Interesting, I never lost my need to create, I actually feel like we are able to translate the experience into our work as creators or with anything we do. Tapping into the flow trough action and discipline. That is what I learned and I never stopped doing what I LOVE. I always feel as if the experience upgraded my talents. I also learned how to sing. It didn't take me long before I found my singing voice, after the experience. It HAS BEEN 11 years.
Losing interest in the mundane is expected. Embrace the emptiness & space that it’s creating. Sit with it. Feel it. Don’t try to find something to replace it. If you can afford to, just sit in the void with regular meditation practice. Embrace the discomfort. Answers lie within so no need to go out & seek. You will know when you are ready 🙏
Hard is not the right word for it... in fact nothing is the right word for anything that happens after you see what is. But nonetheless, I shall use it. It is hard. I'm in the middle of what you are talking about now. I don't even dream anymore. So far, the only thing that springs to mind that I would possibly like to pick up again ,is Tai-Chi... probability because when you do that right, it is a meditation.
This happened to me too! I had a massive blowout awakening in 2022. Then lost interest in all the things I used to do. I used to love all kinds of music, making art, all sorts of things. It hasn’t really come back.I think much of it was wrapped up in personal identity. a lot of bad habits stopped at the same time. I drank too much. Was a workaholic. All that just evaporated.
I feel like the depth of this feeling happened just this past Winter. It seems to continue deepening. All I really want to do is just be in Nature and stare at Nature. I don’t really want to communicate with others. I’m wanting to improve my health which I’ve been working on for years. I have improved some but, now, my body is telling me that what has been working for me is the wrong path and I need to change direction again. I’ve not been given a clear direction yet so I’m waiting. My voice has changed to where it’s difficult to talk. My eyes are changing. I’m noticing a difference in my hearing and ability to smell getting stronger. I’ve always been able to feel things through empathic sensations and touch which is stronger. So, I find Nature, what is happening within me, and sleeping to be the highlights of my day. I’m super exhausted starting about a month ago; very little energy. I feel like I’m floating in a constant meditation. I lose my balance easily. I don’t have anything else to say. I feel unmotivated and I’m not sure that’s a “bad” thing.
I had my spiritual awakening in 2018 and went through a 2 year dark night of the soul. I was a designer, artist, painter, musician with a masters degree in business. I lost interest in everything. I realized that what is happening is a realignment of goals. Where before your goals centered around your ego you are being asked to create new higher goals centered around unity and growth. There is a new passion looking to be released inside you directed toward a new enlightened path.
@@neue01 Thank you for sharing. Has your path been revealed yet? It's been almost 5 years & I still don't have any new passions arising. Everything's still blah. I feel like I'm missing something or not doing something to push me in the right direction.
After 5 years, my path is just now starting to reveal itself. Things are slowly coming back into my life, but they are very difficult. And the things is, our paths are always changing and evolving. Even if we think we see the right path, it may change any moment. We have to be ready to accept, flow, and keep going. Trust the process. 😊
Hi I lost interest in everything too after listening and practicing lot of meditation and spiritual thinking and learning many philosophical theories.. so came here to search is that only me or anyone else is there who had experience like this I don't know what to do next guide me please
Its the cat/panther energy. Just not caring at all like you could stare at a wall for 10 seconds. Or have the wildest aliens and beings come to you and just forget a few minutes later. No Passion Even though you know you can create love and fun in your heart and hologram, your knowing is so deep that it is all ready perfect so you just stare at a wall instead lol. Well the phrase ive been using for it is “dont wast your life” That way you just aknowledge your alive and that you can activate your love to make it a better life.
Thank you for this video Holly. I lost interest in many things, I'd say almost everything, and it feels a bit crazy. This losing interest after the awakening is a recurrent thing. Stuff arises and I get excited about it for a while, generally a short time, and then it fades aways, constantly. It seems like people and situations are moving like the waves of a tide, always coming, always going, there is no time to catch them, and in the end the is no more reason to catch anything. Stuff happens and that's all 🤷♀️. I guess that's so very different from what we've been told that we can't easily grasp it. But children do, you can see that, I remember that. So projects lose any sense, purpose is no more. Just stuff, just life 😮😮😮 I'd say a leaf on a tree gets it all: it sprouts, it grows, it dries, it falls. It feels the air, the wind, the insects, other leaves, the night and the sun, the rain and the moist. It's an amazing experience, it's rich and full. No meaning, just what happens
To Holly and others with this problem, please look at these video on the subject by two great spiritual teachers: Mooji on the Concept of 'You Must Have a Purpose' Sunny Sharma on "Losing Interest In Life Activities Due To Spiritual Path, What To Do?"
same same same. I quit dancing for 2 years(duting lockdown), I quit painting, I quit the painting club I was in, I worked in animation now I dont even work, I used to drink alot now hardly ever. I used to scour new House music everday but that stopped too. I stopped bc I realized all my passions were really to get something else, acceptance, or to prove something. Until recently. Its slowly returning. My artistic passions shifted from painting to video editing and typography, and I am dancing again, in a different style and community. I paint and draw every now and then.
It's so scary & confusing when this happens. I get why it has to happen to shed your old self & beliefs. But when all of it disappears in that period of nothingness & boredom, it's the worst! I'm so glad some of it started coming back to you. Same here, only in different forms. They aren't joking when they say you go to sleep 1 person, and wake up another.
This is happening to me and idk what to do about it. I have felt like this for years now . I had a spiritual awakening in 2018 and by 2020 my interest in things is gone. I love my husband and family but I am so depressed to live in this world. It’s been 4 long years of this and I beg god everyday for an answer of what to do idk what that answer is.
I felt like this for the last three or four years. Every night, deeply searching my consciousness through meditation, angry and frustrated that the answers weren't available to me. I found that once I shifted from "asking" to "listening", the answers came to me easily. As another user said, "surrender is the only way". I would whole heartedly agree with that sentiment.
I have connected with the 7th dimension, angels and spirits. I have captured light angels in flight and I am able to speak with the deceased. I am about 90% contact. I have several videos about my connections. You enjoy photography. Try a new journey with the unseen! Capture in photography.
Still crying, don't know what next? Married to tf , from 21 years with one daughter. Sexually non compatible partners. He never got attracted to me but someone else. So now I don't know,tf or karmic But he is the one and only man i feel in my lifetime I guess. Don't know what exactly going on in my life 😭
That's not awakening. Being awake means being aware. Reality is fascinating if your eyes are open and you're actually seeing it for a change. Reality replaces the nonsense you've had in your head. If you're crying all the time and getting depressed, this is not "awakening".
@@wthomas5697 show me anyone who’s enlightened and I’ll show you someone who’s been through some serious hardship and trauma. Empathy/compassion/understanding and other traits often stem from these experiences. In fact show me someone who sits in comfort and I’ll show you someone who has experienced little growth. Our hearts are meant to first break at the state of it all… but it follows by joy/peace and understanding of our true nature. To say no pain happens in awakening id say go look at the people breaking going through it. The surrender process can be brutal. But to say they shouldn’t feel it could almost come across as gaslighting to what they’re experiencing and feeling as if something is wrong with them when in truth they’re navigating it often amazingly. Nothing but love and respect for the ones doing the work 👊❤️
Interesting, I never lost my need to create, I actually feel like we are able to translate the experience into our work as creators or with anything we do. Tapping into the flow trough action and discipline. That is what I learned and I never stopped doing what I LOVE. I always feel as if the experience upgraded my talents. I also learned how to sing. It didn't take me long before I found my singing voice, after the experience. It HAS BEEN 11 years.
Losing interest in the mundane is expected. Embrace the emptiness & space that it’s creating. Sit with it. Feel it. Don’t try to find something to replace it. If you can afford to, just sit in the void with regular meditation practice. Embrace the discomfort. Answers lie within so no need to go out & seek. You will know when you are ready 🙏
Hard is not the right word for it... in fact nothing is the right word for anything that happens after you see what is. But nonetheless, I shall use it. It is hard. I'm in the middle of what you are talking about now. I don't even dream anymore. So far, the only thing that springs to mind that I would possibly like to pick up again ,is Tai-Chi... probability because when you do that right, it is a meditation.
This happened to me too! I had a massive blowout awakening in 2022. Then lost interest in all the things I used to do. I used to love all kinds of music, making art, all sorts of things. It hasn’t really come back.I think much of it was wrapped up in personal identity. a lot of bad habits stopped at the same time. I drank too much. Was a workaholic. All that just evaporated.
I feel like the depth of this feeling happened just this past Winter. It seems to continue deepening. All I really want to do is just be in Nature and stare at Nature. I don’t really want to communicate with others. I’m wanting to improve my health which I’ve been working on for years. I have improved some but, now, my body is telling me that what has been working for me is the wrong path and I need to change direction again. I’ve not been given a clear direction yet so I’m waiting. My voice has changed to where it’s difficult to talk. My eyes are changing. I’m noticing a difference in my hearing and ability to smell getting stronger. I’ve always been able to feel things through empathic sensations and touch which is stronger. So, I find Nature, what is happening within me, and sleeping to be the highlights of my day. I’m super exhausted starting about a month ago; very little energy. I feel like I’m floating in a constant meditation. I lose my balance easily. I don’t have anything else to say. I feel unmotivated and I’m not sure that’s a “bad” thing.
I had my spiritual awakening in 2018 and went through a 2 year dark night of the soul. I was a designer, artist, painter, musician with a masters degree in business. I lost interest in everything. I realized that what is happening is a realignment of goals. Where before your goals centered around your ego you are being asked to create new higher goals centered around unity and growth. There is a new passion looking to be released inside you directed toward a new enlightened path.
@@neue01 Thank you for sharing. Has your path been revealed yet? It's been almost 5 years & I still don't have any new passions arising. Everything's still blah. I feel like I'm missing something or not doing something to push me in the right direction.
After 5 years, my path is just now starting to reveal itself. Things are slowly coming back into my life, but they are very difficult. And the things is, our paths are always changing and evolving. Even if we think we see the right path, it may change any moment. We have to be ready to accept, flow, and keep going. Trust the process. 😊
Hi I lost interest in everything too after listening and practicing lot of meditation and spiritual thinking and learning many philosophical theories.. so came here to search is that only me or anyone else is there who had experience like this I don't know what to do next guide me please
Experiencing the same
Same position idk what to do either
Both brilliant, would add Rupert Spira's work...
Its the cat/panther energy. Just not caring at all like you could stare at a wall for 10 seconds.
Or have the wildest aliens and beings come to you and just forget a few minutes later. No Passion
Even though you know you can create love and fun in your heart and hologram, your knowing is so deep that it is all ready perfect so you just stare at a wall instead lol.
Well the phrase ive been using for it is “dont wast your life”
That way you just aknowledge your alive and that you can activate your love to make it a better life.
Thank you for this video Holly. I lost interest in many things, I'd say almost everything, and it feels a bit crazy. This losing interest after the awakening is a recurrent thing. Stuff arises and I get excited about it for a while, generally a short time, and then it fades aways, constantly. It seems like people and situations are moving like the waves of a tide, always coming, always going, there is no time to catch them, and in the end the is no more reason to catch anything. Stuff happens and that's all 🤷♀️. I guess that's so very different from what we've been told that we can't easily grasp it. But children do, you can see that, I remember that. So projects lose any sense, purpose is no more. Just stuff, just life 😮😮😮 I'd say a leaf on a tree gets it all: it sprouts, it grows, it dries, it falls. It feels the air, the wind, the insects, other leaves, the night and the sun, the rain and the moist. It's an amazing experience, it's rich and full. No meaning, just what happens
To Holly and others with this problem, please look at these video on the subject by two great spiritual teachers:
Mooji on the Concept of 'You Must Have a Purpose'
Sunny Sharma on "Losing Interest In Life Activities Due To Spiritual Path, What To Do?"
Both brilliant 🙏
same same same. I quit dancing for 2 years(duting lockdown), I quit painting, I quit the painting club I was in, I worked in animation now I dont even work, I used to drink alot now hardly ever. I used to scour new House music everday but that stopped too. I stopped bc I realized all my passions were really to get something else, acceptance, or to prove something. Until recently. Its slowly returning. My artistic passions shifted from painting to video editing and typography, and I am dancing again, in a different style and community. I paint and draw every now and then.
It's so scary & confusing when this happens. I get why it has to happen to shed your old self & beliefs. But when all of it disappears in that period of nothingness & boredom, it's the worst! I'm so glad some of it started coming back to you. Same here, only in different forms. They aren't joking when they say you go to sleep 1 person, and wake up another.
This is happening to me and idk what to do about it. I have felt like this for years now . I had a spiritual awakening in 2018 and by 2020 my interest in things is gone. I love my husband and family but I am so depressed to live in this world. It’s been 4 long years of this and I beg god everyday for an answer of what to do idk what that answer is.
Surrender is the only way
I felt like this for the last three or four years. Every night, deeply searching my consciousness through meditation, angry and frustrated that the answers weren't available to me. I found that once I shifted from "asking" to "listening", the answers came to me easily.
As another user said, "surrender is the only way". I would whole heartedly agree with that sentiment.
Gratitude 🙏
be careful what you wish for
once you peek behind the curtain....
I have connected with the 7th dimension, angels and spirits. I have captured light angels in flight and I am able to speak with the deceased. I am about 90% contact. I have several videos about my connections. You enjoy photography. Try a new journey with the unseen! Capture in photography.
Still crying, don't know what next? Married to tf , from 21 years with one daughter. Sexually non compatible partners. He never got attracted to me but someone else. So now I don't know,tf or karmic
But he is the one and only man i feel in my lifetime I guess. Don't know what exactly going on in my life 😭
That's not awakening. Being awake means being aware. Reality is fascinating if your eyes are open and you're actually seeing it for a change. Reality replaces the nonsense you've had in your head. If you're crying all the time and getting depressed, this is not "awakening".
Crying is definitely a big part of it. Also if you “owe” tears they’re coming whether you like it or not…
@@PaulZelic_MITM No it's not.
@@PaulZelic_MITM Do you really believe the Buddha sat there crying and depressed for months on end? You're not talking about awakening.
@@wthomas5697 show me anyone who’s enlightened and I’ll show you someone who’s been through some serious hardship and trauma. Empathy/compassion/understanding and other traits often stem from these experiences. In fact show me someone who sits in comfort and I’ll show you someone who has experienced little growth. Our hearts are meant to first break at the state of it all… but it follows by joy/peace and understanding of our true nature. To say no pain happens in awakening id say go look at the people breaking going through it. The surrender process can be brutal. But to say they shouldn’t feel it could almost come across as gaslighting to what they’re experiencing and feeling as if something is wrong with them when in truth they’re navigating it often amazingly. Nothing but love and respect for the ones doing the work 👊❤️
@@wthomas5697 do you understand the process and intention of the dark night of the soul and alchemy?