mia gilling - lava lamp
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- Опубликовано: 16 май 2021
- please take the time to listen to her: / miagilling
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thank you so much for sharing my song :') so cool to see that it's resonating with some people, i wrote it exactly for staying up late at night and longing/crying lol
lyrics pls
Absolutely beautiful
can you drop this beautiful song on spotify? :')
It resonated, thank you. I'm looking forward to more of your work.
loved it
Dang this is crazy. We're all up in the middle of the night for some reason.
10 am
Srry
😁
@@im.95 9pm here. Not that late yet!!
@@im.95 well obviously I didn't mean you 😤
@@fernandolopezmontez7683 4 a.m here. late night sad boi
00:40 yup
Listening to this while drinking orange squash, in the process of getting over a heartbreak and dramatically looking into the distance. I kind of like it here.
Same. But mine is coffee
Same, mine it's a coke
Same, but mine is cocaine and vodka
I'm so sryy you go through thiss.
mine is cold lemon tea.🙃
same. But mine is beer
the worst taste actually has the best taste ever
Why would it be called the worst taste then?
ikr this channel is a gem
lyrics
i felt it again, can you see me falling?
i lost it again, but could you be the one i need?
let me in i want to tell you all of the things that we could be if only you let me, if only you let me in
i dreamt it again, that we were the only ones
stuck in a room, just me and you, just me and you don't let them in i want to keep this just between the two of us for now if only you let me, if only you let me stay
if only you let me, if only you let me stay if only you let me, if only you let me
Hey, we both followed the weird cat show and vewn the artist!
Thank you. Not all heros wear capes
Pin this plz
First time met her by the lake after talking to her whole night. We smoked cigarettes while listening to our favourite songs together that morning on that deserted lake. It was cloudy and then the sun rose up while throwing it's light on her face. Her skin was shining bright. Moments later I placed my head on her lap and told her to scratch my head, she did. We never happened to meet again, but that moment I'll never forget it and gonna cherish it the rest of my life. Love you F
That love story needs to be finished
@@userism1 ending in love stories are always bad so i think that's fine
damn
Sabaul
have you ever craved someone so much that you literally ache
I feel u :(
Uh huh
yes :(
To the person who read this,
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic.Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here.
I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend.
“Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
have a good day and great years.
I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
We’re strangers but why do i feel so close to u while reading this?
I feel like the usual thunderstorm inside me eased a little after I read that. Everything I do feels like a struggle; working, laughing, even trying to relax. There's not a moment in sight where it stops, except when I get signs like these, life's own way of reaching to me. Thank you. To all of those this resonated as well, know that I'll be rooting for you. Know that you're not alone. Regardless of what your religious beliefs are, there is always something looking after you.
Thankyou for this.
A tight virtual hug for you stranger. Every single word caressed my heart :')
I don’t think you know how much I needed to hear this. thank you so much
Turn On Notif Gang, where yall at?
I was pressing my urge to smoke and remember the good days I had with her....this song made it so much harder
Where is she now?
Why yah stop?
@Ali Lafhal FeelsDankMan
Good luck brother
Good luck
People often talk about feeling sad because of their past experiences, and here I am feeling sad because the only thing that makes me sad are situations I fear of ever facing.
lucky
@@anniqebadze9891 never thought an anxiety disorder and months of medication, breakdowns, and panic attacks are considered lucky - to be rendered useless, almost robot-like, a zombie, under the influence of antidepressant side effects. Perhaps, I should tell my psychiatrist I'm lucky, yeah. And probably tell her I'm never going to see her again, take the ride home, grab my last iced coffee from a local coffee shop, say hello and pat the head my two-year old Siberian Husky named Michaelangelo. Then I'd head to the attic and gently reach for my deceased grandfather's gun which, surprisingly, is still loaded with bullets from what I could recall as my previous panic attack. Maybe this time, it's the last one. God, I just hope maybe there would be less insensitive and out-of-touch people like you in the afterlife, if there's any.
same
everything hurts.. everything..
everyone.. and everything.. stranger.
I may not show it to anyone but i really do miss my old self..
ooh i would give her so many advises.. the things to do and not to.
Who to give a fucking time and who to not to.
The way people have damaged me is undescrible..
No one knows the real me..
Nobady will ever know if they will listen to what others say about me.
It hurts so bad.
It changed me into someone i wouldn't want my enemy to ever be.
Hey just remember everything your going through is making you even stronger so you can fight the bigger demon and live your fate the way you were meant to
Hold on girl. You can do it! You shouldn't have to, but such are circumstances! I trust you to take care of yourself, despite the situation. I hope you're safe and I love you!❤️
The only thing in this world that matters is you. No one nor their opinions can ever have an effect on you. If there is something physically happening you can always reach out to an authority figure to help. The world is a harsh and corrupted reality and it’s solely up to you to make it better. Stand strong and be still and let the rain roll right off of you.
Hey Anni you don’t know how much I can relate to with what you just wrote, in this moment of life. And it feels good to relate and know that I’m not the only one. I hope you find your peace with your life and so do I. Thank you for this!
your truest self is right there. its just up to u when u want to change it. as someone who did blame people who hurt me, for my sadness... the sadness is what u can control. u cant control the ppl.
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Why am I sad?
Do I need a lover?
I feel so empty
*sigh*
Crying in the shower type of day 💔
I call bullshit
ah yes now i can peacefully float away to space
Take me with you rick
i’m pickle rick , take me with u
we’re already in space, just relax here for a minute
you never fail to pick out the most beautiful songs ever
" لم يكن حظنا كافيًا لنشيخ معًا، ونمضي إلى السينما متعَبَين لم يكن حظّنا كافيًا ".💙.
i miss you nbze ?.
@@user-sn5xo3fo1d
كتير يـ روح نبزك شتئتلك كتيرررر.
@@user-uv5ob3tz8m وانا مشتاكتلج بالأكثر ينبزي .
وين ختفيتي ضل بالي عندج ولي 💔!
قسم جنيت من شفت قناتك محذوفهه شصار ️؟
معرفت وين اروح وين ادورلك ينبزي!
i tend to overplay songs that i really enjoy and i get sick of them..i’m making sure i don’t overplay this one.
your youtube channel is literally my safe space, thank you making my 4ams beautiful filled with different emotions and feelings by these songs
To anyone struggling, i’m proud youre here now.❤️
At the middle of the night as well, never fails to keep the vibe matching the time
I was sad you deleted the song, but I'm glad now...
*Soothing*
Goshh!this is my new favorite,thank you thank youuu
I love this vibe
Whoever listens to this kind of song or is heartbroken let's be friends.
Was roaming for a good song till I received a notification for this song, A real life saver ❤️
this is perfect for windy summer nights
i panicked for a second there haha but i’m glad that you’re uploading!!
I just know it's gonna be a good day when you upload
Chill vibes
listening to this at 2am is such a cool thing to do
Mia gilling please don't stop making music like this .. don't change the style of it .. you are amazing like this .. i loved you 🖤
Hands down the best promotional music channel out here 🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻
this chanel is keeping me alive man
Am I the only person who can’t understand a word being said in this song?
i understand like a few, but i would like to find the lyrics somewhere
Nope
this channel is my comfort place
Wow this is beautiful. Sweetly melancholic, it touches the right buttons.
i love this sm
sometimes I feel so insignificant. My eyes aren't the ones you'd drown in and my laugh doesn't make everyone around me smile. When I get mad nobody tries to calm me. Nobody's soft spot, nobody's first choice, maybe not even an option. Sometimes I just want to be more than loved by the people around me. I want to be needed, to be missed when I'm not around. I want somebody to like me more than anyone they know. I want to be absolutely essential. For somebody. Anybody.
Or for myself at least.
I hope you are doing okay at the moment! Iwish you all the best. Keep fighting
I specificly got premium to just have your channel on in the background for days with no ads. WORTH IT!
Lyrics please 👉🏻👈🏻
Liked your comment only cause it’s Lana
F
yeah it took me four days
sat. may 22, 2021, 12:27
its weird here with you
summer has crept up but it brings no warmth
you will be in pain, and that is our certainty.
they took away your life, and replaced it with too many drugs
you're too young to go down this road
its hitting me tonight, what if i dont know you? what if i am living with rose colored lenses so thick and foggy that they fool me? i know you. but are you the boy who puts his skin on mine, and, what are you thinking when im not speaking? and the ever constant, what if i lose you to this creeping death.
but no, no. i know you better, you belong to the earth, and your mind is quiet, and your heart is simple though your health is not. and who could say, maybe summer will be warmer than spring, and maybe we'll finally take that trip. time only can tell.
passion and care,
-your spacadet
this made me fking cry
@@qeph5313 thank you and im sorry
Wth dawg 🖤🥺
woow..
I love this so much
made my night
thanks for the video and your lists
whoever listens this song, i love ur music taste ♥
Stab the body, the wound heals
Stab the heart, the wound lasts a lifetime 💔
True💔
Was worried since you deleted but its back :)
same
i need the lyrics please!
i felt it again, can you see me falling?
i lost it again, but could you be the one i need?
let me in
i want to tell you all of the things that we could be
if only you let me, if only you let me in
i dreamt it again, that we were the only ones
stuck in a room, just me and you, just me and you
don't let them in
i want to keep this just between the two of us for now
if only you let me, if only you let me stay
if only you let me, if only you let me stay
if only you let me, if only you let me
@@cyinellison3350 thanks, you're an angel!
Ohhh the worst taste never disappoints to provide great taste of music 🥀
I’ve been living/feeling in slow-mo for so long even though the thing called life is constantly pressing the fast forward button. Where do I belong besides The Worst Taste?
Oh my heart
I love this song, wish it was on spoti...
Honestly the channel name is so wrong.
This is amazing, thank you for introducing me to lots of music ❤
I disagree...the name makes us (who listens to this kind of music) kind of special... it's not a bad taste but the name is like that ; cz in this time this kind of music isn't that popular, so the name makes us like we have the bad taste instead of the pop trash music that's so popular now...this is my opinion on the name cz I always liked it :) 🖤
@@ner0223 Pop isnt trash, you can like pop and also like this kind of music
@@nzvplc yup ofcourse not all pop is trash but I mean the bad popular music in general...after all everyone has its own taste and opinion 🖤
I have a headache rn but i don’t care I could listen to this anytime
i love this and you.
Never did I ever imagine I'd be listening to this song approx 50 times a day. Heck I even keep seeing dreams of beautiful sunset images with this song as the background. I think I have a disease. Help.
this is what I'd play on a long car ride at 3 am, trying to find answers
This is how beautifully music affects or has the effect on each one of our lives everyday
Midnight. Lonely skies. Music and something to drink. Cats and dog beside you. Lovely! ⛈️🌿🍒
This is what i need
im deeply in love with this song.
5am mood
So good
sem dúvidas a melhor notificação dessa segunda feira monótona.
vc tá em todo lugar vei KKKKKK
Com certeza...
bem relaxantezinha
@@ayla1613 talvez seja pq nossos gostos são bastante parecidos :)
Good tune.
The guitar is very dreamy and aloof.
Vocals are a little hard to understand, but they definitely are entrancing and they make you feel stuff.
As músicas deste canal fazem-me recordar de ótimos momentos que tive!! Acompanho-te desde Brasil.
You should always write lyrics in description
Such good
Perfeita demais essa música
I wasn’t ready
Thanks 🙌🔥
The beautiful taste*
this is nice
Don't stop with the chanel, I love U🌹
🌊
Lovvvve
Good stuff
🖤
"Bro wake up The Worst Taste posted a video"
Intro❤️
omg 👉🏻👈🏻😳
Cada dia que passa eu tenho mais certeza que nunca vou encontrar alguém pra amar.
Poh cara... As vezes eu gostaria de nunca ter me apaixonado... O amor sempre vai ser uma corda bamba, onde você anda achando estar inabalável, pois tudo está indo bem e é maravilhoso a sensação, mas quando cai... Dói pra caralho e sempre vamos voltar ao início... Namorei 2 anos uma garota, quando estávamos prestes a viajar para um momento nosso, ela me deixou pois disse estar gostando de outra pessoa... Passei um ano tentando me recompor da queda e pra ser sincero... Não estou nem em 25% recuperado...
El amor siempre llega en tiempos y lugares inesperados
@@Pedro-xg4yw Eu gostaria de dizer algo que te confortasse, mas amar é aceitar os riscos e eu sei o quão dolorosos são esses riscos. Só digo que você fez algo muito corajoso, que foi amar e deixar ser amado. Um dia a dor vai cessar, disso eu sei muito bem. Até lá, se cuide.
wow
Otimo pra chorar , abstinencia de bad total
cant find this on spotify >
Im floating in sunset.
I miss the old days
2sec later...
Me: i love this song !
🖤🦋.
I should play this while staring at my lava lamp.
Smoothing ^^!
- April 9. 2022
i can't wait to fal in love with new people
j'ai aimé
its like, flowing between of grass, trees, Wind
don’t know what you’re doing or how you’re feeling, but i hope you’re hanging in there alright kiddo. be safe. i love you.
late night smoking on a rooftop vibes
❤️
There’s this one coworker of mine. She’s pretty cute. She knows the deal, i do too. Just wished I wasn’t her manager though
Declare it to HR if you feel that strongly or you’ll regret it forever!