Exactly, I remember right before Sherlock era Taemin was on Immortal Song twice and the first time I didn't expect much because up until then, he hadn't been much of a singer (puberty and all that lol). So I was SHOCKED by how much he had improved. And my friend I both agreed his singing style sounded like a mix of Jjong and Onew.
Me too...lol. Actually I find it somewhat similar to both Onew and Jjong....the influence of his hyungs is very evident in his songs. But nowadays he is also trying to experiment with diff styles. Did you listen to his new album NGDA1 &2???
It's one of my favorites. It expresses so much of who Jonghyun was and what he wasn't. Black & White can do that. It captures mood and the essence of a person.
This man deserved the whole world. His heart was literally made out of gold. I wish life wasn't so cruel. My prayers go out to his friends, family and fans. R.I.P 😭❤
Alyssa Dani Today I woke up... All the night I have so much dreams where he says me, all is OK... He can't stay in this world... But in my dreams never stayed so alive... I was so sad for known is just a dream, but if he isn't here, he is in my dreams, he stay so gorgeous, so peaceful... I really miss him...
Lore Fujioka I really miss him too.. I hope he was able to find his peace. He would want us to be okay. He left behind so many beautiful traces of himself, for us to be comforted by. He was really an extraordinary human being. His light is forever shining.
İrem E. His death just continues to shock me. I keep him alive in my mind...but the reality that this beautiful man is gone for good and by his own hand....my heart goes out to his family and SHINee whose shock has probably only just begun to reverberate through their lives.
I think the answer is the title itself: a Mono-Drama has only one actor. And the actor of Jonghyun's Mono-Drama is Jonghyun himself. He talks about the love-hate relationship the person Kim Jonghyun had with the stage persona SHINee's Jonghyun. Read his interview for Esquire in 2017 and watch the interview at the four show in 2015. As he was younger, Jonghyun felt more comfortable being the stage person Jonghyun, but as he grew older and his problems/ struggles got bigger, he wanted to show his true self to the world in order to overcome his public image/ the negative way people percieved and depicted him. That's why he couldn't love himself. He felt he was lacking.
I love interesting songs where I can't predict the melody. This right here is such a beautiful song that gives a new listening experience every time I listen to it because I always catch hidden details. Jonghyun has left many beautiful songs for us :)
These lyrics are so mindblowingly painful because they're so relatable. It's crazy that Jonghyun must've felt this way towards someone, the way so many people felt for him. He was such an extraordinary human being.
@@anxiousvitamin1762 This video includes transcripts of Jonghyun explaining the meaning. The whole channel is dedicated to preserving Jonghyun's words in interviews so I'd say it's a pretty credible source. Very few Blue Night episodes can be found on the internet anymore so not sure where the original episode is. He doesn't say it's about a fan-idol relationship but only says you can interpret it that way. ruclips.net/video/vV5p5ZQ8lR0/видео.html&ab_channel=Arezoo
First time hearing this song. Thank you for the English lyrics. It crushes me that he felt so alone, and in a sense he was. He was hiding his full self from the world out of fear of rejection. I think he felt the love directed his way was love for someone who didn't really exist, that it was for the false personae he wore for the sake of other people. Oh my god...it's just so heart-breaking.
How can I relate so much? I struggle with social anxiety and it always make it feel like everyone is just staring through me, judging me with their piercing gazes. I just don’t feel good enough because I’m stuck comparing myself to others. I’ve got good, very supportive friends who are helping a lot, but Jonghyun had to hide his pain and let it build up. That emptiness he claimed to feel in the song was real, and he was suppressing it until it ate through him. Rip Jonghyun
This is just so tragic still and I love Jonghyun so much and he was such a great artist/performer/songwriter and such a beautiful soul and I hate that he was feeling so much pain and I’m sorry Jonghyun but I’m sure you’re living good but in a different universe
This gives me like early 2000s vibes. You know those MVs where they act and run after the female lead not wanting to end things with them, trying to make up with them. Then after the female lead goes away for good, they go back home and breakdown in the living room 😂
What an amazingly beautiful song. Jonghyun unique voice created another MASTERPIECE. YOUR SOLO SINGING WAS A WORK OF ART. THANK YOU, EXCELLENT WORK ! MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS ANGEL!
Jonghyun-ah, now all we have is a mono drama without you....i really like all the lyrics of the songs you wrote....i see myself or a certain situation i was into in most of the songs you wrote....i wanna stop admiring you but i cant....aaaah im really into a mono drama 💔 you did more than well Angelo Kim 💖❤️❤️❤️❤️💎
4 years now? I remember Jonhyun~a, how are you doing there? are you feeling better? are you okay? I promised you, I remember, I'm sorry, but today is the day to cry, today is the day you shine even brighter. I love you and miss your smile and your kind smile madly. How much it hurts in this world without you. "A man who is beautiful at first sight. The man whose name makes me cry at the mere sound of it. The man I will never forget until I die. I am so upset. I miss you terribly. Just wait... I'll see you later. It's been four years.... I keep on living, And I continue to love you with my soul...💔💔💔💔
Oh, how I miss you, Jen Hyun. Your beautiful voice and your kind smile. I miss it all. I love you! You will always be in my heart. It pains me to live in this world without you. ❣💔❣
❤️ JONGHYUN ❤️ For you 🎆 Happy new year 🎆 2023 but Unhappy sad year always for me without you. In this year i just want to say you that JONGHYUN YOU DID WELL. JONGHYUN YOU DID WELL. JONGHYUN YOU DID WELL FOR ONE MILION BILLION TIMES YOU DID BEST. YOU ARE THE BEST IN THIS WORLD. For every seconds, every minutes, every hours of time, every months, every years, every Victors always i remember you, also remind you in my mind and will be remember you, miss you until my breath stop. Wherever, however your innocent soul are wish you be peaceful and happy.
rcrck I wish there was an MV of this song so bad. Like, have him approaching different girls from different dramas (mermaid, schoolgirl, historical drama/princess, etc) and getting rejected each approach, until the last girl says "yes". That would be such a cute MV. Too bad man...
i understand the lyrics but i dont mind them... i just like the music, the beat and how it was played...especially his voice. hear his high notes,even moderately high with some rock... idk. his voice feels like drinking black coffee🌹😌
you are not useless at all,depression is not easy,for example even if people try to help actually they can t .even if people are there for you ,eventually you get to spend time alone and toughts could be overwhelming..they are small at the beggining until they begin to repeat themselves and become a catastrophe in your head. and you start to believe they are real...sometimes or everytime is him who needed to help himself.Many times people will just come with advices ...and people suffering with depression already know all those stuff but is not easy to control this desease. because it is a continuous internal fight between living or ending..i believe he just nedeed to wait and get to know himself better and analise what he really needed or how to make life better for him with the resources he had then...maybe things he wanted the most would ve come eventually....i speak from personal experience, i am diagnosed with anxiety ,depression etc:-)you are a great fan,believe me,because you care about him!;-)
@@brooklynpercival9700 It's fine lol. I haven't, it seems like all the guys I talk to just want to hook up. Thanks though, I hope the same for you, if you haven't found someone yet.
@@tangerined5412 Hmm...ah no...my family is kinda strict about it (I am straight though) But YAY!!! I am gonna go to my college soon...so more freedom(and also more work damn!).
Happy birthday to Kim Jongheon! Today is not a day for sadness and grief, because today is your birthday, Jongheon~. I don't even know what to wish for someone who's dead~. But no, to me you are alive, you are in my memories and dreams. When you celebrate your birthday in heaven, Jeongyeon, know that I want you to be here with me, with those who love you. Even heaven won't make me forget your birthday. I miss you on this special day. We had many wonderful holidays while you were with us. Today you are celebrating without your earthly friends, but that doesn't mean we don't love you and wish you the best here on earth. You should be 32 years old, but five years ago your age stopped at 27. You'll always be young... You were such a vulnerable, talented young man. It's been five years... but it seems like yesterday you were still smiling and laughing. I still can't believe you're gone. You dreamed of starting a family when you would have been 30 years old and would have written many songs, I wish I could hear them. I wish I could see your smile and kind look. It makes it hurt even more. I listen to your songs every day, and you speak to me through your songs. You're forever in my heart, and I feel you close to me. You haven't gone anywhere. You're here. We stand and hold hands all together. SHINee will always be the five of us. No matter what happens, it won't change. In my next life, I will find you and be your fan again. Please be happy and loved in your next life. I hope you will be happy in heaven on your birthday, my Jeongyeon.
You are so unreachable. And unreachable to me, what a pity, # How I want to hear your voice # * To talk about what was * * ¶¶ About what's to come, what's to dream about ¶¶ And for Jeongyeon... you did a good job! Thank you for being born. Happy birthday, Jung.
I think it's so cool how you can hear Jonghyun's influence in Taemin's singing style.
Exactly, I remember right before Sherlock era Taemin was on Immortal Song twice and the first time I didn't expect much because up until then, he hadn't been much of a singer (puberty and all that lol). So I was SHOCKED by how much he had improved. And my friend I both agreed his singing style sounded like a mix of Jjong and Onew.
Agreed with you. Taemin dance like a senior artist "Rain" but his songs are Jonghyun's style. Jonghyun is an icon for younger artists too.
Me too...lol.
Actually I find it somewhat similar to both Onew and Jjong....the influence of his hyungs is very evident in his songs.
But nowadays he is also trying to experiment with diff styles. Did you listen to his new album NGDA1 &2???
Omg yes! Taemin is my bias but Jonghyun is constantly wrecking it lol. He would be proud.
Jonghyun did vocally train Taemin at some point
Not only did Jonghyun write really clever songs that had multilevel, but the man also had an eye for photos as this photo depicts
It's one of my favorites. It expresses so much of who Jonghyun was and what he wasn't. Black & White can do that. It captures mood and the essence of a person.
Jonghyun’s senses are so unique it most feels like he lived in a parallel world
rcrck because he did.
He had a sixth sense, I feel like he was incredibly intelligent and understood things most of us don't immediately get
He just lived and personified this world much more than others could ever imagine of doing so, he was too human
This man deserved the whole world. His heart was literally made out of gold. I wish life wasn't so cruel. My prayers go out to his friends, family and fans. R.I.P 😭❤
Alyssa Dani Today I woke up... All the night I have so much dreams where he says me, all is OK... He can't stay in this world... But in my dreams never stayed so alive... I was so sad for known is just a dream, but if he isn't here, he is in my dreams, he stay so gorgeous, so peaceful... I really miss him...
Lore Fujioka I really miss him too.. I hope he was able to find his peace. He would want us to be okay. He left behind so many beautiful traces of himself, for us to be comforted by. He was really an extraordinary human being. His light is forever shining.
Alyssa Dani I
Couldn't agree more ❤️
İrem E. His death just continues to shock me. I keep him alive in my mind...but the reality that this beautiful man is gone for good and by his own hand....my heart goes out to his family and SHINee whose shock has probably only just begun to reverberate through their lives.
I think the answer is the title itself: a Mono-Drama has only one actor. And the actor of Jonghyun's Mono-Drama is Jonghyun himself. He talks about the love-hate relationship the person Kim Jonghyun had with the stage persona SHINee's Jonghyun.
Read his interview for Esquire in 2017 and watch the interview at the four show in 2015. As he was younger, Jonghyun felt more comfortable being the stage person Jonghyun, but as he grew older and his problems/ struggles got bigger, he wanted to show his true self to the world in order to overcome his public image/ the negative way people percieved and depicted him. That's why he couldn't love himself. He felt he was lacking.
Juli Sommer See this makes sense. I always knew there was a deeper meaning; if you watch the live of the song it’s intense.
Actually in one of the interviews he said this song is about a special type of unrequited love.
This song is so relatable. He is a genius!
I love interesting songs where I can't predict the melody. This right here is such a beautiful song that gives a new listening experience every time I listen to it because I always catch hidden details. Jonghyun has left many beautiful songs for us :)
What a gorgeous song with unique, moving lyrics. Thank you for making us such wonderful music while you were with us Jonghyun. Rest well angel.
These lyrics are so mindblowingly painful because they're so relatable. It's crazy that Jonghyun must've felt this way towards someone, the way so many people felt for him. He was such an extraordinary human being.
I think that someone was himself or rather his past self when he was happy.
@@beerryverryy he never said this
@@beerryverryy source
@@anxiousvitamin1762 This video includes transcripts of Jonghyun explaining the meaning. The whole channel is dedicated to preserving Jonghyun's words in interviews so I'd say it's a pretty credible source. Very few Blue Night episodes can be found on the internet anymore so not sure where the original episode is. He doesn't say it's about a fan-idol relationship but only says you can interpret it that way. ruclips.net/video/vV5p5ZQ8lR0/видео.html&ab_channel=Arezoo
@@beerryverryy Which ep?
It depics me perfectly. What else can i say? I think he knew how to "read" human emotions and put it in his work.
he was so talented. he deserve all the earth, he was too perfect for this world
I am glad they didn't cut of this song from Jonghyun album........man I love this song...
First time hearing this song. Thank you for the English lyrics. It crushes me that he felt so alone, and in a sense he was. He was hiding his full self from the world out of fear of rejection. I think he felt the love directed his way was love for someone who didn't really exist, that it was for the false personae he wore for the sake of other people. Oh my god...it's just so heart-breaking.
he wrote this song from a fan’s view towards an idol
@@xo-ash Kind of what I just wrote. "...love directed his way for someone who didn't really exist."
How can I relate so much? I struggle with social anxiety and it always make it feel like everyone is just staring through me, judging me with their piercing gazes. I just don’t feel good enough because I’m stuck comparing myself to others. I’ve got good, very supportive friends who are helping a lot, but Jonghyun had to hide his pain and let it build up. That emptiness he claimed to feel in the song was real, and he was suppressing it until it ate through him. Rip Jonghyun
No one seems to write such relatable songs. 🥺 I miss all the creative and different perspective you showed.
still listening 4 years after i foud it!
I adore how this sounds like something you'd hear on SHINee's very first album (SHINee World)
Now we're living a sad mono drama without you in this world 💔
This is just so tragic still and I love Jonghyun so much and he was such a great artist/performer/songwriter and such a beautiful soul and I hate that he was feeling so much pain and I’m sorry Jonghyun but I’m sure you’re living good but in a different universe
This gives me like early 2000s vibes. You know those MVs where they act and run after the female lead not wanting to end things with them, trying to make up with them. Then after the female lead goes away for good, they go back home and breakdown in the living room 😂
My fav jonghyun's song
Every song of Jonghyun displays a different drama and this song is literally so unique.
I love this song so much, i’ll continue to love and listen to it forever. Thank you Jonghyun for this beautiful song.
I always wanted to hear all SHINee members singing this song...
this is jong's best crafted song ever and that's just FAX the lyrics are mind blowing
He was singing his pain to us this whole time. I hope he has found peace now.
It's so sad I miss him so much :( rip bling bling jonghyun
Shawol360 I believe he wrote this song of a fan's perspective
This song wasn't written about him...
_Old Soul _ yes you're right
the song was about how fans daydream about idols but go off...
今日ジョンが逝ってから4年の月日が経った。それでも彼の美しい歌声と楽曲は続いている。
ずっと忘れない。
I can't get over how beautiful his voice was 🌹 Good job Jonghyun ❤
What an amazingly beautiful song. Jonghyun unique voice created another MASTERPIECE. YOUR SOLO SINGING WAS A WORK OF ART. THANK YOU, EXCELLENT WORK ! MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS ANGEL!
Jonghyun-ah, now all we have is a mono drama without you....i really like all the lyrics of the songs you wrote....i see myself or a certain situation i was into in most of the songs you wrote....i wanna stop admiring you but i cant....aaaah im really into a mono drama 💔 you did more than well Angelo Kim 💖❤️❤️❤️❤️💎
This song is a QUEEN
My favorite from BASE ALBUM
I miss you Jonghyun. I love this song. You deserved all the love in the world😭❤️💔
Unique voice. Jonghyun great song wow love it
One of my favorite songs he's made, you can hear and feel the emotion in his voice, its such a great song!
4 years now? I remember Jonhyun~a, how are you doing there? are you feeling better? are you okay? I promised you, I remember, I'm sorry, but today is the day to cry, today is the day you shine even brighter. I love you and miss your smile and your kind smile madly. How much it hurts in this world without you.
"A man who is beautiful at first sight. The man whose name makes me cry at the mere sound of it. The man I will never forget until I die. I am so upset. I miss you terribly. Just wait... I'll see you later.
It's been four years.... I keep on living,
And I continue to love you with my soul...💔💔💔💔
Oh, how I miss you, Jen Hyun. Your beautiful voice and your kind smile. I miss it all. I love you! You will always be in my heart. It pains me to live in this world without you. ❣💔❣
❤️ JONGHYUN ❤️ For you 🎆 Happy new year 🎆 2023 but Unhappy sad year always for me without you. In this year i just want to say you that JONGHYUN YOU DID WELL. JONGHYUN YOU DID WELL. JONGHYUN YOU DID WELL FOR ONE MILION BILLION TIMES YOU DID BEST. YOU ARE THE BEST IN THIS WORLD.
For every seconds, every minutes, every hours of time, every months, every years, every Victors always i remember you, also remind you in my mind and will be remember you, miss you until my breath stop. Wherever, however your innocent soul are wish you be peaceful and happy.
i can't even describe how much the lyrics fits me
I miss you. Jonghyun
ずっとずっと大好きだよ
I feel so called out by this song
니곡 다좋아 사랑해사랑해 종현아 니가 원하는 삶 찾아서 여행갔으니 우리가 기다릴게 근데 너무 오래 걸리지는말아줘 보고싶고 그립다............. 안아주고싶다....... 니탓아니라고 나 더이상 잃기 싫었는데 너무보고싶어
The best lyrics I have ever heard to this day
Love your SOLO performances, great job. Jonghyun love all your work. You wrote awesome songs...angel!
Awesome music and what a voice
Still miss you 🥺
The intro of this song made me do the head bop I reserve for Destiny's Child and TLC lol.
His voice😌😌😌
가사가 제목 모노드라마, 일인극이랑 너무 잘 맞는다
종현 노래 너무 잘 불러..💙 사랑해💎💙
Still not over with jonghyun not being with us 😭😭😭😭😭😭😢😢😢😔
You are too perfect to this world...You did the best. Rest in peace
he's so so so talented
rcrck I wish there was an MV of this song so bad. Like, have him approaching different girls from different dramas (mermaid, schoolgirl, historical drama/princess, etc) and getting rejected each approach, until the last girl says "yes". That would be such a cute MV. Too bad man...
정말 좋은곡 세상에 남겨주셔서 감사합니다..
he didn't have to call me out like that i'm-
i'll say this again one of the best musicians of our time. monodrama is my favourite song from base
yall WISH your faves can sing like Jonghyun
Bold of you to assume my fave ISN'T the lovely sensual beautiful king Jonghyun himself~
@@moonshineewaltz1343 Lol...u r witty!
@@brooklynpercival9700 And you are Dibidibibeautiful~
@@moonshineewaltz1343 Thnx:))))
@@moonshineewaltz1343 I wanna give this reply more likes lol
i understand the lyrics but i dont mind them... i just like the music, the beat and how it was played...especially his voice. hear his high notes,even moderately high with some rock... idk. his voice feels like drinking black coffee🌹😌
i miss you
Wish I could help him, but I'm just an useless fan... It's so sad he was all alone with his problems and depression... I hope he found his happiness 😔
you are not useless you are his fan he loves you he loves all his fans don't feel like that if you do miss him do pray for him hugs fellow shawol
you are not useless at all,depression is not easy,for example even if people try to help actually they can t .even if people are there for you ,eventually you get to spend time alone and toughts could be overwhelming..they are small at the beggining until they begin to repeat themselves and become a catastrophe in your head. and you start to believe they are real...sometimes or everytime is him who needed to help himself.Many times people will just come with advices ...and people suffering with depression already know all those stuff but is not easy to control this desease. because it is a continuous internal fight between living or ending..i believe he just nedeed to wait and get to know himself better and analise what he really needed or how to make life better for him with the resources he had then...maybe things he wanted the most would ve come eventually....i speak from personal experience, i am diagnosed with anxiety ,depression etc:-)you are a great fan,believe me,because you care about him!;-)
I love Jonghyun to the moon and back, he is our 🌛
When the guy you have a massive crush on is straight 😭😭😭😩😩😩
You never know...he might have been a bi...but anyway u wont be able to get him now.
@@brooklynpercival9700 I meant the crush I had irl at the time, lol.
@@tangerined5412 Oh...sorry. My bad.
So did u find someone by now?
I really hope u do.
@@brooklynpercival9700 It's fine lol. I haven't, it seems like all the guys I talk to just want to hook up. Thanks though, I hope the same for you, if you haven't found someone yet.
@@tangerined5412 Hmm...ah no...my family is kinda strict about it (I am straight though)
But YAY!!! I am gonna go to my college soon...so more freedom(and also more work damn!).
この曲大好きすぎる
favorite song rn💓
i miss his voice.
Hello, this has always been my relationship with jjong.
Okay, thank you for your attention
Bruh I can't even deal ugh r.i.p
Beautiful 👏👏👏
❤️Love the rhythm very much👌💎
Happy birthday to Kim Jongheon!
Today is not a day for sadness and grief, because today is your birthday, Jongheon~.
I don't even know what to wish for someone who's dead~.
But no, to me you are alive, you are in my memories and dreams.
When you celebrate your birthday in heaven, Jeongyeon, know that I want you to be here with me, with those who love you.
Even heaven won't make me forget your birthday. I miss you on this special day.
We had many wonderful holidays while you were with us. Today you are celebrating without your earthly friends, but that doesn't mean we don't love you and wish you the best here on earth.
You should be 32 years old, but five years ago your age stopped at 27.
You'll always be young...
You were such a vulnerable, talented young man.
It's been five years... but it seems like yesterday you were still smiling and laughing.
I still can't believe you're gone.
You dreamed of starting a family when you would have been 30 years old and would have written many songs, I wish I could hear them.
I wish I could see your smile and kind look. It makes it hurt even more.
I listen to your songs every day, and you speak to me through your songs.
You're forever in my heart, and I feel you close to me.
You haven't gone anywhere. You're here. We stand and hold hands all together. SHINee will always be the five of us. No matter what happens, it won't change.
In my next life, I will find you and be your fan again. Please be happy and loved in your next life.
I hope you will be happy in heaven on your birthday, my Jeongyeon.
You are so unreachable.
And unreachable to me, what a pity,
# How I want to hear your voice #
* To talk about what was *
* ¶¶ About what's to come, what's to dream about ¶¶
And for Jeongyeon... you did a good job!
Thank you for being born. Happy birthday, Jung.
We miss you so much 😊💔...
Rest in peace 💕💕💕💕💕💕
This is my favorite song by him it reminds me of my tragic relationship with crush at the end I always end in pain haha
His voice is so magical ♥️ Rest in peace Jonghyun :)
i miss him:(((
My god, how can it be so relatable..
this is a really good song :D
Jonghyun oppa 😍💖💕
I love this song💞
love you and my miss u my little angel
i never forget your beutiful smile
Love 🌹
one of my favorite songs of jonghyun. i mean look at my name lol. truly ahead of its time.
Love this song
Love u so much 🇧🇷💙
ohh mi amado hermoso bello no sabes cuanto te extraño....
Shinee five! !!!!
Jj Reis If only ...
❤❤❤❤❤
JONGHYUN!!!!😘😘😘💙💙💙💙💙👌💎
i miss him so bad
the bridge of this song sounds like ALIVE by SHINee :)
jong hyun I miss u ~♡♡♡♡♡
Q hermosa voz se nos fue el tenia su estilo propio xk te fuiste yonghyun😢😢😢
♥️♥️His heart is good
May this angel rest in peace😭
Jjong kalo disuruh nyanyi ballad gak lain efeknya selalu mematikan.
r&b soul jonghyun
Jonghyun
Its all the relationships he couldnt have ..so sad 😭😥
I miss your voice babe i wish you're okay and happy
hello Jonghyun,love you!:-*
Almost a year...
JONGKEY hahahaha just a thought...
J o n g h y u n
12 July 2018
miss you
❤️❤️❤️