I do not want to take the wind out of your sails but.. You seem to be convinced that you are a failure and got to get back on track. These feelings will not realy go away if you "function" well. In the end we are all lonely and you got to stare into the abyss and then become a person with real integrity. It is not bad to get structure, a job and real friends, but in the end this will not make you whole either. in fact it is its own kind of adiction and distraction to be a normie. Relationships on the other hands are very important and you are likeable, if a bit self centred, and your are handsome too.
You got this saucy just stick with it slowly but surely build up the life you want!
I believe in you Saucy, u got this, and you'll be an inspiration! u got my support
I believe in u brother, keep it up
Gym and healthy food! A good body means a good mind
i believe in you
I do not want to take the wind out of your sails but.. You seem to be convinced that you are a failure and got to get back on track. These feelings will not realy go away if you "function" well. In the end we are all lonely and you got to stare into the abyss and then become a person with real integrity. It is not bad to get structure, a job and real friends, but in the end this will not make you whole either. in fact it is its own kind of adiction and distraction to be a normie. Relationships on the other hands are very important and you are likeable, if a bit self centred, and your are handsome too.