アンノウン・マザーグース / Unknown Mother Goose - xea cover reupload 歌ってみた 再アップロード

Original cover upload link: • Video
Original song: • wowaka 『アンノウン・マザーグース』f...
Wayback Machine backup: web.archive.or...
xea’s RUclips account: / @xea / / @xea
xea’s Twitter: xe...
All covers archive playlist: • xea song archive
This is a cover of アンノウン・マザーグース (Unknown Mother Goose) by wowaka. The cover vocals and mix were made by a singer known as xea (formerly known as Siro), who has recently made almost all of his covers private.
Thanks to a viewer of this channel, I was informed of the following statement regarding the deletion of videos: note.com/xea/n... /
I don't speak Japanese. What I'm about to say is roughly based on a machine translation, and as such, may not be entirely accurate. I encourage anyone reading this to have a look at the text and draw your own conclusions. From what I could gather, the artist xea was diagnosed with bipolar disorder/manic-depression. During manic episodes, he puts out lots of music, contacts lots of people, and tries lots of things. When depressed however, he deletes tweets, videos, social networking sites, and generally keeps to himself. When these sorts of episodes happen, people frequently reach out to ask if everything is ok. xea asks to be left alone and claims he will eventually bounce back.
Again, I encourage you to read this note for yourself to get the full picture.
I’ve been archiving and keeping track of which songs are still available, have been reuploaded by someone else, and which are unavailable on RUclips. Thanks to everyone’s help, every xea cover that was recently made private has been recovered! The only ones still not on RUclips (that I’m aware of) are some of his really early covers, but those are still available on niconico. If you’re curious, there’s a list of them and links on the utaite wiki: utaite.fandom....
If there’s a specific cover you’re looking for, feel free to leave a comment and I’ll do my best to help! If a cover wasn’t reuploaded by me, it’s probably been reuploaded by someone else. Here’s a handful of links to those:
This channel has MANY of his older covers: / @divinesea
眠れない夜に聴く歌ってみたメドレー (Japanese Song Medley to Listen to on Sleepless Nights): • 眠れない夜に聴く歌ってみたメドレー (Jap...
レクイエム (Requiem) Cover / xea ＋ forte: • レクイエム - Cover / xea × ...
×: • ­ ­× / feat.xea 【short】
テタテット (tete-a-tete): • (READ DESC) テタテット (tet...
絶対敵対メチャキライヤー(unfriendly hater) / sekai x xea cover: • 絶対敵対メチャキライヤー(unfriendl...
Casino: • Casino / xea cover (re...
Kick Back: • xea - kick back(reupload)
ハレハレヤ (Harehare ya): • [xea] 하레하레야
Thanks to everyone who’s made this possible!
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[@user-gg4hj3xz4m]

すごい好きな声😳

[@Mirukun05]

I am so sad that xea privated almost all of his cover, no notice whatsoever :(

[@leoneabbachio6052]

yeah wtf?? why would he do that I'm sad now D:

[@yumisan0712]

Hello, do you know why he did this? His covers were so great, I lost a lot of them in my playlist, it's quite sad

[@randommusicarchivechannel]

I was recently informed of this statement xea made about why he tends to delete things: note.com/xea/n/n588019d6e676
I encourage you to read or translate it yourself, but the TLDR is that he struggles with mental illness, specifically bipolar disorder/manic-depression, and has a tendency to delete videos/tweets/SNS during depressive episodes. While this post wasn't made specifically about the recent deletions, it's likely the same reason.

[@spbas1116]

あたしが愛を語るのなら　その眼には如何、映像る？
詞は有り余るばかり　無垢の音が流れてく
あなたが愛に塗れるまで　その色は幻だ
ひとりぼっち、音に呑まれれば　全世界共通の快楽さ
つまらない茫然に溺れる暮らし　誰もが彼をなぞる
繰り返す使い回しの歌に　また耳を塞いだ
あなたが愛を語るのなら　それを答とするの？
目をつぶったふりをしてるなら　この曲で醒ましてくれ！
誰も知らぬ物語　思うばかり
壊れそうなくらいに　抱き締めて泣き踊った
見境無い感情論　許されるのならば
泣き出すことすらできないまま　呑み込んでった
張り裂けてしまいそうな心があるってこと、叫ばせて！
世界があたしを拒んでも　今、愛の唄
歌わせてくれないかな
もう一回　誰も知らないその想い
この声に預けてみてもいいかな
あなたには僕が見えるか？
あなたには僕が見えるか？
ガラクタばかり　投げつけられてきたその背中
それでも好きと言えたなら
それでも好きを願えたら
ああ、あたしの全部に　その意味はあると――
ねえ、愛を語るのなら　今その胸には誰がいる
こころのはこを抉じ開けて　さあ、生き写しのあなた見せて？
あたしが愛になれるのなら　今その色は何色だ
孤独なんて記号では収まらない　心臓を抱えて生きてきたんだ！
ドッペルもどきが　其処いらに溢れた
挙句の果ての今日　ライラ　ライ　ライ
心失きそれを　生み出した奴等は
見切りをつけてもう　バイ　ババイ　バイ
残されたあなたが　この場所で今でも
涙を堪えてるの　如何して、如何して
あたしは知ってるわ　この場所はいつでも
あなたに守られてきたってこと！
痛みなどあまりにも　慣れてしまった
何千回と巡らせ続けた　喜怒と哀楽
失えない喜びが　この世界にあるならば
手放すことすらできない哀しみさえ　あたしは
この心の中つまはじきにしてしまうのか？
それは、いやだ！
どうやって　この世界を愛せるかな
いつだって　転がり続けるんだろう
ねえ、いっそ　誰も気附かないその想い
この唄で明かしてみようと思うんだよ
あなたなら何を願うか
あなたなら何を望むか
軋んだ心が　誰より今を生きているの
あなたには僕が見えるか？
あなたには僕が見えるか？
それ、あたしの行く末を照らす灯なんだろう？
ねえ、あいをさけぶのなら　あたしはここにいるよ
ことばがありあまれどなお、このゆめはつづいてく
あたしがあいをかたるのなら　そのすべてはこのうただ
だれもしらないこのものがたり
またくちずさんでしまったみたいだ

[@kilan7576]

Omg thank you so much for the song n playlist 😭

[@HHLL_fansub]

Atashi ga ai wo kataru no nara sono me ni wa dou, utsuru?
Kotoba wa ariamaru bakari muku no ne ga nagareteku
Anata ga ai ni mamireru made sono iro wa maboroshi da
Hitori bocchi, oto ni nomarereba zensekai kyoutsuu no kairakusa
Tsumaranai bouzen ni oboreru kurashi dare mo ga kare wo nazoru
Kurikaesu tsukaimawashi no uta ni mata mimi wo fusaida
Anata ga ai wo kataru no nara sore wo kotae to suru no?
Me wo tsubutta furi wo shiteru nara kono kyoku de samashite kure!
Dare mo shiranu monogatari omou bakari
Kowaresou na kurai ni dakishimete nakiodotta
Misakainai kanjouron yurusareru no naraba
Nakidasu koto sura dekinai mama nomikondetta
Harisakete shimaisou na kokoro ga aru tte koto,
Sakebasete!
Sekai ga atashi wo kobande mo ima, ai no uta utawasete kurenai kana
Mou ikkai dare mo shiranai sono omoi
Kono koe ni azukete mite mo ii kana
Anata ni wa boku ga mieru ka?
Anata ni wa boku ga mieru ka?
Garakuta bakari nagetsukerarete kita sono senaka
Sore demo suki to ieta nara
Sore demo suki wo negaetara
Aa, atashi no zenbu ni sono imi wa aru to――
Nee, ai wo kataru no nara ima sono mune ni wa dare ga iru
Kokoro no hako wo kojiakete saa, ikiutsushi no anata misete?
Atashi ga ai ni nareru no nara ima sono iro wa naniiro da
Kodoku nante kigou de wa osamaranai shinzou wo kakaete ikite kitanda!
Dopperu modoki ga soko ira ni afureta
Ageku no hate no kyou
Rai ra rai rai
Kokoro uki sore wo umidashita yatsura wa
Mikiri wo tsukete mou
Bai ba bai bai
Nokosareta anata ga kono basho de ima demo
Namida wo taeteru no
Doushite, doushite
Atashi wa shitteru wa
Kono basho wa itsudemo
Anata ni mamorarete kita tte koto!
Itami nado amari ni mo narete shimatta
Nanzenkai to megurase tsudzuketa kido to airaku
Ushinaenai yorokobi ga kono sekai ni aru naraba
Tebanasu koto sura dekinai kanashimi sae atashi wa
Kono kokoro no naka tsumahajiki ni shite shimau no ka?
Sore wa, iya da!
Douyatte kono sekai wo aiseru kana
Itsudatte korogari tsudzukeru n darou
Nee, isso
Dare mo kidzukanai sono omoi
Kono uta de akashite miyou to omounda yo
Anata nara nani wo negau ka
Anata nara nani wo nozomu ka
Kishinda kokoro ga dare yori ima wo ikite iru no
Anata ni wa boku ga mieru ka?
Anata ni wa boku ga mieru ka?
Sore, atashi no yukusue wo terasu akari nan darou?
Nee, ai wo sakebu no nara
Atashi wa koko ni iru yo
Kotoba ga ariamaredo nao,
Kono yume wa tsudzuiteku
Atashi ga ai wo kataru no nara
Sono subete wa kono uta da
Dare mo shiranai kono monogatari
Mata kuchizusande shimatta mitai da