A Pep-Talk from the Universe🥰⚡️PICK A TURTLE🐢 In-Depth Timeless Psychic Tarot Reading

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  • @EsoTarot
    @EsoTarot  2 года назад +179

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    Pile 1 (Smoky Quartz Turt): 1:40
    Pile 2 (Serpentine Turt): 32:04
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    • @ohnotagain851
      @ohnotagain851 2 года назад +3

      You have a gift.That's all I am going to say. You get it right every time. And I said this before and I will keep saying. You are the one tarot reader who is always spot on. And I also adore your personality, voice, hands, cards, all of it. Please never stop doing vids. And I am a 26-year-old woman who never wrote that to a youtuber before, not to mention a tarrot reader so please don't take this comment as in: aw, they like me and that's it. No, man, you got a gift. It's incredible.

    • @mireilledavidson9427
      @mireilledavidson9427 2 года назад +1

      I think you should walk for a while, pile 4, lmao. Brilliant, absolutely brilliant. 'Anger is punishing yourself for someone else's mistakes' - Buddha
      Thank you.
      P.S.. The glass is always full whether there is water in it or not. It is always in constant flow but how it flows is up to you

    • @apurvashyam620
      @apurvashyam620 2 года назад

      Thanks for that driving rant because I can feel you as I'm from Varanasi, India and this city people are so bad at following traffic rules, it makes me irrationally angry.

    • @sachi4443
      @sachi4443 2 года назад

      What is the name of the tarot deck you used?

    • @lesly.laieor
      @lesly.laieor 2 года назад

      Pile 2 🐢
      thank you 😊 🙏

  • @bedhairismybae5480
    @bedhairismybae5480 2 года назад +390

    yours and kino's videos today feels themed after a warm blanket ✨️

    • @thewatershopkeeper
      @thewatershopkeeper 2 года назад +13

      I just came watching kino's video 😄

    • @allyburnett3315
      @allyburnett3315 2 года назад +4

      I literally some how got drawn to pile 2 for both videos lol crazy

    • @thewatershopkeeper
      @thewatershopkeeper 2 года назад +4

      I have gotten like a relief cause
      Life have been so hard for me and both kino and eso come up with same time of topic
      Which i really needed also
      I am getting overwhelming about hapiness i am like scared, i can't feel the sense of comfort in it.

    • @SilentMachine77
      @SilentMachine77 2 года назад +4

      Seems like we all have the same vibe in tarot readers lmao

    • @kymmy321
      @kymmy321 2 года назад +2

      143 The universe loves you 😇✨

  • @oliviamay4315
    @oliviamay4315 2 года назад +4

    Pile #1 this made me cry. I’m so excited and I didn’t know I needed this pep talk. I’ve been feeling so inspired lately and hyper focused on my art. You really hit the nail on the head. Thank you.

  • @katuskatobi
    @katuskatobi 2 года назад +1

    Dear Eso, thank you so much for this reading. It is far from the first one that resonated this deeply with me, but it was something I really, really needed to hear, I think. Lately, I've realized I've been punishing myself with isolation or self-flagellation over past mistakes, then it came to me that I was only treating my wounded part the same way as everyone who contributed to it being there in the first place. When I tried to say out loud that I was worthy of love, even flawed and still unsure, even when the past cannot be rewritten, I couldn't - I choked up or teared up. Pile 3 had me bawling my eyes out, everything hit the nail on the head. I don't know how you do it, but you're a blessed reader, a wonderful human being, and your readings helped me more on my journey to heal myself than I can say. It's an ongoing process, but I will get there. Sending you love and light, thank you again

  • @uka3959
    @uka3959 Год назад

    i came here from another reading of yours about love, where it said that i needed to heal the part of me regardint the acceptance of love; here i chose pile 3 and this is exactly the pep talk i needed;
    you were one of the blessings that the Universe has sent to me ☺️❤️ thank you

  • @funkyfreshtx
    @funkyfreshtx 2 года назад

    pile 2. the most important thing I learned from the universe is that Tony the Turtle is a superstar 🐢 😝
    love your videos Madison. You’re so amazing and spot on. thank you for sharing your gift with the world.

  • @robyn1845
    @robyn1845 2 года назад +1

    Pile 2 was just the pep talk I needed. Got to start allowing myself to receive good things, thank you 🙏🏻💛

  • @thiho1072
    @thiho1072 2 года назад

    This is my first time to watch your video on your channel. Thank you so much for messages you passed on your viewers including me. Wish you stay safe and healthy. Wishing you all the best of luck with what you are doing for everyone right now.

  • @LocksforLoveTarot
    @LocksforLoveTarot 2 года назад

    I see you also got the new Kim Krans deck, i love it. Been waiting for it forever!! Going to watch the vid now!

  • @Deborah-D
    @Deborah-D 2 года назад

    Pile 3! That reading spoke to my core. Thank you so much Eso ✨

  • @umjustash
    @umjustash 2 года назад +3

    Pile 1:
    "Is buttcheek one word? Or should I spread em?"

  • @freebirdy333
    @freebirdy333 2 года назад

    Pile 3 makes sense i cried alot ;^; listen it's just **sighs** it's a twinflame connection it's hard but transformative but i don't date cuz i come from a family that doesn't support it as such n i made a decision to not but i wanted true love n i ended up with a twinflame connection it was good from start but distance was a factor n he keeps me at a distance till date so i just don't talk to him at the moment with the weird way we did before it's complicated n it's just that **sighs** that ik i create my own reality but a specific person seems complicated cuz their will matters n i felt i was expecting too much so i was envisioning the rest of my life with a cat cuz he doesn't talk to me n i keep losing hope n i can't imagine myself with anyone else cuz literally i feel his soul everyday with me how can i love anyone else when i have this intense bond still here so I'm just 😭 i don't wanna cry again 😭 ik they say ur twin mirrors as u make changes but since i don't get to see anything i lose hope n i feel like I'm hurting myself I'M JUST SAD OKAY 😭💔💔💔

  • @kathyyan227
    @kathyyan227 2 года назад

    Pile 2 thank you dear. love & light to U💓
    🌻🌸💕🌈🌼🐦🦄💟🦋🍡🐝❄️✨

  • @isabelledeleon956
    @isabelledeleon956 2 года назад

    Pile 3 - wow Eso, I love you so much 😂 I love that you can’t get over slow drivers. They drive me insane too! 🤣

  • @Mizuuu1
    @Mizuuu1 2 года назад

    pile 3, i was gonna comment "oh, im aromantic, the rest of the message feels so fitting but not the love part" and then u mentioned being aro! thank you for that, a lot of readers refuse to acknowledge aromanticism/assume everyone's out for love lol. i did try to keep watching but the whole rest of it wasnt fitting/kept on w the whole romance schtick, so that sucks bc i keep watching readings over and over past few days for SOME sort of HELP... but nothin

  • @0463paladin
    @0463paladin 2 года назад

    #3. I'm absolutely terrified of love. After 2 years of being closed off, I opened up again and once again I just got hurt. Although I was lonely for 2 years I wasn't hurt and lonely. I just want to crawl back into my hole. I don't feel happiness or meaning. I feel like I have zero purpose. But I think I'm just gonna coast for my remainder and let this life just be boring

  • @AvitalR88
    @AvitalR88 2 года назад

    pile 3 I DO want this union with him!

  • @beautifulsoul4217
    @beautifulsoul4217 2 года назад

    Hmmmmm pile 3 y'all! Idk why I started crying after few mins even when at the start I was like.. Nahhhh this isn't me.... Feeling like universe literally knocked my head saying.. HEY! IT'S ACTUALLY U! STOP DOUBTING US! *sigh*

  • @rachelrivard8777
    @rachelrivard8777 2 года назад

    Thanks!

  • @veromeeker445
    @veromeeker445 2 года назад +176

    Chose pile 3, you were spot on to the point where I cried a couple times. I love your energy. Thank you for that pep talk, it was needed

    • @inarasuniverse-c137
      @inarasuniverse-c137 2 года назад +4

      It’s crazy how accurate it was! I cried as well, which is a first for me. Sending you light ✨

    • @Laurenscherer
      @Laurenscherer 2 года назад

      I cried too

    • @lulualguima
      @lulualguima 2 года назад +1

      I also cried

  • @hannahswann8916
    @hannahswann8916 2 года назад +86

    Pile 3 💁🏻‍♀️
    100% what I needed to hear. It’s weird how I pick a random card on RUclips and she can just picks up on literally what’s been going on in my internal world that I don’t even talk about but she’s channeling it. It’s weirder how often these videos resonate with me…
    🔮✨

  • @zoeandrews7422
    @zoeandrews7422 2 года назад +66

    Pile 2. I am in tears from this reading. Just not shaming myself from pleasures is something I know spirit has been trying to get me to know for so long, and also being able to receive no matter what I look like, what I feel, and just love life and to exist because I deserve it BECAUSE I am existing. I’ve also just for so long had a hard time exploring my sexual desires or sexual natures because of the purist ideas that I just shouldn’t or else... this has al been such a healing and transformative reading. Thank you Madison

  • @katsaloser
    @katsaloser 2 года назад +93

    you posted this at the perfect time I've been so down and i really needed a pep talk, excited what my pile has to say 🤍

  • @laurenmunger5696
    @laurenmunger5696 2 года назад +74

    eso: “ash is what’s left after the fire has burned” “looking through the ashes of their mansion”
    me: *working through dealing with a house fire where nothing was left behind*
    she never misses a beat and always knows how to beautifully say it. forever thankful i found this channel.

  • @whitefeathertarot
    @whitefeathertarot 2 года назад +17

    Thank you so much Eso for this reading, you have no idea how much this reading shifted the way I think completely about something so important to me. Thank you.

    • @EsoTarot
      @EsoTarot  2 года назад +9

      I’m so glad I could help! Thank you so much for watching 🥺💗

    • @s0ledadSperanza
      @s0ledadSperanza 10 месяцев назад +2

      omg, hey Reem 💗💗 i love to see overlap in the youtube tarot universes lol

  • @deljane4754
    @deljane4754 2 года назад +36

    I chose pile 2. i just adore these readings Maddison. Rich, truthful, heartfelt, indepth, revealing, spot on, caring. You share of yourself generously. Just love it!!

  • @purple_jams
    @purple_jams 2 года назад +11

    Pile 4, I hope you make more of these cuz I've watched all piles at different time periods whenever I felt like it and it always made perfect sense! This was just what I asked to hear from spirit 🐾

  • @diannerichardson6592
    @diannerichardson6592 2 года назад +46

    Pile 2 is PRECISELY what I needed to hear. Thanks, Tony!

  • @ornellaquinteros9235
    @ornellaquinteros9235 2 года назад +23

    Turt 3: "I feel like you are continuously preparing for a tower moment that doesn't exist", my moon in Taurus sends her regards and feels wildly called out lol. Thanks Eso!

  • @findparadise
    @findparadise 2 года назад +38

    Pile 3. I really want to deeply thank you for this reading. It's hit the hardest than any reading that came before and really got me to open my eyes to my own fear around love, but more than that, my fear of betrayal and it brought me to tears. This was truly and really what I needed to hear.

    • @annec.7409
      @annec.7409 2 года назад +3

      you even got it better on point

  • @ishitagupta2937
    @ishitagupta2937 2 года назад +22

    Thanks so much for thissss
    Also loving your nails✨
    Edit :
    Chose pile 3
    Radha is a form of manifestation of goddess Lakshmi as per Hindu mythology
    Radha signifies true, pure and selfless love for her Divine male Counterpart, Krishna who is another manifestation of Goddess Lakshmi's divine counterpart Vishnu
    Lakshmi is goddess of material wealth and abundance :)

  • @yikesjustyikes473
    @yikesjustyikes473 2 года назад +19

    I picked pile 2 and I gotta say that you hit the nail on the head with every one of your readings I have clicked on and this one is no different!!! Honestly, thank you so much for doing readings like this. I know I needed a great pep talk and this delivered 100%. May all this good youre sending out come back to you threefold ❤️❤️❤️

  • @PsycheAi
    @PsycheAi 2 года назад +12

    I was drawn to pile 2 and 3, but I listened to pile 3 first. As an asexual with some shade of aromantic, I actually appreciate readings like pile 3’s. Despite what people may think about my sexuality, I still would like a partnership some day, but I struggle with whether or not I deserve that since I can ‘t fully reciprocate the feelings of romance and such expected in partnerships. Or if anyone would want anything to do with me. Lol. Anyways, thank you for the reading and for always being inclusive. I always look forward to your readings. Have a great day!😊

  • @pxrple_pixiedxst
    @pxrple_pixiedxst 2 года назад +25

    I picked pile 2! And I've neither related nor felt this connected to a reading in a long while, I really needed this pep talk! The synchronosities were on whole another level, just yesterday I was searching turtle as spirit animal and just random messages and here you are! Also that part about the chariot card, when you said that we trust the horses to lead cuz they are the ones moving us- I don't lie to you Madison but this was the exact same message I channeled yesterday for myself! It was the light seer's tarot deck, the chariot card and I was just observing how the man is just sitting atop and the two black and white horses are where he's placed all his trust into without any reigns in his hand cuz they'll lead him where he's supposed to go. I'm baffaled but apart from that thankyou so much for this I really really needed to hear this! Love you loads queen ❤️🐾

  • @musewounded
    @musewounded 2 года назад +11

    pile 2 : this was so profound and healing for me to hear, i'm trying to let go of 1)shame around my sexual nature , also2) over indulgence in tarot - rather than using it as a tool im using it to disengage from the pain of the human experience and stay in a 5D state all the time. 3) not feeling worthy of my desires 4) afraid to be fully seen even though i want a career which is slightly pushing me to the public eye. hopefully i am able to let go of these things in the next two years and jump into a timeline of movement , balance and ease.

  • @meiganttan
    @meiganttan 2 года назад +26

    Pile 3: That’s an uplifting message that I need to hear right now.
    Thank you Eso ❤️

  • @kassie-annonandia67
    @kassie-annonandia67 2 года назад +3

    pile 2 it reonates
    and at the sexuality part my eyes fell of my skull
    😅🤣🤣Damn Its a thing I struggel with nowerdays I never had problems but I can´t belive how men treat woman and lesbians and yeah
    so all RESONADTES really omg All my fears yes this is my biiggest one cuz I was never really happy and I AM SCARED THAT THE UNIVERSE WILL TAKE EVERTHING FROM ME ONCE I WILL BE HAPPY

  • @jenniferfields10
    @jenniferfields10 2 года назад +21

    Pile 1 here. Chickie, you have no idea how spot on your reading was! After a jet-propelled awakening, Spirit told me exactly what my path and purpose are. I will be showing the world that spirituality and sexuality are both built on/from energy. I'm working to eliminate the stigma behind BDSM by highlighting healthy outlets and energy exchange. I just got my official business license for The 8th House, LLC. We'll be featuring what I like to call "cosmic kink" merchandise. Also, around Sept./Oct., I'll begin releasing videos under my new persona, The Pin-up Priestess. Stay tuned, baby! It's about to get interesting.

    • @christinep5796
      @christinep5796 2 года назад

      Love the business name, Jennifer! Congratulations on your transformation and for building a business with your heart and soul!!!! 🫶🏼🥰♥️💁🏼‍♀️ you go girl

  • @ritikamudabidri7680
    @ritikamudabidri7680 2 года назад +5

    Pile 2:
    No right or wrong
    Let go of control
    (You don’t need to earn kindness and respect from anyone)
    Be true to you
    What is your ego saying vs what is your heart saying

  • @denisesierra5778
    @denisesierra5778 2 года назад +63

    A few minutes ago I was starting to realize a lot of unhealthy ideas came from my mom and I've grown as a person in my search of self discovery I check my phone and this video pops up and I new I had to watch it. I chose pile 2 and instantly it was like you were speaking to me. Even the amount of likes on the video was 111 amazing how the universe speaks to us sometimes!!

    • @ohmikomicah
      @ohmikomicah 2 года назад +2

      Same here, trying to unlearn a lot of unhealthy ideas from my mom too. A lot of them affected my relationships unfortunately, but it's just something to learn and evolve from. Goodluck with your journey!

    • @AngelacLee
      @AngelacLee 2 года назад +2

      Same. Have been unlearning all the gunk and muck.

  • @kawaiikell.
    @kawaiikell. 2 года назад +18

    Pile 2 was perfect and just what I needed! Thank you & I won’t tell the other piles ;)

  • @esmeralda8305
    @esmeralda8305 2 года назад +17

    I saw this and thought to myself ''Oh I don't need a pep talk right now''
    Mid-way I was like.. okay maybe I do need it lol. Pile #3. This resonated a lot in every way.
    Thank you sis

  • @RachelLeonardFireQueen
    @RachelLeonardFireQueen 2 года назад +17

    Thank you so much! Pile 2 could
    Not be more perfect! That was exactly what I needed to hear right now! 💕✨🌞 thank you so much for sharing

  • @Juhi200
    @Juhi200 2 года назад +11

    Yayayyyyy !
    Pile 2 here
    In Every video I know it's ESO and it's gonna be on point reading but I doubt myself if I'm gonna pick right pile or not
    But always ends up picking a pile which feels like a personal reading for me
    This channel is my go to for whenever I need guidance , comfort , clarity or advise 😌💜💜

  • @thegypsypriestess
    @thegypsypriestess 2 года назад +12

    I was drawn to #2. Everything in my reading was the message Universe has been giving me, but I haven't really known how to live it. Your reading simplified it! Thank you so much for your gorgeous energy and brilliant wisdom. I think you're my soul sister!!!!
    You're so funny. Seriously, I laughed out loud many times throughout (truth makes me laugh more than anything else) and helped me embody Lalita. Thank you. Infinite blessings and bliss.

  • @qwerty1234567890AV
    @qwerty1234567890AV 2 года назад +12

    Pile 2 - WOW..... I'm only 2 minutes into the reading and I had to pause it because you're so insanely spot on I'm honestly stunned. I need a moment to recover, but I can't wait to listen to the rest of the reading.
    Seriously, WOW. Speechless

  • @WeCreateMore
    @WeCreateMore 2 года назад +10

    When you were talking about the wasp spirit in pile 1, I was called to share that bees have acidic venom and that's why applying baking soda (with water)--an alkaline solution--helps with the pain and wasps have alkaline venom. So vinegar--an acid--helps neutralize their stings. Hopefully, whoever needed that message gets it AND we can all take a little comfort in there being a way to make "the dicks of the bug world" a little less... dick-y.

    • @AstroLeau
      @AstroLeau 2 года назад

      Good to know. Thank you.

  • @AmandaFlaker
    @AmandaFlaker 2 года назад +10

    I just hosted a workshop on Turtle Magick and then this pops up on my feed when I was clicking on a DIFFERENT video. Totally was not expecting it. Already feel the magic. Excited to watch. Thank you.

  • @brendacj1111
    @brendacj1111 2 года назад +9

    Chose Pile 3. Hey Eso, Thank you so much for letting me know I deserved divine love. I’ve went through so so much with my twin last year + this year. To a point I’ve been crying almost every single night, it was a very difficult one where no one would understand what him & I have gone through in life. Without this connection itself I would never know what is self love & unconditional love. Also with your guidance in so many readings for us, you have given us so much hope, insights and love towards the universe, the people that we meet in life and so much more that you have helped each and everyone of us here. I would definitely be more open to him coming back now, thank you Eso! This means a whole lot to me and no words could describe the readings you do!

  • @nandanaib6290
    @nandanaib6290 2 года назад +8

    Chose pile 2 . I've just realised how much I was holding myself back and having a negative approach about my life. Thank you so much . This means a lot to me ❤

  • @moonchxld7293
    @moonchxld7293 2 года назад +7

    ✿ Pile 3:
    Ash.
    "It's better to have love than lost, than never to have loved at all."
    Somehow Ashe's song Moral of the Story came to my mind and I started crying rivers.
    Over all, thank you for the reading, Eso! It resonated sooooo well with everything that's been happening lately in my life.

  • @emmalara6819
    @emmalara6819 2 года назад +3

    “With peace and love, fuck those people.” 😂😂😂 I’m cracking up. Thank you. I love you. 😘🌈💕

  • @lunabeebaby
    @lunabeebaby 8 месяцев назад +2

    coming to this reading a year ‘late’ and hearing the message from pile 3 at JUST the right time in my life-this wouldn’t have been my pile if i listened when you posted. thank you so much

  • @SongOfShe
    @SongOfShe 2 года назад +6

    Pile 3.
    This reading answered the questions I’ve been asking for so long. It was beyond a pep talk, it was exactly what I needed to come back into my power. Thank you Eso 💓 my crown is tingling really strong right now ✨

  • @WindsweptBeauty
    @WindsweptBeauty 2 года назад +4

    Why ducks have butts?
    To cover their butt quacks!!! 🤣 💙

    • @EsoTarot
      @EsoTarot  2 года назад +1

      1111111/10 😭💗

  • @christineherrmann205
    @christineherrmann205 2 года назад +3

    Whoah, Pile 3... the _shade._ "if you really want it, or if you're afraid of it."
    Yeah, that about covers it.

  • @peachiverse_yt
    @peachiverse_yt 2 года назад +27

    Alright, so pile three starts off with a card that says “Ash” and my name is literally Ashley/Ash!!!! This is such perfect timing, thank you so much, Madison! You’re my favorite tarot reader on RUclips, you’re so accurate! c:

    • @Perielise308
      @Perielise308 2 года назад +2

      I lost my one and only best friend Ashley to suicide and pile three helped me really comprehend how afraid I am of losing someone I love from that and your comment helped me connect her to it even more omg. Bawling my eyes out here.

    • @dash2535
      @dash2535 2 года назад +1

      Saame :)

  • @nishantrai5680
    @nishantrai5680 2 года назад +4

    #4 thank you this was comforting. Like the 5 truths of buddha say-
    The world is full of sorrow.
    Desire is the root cause of all sorrow.
    Sorrow can be conquered by conquering desire.
    Desire can be conquered by following the eight-fold paths
    People driving on left path slowly should be shown compassion and punished.

  • @innerb1oom
    @innerb1oom 2 года назад +8

    Thank you eso for the wonderful messages 💗
    I picked pile 2, and everything you said deeply resonated with me. I am learning to find balance and I actually just started on some projects I was holding myself back from. And the really funny thing is, when I did my daily reading yesterday, the chariot was on the back of the pile.. the universe is really encouraging me, I just have to get past my own resistance. I had a good cry listening to your kind, encouraging words and I did realize that I still hold myself back from receiving love from others. I truly appreciate the work you do to bring more light into this world 💗 I am sending you love and gratitude.

  • @delaneyalfieri9993
    @delaneyalfieri9993 2 года назад +5

    Pile #1: I'm not an active viewer but I thought it would be good for me to express my gratitude and switch things up. Thank you for the message Eso! It was very needed and I greatly appreciate it. I am an artist and have started to realize more and more that all of these creative abilities I have are for a divine purpose. I have a hard time giving myself credit, telling myself I'm talented, and being kind to myself when I'm in a bad mental space. I tend to overwork and burn myself out because I genuinely forget that what I do takes hard work and energy and I subconciously (and conciously) convince myself I don't deserve any good outcome that comes out of it. This has been something that I have been working on and I think that is the one block standing in my way.
    To be on topic and a little off topic I am going to share a story. This year for my life drawing college course class we had to make an interpretive self portrait for our final project. The piece I made was about how even the smallest thought, or "seed", that is planted can grow more than you could ever imagine, good or bad. Since I was going through a lot of tower moments at the time I made the piece about my anxiety and how the thoughts can be overwhelming so much so to where it effects me physically. I drew foxglove and wolfsbane (both poisonous flowers) to represents the toxic thoughts in ones mind. I got a 98 on the project, it was praised by my teacher and classmates. When I showed my teacher my project as a WIP and explained to him my idea, he told me that i seemed to have a solid and interesting concept, and that there was a lot more meaning and depth to my project than the other students. I was flattered obviously, however I would tell people this interaction and counteract that with "Well I had thought of this concept months ago so of course its going to be more developed. the other students are probably making up these concepts on the spot. I am just recycling an idea" I remember telling my boyfriend this and then immediately going "wow its like I'm literally jumping hoops to avoid giving myself credit".
    That was the one instance that made me realized how normalized my overly critical and unforgiving my thought process was to myself. I realized how absolutely amazing and supportive everyone in my life is. How my best friend, my boyfriend, my mom, my voice teacher, all LOVE to show people my art and other creative projects. Like there are people in my life who show me off like crazy and i didn't even realized the extent of it until i started writing this comment. I dont even really put myself "out there" i just take opportunities when they are given to me. Even when I don't like to show my art myself, it spreads like wildfire and I get contacted by mutuals through people offering me opportunities with things I've never done before. Everyone that comes to me trusts me. Like, two years ago I drew a cover for a poetry book my sister was publishing. During that summer she contacts me and tells me that her therapist bought the book and really loves the design and wants me to do a mural in his office. I have painted my walls before but I never did a professional job before. That summer I painted a mural in a liscened therapists office. I was 16 with no prior experience and yet, this man trusted me to paint in his place of work. A couple months ago my sisters friend contacted me and said she was interested in an illustrator for a story she was posting on her personal website. I have never done an illustrator job, and yet I did that with her for a month until she got her story picked up by a publisher.
    The moral of the story here: I realize that even with my shitty minbdsets, I cant control what happens and the opportunities that come to me, and thats in a good sense! I can treat myself like shit all I want, my family still loves and supports me, and theres always someone whos interested. God only knows how much my vibration is going to shift once I have fully freed myself from these thoughts patterns. My advice to any Pile #1 viewer who struggles with the feeling of deserving their success A) I've been there and I understand and B) that sucks for you kiddo, beacuse youre going to have supporters whether you like it or not.If you cant beat them, join them! Theres nothing conceited or "cocky" about being your own #1 fan!!!!!
    Damn I didnt realize how much I wanted to say, thank you again eso! Much love and happines 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

  • @SairaxxxShita
    @SairaxxxShita 2 года назад +8

    It's ridiculous how spot on those readings are all the time, crying once more because it's just so true! Eso, you're amazing, thanks for all you do!

  • @zer0n9ne
    @zer0n9ne 2 года назад +3

    This really resonated with me (pile 2). Even until now, i still find it hard to enjoy breaks/vacation because it felt like i don't deserve it. If possible, i won't take a break until everything is done, and not only done, when it's done properly and perfectly. Idk where this came from but it's just how i do things ever since.

  • @monicalittleton4785
    @monicalittleton4785 2 года назад +8

    Chose 4 and now in the middle of the reading it's 4:14 and this brought tears to my eyes...I really needed to hear this today..Thank you from the bottom of my heart ❤️.
    Today I was gripping about people and the way they drive....Crazy....I was so meant to hear THIS reading today....This reading was freaking awesome...

  • @jessicadelgado8473
    @jessicadelgado8473 2 года назад +6

    Pile 3!! He’s honestly heaven sent and I feel very lucky to have someone so awesome be into me. Despite how things work out, I’m just glad to have gone out with someone so awesome and I’m hopeful of the future!

  • @SwimsWithWhales31
    @SwimsWithWhales31 2 года назад +9

    I have listened to this reading now 3 times!! Pile 4 was exactly what I needed to hear and exactly at the moment I needed to hear it!

  • @luminoushearthealing5671
    @luminoushearthealing5671 2 года назад +3

    Pile 2- “you are inherently deserving of feeling good” almost made me burst out in tears! Thank you for this entire message love 🤍

  • @Chigirl5003
    @Chigirl5003 2 года назад +1

    I wish I knew what these ideas were , so many readings say I'm holding back from my talents or creative Abilities and I have no idea what they're referring to ....can there be a what are my talents reading?

  • @naomimayarose5171
    @naomimayarose5171 2 года назад +6

    I need a peptalk! Thank you so much Madison. Your channeling is awesome. I am grateful for you.🦋🌸🌼🐝🌈

  • @pinklikdblue
    @pinklikdblue 2 года назад +4

    pile 4 was exactly what i needed to hear right now. you have no idea how important this reading is to me.

  • @omnamahshivayah1111
    @omnamahshivayah1111 6 месяцев назад +1

    Hey Eso, this reading was randomly recommended to me yesterday and it’s come at the right time. I’ve watched many of your readings and I always pick THAT pile… you’ve said you want to talk about the phenomenon... I hope that inspiration comes soon bc I’d love to hear your thoughts/what you channel. Thank you 🙏💜

  • @Rillien
    @Rillien 2 года назад +7

    Pile 1, this was so nice and much needed!🥰 love readings are great but sometimes we just need a boost of positive energy like this video ❤

  • @mariagutier8372
    @mariagutier8372 2 года назад +5

    Hi Eso

  • @adamfenton2433
    @adamfenton2433 2 года назад +1

    madison the CRAZIEST shit just happened-I sat down to watch this and I couldn’t decide between pile 1 and 3 and I was having a hard time with it. Finally I picked pile 1 and the first thing you say is “hi there pile 3!!” 😂😂 I think that was Spirit’s way of confirming Pile 1 was my pile lol 😆
    also the “no you need to write them down” calling out my adhd ass LOL

  • @ignitedintuition
    @ignitedintuition 2 года назад +6

    Chose pile 4 and I needed to hear these messages thank you!!!

  • @sanitakxx
    @sanitakxx 2 года назад +1

    Omg madison I actually can’t believe it I was drawn to pile one and three and I was so torn so I thought maybe both and den all of a sudden hello pile 3 soo meant to be thank you soo much ❤️🙏🏽🌈✨💜

  • @lozfantay3885
    @lozfantay3885 2 года назад +4

    This kinda spooked me by how accurate it was! I was really drawn towards pile 1 and 3, so I listened to what you had to say about both and they resonated with my current situation. It made me tear up a bit, haha. Thanks for uploading this reading! It was helpful. (I got recommended it right after asking for a more detailed explanation for what God and my Guardian Angels were trying to tell me too)

  • @rbeccahart
    @rbeccahart Год назад +1

    ESO NO WAY! i watched this when it came out as pile 3 (the timer was left at 2:12:22). started over and chose pile 1 this time and YOU CALL ME PILE 3!!! so cool!

  • @gem1n1te
    @gem1n1te 2 года назад +5

    Omg, you’re so funny! Loved the pep talk. Pile 4: i have traffic issues that are crazy 😜 ok this one was definitely helpful. Its hard not to be depressed when it feels like nothing is working out. There’s also a lot of negativity everywhere

  • @jamielawrence4749
    @jamielawrence4749 2 года назад +1

    I wasn't on the freeway, but I once had to drive really slow because I had my sick and dying cat in the car with me and I was being as careful as possible. I'm sure people thought I was an A-hole. But ever since then, when I get road rage, I remind myself that I have no idea what might be going on in the car in front of me. Giving the benefit of the doubt and forgiving people is hard, true, but it ultimately makes me much less stressed and then my day isn't ruined which feels a lot better. (Just don't get me started on the morons who swing their car doors open into oncoming traffic 😅😉)

  • @uniqueberri
    @uniqueberri 2 года назад +3

    Pile 1 and 3 you certainly did this justice 😆 I knew exactly which messages were for me. I needed to hear the bit about defensive listening in Pile 1 to really get the messages in Pile 3 😂 Not in union yet, but you've definitely given me something to really think about. Here's to trusting the universe🥂 Thank You!!❤

  • @lovenatureandbeyond4752
    @lovenatureandbeyond4752 2 года назад +6

    This came right before I was about to begin my shadow work! This message is on time! Pile 4 not done listening but already on point! Thank you ❤️💙

  • @marylcoaching
    @marylcoaching 8 месяцев назад +1

    🎶every little thing she does is magic ✨ That's you 💜 Thank you as always for holding my heart with your wisdom 🌟

  • @Sp24817
    @Sp24817 2 года назад +4

    Eso I’m in shock of pile 3. It was 🎯. Thank you for including the polyamorous community, it made me so happy. It was the most reassuring confirmation. Thank you for this beautiful reading💜

  • @alenawillbur4481
    @alenawillbur4481 4 месяца назад +1

    So called out in pile 3 - “you recognize you’re worthy of all that but you do not think you’re worthy of true authentic love”. I love how I have been listening to readings NOT about love and then still get love messages - the universe really is telling me to stop running 😂

  • @yasminc.89
    @yasminc.89 2 года назад +4

    Pile 2 resonated soo much, thank you! Your readings are always amazing and spot on!

  • @colang81
    @colang81 2 года назад +1

    Pile 3 & 4 - you’re right! I have given up. I’ve decided to live a life not needing ❤️as it was a constant disappointment from both family & friends. I am just fed up with dealing with💩 people. Just don’t want to know. I am nearing my middle age years. I don’t need this distraction. I just want to make sure I am in the best of health so that I can make it to at least nearing 100. Not because I love life, it’s because I need to be around as long as possible for my son who has disabilities. So yes, self care is very important to me. And I too get irritated with slow drivers, especially ones where they don’t know where they’re going & try to see where I am heading, even though I am behind them. I never ever indicate so they can’t follow me & bother me more! And yes I need to let minor irritations go. Just breathe! Thank you once again Eso. You’re so gifted!
    P.S. Although I am not interested in ❤️readings, I still listen to you & also purchase the extended. It’s my way of supporting you. Please don’t ever stop doing readings!

  • @ngenahohn6287
    @ngenahohn6287 2 года назад +3

    Amazing reading ✨ I’ve been watching you for years now but have never commented. Today I journaled for about an hour just channeling my energy and came upon the realization that I’ve been closed off to love out of fear from the very first person I’ve dated till now. Not really having an open heart but saying I do. It was a heavy realization but I opened RUclips and saw your video and chose pile 3. This whole reading felt like a huge release and I really felt my heart opening for the first time. Thank you 💕

  • @timvermillion9292
    @timvermillion9292 2 года назад +1

    I knew pile 4 was for me when I heard you talking about traffic. Boi I thought you were just channeling me for that whole rant 🤣😂🤣

  • @Ptrain47
    @Ptrain47 2 года назад +3

    Pile 2 was everything I needed to I know!! Thank you 🙏🏾 ❤️

  • @JenniLittzi
    @JenniLittzi 2 года назад +4

    How did you know I needed this 🥹
    It’s my birthday today and Doctors are stressing me out, I’m chronically ill. Thank you!!!! 💕

  • @starmagic369
    @starmagic369 5 месяцев назад +1

    2:22:21 sooooo annoying! Thank you for the reminder that love and forgiveness don't stop cause we continue to eff up. Love you

  • @nagycsenge13
    @nagycsenge13 2 года назад +1

    I choose pile 1 and i thought i’ll look into pile 3 too. And you start pile one wit’hi there pile 3’ this must mean something! I am so curious

  • @StrawberrySebastian13
    @StrawberrySebastian13 2 года назад +2

    2:23:26 I loved the driving rant, especially since I gotta deal with FL drivers lol I like the way you add so much personality to the readings

  • @dayl2ght
    @dayl2ght 10 месяцев назад +1

    i chose pile 3 and omfg it makes so much sense, it is so accurate, and it is so encouraging!!!!!! thank you so much for this :’)

  • @bris_sel
    @bris_sel 2 года назад +1

    Picked Pile 3 & when you said the number “33” it was 9:33 pm as I’m watching this 😳✨

  • @tammiecourtright1332
    @tammiecourtright1332 2 года назад +1

    There’s even “dicks in the bug world” LOMA but it’s so true ! Love your sense of humour !
    Don’t change that

  • @TheWallisArchives
    @TheWallisArchives 2 года назад +1

    Pile 2.... this was RIDICULOUSLY what i needed to hear.

  • @joyceb8610
    @joyceb8610 8 месяцев назад +1

    999, Pile 3... I cried a couple times tho, scary ressonated

  • @deekshabhardwaj8579
    @deekshabhardwaj8579 2 года назад +2

    Pile 3, this resonated so well I can't possibly tell you. I really needed this! Thankyou so much for this wonderful reading.❤❤❤ Also a question, do you live in my head or something? Like how do you know things that are so specific, like I am just mind-blown right now!!

  • @kristinr4928
    @kristinr4928 Год назад +1

    Pile 4: Thank you so much. I just went through a massive spiritual awakening/enlightenment and I needed this. Reminding me that I'm still human after it and that I can have human emotions about things, especially the pain that got me into that state. Being out of a job and having a "manic episode" via spirituality and music and pain all summer was a lot for me. Ya girl just needs a nap and the ability to be confused and reground.❤