Hi :) I know I don't know you, but I hope you're doing better. Your comment was written a week ago, but I want you to know you are loved, so so loved, cherished, beautiful, and an incredibly kind person. Your smile lights up the room whenever you walk in and I love you. So many others do too. Have an absolutely incredible day because you deserve the whole entire world. Muah💞
@@slutforharrystyles thank you some much :) I am doing better 💕 this comment made me cry but I really needed this so much i appreciate you very much 🤍.
I used to be a figure skater and this reminds me of those moments when the skating session was about to end in the evening and my ex-boyfriend and I were one of the last few people left on the ice, with the music echoing throughout the (almost empty) hall. We would just skate in silence, enjoying the last few minutes of our day together. Good times.
STORY TIME: oh and TW: Suicide, abuse, self harm. About three years ago, I began having suicidal thoughts. Now I started to think this was because one night, actually new years eve of 2017 (December 31st, 2017), I had seen a man hanging himself on camera, him dying in result. I was traumatized for a few weeks but then I had this feeling where I continued to think about my whole life. "Was it really worth the pain? Cause I never receive pleasure," I always said. Around March of 2018, I fully confirmed wanting to die and even attempting. Luckily, I survived. None of my family knew, and I continued on with life as everything was normal. The main reason why I wanted to die was due to the fact that I wouldn't get anything. I was so lost. My parents would favorite others over me, and even abuse me. I don't wanna get into too much detail but you should probably understand the concept. Even after my attempt, I still had these recurring thoughts. Fast froward December 2018, I officially decided to let go of my dark past. And start a bright future. Thing is as soon as I did, Everything came crashing down and eventually within one week, more suicidal thoughts were produced. Not because of others, but my mind would stop me from getting the chance to be happy before I even got the chance. Then 2019 came. I think it was probably the best year in my whole life. From February 2019 to March 2020, I was at the happiest, most euphoric state of mind. Like a "Light at the end of a tunnel" but even better. At this point in my life, I was so close to overcoming bad thoughts. Of course I wasn't physically at the healthiest, or how I wanted my physique to look like, but I didn't even care. I was so mentally happy that I didn't care whatsoever. Then on March 13th, 2020, Everything closed. Schools closed, Stores closed, workplaces closed, and so did my happiness. Originally, I had thought that this pandemic thing or 'virus' was going to end faster then anticipated. Turns out that was a lie. It's been a year now since I've been in quarantine. It's mentally and emotionally drowning. In the beginning, I had actually liked it. Before I realized that I hadn't socialized in so long to the point I went back to the routine of not only missing my friends, but beginning to cut myself due to the amount of stress I had gone through. My parents normally give my older brother everything. He gets his own room, he gets to socialize and hang out with his friends, he gets to stay home alone whenever he wants, he gets to get anything he wants. He doesn't have worries. I hate the fact that I envy him. Even when He's a good guy. I love him dearly and He even understands how toxic they are. And that's why I love him. When we were younger, we got hit from our parents. But he had it way easier. My conclusion of this long ass paragraph is that through out quarantine, I haven't been okay. But this time, at least I know I'm not fully alone.
Unfortunately we share a similar story, but I want to tell you that it will get better. I don’t know abt the brother part, because I thought once my brother left it would be better and it’d be my turn to get the same treatment but it hasn’t happened. Stay positive, and know that God has a purpose for you, what I realized is that I cannot control path he decides when my journey is over. Take it day-by-day and find positivity in the negativity! ❤️
i need help.. this song is making my feelings come out. so i just recently came to terms with the fact that im bisexual. im not sure if im lesbian or bisexual because ive only ever been with guys. but ive been always questioning my sexuality and have had more than just attraction to women. anyways.. theres this girl that works at my gym (were both 18), and she looks so gay. i dont like to assume what people are but she has pixie cut black hair, eyeliner, wears chains, and has tattoos. and shes very much a tomboy. so i started to be so interested in her. i was crazy attracted to her, and i swear we shared eye contact so many times. and then we finally talked a few times and found out we have so much in common. she asked to be her workout partner and so we decided to lift together almost every day. this was like a few days ago and we've lifted the past 2 days together. and i swear we flirt playfully so much, but she'd always mention guys that were attracted to her and stuff like that.. never girls. i didnt know how to ask her and my friends told me to just be straight up and ask. so i asked and she said she was straight but people always assume she isnt because how she looks and acts. but she did say that she questions it and questioned it in the past. i told her that im bi but didnt say im attracted to her. anyways, me and some other friends think shes just super closeted rn and its hard because we hang out almost every day now, and im so into her. i think im in love with her... weve known eachother for so little but we have so much in common and i feel so happy and comfortable with her. i hope it works out, and if not then my feelings go away because i just know how bad its gonna hurt. anyways, i need advice on what to do. its so hard not to read into the stuff she does as flirting because i like her. some of the stuff she does is normal and i do it with my girl bestfriends, but i think nothing more of it cuz im not into them or attracted to them.. but with her its so different. please help me.. somethign in me just tells me that its gonna work out, and im trying out the 3 6 9 method today. i hope none of my friends see this cuz most of them r homophobic and dont know im bi or gay.
I can't be the only one sitting here listening while scrolling thru Pinterest looking at skin care stuff and couples stuff and dreaming that its happening rn.
Everyone is venting so Im gonna too, I had this old toxic friend who messaged me recently wanting to "talk" after a year and half of not being friends and instead of ignoring them I tired to be mature and tell them we don't need to talk as there isn't anything to talk about after such a long time but they really wanted to meet me and talk out what happened (side story, he was really possessive and didn't like seeing me with other friends and as naive as I was I did cut of all my friends to make them happier and I don't wanna pin the blame cos the friendship on both sides was toxic but I made peace with it) I still said no to meeting and talking things out and he tried to manipulate me because he knew how to manipulate my feelings but I just left it there and wished him the best but what im mad about is the fact a year prior I did reach out on their birthday and they told me to simply F off but now he's ready to talk im supposed to be able to as well??? idk lol he just really fucked me up emotionally and Ive never really been able to connect with my friends that I cut off before on an emotional level
Can someone relate ? I fell inlove for the first time where I really have strong feelings and now it hurts so much that they refuse to talk to me.. just to know they may never come back and be a couple again like they said.. it really hurts
She didn’t say she didn’t like you back though.... just be patient with her. She might just feel emotionally unavailable & the best thing to do is be there platonically for now!
girl this saved my life thanks
bae are you okay rn? things will get better i promise
Hi :) I know I don't know you, but I hope you're doing better. Your comment was written a week ago, but I want you to know you are loved, so so loved, cherished, beautiful, and an incredibly kind person. Your smile lights up the room whenever you walk in and I love you. So many others do too. Have an absolutely incredible day because you deserve the whole entire world. Muah💞
@@slutforharrystyles thank you some much :) I am doing better 💕 this comment made me cry but I really needed this so much i appreciate you very much 🤍.
@@braylynrenee im so glad ur better bestie 😚😚 you've got this ily
you got this 🤍
i’m crying
sending you a virtual hug (⊃｡•́‿•̀｡)⊃
ur so pretty omg and i love ur name
let it all out luv we have our days 🥺
Honesty hurts when you're getting older 🥺❤️
i don't wanna go to college
@@yolya7907 then don’t go....it’s your life
@@yolya7907 Don't. Do whatever makes you happy. Please
🥺
sza's voice makes me feel like 🦋✨🌈🕊💐☮️💘
Please don’t ever delete this 😭😭😭
incase this got deleted, i downloaded the whole video so hmu if this gets deleted and u want it 🖖🏼
@@bellemimii BLESS YOUR SOUL
@@bellemimii PLEASE MY INSTA IS @LUVVCHRDEE SEND ME IT UNLESS IT GETS DELETED LUV U
@@bellemimii or please just send it 😭
The fact that this came out on February 14th makes it even better
thank u i think i needed this
this feels like releasing a deep exhale 🥺
sza's voice sounds so angelic and heavenly
my heart is ready to be healed
H.E.R. and Sza both are blessings to the earth, prove me wrong. You can’t
sza=healing
thankss
Are we all seeing this when we really need to?
Thanks for this release ❤️
I used to be a figure skater and this reminds me of those moments when the skating session was about to end in the evening and my ex-boyfriend and I were one of the last few people left on the ice, with the music echoing throughout the (almost empty) hall. We would just skate in silence, enjoying the last few minutes of our day together. Good times.
2AM >>>😩
tysm for this i needed this, im crying i cant anymore school sucked so bad i need to rest!!!
This is like a huge hug.
i really needed this
sza's voice soothes the soul
the way I just listened to this whole thing :(
Thank you, I have never felt so at peace before. Her beautiful voice is hugging my heart delicately telling me to heal. :,)
what a beautiful comment..
It went by so quick ... wow she’s just an angel
THIS IS TOO GOOOD!! The editing is great!!! Her voice is TOO ANGELIC FOR THIS WORLD. I CAAAAAANNNNNTTTTT
Omg I've been waiting for a slowed shattered ring for the longest time that whole album is so good
Dang it, I was studying too this and I’m so sad it’s not longer! I felt mellow, calm, and focused. Need more videos like this plsssss❤️❤️
lowkey didn't listen to her but now listening to a slowed playlist of her i fell in love her songs are a vibe and they make me sleepy ash lol
this is the best thing i have ever heard..
STORY TIME: oh and TW: Suicide, abuse, self harm.
About three years ago, I began having suicidal thoughts. Now I started to think this was because one night, actually new years eve of 2017 (December 31st, 2017), I had seen a man hanging himself on camera, him dying in result. I was traumatized for a few weeks but then I had this feeling where I continued to think about my whole life. "Was it really worth the pain? Cause I never receive pleasure," I always said. Around March of 2018, I fully confirmed wanting to die and even attempting. Luckily, I survived. None of my family knew, and I continued on with life as everything was normal. The main reason why I wanted to die was due to the fact that I wouldn't get anything. I was so lost. My parents would favorite others over me, and even abuse me. I don't wanna get into too much detail but you should probably understand the concept. Even after my attempt, I still had these recurring thoughts. Fast froward December 2018, I officially decided to let go of my dark past. And start a bright future. Thing is as soon as I did, Everything came crashing down and eventually within one week, more suicidal thoughts were produced. Not because of others, but my mind would stop me from getting the chance to be happy before I even got the chance. Then 2019 came. I think it was probably the best year in my whole life. From February 2019 to March 2020, I was at the happiest, most euphoric state of mind. Like a "Light at the end of a tunnel" but even better. At this point in my life, I was so close to overcoming bad thoughts. Of course I wasn't physically at the healthiest, or how I wanted my physique to look like, but I didn't even care. I was so mentally happy that I didn't care whatsoever. Then on March 13th, 2020, Everything closed. Schools closed, Stores closed, workplaces closed, and so did my happiness.
Originally, I had thought that this pandemic thing or 'virus' was going to end faster then anticipated. Turns out that was a lie. It's been a year now since I've been in quarantine. It's mentally and emotionally drowning. In the beginning, I had actually liked it. Before I realized that I hadn't socialized in so long to the point I went back to the routine of not only missing my friends, but beginning to cut myself due to the amount of stress I had gone through.
My parents normally give my older brother everything. He gets his own room, he gets to socialize and hang out with his friends, he gets to stay home alone whenever he wants, he gets to get anything he wants. He doesn't have worries. I hate the fact that I envy him. Even when He's a good guy. I love him dearly and He even understands how toxic they are. And that's why I love him. When we were younger, we got hit from our parents. But he had it way easier.
My conclusion of this long ass paragraph is that through out quarantine, I haven't been okay. But this time, at least I know I'm not fully alone.
i hope ur doing okay now and i hope you find your happiness again❤️ everythings gonna be alright (o´･_･)っ
Hope you are doing better now. Please never leave us. The world needs your light 🌟🌟
Unfortunately we share a similar story, but I want to tell you that it will get better. I don’t know abt the brother part, because I thought once my brother left it would be better and it’d be my turn to get the same treatment but it hasn’t happened. Stay positive, and know that God has a purpose for you, what I realized is that I cannot control path he decides when my journey is over. Take it day-by-day and find positivity in the negativity! ❤️
You are never alone 🖤
I hope you’re better!
Downloaded this on my phone, honestly, god bless u for this, save me , save my nights.
THIS IS SO HEALING
your an absolute angel for making this
this with soft rain sounds in the background would cure my depression
first time i listened to this i started to cry
Tysm! I needed this. I got something to cry to now ❤️
i have a broken heart rn 😀 thank u yt for recommending this 🥰
this shit beautiful....
I’m feeling anxious rn and I’m very glad I found this
Her voice is literally healing me
i love thisss :(
thank you so much for this. seriously
i haven't been feeling well... for the past few years.. i just hope it's "just a phase" lol
Love your stuff my friend
Shattered ring sounds so heavenly!!!
Good Days starts @ 11:11 🌈✨❤️
Never delete thisssss 😩😩🤚🏻
when i hear she's voice ,my eyes brighting.
My friend and I vibing with this on a video call
thank you .
This is so beautiful
i need help.. this song is making my feelings come out. so i just recently came to terms with the fact that im bisexual. im not sure if im lesbian or bisexual because ive only ever been with guys. but ive been always questioning my sexuality and have had more than just attraction to women. anyways.. theres this girl that works at my gym (were both 18), and she looks so gay. i dont like to assume what people are but she has pixie cut black hair, eyeliner, wears chains, and has tattoos. and shes very much a tomboy. so i started to be so interested in her. i was crazy attracted to her, and i swear we shared eye contact so many times. and then we finally talked a few times and found out we have so much in common. she asked to be her workout partner and so we decided to lift together almost every day. this was like a few days ago and we've lifted the past 2 days together. and i swear we flirt playfully so much, but she'd always mention guys that were attracted to her and stuff like that.. never girls. i didnt know how to ask her and my friends told me to just be straight up and ask. so i asked and she said she was straight but people always assume she isnt because how she looks and acts. but she did say that she questions it and questioned it in the past. i told her that im bi but didnt say im attracted to her. anyways, me and some other friends think shes just super closeted rn and its hard because we hang out almost every day now, and im so into her. i think im in love with her... weve known eachother for so little but we have so much in common and i feel so happy and comfortable with her. i hope it works out, and if not then my feelings go away because i just know how bad its gonna hurt. anyways, i need advice on what to do. its so hard not to read into the stuff she does as flirting because i like her. some of the stuff she does is normal and i do it with my girl bestfriends, but i think nothing more of it cuz im not into them or attracted to them.. but with her its so different.
please help me.. somethign in me just tells me that its gonna work out, and im trying out the 3 6 9 method today. i hope none of my friends see this cuz most of them r homophobic and dont know im bi or gay.
This hit me right in the heart chakra
Can you do jhene
i can NOT stop listening to the intro aaaaaa
goosebump tbh
2:20 both killed and resurrected me
thank you🤍
damn..
DAMN...
DAYUMMMM
you just saved my life
beautiful omfg
Love this mix
Tysm for this💜
I'm sobbing
I can't be the only one sitting here listening while scrolling thru Pinterest looking at skin care stuff and couples stuff and dreaming that its happening rn.
Everyone is venting so Im gonna too, I had this old toxic friend who messaged me recently wanting to "talk" after a year and half of not being friends and instead of ignoring them I tired to be mature and tell them we don't need to talk as there isn't anything to talk about after such a long time but they really wanted to meet me and talk out what happened (side story, he was really possessive and didn't like seeing me with other friends and as naive as I was I did cut of all my friends to make them happier and I don't wanna pin the blame cos the friendship on both sides was toxic but I made peace with it) I still said no to meeting and talking things out and he tried to manipulate me because he knew how to manipulate my feelings but I just left it there and wished him the best but what im mad about is the fact a year prior I did reach out on their birthday and they told me to simply F off but now he's ready to talk im supposed to be able to as well??? idk lol he just really fucked me up emotionally and Ive never really been able to connect with my friends that I cut off before on an emotional level
I like it 😮
I feel like when I hear good days by sza all of my problems are solved while I listen to it
THANK YOU 😭😭
Can someone relate ? I fell inlove for the first time where I really have strong feelings and now it hurts so much that they refuse to talk to me.. just to know they may never come back and be a couple again like they said.. it really hurts
🧿💕🐚🌊🪐🌿the vibes
I’m not crying u r
How could anybody dislike this
The stars....they aren't as bright as they were when she was here
thanks 😌
omg ily szaaa
Can u do 1 hour of sza ?
8:25 hit different
thanks love
40th time listening to this☑️
can you do one with jhene aiko pls
solana imani rowe < 3
Yes 💜
i love this
Yes
Haaasaahhsahsh soooo good
fr levitating rn
you’re a god thank you
Wow I’m really 20 something and I feel so lost in the world..
Omg in the minutes 1:28 to 1:30 she sounds like Bruno Mars.
Am I the only one who hears it?😂
i think coming form a big Bruno mars fan
from*\
can you do this but with the actual normal girl roots edition. That's her live performance from black girls rock.
I just noticed my mom and Sia went to the same Highschool I thought m mom was lying and they both lived in maple wood
Sza*
I’m so glad I found this 🥹
oh yeah this givess
YESSSSSSS
what happened to your soundcloud?
I'm here cause the girl I like figured out I liked her but she not ready for a relationship so yea
She didn’t say she didn’t like you back though.... just be patient with her. She might just feel emotionally unavailable & the best thing to do is be there platonically for now!
2am hit different at 3am
where my dudes at listening
💜💗
this is my safe place