Pause + Reset (Official Instrumental) - Marian Carmel

The official instrumental version of 'Pause + Reset' from Marian Carmel's debut album 'to you, to me'.
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Written and Performed by Marian Carmel
Produced by Charlie Kurata
Mixed and Mastered by Leo Goh
Guitars by Leo Goh
Distributed by Where Are The Fruits
Artwork by Beverley Ng
Animated by Samson Sim
Photography and Videography by Adriel Manoe
Special Thanks
Tan Peng Sing
Jean Seizure
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May I share the lyrics here, please?
Mhmm
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I need to write this fucking song
'Cause I said I'm over you
Told my therapist in our sessions
And I've been wearing a narrative she sees through
You think I would've known by now
Eighteen months past, overdue
Acceptance and all that's relevant
Didn't come as easy as it should
I know I seem much better
And I know you know it too
I've been real good at pretending
I'm my best when I'm not around you
Tell me how, I can't stop
Keep rewinding my thoughts
If I were really over you
Then why do I keep running through?
All the years, in my head
Make it hard to forget
If I could wish for anything
Wish I could fucking pause and press reset
Mhmm, stop living in my head
Damn, it took a lot to say that out loud
Sat myself down, taking time to talk it out
Spent all these months writing lines that don't stick
Who knew this would flow soon as I pour a drink
Sometimes I can't help but think of you
But don't get it twisted, I've got no interest
But I find myself overthinking the reasons
And picking apart at the wreckage
Tell me how (how)
I can't stop (I can't stop)
Keep rewinding my thoughts
If I were really over you
Then why do I keep running through? (Yeah)
All the years (years)
In my head (in my head)
Make it hard to forget
If I could wish for anything
Wish I could fucking pause and press reset
Mhmm, stop living in my head