Your a cutie Jen. I wish I could jump throught the screen and hold you to comfort you and let you know things are gonna be alright.I was really fucked up on benzos and adderall and withdrawal was relentless ,torture.I was as bad as I think humanly possible..I thought I was gonna be in that state forever and wanted to hang it up..I have gotton better since thankfully.. There is light at the end of this dark,demented tunnel..I promise! If you think I'm bullshitting you,I'll let you punch me in the face multiple times to release some stress..haha..your adorable I wish you nothing but everything good...peace ,love & light xo
Hang in there girl it just takes time and you will feel better... Signs that you are struggling means that you are healing but it's a slow process as you know windows and waves. Once you experience healing it is the best feeling in the world don't let the bad days drag you down. You've come a long way!
I can't understand a benzo reduction BUT I can understand how strong you are!!! You are a pillar of strength! Plus, you have a son to be a mommy to! xxoo I don't know how you do it. I find some days I struggle with my pets, let alone a child. YOU CAN DO THIS BECAUSE YOU ARE DOING THIS!!!
Amazing video. Really moving. Wherever you find the courage -- I do find it amazing! And you know the strangest thing? Where you said towards the end, "The bad thing is that I feel apathetic". But your feelings come through really strongly on all your videos, especially this one. You seem a long, long way from apathy. I hope things pick up for you! :)
I thought about this and watched it back and yes you are so right. I guess feelings catch up to you where you really do feel that way but things just get so jumbled up you don't even know what you're feeling anymore. If that makes sense.
family and friends will not...cannot.. understand what this is like. rely on people who have been through this...you may communicate with me anytime you need..I will answer as quick as I see your post..don't hesitate..I am a stranger but we are benzo related!!!
I love your videos. I did post a comment on one. It was very helpful information and I could really relate to what you were saying. And yes you are right, we are benzo related even though I wish we didn't have to be in that situation
I know this video is a couple years old but what benzo were you tapering off of and how much were your cuts? Thank you. Please let me know how you're doing now, two years later.
Your a cutie Jen. I wish I could jump throught the screen and hold you to comfort you and let you know things are gonna be alright.I was really fucked up on benzos and adderall and withdrawal was relentless ,torture.I was as bad as I think humanly possible..I thought I was gonna be in that state forever and wanted to hang it up..I have gotton better since thankfully.. There is light at the end of this dark,demented tunnel..I promise! If you think I'm bullshitting you,I'll let you punch me in the face multiple times to release some stress..haha..your adorable I wish you nothing but everything good...peace ,love & light xo
Hang in there girl it just takes time and you will feel better... Signs that you are struggling means that you are healing but it's a slow process as you know windows and waves. Once you experience healing it is the best feeling in the world don't let the bad days drag you down. You've come a long way!
Thank you so much :) and wow I can't wait for that day.
I can't understand a benzo reduction BUT I can understand how strong you are!!! You are a pillar of strength! Plus, you have a son to be a mommy to! xxoo I don't know how you do it. I find some days I struggle with my pets, let alone a child. YOU CAN DO THIS BECAUSE YOU ARE DOING THIS!!!
You make my day, Rachel, ALWAYS know the right thing to say
Amazing video. Really moving. Wherever you find the courage -- I do find it amazing! And you know the strangest thing? Where you said towards the end, "The bad thing is that I feel apathetic". But your feelings come through really strongly on all your videos, especially this one. You seem a long, long way from apathy. I hope things pick up for you! :)
I thought about this and watched it back and yes you are so right. I guess feelings catch up to you where you really do feel that way but things just get so jumbled up you don't even know what you're feeling anymore. If that makes sense.
It makes perfect sense.
I'm really sorry that you're going through such a horrible time. I think you look great, though, and I really enjoy your videos.
Thank you so much, Christopher!
Hang in there darling, it will get better. Much love
family and friends will not...cannot.. understand what this is like. rely on people who have been through this...you may communicate with me anytime you need..I will answer as quick as I see your post..don't hesitate..I am a stranger but we are benzo related!!!
I love your videos. I did post a comment on one. It was very helpful information and I could really relate to what you were saying. And yes you are right, we are benzo related even though I wish we didn't have to be in that situation
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I know this video is a couple years old but what benzo were you tapering off of and how much were your cuts? Thank you. Please let me know how you're doing now, two years later.