy abuses her, she kills him to get away from it and from what I saw in The Distortionist, he gets trapped in his own hell, aka, trapped in a world of mirrors?
This is a good theory, though these songs are entirely separate. Happy Days is about Borderline Personality Disorder from the perspective of the person who has it. These thoughts are what a person with BPD will tell themself. An alternate theory I’ve seen is that Amygdala’s Rag Doll is the opposite side of The Distortionist, since that song is about being gaslit. However, nothing was confirmed. I do believe that The Distortionist is a song that does not have others to go with it because it was going to have its own story as an RPGmaker game that was never made
"I'm afraid of flowers wilting away when i dont get to say goodbye, and maybe there's a chance that i can save them one more time." This line hits me right in the feels- Cause I used to have a cat nammed Fro and when she died I wasn't able to say goodbye to her... It hurt me so badly because Fro was one of the best pets you could have. She was calm, soft, and really loveable. Fro would occasionally come to you if you called her name unlike most cats. I really miss her.. This line doesnt make me dislike the song though. I like listening to songs that I can sort of relate to.
Aww now I feel bad D': I never got to say goodbye to my pet either. In kindergarden, I had a dog named Snoopy, and he was the reason my life didnt suck, because I went to a charter school where I was always either in trouble, or was given mnms (i have a severe dairy allergy), and this was because they thought Id be a failure due to ADHD, and one day I came home to find out my dad kicked him in the side and he died from it :'(
i had a black lab dog named blackie and she was the best dog you could ever have, but she died when she was only 3 years old because someone ran her over. the line, "i'm afraid of flowers wilting away when i don't get to say goodbye" is something i can relate too as well
Theory Time: Happy Days and Candle Queen are the same story told from 2 different perspectives; Happy Days and Candle Queen are both telling the story of someone (who may be an unstable people pleaser) struggling for the attention and love of their favourite person, In Happy Days, this story is being told from the people pleaser's perspective while in Candle Queen; the story is being told from the favourite person's perspective. The people pleaser is being selfless for someone (the favourite person) who only sees their efforts as attention seeking and self-serving. Theory over, hope y'all enjoy (I thought of this at 3 in the morning so it may be nonsensical and sloppy)
Tbh some of these lyrics kinda remind me if my social anxiety: "Even though it's never said, I know it's true, you want me dead" could be jumping to conclusions on what another person might think of you, even if you've never met them. "I’m afraid of reaping what I sow or showing any sort of fear, but if I don’t communicate I’ll drown myself in tears" can be how social anxiety makes it hard for you to pursue what you want to sometimes due to what others might think, even if it's harmless and nobody would mind. And the other half could be how sometimes you stay quiet if you need help with something so nobody will think your annoying among other things, to the point of frustration and tears. "It’s probably best for everyone if I’m never seen again" Thinking you've messed up and now everyone hates you, thinks your weird, etc and how they probably want you gone "But I know that’s ridiculous, you don’t gotta tell me twice, I’d rather be safe than sorry, and sorry for all I’ve done" Knowing that probably nobody cares about what your doing, but not being able to shake the feeling. And the other part could be avoiding certain things to prevent bad situations from happening + apologizing for being annoying when you weren't in the first place. "My heart is quite a mouthful" The emotions and feelings that cone with this anxiety. Ik it's not what the song is about but it's just what the lyrics reminded me of, as someone who thinks they have social anxiety :))
Is it me or when she says "things could go exactly you want it" some of the lines similar to that, it sounds like she's saying "I" instead of "you"? As if rather than trying to get someone else love her, she really trying to get herself to love her, if that makes sense.
hey ghost. I know you won’t see this, but your music helps me so much. I’ve watched your stuff for a while now, and i’ve been quite depressed lately, but your videos always help me feel better. Thank you so much.
Parody of this called "happiest days" that I made on the spot "so kiss my hand make everything better!" "show me that we will be together forever" "even if its heart-to-heart, you loved me from the start" "happy days will always be granted" "we both know our thoughts have not gone rancid" "even if its never said" "I know its true your love is in my head!"
i love the pause in the middle of the song, it feels like it's giving a second of "what i just said is ridiculous, what the hell is wrong with me?" (does this make sense help)
So I cant find a theory on this at all so here are my thoughts on this song: I think the person in this song is in a toxic relationship, for the sake of it, let's call the person Maika. So. First of all, the lines at the start, it seems like Maika is happy, though the plottwist, " 'cus even if it's never said, I know that's right, you want me dead." This might be either paranoia, or getting manipulated, strongly the second one. I know the lines of "selfishness is a dirty little sinner, but for you it's my priority" strongly suggest that Maika is the toxic person, but I've been through and sadly still am in a similar relationship and it is easy to get tricked into thinking that you're bad and you're doing the person who is actually using you a bad favour. Hope that made sense because I am really tired rn *anyways* Further on, there are other multiple lines hinting at Maika being in such a relationship, I wont go through all of them though, but the lines at the very end, "My heart is a mouthful, I'll tear it out for you, I'll be the sacrifice for you." Or similar. I just passed that point of the song so sorry if I got the lyrics wrong, anyways, the song ended in Maika standing with her heart torn out, by herself, pretty obvious tbh- I think that's showing just how much Maika did for whoever she is talking to. Changing herself, acting, and then uh, that. Now onto my second theory: the distortionist. Heavy vibes that these songs are tied together, I am using my previous Ted talk to explain this: Maika mightve been gaslighted by our man Cripspspsy. This is honestly me just messing around, but the both of the songs are kind of old-radio style, B&W (except for the background in the distorionist) and the themes. Kind of like a story being told from both sides. Anyways thanks for coming to my ted talk
God why is this so good?! The cartoon stlye, the music ( I love how you did the music a LOT) the idea of I guess, deadly love....idk about this one, buttt ok, and this by far is the most catchy vocaloid ive heard so far, just good! And I like how the words are easy to remember! !
It talks about Borderline Personality Disorder, someone who's clingy, trusts people way too much, and is really scared of abandonement, either real, or just something they've imagined
Jax Appetite of a People-Pleaser is literally my disorder v flower has never Been this relatable...Sadly Maika has been in the things I deserve. Suicide is an option for me but I will stay on this...*THING* we call earth. Humanity is not helping my case
God, for curiosity i was searching for music that i listened when i was more little, now i'm a metal head but these were bangers, i should restart listening to this
l y r i c s So kiss my tongue, make everything better Show me you'll be with me forever Still, our Happy Days will never be granted 'Cause even if it's never said, I know it's true; _You Want Me Dead_ I'm afraid of flowers wilting away when I don't get to say goodbye And maybe there's a chance that I can save them one more time 'But I'm a liar, lyin' to me I'm a liar, lyin' to me Oh, I'm alone I'm afraid of reaping what I sow for showing any sort of fear But If I don't communicate, I'll drown myself in tears 'Cause I'm a liar, lyin' to me Lyin' to me Don'tcha wish that... Things could go exactly how you want it I'd be exactly how you want me Selfishness is a dirty little sinner But for you, it's my priority Y'know, things could go exactly how you want it I'd be exactly how you want me Use what's left of my dirty personality I'm all yours, I'll do anything So kiss my tongue, make everything better Show me you'll be with me forever Even if it's heart-to-heart, you hated me from the start Happy Days will never be granted Now you know my thoughts have gone rancid Even if it's never said, I know it's true; You Want Me Dead Things could go exactly how you want it And I could be exactly how you want me to be But I know I'll never be the one And when farewell is said and done, It's probably best for everyone If I'm never seen again But I know thats ridiculous, you don't gotta tell me twice I'd rather be safe than sorry, and I'm sorry for all I've done Don'tcha wish that... Shooting stars could grant you all your wishes You'd leave me sleeping with the fishes Selflessness is a devastating demon But for you, it's all I wanna be Y'know, things could go exactly how you want it I'd be exactly how you want me Use what's left of my soiled personality I'm all yours, I'll do anything So kiss my tongue, make everything better Show me you'll be with me forever Even if it's heart-to-heart, you hated me from the start Happy Days will never be granted Now you know my thoughts have gone rancid Even if it's never said, I know it's true; You Want Me Dead Oh, it's painful My heart is quite a mouthful But I will tear it out for you I'll be the sacrifice for you _Oh, our Happy Days_ _Oh, our Happy Days_
ok so i recently got braces and we're supposed to brush our teeth for three minutes or more so i listen to this song while brushing my teeth to keep track of time
なんかようわからんけど歌詞出来た So kiss my tongue, make everything better Show me you'll be with me forever Still, our happy days will never be granted ‘Cus even if it’s never said I know it’s true You want me dead I’m afraid of flowers wilting away when I don’t get to say goodbye And maybe there’s a chance that I can save them one more time But I’m a liar, lyin' to me I’m a liar, lyin' to me Oh, I’m alone I’m afraid of reaping what I sow for showing any sort of fear But if I don’t communicate I’ll drown myself in tears ‘Cus I’m a liar, lyin' to me Lyin' to me Dontcha wish that… Things could go exactly how you want it I’d be exactly how you want me Selfishness is a dirty little sinner But for you, it’s my priority Y’know, things could go exactly how you want it I’d be exactly how you want me Use what’s left of my dirty personality I’m all yours; I’ll do anything So kiss my tongue, make everything better Show me you’ll be with me forever Even if it’s heart-to-heart You hated me from the start Happy days will never be granted Now you know my thoughts have gone rancid Even if it’s never said, I know it’s true, You want me dead La-da-ta-da la-da-da-da-da Things could go exactly how you want it {Wo~oah} And I could be exactly how you want me to be {He~ey} But I know I’ll never be the one And when “farewell” is said and done It’s probably best for everyone If I’m never seen again But I know that’s ridiculous You don’t gotta tell me twice I’d rather be safe than sorry And sorry for all I’ve done Dontcha wish that… shooting stars could grant all of your wishes You’d leave me sleeping with the fishes Selflessness is a devastating demon But, for you, it's all I wanna be Y’know, things could go exactly how you want it I’d be exactly how you want me Use what’s left of my soiled personality I’m all yours, I’ll do anything So kiss my tongue, make everything better Show me you’ll be with me forever Even if it’s heart-to-heart You hated me from the start Happy days will never be granted Now you know my thoughts have gone rancid Even if it’s never said, I know it’s true, You want me dead Oh, it’s painful My heart is quite a mouthful I’ll tear it out for you I’ll be the sacrifice for you Oh, our happy days (x2) La-da-ta-da la-da-da-da-da
„I'm afraid of flowers wilting away when I don't get to say goodbye" I wonder if this is a metaphor for the speaker's friends changing in personality, getting tired of them, and moving on. Not to mention the „when I don't get to say goodbye" part could insinuate it happens so fast the speaker doesn't know what to do.
what does this mean also: that font, what is it called? also also: she's spanish, but sounds scottish?????? also also also: what was the hardest sound to make with Maika?
You don't need her permission to cosplay the character. Heck, people don't ask Rebecca Sugar every time they want to cosplay Garnet or Pearl, so same applies here. Go for it!
It started out just because of the art style, but this song gave me major Alice Angel/Susie Campbell vibes. I always imagine her singing it. She is in fact a liar, and her happy days will never be granted. And she loses her heart in the end (via stabby stabbed.)
Hey Ghost, I wanna thank you for your music as its been a massive comfort for me as an adult suffering from untreated trauma. I can't wait for your next songs ❤
Happy Days
Enjoyable Times
Extremely Good Time Periods
*_A D E Q U A T E S P A N O F 2 4 H O U R S_*
amazing time consisting of 24 hours or 1444 minutes or 86400 seconds
*_G T I M E_*
This has the same energy as the different names for D4C--
@Pansil
Happy Days
Great Moments
Enjoyable Times
Fun Hours
Extremely Good Time Periods
YAY
I was listening to this song and i looked out the window and i saw a magpie being attacked by a swarm of birds because it was eating another bird
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It's MY emotional breakdown I get to chose the music!
LMAOO broo 💀💀
I used to listen to this song all the time back in 2018-2019 but stopped for a long while and then ended up accidentally refinding it during a mental breakdown
This is the most Spinel thing to ever Spinel.
I like the fact that someone threw a bagel at her at 2:33 and 3:53
man this is edgy but the the way u make the lady sound is very satisfying. the way you uh. you molded the little voice. the brbrbrbrbrbrbrbbrbr
The way they tuned her.
I LOVEEEE ALL YOUR SONG :D IS SO COOL THE VOICE AND THE ARTSSS IS ADORABLE. ALL OF THEM
Something I thought of, the line "kiss my tongue, make everything better." Isn't talking about French kissing, it means when you kiss a wound to make it feel better. The things she says are hurtful to her, and she wishes for the person she's singing to to make her feel better.
SO TRUEEE!!!!
Thanks for helping me understand!
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@@evthespineconfiscator8652 why is this my legacy on the internet
@@Crowdadsong when your saying that she's talking about crispy when I'm eating fricking crispy be like:
i love her nice little ouo! after saying "you want me dead". she's so iconic. god bless
APPETITE OF A PEOPLE PLEASER (your pfp)
666th like lmao
Loo Does Stuff watch your appetite, missus.
Hey look its the personality flower wasted
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"I'd rather be safe than sorry, and I'm sorry for all I've done." Well shit. It's my life in a single statement.
I understand..
Dontcha wish that
Oh worm
I want to die
same
I didn't know The distortionist had a sister
He just needs a mom and dad now
He already has two sisters to give him nightmares
Maybe that’s why he broke the mirrors
Yesh
His dad is minecraft norman
@@SoliPity *Are you suggesting Ellen Terraria is going to be a thing*
@@SoliPity actually, her name is Mothku Roblox
*SO*-
Arcade kISS MY TONGUE MAKE EVERYTHING BETTER
SHOW ME YOU’LL BE WITH ME FOREVER
EVEN IF ITS HEART-TO-HEART
MineKitten YOU HATED ME FROM THE START
HAPPY DAYS WILL NEVER BE GRANTED
The fact that Maika is a Spanish voicebank but her english sounds, so amazing??? Love GHOST
She's spanish?
@@oli-producer yes! She's a Spanish vocaloid voice bank!
I'm not completely suprised as Ghost also tuned VFlower and made her sing in English despite her not having an English vb xd
@@kumiko_kusunagi33 right?! GHOST is just too talented
@@mio-pio4676 agreed, GHOST is too talented
me throughout all of my teenage years listening to this song : I can relate :D
Me relistening years later after getting a BPD diagnosis : .. oh. OH.
LITERALLY ME
ME TOO OH MY GOD
Hello, might have it, I dunno.
@@Maple-Deerest I suggest you seek professional help if possible :(
@@dollette3275 Can't afford to get boosted to the top of the list on getting help ;'
this sounds like a fine song to have a mental breakdown to!
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This comment actually made me feel better slightly
_yeah, can confirm. it is_
Mood 🕴
I watched this video doing exactly that then looked here... glad to know I’m not alone 😂😂
God i love the old style of this song its just one of those great things. Its almost like every song you make is amazing. P.s. thanks for re enabling the comments so we can all sing your praises
Xen Mitchell I agree! Ps. I love your profile pic! Sayori is epic
Why did ghost disabled her comments in the first place actually
*_curly_* *_fries_* probably because they were calling poor Ghosty an edgy looser or something. But they are amazing so idk.
Xen Mitchell Same, it makes me feel comfortable and normal, the song actually calms me down since it’s so catchy! ^^
@@kaspercho6303 huh same...
Finding out I have BPD makes songs like this, Candle Queen, and Housewife Radio more comforting than before
I’m not sure whether this is heartwarming or not-
I hope you’re doing well!
Same- now I finally understand why I've always felt so drawn to basically all of GHOST's songs- especially 'Appetite of a Peopke-Pleaser'
ive always found candle queen to be a big npd song for me lol, so its cool to know its fitting for other PDs too. cluster b solidarity is found in the ghost songs XD
@@undertale-perseverance yeah but "intentions" like. like. i dont really care about "intentions" since most vocaloid songs are up for interpretation. thats how i personally interpret it so thats what it means to me.
very relatable tbh
I'm talking using a translator! So I'm sure you're using Weird english. please forgive me. I am a Japanese student who loves this song. Contrary to the disturbing and tense lyrics, I fell in love with the joyful melody. I also love fashionable music videos that Japanese Vocaloids don't have.
What is the fashion of Japanese Vocaloids?
Also, I thought your picture was an air horn lol.)
awebo que random
awsome that you enjoy It :)
:D ^-^
I'm so old i remember the description saying it's not a batim reference
Damm really?
Me too-
Ghost removed it????
@@rue6914 yup
TheSilentMaurader wow i see u a lot on masa content lol
So I was showering and when around 3:14 rolled around, right at the "happy days will never be granted" part, I got a squirt of conditioner in my eye and I felt so betrayed like seriously
EDIT: I realized at that the "oh, it's painful" part that happened a little bit later I was literally screeching whoops
Wow
Wow...
Yikes...
Lol
solar wolf lunar wolf ...WHY DID I JUST SEE THIS REPLY IT MADE ME LAUGH SO HARD
Owww
the cut from the cute rubberhose style to 3:07 reminds me of those spongebob realism shots
lmao
Stop being correct
LMAO
"My heart is quite a mouthful"
Ghost is a lyrical genius.
mmmmmmmm heart
mmmmm crunchy
mmmmm yummy heart
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm juicy
mmmmm tasty
"Song speaking of a jovial span of twenty four hours that isn't actually that cheerful but is referred to as such due to distinct rationale" is my favorite song thanks for asking.
I died XD
Hats off to you, good sir
Increasingly verbose lol
Just draw a stick figure version of Maika to go along with this
What in fu-
😆
Hi, nice to meet you. I've been a fan of GHOST for a long time, but I've never commented, so I'm going to comment on my favorite song in the comments section. I'm a 12 year old Japanese, so I may be speaking weird English. I have a Japanese friend who likes the song CandleQueen and I was listening to it and I fell in love with CandleQween and got hooked. Eventually I started listening to other GHOST songs and I became more and more addicted to them. Nowadays, it's convenient and there are subtitles. You can also get Japanese translations if you set it up. But I wanted to be able to translate the songs myself without relying on subtitles. I started listening intently in English class and always got a 100 on my tests. When I am able to translate, I would like to try singing GHOST songs. One day I would like to buy a GHOST CD or go to a GHOST concert. I love GHOST songs and I support GHOST. Keep up the good work and I hope this comment reaches GHOST.
(Thank you for reading this long statement so far!)
I think your english is fine, and it was interesting to read. 😊
@@nightdog4183 Thank you!!!!!
@@_UNDERSC0RE_ You're welcome !
Yesss! By the way your English sounds perfect!
Konichiwa!
Me on the first listen: this is cool
Me on the 3rd listen: yeah I'm vibin now
Me on the 50th listen: *SO-*
maika: *kiss my tongue already dumbass*
@@ikana1de371 Don't make anything better
@@iris_hwd3502 *go show them that you'll be with them forever*
These replies give me life
KISS MY TONGUE MAKE EVERYTHING BETTER
Im really happy you are getting ads now, Ghost! Get that money boo.
Panta is my life. Hello?
"Boo"
Was that on purpose?
I hope so.
Helltopia76 your comment made me cry with laughter. I have such a bad sense of humour
LOL
Hhh, the piano has such a nice old timey almost ragtime feel, and the rest of the instrumental is probably one of my favorite instrumentals from you
Still tho your right
I find it cool that the way she says “Lyin’ to me” kinda sounds like “Love thy enemy”. Interpret this how you like, I just found it interesting.
Not to be that one “edgy 10 year old “ but is it bad that I relate to the lyrics?
Ultimate Space case nah dude same, anxiety and adhd mix here
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u has bpd probs
me to the too
This song is based on BPD, so if you can relate, you might have it.
@@wolfiegamerhowls4 uhh talking about that,how can i tell my parents to bring me w/ a theraphist?
"Kiss my tounge"
Ew no, I'll kiss your hand.
Thank god it wasn't just me who thought that was weird
I think they mean just give them a French kiss
That's worse
I tend to view it in a different way.
Everyone who has liked this comment agrees that they wouldn't want to do it, right? They're disgusted by the very thought of it.
No one wants to do it at all. Therefore, no one wants to help dear Maika out and "make everything better". No, they're revolted by it, and by her. So, no one is willing to lend her a helping hand for those reasons.
That was me trying to make sense of it, at least. :)
@@preludetogold no, it's just that her face got kind of erased.....
idk if this is a reach or not but the horns being part of a headband lowkey make me think that theyre a representation of her marking herself as a devil or a bad person when shes really not. not pretending but fully believing it to the point she puts those on to remind herself or let others know
Yes! I agree with this! This is a really good point and it doesn’t seem to be much of a reach
yeah or maybe the black and white aesthetic of this video referencing the black and white mindset in bpd
Believing you're a monster to such an extreme extent causes you to become one. It's pretty accurate
actually im not having a happy day but this music makes my day happy
None of my days are happy.
Ignacio Brito how
Ignacio Brito relatable. But hey humanity sucks and the internet is worse so just enjoy the good parts like this song!
tired af ghost makes me happy
Xen Mitchell Thanks.
This song. Is. Such. A. Bop
what. is. a. bop
Thanks
Aren't all of GHOST's songs a bop?
PizzaDuck Succs this song
don’t compare this song to kidz bop.
People say that Oliver only has messed up songs.
*Meet Maika*
This statement couldn't be more true
DEADASS
every time the name oliver is spoken i get secrets of wysteria flashbacks
@You Creepy friend yeah, its my favorite children vocaloid song
Honestly, almost every Vocaloid has at least ONE messed up song, so Maika wouldn’t be an exception. :)
Y'know I know at first it seems like someone singing about a romantic relationship gone sour but the more I look at it it starts sounding like someone who:
-Has no idea how to properly communicate in friendships
-lowkey thinks all their friends hate them
-does a lot of creepy things when it comes to their friends but doesn't realize it ("I'll be the sacrifice", "kiss my tongue, make everything better~")
I feel like "I'll be the sacrifice for you" would be coming more from desperation and the "kiss my tongue" thing could be some weird metaphor also along those lines, but also I know next to nothing about lyrical symbolism so uh-
I hate that this sounds like me
oh shit das me
This is a slap in the face to me 💀
@@applechoco483 I think the kiss my tongue thing is based off of kissing wounds to make them better and it’s a metaphor for how what she’s singing is hurting her and she wants the person she’s singing to to make her feel better.
hey, for anyone who can relate to this song in any way, please get some help. I'm pretty sure GHOST confirmed that this song was about a key symptom of BPD. If anyone needs to vent, reply to this comment. I might not be able to help everyone, so I'm sorry if I reply back late.
Back in my high school days I always felt like this song was so close to home. I got diagnosed with BPD in college and it all clicked in my head at once. After years of extreme outbursts and episodes of willing to do anything for the one I love (who didn’t feel the same about me), threaten suicide, constant needing him with me 24/7 and letting myself be used by him, I finally got better. It just takes time, patience, and someone willing to work with you and your open wounds.
It’s seriously the worst but there is hope at the end of the dark tunnel 💗
Just thought I’d share for anyone struggling with BPD
I relate to this song because I feel like all my friends want me dead, and I should leave them, but then I feel selfish. Although I'm not living for them now but I used to. I'm sometimes pushy and I want to be friends with them but I feel like they don't which is why I feel selfish. I feel like I'm lying to myself all the time and I'm alone, I also afraid to show any wrong emotions. I didn't know bpd was a thing till this comment so ty!
Edit: I pretty much relate to all the lines not just the ones I mentioned
I have suicidal depression and sometimes just think everyone wants me dead, but Im quite sure I don’t have BPD.
as someone who related to this song for a long time and lately has been starting to consider that they might have BPD - not only because of abandonment issues, but because of the "changing their view about a person/themselves within seconds" part, *_uh._*
im so glad I don’t relate to this song anymore after reading this,i related to it 4 months ago but then stuff got back to normal
"Cuz I'm a liar"
*War flashbacks*
S E E S A W E F F E C T
@@heneedsloveoooh
Ah, I see you're a man of culture too.
But that's Kayayda's lie, isn't it?
No that's wrong!
*vietnam flashbacks of cockichi ouma*
hey ghost i think this song is cursed i was listening to it on tuesday and passed out and ended up in the er and got diagnosed with colitis this song damaged my large intestine
Okay, first I saw a comment about this song summoning cannibal birds, then another about getting hair conditioner in their eye, and NOW here’s someone who happened to be diagnosed with colitis after hearing this song.
Goodness gracious, mate.
yea after I listened to this I started to see things and people that no one else can see... its still going on
nope why
Okay, it’s official, this song is cursed.
Lol same i was listening to this suddenly i felt like puking as i type this now now i feel dizzy
Edit:full story
I was listening to this just lying on my chest then suddenly the final part came up "you hated me from the start" i suddenly got dizzy and i puked alot i even drank water but it made it worse
But the song is pretty catchy
Shio 97
Uhm I’m worried-
I'm never forgetting the time I was in my mom's car while she was in Walgreens and I connected her phone to the Bluetooth speaker just to play this song at the loudest I could
I think the woman in the car next to me was scared
I honestly would do the same XD
Did the same but a different song.... Three kids gave me funny looks
i would be scared for your mental health if i was there
@@rosalinakid2747 lol
ill never forget the time you made a new account to bully yourself
weave is snatched
Snatch is weaved
Snatched is weave
Heart is snathced
Hiyoko is trash
@@kokichioma8904 nO SHE WAS GREAT
I see a pattern.
Distortionist: big hair, slightly spoopy eyes.
Appetite of a People Pleaser: kinda big hair, same eyes show up at times.
In Iolite: kinda big hair, same eyes.
This song: big hair, same eyes.
Why is this a pattern? Does it mean something? Cuz this song, in iolite, and distortionist use radio/old theater/old cartoon sound filters in them. Appetite of a people pleaser kinda uses these effects. So is it purposeful? And what is the purpose?
Obligatory Edit: why do i have more likes on this comment than likes on my videos, this is just me being overanalytic
art style and music style
Probably all three of them are family members and since there suffering together maybe they help each other which in my opinion is kinda sweet😣😣
Art style? I have a tendency use the same style of hair on different people. This could be the case.
AOAPP, Happy Days, and The Distortionist are part of a group called 'Monochrome,' i'm not sure about In Iolite, though...
@@spiritbladee Oof, I usually try to give my human OCs different hair stiles .w.
I love how the artist confirmed this to be a bpd song (along with other mental illnesses) bc I have bpd and relate to this so hard
What’s bpd?
@@l0v3rzzx70 Borderline personality disorder, A mental disorder characterized by unstable moods, behavior, and relationships.
@@l0v3rzzx70 borderline personality disorder
i don’t have bpd but this song kinda hits to what i think????!?
im not neurotypical either, i have asd
@@Z3N1TY0 i am also grand autismo hi hello fellow autism person
This reminds me of the relation ship between me and my cat.
Especially the line "I know it's true, you want me dead"
I relate on a spiritual level
Does your cat have BPD ? If she does i really think you should take her to a therapist for her safety............and your own
my cat just broke my new earphones that i bought yesterday so yEs
@@jigoku4676 oh noooo
@@avi_ash_hart my mom almost kicked both of us out the house-
i remember putting this on loop while reading cursed wattpad fanfics
Oh Jesus Christ this is basically me. My family can tell me for hours that they don't hate me or that I didn't do something wrong, but I just have this anxiety in my gut at all times and their reassurance is kinda like a brief relief from it. I know how tiring this has got to be, *I'm* tired I analyze every lil thing I do and I can never just lay down and breathe. Anyways this song is a mood and bop!
every time she says “cause i’m a liar” my fight or flight response activates. kokichi ouma is a cryptid creature and i Fear Him
Hello.
cockichi Boner imn shakigb and crying oh god oh fu
nishishi
Buttercup nO
@@toomanyfrogs5367 n e h e e h e e
I feel like that the character in this song is the opposite of the distortionist, because they seem like they genuinely think that they’re a bad person, but it sounds like the person they’re talking to either A, doesn’t believe them and think they’re doing it for attention or B, just genuinely doesn’t care about them, maybe C, and someone’s trying to console them before they ‘sacrifice’ themselves?
Meanwhile, the GHOST fandom, knowing full danm well that what you said is true: *Ships them together*
@@NattyLovesDimXMrLpeople ship Christopher and character in the video (I don't remember their name) or did I messed up what you said?
That moment when I realise I'm wearing a black shirt and a skirt like hers
happy days cosplay-
Ok, first of all, BEST FRICKING NAME EVER
Irony
Hahahahhahah
Are you going to rip your heart out or nah?
So kiss my tongue, make everything better
Show me you’ll be with me forever
Still, our happy days will never be granted
‘Cus even if it’s never said, I know it’s true; You want me dead
I’m afraid of flowers wilting away when I don’t get to say goodbye
And maybe there’s a chance that I can save them one more time
But I’m a liar, lying to me
I’m a liar, lying to me
Oh, I’m alone
I’m afraid of reaping what I sow for showing any sort of fear
But if I don’t communicate, I’ll drown myself in tears
‘Cus I’m a liar, lying to me
Lying to me
Don’tcha wish that things could go exactly how you want it
I’d be exactly how you want me
Selfishness is a dirty little sinner
But, for you, it’s my priority
Y’know, things could go exactly how you want it
I’d be exactly how you want me
Use what’s left of my dirty personality
I’m all yours; I’ll do anything
So kiss my tongue, make everything better
Show me you’ll be with me forever
Even if it’s heart-to-heart
You hated me from the start
Happy days will never be granted
Now you know my thoughts have gone rancid
Even if it’s never said
I know it’s true; You want me dead
La-da-ta-da la-da-da-da-da
Things could go exactly how you want it
{Wo~oah}
And I could be exactly how you want me to be
{He~ey}
But I know I’ll never be the one
And when “farewell” is said and done
It’s probably best for everyone
If I’m never seen again
But I know it’s ridiculous
You don’t gotta tell me twice
I’d rather be safe than sorry
And sorry for all I’ve done
Don’t you wish that shooting stars could grant all of your wishes
You’d leave me sleeping with the fishes
Selflessness is a devastating demon
But, for you, it’s all I wanna be
Y’know, things could go exactly how you want it
I’d be exactly how you want me
Use what’s left of my soiled personality
I’m all yours; I’ll do anything
So kiss my tongue, make everything better
Show me you’ll be with me forever
Even if it’s heart-to-heart
You hated me from the start
Happy days will never be granted
Now you know my thoughts have gone rancid
Even if it’s never said
I know it’s true; You want me dead
Oh, it’s painful
My heart is quite a mouthful
I’ll tear it out for you
I’ll be the sacrifice for you
Oh, our happy days
La-da-ta-da la-da-da-da-da
*but*
*but it's in the song*
Primrose Petals Just wrote this comment to help myself. I have to see what lyrics are coming next.
@@ailurii *ah*
I don't understand why people do this?? This happens a lot with videos with lyrics in them. And all the likes? Are you unable to watch the video? What is it?
@@sapphirewinters110 some people want to sing along and it's convinient to see the whole text at once .-.
Bpd 🤝 vocaloid
Name a more iconic duo
fork and spoon
peanut butter and jelly
Mumbo Jumbo and Grian
@@mystic3075 this
mario and luigi
This song was found by a highschool freshman me following a breakup.
During fourth through eighth grade I was bullied, harassed and pretty much verbally abused by my peers and other students for being a sped kid. ADHD, autism you know the stuff. Basically a lot of people made me feel really worthless. And it effected me throughout middle and freshman year of highschool.
By the time the breakup with my (now ex) boyfriend on the day before valentines day happened because one of his friends told him to either break up with me or lose her as a friend, I thought I was too worthless to die. If I offer myself at that point I would just burdon others. I'm okay now though. I'm healing slowly but surely!
@@Rachel-pg3wm hey i hope everything goes well for you!! What they told you are lies, everyone is worthfull and someones worth isnt determined by academic grades, by their diabilities (or lack of diabilities), job or anything. They are worth because they are here.
Mental health issue songs bop.
This is a recurring thing.
Mental health issues are not cool, but being able to share your experiences in any way is! You are you, and that's what matters!
I know this is four years late but I'm finally going to say something. Christopher Pierre's song clearly shows he's an abuser and that he's manipulating the victim, telling them that they're the bad person and that Pierre is the victim. Though it's clear he's an abuser and that he is coming up with excuses for his actions- this song is the opposite. It seems that she is the victim, being told that she is a liar and a bad person. She constantly tries making things better for him and is obsessed with the man she thought she would make happy. She in on her knees for him and he is telling her that she is terrible, and she takes it in and believes it for him. She's sacrificing herself and giving her his heart in any way she can. He doesn't love her, Chris is an abusive hoe. And she's the real victim.
That's all :) I could be way wrong but I'm just letting this out!
So, in conclusion, Chrispy abuses her, she kills him to get away from it and from what I saw in The Distortionist, he gets trapped in his own hell, aka, trapped in a world of mirrors?
@@OceanBlondieToT Well not really
This is a good theory, though these songs are entirely separate. Happy Days is about Borderline Personality Disorder from the perspective of the person who has it. These thoughts are what a person with BPD will tell themself. An alternate theory I’ve seen is that Amygdala’s Rag Doll is the opposite side of The Distortionist, since that song is about being gaslit. However, nothing was confirmed. I do believe that The Distortionist is a song that does not have others to go with it because it was going to have its own story as an RPGmaker game that was never made
@@9hours9persons9doors I mean she does look like chrispy
@@naganut9718 u mean crispier
What do cows do when they talk? 1:23
*ComMOOnicate*
Please don't sue me GHOST
he already had some puns for this song up his sleeve
What's he?
gey he is :>
KitsuneNDisguise your profile picture
What?
Happy Days
Enjoyable Times
Adequate 24 Hour Cycle
Interesting Time Period
The Indulging In Amenities In Earth’s 24 Hour Rotation on its Axis
The most enjoyable 23.5 hours of each day we are able to spend with each other 7 times a week.
mm comments are back bois
aww yeah
yeeeee
Aww yiss
Why were they off in the first place?
LordTouka // Nightcore I think it was something about people complaining about how color was spelled in Colorbars
Me: warns friend that I have BPD and tr hey will eventually hate me. Them:no
2 months later
Them: I hate you
I-
😭✋ sweety, those aren't friends if I'm thinking of this in the right context.
Facts
@@theSkin_of_a_Killer_Bella I can understand them but it’s still painful
Get new friends hon🥺
今まで英語の曲大体英語わかんなくて音と映像を楽しむだけだったから日本語字幕あるの嬉しい
"I'm afraid of flowers wilting away when i dont get to say goodbye, and maybe there's a chance that i can save them one more time."
This line hits me right in the feels- Cause I used to have a cat nammed Fro and when she died I wasn't able to say goodbye to her... It hurt me so badly because Fro was one of the best pets you could have. She was calm, soft, and really loveable. Fro would occasionally come to you if you called her name unlike most cats. I really miss her.. This line doesnt make me dislike the song though. I like listening to songs that I can sort of relate to.
Vivika omg im sorry to hear that
rip 🙏❤
Aww now I feel bad D':
I never got to say goodbye to my pet either. In kindergarden, I had a dog named Snoopy, and he was the reason my life didnt suck, because I went to a charter school where I was always either in trouble, or was given mnms (i have a severe dairy allergy), and this was because they thought Id be a failure due to ADHD, and one day I came home to find out my dad kicked him in the side and he died from it :'(
Same but with my dad. Sorry for your loss, stay strong ♡
I'm so sorry...
i had a black lab dog named blackie and she was the best dog you could ever have, but she died when she was only 3 years old because someone ran her over. the line, "i'm afraid of flowers wilting away when i don't get to say goodbye" is something i can relate too as well
Like if you would rip your heart out for Ghost!
no
I would..
Not that far
No seriously..
umm no thank you
陽気なように見えるこの音楽とこの曲に合わない隠れた心の闇をぶち壊し自分からかって取り乱すようなムードをネガティブになった彼女が笑顔で幸せそうに自分を取り繕います。彼女はその好きだった相手を見て探し誘い込む、でも嘘つきな顔を自分はしている。だからこれが自分にとって一番最初の罪、でも愛したことでその気持ちが陰湿になって今も日々の自分を明るく演じている。
キャンドルクィーンになる前の姿がこの子ってこと?そしたら好きな人の心臓を自分に預けた事で本当の悪魔になって自分の対価を売った事で自分の悲惨な惨殺が生まれてそのままで大人になっても残り続けるとか?
this song made me realize i had borderline personality disorder. forever thankful to ghost and their music.
relatable lyrics here
same
Ikr
Guys,,staysafemygod
Mabel please-
Gideon changed for you baby g
LMAO THE GRAVITY FALLS REFERENCES THO
Theory Time: Happy Days and Candle Queen are the same story told from 2 different perspectives; Happy Days and Candle Queen are both telling the story of someone (who may be an unstable people pleaser) struggling for the attention and love of their favourite person, In Happy Days, this story is being told from the people pleaser's perspective while in Candle Queen; the story is being told from the favourite person's perspective. The people pleaser is being selfless for someone (the favourite person) who only sees their efforts as attention seeking and self-serving.
Theory over, hope y'all enjoy (I thought of this at 3 in the morning so it may be nonsensical and sloppy)
I can definitely see that being the case. I've always felt sympathetic towards the candle queen, and maybe this is part of why
You feel like another version of me
This is a good theory!
That also might be why the characters look similar but this one feels more crispy
Ghosts art and music give me life, Hunty
WHYD I SAY THIS LMAO
Tbh some of these lyrics kinda remind me if my social anxiety:
"Even though it's never said, I know it's true, you want me dead" could be jumping to conclusions on what another person might think of you, even if you've never met them.
"I’m afraid of reaping what I sow or showing any sort of fear, but if I don’t communicate I’ll drown myself in tears" can be how social anxiety makes it hard for you to pursue what you want to sometimes due to what others might think, even if it's harmless and nobody would mind. And the other half could be how sometimes you stay quiet if you need help with something so nobody will think your annoying among other things, to the point of frustration and tears.
"It’s probably best for everyone if I’m never seen again"
Thinking you've messed up and now everyone hates you, thinks your weird, etc and how they probably want you gone
"But I know that’s ridiculous, you don’t gotta tell me twice, I’d rather be safe than sorry, and sorry for all I’ve done"
Knowing that probably nobody cares about what your doing, but not being able to shake the feeling. And the other part could be avoiding certain things to prevent bad situations from happening + apologizing for being annoying when you weren't in the first place.
"My heart is quite a mouthful"
The emotions and feelings that cone with this anxiety.
Ik it's not what the song is about but it's just what the lyrics reminded me of, as someone who thinks they have social anxiety :))
見つからなかったので日本語訳歌詞自分用
深く口づけして、何もかも楽にして
永遠に私のそばに居ると誓って
でも幸せな日々はもう訪れない
口に出さなくたって
私には分かるよ
私に死んでほしいんでしょ?
サヨナラも言えずに
手向けの花が枯れてしまうのが気がかりなの
きっともう一度だけ
救えるチャンスがあるはず
でも私は嘘つき、自分に嘘ついた
私は嘘つき、自分に嘘ついて
独りぼっち
恐怖を見せつけようと
まいた種が刈られるのが気がかりなの
それでも誰かと喋らなきゃ
私は涙に溺れちゃう
だって私は嘘つき、自分に嘘ついた
嘘をついたんだ
君は事が都合よく進むのを願っているから
私が助けてあげるの
利己心は小さな罪人
でも君の為ならそんなの気にしない
大丈夫、すべて君の思い通り
私が全部叶えてあげる
腐った精神の残骸を使ってでも
君のモノとして何でもしてあげる
深く口づけして、何もかも楽にして
永遠に私のそばに居ると誓って
それが心からだったとして
君は最初から私を嫌ってたけど
幸せな日々はもう訪れない
もう私の心は腐ってしまった
口に出さなくたって
私にはわかるよ
私に死んでほしいんでしょ?
君の理想はすべて叶う
君の思い通りに動かしてあげる
けど君の一番にはなれない
「さよなら」が果たされたとき
それがきっとベストエンド
私は消えてしまいました
なんて、そんなのばかばかしいよね
君はもう何も言わないだろうけど
悲しむより笑顔の方がいいよね
今まで本当にごめんなさい
君はきっと
流れ星が願いを受け取ってくれると信じてる
魚と眠る私を置き去りにして
利己というのは惨なる悪魔
君の為ならなったっていい
大丈夫、すべて君の思い通り
私が全部叶えてあげる
穢れた精神の残骸を使ってでも
君のモノとして何でもしてあげる
深く口づけして、何もかも楽にして
永遠に私のそばに居ると誓って
それが心からだったとして
君は私を最初から嫌ってたけど
幸せな日々はもう訪れない
もう私の心は腐ってしまった
口に出さなくたって
私にはわかるよ、私に死んでほしいこと
嗚呼なんて痛々しい
私の心臓なんて一口サイズ
引き抜いて君に差し出すの
君の犠牲になってあげる
嗚呼私たちの幸せな日々
嗚呼私たちの幸せな日々
嗚呼私たちの幸せな日々
嗚呼私たちの幸せな日々
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⇆ㅤㅤㅤㅤ◁ㅤㅤ❚❚ㅤㅤ▷ㅤㅤㅤㅤ↻
Huh. Neat.
Is it me or when she says "things could go exactly you want it" some of the lines similar to that, it sounds like she's saying "I" instead of "you"? As if rather than trying to get someone else love her, she really trying to get herself to love her, if that makes sense.
*I only hear "things could go exactly how you want it" and "I could be exactly how you want me"*
*I think there's another one too but I mean*
game theory
@@shoobzzz164 *ghost theory*
@@PrimrosePetals :o
hey ghost. I know you won’t see this, but your music helps me so much. I’ve watched your stuff for a while now, and i’ve been quite depressed lately, but your videos always help me feel better. Thank you so much.
That’s nice! They help me a lot, too, after pressure I feel after a harder day in life.
Me too honestly
前からずっとこの曲好きだけど、歌詞の意味を知ってもっと好きになった
わかる、私も意味はわからなかったけど世界観に惹かれました
意味がわかると違いますよね( ´∀`)
日本人いたぁ!(一安心)
what
分かる…分かるんだけど英語無理な私には歌えない…(´∵`)シュン
@@uatatt
そこなんだよなぁ…
Parody of this called "happiest days" that I made on the spot
"so kiss my hand make everything better!"
"show me that we will be together forever"
"even if its heart-to-heart, you loved me from the start"
"happy days will always be granted"
"we both know our thoughts have not gone rancid"
"even if its never said"
"I know its true your love is in my head!"
The good ending:
“Even if it’s heart-to-heart, you hated me from the start” Ouch. That one hit far too close to home
this entire song is such a mood
*that's concerning*
Nacho's InPonchos it’s concerning but true
@@whiteegretorchids8234 that's even more concerning
This, song isn't about a yandere..
IZZI'S World she is not a yandere. Its about BPD (also a bit oof mood for adhd/anxiety)
i love the pause in the middle of the song, it feels like it's giving a second of "what i just said is ridiculous, what the hell is wrong with me?"
(does this make sense help)
Tbh I see it
Song: Betrayal, being loyal to those who hate you, harmful thoughts
THIS MF'S LEGS: hehe we're jelly
So I cant find a theory on this at all so here are my thoughts on this song:
I think the person in this song is in a toxic relationship, for the sake of it, let's call the person Maika. So. First of all, the lines at the start, it seems like Maika is happy, though the plottwist, " 'cus even if it's never said, I know that's right, you want me dead." This might be either paranoia, or getting manipulated, strongly the second one. I know the lines of "selfishness is a dirty little sinner, but for you it's my priority" strongly suggest that Maika is the toxic person, but I've been through and sadly still am in a similar relationship and it is easy to get tricked into thinking that you're bad and you're doing the person who is actually using you a bad favour. Hope that made sense because I am really tired rn *anyways*
Further on, there are other multiple lines hinting at Maika being in such a relationship, I wont go through all of them though, but the lines at the very end, "My heart is a mouthful, I'll tear it out for you, I'll be the sacrifice for you." Or similar. I just passed that point of the song so sorry if I got the lyrics wrong, anyways, the song ended in Maika standing with her heart torn out, by herself, pretty obvious tbh- I think that's showing just how much Maika did for whoever she is talking to. Changing herself, acting, and then uh, that.
Now onto my second theory: the distortionist. Heavy vibes that these songs are tied together, I am using my previous Ted talk to explain this: Maika mightve been gaslighted by our man Cripspspsy. This is honestly me just messing around, but the both of the songs are kind of old-radio style, B&W (except for the background in the distorionist) and the themes. Kind of like a story being told from both sides.
Anyways thanks for coming to my ted talk
ohhh cool
@@Miss_Prowlheart eyy thanks B)
@@anewasafreak lol ur comment is awesome it needs more likes
@@Miss_Prowlheart wow I'm honoured, tysm!!
1:58 :U SOOOOU
SHOW ME YOU'LL BE WITH ME FOREVER
EVEN IF IT'S HEART-TO-HEART
YOU HATED ME FROM THE START
HAPPY DAYS WILL NEVER BE GRANTED
NOW YOU KNOW MY THOUGHTS HAVE GONE RANCID
God why is this so good?! The cartoon stlye, the music ( I love how you did the music a LOT) the idea of I guess, deadly love....idk about this one, buttt ok, and this by far is the most catchy vocaloid ive heard so far, just good! And I like how the words are easy to remember! !
It talks about Borderline Personality Disorder, someone who's clingy, trusts people way too much, and is really scared of abandonement, either real, or just something they've imagined
Jax Appetite of a People-Pleaser is literally my disorder v flower has never Been this relatable...Sadly Maika has been in the things I deserve. Suicide is an option for me but I will stay on this...*THING* we call earth. Humanity is not helping my case
Shadow's Assassin ya..isnt that last humanity part right...
enlarged emotional state
homestuck
Gotta say, it’s 2022 and this song is still a banger
YES
*2023
its now 2023 and this is still a banger
@@777wiredyep
It's now 2024 and still a banger
I actually wonder if the images at 4:15 are drawn for or not
They aren’t, they are reduced quality images!^^
@@TheActualJeffery I assumed that
I relate to this song so much it hurt when I read the lyrics... It sounded like I was reading my diary.
Dang I'm sorry you should get therapy
God, for curiosity i was searching for music that i listened when i was more little, now i'm a metal head but these were bangers, i should restart listening to this
l y r i c s
So kiss my tongue, make everything better
Show me you'll be with me forever
Still, our Happy Days will never be granted
'Cause even if it's never said, I know it's true;
_You Want Me Dead_
I'm afraid of flowers wilting away when I don't get to say goodbye
And maybe there's a chance that I can save them one more time
'But I'm a liar, lyin' to me
I'm a liar, lyin' to me
Oh, I'm alone
I'm afraid of reaping what I sow for showing any sort of fear
But If I don't communicate, I'll drown myself in tears
'Cause I'm a liar, lyin' to me
Lyin' to me
Don'tcha wish that...
Things could go exactly how you want it
I'd be exactly how you want me
Selfishness is a dirty little sinner
But for you, it's my priority
Y'know, things could go exactly how you want it
I'd be exactly how you want me
Use what's left of my dirty personality
I'm all yours, I'll do anything
So kiss my tongue, make everything better
Show me you'll be with me forever
Even if it's heart-to-heart, you hated me from the start
Happy Days will never be granted
Now you know my thoughts have gone rancid
Even if it's never said, I know it's true; You Want Me Dead
Things could go exactly how you want it
And I could be exactly how you want me to be
But I know I'll never be the one
And when farewell is said and done,
It's probably best for everyone
If I'm never seen again
But I know thats ridiculous, you don't gotta tell me twice
I'd rather be safe than sorry, and I'm sorry for all I've done
Don'tcha wish that...
Shooting stars could grant you all your wishes
You'd leave me sleeping with the fishes
Selflessness is a devastating demon
But for you, it's all I wanna be
Y'know, things could go exactly how you want it
I'd be exactly how you want me
Use what's left of my soiled personality
I'm all yours, I'll do anything
So kiss my tongue, make everything better
Show me you'll be with me forever
Even if it's heart-to-heart, you hated me from the start
Happy Days will never be granted
Now you know my thoughts have gone rancid
Even if it's never said, I know it's true; You Want Me Dead
Oh, it's painful
My heart is quite a mouthful
But I will tear it out for you
I'll be the sacrifice for you
_Oh, our Happy Days_
_Oh, our Happy Days_
Thanks
*mmmMMmMMMM DAT EDGE*
me likey
Edguuuuuuu
ok so i recently got braces and we're supposed to brush our teeth for three minutes or more so i listen to this song while brushing my teeth to keep track of time
なんかようわからんけど歌詞出来た
So kiss my tongue, make everything better
Show me you'll be with me forever
Still, our happy days will never be granted
‘Cus even if it’s never said
I know it’s true
You want me dead
I’m afraid of flowers wilting away
when I don’t get to say goodbye
And maybe there’s a chance
that I can save them one more time
But I’m a liar, lyin' to me
I’m a liar, lyin' to me
Oh, I’m alone
I’m afraid of reaping what I sow
for showing any sort of fear
But if I don’t communicate
I’ll drown myself in tears
‘Cus I’m a liar, lyin' to me
Lyin' to me
Dontcha wish that…
Things could go exactly how you want it
I’d be exactly how you want me
Selfishness is a dirty little sinner
But for you, it’s my priority
Y’know, things could go exactly how you want it
I’d be exactly how you want me
Use what’s left of my dirty personality
I’m all yours; I’ll do anything
So kiss my tongue, make everything better
Show me you’ll be with me forever
Even if it’s heart-to-heart
You hated me from the start
Happy days will never be granted
Now you know my thoughts have gone rancid
Even if it’s never said,
I know it’s true, You want me dead
La-da-ta-da la-da-da-da-da
Things could go exactly how you want it
{Wo~oah}
And I could be exactly how you want me to be
{He~ey}
But I know I’ll never be the one
And when “farewell” is said and done
It’s probably best for everyone
If I’m never seen again
But I know that’s ridiculous
You don’t gotta tell me twice
I’d rather be safe than sorry
And sorry for all I’ve done
Dontcha wish that…
shooting stars could grant all of your wishes
You’d leave me sleeping with the fishes
Selflessness is a devastating demon
But, for you, it's all I wanna be
Y’know, things could go exactly how you want it
I’d be exactly how you want me
Use what’s left of my soiled personality
I’m all yours, I’ll do anything
So kiss my tongue, make everything better
Show me you’ll be with me forever
Even if it’s heart-to-heart
You hated me from the start
Happy days will never be granted
Now you know my thoughts have gone rancid
Even if it’s never said,
I know it’s true, You want me dead
Oh, it’s painful
My heart is quite a mouthful
I’ll tear it out for you
I’ll be the sacrifice for you
Oh, our happy days (x2)
La-da-ta-da la-da-da-da-da
MADE IN Akki
ありがとうございます!!
*SO-*
kiss my tongue, make everything better
Show me you'll be with me forever
You hated me from the start
Happy days will never be granted
Even if it's never said
*Cause' I'm a liar*
Me instantly afterwards: -LIAR AND ONLY THAT IS TRUE AFTERALL FIRE FIRE IS SOMETHING I PURSUE
Yes
„I'm afraid of flowers wilting away when I don't get to say goodbye"
I wonder if this is a metaphor for the speaker's friends changing in personality, getting tired of them, and moving on. Not to mention the „when I don't get to say goodbye" part could insinuate it happens so fast the speaker doesn't know what to do.
what does this mean
also: that font, what is it called?
also also: she's spanish, but sounds scottish??????
also also also: what was the hardest sound to make with Maika?
it's about BPD
(BPD stands for Bipolar Personality Disorder)
@@overthinkit_ Actually, it stands for borderline personality disorder.
"But I know that's ridiculous, you don't gotta tell me twice!" and yet you keep thinking that people hate you is so relatable.
好き……刺さる( ´ཫ` )
at 2:32 i swear when she says "probably" she is also saying "totally"???????
It might be overlapped, that way you can hear one or both
Can I cosplay as this girl please?
Creamer Inky boi I want to too
I saw a youtuber cosplaying her and distortionist
NO
My FRENDS and I cosplayed the group (I was this girl, black and white and everything) It was so fun
You don't need her permission to cosplay the character. Heck, people don't ask Rebecca Sugar every time they want to cosplay Garnet or Pearl, so same applies here. Go for it!
It started out just because of the art style, but this song gave me major Alice Angel/Susie Campbell vibes. I always imagine her singing it. She is in fact a liar, and her happy days will never be granted. And she loses her heart in the end (via stabby stabbed.)
😢
Used to listen to this on loop while playing an ant simulator.
Hey Ghost, I wanna thank you for your music as its been a massive comfort for me as an adult suffering from untreated trauma. I can't wait for your next songs ❤
She looks like a female version of the distortionist
No, they’re very different characters