Alec Benjamin- If I Killed Someone For You (slowed+reverb)

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  • Опубликовано: 17 окт 2024
  • Lyrics:
    I'm sorry that I did this
    The blood is on my hands
    I stare at my reflection
    I don't know who I am
    Practice my confession
    In case I take the stand
    I'll say I learned my lesson
    I'll be a better man
    I'm packing up my things and
    I'm wiping down the walls
    I'm rinsing off my clothes and
    I'm walking through the halls
    I did it all for her
    So I felt nothing at all
    I don't know what she'll say
    So I'll ask her when she calls
    Would you love me more
    (Would you love me more)
    If I killed someone for you
    Would you hold my hands
    (Would you hold my hands)
    They're the same ones that I used
    When I killed someone for you
    Would you turn me in
    (Would you turn me in)
    When they say I'm on the loose
    Would you hide me when
    (Would you hide me when)
    My face is on the news
    'Cause I killed someone for you
    I hear the sirens coming
    I see the flashing lights
    I'm driving through the suburbs
    Wearing my disguise
    I show up at her door step
    To look her in the eyes
    I tell her that it's me
    But she doesn't recognize
    Can't you see I'm running
    Said I need a place to hide
    I've gotta ask you something
    Could you please let me inside
    Just let me explain
    No, I wouldn't tell you lies
    I know you'll understand
    If you let me stay the night
    Would you love me more
    (Would you love me more)
    If I killed someone for you
    Would you hold my hands
    (Would you hold my hands)
    They're the same ones that I used
    When I killed someone for you
    Would you turn me in
    (Would you turn me in)
    When they say I'm on the loose
    Would you hide me when
    (Would you hide me when)
    My face is on the news
    'Cause I killed someone for you
    You have to understand that
    The one I killed is me
    Changing what I was
    For what you wanted me to be
    I followed your direction
    Did everything you asked
    I hope it makes you happy
    'Cause there's just no turning back
    Would you love me more
    (Would you love me more)
    If I killed someone for you
    Would you hold my hands
    (Would you hold my hands)
    They're the same ones that I used
    When I killed someone for you
    Would you turn me in
    (Would you turn me in)
    When they say I'm on the loose
    Would you hide me when
    (Would you hide me when)
    My face is on the news
    'Cause I killed someone for you

Комментарии • 322

  • @e-renzii9550
    @e-renzii9550 3 года назад +653

    The song is actually him (Alec Benjamin) killing himself for someone :) "Would you love me more if i killed someone for you". He'd change himself for the someone to like him more, knowing very well how toxic that one sided relationships are.

    • @marix708
      @marix708 3 года назад +5

      Everybody knows

    • @reinersimp9432
      @reinersimp9432 3 года назад +19

      @@marix708 jdudhshss How is this- What-

    • @reinersimp9432
      @reinersimp9432 3 года назад +15

      @@marix708 You should start using /j for stuff like that because there are some wack people out there- I made a joke and got called so many slurs- I'm pretty sure they set a world record. It wasn't even anything terrible. It was just that one
      "The ad: Medicine may cause death.
      People in the ad: 🤸‍♀️🏋️‍♀️⛹️‍♀️🚴‍♀️"
      Joke lmao.
      They either didn't understand or thought the joke was overused. But still lol.

    • @number2718
      @number2718 3 года назад +1

      He killed his true self for a girl he likes so that's why the girl said she doesn't recognize

    • @e-renzii9550
      @e-renzii9550 3 года назад

      @@number2718 ... exactly what I said?

  • @nataliaeguia2839
    @nataliaeguia2839 3 года назад +1473

    This song is not "Yandere vibes", if you listen correctly it says that it changed for someone and that someone did not recognize it... :(

    • @vmonc
      @vmonc 3 года назад +60

      But u wrote another comment on this ..and it said
      *its giving me yandere vibes* or something like that idk
      (No hate)

    • @berry_flavored72
      @berry_flavored72 3 года назад +54

      @@vmonc it really isn't that hard to connect the dots, they obviously had a change in opinion.

    • @vmonc
      @vmonc 3 года назад +18

      @@berry_flavored72
      Oh..okay
      Maybe they did

    • @lyssandroah1165
      @lyssandroah1165 3 года назад +3

      ya

    • @bitchwha-iapprove2033
      @bitchwha-iapprove2033 3 года назад +18

      "You have to understand that the one I killed is me" I hope it makes you happy because there's just no going back" yep

  • @carlacorrea.3166
    @carlacorrea.3166 4 года назад +168

    Every Alec songs is so perfect but this one is the best one

  • @ZeeWebr
    @ZeeWebr 3 года назад +952

    “You have to understand that, the one I killed was me.” 💃🏼🕺

  • @PreciousDaisies
    @PreciousDaisies 3 года назад +243

    For anyone who doesn’t understand: This song doesn’t actually mean killing someone. It means someone changes themselves to be someone they aren’t to satisfy someone. Like it says “She didn’t recognize” and he said “I changed what I was for what you wanted me to be”. Just for anyone who didn’t understand.

    • @marix708
      @marix708 3 года назад +2

      It's just a song,, it's also a yandere homie,, he kills someone for another person that's yandere,, and the other way is killing himself,, there can be 2 meanings in 1 song.

    • @PreciousDaisies
      @PreciousDaisies 3 года назад +3

      @@marix708 I deleted the other comment I did cause I was to tired to argue, BUT GUESS WHO’S BACK!? First off, in no way was that disrespectful. Dude you take things TOO personal if you found me pointing out the obvious is disrespectful. He literally said in the song he changed himself for a girl. Not actually killing someone. And too many people point it out because people don’t get it. And should I know who you are? 😂😅 And I can clearly see it’s getting SOMEBODY offended 😒 And why do YOU care if someone else gets offended? And how is it making people offended? It’s literally pointing out the truth cause way too many people think it’s actually about killing someone when it’s not, the lyrics itself is evidence enough to prove it. Is has been very entertaining for me. Keep the comments coming 😂😏

    • @PreciousDaisies
      @PreciousDaisies 3 года назад

      @@marix708 Why'd you delete your comment huh?

    • @marix708
      @marix708 3 года назад

      @@PreciousDaisies its fucking embarrassing omg I was wheezing!!!!!

    • @PreciousDaisies
      @PreciousDaisies 3 года назад

      @@marix708 What? Make sense please?

  • @bronzfrogg
    @bronzfrogg 3 года назад +353

    "You have to understand that,
    the one i killed was me."

    • @edviscut1228
      @edviscut1228 3 года назад +4

      STOOPPPPPPPP

    • @ailisbonner4493
      @ailisbonner4493 3 года назад +6

      "changing what I was for what you wanted me to be"

    • @bronzfrogg
      @bronzfrogg 3 года назад +5

      @@ailisbonner4493 "I followed your direction, did everything you asked"

    • @serotonin4098
      @serotonin4098 3 года назад +7

      @@bronzfrogg "I hope it makes you happy, 'cause there's just no turning back."

    • @RainStarr1119
      @RainStarr1119 3 года назад +2

      Same here

  • @floatingcat126
    @floatingcat126 3 года назад +434

    "Cya Tommorow Buddy"
    Last Online 4 Years Ago.

    • @cinnn7172
      @cinnn7172 3 года назад +14

      im ab to cry to this whay

    • @poopsicle7783
      @poopsicle7783 3 года назад +6

    • @kaz_cant_escape6913
      @kaz_cant_escape6913 3 года назад +11

      oml this made me so saddd

    • @Ariel-pn6wr
      @Ariel-pn6wr 3 года назад +10

      "I'll never forget you" (Just kinda hoping to make it happier{ish})

    • @MissYamIhere_
      @MissYamIhere_ 3 года назад +9

      My last words to my online best friend was “bye”

  • @yashisingh5272
    @yashisingh5272 3 года назад +20

    The helplessness and the need for love this song portrays is just amazing. Also, great work. I love this version

  • @conflak23
    @conflak23 3 года назад +222

    I’m listening to this song and i cried for 2/3 hours and my Aunty is like are you okay why are you crying?and then im like nothing it’s nothing just leave me alone

    • @smoothsounds7487
      @smoothsounds7487  3 года назад +18

      it's gonna be okay❤❤

    • @marix708
      @marix708 3 года назад +4

      why Is this song sad lol a guy killing someone?

    • @rebeccarat7659
      @rebeccarat7659 3 года назад +16

      it's not just about a man killing someone, listen closely its about the man killing himself/apart of him to be accepted

    • @sofia-lo9qc
      @sofia-lo9qc 3 года назад +2

      @@marix708 its abt him changing himself for someone

    • @PreciousDaisies
      @PreciousDaisies 3 года назад +3

      @@marix708 It’s not about ACTUALLY killing someone. It’s saying he changed himself for someone. Like it says “Would you love me more if I killed someone for you?” Saying “Would you love me more if I changed into what you wanted me to be?”. It is confusing

  • @lex_xx8817
    @lex_xx8817 3 года назад +34

    I love that this song wasn’t about literally murdering someone. It’s about murdering who you are so people will love you and be pleased with you. It’s a deep message.

  • @Kito101610
    @Kito101610 4 года назад +676

    Vampire vibes

  • @-renime-7241
    @-renime-7241 3 года назад +89

    2:32 a reason why this is not a yandere song :))

    • @marix708
      @marix708 3 года назад +11

      Stopstop omg,, there can be 2 meanings in 1 song!! Too many people are pointing this out,, we know, we know.

  • @thelaciverse
    @thelaciverse 3 года назад +16

    This song makes me panic because how painfully accurate it is

  • @No-sw8qj
    @No-sw8qj 4 года назад +26

    i've been listening to this song for two hours- its soooo good

  • @dan-qu3fb
    @dan-qu3fb 4 года назад +128

    This is really good 😞♥️♥️

  • @AriesMultiverse
    @AriesMultiverse Год назад +3

    This sounds so mucher sadder than the original version 😢🖤

  • @Kc-rg5fw
    @Kc-rg5fw 3 года назад +36

    Here's the lyrics ya guys.
    I'm sorry that I did this the blood is on my hands I stare at my reflection I dont know who I am I practice my confession in case I take the stand i'll say I learned my lesson al be a better man im packing up my thing I'm Wiping down the walls I'm rinsing off my clothes and I'm walking through the halls i did it all for her so I felt nothing at all I dont know what she'll say so al ask her when she calls "Would you love me more" (would you love me more) "if I killed someone for you? Would you hold my hand? (Would you hold my hand) there the same One I used when I killed someone for you would you turn me in (would you turn me in) when they say I'm on the loose?
    Would you hide me when (would you hide me when) my face is on the news 'cause I killed someone for you
    I hear the sirens coming i see the flashing lights I'm driving threw to suburbs wearing my disguise i show up at her door step to look her in the eyes I tell her that's its me but she doesn't recognize
    (Sorry guys my hands are tierd thats it)

    • @jaidanielsales9540
      @jaidanielsales9540 3 года назад +1

      You did good effort

    • @rozetinarozetina4042
      @rozetinarozetina4042 3 года назад

      it's in the description.
      I'm sorry that I did this
      The blood is on my hands
      I stare at my reflection
      I don't know who I am
      Practice my confession
      In case I take the stand
      I'll say I learned my lesson
      I'll be a better man
      I'm packing up my things and
      I'm wiping down the walls
      I'm rinsing off my clothes and
      I'm walking through the halls
      I did it all for her
      So I felt nothing at all
      I don't know what she'll say
      So I'll ask her when she calls
      Would you love me more
      (Would you love me more)
      If I killed someone for you
      Would you hold my hands
      (Would you hold my hands)
      They're the same ones that I used
      When I killed someone for you
      Would you turn me in
      (Would you turn me in)
      When they say I'm on the loose
      Would you hide me when
      (Would you hide me when)
      My face is on the news
      'Cause I killed someone for you
      I hear the sirens coming
      I see the flashing lights
      I'm driving through the suburbs
      Wearing my disguise
      I show up at her door step
      To look her in the eyes
      I tell her that it's me
      But she doesn't recognize
      Can't you see I'm running
      Said I need a place to hide
      I've gotta ask you something
      Could you please let me inside
      Just let me explain
      No, I wouldn't tell you lies
      I know you'll understand
      If you let me stay the night
      Would you love me more
      (Would you love me more)
      If I killed someone for you
      Would you hold my hands
      (Would you hold my hands)
      They're the same ones that I used
      When I killed someone for you
      Would you turn me in
      (Would you turn me in)
      When they say I'm on the loose
      Would you hide me when
      (Would you hide me when)
      My face is on the news
      'Cause I killed someone for you
      You have to understand that
      The one I killed is me
      Changing what I was
      For what you wanted me to be
      I followed your direction
      Did everything you asked
      I hope it makes you happy
      'Cause there's just no turning back
      Would you love me more
      (Would you love me more)
      If I killed someone for you
      Would you hold my hands
      (Would you hold my hands)
      They're the same ones that I used
      When I killed someone for you
      Would you turn me in
      (Would you turn me in)
      When they say I'm on the loose
      Would you hide me when
      (Would you hide me when)
      My face is on the news
      'Cause I killed someone for you

  • @amcia1744
    @amcia1744 3 года назад +7

    I‘m obsessed with this song I swear

  • @619_.chrissy
    @619_.chrissy 3 года назад +45

    Lyrics:
    I'm sorry that I did this
    The blood is on my hands
    I stare at my reflection
    I don't know who I am
    Practice my confession
    In case I take the stand
    I'll say I learned my lesson
    I'll be a better man
    I'm packing up my things
    And I'm wiping down the walls
    I'm rinsing off my clothes
    And I'm walking through the halls
    I did it all for her
    So I felt nothing at all
    I don't know what she'll say
    So I'll ask her when she calls
    Would you love me more
    (Would you love me more)
    If I killed someone for you?
    Would you hold my hand?
    (Would you hold my hand?)
    They're the same ones that I used
    When I killed someone for you
    Would you turn me in
    (Would you turn me in)
    When they say I'm on the loose?
    Would you hide me when
    (Would you hide me when)
    My face is on the news?
    'Cause I killed someone for you
    I hear the sirens coming
    I see the flashing lights
    I'm driving through the suburbs
    Wearing my disguise
    I show up at her doorstep
    To look her in the eyes
    I tell her that it's me
    But she doesn't recognise
    Can't you see I'm running?
    Said I need a place to hide
    I've gotta ask you something
    Could you please let me inside?
    Just let me explain
    No, I wouldn't tell you lies
    I know you'll understand
    If you let me stay the night
    Would you love me more
    (Would you love me more)
    If I killed someone for you?
    Would you hold my hand?
    (Would you hold my hand?)
    They're the same ones that I used
    When I killed someone for you
    Would you turn me in
    (Would you turn me in)
    When they say I'm on the loose?
    Would you hide me when
    (Would you hide me when)
    My face is on the news?
    'Cause I killed someone for you
    You have to understand that
    The one I killed is me
    Changing what I was
    For what you wanted me to be
    I followed your direction
    Did everything you asked
    I hope that makes you happy
    'Cause there's just no turning back
    Would you love me more
    (Would you love me more)
    If I killed someone for you?
    Would you hold my hand?
    (Would you hold my hand?)
    They're the same ones that I used
    When I killed someone for you
    Would you turn me in
    (Would you turn me in)
    When they say I'm on the loose?
    Would you hide me when
    (Would you hide me when)
    My face is on the news?
    'Cause I killed someone for you, yeah

  • @Yuri-eq5yt
    @Yuri-eq5yt 3 года назад +31

    " You have to understand that the one i killed was me "
    T h a t h i t h a r d.

  • @uszoey
    @uszoey 3 года назад +5

    The song I have been searching for for a long time landed on my homepage ...

  • @ilymxcy
    @ilymxcy 2 года назад +2

    I literally feel this song and I love it so much. 😩

  • @luvzzxsanrio
    @luvzzxsanrio 3 года назад +54

    Your skins not paper, don’t cut it.
    Your body’s not a book don’t judge it.
    Your necks not a coat, don’t hang it.
    Your life’s not a movie, Don’t end it.
    To the 1% who reads this, love
    Yourself.
    And by the way doesn’t matter if it’s copied. Because this message
    Should be spread.

  • @haloviansunday
    @haloviansunday 4 года назад +6

    I love this sm-

  • @cloudxpeach7953
    @cloudxpeach7953 3 года назад +6

    The slowed down version do be hitting diffrent tho

  • @izzahari
    @izzahari 3 года назад +3

    Why does this sounds so attractive....

    • @demiwilliams4126
      @demiwilliams4126 3 года назад

      your comment makes me think of "if this song was a person" vibes lol

  • @mqteroi1747
    @mqteroi1747 4 года назад +7

    i love this

  • @llisabradley
    @llisabradley 3 года назад +6

    This makes me think of yandere denki and I’m LIVING for it🤞😳

    • @Ruby-nw4qt
      @Ruby-nw4qt 3 года назад

      The lyrics say that he killed himself for someone else

  • @dori2773
    @dori2773 3 года назад +3

    This is my new reason to wake up

  • @Tactical_Pearlz
    @Tactical_Pearlz 2 года назад +6

    When I listen to this, I realise how much of who I was that I’ve left behind. If me from five rears ago saw me, she’d love me, but she wouldn’t think it was me, but she’d think I was close to perfect until she realised that it was all a conscious decision

  • @bearplayz7337
    @bearplayz7337 2 года назад +1

    This.. this is the song I'm going to cry to when shit gets hard..
    I hate my life.. but music will forever give me the strength to pull myself up from the shit that's pulling me down and i will forever love music

  • @crazy_blue4413
    @crazy_blue4413 4 года назад +5

    Yes I love this.

  • @zazafairy
    @zazafairy 3 года назад +5

    I love this 🤠✨🥺
    New sub btw

  • @ellazherez
    @ellazherez 3 года назад +2

    I subscribed now u have 842 subs :)

  • @kahliee_
    @kahliee_ 3 года назад +6

    I love thiss

  • @kittylover7234
    @kittylover7234 4 года назад +7

    Amazing =D + new sub uwu

  • @Karlyleshouu
    @Karlyleshouu 3 года назад +7

    Let me explain, he does not talk about being "Yandere" he talks about killing himself, which means that he changed for her

  • @rxsvie
    @rxsvie 3 года назад +3

    my heart hurts💔

  • @auryxx_22
    @auryxx_22 3 года назад +4

    This song make me cry like a lot. I ususally dont cry but this sounds like my future..

  • @madisonstevens2469
    @madisonstevens2469 3 года назад +24

    My bf sang this to me to make me sleep 😅❤️

  • @sad_but_sweet8002
    @sad_but_sweet8002 3 года назад +1

    "i hope that makes you happy cuz there's jest no turning back" meaning he changed him self bec he was so Emotionally attached to that person that he thought there was no way to make that person happy

  • @kallamarsspouse
    @kallamarsspouse 3 года назад +5

    cats when they bring you back a dead mouse

  • @abigailclifford3409
    @abigailclifford3409 3 года назад +1

    This is brilliant

  • @meganwashbourne9153
    @meganwashbourne9153 3 года назад +1

    This is perfect

  • @Logantrash089
    @Logantrash089 2 года назад

    I love this song, and this is so amazing

  • @idontunderstandthejokeanym4535
    @idontunderstandthejokeanym4535 3 года назад +6

    This gives me fucking goosebumps every time

  • @rosiflorfigueroa4676
    @rosiflorfigueroa4676 3 года назад +1

    I love it is so beautiful

  • @AngelsovetftiveGajdibfa-cd6uw
    @AngelsovetftiveGajdibfa-cd6uw Год назад

    Love this version more

  • @Lumi6006
    @Lumi6006 3 года назад

    This song is just so good

  • @CR7_3mk789
    @CR7_3mk789 Год назад

    Wowwwww my favorite songs

  • @bendrowned807
    @bendrowned807 3 года назад

    This just made it creepyer and I love it!!😍

  • @williambonilla2079
    @williambonilla2079 3 года назад +3

    Here before 1mil views Awesome video

  • @s0ftweb0982
    @s0ftweb0982 Год назад

    this is great

  • @Iosthttp
    @Iosthttp 3 года назад +24

    im packing my bag and wiping my dirty windows im cleaning my trash and talking to my grandama i did all my work so uh that isnt a bad thing she say clean more so i say my mom i clean the house

  • @killuazoldyck-xy4hb
    @killuazoldyck-xy4hb 3 года назад

    This is really good

  • @alicja3192
    @alicja3192 3 года назад

    This is one of my fav songs 😆

  • @_aallix
    @_aallix 3 года назад +2

    whenever i listen to this song i always think abt them and then i change the lyrics into ''would u love me more if i killed MYSELF for u?'' ;/

  • @evelynesposito248
    @evelynesposito248 3 года назад +6

    R-really good... 💔✌🏻

  • @waivx
    @waivx 3 года назад

    oooh this made it so much more ominous

  • @KA-CHOW.
    @KA-CHOW. 4 года назад +6

    yessss

  • @ghostt_fuil
    @ghostt_fuil 3 года назад

    Not even 3 seconds in and the guitar is making me cry.. 🥲

  • @pakhiverma9047
    @pakhiverma9047 3 года назад +2

    love this

  • @gracie-ud3wf
    @gracie-ud3wf 2 года назад +1

    I sing this song with anger cuz I had terrible friends that made me change everything about me and they still didn’t expect me. Nothing was ever good enough for them. This song really illustrates that. But one thing is they don’t know that rose back from the frickin dead

  • @morticiul
    @morticiul 3 года назад

    i listened this song A LOT in January 2019 and i was always crying. It s the first time hearing a slowed and reverb version and it still breaks my heart, but even worse....

  • @angelicjellyies
    @angelicjellyies 3 года назад +3

    New subscriber and is this copyrighted?

  • @peppabig4035
    @peppabig4035 2 года назад +2

    “I’m sorry that I did this. The blood is on my hands.”
    “You’ll find me in the casket, as a better man.”

  • @energizer7412
    @energizer7412 3 года назад +3

    NO I WAS ACTUALLY SOBBING AND I GOT ALL MY PAPERS WET I CAN’T RN 🗿🗿

  • @cloudii_nightsyt
    @cloudii_nightsyt 2 года назад

    *vibes while cleaning room*

  • @flfl8026
    @flfl8026 3 года назад +1

    I can relate to this so much tho, cause i had a best friend that made me change my hole personality for them..and it hurts to think about it.

  • @DoYouBelieveInTimeTravel
    @DoYouBelieveInTimeTravel 3 года назад +1

    This gives me YOU ( show on Netflix ) vibes

  • @sarah_loves_jesus
    @sarah_loves_jesus 3 года назад +1

    God this song hurts

  • @kandykrystal3622
    @kandykrystal3622 3 года назад +1

    "no matter what i do i will never be happy" i said that to my friend and then facetimed her 20 mins later with a smile she told me i lied for attention then i told her don't you understand "IT'S A FUCKING FAKE SMILE" i said she started crying we are not friends now i told her if she really thinks I'm lying then we should find new friends.

  • @auryxx_22
    @auryxx_22 3 года назад +4

    This is my mental breakdown song :)

  • @lovelycorpses
    @lovelycorpses Месяц назад

    i did it all for her ❤

  • @cloudyclouds801
    @cloudyclouds801 3 года назад +1

    This is making me cry for no reason im picturing a dramatic anime scene with a boy hugging a girl while shes annoyed🐥💃

  • @snowflakesv4
    @snowflakesv4 2 года назад

    Am I the only one who lays down on bed and listen’s to this amazing song?🤧❤

  • @urirrelevant5651
    @urirrelevant5651 3 года назад +3

    I'm sorry that I did this
    The blood is on my hands
    I stare at my reflection
    I don't know who I am
    Practice my confession
    In case I take the stand
    I'll say I learned my lesson
    I'll be a better man
    I'm packing up my things
    And I'm wiping down the walls
    I'm rinsing off my clothes
    And I'm walking through the halls
    I did it all for her
    So I felt nothing at all
    I don't know what she'll say
    So I'll ask her when she calls
    Would you love me more
    (Would you love me more)
    If I killed someone for you?
    Would you hold my hand?
    (Would you hold my hand?)
    They're the same ones that I used
    When I killed someone for you
    Would you turn me in
    (Would you turn me in)
    When they say I'm on the loose?
    Would you hide me when
    (Would you hide me when)
    My face is on the news?
    'Cause I killed someone for you
    I hear the sirens coming
    I see the flashing lights
    I'm driving through the suburbs
    Wearing my disguise
    I show up at her doorstep
    To look her in the eyes
    I tell her that it's me
    But she doesn't recognise
    Can't you see I'm running?
    Said I need a place to hide
    I've gotta ask you something
    Could you please let me inside?
    Just let me explain
    No, I wouldn't tell you lies
    I know you'll understand
    If you let me stay the night
    Would you love me more
    (Would you love me more)
    If I killed someone for you?
    Would you hold my hand?
    (Would you hold my hand?)
    They're the same ones that I used
    When I killed someone for you
    Would you turn me in
    (Would you turn me in)
    When they say I'm on the loose?
    Would you hide me when
    (Would you hide me when)
    My face is on the news?
    'Cause I killed someone for you
    You have to understand that
    The one I killed is me
    Changing what I was
    For what you wanted me to be
    I followed your direction
    Did everything you asked
    I hope that makes you happy
    'Cause there's just no turning back
    Would you love me more
    (Would you love me more)
    If I killed someone for you?
    Would you hold my hand?
    (Would you hold my hand?)
    They're the same ones that I used
    When I killed someone for you
    Would you turn me in
    (Would you turn me in)
    When they say I'm on the loose?
    Would you hide me when
    (Would you hide me when)
    My face is on the news?
    'Cause I killed someone for you, yeah

  • @evilushioushall9279
    @evilushioushall9279 3 года назад +2

    Big Jeff the killer and eyeless jack vibe rn

  • @leahisnothere7206
    @leahisnothere7206 3 года назад +1

    AuGh this song hurts, I can relate a lot to the lyrics after being in a toxic friendship for almost five years. She was so abusive to me verbally and I began to get into self-harm wondering what I needed to do in order to please her. I had a gut feeling to leave but I just couldn't. I cared about her too much to leave and I kept convincing myself that she would get better and that it was me that was the problem.
    The final few months of our friendship grew so bad that we stopped talking to each other and when we did it usually led to her accusing me of being distant even though she purposely made me feel like a pos in anything we did in the friend group I met her in.
    I was in the bargaining stage of grief for so long. I would apologize to her for stuff I didn't even remember doing. I literally asked her at one point how I should act if it meant I could still be her friend. I didn't even recognize who I was anymore. I was disgusted at the idea of me being so obsessed with someone that I wanted to be a completely different person, but I was so lost and thought that was what I was supposed to do.
    Eventually I couldn't put up with it anymore and I blocked her on everything. But I didn't even feel relieved at that point. I felt extremely guilty. I kept spiraling in and out of suicidal thoughts, I couldn't live with myself knowing someone hates me.
    Suffice to say, with intensive therapy and an amazing support system, I'm proud to say that I've finally accepted myself for what I did and that she wasn't right for me. Even the people who are still friends with her are starting to realize just how problematic and manipulative she is, and I'm grateful they aren't listening to the bs she's most likely saying about why we aren't friends anymore.
    I am now going to be a senior in high school, recovering from two EDs and severe depression, best friends with her twin sister who helped me realize my sexuality, and am also in a loving relationship with my girlfriend of three months.
    For anyone who has dealt with an abusive relationship, friendship or romantic one, please know that they are not worth it. It is not your fault, despite what they make you believe. You are valid, and I love you so much.

  • @Nobody-dn6ci
    @Nobody-dn6ci 3 года назад +1

    i'm so sorry but yoonbum OWNS this song...✋😌

  • @henrybadillo3925
    @henrybadillo3925 3 года назад +5

    When I was younger I was a gacha kid and I would always blast this song I was like what 9 or 10 I am 11 now but yeah

  • @user-pg9pq4mr3f
    @user-pg9pq4mr3f 3 года назад +1

    Fino Señores

  • @vii1demo
    @vii1demo 2 года назад

    I loved how I listend to this now listen to heavy metal 😭

  • @Loona320
    @Loona320 3 года назад

    Hey 👋😁 am I allowed to use this song in my music video?

  • @Vadira.7608
    @Vadira.7608 3 года назад +1

    0:42

  • @ZemajsArchives
    @ZemajsArchives 3 года назад +1

    This reminds me of a really old movie (I think it was erased from existence) where this guy was obsessed over his best friend, his best friend was named something like Kyle....? Kyle stopped being friends with him in 8th grade because the main character became depressed. This part in the movie the main character runs away during school hours into a forest after some "phycotic" vision to which he proceeded to shoot himself in the head, but he shot himself in the head weirdly to where he had put his body In shock. He carried on with his life only realizing that a day week after the news broadcasted a missing person report about him. He runs out to the road in front of the police station and screams at people: "I'M RIGHT HERE!?" None noticed the day after that he goes to school, he sits in class but a police officer is talking to the class about the last time they saw him. He sees his "friend" Kyle to which he looked like a zombie from sleep loss. Kyle blames himself for the main characters disappearance and begins to go insane because he can hear the main character screaming IM HERE! IM RIGHT HERE! A nother week goes by and the main character has lost all sanity from being ignored. He goes to his apartment and late in the afternoon a radio station broadcasted the main character had committed suicide in a forest nearby his school. Only to then realize he was in purgatory and that he has been dead for almost a month until they found his body. The day after that he goes to school. The school announces the main characters suicide and the main character goes back to his apartment to come to his reality was distorting and breaking. He gives in and let's go of earth and dies in peace... This was really depressing to write. I'm totally writing a story about this lol

    • @ZemajsArchives
      @ZemajsArchives 3 года назад +1

      Meaning he killed himself for Kyle.. sorry for badest English 😐

  • @sigmamale.39
    @sigmamale.39 3 года назад

    i see blue and white tv waves when i listen to this song

  • @bicie5278
    @bicie5278 3 года назад

    Best

  • @Tamado-l5s
    @Tamado-l5s Месяц назад +1

    who is listening in 2024 ? 🙋🏻‍♀️

  • @t0xic_3nergy4
    @t0xic_3nergy4 3 года назад +7

    Dangerous fellows anyone?

  • @_dumb.emo.gxrl_
    @_dumb.emo.gxrl_ Год назад +1

    I feel like this song belongs to the Kdrama "Somebody"

  • @lolil0_0pz
    @lolil0_0pz 3 года назад

    are there any songs w/ a similar vibe anyone knows ????

  • @gemmamelana4939
    @gemmamelana4939 3 года назад +1

    Adoro❤️

  • @Biiirdieee
    @Biiirdieee 3 года назад

    Because of this song, I experienced a panic attack for the first time. I realized how I adapt to the way people want me to be, and now I don't know if I even exist.

  • @atharkhan8371
    @atharkhan8371 3 года назад

    Lovely

  • @darkhero4ever664
    @darkhero4ever664 3 года назад +1

    put ur playback speed on 0.75 🤙🤘👍

  • @chaseray7321
    @chaseray7321 Год назад +1

    Not tryna be rude but how are people not understanding the meaning of the song when he literally explains it point blank at the end lol

  • @pizzalover2007
    @pizzalover2007 3 года назад +1

    James and Alyssa vibes from The End of the F***ing World

  • @simioffe5877
    @simioffe5877 3 года назад +8

    I’m sorry, but I just imagine Sally Face singing this to his girlfriend/boyfriend.

  • @itryn.x1207
    @itryn.x1207 3 года назад +1

    shii’ it’s crazy because I actually would...