grandson - Heather [Official Audio]

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  • Опубликовано: 22 янв 2025

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  • @terris9449
    @terris9449 Год назад +36

    My sister, Heather, tried to kill herself in 2001. She hung herself in my bedroom because my legal father threw me out at 18. Every single time I hear this song it helps part of my heart.
    Hearing Granny preform this in Seattle is one of the most intense sensations I've ever felt in my 40 years on this planet.
    Grandson - I wouldn't be here without you, Missio, and K. Flay. I'm proud of you!

  • @Mallory-Malkovich
    @Mallory-Malkovich Год назад +590

    This hurts so much to hear, but it's so beautiful. I wasn't prepared to feel this deeply about someone I've never met.

    • @UNDEADXBOX380
      @UNDEADXBOX380 Год назад +6

      Couldn’t have said it better brother

    • @TheMessiahofMyOwnLife888
      @TheMessiahofMyOwnLife888 Год назад +5

      Same.

    • @Bigjar420
      @Bigjar420 Год назад +6

      I just saw him do it live and I literally started crying

    • @monicafu6705
      @monicafu6705 Год назад +7

      I can't even listen to this without crying. I was prepared to bawl like a baby at his concert and like a baby I did

    • @RowieFox
      @RowieFox 11 дней назад +1

      one of the only ways to connect with my mom was through music and we saw him live. now shes gone as well. this song is so hard

  • @stocktonbydeathgrips
    @stocktonbydeathgrips Год назад +331

    This is the first song I cried about.
    May Heather rest in peace.

    • @MakesClouds
      @MakesClouds Год назад +8

      So many can relate to the message

  • @lisaaqme5101
    @lisaaqme5101 Год назад +12

    I think this song needs a warning sign, i wasn't prepared to listen to it 😭 i think i don't have anymore water in my body right now, beautiful sad song 🙏

  • @NoName-dx1fv
    @NoName-dx1fv Год назад +171

    This song broke me. Painful but beautiful. For Heather 🫂

  • @mayhem5619
    @mayhem5619 Год назад +190

    This song is one of the most beautiful things I’ve listened to; I’m in tears. I know all too well what it’s like to lose someone so near and dear to you. You are amazing, Grandson.
    I cannot wait to see you live in New Haven.
    Rest In Peace Heather. ❤

  • @sadpluslonely2775
    @sadpluslonely2775 Год назад +63

    For everyone who isn't ok, remember, there is someone who's life is better because you're apart of it.
    Take this from someone who has been on the edge of giving up more times then I can count.
    It is worth trying. As hard as it gets, as painful as it feels, as lonely as it might be, it does get better with time.
    You're strong enough to make it this far, you've worked hard, to get this far.
    Don't give up and let it be worthless.

  • @boggybunny8338
    @boggybunny8338 Год назад +43

    Thé perspective and personalization is insane. Grandson has helped me through abusive parents, abusive friends, abusive partners, couch surfing, not knowing where I’m gonna sleep, a new and better life, everything. I can’t say I know him as much as a person as I want to but, « I wouldn’t be here without you »

  • @veretigovi6316
    @veretigovi6316 Год назад +79

    I lost someone very close and important recently, and I really wish I got the opportunity to thanks for all they did before they passed. I had so much more to say to them and so many more memories to make.
    The biggest regret when someone passes is the things you never said and opportunities that were missed. I’m still working through it and I hope you’ll get through it as well.
    Rest in peace Heather.

  • @kaylapaul1286
    @kaylapaul1286 Год назад +70

    That ending has me in tears. Can't believe the amount of love I have for a man I've never met. Your music has kept me going for a very long time, has something very special that no one else's has✖️✖️

  • @whisper3856
    @whisper3856 Год назад +139

    This song destroyed me.
    I am not usually one to cry, but god damn, this song hit me hard.
    For all my potential Heathers out there, and I know you’ve heard this a million times, but it does get better. I’m living proof that it does get better. You must have hope. Much love. ❤️

    • @radioactive_2814
      @radioactive_2814 Год назад +6

      If I didn't find this song I would have been a potential Heather but this song brought me back and I'm glad I'm still alive

  • @Antonio_bm
    @Antonio_bm Год назад +95

    absolute masterpiece man. Ididn't need to cry at 8 in the morning, but here we are

    • @morgue8968
      @morgue8968 Год назад

      8 in the morning? Try 3 am

    • @humaniguess821
      @humaniguess821 Год назад

      @@morgue8968 it isnt a competition 💀

  • @bekircitlak5750
    @bekircitlak5750 Год назад +10

    this explaines everything. Why he was soo long inactive. rest in peace Heather

  • @monke7914
    @monke7914 Год назад +8

    I've had to worry about whether or not my best friend would get through another day. She's like a sister to me. And I'm lucky enough to still have her with me now. You never get used to that fear that your friend might just suddenly disappear. I really can't put into words how this song makes me feel. To anyone who sees this, you matter. Your problems are valid. You deserve help. The only thing you don't deserve is the pain you put yourself through.

    • @TheMessiahofMyOwnLife888
      @TheMessiahofMyOwnLife888 Год назад +1

      I needed to hear this. I am having a bit of a tough year, so thank you. I hope others see this comment and yeah. Same to you.

  • @Cr3ckE3ter
    @Cr3ckE3ter Год назад +42

    This is actually one of the most heartbreaking songs I've ever heard...💔💔💔

    • @Cr3ckE3ter
      @Cr3ckE3ter Год назад +3

      Omg and it hat clicked how emotional this will be if he sings it live on stage😭😭😭 i would break down if he did

  • @BedwarsNoob-b1c
    @BedwarsNoob-b1c Год назад +60

    Verse 1]
    2017
    The first time you messaged me
    First fan I ever had
    Put me on when you were sad
    Said you hated growin' up
    You were sure that I'd blow up
    Shared my song with all your friends
    I could barely pay the rent
    Singin' to an empty room
    But I knew what I meant to you
    You got the X's tattooed
    Remindin' me I have you
    Never got to thank you
    Chorus]
    I wouldn't be here without you, without you
    Without you believin'
    And now that I'm here without you, without you
    The words have no meanin'
    A promise was spoken, you'rе gone and I'm broken
    Now I'm barely holdin' on, holdin' on
    I wouldn't bе here without you
    Why am I here without you?
    [Verse 2]
    2021
    Told me that you've come undone
    Lost your job and lost your dad
    Your biggest fan, he's all you had
    X's covered up with scars
    On your arm from self-harm
    Message me, I don't reply
    I wish I knew it was goodbye
    Singin' to a crowded room
    Saved a seat, I look for you
    I made it to your hometown
    Guess I'm on my own now
    I wish I got to save you
    [Chorus]
    I wouldn't be here without you, without you
    Without you believin'
    And now that I'm here without you, without you
    The words have no meanin'
    A promise was spoken, you're gone and I'm broken
    Now I'm barely holdin' on, holdin' on
    I wouldn't be here without you
    Why am I here without you?
    Bridge]
    (I wouldn't be here without you, without you)
    (I wouldn't be here without you)
    [Outro]
    This is dedicated
    If you put me on your playlist
    If you showed up to the stages
    If I never get to say this
    I'm proud of you
    For all the shit that's drownin' you
    And all the noise surroundin' you
    Hope you find what I found in you
    And I hope that you grow old with me
    And we turn up 'til we're seventy
    Play me at your wedding and you never leave
    If you ever need anything and I don't pick up
    Well, you still got a friend in me
    Wish I said all that to Heather
    Now I just hope she rests in peace

  • @Beyond_Beyblade
    @Beyond_Beyblade 4 месяца назад +2

    I wouldn't be here without you granny thanks for this beautiful anthem. This is my reason to live. It reminded me of my important role of saving people.

  • @tramz7681
    @tramz7681 Год назад +45

    Having just lost a really close friend who struggled with their mental health, this song brought me to tears. Been a fan of you since you got started, and this song is truly helping me process my own similar feelings.
    Rest in peace Heather ❤

  • @brainybrain00
    @brainybrain00 8 месяцев назад +2

    Currently listening to this song in the car wirh my dad and im trying so hard not to cry 😭

  • @heatherh6564
    @heatherh6564 Год назад +3

    Bro what this got me crying 😭 my names Heather and i have so many similarities to the person in the song. I'm glad that i got help and survived my attempts. It does get better 😭

  • @DELTAFLANBY
    @DELTAFLANBY Год назад +4

    this is the sadest and the beautiful song i've ever heard , it almost make me cry

  • @ArcherGhost
    @ArcherGhost Год назад +29

    I've never cried so hard over a song.
    As someone who's relied on your music when I was at the height of battling anxiety, this really hits me different
    Thanks for everything Grandson

  • @marsha4253
    @marsha4253 Год назад +11

    2:43, got me crying like crazy, feel like grandson cares so much about his fans. Also thank you for helping us through all the shit we're going through, love u man

  • @HaydenLoreArt
    @HaydenLoreArt Год назад +3

    You are loved by someone. Each one of you.

  • @pczm_
    @pczm_ 21 день назад +1

    the one and only song ive ever cried to, this is the most beautiful piece of musical art ive ever heard

  • @valikoest7981
    @valikoest7981 5 месяцев назад +1

    Heard this song at frequency 24. Cried during it. After telling Jordan about it during an autograph session he was like: "let's hug it out, dude" i'll never forget this moment

  • @batturing
    @batturing Год назад +4

    rest in peace heather 💛
    for anyone who needs to hear this, i promise you, it does get better. i wish i could have listened and had hope when people told me that, but for the longest time i couldn't. it took me years to feel ok again, and i still didn't feel like life was really worth living until very recently. but i'm so grateful i made it this far. i'm engaged now and i graduated college magna cum laude this year. blasted grandson to and from class almost every day, and got my fiance to listen too. now we're coming to your concert this summer, and i can't wait. thank you.

  • @crazykhespar8487
    @crazykhespar8487 Год назад +5

    This makes me cry. Im so sorry Heather. Im sorry you hurt so much you couldnt stand being alive.
    It gets better. I swear. Please hold on. Find a mast on this horrible ship tossing in the seas. Youll find a safe harbor.

  • @bowieohara9464
    @bowieohara9464 Год назад +13

    Actually the most beautiful song I've ever heard.
    This album has pulled me out of a really dark place in my life. Thank you so much for everything you do.

  • @lotusflower2939
    @lotusflower2939 Год назад +9

    The grief is the price we pay to be able to know and to love some truly amazing humans and animals in our lives.
    Is it worth it? .. I think so.
    It’s still hard though.

  • @zixooo_9979
    @zixooo_9979 Год назад +10

    This song made me cry, but it's incredibly beautiful

  • @TheJampott91
    @TheJampott91 4 месяца назад +1

    Heard this for the first time at the O2 in London last night when you opened for Linkin Park, and boy this one stuck with me! Moving stuff!

  • @squidthakraken8877
    @squidthakraken8877 Год назад +10

    You've been my favorite artist since i first heard Best Friends in 2017. This song embodies so much of that and accurately depicts the emotions of 17 year old me listening to Things Change, Kiss Bang, etc. Please never stop 😭😌

  • @forthewolves
    @forthewolves Год назад +14

    I had to pull over last night and listen to this a few times. Jordan, your music found its way to me shortly before the pandemic and I had a chance to see you at okeechobeefest 2020 the same week they started shutting everything down. After your set you came down and shook a bunch of our hands. You have no idea how much that meant to all of us. Love you brother and rip Heather.

  • @hsf_music
    @hsf_music 7 месяцев назад

    This is still to this day the only song to ever make me cry

  • @Goobie_Snort
    @Goobie_Snort Год назад +1

    I've never cried to a song before, thank you

  • @dracula7873
    @dracula7873 5 месяцев назад +1

    Just came back home from concert in Cracow 13.08.24. You created incredible atmosphere there. When you went in the crowd to sing Heather i burst into tears. Thank you

  • @ThatOneSuccubus
    @ThatOneSuccubus 9 месяцев назад +2

    This has been my lifeline lately tbh

    • @aroaramonroe
      @aroaramonroe 9 месяцев назад +1

      Honestly, same

    • @ThatOneSuccubus
      @ThatOneSuccubus 9 месяцев назад +1

      @@aroaramonroe I hope things get better for both of us, then

    • @neslihancomments
      @neslihancomments 5 месяцев назад

      Did it get any better, mates?

    • @aroaramonroe
      @aroaramonroe 5 месяцев назад

      @@neslihancommentsyes, yes it did :)

    • @aroaramonroe
      @aroaramonroe 5 месяцев назад

      @@ThatOneSuccubusthings got better for me. I hope things get better for you, too

  • @kickerich9402
    @kickerich9402 Год назад +1

    the last lane gave me goosebumps man. Such a well written, heartwrenching song.

  • @gracemcdaniel8538
    @gracemcdaniel8538 Год назад +2

    My bestfriend of 13 years lost his battle against his addiction to heroin this past October. This song has been the first song to truly make me feel heard and close to him again. Thank you so much for making music.

  • @KayaniAso
    @KayaniAso 3 месяца назад

    Its okay to not be okay, its okay to want to be alone sometimes, its okay to not want to open up about it so quickly or on the spot, its okay if you talk to two or just one person about it, but its not okay to want yo throw your life away after all the other pains you have endured and all the potential you have to live for. Whatever pain or hell you're facing, you're never alone. Even if nobody hears your pleads, your voice will reach someone soon enough, so please don't quit. Stay strong and the sun will shine past the clouds one day.

  • @IsItSpyke
    @IsItSpyke Год назад +4

    This song broke me. I've never listened to a song that really hits me this hard emotionally. It's beautiful.

  • @CannaBlazed_420
    @CannaBlazed_420 Год назад +1

    I hope her family had heard this song,. It would give so much peace

  • @Anotherusernameistaken
    @Anotherusernameistaken Год назад +2

    the chills at the end, my God

  • @ownedpked
    @ownedpked Год назад +3

    I've been listening to you since 2017 as well and you've been putting out non stop quality bangers since. Not many artists can pull that off- respect man. Beautiful song, sorry for your loss.

  • @amelyabuckley3027
    @amelyabuckley3027 Год назад +7

    Listening this song in class today for the first time and I was trying hard not to cry.

  • @C1nderrrr
    @C1nderrrr Год назад +5

    this is the most beautiful song i've ever heard in my whole life.

  • @andreafliwer1977
    @andreafliwer1977 Год назад

    Hearing him sing this live in concert was just as heart breaking

  • @carolinef4558
    @carolinef4558 Год назад +2

    Have listened to this song so many times and can't get though it without choking up. The words, the melody, the memories of me being where Heather was. Glad I made it to the other side. Thanks for your amazing music. The whole album is absolutely incredible from beginning to end. Looking forward to seeing you in Guelph on Monday!

  • @TheMsRavenBlack
    @TheMsRavenBlack Год назад +1

    How beautiful, every moment we share.

  • @jellydonut4911
    @jellydonut4911 Год назад +5

    I didn't expect to cry to this song because I didn't know this person and I've never lost someone like this, but 10 seconds into the song and I started to choke up. I'm not sure what else to say. I'm proud of you, too.

  • @runningtherealms8339
    @runningtherealms8339 Год назад +2

    Saw you in Atlanta, and turned on my flashlight while rewatching this. And this song hits different. I don't normally cry, but this broke me, partially due to the timing of it coming out right when. I had to put down my 16-year old dog. I respect you, grandson. Rest in peace, Heather.

  • @gayumber
    @gayumber Год назад +1

    hearing this in concert was insane, definitely my favourite. it hits harder every time i hear it again and it means so much more now. relate to it a ton
    rest in peace Heather ❤

  • @pk_ggs
    @pk_ggs Год назад +4

    the only thing that brings tears to me eyes these days… grandson u an artist on som fr shi…
    i hope u rmbr that dumbass screaming ur lyrics in the front row at ur vancouver show!! WE LOVE YOU GRANDSON!!!

  • @abyssgodde33
    @abyssgodde33 Год назад +1

    This song made me cry...

  • @Xand3rCha0s360
    @Xand3rCha0s360 9 месяцев назад

    I'm what you'd call emotionally numb and this song bro, it got me choked up, I love this song!!

  • @JimmyGrimes_yyc
    @JimmyGrimes_yyc Год назад +5

    This is one powerful song. Tears, every time.

  • @icedevil1981
    @icedevil1981 2 месяца назад +1

    Was so awesome to hear this song live in Hamburg. ❤❤

  • @GokuDrippedOut
    @GokuDrippedOut 10 месяцев назад

    This deserves like 100 million views, it’s very good

  • @psychopathicgaming3279
    @psychopathicgaming3279 Год назад +2

    God damn this hit me really hard. May heather rest in peace and be in a better place

  • @bizzquick2387
    @bizzquick2387 Год назад +1

    hearing this live was so unreal, so beautiful and touching. love u man ❤️

  • @Heelen_Bored-Eye
    @Heelen_Bored-Eye Год назад

    This is an amazing song and has such a deep meaning to it. I hope Heather’s family is okay.
    Rest In Peace Heather 🕊️

  • @J4D3ESS4
    @J4D3ESS4 Год назад +1

    Rest in peace, Heather

  • @maywaykit
    @maywaykit 4 месяца назад

    Amazing song.

  • @cubiccalico5019
    @cubiccalico5019 Год назад +1

    This song hit me way harder than most of your music, because I almost became the other side of this story for someone. I almost put other people through the same emotions this song evokes. I cried listening to this, a lot honestly. And I can't get the song out of my head either.

  • @justanoscar2526
    @justanoscar2526 Год назад +3

    This song means a lot to me and it got me through tough times and this is such a good song and I'm honestly speechless just didn't expect this. The song is the only song that made me cry thank you.

  • @justined880
    @justined880 Год назад +1

    i don't even know this singer, just discovered this music and now i'm crying

  • @fan_di_undertale2738
    @fan_di_undertale2738 Год назад +1

    We love you Jordan

  • @bandanar1321
    @bandanar1321 Год назад +2

    I'm in tears. To all Heathers, it does get better. Hold on
    I love you

  • @zKyo7763s
    @zKyo7763s Год назад +4

    This is a really touching song. The melody and voice really did a good job conveying the emotion. Great job.

  • @noirio_
    @noirio_ Год назад +1

    i still remember seeing you open for Hobo Johnson at the house of blues in new orleans. you were the main reason i went to that show that day, and i dont regret it. seeing you live was an experience i wont forget, and i cant wait to see you live again after growing so much since

  • @TweekMaQuellovero
    @TweekMaQuellovero Год назад +1

    Hearing this song live was so emotional

  • @allisongorbenko3356
    @allisongorbenko3356 9 месяцев назад

    Cried the first time I listened to this

  • @HaydenLoreArt
    @HaydenLoreArt Год назад

    Thank you for sharing yourself with all of us.

  • @sciencefreakdog
    @sciencefreakdog Год назад +1

    You have no ide how much I needed that.

  • @xaviermorel4983
    @xaviermorel4983 Год назад +1

    Thank you for all you gave me, wish it could last a lifetime but our roads split... I love you

  • @Springsypaint
    @Springsypaint Год назад +2

    This song hits me so hard.. Had a friend who wanted to commit suicide and the last message they sent me was a small goodbye before they went offline for what feels like forever now. Rest in peace Heather and hoping my friend is also in a better place.

  • @Ale_FASM
    @Ale_FASM Год назад +4

    Rest in peace Heather...
    Nunca me había golpeado tanto una canción como esta

  • @TripHaz4rd
    @TripHaz4rd Год назад +1

    Such an incredibly beautiful, touching and sad song. Hearing the story behind this live and hearing the song right after was tough. Took a lot not to cry during all of it. Thanks for this song, your music and everything you share with your fans.
    R.I.P Heather

  • @Rjawsome096
    @Rjawsome096 3 месяца назад

    There’s no ads
    This is a great song
    It’s also depressing to hear about that
    I hope you have a good year
    You’re a kind dude
    Thanks

  • @agx_x
    @agx_x Год назад +8

    I love this song, it's so beautiful. ✖✖

  • @1dontkn0w71
    @1dontkn0w71 Год назад +4

    2:45
    I've rarely shed tears ever, wherever i was, whatever happened. Sure, i was a little sad, but not much more.
    I always had apathy torwards the current moment, but had pessimism for the future.
    So to have a ~1 - 2 hour long breakdown with song song on loop at early morning hours... It was almost unheard of except for 2 other times in my life.
    This moment specifically, dedicated to viewers, dedicated to a person most of us never met, yet how it made us care so much for them in barely 3 minutes. It's an emotion i'm too tired to describe currently.
    You are amazing. Whether you are Grandson or anonymous behind a screen, somewhere out there. Please, take care of yourself, of people you hold close to you ❤
    Let's forget about this bullshit, forget the politics, the billionaires, the assholes out there, and the health-care.
    And, even if just for a moment, look at each other and say.
    "I'm proud of you, for all the shit that's drowning you, and all the noise surrounding you...."
    R.I.P Heather, ❤❤❤
    «We wouldn't be here without you»

  • @BallObtainer
    @BallObtainer Год назад +1

    this song made me so emotional but at the same time its one of the best songs I've ever listened to, proving time and time again you're the goat

  • @ZuukaClips
    @ZuukaClips Год назад +5

    Thanks grandson, because I totally wanted to cry today 😔
    rip Heather I guess. ❤

  • @aangtheangle
    @aangtheangle Год назад

    Seeing him live on the 22nd... I can't wait ❤

  • @geerontheone8702
    @geerontheone8702 Год назад +1

    Rest in Peace Heather

  • @jakeniemi7565
    @jakeniemi7565 Год назад +8

    This song caught me off guard. I was distracted when it came on and I heard it for the first time today. And then all of a sudden I caught what it's about, looked up the lyrics. Immediately started balling and the world stopped. My heart goes out to you and Heather's family and anyone reading this or hearing this song who is hurting. It does get better. I've been to the bottom like you have. Listen to "For Annie" by Petra. Very similar type of message. Jesus saves, seriously. Keep holding on! Never give up!!

  • @bread4108
    @bread4108 Год назад

    Shit man, I was teary through this song, but that last 30 seconds really hit hard. Thank you, truly.
    Grandson, I'm sure you know some of the people that have listened to and followed you for some time can safely say, they also wouldn't be here without you :)

  • @PostalPotato
    @PostalPotato Год назад +1

    Been listening since best friends dropped, followed every new song and album, I didn’t make it through the whole song before it brought some serious tears. Such a sad story put into words as best it can be.

  • @trico.
    @trico. Год назад +1

    This is the most meaningful song, I'm in love with it
    We all have one we think of when we hear this rip to all the fallen brothers an sisters ❤

  • @eclipse1353
    @eclipse1353 Год назад

    there are so many people sending messages from beyond the grave and so many born at the wrong time or the wrong place to receive them.
    but when there´s somebody close to the dead or slamming their door in death´s face, it´s really important to listen to them and be like them.
    it gets better - after your highs, no matter if referencing depression or drugs.
    you CAN get out of it.
    there IS something for you.
    and someone WILL support you.
    if and when we discover time travel, the first thing I´m doing is being what heather needed when grandson couldn´t.
    for all like heather.
    I may live in the past, but the future will send back an army, inspired and taught by one or two soldiers.
    rest in peace... or party if you found somebody up there.

  • @blixzero0
    @blixzero0 Год назад

    This has quickly become one of my favorites on the album

  • @wxnder3
    @wxnder3 Год назад +1

    Man this is so damn emotional. I love it

  • @lillyprince4323
    @lillyprince4323 Год назад +1

    Thank you, Heather.

  • @kmmo9729
    @kmmo9729 Год назад +10

    I was in need to listen to this words so much, i came from tiktok and it reached my soul, so beautifull and heartbreaking, thank you ❤ 2:43

  • @alizaaa1761
    @alizaaa1761 Год назад +1

    Rest in peace Heather ✖️✖️

  • @AnnaJoyce24
    @AnnaJoyce24 Год назад +4

    Such as sad but beautiful song.
    Looking forward to seeing you again in Portland!

  • @echonicholson6454
    @echonicholson6454 Год назад

    I found this song on tiktok and it made me come to youtube to listen to the entirety of the song. To say that its been years since ive heard a song that brought tears to my eyes is an understatement. This song is beautiful and to who it is dedicated to may she rest in peace. Keep singing true to your heart.

  • @harikyoki
    @harikyoki Год назад

    I lost my love last year. he detached himself from me n his family. he believes it was better that way. he called until it speed all together. even the msgs.
    he was the one n im just so fucking lost n broken. i grieve near every day. hearing this song makes me bawl my eyes out. i wish i wasn't here anymore.

  • @vintageelf
    @vintageelf Год назад +2

    I'm crying...