this gives me a horrible vibe all the time and it’s makes me miss what i had as a child and it makes me hate making memories because i know i won’t live that again
i doubt it but even if this is true it is perfectly fine. it’s okay to be alone and i promise you loneliness isn’t as bad as it seems. i know you’re strong you got this.
This song reminds me of all the things I don’t have. I don’t have anything. I don’t have a dad. I don’t have a friend. I don’t have someone who loves me or even cares ab me. I am just a person and lately that doesn’t seem so bad. Being a regular person might be what I need. No strings attached. Just me and my own narrative. Should I book a ticket to Spain ? Like for yes. It would mean a lot.
Hey uh I’m extremely sorry. Even tho I don’t know you at all I just wanted to let you know, I love you. You are trying to value what you have but everything is turning your back on you and I know how you feel. You’re not alone and I hope you feel better because I know you’re better than this. (Sorry if my English is bad it’s mainly bc I speak other languages)
“Only after you give up everything, can you begin to find a way to be happy” -Bojack quote :) I feel the exact same way as you it’s so lonely being alone but I’m trying to take time away from people to improve my mental health and take care of myself. Once you’re comfortable alone you will realize that you never needed anyone. Maybe wanted but never needed. And yes change your environment! 🖤 I care about you and genuinely hope you will find happiness
To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic.Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
i feel like everyone's gonna end up having a s/o and then there's me, who probably won't ever find someone. everyone is always talkin about their bf/gf/other and the first thing that comes to mind is "i'm gonna end up being alone for the rest of my life." people use me, i can't even understand myself, i'm literally deeply disgusted by myself sometimes, and i'm just complicated to understand. i want someone to love me endlessly, i want to feel how i've made everyone feel
you’re not alone this is me exactly. i’m tired of being used and being kind and giving love and ending up all alone feeling like i’m nothing. it makes me feel worse every time. we deserve better
@@cutebitch5251 At the end of the day I think, its all for something. Something good will happen. I’m sure it will. We just need to persevere and accept ourselves for who we are.
I just physically cant do it anymore. I've tried so hard to keep up, to deal with it, etc. I dint want to kill myself, I just wanna disappear for a little and come back when I feel okay enough, yk...?
I’m scared of the bad days, because I’m sacred that I will fall back into the endless spiral of bad days being the normal. And I’m scared because it took so much suffering and effort to be pulled out of the spiral in the first place. What if the next time I fall into the bottomless pit of the depression; it’s actually bottomless and there is no way to climb out.
I can’t believe this is one of Alex g’s biggest songs right now, I used to think it was one of his most underrated songs like 5 years ago. So happy to see he’s getting the recognition he deserves right now
He opened up last night it such it kills me knowing how he’s in pain he doesn’t show it man I love this dude he’s the strongest and smartest boy I’ve meet
@@leahobrien4973 Bedroom - in my head, Grouper - Poison tree, Patrick Watson - Je te laisserai des mots, SYML - Where's my love, Mitski - I bet on losing dogs, Jagger Fin - Vas, PSY - Gangnam style.
Hey I’m sorry for everything you’re going through. I’m just gonna let you know that you’re not a second choice because there’s 7.8 more billion people out there who may love you and you don’t know it. I know how you feel because I’ve been alone, afraid, discarded, and hurting but I will be flat out honest with you because the pain and emotions your feeling right now need to be let out because that battle your fighting right now, will soon start to fade because your a strong , beautiful, smart person and you’ve managed to fight this battle for so long. Please don’t give up. I love you and I hope you will end the battle soon. :)
This is exactly how i feel when my friends open up to me, i really hate seeing them in so much pain and sadness and they hide it so well. I just wish that i can take away all their pain, and do more yk. I love them so much I’d never want to lose either of them.
Don't get hung on petty things String the sinner by his wings In his head a brittle bone The world is full of fishes But I trust you But I trust you But I trust Stick your finger in the hole A thousand watts but you're not sold Make you hurt, we love you more
every part of me fades away and it’s slipping further and further away from me, i can’t connect to who i am because for so long i have lost reality on who i am and i create all these ideal versions of myself to become better for those around me because i don’t deserve them
Imagine people bullying you to the point were you have so much body dysmorphia and don’t really know how you look like and now you’re insecure about every little thing you do and can’t stop anxiety making your hands shake every time you’re in a public setting like school
I don’t know who needs to read this. I’m writing this at 2 am alone in my bed, alone. I’ve never felt more alone than this. And I know someone out there is feeling the same way. And I wanna tell you something things will get bad and then get better, bad and better so your wanna know my advice? live every minute. Everything will be beautiful and the next minute will be awful. Live all of it. Live your life. Start being productive, even if you are alone because you know what? I’m your life you will always be by your side. Everyone will leave and this is why you have to love every bit of yourself we be the best version of yourself. I believe in you. I believe you will get off your bed and start eating healthy. Start working out and taking care of yourself. I know it’s hard but I know your stronger than this. You got this and I can’t be more proud of you. Wipe your tears alone because I know no one will be there to do that. Tell yourself your beautiful because no one will be there to do that. forgive yourself and forgive everyone. Stay strong my love
This makes me feel like wow, life goes by so fast and death really isn’t in the movies. It’s real and can happen any moment. This song kinda helps you accept it.
*you know, ever since we were little, I would get this feeling like... Like I'm floating outside of my body, looking down at myself... And I hate what I see... How I'm acting, the way I sound. And I don't know how to change it. And I'm so scared... That the feeling is never gonna go away.* :)
FINALLY i've been looking for this song for the past 8 years shoutout to the girl on kik who i used to exchange music links with if you're reading this i hope you're doing well
Man these songs put me in comfort but also make me cry, but I have no tears left for me to, so I just cry from the inside with the pain floating around and pinching and breaking my heart more
I’m so tired and yet I stay up so late...I realized I need the tv on to sleep not for the noise but I guess just to not feel so alone... I don’t even really feel anything not happy not sad nothing but I guess I’m just being dramatic but I no longer even want to be here.
It takes a long time to realise how truly miserable you are, and even longer to see that it doesn't have to be that way. Only after you give up everything, can you begin to find a way to be happy?
It hurts because this is the song I used to cry and listen to when my depression was really bad… I have never felt that type of pain and sadness and I hope nobody has to go through something like that
I have depression or something similar, I thought it was bipolarity because i had times of euphoria, but I don't know yet what exactly it is, I'm so confused and cant take it anymore
@zenitsuagatsuma9076 I know someone who was trying to save someone else from jumping off a parking garage. He said the screaming is the worst part and you never forget it.
Whomever you are, wherever you are, no matter how hard it gets. I believe in you. And I'll always believe in you no matter what. Even if you can't bare to look yourself in the mirror I'll be here wishing the best for each and every one of you. Pick yourself up and keep fighting the good fight. 💖
i don’t even feel like i’m real anymore and life is just a game with someone playing and when they lose a part of me falls apart of me i just want to go back like how everything was normal and happy now i don’t eat and sleep i haven’t ate in 3 fucking days i feel drained from life like i can’t do this anymore
The start hurts me so much it sounds like someone or yourself really trying to be fragile with you and careful but at the same time breaking down seeing how broken you are. And they (or yourself) are telling you to get up or not to let yourself go. (I'm aware the lyrics don't say that) I just don't know how to explain how it makes me feel
Honestly im fed up with everyone and everything, its not that the people I hang around are bad, theyre just draining -mentally- and thats not anyones fault, I just feel different and i know im not the only one who feels like this
i’ve been in my room all day. I don’t leave my room, i don’t go outside. I don’t talk to people. i’m quiet. all i do is lie in my bed and be on my phone. I wish it wasn’t like this
this feels like realizing your s/o fell out of love with you and they haven't realized it yet, so you just watch and wait for it all to crumble down in silence.
⚠️TW MENTIONS OF DEATH SH AND RANTING⚠️ my dad had a heart attack yesterday and he’s on life support rn. he’s probably not gonna make it. i barely got to see him because my parents are divorced and he’s always in and out of the hospital. i miss him i don’t want him to die. i can’t do anything but cry. i want my fucking dad back. i got to see him five days ago in the hospital, he was “fine” (he has a heart condition and diabetes so he is never really fine) he was supposed to leave the day after i saw him. i thought he was gonna be okay. i’m only 13. he won’t get to see me get my license or walk me down the isle when i get married, he won’t get to see my kids if i have them. he’s gonna miss so much of my life. i can’t do this anymore. all i can do is cry, look at pictures of him, and cuddle with the stuffed animals and blankets i got with/from him. i want one of his sweatshirts. i miss his scent. i want to have anything that i get get that’ll remind me of him. UPDATE: my mom came home an hour after this comment was posted and gave me an update. he’s dead. he was fighting his heart problems for 8-9 years. he’s not in pain anymore but i miss him. update #2: the funeral was the hardest thing to go through. my grandpa was crying on and off it was so hard to watch. he kept going up to his casket and crying, going off to the side to cry, come back to his casket and like rub mh dads arm and then go back to his seat. he did that over and over again until the funeral started and then when the funeral service was over and the he went up to kid casket and started balling. he kissed his forehead and i started SOBBING. i watched my grandpa just stare at his body in the casket, i actually went up to see my dads body before they closed the casket. i didn’t do it at the visitation because i was scared too but i did it at the funeral. i started crying even harder when they closed his casket. i’ll never see him again. its been two months. two months exactly. i havent talked to him since june 6th. i miss him so much its not even funny. i want him back so bad, i understand he isnt in pain anymore but i still want him back. its almost been 4 months. i miss him so much :/ its gonna be 5 months on thursday. the holidays are coming up and its gonna be the first without my dad. im not ready. its been almost 7 months. idk what to do anymore. the holidays were so hard. its been a little over 6 months. i miss him, its been 7 months. i hate it here. it’s almost been a year and a half. it’s definitely gotten easier but it hurts. i resent my dad, i don’t think he cared about me. he was never around, he never made an effort to talk to me, he kind of just left me and came back to visit every once in a while. i understand that he was sick but i wish he made an effort.
2020 was completely dark for a lot of people, I was hoping that 2021 would be a better year for everyone including my family. But bad news after bad news struck our family. My depression has been crippling. I’m trying so hard to stay strong. Do it for myself. My loved ones. My eyes hurt from all the crying. I’m holding on to so much hope. I know things haven’t been okay, but I just want everything to be okay. Please.
This song makes me cry and realize how lonely I am, and how I can’t open up to anyone, and I lost my only friend. I’m tired of doing the same thing everyday, hating how I look. I don’t want to die but i’m just tired of it.
I'm 15 years old and this Song gives me memories from my drug and alcholic abuse times.. and fake friends but i'm doing better now! I stopped drugs, alcohol and went my own way without my fake friends! And i'm really happy and proud about myself that i went that way! It wasn't easy...
This sound is how I explain the feeling of heartbreak with my ex. It’s calming and goodbye yet it fucking hurts and you can tell the deepness of pain in this song yet it’s so calm= heartbreak😞
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this is what it feels like, when you cant cry, but you really want to.
fr i havent been able to proper;y cry in almost a yeat and its so fucking shit
it feels the other way around, you pretentious zoomer. I can cry, but I won't do it.
this song honestly just makes me want to cry and I cry very rarely
Exactly how I feel.
SAME LOL
I kin this comment
me too😔
Literally I was listening to this in class cause our teacher lets us listen to music and man I wanted to burst in tears
this gives me a horrible vibe all the time and it’s makes me miss what i had as a child and it makes me hate making memories because i know i won’t live that again
same
wow I thought I was the only one
this.
same
Oh my god
im going to be alone my entire life.
no you won’t. 🤍
Me too probably
Me too but that's ok, we don't need to die with another. Society has taught us you have to have a lover when you die but why?
i doubt it but even if this is true it is perfectly fine. it’s okay to be alone and i promise you loneliness isn’t as bad as it seems. i know you’re strong you got this.
I already know I’ll be alone for most my life but I’m perfectly okay with that life is beautiful.
does it hurt anybody elses heart when they hear the start, its like all the memories as a child hit you
yeah :/
Yeah, and then reality hits you so much (well, for me)
Yeah and it fucking sucks
THE BEGINNING IS THE ONE THAT MAKES ME CRY SO HARD THEN THE SONG JUST UNRAVELS -
@@x6ylo248 THIS
0:20 my favorite part
yes
yep too
samee
samee
pls this is so perfect. i literally listen to this atleast 10 times a day.
me too‼️ it’s such a good song
no because fr. it’s been on loop since i got home from school😕
sameeee
Still listen it?
Same and I cry to it every time lmao
This song reminds me of all the things I don’t have. I don’t have anything. I don’t have a dad. I don’t have a friend. I don’t have someone who loves me or even cares ab me. I am just a person and lately that doesn’t seem so bad. Being a regular person might be what I need. No strings attached. Just me and my own narrative. Should I book a ticket to Spain ? Like for yes. It would mean a lot.
Hey uh I’m extremely sorry. Even tho I don’t know you at all I just wanted to let you know, I love you. You are trying to value what you have but everything is turning your back on you and I know how you feel. You’re not alone and I hope you feel better because I know you’re better than this. (Sorry if my English is bad it’s mainly bc I speak other languages)
“Only after you give up everything, can you begin to find a way to be happy” -Bojack quote :)
I feel the exact same way as you it’s so lonely being alone but I’m trying to take time away from people to improve my mental health and take care of myself. Once you’re comfortable alone you will realize that you never needed anyone. Maybe wanted but never needed. And yes change your environment! 🖤 I care about you and genuinely hope you will find happiness
Deberias visitar españa si si
To the person who read this,
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic.Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here.
I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend.
“Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
have a good day and great years.
I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
You deserve all of these things too and thanks for this comment i literally cried
I read this entire thing and broke down. You deserve the world, your soul is do kind, thankyou ♡♡
Wow
You are such a wise person.
Thank you
This song sounds like the feeling of guilt/regret/emptiness/ or possibly wanting to cry but can't no matter how hard u try
i feel like everyone's gonna end up having a s/o and then there's me,
who probably won't ever find someone.
everyone is always talkin about their bf/gf/other
and the first thing that comes to mind is
"i'm gonna end up being alone for the rest of my life."
people use me, i can't even understand myself,
i'm literally deeply disgusted by myself sometimes,
and i'm just complicated to understand.
i want someone to love me endlessly,
i want to feel how i've made everyone feel
you’re not alone this is me exactly. i’m tired of being used and being kind and giving love and ending up all alone feeling like i’m nothing. it makes me feel worse every time. we deserve better
@@cutebitch5251 At the end of the day I think, its all for something. Something good will happen. I’m sure it will. We just need to persevere and accept ourselves for who we are.
@@BWG05 yes!! i’m in a way better place now. we can do this
,,i want to feel how i've made everyone feel'
same. same...
Nobody likes me. I always screw everything up
I just physically cant do it anymore. I've tried so hard to keep up, to deal with it, etc.
I dint want to kill myself, I just wanna disappear for a little and come back when I feel okay enough, yk...?
Same
Hi! Just checking in on you :) How're you doing? You're a very strong person and I hope you're okay.
Hey, how are you?
i feel u
u still alive?
I’m scared of the bad days, because I’m sacred that I will fall back into the endless spiral of bad days being the normal. And I’m scared because it took so much suffering and effort to be pulled out of the spiral in the first place. What if the next time I fall into the bottomless pit of the depression; it’s actually bottomless and there is no way to climb out.
How did u do it😩
This song has so much power that it can bring back memories you wished you never remembered
UGGG YESS this song is just CHEFS KISSSSS
LITERALLY it’s my comfort song
@@klovero9781 FR
I can’t believe this is one of Alex g’s biggest songs right now, I used to think it was one of his most underrated songs like 5 years ago. So happy to see he’s getting the recognition he deserves right now
He opened up last night it such it kills me knowing how he’s in pain he doesn’t show it man I love this dude he’s the strongest and smartest boy I’ve meet
i know this feeling, im sorry you both go through this stuff, I really hope it gets better
i come back to this song everyday.
life feels like this song rn and “i was all over her” 👍💕💕
man.
that song has a lot of emotions
istg if this song becomes the new i was all over her i'm gonna kms
Do u know any songs w the same vibe as those
@@leahobrien4973 Bedroom - in my head, Grouper - Poison tree, Patrick Watson - Je te laisserai des mots, SYML - Where's my love, Mitski - I bet on losing dogs, Jagger Fin - Vas, PSY - Gangnam style.
I just now realised I'm everybodys last choice...nice
I'm so sorry :( I hope you're okay. And remember, you'll be some ones first choice someday
i feel u
Hey I’m sorry for everything you’re going through. I’m just gonna let you know that you’re not a second choice because there’s 7.8 more billion people out there who may love you and you don’t know it. I know how you feel because I’ve been alone, afraid, discarded, and hurting but I will be flat out honest with you because the pain and emotions your feeling right now need to be let out because that battle your fighting right now, will soon start to fade because your a strong , beautiful, smart person and you’ve managed to fight this battle for so long. Please don’t give up. I love you and I hope you will end the battle soon. :)
same
Feel u …
i know being dead wouldn't solve anything but boy it does feel tempting
right
This is exactly how i feel when my friends open up to me, i really hate seeing them in so much pain and sadness and they hide it so well. I just wish that i can take away all their pain, and do more yk. I love them so much I’d never want to lose either of them.
life is starting to feel a little like this song again
this song is loving your parents and then realising how much they’ve wronged you and how much better you’d be away from them
Don't get hung on petty things
String the sinner by his wings
In his head a brittle bone
The world is full of fishes
But I trust you
But I trust you
But I trust
Stick your finger in the hole
A thousand watts but you're not sold
Make you hurt, we love you more
sagol canim
every part of me fades away and it’s slipping further and further away from me, i can’t connect to who i am because for so long i have lost reality on who i am and i create all these ideal versions of myself to become better for those around me because i don’t deserve them
im so so sorry for that 💔
Imagine people bullying you to the point were you have so much body dysmorphia and don’t really know how you look like and now you’re insecure about every little thing you do and can’t stop anxiety making your hands shake every time you’re in a public setting like school
@@kaylahoskins literally i feel you and i hope you are okay
it’s so good
this song just gives me such a unique feeling. It feels like when you've reached your limit but don't know where to go once you've reached it.
this song is what i mean when i say im tired
THIS
i just want the beginning part looped :(
AHHHHH YES
@@idk-vy1qq it’s so sad but relaxingggg!
@@livversk8636 fr😫
SAME BRO
Yeahhh Same
I don’t know who needs to read this. I’m writing this at 2 am alone in my bed, alone. I’ve never felt more alone than this. And I know someone out there is feeling the same way. And I wanna tell you something things will get bad and then get better, bad and better so your wanna know my advice? live every minute. Everything will be beautiful and the next minute will be awful. Live all of it. Live your life. Start being productive, even if you are alone because you know what? I’m your life you will always be by your side. Everyone will leave and this is why you have to love every bit of yourself we be the best version of yourself. I believe in you. I believe you will get off your bed and start eating healthy. Start working out and taking care of yourself. I know it’s hard but I know your stronger than this. You got this and I can’t be more proud of you. Wipe your tears alone because I know no one will be there to do that. Tell yourself your beautiful because no one will be there to do that. forgive yourself and forgive everyone. Stay strong my love
Are you alright my friend?
I haven’t cried in so long and this song helped me pour it all out..so grateful to have this song in my life
this song makes me see all the truth and the truth hurts me. On the other hand, I can't help but think that it's all just a game of my mind.
OMG THIS SOUNDS SO GOOD WHAT I DIDNT KNOW THIS SONG EXISTED
I can’t cry anymore and I feel like I’m alone, a nobody who lost everyone I’ve ever cared for especially my childhood best friend
This makes me feel like wow, life goes by so fast and death really isn’t in the movies. It’s real and can happen any moment. This song kinda helps you accept it.
If you grew up in a broken family you deserve so much better
thank you
Thanks bro
Only after u give up everything can u begin to find a way to be happy.
you know ever since we were little i would get this feeling like i'm home.
*you know, ever since we were little, I would get this feeling like... Like I'm floating outside of my body, looking down at myself... And I hate what I see... How I'm acting, the way I sound. And I don't know how to change it. And I'm so scared... That the feeling is never gonna go away.* :)
@@Gregthealiengirl dessociation
i have been listening to this on repeat for an hour and crying.
The song makes you wonder if you're really happy
This song reminds me of what you feel like when you look out of a car window when it's raining and it's all grey and you feel no emotions
YES
this sound slowed down is what depression sounds like
FINALLY i've been looking for this song for the past 8 years shoutout to the girl on kik who i used to exchange music links with if you're reading this i hope you're doing well
thank you
listened to this a few times a day for the month
TYSMMM THIS IS SO GOOD!!!!
I physically cannot stop crying anytime I listen to this song…
THANK U IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS
no problem :)
Man these songs put me in comfort but also make me cry, but I have no tears left for me to, so I just cry from the inside with the pain floating around and pinching and breaking my heart more
“'The pain you've been feeling can't compare to the joy that is coming. ' - Romans 8:18”
amen dude, love this verse. ty i needed it rn
Amen :'(
Thx
this song is really beautiful
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i love this song so much
I’m so tired and yet I stay up so late...I realized I need the tv on to sleep not for the noise but I guess just to not feel so alone... I don’t even really feel anything not happy not sad nothing but I guess I’m just being dramatic but I no longer even want to be here.
Same
Oml same
It takes a long time to realise how truly miserable you are, and even longer to see that it doesn't have to be that way. Only after you give up everything, can you begin to find a way to be happy?
this song is the best thing ive ever heard
and this is when crying becomes a normal everyday thing, yk. 😜
😜
I cry to this song, it makes my whole life play in my memories and it hits me hard
i feel like it's slowly killing me, the melody and the way the instruments sound hurts me so much, i can't help but cry when i hear it
i love this pls-
It hurts because this is the song I used to cry and listen to when my depression was really bad… I have never felt that type of pain and sadness and I hope nobody has to go through something like that
I have depression or something similar, I thought it was bipolarity because i had times of euphoria, but I don't know yet what exactly it is, I'm so confused and cant take it anymore
my heart hurts so bad
0:20 when the best hits you jump off a building and all your happiest memories play in your head
fuck that shit.
*Expectation* : *Plays happy memories in your head while falling*
*Reality* : *Screaming in fear and regret while falling*
@zenitsuagatsuma9076 I know someone who was trying to save someone else from jumping off a parking garage. He said the screaming is the worst part and you never forget it.
Whomever you are, wherever you are, no matter how hard it gets. I believe in you. And I'll always believe in you no matter what. Even if you can't bare to look yourself in the mirror I'll be here wishing the best for each and every one of you.
Pick yourself up and keep fighting the good fight. 💖
this song makes it seem like everything is okay when it’s not
i don’t even feel like i’m real anymore and life is just a game with someone playing and when they lose a part of me falls apart of me i just want to go back like how everything was normal and happy now i don’t eat and sleep i haven’t ate in 3 fucking days i feel drained from life like i can’t do this anymore
The start hurts me so much it sounds like someone or yourself really trying to be fragile with you and careful but at the same time breaking down seeing how broken you are. And they (or yourself) are telling you to get up or not to let yourself go. (I'm aware the lyrics don't say that) I just don't know how to explain how it makes me feel
Like someone finding you broken or on the floor dying and the person's just trying to pick you back up together while crying and talking to you
Honestly im fed up with everyone and everything, its not that the people I hang around are bad, theyre just draining -mentally- and thats not anyones fault, I just feel different and i know im not the only one who feels like this
he makes every sad song sound like a love song to me…in a non-toxic way ahha
I want one hour version 😭😭😭
there is a one hour version
@@heidymarroquin9898 it isn’t
@@mehreen.6967 there is its made 3 weeks ago
@@tianypollet7056 oh sorry i read it as “this is a one hour version”
@@mehreen.6967 me too
This song just reminds me that I’ll always be put last or used.
samesies
this describes how i feel when i’m exhausted
kind of feel like i’m slowly sinking down again… like why can’t things just stay as was.
as if I was on the water and there was only me and my thoughts on the earth. It's like everybody's drowning, like life is trying to keep me from death
Why you all want to cry listening this? This music makes me smile, relief
i’ve been in my room all day. I don’t leave my room, i don’t go outside. I don’t talk to people. i’m quiet. all i do is lie in my bed and be on my phone. I wish it wasn’t like this
this feels like realizing your s/o fell out of love with you and they haven't realized it yet, so you just watch and wait for it all to crumble down in silence.
I don't see myself ever escaping this abyss.
Literally love this song, best part would have to be 1:56
I love this song sm
i wish i could tell my 2018 self it would be okay. even thought it’s still not i was too young.
This song brings back so many memories .
I don’t usually like slowed songs but this is so good.
A certain man called Takezo bring me here.
⚠️TW MENTIONS OF DEATH SH AND RANTING⚠️
my dad had a heart attack yesterday and he’s on life support rn. he’s probably not gonna make it. i barely got to see him because my parents are divorced and he’s always in and out of the hospital. i miss him i don’t want him to die. i can’t do anything but cry. i want my fucking dad back. i got to see him five days ago in the hospital, he was “fine” (he has a heart condition and diabetes so he is never really fine) he was supposed to leave the day after i saw him. i thought he was gonna be okay. i’m only 13. he won’t get to see me get my license or walk me down the isle when i get married, he won’t get to see my kids if i have them. he’s gonna miss so much of my life. i can’t do this anymore. all i can do is cry, look at pictures of him, and cuddle with the stuffed animals and blankets i got with/from him. i want one of his sweatshirts. i miss his scent. i want to have anything that i get get that’ll remind me of him.
UPDATE: my mom came home an hour after this comment was posted and gave me an update. he’s dead. he was fighting his heart problems for 8-9 years. he’s not in pain anymore but i miss him.
update #2: the funeral was the hardest thing to go through. my grandpa was crying on and off it was so hard to watch. he kept going up to his casket and crying, going off to the side to cry, come back to his casket and like rub mh dads arm and then go back to his seat. he did that over and over again until the funeral started and then when the funeral service was over and the he went up to kid casket and started balling. he kissed his forehead and i started SOBBING. i watched my grandpa just stare at his body in the casket, i actually went up to see my dads body before they closed the casket. i didn’t do it at the visitation because i was scared too but i did it at the funeral. i started crying even harder when they closed his casket. i’ll never see him again.
its been two months. two months exactly. i havent talked to him since june 6th. i miss him so much its not even funny. i want him back so bad, i understand he isnt in pain anymore but i still want him back.
its almost been 4 months. i miss him so much :/
its gonna be 5 months on thursday. the holidays are coming up and its gonna be the first without my dad. im not ready.
its been almost 7 months. idk what to do anymore. the holidays were so hard. its been a little over 6 months. i miss him,
its been 7 months. i hate it here.
it’s almost been a year and a half. it’s definitely gotten easier but it hurts. i resent my dad, i don’t think he cared about me. he was never around, he never made an effort to talk to me, he kind of just left me and came back to visit every once in a while. i understand that he was sick but i wish he made an effort.
oh my god i hope your okay you shouldn’t have to be going through this
I’m so sorry. You don’t deserve that. May he rest easy. :(
This comment made me cry frfr
2020 was completely dark for a lot of people, I was hoping that 2021 would be a better year for everyone including my family. But bad news after bad news struck our family. My depression has been crippling. I’m trying so hard to stay strong. Do it for myself. My loved ones. My eyes hurt from all the crying. I’m holding on to so much hope. I know things haven’t been okay, but I just want everything to be okay. Please.
this song destroys me but comforts
reading some comments makes me cry even more
this song is literally so good and it is definitely my favorite but it makes me cry because of old memories i made as a kid
This is the best thing
I FOUND IT!! LET'S GOOOOOO
This song makes me cry and realize how lonely I am, and how I can’t open up to anyone, and I lost my only friend. I’m tired of doing the same thing everyday, hating how I look. I don’t want to die but i’m just tired of it.
i don’t know why i am always sad at night in the day i feel fine
@@ili7046 hey if you wanna talk im here...
@@ili7046 ik its been 10mo but hey if u wanna open up im here
makes me think of all my regrets and how I wish I could change things.
this song just tbh..makes me feel empty. just me? all my childhood memories flood back, those who are now gone, just everything. is it just me?
me just listening to this song and reading these comments are making me cry so hard🤧😕
love this
BUT I TRUST YOUUUU
it hurts to listen to this song....remembering the memories.
I'm 15 years old and this Song gives me memories from my drug and alcholic abuse times.. and fake friends but i'm doing better now! I stopped drugs, alcohol and went my own way without my fake friends! And i'm really happy and proud about myself that i went that way! It wasn't easy...
im so happy for you, i hope your life would be full of abundance, prosperity and happiness
This sound is how I explain the feeling of heartbreak with my ex. It’s calming and goodbye yet it fucking hurts and you can tell the deepness of pain in this song yet it’s so calm= heartbreak😞
why do i feel like this.
i want to hide somewhere where nothing bad will find me again, i want to feel safe. im so fragile.
The instrumental omg. It’s like a depression downfall