I used to go to the cemetery when I felt exceptionally lonely as a kid, and although I never admitted it, I used to think about the idea of dying alone. I kept trying to make myself feel afraid of it because I felt that If I did, maybe I wouldn't feel alone anymore. I would try hard enough to avoid it. But I couldn't focus long enough, my mind always escaped to the idea of how poetic it is that I visited the dead more than those mourned them, and then I realised, maybe we don't actually die alone, someone in the world, some boy or girl is keeping the dead company just like I was. And somehow, that comforted me more, because even If I could fear dying alone, I know that someone would be there with me, even if I wasn't conscious of it. Someone would be reading my last few words, truly listening, and trying to understand what they actually meant, to them.
But yet as we never die alone, we are left to be forsaken together. Peaceful is the silence of the dead, but wretched grief is their reality. When their families no longer pay their annual fees upon keeping their graves, it is left forgotten. Even the dead can't find peace from this vile world.
I used to sit at murals and talk out loud and tell them my Thoughts and hopefully ask them to take care of me and help me Avoid anything that lead to death but always hoped they were doing great and wished them the best I. The other side but I get it a complete stranger to the mural and appeared everyday without fail never saw anyone there until the city took it down
I remember watching donnie darko for the first time, was at 3am, and I couldn't sleep. I was at a very lonely point in my life, the whole movie felt like a weird dream and I loved every minute of it.
Feeling alone. I'm usually feeling alone, when I'm at school, at home, out in public. no matter how many people are around me i still feel alone. as a man i can say this in front of "friends" because its "corny" and "'emo" but for real, I'm so alone. at school all i do is be annoying or be quite, at home i sit in my room just on my phone or doing homework. my first suicidal thought was when i 10, now it wasnt like, im gonna kms, but it was like "damn i wish i could die right now". i just got home from school, i brought a bad mark home, and i showed it too my mum, she said im going to fail blah blah blah but then she said, " this is why ____ (my sister) is my favorite" now, 10 year old me didnt fight back or cry infront of her, but that night i slept for 2 hours becuase i cried all night. it was only my first time feeling alone, i was thinking that its just me and that no one rlly loves me. thats it jazak allah, may Allah bless every1 reading this have a good day 😄
We found out she had cancer after I proposed at age 22. We started dating at 14(she said we’re going to marry bcuz we were the same age). 11 years straight of pure euphoria no split than she lost the battle… & I lost her at 25… I’m 27 now & i believe i may have died with her. All that’s left is a smiling shell.
Wow man, that's beyond sad but things will get better but before they do, you will feel that for a long time. Hell, even after things get better it will stick with you, but never forget who you are, remember her, and try to make the best from what you still have.
It is honestly an achievement in itself that you’re still around. I can’t say whether or not it will get better but I hope it does. God bless man. I hope she is smiling down on you from heaven waiting to see you again.
loneliness is when you are among people and you feel on a completely different side, you hear the voices of others blurry and inaudible and an emptiness devours you from within, you feel weak, you would like to cry, sometimes it happens to you, sometimes you are alone and you watch people having to tide you, and you stand aside by yourself, and the cycle repeats itself.
A lot of you are Alone, but you Really Dont Have to Be. This is merely the Beginning there is no End its just another chapter where shall you start again .
Brain: Time to take over. You can keep hurting yourself. I won’t allow it to happen. Heart: Depressed and always sleeping. Brain: Your giving up aren’t u. Despite are differences I love u bro. Ima always stay with u even if we in the same body. We will die eventually. But from now I’ll keep things together
Y’all be saying this song be making you sad or like the comments are sad and because of that is making you sad. No bullshit if you get sad it’s because these comments and songs you relate to it and every time you listen to a sad song you really think about your life
Reading these comments now I know I’m not the only person who goes through a rough period of life but all I can do is keep my chin up and stand tall bc through thick and thin it’s u against the world don’t forget that and never get to comfortable but just enjoy life rip to my brother chance Gilbert football was fun with u Evan know coach made us run like he.l
Being so alone has lead me to make an unimaginable amount of mistakes… like i truly don’t care about myself anymore, emotional less, about just everything .
I love being alone but feeling lonely is something ill never forgive myself for; I will never forgive myself for the times I never tried and forced myself to have someone by my side. I always looked after myself; I'm a young girl who should never have gone through what I went through. I should have had a happy childhood, but I didn't, and I will never get that back. I will never get to experience that, ever. I hate everything
I can relate to you, but see it like this. Those days are gone right? They can’t be brought back and you can’t change them. But you still have control over your present and future, so change that to whatever you will.
@@Forit26 They already know that, I wonder really. What the people writing these comments really want. Im not too good at "Humaning". Someone to recognize their pain? forgive them? Tell them its not their fault? Im just curious, If i learn this maybe it will give me insight into myself.
@@WorldKeepsSpinnin I am aware that they “know” but knowing and realising is very different, many people know how bad certain habits are, but they don’t realize the consequences
it's done. I left. I left the school that gave me joy, memories, smiles, tears, giggles, laughs, friends, drama, and even the little things. My whole life spent of memories will disappear soon enough. I moved to another school, breaking down in the washroom remembering it's not the same anymore. new chapter in my life and there I'm off to a new country. now I'm not noticeable anywhere. not even my school. Dear Ariana, i pray that you get better full of those enjoyable moments.
I feel you bro, it happend to me. I remember that night when I found out I was moving I cried so much. You can get through this. Trust me everything is going to be okay
@@ynlippe6462thank you. Yeah I’m fine honestly, me and my boyfriend are getting distant from each other. But other then that I’m fine! And I’m glad your alright🤗
I often stared up at the trees in envy as their leaves glided on the wind, to myself I would think they were waving to me. I’d Laugh softly at my loneliness, finding comfort in a thought like that. It’s absurd. Isn’t it?
i dont fear death, what i fear is not begaining to live. not achiving succsess, i am afraid of failure, a failure as a person. you dont actually matter to anyone, the only one that matters is you so be in your best potential. Both physically and mentally, all your fears will stop mattering when you start working on your self, death should not phase you, i feel that nothing matters but i dont actually know if i truly belive in it. like i fear death but it does not phase me which is bad, understanding it is more important then fearing death. like what i actually should about after death. like if there is no heaven then i will kill myself right now, my existance is really painful and i feel that this life does not matter, not believing in something higher seems absurd to me because ppl should not be contempt with 100 years of their lives, like atheists die miserable deaths. if god does not exist then there is no meaning and we should not simply exist,
Listen I’m guessing you don’t have a special person and I’m speaking from my experiences there are people who look at your life and how you live it and they look up to you even though you don’t know it and sometimes I feel like no one cares about me but I keep going and going and never stop I want you to know you are cared for you might not know it
@@robertcousins1190 It's really hard to deal with. Cry when you need to cry. Show empathy and compassion for yourself. Open up to the people who care about you. Talk to someone. Keep fighting bro, that's all we can do.
It's worse when your forced to be alone by yourself, because it's less painful than being hurt and humilliated in front of the people you tried/wanted to befriend or bond with, all because they don't like or care about you as an individual and throw you away like nothing.
There are times where I just wonder around, walking by myself, thinking about life and the people I have met and lost along the way. Yes, there are people who know me, talk to me, and say that they care. However at the end of the day, when I am deep in my thoughts and or at my lowest, I noticed that the only person there with me who knows me, talks to me, and cares for me is myself. I look at others enjoying their time together and filled with happiness and I envy them, because I feel cursed with the reality that is life and am aware of what is around me while others are oblivious to it. I have had a lot of people say "I love you" and "I have your back" and "I would never leave you." In the end, that was never the case and the only person that stood around was myself and my realization of life. The realiest thing I have ever heard was from the show Bowjack Horseman, when he says "Everybody loves you, but nobody likes you" and until this day, he was right.
Do you feel alone right now its absurd the search for god is absurd? It is if everybody dies alone. does that scare you? I dont want to be alone anymore...
If we stay alone we are never hurt by anyone but sadly humans are social creatures and we need to socialize we have that unstoppable craving of talking to someone or finding a gf/bf ...... Is hard
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this person had dropped one of the most realest audios to ever exist and was never heard from again such a legend
THE VOICES ARE WINING 🗣️❗❗🔥💯
Go gym
I used to go to the cemetery when I felt exceptionally lonely as a kid, and although I never admitted it, I used to think about the idea of dying alone. I kept trying to make myself feel afraid of it because I felt that If I did, maybe I wouldn't feel alone anymore. I would try hard enough to avoid it.
But I couldn't focus long enough, my mind always escaped to the idea of how poetic it is that I visited the dead more than those mourned them, and then I realised, maybe we don't actually die alone, someone in the world, some boy or girl is keeping the dead company just like I was.
And somehow, that comforted me more, because even If I could fear dying alone, I know that someone would be there with me, even if I wasn't conscious of it. Someone would be reading my last few words, truly listening, and trying to understand what they actually meant, to them.
Man this is fucking beautiful.
that hit deep
this is beautiful man.. i cried to this.
But yet as we never die alone, we are left to be forsaken together. Peaceful is the silence of the dead, but wretched grief is their reality. When their families no longer pay their annual fees upon keeping their graves, it is left forgotten. Even the dead can't find peace from this vile world.
I used to sit at murals and talk out loud and tell them my
Thoughts and hopefully ask them to take care of me and help me
Avoid anything that lead to death but always hoped they were doing great and wished them the best I. The other side but I get it a complete stranger to the mural and appeared everyday without fail never saw anyone there until the city took it down
I remember watching donnie darko for the first time, was at 3am, and I couldn't sleep.
I was at a very lonely point in my life, the whole movie felt like a weird dream and I loved every minute of it.
Having everyone around you but feeling alone is the way i feel
real
Feeling alone.
I'm usually feeling alone, when I'm at school, at home, out in public. no matter how many people are around me i still feel alone. as a man i can say this in front of "friends" because its "corny" and "'emo" but for real, I'm so alone. at school all i do is be annoying or be quite, at home i sit in my room just on my phone or doing homework.
my first suicidal thought was when i 10, now it wasnt like, im gonna kms, but it was like "damn i wish i could die right now". i just got home from school, i brought a bad mark home, and i showed it too my mum, she said im going to fail blah blah blah but then she said, " this is why ____ (my sister) is my favorite" now, 10 year old me didnt fight back or cry infront of her, but that night i slept for 2 hours becuase i cried all night. it was only my first time feeling alone, i was thinking that its just me and that no one rlly loves me.
thats it jazak allah, may Allah bless every1 reading this have a good day 😄
We not making it to next week😂😂😂⁉️⁉️💀💀😭😭
did you make it?
Feel like being alone was something I never ever wanted but was always forced into it
🤝
Same man
To Die?
To Be Alone.
We found out she had cancer after I proposed at age 22. We started dating at 14(she said we’re going to marry bcuz we were the same age). 11 years straight of pure euphoria no split than she lost the battle… & I lost her at 25… I’m 27 now & i believe i may have died with her. All that’s left is a smiling shell.
i’m sorry for your loss. i pray things will be okay.
Wow man, that's beyond sad but things will get better but before they do, you will feel that for a long time. Hell, even after things get better it will stick with you, but never forget who you are, remember her, and try to make the best from what you still have.
It is honestly an achievement in itself that you’re still around. I can’t say whether or not it will get better but I hope it does. God bless man. I hope she is smiling down on you from heaven waiting to see you again.
You do see them again. Not just her but everyone. Don't worry boss.
I am so sorry to hear that dude, I don't know what you are going through but I hope wherever you are, you are doing well
loneliness is when you are among people and you feel on a completely different side, you hear the voices of others blurry and inaudible and an emptiness devours you from within, you feel weak, you would like to cry, sometimes it happens to you, sometimes you are alone and you watch people having to tide you, and you stand aside by yourself, and the cycle repeats itself.
The voices are winningggg 😂😂😂😂🗣️🔥🔥🔥🔥
A lot of you are Alone, but you Really Dont Have to Be. This is merely the Beginning there is no End its just another chapter where shall you start again .
jawed dropped when i saw this mix. thank the gods
Brain: Time to take over. You can keep hurting yourself. I won’t allow it to happen. Heart: Depressed and always sleeping.
Brain: Your giving up aren’t u. Despite are differences I love u bro. Ima always stay with u even if we in the same body. We will die eventually. But from now I’ll keep things together
Y’all be saying this song be making you sad or like the comments are sad and because of that is making you sad.
No bullshit if you get sad it’s because these comments and songs you relate to it and every time you listen to a sad song you really think about your life
I hate this feeling, its the worse feeling ever, like waking up from a dream.
Reading these comments now I know I’m not the only person who goes through a rough period of life but all I can do is keep my chin up and stand tall bc through thick and thin it’s u against the world don’t forget that and never get to comfortable but just enjoy life rip to my brother chance Gilbert football was fun with u Evan know coach made us run like he.l
GOD bless you all🤎 Remember to smile today and spend time with GOD, and let’s encourage others to do the same!
Being so alone has lead me to make an unimaginable amount of mistakes… like i truly don’t care about myself anymore, emotional less, about just everything .
being alone is fine, the fearful are in pain, i thrive in the anticipation
I cried when I first heard this song. And I cried when I first saw this movie. I can barely watch this for 5 seconds.
I love being alone but feeling lonely is something ill never forgive myself for; I will never forgive myself for the times I never tried and forced myself to have someone by my side. I always looked after myself; I'm a young girl who should never have gone through what I went through. I should have had a happy childhood, but I didn't, and I will never get that back. I will never get to experience that, ever.
I hate everything
I can relate to you, but see it like this. Those days are gone right? They can’t be brought back and you can’t change them. But you still have control over your present and future, so change that to whatever you will.
Man, thank you, you're a real one. I hope the future brings me something, and I hope for you, too.@@Forit26
@@Forit26 They already know that, I wonder really. What the people writing these comments really want. Im not too good at "Humaning". Someone to recognize their pain? forgive them? Tell them its not their fault? Im just curious, If i learn this maybe it will give me insight into myself.
@@WorldKeepsSpinnin Talking about stuff can help
@@WorldKeepsSpinnin I am aware that they “know” but knowing and realising is very different, many people know how bad certain habits are, but they don’t realize the consequences
Love being alone but hate when the lonely voices start to get louder and ruin my peace
Real
i will die alone
real real real
You won’t
how are you doing?
@@kendrarivas3335 still alone
@@AduenBake Go gym
great vid. love this fr
Я помню потерял близких и теперь впал в депрессию что чувствую себя одиноким...
People will always say “he’s doing it for attention.“
it's done. I left. I left the school that gave me joy, memories, smiles, tears, giggles, laughs, friends, drama, and even the little things. My whole life spent of memories will disappear soon enough. I moved to another school, breaking down in the washroom remembering it's not the same anymore. new chapter in my life and there I'm off to a new country. now I'm not noticeable anywhere. not even my school. Dear Ariana, i pray that you get better full of those enjoyable moments.
I feel you bro, it happend to me. I remember that night when I found out I was moving I cried so much. You can get through this. Trust me everything is going to be okay
It feels nice being alone but I also crave that attention too
I’m ok with being alone….but doesn’t meant I want to be
is this a sound from a show if so what is it? also love thisss!
Donnie Darko
2001
Yes
Life ain’t getting easier
man what have i done😂😂😂😂😂😂
This comments are so sad its making me feel way worse Sorry folks I wish none of you had to feel like this
How are you doing?
@@kendrarivas3335 very good now thaks for asking things are coming my way Hope you are good to man
@@ynlippe6462thank you. Yeah I’m fine honestly, me and my boyfriend are getting distant from each other. But other then that I’m fine! And I’m glad your alright🤗
I hope things get better for you n him.
❤️❤️🫶🏻
Real
real real real
real
real
real real real
“to die ..?” … “ to be alone .”
I often stared up at the trees in envy as their leaves glided on the wind, to myself I would think they were waving to me. I’d Laugh softly at my loneliness, finding comfort in a thought like that. It’s absurd. Isn’t it?
No. It isn’t. It’s absurd to call that absurd in my opinion. You matter bro
Me and my voices having a conversation at 3a.m
I feel better when I'm alone, but even my mental self talks to loud or to much
Some of my puppie dogs died today from parvo I'm 13
i feel alone and i wanna die but idk, i feel bad
strange what music makes you think
whats this from
look at the title, its donnie darko from movie called donnie darko. Music is call me by gigi masin.
@@unucky631 😛😛😛
donnie darko, good movie
How does it feel to die.
i dont fear death, what i fear is not begaining to live. not achiving succsess, i am afraid of failure, a failure as a person. you dont actually matter to anyone, the only one that matters is you so be in your best potential. Both physically and mentally, all your fears will stop mattering when you start working on your self, death should not phase you, i feel that nothing matters but i dont actually know if i truly belive in it. like i fear death but it does not phase me which is bad, understanding it is more important then fearing death. like what i actually should about after death. like if there is no heaven then i will kill myself right now, my existance is really painful and i feel that this life does not matter, not believing in something higher seems absurd to me because ppl should not be contempt with 100 years of their lives, like atheists die miserable deaths. if god does not exist then there is no meaning and we should not simply exist,
Is it loneliness or is it shame
no cares about me
i care about u bro
Listen I’m guessing you don’t have a special person and I’m speaking from my experiences there are people who look at your life and how you live it and they look up to you even though you don’t know it and sometimes I feel like no one cares about me but I keep going and going and never stop I want you to know you are cared for you might not know it
@@lucaswhitehair5422 thankyou i love you
In Way WE ALL CARE ABOUT YOU NO ONE EVER REALY IS ALONE IN THIS LIFE AND IN THIS UNIVERSE Just a Friendly Reminder.
@@lucaswhitehair5422 Indeed alot of the time we think noone cares but they care ALOT, and don't show it well
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I don’t wanna be alone .
I love being alone, but its killing me slowly.
real
It’s a love hate relationship
alone vs lonely
love you
Thank you bro, I really needed this today. Love you @@breadgernades1405
I cant do this much longer😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
Me to 😂😂😂😂
real😂😂😂😂😂😂
Man, never give up. God is with you, if you are with him.
i love u bro
😂😂😂😂😭😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
This exact sound makes me feel so lonely.
How are you doing?
Lol i already am lonley
@@SebastianHernandez-tg1xr how do you deal with it im not sure if I can take it anymore
@@robertcousins1190 It's really hard to deal with. Cry when you need to cry. Show empathy and compassion for yourself. Open up to the people who care about you. Talk to someone. Keep fighting bro, that's all we can do.
Same
It's worse when your forced to be alone by yourself, because it's less painful than being hurt and humilliated in front of the people you tried/wanted to befriend or bond with, all because they don't like or care about you as an individual and throw you away like nothing.
my comfort movie. Amazing
There are times where I just wonder around, walking by myself, thinking about life and the people I have met and lost along the way. Yes, there are people who know me, talk to me, and say that they care. However at the end of the day, when I am deep in my thoughts and or at my lowest, I noticed that the only person there with me who knows me, talks to me, and cares for me is myself. I look at others enjoying their time together and filled with happiness and I envy them, because I feel cursed with the reality that is life and am aware of what is around me while others are oblivious to it. I have had a lot of people say "I love you" and "I have your back" and "I would never leave you." In the end, that was never the case and the only person that stood around was myself and my realization of life. The realiest thing I have ever heard was from the show Bowjack Horseman, when he says "Everybody loves you, but nobody likes you" and until this day, he was right.
The gun in my garage is getting more appetizing as the days go by🖤
can I as well? hell you can do it for me if you'd like, but please
Are you still here. I love you bro, words don’t mean anything but I hope you love you
@@BootinMySnake I’m still here unfortunately man..
Do you feel alone right now its absurd the search for god is absurd? It is if everybody dies alone. does that scare you? I dont want to be alone anymore...
i like being alone, but not for this long
Sometimes it is what it is but not sometimes, everytime,everywhere,everyone and anytime.
Trying so hard to stay alive 😂😂
you got this bro.
real.
Bro talking to her self
Ik but keep ur head up.
why is this shit happing.
I'll always love you. I'm sorry I'm not enough. I know I could be better. I keep trying... It's just not enough And I'm sorry
Ily2tm&s&b2y
I feel like i have friends but sometime i wonder if there really my friends or are they fake
If we stay alone we are never hurt by anyone but sadly humans are social creatures and we need to socialize we have that unstoppable craving of talking to someone or finding a gf/bf ...... Is hard
How do you make these types of edits
Add quote from a movie and put the song over it
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Real
I love being alone but I hate feeling alone